Date: Sun, 2 Sep 2012 19:00:00 -0700
From: Douglas DD DD <thehakaanen@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Big Time Chapter 28

Greetings. In this chapter we finish up Eric and Scott's trip to Tacoma
and Noah and Bobby's trip to Montana. Noah also learns more about
his own interior makeup as he learns more about the art of
meditation.

The story is mine. Be 18 and be safe. Minors are having sex together.
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CHAPTER 28
A NEW FEELING

That first week in August before seventh grade started had a lot of
our group away from Mayfield on some kind of a trip. Bobby and
Noah were in Montana with Noah's family. I was in Tacoma with
Scott, visiting my friend Shelby. The twins were gone to California
with their family. Hunter was up in the San Juan Islands with his
family and Rich and his family were in Colorado.

For some of us our trips had a lot of sex, but most of those trips were
the kind of family trip where the only sex was finding a way to jerk off
where you wouldn't get caught.

The sexy trips were mine and Noah's and the last couple of days of
those trips were no exceptions. I found out how Noah's went down
after he got back. And like I said earlier about mine, I have never
figured out if more happened than I expected or if less happened. As
for the other boys, well, I'm sure they all found a place to jerk off
somewhere.

++++++++++

<Seventh grade-Whitefish, Montana-Monday night, August 6;
Tuesday, August 7>

On Monday night Ethan was strutting around the bedroom as Shane,
Noah, and Bobby prepared for bed.

"Fuck, I am so ready to go over to the girls' room," Ethan said. His
boxers were tented out by his boner, which was making him
uncomfortable. Finally he just gave his boxers an "ah screw it" tug
and let his thirteen year old boner pop out through the slit in front.
"That's better, now they can get even more excited when I walk in
their room."

"I can take care of that now," Noah offered. "Give you a nice blow job
and then you'll last all night with them." Noah and Bobby were both
naked and Shane was wearing a pair of gray boxer briefs.

The offer was tempting to Ethan, whose one fear was the he might
blow his first load too soon. He had been mega-horny all afternoon,
especially after copping feels of both girls' developing breasts. But his
innate bravado took over instead. "Dude, I'm such a stud I don't need
no help from a gay guy like you. I'll be lasting all night with them no
matter what."

"Why don't you just go over now?" Shane asked. Shane was not at all
pleased about being left out of the pending sexual fun with the girls.
Sure he'd actually fucked his brother out in a meadow that afternoon,
but that wasn't the same as getting it on with a couple of hot girls.

"Because Glenn and your little brother still have the door open to their
room. They're playing some lame game, which they should be
playing downstairs. Fuck, I'm horny."

Noah might have offered to go to his brothers' room to talk them into
closing the door if wasn't for Ethan's overinflated ego. He didn't think
Ethan was a bad guy, in fact he was usually pretty likeable, but when
he got totally into himself like he was now, Noah found him to be
obnoxious. The "gay guy like you" comment didn't sit well with him.
Noah was very sure he was gay, but he didn't like Ethan's tone of
voice.

Finally, they heard Glenn and Nicky heading into the bathroom to
brush their teeth, which got Ethan to start strutting around again.
"Fuck, hurry up dudes, I think I'm gonna bust a nut just walking
around this room." Precum was oozing out of Ethan's piss slit and all
three of the other boys were positive that the slightest touch by any
one of them would have Ethan shooting his cum all over the carpet.

As soon as he heard the door to Glenn's room close Ethan literally
bolted out of the bedroom. Seconds after he closed the bedroom door
he opened it and he came back in, his stiff cock in the lead. "Forgot
my rubbers," he said with a note of embarrassment. He took a couple
of packets out of the top drawer of the dresser and bolted back out.

"I can't believe we're related to him," Shane said.

"Why not? I mean you'd jump into bed with those girls too if you
could," Noah said.

"But I'd be like civilized about it," Shane said.

"Right, you'd still have your boner in your underpants when you
walked in."

"No way, I'd be fully naked. I have no clue why he still had his boxers
on. Speaking of boners, I see you and Bobby managed to sprout
them."

"And that's not Kleenex I see stuffed inside your unders," Noah said.
"Maybe a good old circle jerk will take care of things."

"You don't want to repeat what happened on the rock?" Shane asked.

"I figured you didn't want to. At least not tonight."

"As usual, you are so right." Shane stripped off his boxerbriefs and
revealed what Noah thought was one of the best looking boners he
had ever looked at. That boner was one of many reasons that Noah
was happy about Shane loosening up on sexual matters.

The three of them all sat up on Ethan's upper bunk, taking care of
their boy business. Shane shot his wad on Ethan's pillow, laughing as
his young teen cum shot out. "I don't think he's going to use it tonight,
and the crust will give him something to think about tomorrow." Bobby
and Noah both loved the gesture and Bobby soon added his watery
emission to the mix.

In the neighboring room Nicky announced that he was going to sleep
naked as they prepared for bed. "And you can, too," he said
innocently.

"It's cool bro. I'll leave my boxers on."

"Okay, then I won't get naked...but I'm going to snuggle."

"That's okay by me." Having the little boy snuggle up close to him
was one more reason in Glenn's mind why he shouldn't be naked in
bed with the eight year old.

The boys got into the queen-size bed and Glenn turned off the light,
making sure his alarm was set. Unlike the first three nights, he set
himself into the middle of the bed, putting his arm around the soft skin
of his little brother. He felt himself bone up inside of his boxers.
Damn, he thought, I'm twenty years old with a boyfriend in college. I
should not be getting turned on by my eight year old brother. Oh well,
my body does what it wants to do, and as long as that's as far as
things go, no harm done.

Nicky scooted tighter to Glenn and turned so his head was tucked
into his older brother's shoulder. Glenn squeezed him closer. He
could feel the little boy's junk pushing against the side of his torso. He
stroked his brother's back. His hand rubbed Nicky's butt through is
white cotton briefs. Glenn told himself to not go any farther, but his
hand wouldn't listen. Instead his hand worked its way inside the
waistband of Nicky's briefs and he found himself rubbing the smooth
skin of the eight year old's bubble butt.

Both boys felt the warmth of brotherly love between them. Nicky
loved the feel of his big brother's large hand on his ass as much as
Glenn loved the feel of his little brother's cheeks. Again, Glenn told
himself not to go any farther, and again his hand wouldn't listen to
him as it shifted along the young boy's hip and found his tight little
balls. Glenn gently fondled them and Nicky let out a contented breath.

"That feels good," Nicky whispered, the first words uttered by either
one of them since Glenn started running his hands along Nicky's
body. Glenn's hand found Nicky's little boner and he put two fingers
around it and stroked the tiny shaft and its small, sensitive head.
Nicky's body shuddered from his brother's touch. Glenn's hand was
much stronger then Noah's making the feeing much different than
when Noah played with Nicky's cocklet.

Glenn idly rubbed the little boner. His strokes of Nicky's cocklet were
slow and to Nicky the feel of his brother's big hand brought about
overwhelming sensations. He let out a little squeak as his body shook
again and his cocklet clicked the spasms of a young boy's dry cum.

"Thank you, Glenn, I love you." Nicky put his arm around his brother's
strong shoulder, let out some soft sighs, and fell right into a contented
sleep.

Glenn let his hand wander down back to the eight year old's soft ass
and rubbed it lightly. His other hand worked his seven inch boner until
he filled his boxers with his hot, thick cum.

He knew the dampness would soak through and get on Nicky's clear
skin, but on this evening he didn't care. He once again wondered if he
was going to be able to make it through the rest of the week without
even more happening between them. He was tempted to have Nicky
and Shane switch places, knowing he could sleep with his straight
thirteen year old brother and not be tempted sexually, or at least not
irreversibly tempted. But, even with his misgivings, he enjoyed the
arrangement and enjoyed Nicky's innocent cuddling, not to mention
his sweet little orgasm. Glenn was sure he was mature enough to get
through the next three nights doing nothing more than cuddling with
Nicky and then jerking himself off after his little brother fell asleep.

Early in the morning, Ethan woke up in the dark room trying to
remember where he was. But the two naked bodies on either side of
him quickly reminded him. Wow, he thought, I've been sleeping
between two naked girls and I fucked them both. This is like one of
those porn movies on the internet, and I'm a porn star just like those
guys with their big dicks. Well, I got my own big dick and those two
loved it.

Just as he had told Noah and Shane, he'd blown his wad almost as
soon as he got his boxers off, squirting over himself and Tonya when
he leaned into her for a kiss. But the girls were cool with it; they'd
seen it happen before.

"Shane always needs to cum before he can...you know," Lisa said.
She wasn't comfortable talking about the fact she and her brother had
fucked, but then she was about to fuck her cousin.  Making out with
him was one thing, and she was comfortable with that, but the
ultimate act of incest was one she loved doing but didn't like talking
about.

Ethan had ended up getting Tonya first and a half-hour later taking
care of Lisa, doing them both back-to-back like the stud he was. He
even got to watch them making out while he recharged from his first
quick cum. Fucking his own cousin had been hotter than he imagined
it would be. He couldn't wait to do that again and he could see why
Shane loved fucking her. He'd thought the twins were weird for
fucking each other, but now he understood it. How can anybody pass
up a hot girl like Lisa, even her twin brother? he thought.

He realized he'd need to get back to his room before the sun came
up and everybody downstairs woke up. He squeezed his way out of
the single sheet that was covering the three of them, managing to
wiggle his way out of the king-sized bed without waking anybody. He
couldn't remember where he'd thrown his boxers, so he decided to go
back to his room naked. The girls could pick them up later. He knew
what he'd done with the two rubbers; he'd tossed them out of the
window and into the woods.

"That will give the raccoons something to snack on," he'd said, which
got the girls to giggling.

Ethan felt his way to the door and opened it at exactly the same time
Glenn opened the door across the hall. The two of them almost
bumped into each other as they stepped into the corridor.

"Oh, shit," Ethan said.

"Well, what a surprise this is," Glenn said. He was dressed in shorts
and a hoodie, ready for his morning trek with Noah to see Espowyes.
Glenn had already awakened Noah, who stepped out into the hall just
in time to see his older brother looking down at the naked Ethan, who
was probably six inches shorter than Glenn was.

This should be interesting, Noah thought. But Glenn merely gave
Ethan a pat on the ass and said he'd talk to him later. Wow, I want to
give Ethan a pat on the ass too, Noah thought, as his naked cousin
walked past him, his dick wagging back and forth, not making eye
contact.

Glenn and Noah went downstairs, pilfered some fruit, and walked out
into the cool pre-dawn morning.

"That was weird, seeing you and Ethan," Noah said.

"It was disconcerting seeing Ethan coming out of that room naked.
Did you know he went there?"

"Yeah. But he took some rubbers."

"Well, that's good to know. He might actually be smarter than I give
him credit for, although I think our sister may have had something to
do with that. Did Shane go with him?" It was dark in the room when
Glenn woke up Noah and he didn't even bother to check the bunk
Shane and Ethan slept in.

"No. Ethan set up the night for just himself when we went bike riding."

"That doesn't surprise me. What does surprise me is that Shane put
up with it." Glenn was fully aware of what went on between the twins,
Lisa and Shane. He didn't approve, but he decided to stay out of their
way, figuring they'd grow out of it.

"Shane says he gets them next."

"Now, that doesn't surprise me either."

"Are you gay?" Noah asked Glenn in his usual right out of nowhere,
blunt fashion.

Glenn barely hesitated before giving his answer. "I am. You must
have a reason for asking."

"Well, I knew you were. You hardly ever went out with girls. You had
a couple of really good boy friends in high school who used to spend
the night a lot and I remember seeing one naked when I was little,
now the guy you live with in college...well, it's pretty easy to tell. And I
think you even let it slip once but I wasn't really listening or
something. But I won't tell mom or dad."

"You've always been good at reading people. You're even developing
a functional gaydar, it seems. But don't worry about mom and dad, I
came out to them when I was a sophomore in high school."

"For real?"

"Yeah, I trusted them enough to tell them. I mean it was getting hard
to hide it, so I did it on my terms. They weren't in love with the idea,
but they were cool with it. They know that Mitchell is my lover. As you
know they like him a lot, so that's good, too."

Noah pondered what he'd heard for a couple of minutes and then
said in his usual understated fashion, "So, if I came out to them they'd
be cool about it too?"

Glenn looked down at his little eleven year old brother. "Damn, so you
think you're gay? And you and little Bobby are lovers?"

"Yes, to both."

"I thought you two probably got along well in bed. But, I'd give it some
time. Just enjoy being you for now. I was in bed with a few guys when
I was your age, but it was just playing around to them, and, I think it
was to me too. I needed to be a little older to know who I really was."

"I know who I really am," Noah said, showing his confidence.

Glenn pulled off Noah's baseball cap and ruffled his hair. "I don't
doubt that for a moment Noah. Coming from you, I don't doubt it at
all. You are an amazing little brother."

The chat had made the walk go quickly. They were standing in front
of Robert's forest cabin as they finished. It was time for their next
meditation lesson.

The morning went smoother than the first morning. For one thing they
each had a woven blanket to sit on. Espowyes told Noah that sitting
on the dewy morning grass in the nude had been a test of his will to
learn. As they sat quietly and watched the light of the rising sun play
on the mountain across the pond behind Robert's cabin, Noah found
himself thinking less of the morning chill. He ignored the noises of the
woods and water and became more aware of the increasing light of
the sun. For a couple of minutes he didn't even feel the cold or the
ground; he was aware only of the increasing light of the dawn and of
the brightening of the mountains. He felt a sense of peace that few
boys his age would ever feel, and one few adults would ever feel at
any age. The feeling was once again brief, but it affected him like a
drug. He knew he wanted more of it for a longer time.

"You did well, young one." Espowyes said as they dressed in his
cabin. "To feel that sense of peace for even a brief amount of time is
extraordinary, especially for a young cub like you." He looked over at
Glenn, and then back at Noah. The old man squatted down in front of
Noah, looking him directly in the eye. "I wish to be alone with young
Noah tomorrow."

Noah nodded, wondering what secrets he would be learning and why
Glenn couldn't be there. Glenn smiled, knowing why Espowyes
wanted his brother alone. He'd been in that same position after a
couple of meditation sessions with Espowyes and his father.

"Do you know why he wants me alone tomorrow?" Noah asked Glenn
as the brothers walked along the road back to the ranch.

"Yes, I do."

"Can you tell me?"

"I could. There's nothing amazingly secret about it. But I think it's best
if you learn it on your own like I did. Some things just need to be
experienced in their own time and in their own place--sometimes
while you're alone. I'll be back with you on Thursday."

<Tacoma, Monday night, August 6; Tuesday, August 7>

After finishing their quick game of strip poker the six boys sat on the
floor, checking each other out, stroking their pre-teen boners, and
telling tales of their sexual prowess.

Eric found Liam and Mason's recounting of their train trip to Chicago
and back incredibly arousing. Getting their ten year old brothers
sexually involved with each other and with them just added to the
sexiness of the journey. When Mason talked about running around
the fountain near Grant's Park, wearing just his briefs, along with his
little brother and two eight year olds, it became too much and he shot
his clear wad of cum up to his bellybutton.

Each of the boys had something to say about what they'd done
sexually. Right after Eric's orgasm they couldn't hold out any longer
and came in quick succession. After the circle jerk ended, Eric
wondered if the night would now turn into a full orgy. To surprise of
himself, and maybe Scott and Liam, that wasn't quite the case.

Instead they found themselves pairing up. Unconsciously Liam was
attracted to Scott and his comparative sexual maturity. While Shelby
laid out some snacks for everybody, Scott and Liam got to talking and
they were soon sitting off away from the rest, playing with each
other's cocks. They were both proud of the fact that they were only
two in the group to have sprouted any pubic hair. Pubic hair was the
thing that pulled them together.

Eric found himself playing around with Mason, asking him more
questions about his trip, about the sex he'd had after he got back
home, and if he considered himself gay. Mason told him about the
moment he quickly put the head of nineteen year old A.J.'s cock into
his mouth in Chicago, but then didn't go any farther. He told about
having sex with his little brother Garrett in his own bed the night after
they got home, and about messing around with his friend Andrew and
his older brother Walker, and he told of his first visit to Liam's house
not long after their trip.

"I had to do this dare I said I'd do when we were on our trip. So, really
late at night, I ran naked from his house down to the sidewalk and
back. But this car was coming down the road and I had to hide in this
guy's yard behind a bush. That was so scary I almost peed right on
the bush. But I got back safe. Don't ever do that kind of dare," Mason
told him.

"It was HOT to watch," Liam called out after overhearing Mason's
tale. "I had a cum over it as soon as we got back in the house."

"I wasn't even hard when I did it," Mason confessed. "I was way too
scared."

"Hey, but you did it. It was awesome that you finished the dare. Wolf
didn't think you'd do it," Liam said.

"I did so." Wolf was up on Shelby's bed with Shelby.

After that the conversation went back to being between the pairs, and
those chats finally got down to sex. The six seemed to be happy
being in pairs and starting to make out with each other.

"Turn out the light," Liam said. To this day none of them could explain
why that night they wanted to pair up in private, but they all
acknowledged that it ended up being a very, very sexy night.

Shelby turned off the light, and the only illumination in the room was
the clock on Shelby's nightstand. The path for Liam and Scott was
laid out by Liam's simple question. "Do you want to fuck me?"

"Sure." Scott thought that since Eric got to fuck Shelby the night
before it would be okay for him to fuck Liam. Besides, Eric was in the
same room and could stop him if he didn't like it.

Liam wanted to kiss and make out, but Scott wasn't interested in
kissing. "I only kiss Eric," Scott said. Liam found it strange that Scott
would fuck another boy, but wouldn't kiss him.

But amazingly, the two boys didn't fuck. They were both ready to
fuck, they both had that affinity for each other that only two stud
jocks, gay or straight, could have for each other, yet they never quit
lying next to each other on Liam's sleeping bag. They had been
slowly rubbing their dicks against each other as they did their little
macho dance to see who would end up doing what to whom. Even
though Liam ended up deciding to be the bottom (not knowing that
Scott was averse to having his ass fucked, even by Eric) they never
moved to consummate the deal. They just lay there rubbing their hard
boy cocks, slipping some in the light precum they were leaking,
rubbing each other's backs and shoulders, but never kissing.

It was as if they were two straight boys making out instead of two
boys claiming to be gay, one of them who had already had multiple
sexual partners even though he was only twelve, and the other twelve
year old with a boyfriend, a lover.

The other boys were involved in their own sex and were for the most
part unaware of what was going on at the far end of the room. For
Mason and Eric it consisted of kissing and making out, with Eric being
impressed how Mason could kiss sensuously and manage to keep
his braces from being too much of a distraction.

For those two the sex ended up being Eric spooned into Mason, his
dick between Mason's skinny legs as he pushed in and out of the
space, his hands squeezing Mason's tiny nipples, then rubbing his
skinny torso, circling his belly button, and finally jerking Mason's
small, skinny dick as he continued rubbing himself between Mason's
legs. It was a different kind of sex from anything Mason had ever
experienced before, different that sucking, different than fucking,
different than mutual masturbation, and yet it turned him on as the
strong boy behind him fucked him between his legs, rubbed his chest,
and belly, and jerked him off with authority and control. Eric licked the
space between Mason's neck and shoulder as he humped between
Mason's legs.

Shelby and Wolf sucked each other, which they had done before
when Shelby stayed over at Liam's. Then they kissed and rubbed
each other's smooth butts, Wolf's butt was well-formed and padded,
while Shelby's was skinny and hard. Finally, they did the same as
Liam and Scott were doing, rubbing their cocks together and dry
humping, but without the slower pace of the two older boys, and with
a great deal of kissing and licking and tongue. Their pace was frantic,
Shelby's bed bouncing, as they rutted with no concerns except their
getting off as fast as they could.

Yet it was Scott and Liam who came first as they shot their hot,
watery cum over each other's cocks and balls and bellies, their
moans of satisfaction filling the room.

Shelby and Wolf were next, their dry cums bringing them a much
wanted and pleasant relief. The sounds of the other boys cumming
put Eric over the edge, and his very light crude wet Mason's legs as
well as the top of his own sleeping bag.

Nobody fucked, yet everybody fell asleep satisfied. Scott and Liam
each slept in his own sleeping bag. Mason and Eric shared Eric's
sleeping bag and found that they cuddled well together. Wolf slept on
Shelby's bed, and while they didn't start out wrapped around each
other, they ended up that way when they awoke in the morning.

Eric, always the early riser, was awake first. He decided that since
everyone else was asleep, he'd go ahead and shower. Enough light
was coming through the curtains of the small window on the west
side of the house that he could see sufficiently to get his toilet kit and
get to the bathroom in Shelby's basement room.

Shelby's room reminded Eric of the room the Dawg and Donkey had,
even though Shelby's was actually inside of the house, while theirs
was over a separate garage. When he came back from showering
Mason was awake. Mason decided to take the next shower. As he
walked away Eric couldn't get over how cute he was and how sexy
his little wiggling ass was.

After Mason's shower the two of them were wondering what to do
next. They decided a sixty-nine might be in order and as they started
on top of Eric's sleeping bag they heard a whisper from across the
room.

"Having fun," Liam asked.

"You know it," Eric replied.

"Damn, you guys aren't going to let me sleep in are you?" Scott said.
Eric knew that Scott was a grump in the morning and needed his
morning shower and food to get him going.

"Why do you want to sleep with those two going at each other like
that?" Liam asked.

"Whatever. I guess I might as well shower." He climbed out of his
sleeping bag, sporting morning wood. Liam caught sight of it and
decided to follow Scott right into the bathroom.

As Scott got the shower going Liam walked up behind him and his
own boner entered the shower and, since it was connected to him,
Liam followed it.

"You're not even gonna ask if I want you in here?" he asked.

"Nope. I just figured you probably did."

Scott liked Liam's cheekiness, not to mention his cute face, thick
blond hair, and hot body. Liam turned his back to Scott and let go a
flow of piss out of his boner. "Only way to piss when you got a boner,"
Liam said. Scott had already managed to pee in the toilet, but
watching Liam let go a flow of piss against the front of the shower
reminded him of Eric and the twins who all loved peeing in the
shower for some reason.

"You didn't fuck me last night," Liam said.

"I kinda figured that out when I fell asleep," Scott said. "Somehow I
got off just rubbing dicks. Which was good."

"I like being fucked," Liam said, ignoring what Scott said. "Fuck me
now."

This time Scott fulfilled Liam's request. The blonde's wet, thick hair,
his glistening skin, his hard, yet soft, ass, was too much for Scott,
even as he acknowledged he was straight, to resist. Having sex last
night with Liam was the first time he'd ever done anything outside of
his circle of friends and he found it oddly stimulating.

This time he was pushing his wet boner up into Liam's hole as Liam
leaned against the wall. "Yes, yes...oh yeah," he said in a hoarse
whisper as he felt his ass fill with Scott's cock. He could tell right
away that the only cock he'd taken that filled him as well was Dillon's,
and Dillon was fourteen and over five inches and thicker around than
anybody he knew.

Scott started humping him harder as the warm shower water covered
them both. He hoped that Shelby was right about how much hot
water was available, especially after Eric and Mason had both used
the shower.

"Harder, dude," Liam squeaked, "fuck me as hard as you can. FUCK
ME HARD!"

Liam was a much more aggressive bottom than Eric was, but he was
more experienced as well. He worked his butt, moved his ass, twisted
his torso, and begged to be fucked harder and harder. Liam loved
being fucked, loved every part of it, and really loved being fucked
hard, which he thought Dillon did very well. But Scott went at him
harder—maybe not deeper than Dillon did, but without a doubt
harder. His entire body shook with each of Scott's thrusts. The two
boys were close to the same size, but Scott was a bit stronger and
more physically mature, and he used that advantage to set Liam to
grunting until he could stand it no longer.

Liam put his hand on his cock, jerked it twice and started shooting
against the wall, the muscles of his ass clenching against Scott's boy
cock, causing Scott to shoot wave after wave of his young cum into
Liam, coating his insides. Both boys almost collapsed to the bottom of
the shower, their shaky knees barely able to hold them up.

"Oh, fuck, dude, that was one fucking great fuck." Liam said.

"Yeah," Scott breathed.

"Never been fucked like that in a shower before."

The two boys pulled apart. The water was starting to cool down and
they washed themselves quickly.

"Eric and I have fucked in the shower more than once. But this
one...wow, it was totally intense...totally."

"For real."

Liam shut the water off and the two boys dried each other and came
out into Shelby's bedroom. "What happened to you guys?" Shelby
asked. "That had to be the world's longest shower. We all sucked
each other off while you were in there."

Scott made a couple of thrusting motions. "Wow," Mason said
thinking of the two athletic boys doing what Scott had just hinted at.
"That is too awesome."

<Whitefish, Tuesday night, Wednesday morning, August 8>

The kids spent all day Tuesday canoeing, swimming in the lake,
sunbathing, and just plain having a ton of fun. When night came the
girls said they were tired and asked Shane not to sneak over to their
room. Shane would have been disappointed except he was tired as
well. All of the kids except Nicky were in bed and asleep by ten.

While the other kids were off on their own, Nicky had made friends
with a boy named Casey. Casey was nine. They swam, went rowing
with Casey's parents, and even got some horseback riding lessons.
The two boys got permission to spend the night together at Casey's
condo.

When Noah found out Nicky was going to be spending the night with
Casey, he told Bobby and Shane he hoped Casey was prepared for
Nicky. "I can just see Nicky quizzing Casey about whether he's had
his first BJ yet."

"I wouldn't put it past the little horn dog. I know Nicky's sucked two of
his three brothers, and who knows what him and Glenn have been
doing," Shane said.

"Nicky sucked you?" Noah asked. "When?"

"A couple of days after I let him jerk me off."

"Wow, he is a little horn dog. That makes me, you, Bobby, and Kraig,
and that's who I know for sure that's he's sucked off."

"Why do I have a feeling he's going to be the biggest sex fiend in the
family when he gets older?" Shane asked.

"Because it's true."

Nicky did indeed entice his new friend Casey to get naked with him.
And he did teach him that giving himself a boner was fun and that
there was more to rubbing it than just rubbing it for awhile. He also
showed him that having somebody suck his dick felt better than
rubbing himself. But he never got Casey to suck him, because the
two young boys, overwhelmed by the activities of the day, fell asleep
on the bed, naked and cuddly, their PJs piled on the end of the bed.

That was how Casey's mother found them in the morning, amused
that the two boys had been so tired they had fallen asleep before they
could even put their pajamas on. The idea that a nine year old boy
and an eight year old boy could be sexual with each other never
crossed her mind.

Noah woke up long before Casey's mother found the two young boys
naked on top of their bed. He quickly turned the alarm off, hoping it
didn't wake anybody else up. He grabbed the clothes he'd carefully
set on the floor at the head of the bed and padded out of the bedroom
and into the bathroom. He peed, got dressed, wondering why
Espowyes, Robert, wanted him to come alone.

He was startled when he opened the bathroom door and saw Ethan
standing there, wearing only the orange boxers he'd gone to bed in.

"Eeek," Noah squeaked in surprise. "You scared me."

"Sorry, I heard you get up and I had to pee. I didn't think you'd take
so long."

"Sorry if I woke you up," Noah said. "You could've come in to pee, I
was just getting dressed."

"Oh yeah, you would've liked that, I'm sure. I'm surprised you didn't
bring your boyfriend in to hold your dick for you while you peed."

Noah was in a hurry to get going, so he decided to ignore Ethan's
veiled insult.

"Where are you going this early in the morning? This is the second
time I've seen you get up early."

"Nowhere. Just going for a walk."

"With Glenn, like last time? Only he woke you up last time."

"Just me this time. Look, I gotta get going, I'll tell you all the details of
my amazing sunrise walk later."

"Sunrise walk? You get up this fucking early to see the sun come up?
I swear I have the craziest cousins in the universe."

Noah shrugged and went quietly down the stairs and out of the
house. He found the walk to be much different without Glenn.
Walking along the road in the dark with the shadowy forest to either
side was a bit disconcerting. He kept waiting for some wild creature,
like a mountain lion or a wolf, to leap out of the forest and attack him.
He picked up his pace to a slow jog and was immensely relieved to
see the lights of Robert's cabin coming through the trees.

He knocked on the door and was greeted by Espowyes, who was
wearing the same old decorated robe he had on every morning.

"Good morning, young Noah. I was wondering if you would make it
here by yourself."

"Was this another test?" Noah asked.

"What good is a test if you know it is a test?" was all the old man said.

He had Noah take off his clothes and he removed his robe. He
instructed Noah to sit on one of the blankets on the floor and he sat
on the blanket next to him. Espowyes spent a half hour talking to
Noah, instructing him, twice rubbing the boy's shoulders with his
rough hands as he talked about Noah's focus. It was done in a
nonsexual way and yet the second time Espowyes rubbed his
shoulder Noah popped a boner.

"You have lost your focus," the old man said, noticing Noah's
erection. Noah felt himself flush with embarrassment at not being
able to control himself. "What my hands do should become a part of
your thinking, not a stimulus to your body."

He talked to Noah some more about focusing, where to place his
mind and his eyes and his thoughts and his penis soon became
flaccid. Noah increased his concentration, and as the old man rubbed
him a third time he found himself not getting hard. He didn't
understand why he had boned up the time before. Even though he
was naked and the old man was naked, he didn't feel anything sexual
in the room. But Espowyes seemed to understand and acted at if
what had happened was not out of the ordinary, that it was merely
one problem that needed to be overcome to reach a state of focus
and calm.

Espowyes had Noah pick up his blanket and they stepped outside
into the chill morning air. There was just a hint of dawn in the dark
sky.

"Take your blanket to the pond and on to the dock. You will sit there
by yourself and try the things we worked on in here this morning and
what you learned with your brother earlier. I will be on the side of the
hill, but this morning you will be on your own to find focus and
understanding."

Noah walked out on the dock and sat on the warm woolen blanket, a
wonderful mix of colored patterns. He sat cross-legged, thinking how
cold and tired he was, but also realizing he needed to change his
thinking quickly. He understood that feeling tired right now was not
acceptable.

In the eyes of the casual observer, Noah was only a small eleven
year old boy. To those who knew him and could look deeper than the
surface, he was a very perceptive boy, extremely intelligent, capable
of taking a mature look at the world around him, yet still able to be a
rambunctious little boy at times as well. His maturity was, of course,
not that of Espowyes, the mentor—Robert, the wise Native
American—but it was deeper than anybody who casually looked at
him would ever expect from one so young. In fact it was deeper than
most of those who knew him well would have expected, especially
those who observed the times he behaved like the young boy he was.

Espowyes saw the deeper part. He sensed it, sensed that there was
more to young Noah than any young boy he had ever met. It was
because of that instinct the he allowed the boy to return for more
guidance. He had worked with boys often, Glenn being an example.
But he'd only worked with two boys this young, and while the others
were also exceptional, they did not display the depth that Noah did at
his young age.

Noah sat on the dock as the sky lightened. He concentrated and
focused and let himself connect with the world around him—with the
spirits around him. Birds started to stir along the lake, the light of the
sun spread over the mountain, and soon Noah forgot there was
anything else in existence except the glistening lake, the sun peeking
over the tops of the mountain, the song of a bird. His mind and body
were in their own space and he found himself in an incredible state of
bliss. He didn't know how long he had been within himself when the
quacking of a duck distracted him and his mind tumbled back into the
real world.

He thought about trying to get to where he had been again, but he
sensed he didn't have the energy to do it, that being wherever it was
he had been for however long he'd been there was all that he could
do for now. He picked up the blanket and started back to the cabin.
Espowyes was sitting quietly on his blanket, his eyes closed. Noah
stopped and observed him for awhile with a sense of understanding
as to where the old man was.

He couldn't help but wonder if that was why some kids drank alcohol
and took drugs; they did it to try to find a cheap way of getting that
kind of a high. Then he had a profound insight—his peers who got
drunk and stoned and high did it to get out of themselves, not into
themselves. Noah loved where he had just been, deep inside of
himself, and he wanted to get there again, as hard as that might be at
home with its familiarity and its distractions.

Espowyes, who was sitting on the shore, opened his eyes and looked
at the naked young boy in front of him, a piece of beauty equal to all
of the natural wonders surrounding him, 	a special wonder that had
added to the richness of his life.

"Well?" the old man asked.

"Awesome," Noah whispered with a quiet conviction.

<Tacoma, Tuesday night August 7, Wednesday morning August 8>

Liam, Mason, and Wolf were picked up just before noon and it
suddenly seemed very quiet at Shelby's house. But Scott, Eric, and
Shelby found a lot do to keep themselves busy. Chase called a little
after two saying his mother said he could only spend one night, either
Wednesday, which was tonight, or tomorrow night, which was
Thursday.

"Tell him to make it tonight," Eric said. Shelby passed on the
message and Chase said he would be there after dinner. "If we let
him off the hook until tomorrow, I have a feeling he'd look for an
excuse to get out of that, too."

"I think you're right," Shelby said. "I think his mom isn't saying no as
much as he says she is."

"When has he gotten weird like this?" Eric asked.

"Ever since he started going out with Kendra," Shelby said. "She's
getting to be all he thinks about."

Still, when Chase finally made it over, they all had a lot of fun
together. He was even willing to get naked and jerk off later that
night.

"Nothing wrong with guys jerking off together," Chase said.
"Especially when guys talk about sex."

"I remember how you, me, Adam, and Eric learned about jerking off
back before he moved," Shelby reminisced. "That was so much fun."

"Yeah it was. We had to learn somewhere, might as well be from
each other since we were all good buddies and everything." Eric was
impressed with how much Chase's equipment had matured. Shelby
still looked like he did back in February, but Chase's cut cock had
gotten longer and thicker and his balls had dropped and were
hanging way down. He had a few scattered hairs with some curly
ones on either side of his boner and maybe a half dozen straggly
straight ones growing at the base.

"So, what have you all done with a girl?" Chase asked. "I know
Shelby still hasn't done nothing."

"I will. Give me a chance after school starts," Shelby protested
although he wasn't very excited about the prospect of getting involved
with girls.

Eric and Scott talked about how they had been naked with a couple
of girls, but they didn't mention that one of them was Scott's fourteen
year old sister. They did mention skinny dipping with the thirteen year
old sister of their friend Noah.

"Is she hot? Does she have nice boobs?" Chase asked.

"She's hot," Scott said with a conviction that he felt. "Her boobs are
still kind of growing and she's got no pubes yet."

"Kendra's got a lot more pubes than me, but her boobs are still really
small," Chase said. "But I don't care. She lets me feel them up and
lick them and shit like that."

"Have you fucked her?" Scott asked. The talk about sex with girls had
him very horny very quickly.

"No. She's worried about the P word, but I did get my dick in her
pussy once, but just for a couple of strokes and then I pulled out. I
mean two more strokes with my hand and I shot all over her boobs
and belly—that's how close I was. She thought it was gross."

"Does she give good head?"

"No. Shelby is way better. She won't let me cum in her mouth and
she doesn't like me cumming on her, like I did when I fucked her a
little. But I still like her a lot. But she's gotta learn because pretty soon
I'll be having girls sucking me off instead of Shelby." Eric wondered if
things that night would evolve into them sucking cock, but that didn't
happen.

The talk quieted down some as the boys got serious about jerking
their boy cocks and watching their friends stroke theirs. Eric came
first, followed by Chase who came through with an impressive
number of squirts, falling from just below his nipples down into his
pubes. While still the light cum of a young boy, it was beginning to
thicken into mature semen. Scott's emission was about the same as
Chase's. The two boys admired each other's output. Shelby was the
last to cum, with a dry orgasm that embarrassed him since the other
twelve year olds in the room were all able to shoot.

Shelby had his bed to himself that night and the other three boys
slept in their own sleeping bags. Eric, more than anyone, could see
that to Chase real sex involved going after girls.

Chase was gone by noon the next day, saying his mom wanted him
home by then. Whether it was true or not, none of them knew. For
Eric, as happy as he had been to see his old friend for a night,
Chase's presence also put a bit of a damper into the sexual end of
things.

<Whitefish, Wednesday night, August 8>

The last two nights at Whitefish were uneventful. Enjoying the
recreation of the ranch all day after getting up before five in the
morning the last three days had Noah sound asleep early, and
Bobby, with nothing else to do, followed suit.

Ethan managed to make out some with Tonya on her bed on
Wednesday, but they couldn't get naked since it was daytime. She
did manage to jerk him off, however, as he came over his shorts,
which he had to change.

Glenn slept with Nicky as usual on Wednesday night. Glenn got very
horny when Nicky told his oldest brother about what he showed
Casey when he spent the night. Nicky reached through the fabric of
Glenn's boxers and felt his man-sized boner.

"You're really big," Nicky said.

"You'll grow up to be that big, too," Glenn told him.

"Maybe bigger," the eight year old yawned. Nicky let go of Glenn's
boner, snuggled up close, and fell instantly to sleep. Glenn didn't
know whether to feel pleased or disappointed because his youngest
brother wasn't going to get him off. Whatever his feelings, he once
again jerked off into his boxers, after thinking seriously about rubbing
off against Nicky's soft smooth skin and cumming all over him. It
might happen some day at home, but at the moment it just didn't
seem the prudent thing to do.

At five Glenn woke up Noah and they took their last walk to see
Robert; Espowyes; "light on the mountain". Noah started the
meditation with Glenn and Espowyes, but neither of them noticed his
head drop as he nodded off to sleep. By the time the two had finished
their meditation Noah had fallen over on the blanket.

Robert smiled as he lifted the naked boy off the ground. Although he
was 70, he was still a man of great strength. He set Noah down on
the couch where he remained asleep. "The boy did well. It was not
easy being here so early every morning."

"I'll wake him up so we can walk home," Glenn said.

Robert shook his head. He went into his bedroom and came back out
with a beautiful wool cardigan. He lifted Noah's torso off the couch
and slipped it on him. It hung from Noah like a robe. Glenn was
dressed by now, and he picked up Noah's clothes on Robert's
instructions.

They carefully placed Noah in the back seat of Robert's pickup and
took a quick ride to the ranch. Robert lifted Noah out of the back and
carried him to the chalet, where he was greeted by Noah's father,
Seth.

"Robert, I did not expect to see you again." He enthusiastically patted
the old Indian on the shoulder. "I am sorry we only managed to get
together once."

"That one time was very deep and fulfilling for me."

Robert handed Noah off to Glenn, who carried him up the stairs. The
two men were then able to exchange handshakes.

"Thank you for being so good to my boys." Seth said. "I did not expect
Noah to take to this meditation business."

"The boy did well. His long week caught up with him this morning, but
he has been an attentive and willing student. You must nurture his
mind carefully. You and Glenn need to encourage him to keep
growing. He is an extraordinary boy."

"I am finding that out more and more all of the time," Seth said.

Glenn returned from setting Noah down in his bed, carrying Robert's
cardigan. "Damn that boy is heavy," Glenn said. "I should have let
Robert keep carrying him."

The old man nodded with a smile. "That is today's youth for you. They
want their elders to the heavy work for them."

Robert and Seth exchanged hugs and vowed to stay in contact.
Glenn hugged Robert as well, and then gave him an extra hug.
"That's for Noah, who I am sure would have hugged you if he could
have stayed awake."

"I have no question in my own mind he will give me that hug for
himself when he sees me again. And he will see me again." With that
Robert went back to his pickup and drove away.

"He is a great man," Seth said, "as you well know. Does Noah know
his story?"

"Not all of it. I'll tell it to him."

"No, leave that to me. I'll do it when the time is right."

Noah slept in until past ten. When he woke up he was somewhat
disoriented. He did not expect to find himself naked on the bed in his
bedroom in the chalet. But his stomach told him he needed to get out
of bed as he was very hungry.

He saw that his clothes were at the foot of the bed, so he put them on
and headed down to find food. He poured himself some cereal and
found a note on the table telling him where everybody was. He
decided to join Bobby, Seth, and Ethan at the lake. He went back
upstairs to get his swimsuit on, still wondering how he got home.

Noah had another great day. He was somewhat embarrassed to find
out from Glenn that he had fallen asleep while trying to meditate, but
Glenn told him that it was something that happened to everybody,
especially when they were just beginning. Besides, he hadn't really
gotten all that much sleep as he got up early every morning, played
hard all day, and didn't compensate with a nap.

The only negative came from Ethan, which was no surprise. Ethan's
status on Noah's favorite relative list had been dropping all week after
peaking with his jerking off in the hall the first night.

"So, this old man brought you home naked?" Ethan said, more as a
statement than as a question. "I knew you liked to mess around with
guys, but damn, Noah, I didn't see you as perving around with some
old troll."

Noah looked at Ethan like he was a piece of lowly slime in one of the
marshes on the ranch. "All I can say is that what I did with him was
awesome and had nothing to do with sex—it was almost beyond sex.
And if it did have something to do with sex, I'd rather have sex with
an old man like Espowyes than watch you jerk off." That was pretty
much the last conversation the two of them had for the rest of the trip.

That night everybody was in bed early since the next morning they
would be checking out. Seth made sure everybody was awake by
seven. They had packed almost everything the night before and had
a cereal and toast breakfast served with throwaway flatware. They
were checked out and on the road by eight-thirty. They spent the day
driving around Glacier National Park. They arrived at the East Glacier
station at 6:00 after checking their rental in at the nearby lodge. The
"Empire Builder" was on-time and they left at 6:45, in time for a late
dinner as they saw the Rockies from the perspective of the railroad
during their climb up Marias Pass. It had been a great day and a
fabulous ending to a great trip.

<Tacoma, Wednesday night and Thursday

Thursday night for Scott and Eric ended up being a replay of Sunday
night, just those two plus Shelby. It was a very enjoyable evening for
Eric, who had forgotten how much he truly liked Shelby, who was a
sweet boy, not to mention very sexy.

The three of them sat on Shelby's bed and jerked off as they talked
about all that they had done during the week. During the day on
Thursday, Shelby took Scott and Eric to see three of Eric's old friends
and teammates. They spent much of the afternoon tossing a football
and kicking a soccer ball around on the school playfield. Eric had a
great time and the friends were all happy see each other. Of the three
Tacoma boys, Adam, Joe, and Thomas, Adam was the only one Eric
had ever messed around with. Adam had joined Eric, Shelby, and
Chase a couple of times they had gotten naked and learned about
the fine art of masturbation.

The topic of sex never came up that afternoon, but Eric noticed that
Adam looked much sexier to him now than he had back before he'd
moved. Of course some of that might have to do with how Eric's
perceptions had changed since then. Eric was feeling more and more
comfortable with seeing boys as being sexy and having boys the sole
object of his sexual fantasies.

It was Adam that Eric thought about during the JO session on
Shelby's bed. He couldn't help but wonder what Adam now looked
like naked, how much he jerked off, if he had hair, if he could shoot
cum, all of the questions any twelve year old gay boy would have
about a boy he knew. He wished they'd found a way to get Adam to
come over and be involved. He said as much to Shelby.

"I kept leaving messages, so I don't know what the deal was. I know
we never did stuff with the other two guys we played with today, so it
was no big deal, but yeah, I thought maybe Adam might be able to
come over. He doesn't have his own phone and he said his mom
didn't give him his messages until this morning."

"That totally sucks."

They had a nice pleasant jerk off session—nothing intense or
amazing, just three boys reasonably comfortable with themselves and
their bodies having pleasure with their friends.

After they finished and cleaned up and took care of their teeth and
faces and bladders Eric climbed into bed with Shelby. While he hadn't
planned on fucking Shelby again, his feelings for his friend, coupled
with being naked in bed with him, led to their making out first. Shelby
even took his hand at rimming, but he discovered he liked being the
recipient more than he liked being the rimmer. That was fine with
Eric, who really liked Shelby's cute little ass.

When Eric finally fucked Shelby it was steady and hard, with not quite
the same intensity as he had on Sunday night. Their coupling was as
much about making love as it was about fucking. Scott listened to
them go at it and left his mark in his sleeping bag as he came twice
before falling asleep. Eric and Shelby fell asleep snuggling each
other, both happy that their reunion had gone so well.

Thursday morning had Eric and Shelby showering together and
getting each other horny and then sucking each other off on Shelby's
bed while Scott showered. Shelby's mom had a special French toast
with bacon breakfast for the three boys. Shelby's youngest sister was
now home from her friend's and she spent the morning flirting with
Scott, which Scott enjoyed immensely. Like Eric had with Adam,
Scott wished the girl had been around for a couple of days.

The boys were put on the mid-day "Cascades" which left Tacoma at
ten after twelve. The paperwork was all done in reverse for this trip.
Eric's mother was waiting at the Centralia station to sign for the two
boys.

As much as they didn't want to, they politely answered her questions
about how Eric's old friends were doing, about how Scott liked Eric's
old friends, about what was new in the neighborhood, and so on.
Eric's mother and Shelby's mother had been best friends and had
stayed in contact, so Eric figured she should know how the old
neighborhood was, so he was a bit annoyed by the questioning. What
he did not yet understand was that this was his mother's way of
connecting to the past and of making conversation with her only child,
whom she had missed terribly over the last four days.

Noah and his family came home on Saturday on the same
"Cascades" schedule as Eric and Scott. With the return of the twins
and their family on Sunday, everybody in the group was back in
Mayfield. That was the good news; the bad news was that school
would be starting in a little over three weeks.

++++++++++

I look back fondly at those four days at Shelby's. I wish now I'd gone
by myself and not with Scott, but I still had that dizzying first love for
Scott and thought he'd totally enjoy visiting my friends with me. Yes,
he had a good time, but wasn't as into everything as much as I
thought he'd be, especially the sex. His behaviors at Shelby's were a
lot like some other behaviors I'd been seeing and they pointed to
where our future was heading. I just didn't see it then, just like Shelby
didn't see the changes that were happening to Chase.

I stayed in touch with Shelby all the way through high school, as well
as Liam, Mason, and interestingly, Adam. I would be seeing all of
them again, with visits to Tacoma as well as some of them coming to
visit me in Mayfield. Shelby had been my best friend until I moved
from Tacoma to Mayfield and would remain a best friend for years to
come.


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