Date: Tue, 15 Dec 2009 13:20:32 -0700
From: Emorey Ardale <desert_rat@hushmail.com>
Subject: Training a Keeper Part 2

Disclaimer:

This story contains graphic descriptions of sexual acts between a teen and a
minor boy. The story is not true; the sexual acts described herein derive
solely from imagination. It is not intended to promote illegal acts
with/to/by minors, nor does it condone child abuse of any sort. If you
object to the subject matter, stop reading. If you are legally under age to
be reading this, or if your reading of this material otherwise violates
laws in your place of residence or where you are currently located, stop
reading.  Thank you.

Special thanks to Terry for helping with proof reading and edits.

Comments are welcome, please send emails to desert_rat@hushmail.com

Thanks for all the emails and I'm sorry it's been a while since Part 1!


Part Two

Ethan woke up the next morning with something warm, and very hard, pressing
up against his back and since Justin's arm was draped over him, he knew it
had to be Justin's morning wood. If he wasn't already hard, that simple
contact, plus the memories of the night before, would have easily made him
so. He felt Justin stir and then pull him tight against him.

"Your boner is poking me in the back." Ethan told Justin.

Justin was still half asleep, "It could be poking you somewhere else."

"What?" Ethan asked, half amused, half wondering exactly where Justin was
talking about.

"Nothing, I'm still waking up." Justin explained, wondering to himself how
he let that slip out, as his hand slid down to Ethan's erection, "Feels
like I'm not the only one with a boner."

 "I always have one in the morning." Ethan giggled.

"You do, huh?" Justin said kissing Ethan's neck softly.

"Uh huh." Ethan replied distracted by Justin's kisses and hand.

"FUCK!!" Justin said, as he glanced at his alarm clock, to see how much
time they had.

Ethan jumped with surprise because not only did Justin yell in his ear, but
he had also quickly jumped up off the bed, "What's wrong?"

Justin was throwing on his clothes, "I forgot to set the fucking alarm or
something last night. I'm late, we got to get moving!"

Ethan got up and dressed quickly, following the urgency in Justin's voice
and actions. Justin wasn't exactly panicked but given his usual easy going
demeanor, Ethan could tell Justin wasn't happy. They had to eat breakfast
in the car and there wasn't much talk. Ethan could tell that Justin needed
some space.

As it turned out, they made it to the field only five minutes later than
the team was scheduled to arrive and there were a few other players still
missing.

Ethan was relived, "You're not too late, I guess."

Justin gave Ethan a quick smile, making it as friendly as possible, "Not
too bad, huh? Okay guy, I've got to get my focus on and warm up."

"No problem." Ethan knew that was Justin's way of nicely saying his
attention was on the game now. Ethan was really worried after the car ride
that Justin was really pissed off, not at him directly but at being
late. He watched Justin warm up and everything seemed to be back to normal,
he was smiling and talking to his teammates, like he did yesterday.

What Ethan didn't know and, in fact, no one knew, was that despite Justin's
relaxed, almost to the point of uncaring, outward appearance, everything
Justin did, when it came to soccer, was calculated and as precise as he
could make it. When he was ten, Justin's first keeper trainer was from
England. The man drilled him relentlessly, constantly reminding him that
the more you made the basics habit, instead of something you had to think
through, the easier it would be to focus on making the great
saves. Initially, Justin applied this to the skills and tactics he learned
but as he progressed athletically, he applied them to every aspect of his
sport, including the pre-match "ritual". This all started by eating the
same pre-match meal, two English muffins with peanut butter and grape
jelly. Then it was getting to the field early, before his teammates, to
check the conditions of the pitch, wind, sun, etc while listening to the
same play list on his I-pod. Then it was time to warm up physically. As an
experienced keeper, his coaches allowed him to warm up apart from the
team. Justin followed a very specific warm up program. Even Justin's casual
interaction with his teammates served a purpose. He talked to them to see
which ones might need some encouragement or needed to be settled down. His
mom teased him that he was superstitious when it came to the food but
Justin knew that if ate the same thing, warmed up the same way, he would
always feel and perform the same way, within reason. Good habits make for
more predictable results.

Justin had told Ethan that when he lost in the State Finals in the tenth
grade, he vowed to work harder than ever. Much like his pre-game, no one
really understood just how hard he worked. The first thing he did was talk
his parents into letting him participate in a SAQ (speed, agility and
quickness) camp that was geared mostly towards football and track athletes
that included strength training. Justin worked hard at the camp and used
what he learned to develop his speed and strength training
workouts. Besides his club workouts, that included advanced keeper training
sessions, Justin was working out five days a week to become a better
athlete. When he stepped on to the championship field in the tenth grade,
he was a tall, skinny kid who happened to be an okay athlete with excellent
keeper skills. A year later, when he played in the finals again, he was a
six foot three inch, muscular, lean, very good athlete with elite keeper
skills. Justin knew he had improved himself but it wasn't until he went to
the SAQ camp again that he found out how good an athlete he had become.

First, everything that had seemed so difficult the year before, was much
easier no matter how hard he pushed himself. Secondly, one of the track
coaches was continually talking to him. It wasn't a big deal at first. The
man congratulated him on the state championship but when he kept making
small talk, Justin knew something was up. Different sports programs, even
at the same school, are not that supportive of one another. If anything,
there was always a little envy when one excelled above the others. Finally,
on the last day of the camp, the coach asked Justin if he would run a 100
meter sprint for him. It was only a short sprint, so Justin went ahead and
did it. The coach had a huge grin afterwards and told him he had run a
10.96. Justin shrugged, not really knowing or caring what it meant. The
track coach told him that it would have easily been in the top three times
at last year's state finals and he was probably the fastest kid at their
school. Justin found it amusing more than anything else, but he never told
anybody afterwards. The track coach harassed him all spring about coming
out for track, but for Justin, spring meant the State Cup club tournament,
so he declined. Speed was just another tool to make him a better keeper.

Despite the morning's rough start, Justin was able to make the match his
complete focus. Ethan could only focus on Justin. Technically, he was there
to see Justin play but he realized that he really just wanted to see
Justin. Obviously, it was the first time they had been in public since they
had sex. Ethan's mind was churning. He felt like he had changed so much in
just one night that he was afraid it would be obvious to anyone who cared
to notice. Change isn't really the right word, feelings and desires that
were confused and cloudy now seemed very clear to him, the uncertainty
burned away with last night's passion. Before, he was worried that he might
be gay and still wasn't sure but now he was absolutely positive he was
"gay" for Justin.

It was a much tougher match than the previous day but Justin's team played
well and won three to one. The one goal scored against him was a bad angled
shot but it was hit hard and low. Justin hardly even reacted to the goal,
until the car ride.

"Fuck! I should have made that save!" Justin yelled as soon as the car
doors were shut.

Ethan wasn't sure what to say. He hadn't seen Justin like this before, "You
guys still won."

"Yeah, we did, but I hate making stupid mistakes. I also mishandled that
cross in the first half. I was lucky Casey cleared it before someone put it
in." Justin fumed. He could tell he was just a little off today. The shot
that went in brushed his fingertips. If he had been a fraction of a second
quicker, he would have made the save. He knew that changing his routine was
probably enough to make that difference.

"Didn't you tell me that I should let it go when a goal is scored? I think
you said exactly 'Learn from it, then let it go'." Ethan reminded him
jokingly, trying to lighten things up.

Justin's parents had learned that when he was like this, to just leave him
alone until he had completely vented. His mom often told people that she
had two sons, the high strung big cat at soccer matches and the laid back
sloth that would never get off the couch at home if it wasn't for
soccer. Justin was still focused on the match. He opened his mouth to tear
Ethan a new asshole and it took him a moment to realize Ethan was only
teasing him, then he gave a tight little laugh, "Yeah, I did say that. Did
you ever hear that other saying?"

Ethan was relived that Justin started to loosen up, "Umm, not sure which
one you're talking about."

"I think it goes something like 'do as I say, not as I do'. That should
work anyway." Justin said, while he gave Ethan a playful punch.

Ethan punched him back, "Pay attention to your driving. I see how it is
though."

Justin teased, "Yeah, that's how it is, young keeper. When you become the
master, the rules might, just might, change for you."

They joked around the rest of the ride home. Justin realized that if Ethan
hadn't come with him, he would have obsessed on the goal the whole ride
home and probably the rest of the day.

When they were back in their neighborhood, Justin asked, "I guess I better
get you home, huh?"

"I suppose so. Are your parents back yet?" Ethan asked in return.

"Nah, their plane doesn't get in til five and they won't get home til like
six." Justin explained.

"That's not for a long time. You'll be able to relax all by yourself."
Ethan said with just a slight hint in his voice.

Justin picked up on the hint, "Yeah, it'll be nice but, you know, maybe we
should stop by first to make sure you didn't leave anything."

Ethan nodded, "I think that's a good idea."

They were kissing the moment Justin had closed and locked his front
door. Justin picked Ethan up and carried him to his bedroom, a hand under
each butt cheek, with Ethan's arms around his neck. There was something
that drove Ethan wild about Justin being able to manhandle him, a strange
combination of being controlled, yet safe, in Justin's arms. After they
reached Justin's room, they kissed a long time before Justin put Ethan down
on the bed. Ethan quickly peeled off his shirt, jeans and kicked off his
boxers.

Justin watched Ethan get undressed, amused and turned on at the same time,
"Looks like you're over someone seeing you naked."

Ethan shrugged, smiling, "I'll get naked for you anytime." Even though it
was really only their second time, it felt like he had been naked with
Justin forever.

"That's really good to know. God, you're so fucking hot." Justin said,
while pulling off his t-shirt.

That made Ethan happy. He slid off the bed and knelt before Justin. Ever
since he had woke with Justin's hard-on poking him in the back, he had
wanted to suck Justin off. He hooked his fingers under Justin's soccer
shorts and sliders and pulled them both down at once, freeing Justin's
engorged member.

"You already have a boner." Ethan remarked, taking it in his hand.

"Fuck, Ethan, I was hard as soon as I knew you were coming home with me."
Justin admitted, reaching down to stroke Ethan's hair.

"So? I got hard watching you play, even though you got scored on." Ethan
teased, gently stroking Justin's dick.

"You're such a little prick. If you weren't so cute with my dick in your
hand, I'd kick your ass. Do you want me to shower first?" Justin said,
right before Ethan put Justin's dick in his mouth.

Ethan could smell Justin's sweat but it wasn't a bad smell, "Nuh uh."

Justin took in a deep breath as Ethan slowly took his cock head into his
mouth. The first time he had sucked Justin, it was so overwhelmingly
exciting just to do it. Now Ethan was going to enjoy the smooth texture of
the tip of Justin's dick, and the taste of the pre-cum mixed with Justin's
sweat. Ethan took his time, swirling his tongue around the head. Then he
slowly started going down further. Ethan took as much of it in as he could
before slowly sliding his mouth back up and thoroughly working the head
again. He slowly slid one hand up the back of Justin's leg until he was
gripping Justin's tight, muscular butt cheek.

Justin was fighting really hard not to blow his load, "Christ, Ethan."

Ethan thought there was something wrong, "What's wrong?"

Justin replied, "Nothing's wrong. Are you sure you haven't done this
before? You're so fucking good."

 "I'm pretty sure I'd remember doing this before, dumb ass." Ethan said
with a smile, before smacking Justin on the butt.

"I'm just kidding but you are really fucking good!" Justin emphasized.

Ethan used Justin's encouragement to go back to blowing Justin with
enthusiasm. He continued slowly work his mouth and tongue on Justin's
dick. Then as Justin started slowly humping his face, he gradually picked
up the pace. It wasn't long before it felt like Justin's dick began to get
even bigger in his mouth. He remembered the same thing happened right
before Justin came last night.

"Shit Ethan!" Justin said through heavy breaths, "Fuck, I'm gonna cum!"

Ethan kept sucking until Justin had to almost force his dick out of Ethan's
mouth. Justin didn't even need to stroke his cock as it spewed cum, hitting
the bed behind Ethan and then splattering the carpet. Justin had pointed it
away from Ethan's face. Ethan watched Justin cum with a satisfied smile. It
was the third time he had seen it, and Ethan knew he would never get tired
of making Justin cum. As the last bit of cum dripped from Justin's dick,
Ethan couldn't resist getting one last taste and gave Justin's cock head
one last good lick.

Justin jerked and let out a little gasp, "Easy buddy, it's a little
sensitive right after I cum."

Ethan was still mentally weighing his first taste of cum but he smiled up
at Justin and giggled, "I couldn't help it! Did you like that?"

"No shit I liked it. Look at my fucking bed, I don't know if I ever shot
that far before." Justin told him, "I think I really have to show you how
much I loved it."

Justin hooked his hands under Ethan's arms and tossed him on the bed.

"Ewwww, you threw me in your cum!" Ethan yelled, pretending to be grossed
out.

Justin laughed as he lowered himself on top of Ethan, "You didn't mind last
night when it was all over your face!"

Ethan liked the feeling of being under Justin. He looked up at Justin's
face, which was inches from his. He ran his tongue over his lips, "Maybe I
did, maybe not so much."

Justin kissed Ethan hard, probing his mouth with his tongue. Ethan wrapped
his arms around Justin's neck and pushed his mouth hard against
Justin's. The almost tentative exploration the night before had become a
feverish passion. Ethan ground his hips upward rubbing his eager erection
against Justin's firm stomach. They kissed and ground against each for a
long time. Justin began kissing Ethan all over. Justin found that he loved
every inch of Ethan's body, the smoothness, the perfect way his muscles
felt. Sometimes Ethan would laugh and squirm and sometimes he would let out
sounds that were a cross between a grunt and a moan depending on where
Justin kissed him. Finally, Justin pulled Ethan to the edge of the bed. He
was rubbing the back of Ethan's legs and pushed them up and back so that
his face was even with Ethan's crotch. Ethan smelled like a good mix of
Justin's Axe body wash with just a touch of boy sweat. Justin looked at
Ethan's butt hole for the very first time, maybe anyone's butt hole, he
thought to himself. When he had sex with girls, it was pretty much shove it
in and then focus on getting off. He never thought about their
assholes. Ethan's was just like the rest of him, cute and sexy, just a tiny
pink pucker. Justin wanted to kiss and lick it but didn't want to come
across like some gross pervert. Instead, he gave the insides of Ethan's
legs a series of gentle kisses making him squeal and squirm. The squealing
stopped when Justin started to gently lick Ethan's hairless scrotum.

"Mmm, that feels so weird but so good." Ethan told Justin while thinking
how weird it was to have Justin right between his legs like that. He could
see everything and Ethan liked it.

Justin stopped licking and grinned up at Ethan, "It better feel good."

"Uh huh, it really does. Are you gonna suck me again?" Ethan asked
hopefully.

"I might get to it." Justin teased, rubbing Ethan's legs. They were
amazing.

"You're such an ass!" Ethan shot back.

Justin responded by pretending to bite Ethan in the sensitive spot where
his leg meets his body, right next to his nut sack. Ethan let out a loud
scream, followed by giggles that faded as Justin went back to working
gently on his nuts. Ethan started running his hands through Justin's
hair. Neither boy could hold out any longer. Ethan needed to cum real bad
and Justin had to have Ethan's overly primed dick in his mouth. He tried
working it slowly like Ethan had done to him, but Ethan started fucking his
face right away and Justin went with it. This time it was Ethan that came
quick. Justin thought that there was a much bigger spasm than the night
before and maybe just a little something came out. If it did, it wasn't
much because he couldn't really taste anything.

Justin gave Ethan another big kiss and then collapsed on the bed next to
him, "That was extreme."

Ethan's head was still swirling but he managed to say, "Yeah. Are you sure
you've never done this before?"

Justin gave a quick chuckle, "You're such a clever little prick."

Ethan laughed, "It felt weird that time."

"What do you mean?" Justin asked.

"I mean, it felt really good but it was like I peed, but not really like
that, it's hard to explain." Ethan told him.

"Maybe you shot a little. I thought maybe you had but I couldn't really
tell."

"I wanna shoot like you do, it's fucking awesome." Ethan told him.

"Such language! You must be hanging out with the wrong crowd." Justin
teased, "I'm sure you'll be blowing huge loads in no time, guy."

"I hope so. Til then, I guess I'll have to make you 'blow huge loads'."
Ethan said smiling.

"Yeah, next time, maybe I'll blow all over your bed. I've got to get this
cleaned up before my mom gets home. You better jump in the shower."

Ethan showered while Justin pulled the covers off his bed. Then, while he
got dressed, Justin took his shower.

"It sucks that you don't have a cell phone. We could text each other."
Justin said as he came back into the bedroom.

"I know it sucks, my dad is such a cheap ass." Ethan told him.

"You have your own computer?" Justin asked.

"Yeah." Ethan replied.

"Cool. What email do you use?"

Ethan thought for a moment, "Umm Yahoo, but I don't email very much."

"I think that will work. I had a friend that got his phone taken away, he
IM'd to text, he could only do it from home or the school comp lab but it
was something." Justin explained.

"That'd be way cool!" Ethan exclaimed.

Justin booted up his computer and had Ethan log in to his email. It took a
little bit of playing around but they got it to work.

"You can always call me but this way we can kind of talk in private if you
want." Justin told him.

"Yeah, that would be better." Ethan said, knowing that if he used the home
phone, his parents would always be wondering who he was talking to.

"Yeah, it'll work til you get a phone. I guess I better get you home before
your parents spazz out." Justin said with regret.

"Yeah, I promised my dad that I would still get my chores done this
weekend."

It was only a five minute drive to Ethan's house. Justin hadn't realized
how close they lived to each other.

Justin sighed, "Okay guy, I'll see you tomorrow at practice."

"Yeah, see ya tomorrow." Ethan said, trying not to show the emotion that
was welling up inside him.

Justin almost lost it and started to lean over to kiss Ethan goodbye. He
caught himself in time and offered a fist bump instead. They touched fists
and as Ethan got out of the car, he looked so sad that Justin gave him a
quick squeeze on the shoulder and the warmest smile he could muster.

Ethan was lucky, his dad was focused on the TV and his mother was out
shopping, so he made to his room without anyone seeing him cry. He wasn't
sure why he was crying. It wasn't just because he was going to miss Justin
but it was everything hitting him all at once. He wasn't even really sad,
it was like he was feeling all the emotions from the weekend at once. Ethan
finally realized that he had had sex for the very first time and the second
time. He also knew that he was falling for Justin hard. It's one thing to
like someone when you think they'll never like you but it's something
entirely different when they like you to. Ethan took a little time to get
his emotions under control and then headed to the garage to get the lawn
mower.

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Justin kept busy cleaning up the house before his parents got home. The
house was actually in better shape than normal after one of his bachelor
weekends since, this time, he was either gone or in his bedroom with
Ethan. He was able to wash all his bedding except for the pillowcase on
Ethan's pillow. He could swear it still smelled like Ethan's hair.

Justin's parents picked up some BBQ on the way home and they ate together
to catch up on the weekend. He got the scoop on their weekend away. They
asked him about his matches.

"Oh yeah. How did your protege like watching you play yesterday." Justin's
dad asked, as an afterthought.

Justin replied honestly, "Ethan had fun. He came today, too."

Justin's mom snickered, "Really?"

"Yeah, what's so funny?" Justin asked, trying hard to keep the sharpness
out of his voice. His mom had a way off getting under his skin like no
other person alive and she usually didn't even try.

"Don't get all snippy, love bug. I'm just surprised. You must really care
about him. I mean, that girl you're dating has only been to one game and
you made her ride with us." Mom explained.

Justin rolled his eyes. He had long given up trying to stop his mom from
calling him "love bug" and it didn't matter what girl he dated, their name
was always "that girl". Justin explained, trying to sound nonchalant,
"Yeah, he's come a long way in a few weeks. I thought it would fire him up,
plus he's a cool little kid."

Justin's dad nodded, "Your mom isn't giving you a hard time. We're both
pleased that you stepped up to help someone."

Dinner couldn't end fast enough and Justin excused himself to finish some
homework, surprising his parents yet again.

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Ethan's Journal

"I don't know where to start. Last time I wrote I had the best day of my
life but I had three more days that were even better. I saw Justin play and
he was awesome just like I knew he would be but it is even better than
that. I slept with him in the same bed! I do not know if I should write
about this but I have to. We kissed! Real kissing with tongues and
everything. He sucked my dick! I can't believe he did it. I never dreamed
about him sucking me. It felt so good better than anything I could
imagine. At first it was so weird and scary letting him see me naked but it
was so sexy knowing that he wanted to see me like I wanted to see him. I
never thought he would want to see me naked. Justin even licked my balls
and it felt awesome. Even better than him sucking me and making me cum I
made him shoot 3 times! One time jerking him and then twice sucking him. I
know I said sucking someone's dick sounded gross but not Justin. I keep
thinking about doing it again and I know this sounds nasty but I wonder
what it would be like if he shot his stuff in my mouth. His dick is bigger
than I thought. He has got the hottest body even his butt is super hot. I
know because I touched it! Mostly I miss him I can't wait to see him at
practice. I guess he is like my best friend or something more than that. I
do not think I can sleep tonight."  **********************************

Justin was laying in bed after jerking off for the second time since
dinner. The first time, he replayed the highlights of his time with
Ethan. The second time, he was thinking of what he'd like to do in the
future. Jerking off slowed down the avalanche of thoughts, guilt and doubts
about his weekend with Ethan. It all happened so fast when he looked
back. He kept thinking to himself over and over "I blew a twelve year and
let him blow me!" It was a back and forth battle between that and knowing
Ethan wasn't just any "twelve year old". In the time they had spent
together, Justin had come to know Ethan as a very bright (Ethan was in
honors math and language) and caring friend (Justin wasn't sure 'friend'
was exactly the right word). Their friendship worked because Ethan had an
uncommon maturity and as their intimacy had advanced over the weekend, it
became really clear to Justin that Ethan had been thinking about him before
the first night they had spent together.

Justin also knew that their sex was much more than a simple exchange of
blowjobs. Touching and being touched by Ethan was a profoundly intense
experience that exceeded any expectations Justin had when he imagined being
with a boy. It was completely incomparable to his sexual experiences with
girls. There was a brief time that evening he swore it would never happen
again, that it was wrong for a senior in high school to be with a 7th
grader but Justin knew that if Ethan wanted to be with him again, he
wouldn't even think twice. It was far more than the sex. Justin realized
that the depth of his feelings for Ethan was far deeper than he was willing
to admit to himself.

All this was reverberating through Justin's mind when his cell phone
rang. He knew by the ring tone that it was a text message. "Perfect",
Justin thought to himself, he was sure that Jennifer had finally decided to
end the silent treatment. Justin checked his phone and smiled.

Ethan: hi

Justin: hey wat up

Ethan: getting ready for bed

Justin: ya i'm wiped out 2

Ethan: i wanted to say goodnite

Justin: cool i was thinking bout u

Ethan: really?

Justin: ya weird ur not here lol

Ethan: i know i miss you

Justin: miss u 2

Ethan: you are not just saying that?

Justin: no i mean it :)

Ethan: mom is yelling at me

Justin: ok gnite lil e

Ethan: lil e?

Justin: e 4 ethan

Ethan: i like that

Justin: cool i like u

Ethan: i like you to

Justin: i like u more

Ethan: no way

Justin: no doubt

Ethan: i like you way more

Justin: not a chance

Ethan: yes! oh shit my mom is pissed!

Justin: lol u better go

Ethan: goodnight Justin

Justin: gnite lil e

Justin smiled to himself. It was only the briefest of text conversations
but it was still reassuring. He had known it wasn't likely but there was
that underlying, nagging doubt that maybe Ethan would go home, change his
mind and maybe even think that Justin was really just a big pervert. Justin
turned off his lights and laid down on his bed, looking up at the ceiling
in the dark. He thought about jerking off one more time though he didn't
need it like before. A quick mental picture of Ethan spread eagled in front
him made him reach down and sure enough, there was more than a little life
left in his dick. It took a few minutes and when he came, it was all thin
and watery like when he first started cumming. It didn't matter because it
did the trick. After a quick wipe down, Justin fell sound asleep a short
time later.

When Ethan had finished mowing the yard, he had taken another shower, so he
didn't miss the opportunity to jerk off as well. Like Justin, he was laying
on his bed, staring up at a dark ceiling. He couldn't wait to see Justin at
practice the next day. Texting him was pretty cool but it would be better
if he had his own phone, they could still be texting and even do it during
the day at school. Texting with Justin was enough to help him relax and
although Ethan was pretty sure that Justin really liked him, there was a
tiny little worry that maybe it was a one-weekend thing. Ethan closed his
eyes and imagined Justin was there with him like the days before and it
wasn't long before he drifted off to sleep.


The next day, Justin got to school as late as he possibly could so he could
avoid the inevitable bitch-out from Jennifer. They didn't have any classes
together and since they hadn't talked all weekend, Justin didn't have to
meet her for lunch. It had been awhile since he actually stayed on campus
for lunch, so he figured he could hang out with some of the friends he had
been neglecting. He hooked up with a couple of his high school teammates,
Rico, their best striker, and Matt, a midfielder who usually came off the
bench. It was actually a lot of fun to just have a casual, friendly lunch
for a change. Rico was always good for a few laughs.

Justin had just about made it through lunch when Rico said, "Oh shit, here
comes trouble."

Justin turned to see Jennifer walking towards them, with a not so happy
look. He almost winced in anticipation, instead he calmly greeted her,
"Hey."

Jennifer scowled, "'Hey'? That's all you have to say? You blow me off and
then no calls, no texts the whole weekend!"

"I told you I had company and you seemed pretty pissed off, so I though you
needed some space." Justin explained.

"Oh yeah, your company. How did that go?" she asked sarcastically.

Justin ignored the sarcastic tone, "It was good, thanks."

Jennifer paused for a moment, it wasn't going anything like she
planned. She was positive that Justin would be apologizing and promising to
make everything right. Finally, she said, "I don't know why you have to
treat me this way. You know homecoming is in less than two weeks. Do you
still even want to go with me?"

Justin rolled his eyes, "You're the one that's all pissed. I never said
anything about not going."

Jennifer glared at him, taking another long pause. It would be completely
humiliating to have to find another date. Even worse, she and her friends
had been campaigning to make Justin 'Homecoming King'. It would be the
first time in a long, long time that a football player didn't win. Jennifer
said it was a joke, but secretly, it would be quite an ego boost for her if
Justin won, "I just don't like being ignored, Justin."

"I'm not ignoring you, I had plans one weekend and you act like I'm a total
asshole." Justin told her, feeling like a total asshole as he said it.

"Well, I'm still pissed at you but we can work it out, I guess." Jennifer
said as she leaned over and gave Justin a quick peck on the lips.

Justin forced a smile, "I'll call you later."

Jennifer had turned to walk away, "You better."

The boys watched her leave and finally Matt said, "What a bitch, how do you
date her?"

Rico didn't let Justin answer, "Did you see her walk away? With an ass like
that, I'd 'date ' her, even if she ate fucking puppies for breakfast."

Justin laughed, "I don't know about that."

Rico laughed at his own joke, "Listen Boy Band, if you're tired of hitting
that, help a teammate out and pass her my way!"

Boy Band was Rico's nick name for Justin, "Oh yeah, she'd love that, I
could almost see the look of joy on her face now."

"Fuck, Boy Band, everyone knows you white boys can't fuck for shit. Once
she got some of this Latino cock, she'd have more than just a look of joy."
Rico said, pointing down to his crotch.

Justin smiled, stifling his laughter, "Oh, I doubt that, everyone knows you
striker types have tiny dicks, that's why you're always trying to score on
the field, you know you can't get any off the field."

Rico chuckled at Justin's attempt to hang with him, "Tiny dick?! When you
go home, ask your mom how small my dick is. Last time she had something
this big in her pussy, you were coming out!"

Justin knew he wasn't winning this one but he had to keep taking his shots,
"Dude, I think you're confused, you're getting my mom mixed up with your
little sister. Isn't she like six? Of course, she's going to think you have
a big dick, unless your dad did her first."

Matt hadn't hung out with Rico and Justin very much and watched the whole
exchange waiting for the punches to start flying, "You guys are fucking
harsh!"

Rico laughed and held out his hand to Justin who gave it a brush and then
took it in a firm handshake, "That wasn't harsh, that's just how we show
the love baby. So shut the fuck up Matt, before we bend you over this table
and take turns fucking your ass."

Matt didn't know what to say then Justin and Rico started howling with
laughter when they saw Matt's face. Matt joined in a moment later.

The school day couldn't end fast enough for Ethan. He was one of the first
players in the locker room to change. He wasn't worried any more about
changing with his teammates. He didn't care if someone saw him in his
boxers. He also wasn't worried about being caught checking out anyone at
his school, after all, he had Justin. Why would he even bother looking at
someone else?

Justin was waiting for him and they went through some keeper skill
work. Justin had also told the coach that he would help the team with
finishing, which in turn would work Ethan. Justin helped the forwards and
midfielders with basic techniques to strike the ball and then worked into
some shooting drills. Justin was a confident, natural coach and the other
young players responded well to his instructions. Ethan was the keeper for
all the drills, so he got a lot of shots.

Even with the extra work, Ethan wanted to stay a little longer to work
alone with Justin. Neither said anything about being careful about how they
acted in public. Even before their weekend together, they had become pretty
close and although Justin worked Ethan's ass off, they would still be
smiling and joking around a little during training. Nothing had changed
except maybe a little more casual physical contact.

While walking back to the locker room, Justin asked, "Is your mom picking
you up?"

Ethan nodded, "Yeah, I've got to hurry. She gets mad if she has to wait."

"You know, you should ask if it's okay for me to take you home. You live
pretty close to me." Justin explained, "Besides, it would give us a chance
to talk more."

Ethan smiled, "That idea rocks! My mom is always bitching about having to
pick me up."

"Yeah, I thought you'd like that. I wish you went to the high school with
me. We could hang out during lunch." Justin added.

"I know, my school sucks. I've got some friends but I don't know...," Ethan
started to say, then paused to think, "I guess I like older friends
better."

"Hmm, maybe it's better you're not at the high school then, I might get
jealous of your 'older friends'." Justin teased.

"Shut up! You can be such a dumb ass. Can I text you tonight?" Ethan
responded, smacking Justin in the stomach.

Justin pretended to think it over, "I guess so, if you think you can work
me in with your other older friends."

This time, Ethan punched Justin a couple of times, "Argh, asshole!"

Ethan's mom jumped at the offer for Justin to take Ethan home after
practice. She went through the motions of asking Ethan if it was any
inconvenience to Justin first. Ethan explained that their house was sort of
on the way home for Justin and he was at the practices anyway. Ethan's mom
said it was fine and that Ethan was lucky to have a friend like Justin.

 Justin put off talking to Jennifer as late as possible. He didn't
apologize to her even though he knew that's what she wanted. Justin was
hoping she would break up with him but she didn't. He knew that if he broke
up with her this close to homecoming, everyone at school would think he was
a complete prick. By the end of the call, she seemed okay, except she
wanted to know when they were going to get together to fuck. The thought of
it made Justin shudder.

The next day after practice, both were eager for some time alone, even if
it was only for a few minutes in the car. It was the first time that Ethan
didn't want to stay late for some additional training.

"You know we're leaving earlier than normal." Justin told Ethan as he drove
towards home.

Ethan was paying half attention to Justin while comparing how big Justin's
hand was, compared to his. As soon as Justin had pulled out of the school
parking lot, he put his hand on Ethan's leg and Ethan took hold of Justin's
hand. It was the first time they had held hands. "Yeah, my mom will wonder
why I'm done so early."

"Yeah. There's a park kinda on the way home. We could go hang out for a few
minutes." Justin told him.

"That'd be cool. Are there a lot of people there?" Ethan asked.

"Nah, it's really just a big water retention area with a parking lot."

"Ah, so we might be alone." Ethan concluded.

They pulled into the deserted parking lot a few minutes later. Justin found
a spot far from the entrance but one where he could still see someone
coming.

"So, is this why you wanted to start taking me home?" Ethan asked with just
a hint of sarcasm.

"Hmmm, maybe. It's just been way too long since I've kissed you." Justin
answered leaning towards Ethan.

Ethan smiled as he leaned towards Justin. They kissed warm and gently and
then smiled at each other. The kiss that followed, however, was hungry,
passionate, more like they hadn't seen each other for a couple of weeks
instead of not having been alone for a couple of days. Ethan reached down
between Justin's legs, feeling his hardness, just like he knew he
would. Justin had worked his hand under Ethan's t-shirt to feel the smooth
skin of Ethan's chest and belly. After exchanging long, hard and deep
kisses, Justin started kissing Ethan's neck, remembering how much it made
him squirm and it had the same effect again.

Ethan let out a soft giggle and moan, "Justin, that's killing me."

"Uh huh", Justin whispered in Ethan's ear while unbuttoning his jeans.

Ethan thought about asking if they should really do that here but when
Justin had unzipped his jeans to reach Ethan's rigid dick, he lost that
whole train of thought.

Justin kissed Ethan again, pushing his tongue deep in Ethan's mouth while
pulling out his erection, "Hey, just make sure to let me know if someone
pulls in."

"Uh huh." Ethan replied in a coarse whisper as Justin went down on him in
the car.

It was cramped and awkward but Justin didn't care as he worked over Ethan's
cock with his mouth. He felt Ethan's hands on his head while Ethan was
doing his best to thrust upward to match the movement of his head. Justin
had had sex in the car before and it pretty much sucked but this was
fucking hot. Justin would think about it later and realized that any sex
with Ethan was probably going to be fucking hot.

Ethan was breathing heavy and he could feel his orgasm building and
building, "Shit Justin...almost there!"

Justin could feel Ethan's throbbing dick swell even bigger. Ethan grabbed a
handful of Justin's hair as his dick pulsed and this time, Justin was sure
that Ethan had shot a little cum in his mouth. It wasn't a lot but there
was definitely some. It didn't taste all that bad and Justin swallowed it
down.

"Shit, that was fucking hot!" Ethan exclaimed.

"No shit, you definitely shot that time, lil e," Justin told him.

"Really? I thought it felt like last time. Did it taste okay?" Ethan asked.

Justin laughed, it was a funny question, "Yeah, it was okay, I guess. Here,
taste."

Justin leaned over and kissed Ethan again.

 "I could only taste you!" Ethan giggled, reaching down to touch Justin's
cock, "I think I want to taste this."

Justin pulled his cock out for Ethan and leaned the car seat back. Ethan
didn't hesitate because he was so eager to make Justin cum again. He went
down on Justin's cock with a fevered hunger. Ethan had to kneel on the car
seat so he could lean over the center console. While Ethan slowly worked
his tongue and mouth on Justin's dick, Justin rubbed Ethan's back.

"God, Ethan!" was all Justin could say, lost in pleasure. Ethan's jeans
were still undone, so Justin was able to slide his hand into them to
squeeze and rub Ethan's butt cheeks. Justin pushed his hand deeper so he
could reach Ethan's nuts and then run his middle finger along Ethan's taint
until he was pushing against Ethan's tight little butt hole. Justin didn't
force it in but applied gentle pressure.

Ethan was sucking and licking Justin's cock but definitely noticed Justin's
finger pressing against his asshole. It was another strange but good
feeling. Ethan could also tell that Justin was getting close to cumming
again. Ethan had trouble getting very much of Justin's big dick in his
mouth in the first place but right before Justin came, it was almost
impossible.

Justin knew he was about to blow a huge fucking load. Blowing Ethan first
made Justin even more ramped up and now, between Ethan's enthusiastic blow
job and touching his hot little ass, Justin could tell he was about to have
a monster orgasm.

"Shit Ethan, I'm gonna cum!" Justin warned, in between soft grunts.

Ethan heard the warning and kept blowing Justin. The car was filled with
the sound of Justin's grunts and the wet sounds of Ethan dealing with
Justin's primed and ready to blow dick.

Justin couldn't pull out because he was sitting. He tried unsuccessfully to
push Ethan's head out of the way and, after holding out as long as he
could, he gave into a monstrous orgasm.

"Aaaargh!! Fuck!!" Justin yelled as he came.

Ethan didn't let Justin push him off his dick and then he felt Justin's
body tighten up. He nearly gagged as the first spurts of cum hit the back
of his throat. Ethan recovered but it seemed like the cum would never stop
filling his mouth. Ethan couldn't handle it all and jizz dribbled out of
his mouth and down Justin's shaft. Finally, it stopped and Ethan sat up,
looking at Justin with wide eyes and cheeks puffed out like a gerbil
storing food. There was cum dribbling down his chin.

Justin smiled but suppressed the laugh that welled up inside him. He
realized that Ethan didn't know what to do with his mouthful of spunk,
"Open the door and spit it out!"

Ethan opened the car door and emptied his mouth onto the parking lot, "Damn
Justin, I thought you were going to drown me!"

Justin had to laugh at that, "It's all your fault, I don't think I've ever
cum like that before!"

Ethan smiled, wiping his mouth with his hand, "You're just saying that."

"Not a chance, it was so fucking good." Justin said, "So, how does it
taste?"

Ethan smiled, "Why don't you have a taste?"

Justin kissed Ethan deeply and he actually could taste something a little
different than when he normally kissed Ethan. It wasn't bad and it was
actually kind of kinky when he thought about the guys at his school that
said they would never kiss a girl after they came in her mouth.

"So much for 'talking' on the car ride home." Ethan teased.

"Technically, this isn't the car ride. I'm sure that we'll do a little
talking." Justin countered.

"I don't know. I might be too tired to talk." Ethan said, leaning back in
the car seat, closing his eyes.

"Yeah, with your hard work at training and then this bonus training
session, you must be worn out. I've still got to go to my club training
tonight." Justin said, leaning over and giving Justin a kiss on the lips.

Ethan didn't open his eyes and just smiled, kissing Justin back, "I don't
know if this 'bonus' training will make me a better keeper but it was lots
of fun."

Justin reluctantly started up the car, "Shit, I don't know if fun really
sums it up, but this was mind blowing, although I still like it better when
I can get you totally naked."

Ethan giggled, "Yeah, but it's kind of wild, doing it outside."

"Uh huh, I better get you home so your mom doesn't freak." Justin told
Ethan as he pulled out of the parking space.

******************************************************************* Ethan's
Journal "We messed around in Justin's car today on the way home from
practice. It was a little weird and crowded at first. Justin sucked me and
made me shoot! It was not like when he does it but I felt the cum shoot
out. Speaking of shooting. Justin did it in my mouth! I wanted him to and
it was fucking hot but I thought I was going to puke. It tasted okay but he
shot so much cum tonight. I had to spit it out. Next time I am going to
swallow it I think since I will be more ready. When I was sucking Justin he
was touching my butthole. He is always touching my butt. I guess he likes
it! It felt kind of good when he touched my butt hole. I know that gay guys
do it in the butt but I do not know if Justin wants to do it or if I want
him to."  *******************************


"Hey coach." Justin walked into Coach Lambert's office. He had a note to
come see the coach when he had chance, which probably meant that he wasn't
in trouble.

Coach Lambert looked up and smiled, "Justin, good to see you. I have some
good news."

Justin smiled, "I can always use good news. What's up?"

"I heard back from the men's soccer coach at the University of Maryland and
they're interested in you."

Justin's smile got even bigger. Maryland was one of the top soccer schools
in the country, "Really? I didn't even send them anything."

"I sent them your highlights from last season as well as the whole
championship match. I had heard that their back-up keeper was kicked out of
the university and their starting keeper is a senior. I didn't want to get
your hopes up but they were really impressed. I need to get your club
schedule to them because they're hoping to see you play in the next few
weeks before our season starts." explained Coach Lambert.

"I'll email it to you when I get home. I can't thank you enough, I owe you
another one Coach. This is fu... um awesome!" Justin held out his hand to
Coach.

Coach Lambert took Justin's hand with a chuckle, "You're welcome but you
earned the chance. Don't do anything stupid and keep your grades up. Okay?"

Justin nodded, "For sure. You know me coach."

Coach Lambert shook his head, "Yeah, I know you, be smart. By the way Coach
Jones called me yesterday."

"Oh yeah?"

"He wanted to thank me for sending you his way. He said you've done a great
job with his little keeper and you helped with the rest of the team as
well. I have to be honest with you. You actually surprised me kiddo." Coach
Lambert said.

"What's so surprising?" Justin asked with a smile.

"Don't take this wrong. I teach and coach you guys because I really enjoy
it but boys your age are usually pretty damn selfish and self absorbed. I
knew you would do a decent job but figured you'd do the minimum and be done
with it. It sounds like you really went above and beyond. I have to thank
you and say that I'm impressed."

Justin knew that helping Ethan wasn't exactly selfless, "Thanks Coach, I
have to admit it turned out to be a lot more fun than I though it would
be."

************************************************************************

After training that night, Justin and Ethan were both eager to stop at the
park again. Justin was really surprised that Ethan let him cum in his mouth
again, after nearly choking the night before but even more surprised that
Ethan didn't spit it out. Car sex was hot but Ethan understood what Justin
had said the night before about being totally naked. He missed being able
to see Justin's hot body and be physically close to Justin when they were
making out like when he spent the night.

When they had finished, Justin told Ethan about the news Coach Lambert had
given him.

"Wow, that's really cool. You're gonna go all the way to Maryland." Ethan
forced enthusiasm into his voice.

Justin saw the brief sad look on Ethan's face, "Maybe, right now I'm just
excited that they want to come scout me. Besides, lil e, it would be like a
year from now."

Ethan smiled, "Yeah, I'm real happy for you."

"You wanna know something?" Justin asked.

"What?"

"I know a lot guys that go to camps and spend money on personal trainers
and all they talk about is getting a scholarship. It's why they try to play
for the best clubs and make a big show in High School ball. I'm not going
to lie, I'll be watching the National team play or maybe like an English
Premiere match and think, maybe one day that could be me, but it's not why
I do it." Justin told Ethan.

"Then why?" Ethan asked. Going to college to play soccer seemed pretty
awesome to him.

"I've never really told anyone this." Justin said, looking into Ethan's
eyes, "I just love playing and I love going out there knowing that I'm
good. It's not about being conceited, I know how hard I work to be good and
it feels good. I guess that sounds stupid."

Ethan thought about it for a moment, "No, it's not stupid. It actually
sounds really cool to love something so much that you work hard without
anyone making you."

Justin ruffled Ethan's hair, "God, you're such a little brainiac. I knew
there was a reason I like you besides your hot little bod."

They shared another long kiss before the drive home.

*****************************************************************

Ethan's Journal "We messed around in Justin's car again and it was really
hot. He shot in my mouth again but this time I swallowed it. He said I am
"kinky hot"!!  He played with my butthole again too and I thought he was
going to stick his finger in me but he did not.  Justin told me he might go
to Maryland next year to play soccer. That would suck but I am happy for
him. I was thinking after he told me about how hard he works to be good and
how much he loves to play soccer. I really like it now and not just because
of Justin but I do not love it like he does. I think I love to write. I
know it is geeky but after hearing about how Justin works so hard to be
good because he likes being good at it (he said I am the only one he told
that to!) I think I want to do the same thing with writing. They have a
writing club at school and I think I am going to join it."
***************************************

Ethan's team won their next game 3-2. Justin had promised to take Ethan out
on the weekend to celebrate but Ethan found out that he was going to see
his grandmother.

"It's so f'ing boring at my grandma's house." Ethan whined the next day at
the park as he was buttoning up his jeans. His victory celebration was
Justin making him cum twice in the car.

"Yeah, it sucks. I can't believe we're not going to get together this
weekend. Can you at least get online to message me?"  Justin asked.

"Yeah, I can bring my laptop. But it's not the same thing as being with
you." Ethan replied.

"Well, that's true." Justin agreed, "Hey, do you have a half day next
Wednesday?"

"Umm, yep, I do. Why?"

"Well, boy genius, I'll give you a clue. I've got a half day too." Justin
teased.

Ethan cocked his head, pretending to think, "Hmmm, I don't know, maybe you
want me to help you with your home work?"

Justin gave Ethan a playful thump on the head, "You're not that smart, lil
e. I can pick you up at school. My mom doesn't get home until like four so
we'd have plenty of time alone."

"I guess that would be fun and I don't think I have anything else to do."
Ethan said, pretending to be apathetic.

"You're such a little ass!" Justin responded.

"Uh huh, I think you mean you like my little ass." Ethan said.

Justin grinned, realizing Ethan knew he had a growing obsession with his
butt, "I might like it a little bit."

Ethan giggled and said sarcastically, "Oh okay, 'just a little bit'."

Justin leaned over, kissed Ethan and then said, "Fucking brat."

************************************************************************
Ethan left Friday, right after practice, making both Justin and Ethan sad,
since his parents picked him up at school. They couldn't even have a
goodbye in the park. Justin had thought that maybe a little break was a
good idea anyway. He hadn't seen Jennifer outside of school in weeks. She
was giving him a load of shit about it and her huge circle of friends were
shooting him harsh looks every time he ran into one. Jennifer was busy on
Friday, which was fine since Justin had an eight am game on Saturday. He
had the whole evening to just gel and go to sleep early without any
drama. After dinner out with his parents, he watched a couple of movies in
his bedroom. Every time he got a text, he was certain it would be
Ethan. Justin noted that every time it wasn't, a feeling of disappointment
nagged at him. So much for the idea of a little break being a good idea.

Ethan was equally disappointed. His grandmother didn't have wireless and
all the neighbors had passwords on their networks. They arrived late and
ate dinner. After that, Ethan's dad hogged the computer the rest of the
night, checking on his fantasy football teams. He hoped that Justin wasn't
waiting up for him to text. The next day wasn't any better. His mom and
grandmother dragged him along to a craft fair, lunch at a diner, where the
average age was probably seventy, and finally a movie that almost made him
fall asleep.

Justin woke up early on Saturday and had a great game, winning a two to nil
shutout. He was supposed to go to a party that night with Jennifer and he
knew he couldn't get out of it. The good thing was that Matt was going with
one of Jennifer's friends, so he'd at least be able to talk to someone.
Justin picked her up as late as he could and when they arrived at the party
almost everyone seemed to be half drunk. Parties were always the best with
Jennifer because after they made their rounds as a couple (Justin was
finally figuring out that, just like her clothes, make up and social
circle, he was another 'thing' to show off her status), Jennifer would talk
to her friends and Justin could slip off on his own.

Justin was sitting on a couch with Matt when Ethan finally texted him. When
he saw who it was, a feeling of relief and happiness washed over him. Ethan
told him all about the long drive and then his day with his grandmother and
mom. Justin told Ethan about his match, going into detail on every save.

"That's the first time I've seen you smile all night." Jennifer suddenly
said.

Justin looked up and stammered, "Um, I guess."

"Who are you texting?"  Jennifer asked accusingly.

"A friend from soccer. Why?" Justin had recovered from Jennifer surprising
him and now he was getting annoyed.

"You've been acting weird for weeks. You sure it isn't another girl?"
Jennifer asked a little softer, taken aback by Justin's harsh tone.

Justin shook his head and sighed, "Jennifer, I can tell you with absolute
honesty, the last thing I want is another girl."

 "Okay, I guess I believe you." Jennifer finally said, before someone
greeted her and she was off again.

Justin sighed one more time. He had told Ethan he was at a party, hanging
out with Matt. He didn't say anything about being there with Jennifer. He
hated talking about Jennifer with Ethan and would change the subject
whenever she came up.

Ethan: what are we going to do on wednesday?

Justin: i know wat i'm doing

Ethan: what?

Justin: u :)

Ethan: lol i'm doing you first!

Justin: we'll see

Ethan: damn i got to go. my lame ass dad needs to get online

Justin: ok gnite lil e miss u

Ethan: i miss you to good night Justin

****************************************************************

"It's about time Ethan." Ethan's dad said.

"Sorry, just doing some research." Ethan responded as he shut down his lap
top.

"Uh huh, probably researching some porn." his dad teased.

"Jim! That's not even funny and quit teasing him." Ethan's mom yelled.

Ethan wasn't even really paying attention. He was already thinking about
next Wednesday and even the next time he'd be with Justin in the park. It
was making him horny and he was already beginning to chub up.

"I need a shower anyway." Ethan told his dad.

Ethan's mom watched her son walk away, thinking about how he was growing up
so quickly. It wasn't that long ago he had to be told to take a shower.

"You know he's still a little boy and it's really gross that you're even
thinking about him looking at porn." she told her husband after Ethan left
the room.

"Fuck, okay. I was only joking but I'm sure he's seen a pair of tits online
before." Ethan's dad replied.

"Well, I hope not, he's my shy little guy and I'm sure...." Ethan's mom
said, emphasizing the 'I'm sure', ".... sex is the last thing on his mind."

A few minutes later Ethan was in the shower reliving his victory
celebration with Justin. He pumped his hand feverishly up and down his hard
dick, imagining it was Justin's mouth. Ethan had the middle finger of the
other hand pressed against his asshole just like Justin had done. Except
Justin's finger wasn't slick with water and shampoo, so Ethan's slipped
into the tight opening just as he started cumming. It felt real good
combined with the orgasm. Ethan was facing away from the water spray and he
looked down at his hard cock to see the almost clear cum ooze out of the
slit. He took a deep breath, feeling his ecstasy start to ebb away and
smiled, wondering what Justin was doing.

The evening had gone better than Justin had hoped. Matt had loosened up
after a couple of beers and was a lot more fun than he expected. He also
met a few other guys from school that he hadn't talked to in awhile and it
was good to catch up. It was all good, until Jennifer showed up again to
drag him off to one of the bedrooms.

Jennifer had kept an eye on Justin all evening. It pissed her off that it
looked like he was having a better time texting whoever than he was having
with her. Yeah, she had to make her rounds and talk to everyone that
mattered but Justin should at least come check on her every now and
then. To make matters worse, some of her friends had asked if everything
was all right between them. Plus they hadn't fucked for a couple of weeks
and she needed to get off. Doing it at the party would show everyone that
everything was good with them and she could get off.

Before, sex with Jennifer was okay but had grown a little boring. For the
first time in Justin's life, sex with a girl was bordering on being flat
out gross. He endured the kissing and then Justin barely managed to get
hard enough to put on the condom. The only fortunate thing was that
Jennifer was really horny and it didn't take her long to get off. Justin
pretended to cum almost at the same time. Jennifer was actually ecstatic
because it was the first time they had simultaneous orgasms. After a quick
kiss goodnight, Justin dropped her off, with relief.

 By the time Justin had laid down in his own bed, he was thoroughly
depressed. He had never felt like he was cheating on Jennifer when he was
with Ethan but he definitely felt wrong about fucking Jennifer. He wasn't
sure why. He wasn't "going out" with Ethan and Ethan knew about
Jennifer. He also had never asked Justin to stop seeing her but Justin
still felt guilty. Maybe guilty wasn't the right word. It was more like a
combination of guilt and confusion. Confusion and guilt about what to do
with Jennifer and exactly what he and Ethan were to one another.

Monday, Justin and Ethan were back to their routine, although, after not
seeing each other for a few days, they were even more eager than
usual. Ethan kept trying get his hand down Justin's shorts on the drive
over to the park. Justin kept laughing and yelling that if Ethan made him
cum in his shorts, he'd have to walk home. They both came quickly and had
time to kiss and talk in the car before they headed home. Ethan told Justin
about talking to the Creative Writing Club sponsor.

"She's really nice. Their meetings are after school but she said I could
write stuff and give it to her and she would read it for me. I'll start
going to the meetings when soccer is over." Ethan explained.

"That sounds really cool lil e. I know you like to write, so it'll be good
for you." Justin told him.

"You don't think it's too geeky?" Ethan asked.

Justin smiled at him, "Nah, doing what you like, doesn't make you geeky."

That made Ethan smile, "Thanks!"

"Besides, you're still a big geek, no matter what you do." Justin teased.

Ethan punched Justin, "And you're still a big asshole!"


Ethan was excited because he had a game after school that day. He enjoyed
playing but he really liked knowing that Justin was watching him. It didn't
make him nervous. In fact, it pushed Ethan to play harder. The rest of the
school day seemed to drag on forever. He was waiting for his friend Kevin
so they could walk to Spanish class together on the other side of
campus. Kevin walked up holding hands with a girl that Ethan had seen him
talking to last week. Kevin and the girl hugged each other before she went
on her way and Kevin walked over to him.

"Hey Ethan." Kevin greeted Ethan.

"Hi. How's it going?"

"Really good. Did you see my girlfriend?" Kevin asked.

"Girlfriend?" Ethan asked in return.

Kevin nodded, "Yeah. I asked her out last week. She's hot, huh?"

"Yep, she's really cute." Ethan agreed, while thinking she was a little
chubby.

"I've been dying to ask her out for weeks." Kevin admitted.

"That's cool. So what do you guys do?" Ethan asked.

"We're going to the mall and the movies this weekend."

Ethan chuckled, "No, I mean do you guys kiss and stuff."

"Not yet, but I'm hoping we will this weekend. Have you kissed anyone yet?"
Kevin asked.

"Yeah, I have." Ethan admitted without thinking.

"Really? I've never even seen you really talk to a girl. Who was she?"

"Umm, you wouldn't know her." Ethan replied quickly.

This time it was Kevin who chuckled, "You're so full of crap. You haven't
kissed anyone except your mom."

Ethan was getting pissed, "Whatever, Kevin. You're such a fucking dick."

Kevin was shocked. He had known Ethan since the third grade and he had
never heard him cuss, "I was only kidding, okay. If you say you kissed
someone, then you did."

"I don't give a shit if you believe me or not." Ethan was still mad but not
entirely at Kevin. They finished walking to class without saying a word.


Justin was there to warm Ethan up for his match like normal. Ethan wasn't
very talkative but seemed really focused, "Are you okay today?"

Ethan threw the ball back to Justin, "I'm good, why?"

"You're a little quiet." Justin pointed out before he drop kicked the ball
back to Ethan.

"I'm just getting ready to play." Ethan said. He had a lot on his mind and
focusing on playing made it easier to put it off.

"Not a problem. You're looking really good today." Justin assured him.

Ethan was focused and had his best match. His team was playing one of the
teams that had trounced them earlier in the season. The other team was
cocky and Ethan's team had improved a lot, especially Ethan. They won two
to nil and Justin was excited about Ethan's first shut out. Ethan's dad had
come to the match and was so proud that he didn't even make any smartass
comments. The downer was that he took Ethan home. Ethan really needed to
talk to Justin about some things and didn't want to wait until
tomorrow. Justin had club training, so he couldn't even text him that
night.

**********************************************************************
Ethan's Journal

"We won 2-0 today. It was my first shutout! Justin was really proud of me
and so was my dad. I get to hang with Justin tomorrow at his house because
it's a half day. I can not wait not only because I want to have sex but I
need to talk to him. I lost it today with my friend Kevin. I am not sure
why. Watching him with his girlfriend made me feel lonely. I do not know if
lonely is the right word. Any way he said I was lying about kissing a
girl. He was right because I have not kissed a girl but I have done a lot
more than that with Justin. I just can not talk about it. It sucks I like
Justin so much and we can not be together all the time."
*********************************

It was the longest half in the history of half days. Both boys watched the
clock all morning long and when the bells rang, Ethan ran to the place
where they were supposed to meet and Justin was lucky he didn't get busted
for speeding.

Ethan had wanted to talk to Justin before they started anything, but when
they got to his house, Justin looked deep into his eyes and everything else
was forgotten. They stripped off their clothes in-between kisses. Ethan was
on top of Justin, grinding his cock against Justin's stomach, kissing him
deeply. Justin had both hands on Ethan's ass, pulling him tighter against
him. Ethan sat up on Justin's thighs. He squeezed his hard dick together
with Justin's, slowly stroking them.

Ethan had a little smile on his face, "It's so big."

Justin watched Ethan, "You're so sexy."

"When I'm with you, I feel really sexy." Ethan told him.

"You're always really sexy, lil e. That feels good. You wanna try
something?" Justin asked.

Ethan cocked his head, still squeezing and stroking their erections
together, "Something new?"

"Well, not really new, but turn around so you can suck me and I can suck
you." Justin instructed.

"That sounds really hot." Ethan responded with enthusiasm.

Ethan turned around so his butt was facing Justin's face. He started to
slowly lick the engorged head of Justin's cock, tasting his precum. After
the rushed blowjobs in the car, Ethan wanted to take his time.

"You need to scoot back some more, I can't reach you." Justin said with a
gentle laugh.

Ethan stopped licking Justin's cock and moved back, "Well, you're too
tall."

Justin had to really crane his neck but he could finally reach Ethan's
crotch. The scent was absolutely intoxicating. Justin loved the way Ethan
smelled. Even after training, he didn't stink. His sweat had a very mild
and pleasing scent. He didn't go straight for Ethan's dick. Instead, he
gently lapped Ethan's nuts and taint, which practically buried his nose in
Ethan's asshole. It smelled the same way the rest of Ethan did, only a
little stronger.

Ethan had moved on from gently licking Justin's cock head to slowly
sucking. Ethan couldn't get much in because of how far he moved back but it
was enough to keep Justin more than happy. Ethan loved it when Justin
licked his nuts and it was almost impossible to do in the car, so it was a
real treat.

Justin was in sensory overload. This was the longest he had ever spent with
his face buried in Ethan's crotch. His tongue thoroughly explored Ethan's
scrotum and taint and then, just for the briefest moment, it flitted across
Ethan's butt hole. He didn't think he had meant to but he knew that wasn't
true, it was just so tempting, he couldn't help himself. Licking Ethan's
ass was amazingly arousing and raunchy even if only for a moment. He went
back to licking Ethan's nuts and finally worked his way to Ethan's rigid
dick. It was a little awkward getting Ethan's dick in his mouth.

Ethan was really working Justin's dick good when he felt the warm wetness
of Justin's tongue on his asshole. It sent a chill through his whole body
even though it was only for a second. He was too busy to think much about
it except that it was probably an accident. Justin was sucking his dick now
but Ethan didn't think he would cum because Justin had to pull Ethan's dick
back towards him and he was so hard that it felt weird. It didn't matter
much to Ethan because he was really focused on making Justin cum and he
could feel Justin's cock head swelling even bigger so he knew Justin was
getting close.

Despite the awkward position, Justin didn't have any trouble blowing his
load. Besides sucking Ethan's cock, he had a fantastic view of Ethan's nuts
and ass. It was amazing and the orgasm matched. Even though Justin had
jerked off that morning (he didn't want to cum too soon with Ethan), it was
another gusher. Justin didn't need to announce that he was cumming anymore
since Ethan liked it when he came in his mouth plus he couldn't, since his
mouth was full of Ethan's dick.

Ethan savored the feeling and taste of Justin's cum shooting in his
mouth. He wasn't sure why he liked it so much but there was something about
it that just made him so hot. He finished gulping down Justin's cum and
then slowly pulled his dick out of Justin's mouth.  Ethan turned around,
sitting on Justin's chest, "That was really hot!"

Justin smiled at Ethan, "Yeah, you didn't cum yet though."

"You gonna fix that?" Ethan said as he moved closer to Justin's face.

"Uh huh", Justin replied, as put his hands on each of Ethan's butt cheeks
and pulled him even closer.

Ethan put his hard-on in Justin's waiting mouth and started fucking his
face really slow. Ethan had both hands on Justin's head and was watching
his dick slide in and out of Justin's mouth.

"You're getting pretty good at this." Ethan teased in a whisper.

Justin glanced up at Ethan to see him smiling down at him. Ethan had picked
up the tempo and was fucking Justin's face with gusto. It wasn't long
before Ethan let out a muffled grunt and Justin felt his cock flex and the
cum squirt into his mouth. Ethan pulled out and slid back so he could kiss
Justin long and hard. Ethan laid on top of Justin with his head on his
chest for a long time with Justin's arms wrapped around him.

Finally Ethan asked, "Am I your boyfriend?"

Justin was still muddled in post sex bliss, "Huh?"

"Like, are we boyfriends?" Ethan asked again.

Justin didn't say anything for a while. He had spent some time thinking
about what they were but there wasn't really an answer and he wasn't real
comfortable talking about it, so he said, kind of jokingly, "Why, are you
asking me out?"

Ethan could tell Justin was joking, "No, I'm just wondering."

Justin could tell something was bothering Ethan, so he tried harder to
lighten the mood, "Just checking, cuz home coming is this weekend and you'd
look real cute in a dress."

Ethan rolled off of Justin, "It's not funny Justin. We've been hanging out
for weeks and after everything we do together, it feels like you're my
boyfriend because I really care about you." Ethan was glaring at him.

"Don't get all mushy on me, lil e."

That pissed Ethan off even more and he could feel his eyes tear up with
anger and other emotions. He sat on the edge of the bed facing away from
Justin. He didn't want Justin to see him cry, "Don't be such a hard ass
Justin."

"I'm not. It's just...., I don't know what to say." Justin said softly. He
never saw this coming.

"I want you to be my boyfriend." Ethan said.

Justin sighed, "Is the label important? What we have is really special."

Ethan didn't say anything for a while, "I know but..."

"But what?" Justin prodded.

"I want to know what we are to each other. I mean even my retarded friend
Kevin has a girlfriend. They walk around school holding hands." Ethan
finished.

"We're both guys and it's not that easy for guys to be together like that."
Justin said. He knew gay guys at school and it looked like that was their
whole identity, much like most people thought soccer was his, he conceded
to himself.

"I know that but we still have to be something." Ethan pushed back.

Justin still didn't know what to say, "Lil e we are something, I'm not sure
what but I don't know if saying we're boyfriends is the right thing."

"Why?!", Ethan almost yelled this time.

Justin was panicking on the inside, "Because I don't even really know what
it would mean to be your boyfriend."

The tears started to trickle, "Is it because of Jennifer? Do you know what
it means to be her boyfriend?"

'Oh shit' Justin thought to himself, "No, it's got nothing to do with her."

"I bet you're going to home coming with her." Ethan said, trying hard to
keep his voice from cracking.

The home coming joke was biting him on the ass but Justin wasn't going to
lie, "Yeah, but I have to go."

"You have to go? You probably have to mess around with her too, I guess,"
Ethan asked sarcastically.

"Shit Ethan. I asked her before I met you and it's just something I have to
do." Justin explained lamely.

"You like girls better. I always knew you did. You can be with me and still
have a girlfriend. I don't want a girlfriend. I don't like girls like that
and I don't think I ever will." Ethan said his voice cracking with emotion,
"I need to go home."

Justin put both arms around Ethan, squeezing him, "It's got nothing to do
with girls."

Ethan sniffed, "Then what?"

"It's all kinds of stuff like ... I'm seventeen and you're twelve." Justin
said without even thinking.

"I don't feel like I'm twelve when I'm with you." Ethan countered.

"But you are and that makes it even harder.", Justin said softly.

Ethan shook his head, "It doesn't stop us from having sex. Is that what you
mean, you just want to be with me for sex?"

"Fuck no. Honestly, before I met you, nothing really mattered to me except
soccer. This is going to make me sound like a total dick but girls, like
Jennifer, were something that I thought I was supposed to do, like going to
school, one more thing to fill the time between training and matches."
Justin explained.

"Is that what I am? Something else to fill time?" Ethan asked softly.

Justin sighed every time he tried to explain things he dug a deeper hole,
"No. I look forward to being with you everyday and not just when we fuck
around but everything. Look, when I first found out I had to work with you,
I thought it was going to be totally lame."

Ethan was still sniffling, "Geez, thanks."

"Let me finish. Once I got to know you, it was the best part of my day. I'm
not sure what we are. Sometimes, it's like you're my little brother,
sometimes my best friend and then other times, so much more than
both. Ethan, I..." Justin paused. After saying it so many times and not
meaning it, he couldn't bring himself to say it the first time it was true,
"...really, really like you. I don't want you to go home now and I don't
want you to go home mad at me, please."

Ethan wiped the tears off of his face and turned his face up to Justin's,
"I really like you too, Justin. I'm sorry. I need to know I'm special to
you. It's hard sometimes wanting to be with you and knowing I can't. I know
we can't walk around holding hands but when it's us, I want to know it's
more than just hanging out."

"It's so much more than that Ethan. Look, I'll break up with Jennifer after
this weekend, I've been wanting to since you spent the weekend at my
house." Justin promised.

"You don't have to do that." Ethan said. He hadn't admitted it to himself
before but he was totally jealous of Jennifer.

"Yeah, I do. It's not fair to her and it's definitely not fair to you."
Justin assured him.

Ethan turned around and kissed Justin hard. It wasn't exactly what he
wanted but it was a start. They talked and cuddled together for a while
before making out again. After each of them had cum again, they had to get
dressed because it was getting dangerously close to when Justin's mom would
get home.  Justin had to check his email and Ethan was curious about
Justin's music, so he let him go through his iTunes.

"Damn Justin, you have a lot of music." Ethan said.

"Yeah, a lot of it's my dad's old CD's. I like all kinds of music though,
well, except country. I can't stand it when kids at school will only listen
to what's on the top 40."

"I know. One minute, they act like a song is the greatest one ever, then
the next minute, it sucks." Ethan agreed, "Speaking of top 40's. You like
JB?"

"JB?" Justin asked back.

"Justin Beiber, like you didn't know. You have one of his videos." Ethan
teased.

"Shut up. It was probably an iTunes free download."

Ethan laughed, "Oh okay, if you say so."

Justin was laying on his bed, so he chucked a pillow at Ethan, hitting him
in the head, "You're such a little prick! I suppose you have better music
than I do?"

"I wish I had even some of the songs you do, I only have a few songs on my
computer. I mostly listen to the radio." Ethan admitted still scrolling
through Justin's library.

"Bring you iPod over and you can sync to my libray.", Justin offered, "See
how nice I am, even though you're a punk!" .

Ethan giggled, "iPod? You don't know my dad. I've got this cheap ass mp3
player he got free when he got some magazine. I think it holds like twenty
songs which is about all I've got"

"Whoops, that really sucks.", Justin conceded.

There was knock at the bedroom door. Ethan looked over at Justin,
concerned, but Justin smiled back.

Justin yelled, "Come in."

Justin's mom opened the door and saw Ethan, "I thought I heard you talking
to someone Justin."

"Hey mom. This is Ethan. Ethan, this my mom, Gloria." Justin made the
introductions.

Ethan gave a shy little wave, "Hi"

Justin's mom smiled at Ethan, "It's really good to finally meet you. What
have you boys been up to today?"

"Not much, we had a half day so we did a little training on our own and
then stopped by here for something to eat. I've got to take Ethan home
pretty soon." Justin told her.

"That sounds good." Gloria said, nodding, as she turned to leave, "Oh, love
bug, we're going to eat at around seven tonight, so try to be home."

Ethan waved goodbye to her with a big smile. As soon as she was gone, he
said, laughing, "'Love bug'? You're 'love bug'?"

Justin threw the other pillow at Ethan, "If you ever call me that, I'll
kick your ass and it doesn't matter how much I really like you!"

Ethan threw one of the pillows back while laughing hysterically, "Oh, don't
worry LB, I won't!"

Justin got off the bed and ran over to Ethan to give him a half-hearted
noogie, "You're such a little shit!!"

Ethan fought Justin off, giggling, "Stop. I didn't call you love bug!"

"Oh you are so dead!" Justin yelled as he renewed his attack.

Justin dropped Ethan at home and felt exhausted. His argument, discussion
or whatever it was with Ethan had left him feeling down and
stressed. Justin knew that even though he and Ethan made up there were
still some unresolved issues. The strange thing was that he had similar
discussions with girlfriends in the past and they had never bothered him
more than just being a temporary inconvenience because he really didn't
care.

Justin knew he cared about Ethan but it didn't change the
circumstances. Whether they called each other 'boyfriend' or something else
they weren't going to be able to be any more public. The cool thing was
that soccer made it possible for them to be together without anyone
thinking it was weird. There was another player on his high school team
that had met a girl at a party. They had sex and started 'dating' but Isaac
found out after a couple of weeks that the girl was in the eighth
grade. Isaac was a sophomore at the time so he was only two years older
than the girl. Still people found out and gave him all kinds of shit about
it. Rico called him a child molester and even though it was just a joke
others picked up on it. Obviously Isaac dumped the girl.  One of Justin's
friends had pointed the girl out at the mall once. She looked like she was
sixteen. Ethan looked like he could still be elementary school besides
being a boy.  Justin still wasn't sure why didn't want to be Ethan's
'boyfriend'. Like he told Ethan, the label shouldn't matter, so why did it
matter so much to Justin?

Ethan's Journal

I had a fight with Justin today. I am not sure why. I never thought I would
ever get mad at Justin. Well I guess because I wanted us to be boyfriends
and he would not say that we were. He said he really likes me and that he
will break up with Jennifer. I am jealous of her because she gets to be
with him like I can't be. I was so happy to be Justin's friend and it was
awesome to have sex with him I did not think I would want more. I want him
to be only mine and I want to be the same thing to him. That is what being
boyfriends means to me. Besides fighting we did something really hot
today. Justin said it was called 69ing. I sucked his dick and he sucked
mine at the same time. He came a lot! He also accidentally licked my
butt. It felt really weird but good. This is kind of strange to admit but I
like how Justin is always touching my butt. It makes me feel sexy. I keep
thinking about what I would do if Justin asked if he could do it my
butthole."

The next day was the final regular season match of Ethan's season. Ethan's
team won easily three to nil and Ethan told Justin he was actually bored
during most of the match. His team had improved so much that Ethan only had
to make a couple of saves. The next week the Junior High School tournament
started and the team believed they had a chance to win.

The next day Justin ran the whole practice at Coach Jones' request. That
meant he didn't do any keeper training with Ethan. Ethan didn't mind that
much because they would have their alone time at the park
afterwards. Besides it was so sexy to watch Justin be in charge.

"Do you want to go to my match tomorrow?" Justin asked Ethan.

Ethan was sitting on Justin's lap, facing Justin, on the driver's seat of
the car. It was cramped and awkward even with the seat pushed all the way
but neither boy minded. They had both already cum but still needed the
physical contact for assurance after their fight. Justin had both hands
down the back of Ethan's jeans cupping his buttocks.

"For sure. I'll ask my mom but I know she'll let me. I wish I could spend
the night again." Ethan replied.

"I know. If I didn't have to go to the fucking football game tonight I'd
ask my parents about it. It wouldn't be like the first time you did
though." Justin said with a smile.

Ethan giggled, "Probably not. You'd still want me to spend the night, even
with your parents there?"

Justin shrugged, "Yeah. My mom thought you were soooo cute. After she met
you she gave my dad all kinds of shit about how I'd make a great big
brother and they should have had another kid. Who knows she might start
calling you love bug!"

Ethan laughed, "I don't think so, you know you're her only little love
bug."

"Shut up.", Justin told him with a smile.

"Why do you have to go to the football game tonight?" Ethan asked.

Justin winced on the inside knowing now he shouldn't have mentioned it. He
explained to Ethan how they were parading out the home coming king and
queen nominations at half time. Then they would announce who won at the
dance on Saturday night.

"If you win do I have to call you 'your highness"? Ethan forced the joke
out. He really didn't want to think about Justin at the dance.

"Haha. You better not. I won't win anyway, it's always a football goon."
Justin told him.

Justin knew it was a mistake mentioning the football game. Ethan seemed
down the rest of the time they were together. Justin had been dreading the
football game and the dance all week now it was even worse.

*********************************************************************

The football team lost the game as usual. Justin felt like he was at a dog
show and he was the prize bitch at half time. Jennifer on the other hand
was in heaven. Justin was at the game with her except at halftime when the
whole school, at least the ones that mattered, got to see her boyfriend
take his place as one of the most popular boys on campus. There was a huge
party after the game. Justin took Jennifer but left after the first hour,
telling Jennifer he had an early match the next day. She knew better than
to interfere with soccer but before he left she did give him a list of
things he had to do to get ready for the dance the next day.

The party had been loud and Justin must have missed his phone ringing. When
he checked in the car he saw that he had three messages from Ethan.

Ethan: hey i can go tomorrow

Ethan: you there?

Ethan: ok i will see you in the morning

Justin sighed and hung his head the night couldn't get any worse. When he
got home he went straight to bed and fought hard to go to sleep. Normally
he'd jerk off if he couldn't sleep but he couldn't even bring himself to do
that.

Justin picked Ethan up early in the morning, "Hey I'm sorry I missed your
texts last night."

Ethan shrugged, "It's okay, I figured you were busy."

"No it was just loud. I would've rather been texting with you.", Justin
said honestly with a yawn.

"You sound tired. Did you stay out late?", Ethan asked trying hard not to
sound accusing.

"No, I couldn't sleep. I just laid in bed forever."

"I should've spent the night then, at least you would have had something to
do.", Ethan said.

Justin laughed, "Yeah that would have been much more fun than looking at
the ceiling."

"Yeah you could've been looking up at my cute face!", Ethan said laughing
as well.

"Maybe I'd rather look at something other than your face lil e!", Justin
shot back.

The rest of drive to Justin's match was loose and casual. Both of them
pushed the night before and the night ahead out of their thoughts. Justin
was easing into the match frame of mind. He was a little more tired than he
preferred but he felt ready to go. They were playing a club that had a good
reputation and usually finished high in the State Cup tournament.

Ethan had learned that when they got to the field to let Justin do his
thing. A lot of the other players greeted him as they arrived and he liked
feeling that he fit in with Justin's teammates. The match was close and
competitive, a lot more competitive than the other two Ethan had
watched. Justin was amazing. Before Ethan was so lost at being with Justin
for the first time he didn't appreciate how good Justin played. Ethan was
sure a couple of shots were going to find the back of the net and then
Justin would make an amazing save. Ethan had never seen anyone move so
fast. He was absolutely the difference in the match and even though the
other team had the most possession and attacked relentlessly, Justin's team
won, one to nil.

For Justin it was the perfect match he had so rigorously trained to
play. During the first half he had noticed a man standing apart from the
crowd on his defensive half. He noticed the guy again the second half but
he had moved so that he was on their defensive half again. Justin wasn't
positive but he was pretty sure it was the scout from Maryland. If it was,
Justin knew he couldn't have watched a better match from almost any high
school aged keeper.

"You really are good.", Ethan said when they got in the car.

Justin smiled at him, "You're just now noticing?"

"Don't be a dick. It's just you played awesome today, I mean I'm sure you
play like that all the time." Ethan explained.

"It's all good. I have to admit today was better than most. It helps when
you play a good team. It gives you the chance to make some saves." Justin
told him. He decided not to mention the scout.

"You made some great saves!", Ethan affirmed.

They talked some more about the game and then Ethan was quiet for a while,
finally he asked, "I guess you've got to get ready for tonight."

Justin had a feeling that when Ethan got quiet that he was thinking about
the dance, "Yeah it sucks. I was hoping we could hang out some more today."

Ethan almost asked 'If it sucks why go?' but he didn't want to fight so he
agreed softly, "Yeah."

Justin paused looking for something to say and change the subject, "What
are you doing today?"

Ethan sighed, "Umm I've got to do my chores and then my mom and dad are
seeing some stupid movie at five o'clock. My dad won't go later when the
movies are full price. I'm going to see that vampire movie instead."

Justin heard the flatness in Ethan's voice, "You're going by yourself?"

Ethan was getting emotional and he was trying to swallow it, "Yep."

That was the last thing they said until they got to Ethan's house. Justin
gave Ethan's neck a brief rub, "I'll talk to you later lil e."

Ethan gave Justin a brief, forced smile, "Have fun tonight."

Ethan couldn't have made a harsher statement with any other words. Justin
had almost wished Ethan had yelled at him instead. He hadn't seen Ethan
look so defeated since the first time they met. Justin felt like a selfish
prick. He had told Ethan that he was going to home coming to be fair to
Jennifer but he knew that wasn't true. Justin didn't give a shit about
Jennifer, going to the dance was another way to save face and make things
easier on himself. He was going to home coming and he was going to hurt the
first person he ever truly loved outside of his parents. Justin couldn't
admit it to Ethan but he could finally admit to himself. He was in love
with Ethan.

As soon as he got into the house the text messages from Jennifer started
coming. It was the same to do list that she gave him at the party. Followed
by a text telling him to call her as soon as Justin got done with his
match. Justin fought the almost overwhelming urge to throw his phone
against the wall. Instead he took a deep breath and called Jennifer.

Ethan went to straight to his room and laid face down on his bed. He didn't
cry even though he felt like it. Crying by himself in his room was
pointless. He knew that Justin was going to the dance for a week and he
knew about Jennifer for almost as long as he knew Justin. He really liked
Justin and all that was part of who Justin was, even if Ethan believed it
was a totally fake part. He laid there thinking about how crappy he felt
and how he should be thankful Justin was his friend at all until his dad
started yelling at him to get 'shit' done.

Ethan got his work done and the reward was going to a movie he didn't
really care about seeing, by himself. His mom asked if he wanted to invite
Kevin but Ethan hadn't talked him since that day he got mad. The movie was
crowded, filled mostly with girls and teen couples because even though it a
vampire movie, it was more of a love story than a horror flick. Ethan
managed to find a spot way up front with empty seats on either side. He
didn't want to sit next some squeally girl or even worse a couple. The
lights went out and the movie crowd cheered. Ethan sunk down in his seat,
it was going to be a long two hours.

The movie started and Ethan could tell it was going to suck. It was about a
brooding teen vampire with a whiny girlfriend that reminded Ethan of
Jennifer. Ethan didn't feel any sympathy for the characters and their
"human dating a vampire" drama.

Ethan thought to himself, "Try being twelve with a seventeen year old
boyfriend who doesn't think he's your boyfriend. At least those two get to
hang out together."

To make matters worse someone sat right next to Ethan even though there
were better seats elsewhere. Ethan ignored them and watched the stupid
film.

"You are such a chick. How can you watch this shit?", the person whispered
to him.

Ethan thought he knew the whisper and looked over seeing Justin next to
him, "Hey I thought...".

Justin smiled at him in the dark, "Shhh I'm trying to watch this crappy
movie."

Ethan returned Justin's smile but he wanted to ask Justin a million
questions. Well, he really wanted to give him a big, wet kiss but he
couldn't do either. They watched the movie and both laughed at all the
wrong parts mostly when the human-vampire couple went on endlessly about
their love being impossible, getting them "shhh'd" by the girls behind
them. Ethan was happy in a way he didn't think was imaginable at the
beginning of the day. The movie would have been horribly boring if he had
watched it alone but with Justin it became the comedy of the year. When it
ended Justin told Ethan to wait as everyone filed out.

Finally when they were pretty much alone Ethan couldn't wait anymore, "I
thought you had to go to home coming?"

Justin shrugged, "I guess 'had to' was a little strong."

Ethan asked, "What about Jennifer?"

Justin really didn't want to talk about it at all but he felt if he could
talk about it with anyone it would only be Ethan, "I called her after my
match and she was such a bossy bitch. Then I thought about you and realized
that it would be completely fucked up to go to keep her happy and have you
sad. Plus she was driving me fucking nuts."

"So you told her you weren't going?", Ethan asked as gently as he could.

"Yeah and that we were over.", Justin said.

He wasn't ready to go into detail about how it all unfolded. Justin was
feeling stressed and pressured about everything, the dance, the home coming
king shit, Jennifer's demands and most of all Ethan. He exploded on the
phone and Jennifer was the one closest to the blast. It was the longest she
had ever been quiet but when she recovered she unleashed a screaming,
crying profanity filled, tirade unlike anything Justin had ever
heard. Justin finally hung up on her. Justin felt guilty that he didn't
handle it the right way, knowing he should have done it weeks a go, but he
was relieved, even knowing he'd pay for it at school for weeks.

Ethan sensed that Justin didn't want to talk about it anymore and that
Justin was still upset. He wanted to give him a hug so bad, "I'm glad we
got to watch the movie."

"Oh yeah, I wouldn't have missed this for anything.", Justin laughed.

"Even being king of home coming?", Ethan asked jokingly.

"And miss all that fine acting? Not a chance.", Justin replied with a big
smile. Being with Ethan made everything else seem like a distant memory.

"I wish we could go hang out at the park right now." Ethan told him.

"No doubt about that but that's part of why I came here. Can you get out
tomorrow morning?", Justin asked.

Ethan thought about it for a moment, "Yeah I can say I'm riding over to
Kevin's. Why?"

Justin nodded, "Cool. My parents are going to a winery or something up
north. They'll be gone all day. I need to be with you real bad, even we
don't...you know?"

Ethan saw the look in Justin's eyes and saw a different need than he was
used to seeing. He knew the horny, hungry look that Justin had sometimes
but this was something else. Even as young and inexperienced as Ethan was,
he saw that Justin needed him because he was hurting, "I'll be there for
sure. I feel bad Justin, you shouldn't have done this for me."

Justin reached out, he wanted to touch Ethan's face but gave his shoulder a
brief squeeze, "I'd do almost anything for you lil e."

Ethan smiled not only because he was happy but he didn't know what to
say. The theater had been almost empty but the cleaning crew had some in to
sweep up the rows and aisles. All Ethan could muster was, "Thank you
Justin."

"It's all good. You better go meet your parents or they'll think you got
abducted. Text me later, okay?" Justin told him.

Ethan nodded, "I'll text you. You sure you don't want to abduct me?"

Justin laughed, "You have no idea how tempting that is."

Ethan didn't want to leave Justin but knew if he pissed his dad off he
might get grounded for the rest of the weekend, "Yeah I'd be a good
prisoner. I better go Justin."

"See you tomorrow?" Justin asked again.

Ethan nodded smiling, "For sure and I think I want to 'you know'."

Justin left using one of the back exits because he didn't want Ethan's
parents to see him. Even though they could say it was a coincidence, he
didn't feel up to talking to anyone besides Ethan. Unfortunately he
couldn't avoid his own mom who unlike Ethan wouldn't let his brief
explanation of why he wasn't going to homecoming go unquestioned.

Finally his dad stepped in, "Gloria, drop it. Can't you tell he's upset?"

"I know he's upset but I think it would help to talk about it." Justin's
mom said.

"I think if he wanted to talk about it he would.", his dad countered.

"I always knew that girl was going to hurt him. Maybe Justin should come
with us tomorrow.", she said in her best mommy voice.

Justin hated it when his parents started talking about him like he wasn't
in the room, "Whoa, I'm not going any where tomorrow and I'm really getting
pissed off. I just need some time."

"Love bug I'm trying to help, if you're really upset it might not be a good
idea for you to be alone.", Justin's mom said soothingly.

Justin forced himself to stay calm, "I'm really okay. I had wanted to break
up with Jennifer for awhile so it's more bad timing than anything."

That answer seemed to appease his mom, "I guess you're right."

"He is right, a little alone time would do him good." Justin's dad agreed
and was surprised how calm Justin was being. Usually he would have lost his
temper by now and it would have turned into a huge argument.

Justin spent the rest of the night in his room. Ethan texted him and they
chatted about everything but mostly about nothing. Ethan avoided asking
Justin any more about Jennifer or the dance. Justin was still dreading
Monday but texting with Ethan and being able to look forward to spending
time with him the next day made it bearable.

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Ethan's Journal

Justin broke up with Jennifer today and did not go to the dance. He did it
for me and I know this makes me sound selfish but I am happy. I hated being
jealous of Jennifer and of Justin going to the dance with her but I can't
help it. He showed up at the movie and surprised me. I could not believe it
was him. The movie sucked so bad but we laughed at it so it was fun. I am
going to Justin's house tomorrow. He said he needed to be with me even if
we did not have sex. That means so much to me but I still want to make out
with him!  ***************************************************************

Justin had told Ethan that his parents were leaving at nine. Ethan was up
early, had breakfast and finished his little bit of weekend homework. He
was at Justin's house a little before ten. As soon as he was inside he gave
Justin the big hug he wanted to give him at the movies.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through that Justin." Ethan told him with his
arms wrapped tightly around Justin's waist.

Justin hugged Ethan back, "It's okay lil e. It's a lot better with you
here."

"So what time are your parents gonna be back.", Ethan asked.

"Late. It's takes like two hours to get there, then they're doing some kind
of tour and lunch. I called them and they're still driving up." Justin
replied. He made the call when he woke up just to make sure they didn't
decide to come home for some reason.

"Mmm we've got like hours?", Ethan said mischievously.

"Uh huh is there something you want to do?", Justin asked with mock
innocence.

Ethan took Justin by the hand leading him to Justin's bedroom, "I've got
some plans."

They took their time beginning with Justin undressing Ethan slowly then
kissing long and hard. Justin ran his hands over Ethan's smooth body. Ethan
wanted to make Justin cum first but Justin wouldn't let him and they traded
off sucking each other before trying sixty-nining again. Ethan was so horny
and worked up he ended up cumming first. That was fine with Justin because
Ethan stayed in the same position with his butt right in Justin's face and
Justin could really focus on the stunning view. Justin blew his load in
Ethan's mouth shortly after Ethan came. They kissed and cuddled, making the
most of being together somewhere other than Justin's car.

Justin had to take a leak and when he came back Ethan was laying on his
tummy reading one of Justin's fitness magazines. He laid down next to him.

"Doesn't this guy play soccer?", Ethan asked point to an ad in the
magazine.

Justin looked at the magazine and gave a chuckle.

"What?" Ethan asked looking over at Justin.

"Yeah that's David Beckham. He's played a little soccer." Justin teased.

"Shut up! I know I'm not Mr. Soccer like you.", Ethan admitted, then
added. "He's really hot."

"Oh he is?", Justin asked pretending to be jealous.

"Yeah... I mean because he looks like you, only older.", Ethan stammered.

Justin gave Ethan a playful smack on the butt, "Nice back pedaling lil e."

Ethan giggled, "Ow! You're much hotter."

"Uh huh." Justin said. He was propped up on one elbow rubbing Ethan's butt
with the other hand. Ethan had the sexiest ass he had ever seen. Justin
remembered the time he was hanging out at a soccer tournament with one of
his teammates, Zach and Zach's dad. Zach and his dad were commenting on
which soccer moms were hot or had fake boobs. When one apparently super hot
MILF (Justin never could understand Zach's thing for older chicks) walked
by, Zach's dad had said, "I'd eat a mile of her shit just to see where it
came from.". Justin had thought that was one of the funniest and grossest
lines he had ever heard. Looking down at Ethan's round little butt he
finally understood what Zach's dad was saying. Thankfully Justin didn't
need to eat any shit to see it. Instead he gave the butt cheek he had
smacked a gentle kiss.

Ethan giggled, "You're a dork today."

Justin took that as encouragement and gave the other cheek a kiss. Ethan's
legs were spread apart so Justin got between them while giving kisses to
alternating cheeks.

Ethan giggle again, "What are you doing?"

"I don't know you've got such cute butt, I can't help myself." Justin
said. He wasn't exactly sure what he was doing but Ethan seemed okay with
it. He kissed Ethan just above his butt crack and then started running his
tongue slowly down Ethan's crack.

Ethan stopped reading the magazine when he felt Justin's tongue moving down
his butt crack slowly towards his butt hole. Justin had briefly licked his
butt a couple of times but even though it was noticeable, Ethan had always
thought it was an accident despite knowing how much Justin liked his
ass. Ethan knew this was no accident and when he felt Justin's hands on his
butt cheeks, spreading them apart to allow Justin access to his butt hole
he let out a gasp as Justin's tongue made gentle contact.

Justin heard the gasp and stopped licking Ethan's butthole, "Is this
alright?"

"Uh huh. It feels...", Ethan was still processing exactly what he felt,
"...really good."

Justin was relieved. He was afraid Ethan would be grossed out. Justin was
the complete opposite of being grossed out. Much like sucking someone's
dick, eating someone's ass wasn't something Justin had imagined himself
doing before he met Ethan. Encouraged by Ethan's reaction Justin spread
Ethan's cheeks even wider and instead of the light tongue flicks he licked
Ethan's anus with enthusiasm.

Ethan really started to squirm when Justin pushed his tongue slight into
Ethan's sphincter and he instinctively pushed his butt back against Ethan's
face. He had never imagined anything feeling that good, "Oh Justin.."

Justin felt Ethan push back against him and could even feel Ethan's butt
hole relax as he continued his oral assault. After a while he eased the tip
of one finger into Ethan's butt before going back to licking.

Ethan's head was swimming but he knew what Justin really wanted. He had
begun recently imagining this moment and it was always Justin asking him so
he was surprised when he asked, "Do you want to?"

Justin was so completely lost in what he was doing that even though he
heard the question he didn't understand what Ethan was asking, "Huh? Do I
want to what?"

"Do you want to...", Ethan paused and looked back at Justin, he was looking
for the right word, he almost said 'hump' but it was too immature, he only
knew one other word to use, "...fuck me?"

Justin couldn't believe Ethan asked but he had to admit really, really
wanted to fuck Ethan. Even though he never really thought about himself
having a big dick and even though he had been fantasizing about fucking
Ethan for weeks, he still had a hard time imagining his dick fitting into
Ethan's cute, little butt hole, "I don't know lil e, I don't want to hurt
you."

Ethan assured him, "No it's okay, I really want to try."

Justin looked at Ethan's face for a moment, "Okay if you're really sure."

"I am.", Ethan said even though he wasn't really sure.

"Okay flip over on your back, I want to see your face to be sure you're
okay." Justin told Ethan.

Ethan flipped over and Justin got back between his legs pushing them
back. He gave Ethan's butt hole some more tonguing before he tried again to
push a finger in again. It started to go in but not easily. Justin was by
no means an expert at anal sex but he knew they needed some type of
lubrication. He only had one thing and reached into his nightstand and
pulled out a tube of hand lotion.

Ethan watched Justin and asked, "What's that?"

"Hand lotion, it's all I've got." Justin told him.

"Why do have hand lotion by your bed?" Ethan asked with a smile.

Justin was squirting the lotion his hand, when he was done he wrapped his
hand around his boner and gave it a couple of strokes smiling at Ethan.

"Ahh I got it." Ethan said giggling.

Justin rubbed some of the hand lotion on Ethan's tight opening, then slowly
started to work his index finger.

Ethan pulled his legs back to give Justin better access while focusing on
Justin's face. Even though Ethan had fingered his own butt before it felt
really different having Justin do it. He had to force himself not tighten
up.

"Is this okay lil e?", Justin asked as he slowly worked his finger in and
out.

It didn't feel bad just kind of strange so Ethan said, "Uh huh."

Justin could feel Ethan relax again and after a few moments he eased his
finger out. He put more had lotion on Ethan's anus and then amply coated
his erection with more.

"Alright buddy, are you ready?", Justin asked.

Ethan was really nervous now, he knew it would probably hurt but he was
also worried about all kinds different of things like that Justin wouldn't
like it or maybe he'd have to take a dump, "I guess so."

Justin saw how nervous Ethan looked, "Are you really sure?"

Ethan forced himself to smile, "Not if you keep asking me dumbass!"

Justin smiled back, "Okay, okay, just tell me if you want me to stop."

Ethan nodded and watched as Ethan pushed his dick against his asshole. It
slipped up towards his nuts.

Justin tried several more times and each time his greasy dick slipped
upwards. It was a lot harder than getting his dick in a vagina. He took a
firm hold of his dick just below the head and pushed it against the tight
opening of Ethan's butt hole. Ethan's sphincter finally relented to the
steady pressure and the heard of Justin's dick slipped in. Justin looked up
at Ethan's face. He was sucking on his lower lip and his eyes opened wide
in distress.

"Do you want me stop." Justin asked concerned even while experiencing the
amazing tightness of Ethan's tight sphincter squeezing his cock head.

Ethan could feel his eyes begin to water at the pain but he thought he
could handle it. He looked up at Justin shaking his head as he muttered
through his tightly closed lips, "Mmm mmm."

Justin's experience with girls helped out. Even though his one attempt with
a virgin was a failure because she said it hurt too much, he was a couple
of other girl's biggest guy so he learned how to take his time with them so
they could get used to his size. He gave Ethan some time to adjust to him
and then gently pushed his erection deeper. Just like when he fingered
Ethan, Justin could feel Ethan's sphincter relax and he began moving his
dick slowly in and out. He moved Ethan's hands away from his legs and
Justin held them gently in place himself. If he felt Ethan tighten up he'd
stop and wait for him to relax again. It was probably the only thing
keeping from cumming after only a couple of minutes.

Ethan concentrated on relaxing because the more he relaxed the less it hurt
and it sure as hell hurt a whole lot less than when Justin first pushed it
in him. He focused on watching Justin's face and absorbing the sensation of
Justin's cock sliding slowly in and out of him. Ethan could finally feel
Justin's hips pressed up against his butt cheeks so he knew all of Justin's
dick was inside him. It was almost amazing when he thought about how big
Justin was.

Justin asked him, "Still okay?"

Ethan nodded staring deep in Justin's eyes. Justin was again experiencing
sensory overload with Ethan. He had never felt anything so amazing, the
combination of how good it felt to be in Ethan, looking into his beautiful
blue eyes and being with some body he loved. He didn't realize it then but
later he understood that even though he had had sex before it was the first
time he made love.

Justin slowly pumped his hips, using short, slow strokes at first gradually
pulling out further, "Christ Ethan this is amazing."

Ethan didn't respond still focusing on Justin's face. Ethan had never
imagined anything like the feeling, as Justin would slowly pull away from
him leaving him feeling empty only to push slowly back into him, filling
him up.

Despite having already cum Justin knew he was going to cum again real soon
even with his slow deliberate thrusts. He didn't try to hold off any longer
because he wasn't sure how Ethan felt even with his assurances that he was
okay. He pushed deep into Ethan as his orgasm exploded, he gasped, "Oh
fuck, I'm cumming."

Ethan didn't need the announcement to know Justin was cumming. The look on
his face said it all. Even though it hurt Ethan already knew he would do it
all over again. He loved making Justin cum but for the first time he could
look at the ecstasy in Justin's face as he came and almost as amazing was
feeling Justin's penis pulse inside him as it shot cum into his butt. He'd
remember that far more than the pain he felt.

Justin stayed inside Ethan even after he let his legs go and leaned over to
kiss his lips, gently sliding his tongue into Ethan's mouth.  Ethan kissed
Justin back passionately. Finally after a long kiss. Justin slowed pulled
out and Ethan let out a little "Eee".

"Are you alright." Justin asked concerned again.

"Yeah felt weird when you pulled it out.", Ethan told him taking deep
breaths. His butt did feel weird, besides being sore, as his sphincter
adjusted to no longer having to accommodate Justin's girth.

Justin saw the look on Ethan's face and was still worried, "Are you sure
you're okay. Did it hurt?"

Ethan smiled up at him, "Stop asking me that already. I'm just a little
sore. Did you like it?"

 "Oh my God lil e, you were fucking amazing but we don't have to do it
again." Justin said looking down at Ethan concerned, even though Justin
knew he would probably do it again right then if Ethan wanted.

Ethan smiled, "Stop! Don't you know I'd do almost anything for you?"

Justin gave him another kiss, "I think I've heard that before."

Ethan giggled, "Uh huh. I mean it though."

"So did I." Justin assured him.

Justin found his boxers and gave himself and Ethan a quick wipe down before
laying down next to Ethan. He pushed his hand between Ethan's legs. His
dick, that had gone limp after Justin entered him, went hard almost
instantly.

"Looks like this still works." Justin noted out loud.

"Uh huh." Ethan agreed.

"I think I owe you something.", Justin said as he went down on Ethan.

Ethan closed eyes as Justin sucked his dick. He was thinking about Justin's
face just as Justin came and the feeling of Justin being inside him.  It
didn't take long before he spurted his little bit of young cum in Justin's
mouth. They spent more time in bed, kissing, wrestling and talking before
taking a shower together and getting lunch.  By the time Ethan headed home
all the drama with Jennifer was forgotten.
***************************************************** Ethan's Journal

Well I do not really know any other way of saying this so I will just say
it. Justin fucked me today! It hurt a lot at first. I know it is weird but
I liked it. It was so cool to see his face when he shot. I could even feel
it in my butt when he did. It was kinky awesome! He said we did not have to
do it again but I want to. Not for a while though because my butt hole
still hurts a little. He was so careful and kept asking me if I was ok. It
was cute. Before he did it he licked my butt for a long time and even stuck
his tongue in it. I know it sounds nasty but oh my god it felt so good. I
am wondering if Justin would want me to do it to him. He did not seem sad
any more about the dance and stuff. Justin walked me almost all the way
home and said he wanted to kiss me right on the street! That would have
been crazy!  ****************************************************

The next day at training Justin resisted the urge to keep asking Ethan if
he was okay. Ethan seemed fine and the hard part for both of them was not
exchanging goofy smiles that might make Ethan's teammates wonder what was
up with them. Justin had a hard time focusing on training Ethan and his
team. He was excited about talking to Ethan at the park afterwards. He kept
himself under control knowing that they had the first match of their
tournament the next day.

When they got to the park they immediately began kissing but when Ethan
reached down for Justin's dick Justin told him, "Hold on lil e. I wanna
talk first."

Ethan looked at Justin like he was crazy, "Okay if you say so."

Justin reached behind the passenger seat, pulled out a Best Buy bag and
handed it to Ethan, "I hope you like it and I'm sorry about the bag but I'm
not much for wrapping shit."

Ethan was completely surprised, "What is it?"

"Open it and find out.", Justin told him excitedly.

Ethan opened the bag and pulled out a sixteen gig iPod Nano and asked in
total disbelief, "Are you fucking serious?"

Justin laughed, "You're fucking language is horrible. I hope you don't mind
but I already synced it to my library. You've got every song I have on
there."

Ethan gave Justin a big kiss, "Why you'd do this, it's not my birthday or
anything? It's way too much money Justin."

Justin was happy and equally excited that Ethan liked it, "I had a gift
card I never used so I only spent a few bucks. Besides it's not like I can
give you my letterman's jacket or class ring."

Ethan was looking at his gift while paying partial attention to Justin,
"Huh? What are you talking about?"

Justin sighed, "You're gonna make me actually do it, aren't you?"

Ethan looked at Justin completely confused, "I have no idea what you're
talking about."

"Okay. Here it goes." Justin said taking a deep breath, "Will you go out
with me?"

Ethan smiled beginning to realize what Justin meant.

"Don't leave me hanging lil e. I'm asking if you want to be my boyfriend.",
Justin said slowly with a smile.

"Are you serious?", Ethan asked in return.

"You know I'm never serious about anything.", Justin replied and then
added, "Well I guess I'm serious about a couple of things."

Ethan smiled, "Like what?"

Justin smiled back, "Like you and soccer. Now are you gonna answer me?"

"Are you getting all mushy on me Justin?", Ethan teased.

Justin shot him a pretend mad look and finally Ethan said, "I've always
been your boyfriend so of course my answer is...YES!!"

Justin leaned over and kissed Ethan furiously. After he had walked Ethan
home yesterday he thought about telling Ethan that he was serious about
doing almost anything for him and knew that this was the one thing he had
ever really asked for. Practice had run long so they didn't have a lot of
time but as usual it didn't take them long. Even though Justin had said it
was just a label he could tell a difference already. In two days they had
taken two huge steps to become closer to each other even though either of
them didn't think they could get any closer. They were officially a couple
even if they were the only two that knew it.