From: One-4-You-@webtv.net (Night Dreams)
Subject: Yo dude !
Date: Tue, 12 Jan 1999 08:32:01 -0800 (PST)

The sheets felt cool under my skin, smelling fresh and clean, with a
faint scent of fabric softener.  I lay naked, on my stomach, my arms
wrapped around the pillow my head was resting on.  I could feel the
mattress sag a little as he got up on the bed, straddling me, his palms
on my ass cheeks, pulling them apart as he placed the head of his cock
on my butt hole.

At 30, he was about twice my age.  We'd met at the pool at the park
where I spent much of my time.  My parents are a couple of drunks who
fight all the time.  I get out of the house as often as I can, and out
of their fights.  The park and the pool are my escape, and I learned at
the age of 13 that there are others there who are willing and eager to
give me the attention and affection I need.

The first time I was approached, God, I was so innocent.  Looking back
on it now, I must have really been an easy prey for the chicken hawks.
Me ~ a young mexican kid, a pair ogf old worn old speedos I'd picked up
at the thrift store, a bit too tight ~ and enjoying the sun and water so
much I was unaware of how well they showed of my ass and teen basket.


I'd been at the pool a few times, enough times to see some familiar
faces, some friendly, some not.  I didn't really understand the
resentment I felt from some of the other guys who were around my age.  

Later I'd learn they were afraid I'd cut into their "interests".  Some
of the older fellows showed their affection towards them with little
gifts of cash ~ gifts in exchange for letting them blow you, or
whatever.

I learned that from one of the older guys.  He asked my name, and he
said Rico was a 'kewl' name.  Then he wanted to know if I was a
'player'.  I didn't know what that meant, so he showed me, taking me
into a dark corner of this concrete block building which served as a
combination changing room~ shower.

He stuck a $20 bill in the elastic waist band of my speedos ~ and my
cock into his mouth.  

Shocked the hell out of me, and I almost slugged him.

But then ~ what the heck ~ it felt good, and I needed that money.  From
then on I would pay more attention to those guys who paid attention to
me.  I learned how to catch their eye ~~> stretching my lean teen body;
tugging my speedos up tighter as I climbed out of the pool to better
display my cock and balls;  lingering in the changing room, naked,
toweling off, their eyes caressing my body.

With time I grew in experience, and size ~ where it counts.  I got to
the point where I'd size up a likely prospect and go after him.

I had my first married man on my 14th birthday.  He was a jarhead,
judging from his haircut and build ~ a marine from the local base.  Had
a cute young pregnant wife with him.  Matching wedding bands.  I felt
jealous, wishing it'd been me he'd crawled upon, sticking his thing
inside and impregnating.  

I decided to "have" him.

I lay on a towel nearby, and when I saw him head for the shower, I
followed.  There were 6 shower heads in one large room, and one other
guy there who left as the marine and I entered.  I went to the shower
next to him.  I saw the jarhead eye me, but I didn't know if it was
curiosity or suspicion.

He was damn hot looking, and my dick got hard as I soaped up.  He
noticed, and I wasn't shy checking him out either.  He hesitated, maybe
thinking I was too young, but as his dick went up, I reached out and
grabbed it, making the first move.  He wrapped his hand around mine and
pulled at it.

We stood there a while jacking each other off, and I wanted more out of
it, so I smeared soap on his chest.  He had a great, well muscled body,
and I pinched a nipple making it harder.  He grabbed my nuts, squeezing,
then went down and swallowed my teen meat.  I was so horny that I came
pretty fast, plus I'd learned to not take too long in the showers, or
someone else would be walking through the door.

He shot off into his hand as he swallowed my load, and then he walked
out to rejoin his wife.  I hung around in the shower awhile, but when no
one else showed up, I got dressed and headed out to the mall.  

The new Star Trek movie was just out and I wanted to see it.  Plus,
sometimes I'd "get lucky" in the theater.  

That had been a surprise too ~ the first time some guy came and sat next
to me, asking "Want some company?"

I learned that meant  "Want a blow job?"

You might say I was a self-employed teenager, but until this morning my
ass was still virgin.  Last week, when I met Matt, I decided I'd met the
one fellow I wanted to give it up to.  Matt.  

About thirty, married, a couple little kids.  Worked for a computer
software firm.  And no, he wasn't one of my "customers".  I was doing
this for free, wanting it to happen, wanting it to be him.

I was getting dressed in the changing room one day, after not scoring.
My dick was hard as a rock, and I was having trouble stuffing it into my
jeans, even bound captive in my white jockeys.  

This guy was across the room from me, with two little kids ~ his, I
guessed, from the way they were interacting.  He looked up, smiled
friendly like, not seductive at all, saw my situation, and the two of us
chuckled.

For the first time in a long time, I felt embarrassed, and muttered
something like, "Hi ~ I'm Rico."

He said he was Matt, and offerred me a lift home, which I accepted.  I
was overwhelmed with an emotion I'd not felt before ~ LOVE.  The fact he
had a wife and two kids with him, well, I didn't know how that'd fit it,
or even if he was interested.  For some reason I pretty much opened up
to them in the car, leaving out the sex stuff, telling them about my
wretched home life.  We seemed to form an instant bond, which was weird
for me as I was afraid of getting close to people emotionally.

And it took some doing on my part to get him to where we are at this
moment, him about to shove his cock up my virgin ass hole.

Guess it began Monday when they invited me to dinner, feeling sorry
about my family situation, a couple of drunks for my parents.  I felt
some guilt, being their guest, wanting to lie naked with the lady's
husband.  I didn't know if he knew how I felt, and I was afraid I might
have to tie him down and rape him <joking> but I meant to lose my cherry
butt to this man.

(to be continued)
 

Night Dreams