Date: Fri, 12 May 2006 07:48:30 -0700 (PDT) From: Jose Silva Subject: Angola - The beginning of my gay life Part 1 I was a nice looking guy. I am a small man even by Portuguese standards. My hair is light brown and my skin is white but not pale. When I was in the army I was rather nice looking and if my hair had been long, I could have cross-dressed and would have looked very much like a girl. I was then involved in the Portuguese colonial war and I was made prisoner. In the beginning, the black guys of the other "army" were very aggressive until the day I was allowed to have a bath in the nearby river. Three armed soldiers were supervising me in order to be sure that I was really having a bath. I was nude and they started making comments about my body. (They spoke my language, Portuguese). When my bath was finished, one of them, fully dressed, joined me in the water, took his dick out of his pants and ordered me to suck it. I had never done it to a black guy before but on account of his gun, my fear, and some curiosity, I sucked it. It was the first time that I had had a black dick in my mouth and after a while it was the first time I experienced the taste of black man juice. I did not dislike the taste or the feeling... A minute later one of the other men came and touched my ass. Well, half an hour later I was not a virgin anymore to black cock. The three of them were happy and from then on they called me 'rapaz mulher' (something like 'boy woman'). I must say it was kind of painful at first, but I found out that I do not dislike a little pain with sex. My ass was sore but the guys were very helpful and gave me some home made medicine. The next day my ass was as good as new and I was introduced to the leader, a captain, thirty years old, married, but living far away from his wife. One of the boys who had been with me the day before told the captain that I had a very good mouth and ass, and I was assigned to be with the captain after dinner. I was with him all night and started loving gay sex and being a pure bottom to black men. His dick was very big and he decided that I needed, or rather that my ass needed, some stretching. He thought that I would be very good for the morale of his men, but some of them were really "very big" and he wanted his boy woman to be available full time and not complaining about a sore or bleeding ass. He gave his orders and the necessary measures were taken. For two weeks, and from sunrise to sunset, my ass should always have something in it. And for more than twelve hours a day my ass was full. Those of his men with smaller dicks were "on duty" and I was supposed to spend my days sitting on the laps of the men in turn with a dick in my ass. Regularly, every fifteen minutes I had to change to sit on the dick of another man. First I had to suck each man so that his cock would be hard enough for my ass. For more than two weeks, twelve hours a day, I had one cock up my ass and, most of the time, another in my mouth. And my mouth had to be ready for the cocks as they quit my ass and before they blew. Over time lots of oil was used and more than six hundred cocks had been up my ass. I must have drunk more than a gallon of sperm and I was stretched, my ass stuffed, for more than a hundred and sixty eight hours. One day the captain, after fucking my ass, said that I was ready for his men. I was ready to start "work" the next day. Part 2 And there I was on my first day on duty. First thing in the morning I went to the captain to be instructed about the rules of my future life. I will try to remember all of them: 1- I was allowed to have eight hours sleep and I was allowed two half-hour meal breaks each day. For the rest of the time I was "on duty". Seven days a week. 2- I could not refuse anyone any sexual favor, but the men were not allowed to hurt me. If they did, the matter should be reported and the captain would investigate. 3- I had to be naked and barefoot at all times. (In that condition I could not run far away) 4- I had to be sure that my body and my ass were always clean. I had to clean my ass each time it was used and before it was used again. After seeing the captain I was officially presented to the men and the rules for using me were explained to all. The captain also said that when I was not sexually engaged, I was allowed to walk anywhere within the perimeter. He explained that we were in the middle of nowhere and that I would not survive alone in that area. I knew this was true and I decided to take advantage of the situation. My life was not in any danger and I had begun to enjoy playing the "woman" for all these young black boys. I remember that first day. It was half past seven in the morning when the captain dismissed the men and immediately a sergeant told me to go with him. By dinner time my ass had been used by twenty-six different men and I had drunk more than twenty loads of cum. It is true that after the fourth blowjob my mouth was beginning to hurt too much, so I decided to suck only the head of each cock, and to give the men hand jobs until my arm was really tired. My ass was a success. And by the end of the day it was decided that they should organize a kind of appointment list for the following days. My ass should be available to two different men each hour and the use of my mouth and my hands was up to me. But, after some days, I decided that I could do some overtime. I told the captain that I would be pleased to serve the officers during my sleeping hours and from then on, before going to sleep, I generally went to bed with an officer. Sometimes I was asked to stay all night, which of course I did. I was usually fucked two, three or four times during the night. But I liked that. I was becoming a real slut and I adored having a hard hot cock up my ass on a fulltime basis. My only concern was food. I did not like their "cuisine" and I was starving most of the time. Some days when nobody was using me I could walk around and get some fruit from the trees, but I missed hot food. Well, I decided to take advantage of the men, and I told them that at lunch and dinner time I was willing to eat their sperm. Most days I was able to eat the protein of five or six guys. They masturbated in front of me and one by one came in my mouth. I remember one day at dinner time, I drank the juice of seventeen beautiful big hard black young cocks. I was in heaven. I remember one of the officers whose name was Kino, who was a really nice guy. I believe that he was in love with me and he was so kind, so gentle when I was in his bed. Kino was a beautiful man, tall and strong with a very nice skin and a big thick dick. His dick when hard would have been eight inches long and almost two inches in diameter. The first night I slept with him was not easy for me. His dick was big, he was very sexual and we made love five times. My poor ass!! But he was gentle. He caressed me all the time and he used a lot of oil on his dick and in my ass. But it was not easy! He was so kind that I decided that he would be my guy and I gave him special treatment. I kissed his nipples and his feet. (He had beautiful big feet). I licked his anus after washing it and the boy was very happy. It was very nice to wake up side by side in his bed. From then on, whenever I was not required by another officer, I slept with him. Part 3 One day Kino told me that my nipples were too small and gave me a set of two nipple rings (kind of earrings). Each one was made from three bullets and would have weighed around ninety grams. They were supposed to be suspended from my nipples with the help of very thin (very, very thin) twine. He also got permission from the captain to offer me a kind of skirt. It was made from an old uniform. It could barely cover my ass cheeks and when I walked it looked very sexy. Each night I slept with him he chewed my nipples and after two months of nipple rings and chewing they were really big. Almost one inch long!! And he was so kind...I felt really loved and in those days I would not have minded being his "prisoner" for life. He was jealous of the others but I must confess that for me one man was not enough. I loved to be fucked. (I still do). I loved and I still love man juice in my mouth. That was good for me. During the day I was everybody's slut, and once or twice a week I slept and made love with my boyfriend. After a couple of weeks everybody had fucked me. Today I think there must have been many more than sixty men. I was told, for reasons of military security, that there were sixty, but there must have been more than a hundred. I remember that five of the men had really humungous dicks. I know there were five because I will never forget them. I remember their faces of course, but I remember their cocks even better. I could not give any of them a blowjob because my mouth was not big enough. Their cocks would not fit. But with lots of lube they could fuck my ass. I must say that at the beginning it was very, very painful, but after a while I loved those big cocks up my ass... The biggest one would have measured at least eleven inches in length and two and a half in diameter. Normally they would fuck me at the end of the day because all the other guys with smaller dicks would complain that my ass was too loose after being fucked by those guys. And I was also in love with my "boyfriend". He was a kind guy. He was beautiful and he was a fantastic lover. And the taste of his cum was honey on my tongue. One night I woke up and he was getting out of "our" bed. I asked what he was doing, and he told me he was going outside to have a piss. "Don't go", I said, "sit on the edge of the bed and I will take care of you." Ten seconds later I was on my knees. I put his cock in my mouth. He did not understand at first, but after a while I was drinking his piss. After that night whenever he needed a piss I took care of his needs. And there was no sex involved. It was pure love, pure care. I still miss him today after all these years. Once in a while, after drinking his piss, he would give me a "tip". He would ask me to suck his dick hard, fuck my ass without cuming and then we would sleep, me with my ass full, and him with his cock in a warm furnace. That was love!!! And there I was, with all those men using my mouth and my ass for their sexual needs. In fact I was never really a sex slave while with them, but in a sense, I was free and happy. After the first two months my sexual activity slowed down a little. All the men knew me. All of them were familiar with my ass and most of them also familiar with my mouth. I was always available and therefore no longer a novelty. I would say that most of the men were happy if they fucked me once a week, some of them twice a week, and the remainder three, four or more times a week. I remember that four of the guys fucked my ass every single day! That meant that on average my ass was fucked more than a hundred and fifty or a hundred and sixty times a week. I must say that almost all the men preferred my ass to my mouth. My ass was for their pleasure and my mouth was mainly for my need for eating sperm. Every single day I was fucked between twenty and thirty times. Most of them fucked me for no less than fifteen minutes before cumming and that meant that I was "working" five to seven hours every day. The hand jobs and blowjobs at lunch and dinner time were an extra, but were intended for my own pleasure, or for my own need. Naturally once in a while I was asked to give a blowjob, which I did with pleasure, and some of the men had such nice dicks that I loved to lick them clean, once they had come in my ass, even without being asked. I was "working", let us say, eight hours a day, eating food and man juice two hours a day and sleeping and having sex with the officers eight hours a day. After the first two months, I was "free" for five to six hours every day, which I was happy to spend walking around, in that beautiful Angola sunshine. Being barefoot, after a while, the soles of my feet were no longer tender and I could walk across stones and tree roots without hurting. And it is fantastic walking barefoot. You feel free as a bird, even though still a kind of sex slave. Well, at that stage, I was no longer a slave. I was very happy to be their "woman". And I dressed only in my micro skirt. My skin had a beautiful tan. I felt very sexy and I was very proud of myself. My lover, Kino, was very happy too. He loved my body, my skin, my ass, my mouth and my nipples. After some time, almost every evening, after servicing the other officers, and if they did not want me to stay the night in their bed, I used to wash my body very carefully, especially my holes, and join my man in his bed. And there I was happy! I used to kiss his mouth, lick his body, the head of his dick, taste his pre cum, give him a blow job, deep throat his big dick and drink his cum. Then I would keep his dick in my mouth until he was hard again. I would start to lick him again, kiss him, until he was sufficiently excited to guide his cock into my willing hole. And then I would make love to my lover, my man, the beautiful black owner of my body and my soul, feeling his strong arms around me, and fuck, fuck, fuck until he ejaculated into mybowels. Then, with my tongue, I would lick him clean before sleeping all night in his arms, and wake next morning to take his flaccid penis into my mouth in order to receive the blessing of his morning piss. I was so happy! That was true happiness. And lust was being fucked by the four guys with the humungous cocks. Other than being fucked countless times a day, having a two and a half inch diameter cock up your ass is not such an easy task. My sphincter was constantly stretched to its limit, and I was, once in a while, screaming in pain accommodating such huge pieces of man meat. Let me rephrase that. At first I screamed with pain, then after a few moments I screamed with lust. One of those cocks was so long (eleven inches) that I always thought it would came out through my mouth. That man used to take lots of time before depositing his cum in my ass. Every fuck used to last far more than thirty minutes and my ass was always sore afterwards. And open. Normally my muscle would close within two to three hours after I had been fucked by him. But it is a real experience to have your ass filled with a weapon as big as that. During my life I have been fucked by hundreds of cocks, some of them big, some of them very big, but none as gigantic as that black cock. Gigantic and hard. Hard as steel. Yes it is true. I miss those days... And I miss those young black soldiers, their cocks up my ass and their tasty cum in my mouth. Can you imagine what it was like to know that I was the "woman", the only "woman" for all those men, all those young sex demanding black warriors. I was the happiest slut in the universe! Part 4 For several months I was a happy person. I walked around on my own for several hours a day. I swam in the little river. I was no longer starving due to my daily supplement of protein, due to the loads of man juice I took twice a day and also due to the fact that I was now able to eat most of the food they gave me. After some time I got used to the taste of their food and to the lifestyle of those young men. I also felt very happy because the weather was fantastic most of the time, and when it was raining it was a joy. Everyone came outside and danced. Rain is a blessing in Africa and some days it rained for an hour or so. But once it stopped, immediately the sun came out and normal life began again. And I was happy because I could get all the sex I wanted, some days more than I wanted, and my sexual abilities were very much appreciated by most of the men. It was not unusual when walking around and passing a soldier, or a group of soldiers, to have my ass slapped or pinched. And with a smile they used to say something nice to me about my legs, about my ass, about fucking me later. And I loved it! Occasionally my days were not so happy. When soldiers from different regions of the country came for a military meeting my services were generally offered to the visitors. Most of the time they constituted a group of fifteen to twenty men, including five or six officers, and they stayed for two or three nights. And that was very hard for me! They did not know me. They did not care. They used me like disposable trash. I remember one occasion when the soldiers started using my ass and my mouth straight after lunch and the officers just after the meeting at the end of the day, and they fucked my ass for more than twelve hours, together with some of "my" men who had lost their mind after drinking far too much. I remember my ass being dry fucked no lube at all. The consequences were a very, very sore ass, occasional bleeding, a few days without sitting, and a week or so until my ass healed, reduced to giving pleasure to my boys only with my mouth and my hands. A senior officer was present during one of those meetings. I think he was a general. After a briefing about my services and the effects on the morale of the soldiers, the general decided I should visit another group of men two days' walking distance away. The necessary measures were taken and a week later, a group of nine men came to our camp to escort me to their quarters. At half past six in the morning the next day we started walking, and we walked for more than fourteen hours a day for two days. I must confess that it was quite an experience walking such a distance barefoot and almost naked. And of course, at night, we slept under the stars. They used my hole for more than two hours, and before going to sleep it was decided that, as I was a prisoner, they had to be sure I would not escape. My wrists and my ankles were tied. I could not convince those men how difficult it would be for me to run away alone, naked and barefoot in unfamiliar territory. It was sunset at the end of the second day when we finally arrived. To my surprise my escorts reported that the previous night I had attempted to escape. The leader was a major who immediately decided that for my sin I should be punished. In normal circumstances I would have been shot dead, but as I was going to be a "whore" for his men, I would merely be whipped. Thirty strokes on my back and my ass with a belt as there were no whips available. Poor me, tired and innocent, being whipped on account of those liars. And whipped I was. I was tied with my arms embracing a tree, my ankles tethered, and a rope pressing my waist against the tree. I could not move, neither my legs, my ass, my back, nor my arms, even one millimeter. And so the whipping begun. The pain was terrible and for more than five minutes I cried and screamed and was convinced I was about to die. Eventually I was allowed to rest, to eat and to sleep, in order "to be ready for your duty tomorrow". But I did not sleep well because of the pain in my back and the next day, at six o'clock in the morning, I was given a kind of breakfast and set to "work". I was placed on my belly resting on top of something that looked like a bed without a mattress... and again I was tied down!! Why? It was explained to me that the men were in great need of sex and that the major wanted to be sure that my hole would be available whenever it was required. My ordeal was about to begin! The men formed a queue and no one was allowed more than five minutes in my ass. I do not know for sure, but by the end of the day, more than one hundred men had used my ass hole for their pleasure. Every two hours they would untie me, give me some water, and let me clean my hole which was leaking enormous quantities of sperm. After the two first "pit stops" and even though I loved many dicks up my ass, I was in great pain. I was being tortured, used and abused like a piece of trash. I was no longer a human being. I was just a hole for their pleasure. Oh! My Kino, my lover, how I missed him! And the other men, those who had been fucking my ass and my mouth for the last few months - how I missed them too! For they regarded me as their "boy woman". I was useful and they fucked me on a regular basis. We enjoyed a relationship. Sure they wanted to fuck me, but they also wanted to touch my body, and my ass, and to suck my big nipples which had became so popular. I was a kind of a pet for most of them, and like most pets, I was very well looked after. But for these animals, I was nothing but a hole, only useful for swallowing cocks and to be fucked, in and out, in and out, until they unloaded. I was in pain and feeling like a piece of trash. My humiliation was unimaginable. It was already dark before I was allowed to eat some food and the major decided that the fucking would recommence the following morning. After the meal I was sent outside to sleep near a tree, with my wrists and ankles tied. They tied my ankles and my wrists with another rope to the tree so that I was curled up in a kind a fetal position, which was not very comfortable, and I was left to sleep all night. I do not remember how long I was able to sleep without being disturbed, but I woke up during the night feeling something like warm rain. Of course it was not rain. It was piss. One of the soldiers was pissing on me! All night long, several times an hour, somebody would piss on my naked body. The tree to which I was tied was a sort of night urinal for the camp! Part 5 By morning I was a mess. I had dry cum from my ass and dry and wet piss in my hair, on my face, all over my body. And I had not slept more than ten minutes in a row. I was tired, dirty, and feeling miserable. My ass cheeks and my back were still hurting from the beating. I was in need of a miracle to survive my ordeal. The miracle was manifested in the form of a bath. Still with my wrists tied I was ordered to empty my bowels and then they placed me in a barrel almost full of water and I was given a bath. Two men washed me and by the time they had finished I was feeling much better. Then the major said that being his men's whore, even though now I was clean, I needed to look even better. He decided that I had too much hair on my body (although in fact I have almost no bodily hair) and he ordered one of his men to shave me. The soldier shaved my legs, my ass, and every part of my body below the neck. Well the major was right! During my three months of imprisonment my hair had grown longer, and with my body shaved, I looked almost like a girl! A girl with a dick, but also with smooth skin. I looked so sexy that the closest men were already trying to grab my ass and to touch my body. They were excited and they discussed who would be the first to fuck me. For the first time during the last three days I was proud of myself, of my sex appeal, of the effect I had on men. I was going to have a tough day because I knew too many men would fuck me too many times, but psychologically I was prepared for it. I was sent to shave my face and ordered to go to the toilet to clean my insides as best I could. I did as I was told. I asked the major not to tie me up for fucking so that I could be more comfortable and cooperative. I did not tell him, but when I like a man who is going to fuck me, I lie on my back and let him fuck me face to face with my legs around his back. If I am not attracted, I prefer to be on my belly or on my knees. The major agreed and the fucking began. I must say that I quite enjoyed myself with the first ten or twelve men, since my ass was still loose from the day before, and I noticed that most of the men were kind, probably because I looked clean and nice. After a while my ass was leaking cum again and the sergeant in charge of the festivities told me to empty the cum out of my bowels in a small aluminum can which they had provided as a drinking water container. The cum oozed out of my hole into the can and I was told to drink it. The sergeant said it would be a sin not to ingest the bodily fluids of my fuckers. Having been in my bowels for some time, it had a special taste, but it was not unpleasant. All day long I drank the cum deposited in my ass and after a while I felt very full. I ate nothing at lunch time and all that man juice was more than enough for my needs. Still suffering from the walking, the beating, and the pissing of the previous days, and after being fucked by that first group of men, I began to feel a little uncomfortable. The sergeant noticed my discomfort and said I was over excited, judging by my hard on while being fucked in the ass. I said no that that was not the problem, but he told me to jack off to satisfy my erection. So from then on, with a black cock up my ass, I beat my little dick until, after a minute or two, I came in my hand and licked up my sperm. To prove that he was right, the sergeant fucked me. He had a nice cock and was a handsome man. I enjoyed the fucking and it was clear from my expression that I liked it. For the rest of that day, each time my dick got hard, I had to masturbate until I came. I do not know how many times I was fucked that day, or how many loads of sperm I drank, but by evening my hole was swollen, sore and wide open and my belly was so full of sperm that I thought I would vomit. I didn't throw up, but I missed my dinner. Man juice was the only food I had that day. I was told to have a bath, clean my hole inside and out, and to join the officers in their quarters. For more than two hours they had me on my knees under the table, nine of them eating and drinking, while I serviced their cocks with my mouth. What I did with pleasure. They all came in my mouth and I was able to swallow their loads quite easily, as after a short while my stomach was not so full of man juice. Once they had had a few drinks, everyone needed a piss, and my mouth was chosen as their urinal. And that was not so easy! It is one thing to drink the piss of a special person, the man you love for example, but another thing to drink the piss of nine drunken men for the simple reason that they don't want to stand up, walk outside and take a leak. The volume of piss was enormous and the taste was not pleasant. The piss of drunken men never tastes good. But as I was their servant I had to obey and not complain. Part 6 Around midnight I was ordered to serve the major's sexual needs in his bed. I was told to wash my mouth and my asshole and then immediately present myself at his chambers. There he was naked, six feet tall, with a very long dick hanging between his legs. His dick was unusually long, perhaps ten to eleven inches, but thin, less than one and a half inches in diameter. Unlike most of his men, he was circumcised. As my ass was so loose from all that day's fucking, I thought that it would be easy to be fucked by the major. And then he spoke: "You know I don't like queers, gays and sissies, nothing of the kind. I believe a man is a man and even if I wanted to, I would not be able to fuck your ass. An ass is for shitting, not for fucking. But I need my sexual release. As you are available I will use your mouth for my pleasure. But I don't want your ass to be jealous of your mouth, so I decided to ask one of my men to produce a handmade gift for your ass. Here it is." Then he gave me a piece of dark wood, almost black, shaped like a butt plug, very smooth and very big. It was perhaps only five inches long, but with a diameter of more than two and a half inches at the widest part, then narrowing to an inch and three quarters just above the base. "Oil your ass and the plug, push it in and your ass will be entertained while your mouth entertains my cock. Then even if you turn your back to me I will not be able to see your dirty hole. And be sure to keep your ass plugged from now on. Take it out only to shit and to fuck with my men. I don't want to see your ass empty ever again. And with it plugged you won't be farting around my men". After pushing the butt plug up my ass, I felt very uncomfortable, but I told myself that bigger things had been up there and with more pleasure than pain. I was told to lie on my back with my mouth near his cock and balls and to play with his cock until he was fully hard. As soon as he was hard he straddled my chest, inserted his cock between my lips and started to fuck my mouth. And what a fuck it was! He inserted his long dick until my nose was touching his pubes. I gagged. I tried to breathe. But he fucked my mouth for more than half an hour. Then I felt him spurting his load, but his cock was in so deep that I could only taste his juice when his tool started to soften and I could lick the last drops of his cum from his piss hole. It tasted like honey and I told him how happy I was drinking his sperm. "Did you like that?" he asked. "Good for you, because I want you to sleep all night with my dick in your mouth. You are here in my bed so that I can fuck your mouth, and by keeping my dick there all the time, I won't need to look for a hole to fuck when I get hard again." So he lay with his legs over my chest and my mouth below his cock and balls, and with his flaccid male organ resting in my mouth. I felt the weight of that black man pressing on me, and felt absolutely dominated, a mattress for that powerful black Adonis who wanted my mouth, not just to fuck, but also to keep his tool warm. "I will wake you up whenever I need to use you. Be prepared to help me to have a good night. Now I need to piss. I always piss after I fuck so drink my piss and don't miss a drop. I don't want to sleep in a wet bed. If you let me wet the bed I will beat your ass with my belt until morning". And he pissed in my mouth, but was kind enough to pause occasionally when my mouth was full, so that I could swallow each mouthful without spilling a drop. Ten minutes later he was asleep and I was so tired that I dreamt I was a woman in bed with a beautiful black husband on my wedding night. He woke up once during the night, fucked my mouth, gave me his cum and his piss and gave me permission to leave his bed for a moment and to go outside for a piss. (My bladder was so full after the piss I had been drinking). I came back. He put his dick in my mouth, placed his legs over my chest and we both slept till morning. First thing in the morning he gave me another mouth fuck, a mouthful of cum, a stomach full of his morning piss and I was ready to start "working" again. My butt plug in my ass was giving me a little pain but I knew that in half an hour's time, after my breakfast, I would be allowed to take the plug out to empty my bowels, clean my hole, have a bath, shave my face and start serving the men. I had been with those men for two weeks and during the first few days I had become very popular and I was no longer abused. Each day before dinner the fucking stopped. I was allowed to clean myself, insert the butt plug and walk around for a while. After dinner I would go to the officers for several blowjobs and ass fucks, put the butt plug back in for walking, take it out to clean my ass, in again, and go to the major. The routine was the same every day. I had to drink all the cum which the men had deposited in my ass. I had to entertain the officers at dinner time and be fucked in my mouth by the major during the night, drink his piss, and sleep under him with his dick in my mouth. I must say that after a few days I did not dislike that routine or the taste of piss, and I also got used to my hole being stretched by my wide black butt plug. I was a happy slut again! All good things come to an end, and after two weeks I was sent back to where I belonged, escorted by seven men, nude and barefoot, with the butt plug in my ass, for a two-day journey, on foot. It was bizarre walking that distance with my ass plugged. The plug was touching my prostate and I had a constant erection. I kept thinking that with all this ass stretching, I would be able to be fucked by those five humungous cocks at my camp, with plenty of pleasure and no pain. I was happy to anticipate my arrival when I would ask them to try my new hole! I would also ask Kino, my lover, to give me a new set of nipple rings. After so many days with the old ones bouncing and hanging from my tits as I walked, I could no longer feel their weight. I needed something heavier to make my nipples bigger and more sensitive. I would also like to feel some pain in my tits to remind me, each moment, that Kino, my lover, my owner, had originally offered me the nipple rings. I had decided each ring should be made of five instead of three bullets, thus increasing the weight on each of my nipples from ninety to one hundred and fifty grams. I also wanted to try a bigger butt plug. Perhaps Kino could find a guy to make a new one, a really big one, with a two-inch diameter at its narrowest part. With such a device, my ass, when not plugged with a man's cock, would be stretched by a rod two inches wide. That would be a real hole! I think I was becoming a kind of sex maniac, and once in a while I dreamt of having two big cocks up my ass at the same time, or of being fucked by a horse with a penis twenty inches long and three or more inches wide. It would be something out of this world to have my ass filled with the cocks of two men or the sex organ of a stallion! I think my brains had been affected by too much sex, such that I could think of nothing but cocks up my ass and loads of cum in my mouth. I had became addicted to men, to cocks and to cum! I decided that as soon as I arrived I would ask permission to keep my ass plugged while not being fucked. I had become used to the butt plug during the past two weeks and when I did not have a cock or the plug up my ass I felt empty. to be continued...