Date: Fri, 10 Jan 2003 04:25:27 +0000
From: N D <pytn18@hotmail.com>
Subject: timmy's love 3

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FIRST THINGS FIRST: Once again, I can't say this enough. The feedback on
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little side story on top of my other ones but so many people have asked me
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This is all based on a true story although the names have been changed to
protect people.

Go check out my other stories:
"Nick and Ashley" (boy-bands directory)
"Rival Hearts" (boy-bands directory)
"Finding Support In Each Other (young friends directory)

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Timmy's Love-Chapter Three

I drove up the scenic road that I had taken so many times before and pulled
into the parking lot of my old high school. I shut the car off and got out.
I still had about 20 minutes before kids would start getting here for the
Saturday dryland practice so I decided to take a walk around and reminisce.
I walked through the doors and into the hallways.

Flashes of kids flying past me or freshmen running into me when I was a
senior came into my head. I always hated the hustle and bustle of running
to class but I loved the feeling of people around me. I came upon my
locker, 661. This was my locker for all four years. I looked at it as all
the memories came flooding back. I must have been staring at it for a long
time cuz it was like I was knocked out of a trance when I heard a voice
behind me.

"I can't believe it."

I turned around and saw Oscar. With all of the good fortunes that came to
me in life, I always tried to be modest and nice to people. I felt bad for
a lot of the janitors in my school, especially one black man named
Oscar. Since I went to a college prep school, uniforms and all, a lot of
the kids were stuck up and snobby.

They always looked down on the help, especially the minority help. I felt
for these people so I reached out to them and tried to use my popularity to
make people avoid doing this.  Oscar was always my favorite.

I looked at him for a second. Age was getting to him, his gray hair coming
out from under his hat. I paused for a second then pulled him into a hug.

"Oscar, it's been too long" I said as I pulled out of the hug.

"About four years I'd say." Oscar replied.

"Yeah well I was kinda busy" I said in the joking manner that we always had
with each other.

"I heard, how's the leg?" He asked

"Well, it's still attached. I guess I can't ask for more than that." I said
with a laugh.

"It's good to see you again Matt. What are you doing back here?" Oscar
asked

"I'm back coaching hockey." I said.

"Well look who's back. How's the team this year?" He asked

"Got a really good bunch of guys this year. A lot of hard workers." I said.

"You got that one kid, the goalie, what's his name? Tom?" Oscar asked

"Tim" I said.

"Yeah that's it. He's a real good kid. He helps me out with the other kids
a lot. Makes them shut up when they're acting like assholes." He said.

"Oh he does?" I asked with a proud look on my face

"Yeah, reminds me of another goalie I remember." Oscar said with a smile.

"I wonder who that could be" I said as I punched him in the arm. "Look
Oscar I gotta get going, we got practice in the gym at 12 but it was good
seeing you again." I said

"Hey Matt, if you need anything just tell me ok?" He said

"Thanks buddy. I will. See ya." I said as I walked towards the gym.

I walked towards the gym and heard the kids talking. I peeked in and saw
them all standing in a circle, joking with each other. It was so hard to
get a bunch of random kids to come together and play for a unified goal. If
they didn't play as a team then they wouldn't win one game let alone the
whole thing.

It wasn't that individually each one of them didn't want to win. It's just
that they have to think as one...together for one goal. They still seemed
kinda awkward around each other. This would change in the next five minutes
however as I watched on and saw the captains engage in a conversation
purposely done in front of the rest of the team.

"Hey Timmy, what did you do last night?" Bobby said loud enough so that
everyone would listen to them.

"Oh man don't you know that me and Wes's mom went out on the town last
night." Tim said with that shy smile he always had.

The mom joke. I'd seen it a thousand times but it always worked.

"Come on now guys. Why you gotta be dissing my mama. Now I can't take
Bobby's mom to the prom." Wes said as everyone began to realize that they
were just playing with each other and started to laugh.

"Come on now let's get off moms since I just got off Tim's." Alex said as
everyone started to laugh and play with each other.

They were jumping all over the place and playing the usual punch guys give
each other as I smiled. These were the right captains for the job. I
decided it was time to start practice. I walked in and blew my
whistle. Everyone stopped playing around and faced me.

"You guys are like an army brigade." I said with a smile on my face.

Just then Scott, one of my forwards, jumped up to the front and saluted
himself in an over exaggerated manner and screamed out "SIR, YES SIR" then
jumped back to his spot.

I tried to play the hard ass coach approach but I couldn't help from
breaking down and laughing. The rest of the team watched me laugh at a joke
and saw that it was ok. I was a mean cuss when I wanted things done but I
was also human. It was an emotion they needed.

"Alright you clowns, let's go run." I said.

"Did I hear 'let's' coach?" Bobby asked.

"You got it. I asked you guys to come together and do things as a team so
why should I not do things with you. I'm one of you guys down to the finish
and we're gonna do this together." I said

"Alright then, let's run" Bobby said with a smile.

The whole team followed me as I took them on the same running path my team
used to use. It gave a beautiful view of the entire high school
campus. This was one of the best prep schools in the state and was a real
privilege to come here. On top of that it was gorgeous.

We were running for almost a half hour when we came upon the lacrosse
field.  To keep in shape for hockey I always played lacrosse in the
spring. I made a lot of close friends there and was also one of the
captains for that team too. I actually helped start the team with some
friends. One of them lay in the ground in front of me with a tombstone
coming out of it.

I stopped as the team behind me did also and caught their breath. This was
the grave of my friend Kenny that I was very close to in high school. He
died our senior year in a car crash. This was the first time I had been to
his grave since the wake. It was just too hard to deal with.

I knelt down in front of it and closed my eyes. I dug my hands into the
ground and picked up some dirt and grasped onto it. I said a small prayer
and let the dirt sift through my hands. I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Matt you ok?" Tim asked

I opened my eyes and got up. I turned around to face them.

"Guys, this was a friend of mine. Look at his grave. I want you to take a
close look at it. He died at the same age some of you are right now. This
is your reminder fellas. This is your chance to live life like you'll never
live it again. Play like you mean it boys and make sure people remember you
by what you did and what we did together. Kenny died because he felt like
he had no one else in the world. He let too much get to him and couldn't
relate to anyone. He went out driving to get his mind off of it one day and
never came back." I said as I paused

I had every one of their attentions.

"Look around you. If we come together right now on this field I guarantee
you will find 20 other faces around you that you can confide in and look to
for support." I said as a tear fell from my eye.

"Coach is right. We come together right now and we can be more than a
team...we can be a family. We're not teammates, we're brothers!" Alex said
out loud as the team rallied around him and started to cheer. Everyone
pulled the rest of the group into a hug, even me. The team stood as a
pillar of strength, never swaying. In the background was the grave of
someone who was with them in spirit.


After a good workout up on the field I brought them back down to the school
and into a classroom that Oscar had left open for us while he cleaned. We
called it "hockey classroom". The team would go over films, strategies and
scouting reports. It was a nice place to sit down, relax, and talk some
hockey with the team. It was a good way to present a unified effort towards
one goal.

"So as you guys can see, we have to hit early and often to set the
tempo. We have enough depth that the scoring will come. If we go out there
and send our message out early they will back off the puck right away." I
said as I pointed out some stuff on the dry erase board.

I saw a hand go up. It was Scott, the one who could never seem to
concentrate on anything.

"Yeah Scott go ahead." I said

"What was it like to get as far as you did in hockey?" Scott asked

"That really doesn't have much to do with team strategy does it?" I asked
trying to stay on topic and avoid other certain topics.

"Come on coach tell us, we're curious." Another player said.

I looked over at Timmy for support but he seemed to give me a look that he
wanted to know also.

"Ok, I'll tell you guys." I said as I put down the marker and spun around
on the desk I was sitting on.

"I'll be honest. It's the greatest feeling in the world. It's awesome to
know that people keep considering you for higher and higher positions in
life. One day it could all be taken from you though so always have
something to fall back on in life." I said trying to give them good advice.

"Do you think any of us will ever make it that far?" Bobby asked

"Well, if you follow your hopes and dreams far enough they'll take you to a
place where you belong." I said

"What about you coach? You tell us to follow your hopes and dreams but you
won't give yourself another shot at the pros." Wes said from the back.

"I had my shot, I promised too many doctors I won't give it another one." I
said

"Come on coach, we've seen you on the ice. You can still skate with the
best of them. You just ran right along side of us like it was nothing. The
surgery healed it. Give it another shot." Wes said

"Don't do this guys. Let's get back to the game film." I said trying to
regain control.

"How about if we do it for you?" Timmy spoke up from the other side of the
room as he got up out of his chair.

"What are you talking about?" I asked curious.

"If we win the division and the playoffs this year, you have to go try out
for a minor league team." Tim said.

I thought about it for a long time as the entire team watched on in silence
awaiting my response. Winning the division would be an extremely tough
task.  I figured we would finish 3rd or 4th and push our way through the
playoffs to the finals but I figured what the hell. If it would give them
something to play for, why not.

"Alright you're on. Win the division and I'll try out." I said.

The whole team started clapping and cheering as I looked back at Timmy who
just had a smile on his face.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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