Date: Mon, 23 Jul 2018 22:38:43 +0200 From: sam wave Subject: Youth worker looses control When I was 17, I was a trainee youth worker, and was pleased to be taking a small group of 6 boys to a private swimming pool. This was my first trip away from the youth club. The boys were all quite rowdy but as we were the only group in the pool, and there was no lifeguard on duty in those days, in fact we were the only people in the whole building, so it didn't really matter. They ignored me for most of the session, play-fighting and ducking each other and although they tried to involve me in their games a couple of times, I mostly swam lengths and left them to it. When it got close to the time to leave I warned them that they only had five mins left before we would have to get out and get changed. They started to plea with me to let them stay longer, swimming alongside me, and being very friendly, and trying to engage me in their games. I tried to be the mature adult and maintain authority by being polite but firm, but when it came time to leave they refused to get out of the pool and started splashing me. I told them that that was enough and said I was getting out of the pool and going to get showered and that they had better follow me or we couldn't' come again. As I went to climb up the metal steps to get out of the pool I felt a hand grab my swim shorts trying to pull me back into the water. The shorts started to slide down and I had no choice but to fall back into the pool before they slid down completely. As soon as I was back in they all got really excited trying to duck me and pushing down on my shoulders and pulling my arms. Some were shouting that they had seen half my butt and in all the commotion I felt a couple of hands squeezing my butt cheeks under the water. I knew I had to regain my authority quickly or I could be in real trouble. I started shouting that that was enough, and they stopped for a moment as they could see i was angry, and backed away from me. I got out the pool and went towards the showers saying they should all get out now. It wasn't long before I could hear them all running and giggling behind me as we approached the showers. They were apologizing and blaming each other, but pushed past me to get the best showers. They asked me cheekily, if I showered naked and when I said not in front of them, one of them said he had already seen most of my butt and blamed another boy for touching my cock under the water. When I said that hadn't happened they started accusing each other of being gay and wanting to see me naked. I tried to ignore them and turned the shower on full above my head to try to drown out their rude comments. They were saying that I didn't have any body hair and they wondered if I had pubes yet. They said I didn't have much of a bulge and thought I had a little cock.They thought I couldn't hear them but I could and was starting to get a bit nervous. They were daring each other to pull down my shorts. When I turned off the shower and said I was going to get changed they surrounded me offering to wash my back with soap and saying just one more minute and they would all get out. I shouldn't have hesitated, but I did. They took immediate advantage gently pulling me back under the shower and rubbing soap onto my shoulders, my neck and my back. I froze for a couple of seconds not sure how to stop this. One of them was rubbing soap onto my chest telling the others he had felt my nipples. Other hands immediately started squeezing my nipples, while another boy had knelt down and was washing the backs of my legs, his hands quickly going up to my thighs and into the bottom of my swim shorts. Another hand was rubbing the top of the back of my shorts and to my horror a finger tickled the top of my butt crack and slid down into it. They were all giving a running commentary as to which part of me they were touching, giggling and encouraging each other. Of course I was verbally protesting and trying to struggle but they had tight hold of me and I was more or less helpless. One pair of hands started fondling my butt while another hand was feeling the outline of my penis through my shorts. Then a hand went down the back of my shorts, fingers searching for my hole, while a second hand went down the front of my shorts trying to find my penis. The inevitable happened very suddenly and without warning. With so many hands tugging at my shorts I didn't stand a chance and they were down around my ankles in 2 seconds, ripped off my feet, and discarded. There was a moments silence, while they studied my naked body, a couple of gasps and giggles and then the insults and abuse started in earnest. I tried to cover my genitals with my hands but they pulled my arms away screeching comments about my cock, balls and pubes. One boy behind me started washing my butt with soap saying I should bend over so he could thoroughly wash my crack. I begged them to let me go but they were all way too excited by now. One of them scrunched up my swim shorts into a ball and pushed them into my mouth so I couldn't protest any more. Things then went from bad to worse as they touched, stroked and pulled at my genitals and prized my butt cheeks apart. They talked about wanking me off and penetrating me like I was a gay sex doll. As two fingers wriggled around inside my rectum, the announcement came that i was getting a boner, and I was! Someone was dared to suck my cock and moments later I was fully erect with my anus gaping open from being continuously poked. They danced around me like sex starved mad things, humiliating me in every way possible, slapping my buttocks , flicking my penis and squeezing my balls if I didn't do as they said. I eventually gave up protesting and struggling and started to do what they told me like an obedient dog. It was less painful that way and in truth, I was quite enjoying all the attention. They knew they had broken me and took the swim shorts out of my mouth to make me agree that they could do anything they wanted to me. They filmed me on their phones saying that I was their youth worker and that I had made them watch me stripping naked and had ordered them to touch my privates and play with my naked body.They then took photos of me in humiliating positions and made me suck them and lick their butt holes, making it look like it was my idea and that they were just doing what they were told and filming everything. Not really any need for any more details, but to summarize ....... all of them masturbated me, and cheered when I ejaculated, twice, and two of them penetrated me while the others watched closely, touching me wherever and whenever they wanted to, while continuing to take photos and short films. I didn't go back to the youth club after that night, and am still worried about what will happen with all the photos and films they took and the possible future consequences for me. This experience had consequences the very next day had when I went to babysit for some family friends where the eldest teenager had clearly seen me on an on line gay porn site, but that's another story ..... Sam Wave