Date: Thu, 7 Oct 1999 19:48:20 EDT
From: JAlize200@aol.com
Subject: The Project 7

The Project 7
By Darnell

For a moment all I could do was just sit there and think "Oh shit, what have
I just done." Andre just stood there just staring at me. I mean what was
there to say he walked in and caught me jerking off yelling his name. To my
surprise though he didn't call me a fag and run out the bathroom or anything
like that. Actually he asked me if I was alright and handed me some tissue.
Now to say I was shock wasn't the word I just grabbed the tissue and started
to wipe my hand off. He walked over to the sink and just stood there. I was
still embarrassed and didn't really want to get up and walk out there and
have to look in his face. But I did and he just was standing there.
"You alright now man."
"Umm Yeah I'm cool."
With that we left the bathroom and walked back into the lunch room. I guess
Jermaine could tell something was wrong just by the way I sat down and was
silent. But Andre was just talking up a storm to Jermaine.
"So Dre, you liking this school man?"
"Liking it, it's tight ass hell. I ain't never seen so many phine girls that
wanted me."
"Ha, yeah it's the family charm. Don't ever lose it."
I was so happy when lunch was over. Lucky for me my next class didn't have
any of them in it. Through the whole class I kept wondering what Andre was
thinking. I wondered if he would tell Jermaine and then Jermaine would come
and kick my ass. By 3:00 my stomach was flipping around. My questions would
soon be answered. When we all got back to the house I started packing my
stuff cause I knew I needed to go home and see my moms. Andre must have took
this as a sign of embarrassment and came in the room while I was packing.
"Darnell what are you doing?"
I thought to myself, what a dumb question.
"I'm going home."
"Ay man about today, it's ok I forgive you."
"Huh?"
"It's alright, I'm flattered that you think about me when you masturbate but
you don't have to leave because I caught you."
This kid was to much. I already felt bad about it. Then he took it upon
himself to think because I was packing meant I was leaving because of him. I
continued to pack my stuff.
"Did you hear what I just said."
"Yeah I heard you."
"So go ahead and put your stuff back. We can talk about this."
Talk about what I thought to myself.
"So what your an under cover fag, I don't have any problem with it. Neither
will Jermaine Eric or Jason. They probably would love it."
I had to laugh to myself, if only this kid knew. I felt I had to burst his
bubble.
"Andre man, I'm not leaving because of what happened today, I'm going home to
see my moms, I haven't been home in a week."
"So your coming back."
"Probably."
"Good, don't worry I'll tell Jermaine and everyone and they won't be mad at
you being gay."
He was starting to get on my nerves
"Andre you just got here so I don't expect you to know what's going on. But
they already know I'm gay."
"But how. They didn't say anything to me about it."
"That was the whole point. Besides we felt you were kinda young to be getting
into this type of stuff."
"Young...I'm always young to do everything....Wait a minute so that was you
last night then moaning."
"Yep."
"With who?"
I wondered if I should tell him, why not.
"Jermaine."
"What??? My cousin was fucking a dude."
"Don't tell him I told you."
"I can't believe it. After all those lectures about gays being the reason
this planet is fucked up. And here he is fucking a dude."
"Jermaine said that."
"Yeah."
Well now that I had poped the bubble it was safe for me to go home. But
before I could Andre went out and confronted Jermaine about it. Just so I
didn't have to hear anybody's mouth, I climbed out the side window and walked
home. I could hear them yelling as I walked up the street. Soon as I got in
the house my phone was ringing off the hook.
"Hello"
"Damn Darnell, did you have to tell him."
"Did he tell you what happened today?"
"Yeah he told me."
"Well there wasn't anyway around it."
I talked to Jermaine for the rest of the night and when I did hang up I went
to bed. Wondering what drama I would have to deal with tomorrow. Well from
the start of the day it wasn't gonna be good. The alarm clock didn't go off
and with that I was gonna be late for school. My clothes I had laid out was
man handled by my Dog so I had to throw some wrinkled clothes on from out my
closet. The bus was long gone had to catch one of my friends from down the
street to give me a ride on his way to school. When I got to school I was 15
minutes late to my first class, which had Andre in it. When I walked in all
eyes were on me, I just gave my teacher a late pass and took my seat infront
of Andre. The whole class I could feel his eyes looking down on me. Lucky for
me we were taking notes and we couldn't talk when we took notes. Class soon
ended and Andre caught up with me before I could get to my next class.
"Ay why did you leave yesterday?"
"You know why I left."
"I'm sorry about the way I acted yesterday...just was a shock that's all."
"It okay...I'll get over it."
"There is one thing I got to ask you though."
"What's that."
"You think you could give me a blowjob. I haven't nutted in 3 days."
I stopped and just looked at him...he had to be kidding.
"I asked Eric and Jason, but they said no."
I guess he wasn't joking.
"Look man. this is not the right time."
"Well it wasn't the right time either when you were calling my name jerking
off."
He had me there.
"Alright let's go."
Me and Andre walked into the bathroom the thing was we weren't the only ones
there. There was three other guys just standing in there smoking.
"This the one?"
"Yeah."
"Um Andre what's going on?"
"Don't be scared man."
I started feeling very uncomfortable. One of the guys told me to shut up. He
was the bigest one of them all. Had to been like 6'8 250lbs. Damn right I was
scared. He started walking towards me and just smiled.
"So your gay huh. You like sucking dick I hear."
I looked over at Andre, I been set up."
"Answer me nigga."
"Man fuck you."
After I said that I tried to walk out the bathroom but they all came after me
and pulled me back into the bathroom. I started yelling but the big guy put
his hand over my mouth. Andre went and locked the door. The big guy who I
found out was named Larry pulled down his pants while the others held me. I
must admit that he had a big dick cause he didn't wear any underwear, but
this still wasn't right.
"See my dick nigga. Get on your knees and suck it now."
"Bitch fuck you." I said.
One of the guys punched me in the stomach and then I fell on my knees.
"Now like I said suck it."
I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I sure wasn't gonna be raped, he
held his dick close to my face as if  really was gonna suck it. I just sort
of sat there and looked around.
"I don't think he understands English guys."
They picked me back up and punched me in the stomach again. I couldn't deal
with this much longer. But I stood my ground and acted like I didn't know
what he was talking about.  I guess he started to get pissed off. They picked
me back up and pushed me against the wall. One guy pulled down my pants and I
knew what was about to happen. I was actually about to get raped. I started
to yell for help but they stuffed a pair of underwear in my mouth. I felt a
big hairy finger get shoved up my ass and a tear started to run down my face.
It wasn't long before he replaced it with that giant dick of his and I was
helpless. He finished doing his duty and turned me around. I fell to my knees
due to my legs being so weak. He held his dick to my face and told me to suck
it again. I knew I was gonna be raped again and he sure wasn't gonna get away
with this so I took his dick in my mouth and sucked it for a moment.
"Yeah Cocksucker that's good. Suck my dick like a good little boy."
I knew this would be the end of me so I licked his head and then I did it. I
clamped my teeth down on his dick real hard. He started to yell and I wasn't
gonna let go, he was gonna fucking pay for doing this to me. The other guys
started to kick me trying to pull me off of him but I just started doing it
harder, so help me GOD I was gonna bite it off. Knowing that I wasn't gonna
let go he told them to stop and tried to reason with me.
"Shit man let go. I'm sorry. Andre here said you liked it rough."
Once he said that I stopped and let his dick slip out my mouth, he fell to
the floor in  pain and I looked up at Andre who ran to the door. He got out
before I caught him but I chased him down the hall, one thing he wasn't
faster then me I grabbed him by the back of his shirt and the bell rung. I
pushed him onto the ground and got on top of him. I literally started to kick
his ass, I couldn't believe he did this to me, what type of bull shit was
this. I started punching him in his face hoping I would break something.
Everyone gathered around us while I was kicking his ass. Nobody knew why I
was beating him the way I was but nobody didn't try to help him out, which
was lucky for them. It was only a matter of time before someone would though
so I kept on punching his face and started punching him in his chest. He
tried to get away but there was noway I would let him. He kept saying sorry,
but sorry wasn't a word I wanted to hear. I just wanted to hear the sounds of
my fist against his face.I had to been doing this for five mintues before I
heard people yelling my name.
"Darnell man stop!!!"
I knew who it was as soon as I heard it. It was Jermaine he must of heard
about what was going on and came to Andre's rescue cause he sure did have a
class on the third floor. He dove at me knocking me to the wall on the other
side of the hallway.
"Darnell what the hell are you doing."
At that moment I looked at Jermaine and started crying, it was the first time
that I just broke down infront of people. Jermaine gave me a hug while I
cried. The guys from the bathroom came around the crowd of people and saw
Andre laying on the floor with blood all over him. Nothing goes unpunished
though, I got kicked out of school for 3 weeks. I later found out Andre had a
busted nose and a broke jaw. He also left school and went back to his old
home away from this town. Jermaine didn't speak to me for a month, after he
found out what happened he forgave me and said sorry for Andre's actions.
Once I came back to school though, things wasn't still the same.

Sorry it's been a long time since I've wrote more, I plan on finishing the
series by the end of the month. Send all comments to Jalize200@aol.com