Date: Tue, 16 May 2006 13:57:19 EDT
From: Xxxfever@aol.com
Subject: Black Cock Fantasy

If you like the story or if you are the black guy in it,  e-mail me at
_xxxfever@aol.com_ (mailto:xxxfever@aol.com) . I am in  MD/DC area...


I am  sitting here, with my little 5" dick in my hand, wondering if I can
tell this  story well enough to get you as turned on as I am. I now have a hard,
big veined  black cock that shoots gobs of cum, to worship and serve. This is
how it  happened.
I am  sixty-two and married to a great woman, but we don't have sex anymore,
so I live  in my own little fantasy world. I have tons of x-rated tapes that
keep me happy.  My favorite tapes are with well hung black men doing white
girls. Lately I have  been fantasizing about those big black, hard and throbbing
cocks, wondering what  it would be like to be dominated buy one. Being made to
focus only on it and  worship it with my mouth and throat until it feeds me
loads of warm cum. You  see, I am into kinky sex and this would be extreme kink
for me.
I started  reading stories about white men being dominated by well endowed
black men and  being trained to worship their cocks. This turned me on, big
time. I fantasized  I was the white cock sucker in all the stories. I even bought
an 8" black dildo  and when wife was asleep, I would go into bathroom, smoke
pot and practice  deepthroating it. I would jack myself off and cum every time
I had it shoved all  the way in my throat with my slobber all over it. The
more I did this, the more  I wanted my black cock fantasy to be real.
I started  going into the gay chat rooms looking for a dominant black men
that I could talk  to, but could not find any. One night when I got very high, I
wrote this in the  chat room----
Xminded: m/wm/63 in MD/DC area--I am looking to service a  hard, black cock. I
have xxx video tapes that you can watch (sorry, no gay  tapes) while I
worship your hard, cum filled cock. I want to be dominated by it  and made to
swallow every drop that it feeds me. Yours to use,  Jeff.
I was hard  the whole time I wrote this, wondering what would happen if
someone would  actually answer it. No one ever did, in the gay chat rooms, so I
went to the bi  sexual rooms and after a couple of weeks, I got  this------
Thunderod: s/bm/49--- DC -- I think I can make use of  your services Xminded.
 Go to  private chat and I will join you there.
I was  shaking and very excited while I talked with him. He told me that he
was not a  fag, but had always wanted his own personal cock slut. He took
control of the  conversation right away and soon, I found myself telling him how
much I would  love to suck his cock and use my mouth for his pleasure. He had me
agreeing to  meet with him and see what happens from there. I told him that I
really wanted  to do this, but that this would be my first time doing
anything like this and  would need a drink or two (or something) so that I wouldn't
chicken out. I told  him that in public, I would be very straight, but when we
got behind closed  doors, I would be his very own cock slut, but not into anal
or pain. We chatted  for about 45 minutes and the whole time I was playing
with my very hard dick,  and told him so. He told me that if I wanted to serve
him, I had to start right  now, and that meant, I was not allowed to cum until
I was with him. I told him  that he was in control and I would obey. I lied,
and jacked off just thinking  about how much I really wanted to suck his  cock.
Two  days later, we met at a bar close to where he lived. He told me to make
sure I  brought some tapes with me. When I got to the bar he was in a booth in
the back  where he said he would be. And when he stood up to shake hands, I
could not  believe how big and black this man was. He was at least 6'8" tall
and on the  heavy side. He was not good looking and he was missing a couple of
teeth, but he  looked so powerful, it scared me. I felt so small (I'm only 5'5
" tall) and  overpowered by him that I almost left. Especially when he took
my hand in his. I  believe in a firm handshake, but his huge hand almost
crushed mine. He was  letting me know who was in charge right away. He introduced
himself as sir. Then  we sat opposite each other in the booth. He was drinking a
beer and I ordered a  double V.O. and water. I was so nervous and needed that
drink right away. There  were only two other people in the bar as it was
Wednesday and only 11:30 am. You  see, I am retired and have lots of spare time
while my wife is at work, and with  his job; he can take off whenever he wants.
I had  smoked a joint on the way over here and had a good buzz already going,
but when  my drink came I downed it right away and ordered another one. He
noticed how on  edge I was and leaned over telling me to take it easy and that
he had some good  shit at his place that would relax me just fine. I told him,
that sounded great  because I needed something to help lower my inhabitations.
He said "Don't worry  little my friend; what I have will knock your socks off
".   Then he asked if I had brought the  tapes. I told him that they were in
a bag in my car. He wanted to know what was  on them and I told him that it
was black men with white women. I told him that I  hoped that he would like them
as much I do. It shows the sexual power that black  men have and how they
control the women with their large black cocks. He just  smiled and said "now you
want to be controlled by one, don't you?" I was  starting to really feel the
pot and booze now, and when he said that, my heart  started pounding and even
as scared as I was, I was also excited and very hard.  And when I looked into
those piercing eyes I knew, for sure, that I did want  this to happen and
slowly nodded my head. I could not believe that I was  actually telling a
stranger, that I wanted to be controlled by  him.
As I was  finishing my third double, and was starting to wonder what his cock
looked like.  He asked me if I was sure that I still wanted to go through
with this, because  when we got to his place, there would be no turning back and
he that he would  use me totally for his own pleasure. Now I was shaking a
little from the  excitement that I was feeling, and just whispered, yes sir. He
also wanted to  know if I understood that he was completely in charge at all
times. I told him  that I understood.
He said it was time to go and as he stood  up my eyes were drawn to his
crotch. I could see the outline of a very big cock  in those tight pants and it
made my knees weak and it was hard to stand up. I  had on baggy sweat pants and
without underwear on; I had a little tent that was  sticking right out there
for anyone to see.  He looked down at it and smiled, he now  knew, for sure,
that I was turned on about this. As we walked out, it was  obvious that this
little white man with an erection belonged to that giant of a  black man. I did
not care anymore. I could not tare my eyes away from that huge  piece of meat. I
was so turned on that I would have drooped to my knees and  sucked him right
there in front of everyone. When he finally spoke, I looked up  and saw that
big ugly smile as he told me to get the tapes. He also told me that  he only
lived a block away and that I would soon have that cock all to myself.  He said
this loudly and I felt myself blush because I knew the others had heard  him.
As soon as  we were inside his place, he took the tapes from me and told me
to strip naked  while he put one in the VCR. I felt like old a fool, standing
there without  clothes on and spouting a little 5" erection. He then sat in a
large chair as  the movie started. When he briefly looked at my dick, he
chuckled and said "I  can see why you want to serve a real man's cock". He told me
to get on my knees  in front of him, but make sure I did not block the TV. He
reached into a small  box next to him and pulled out a blunt. As he lit it, he
told me that it the pot  was laced with PCP and ecstasy. He took one hit off
it, then handed it to me and  told me that I had to finish it. As my shaking
hand took it from him and I put  it to my lips I could tell that this shit was
going to send me to never, never  land.
He started  taking off his clothes and told me not to take my eyes off of the
cock that I  would soon be serving, and I was not to touch it until he was
ready. That was no  problem, because I had not taken my eyes off it since we had
left the  bar.
After three  hits off that blunt, my head was spinning. I sat back on my
heels and had lost  my hard on. That did not last long, because, as he removed his
underwear I saw  what I had been craving for so long and I started to get
hard again. God, it was  huge. Even semi hard it was at least 8" long and almost
as thick as my wrist. As  he watched the movie, he casually started rolling it
around and it started  getting bigger. I could not have taken my eyes off of
that beautiful black cock,  even if I had wanted to. I started swaying back
and forth, closer and closer to  it and my mouth was starting to salivate. I was
in a daze and my whole world  revolved around his cock. I wanted to give
myself to him completely and let him  use my mouth, my lips, my tongue, and my
throat for his  pleasure.
He reached  down and took a shoelace out of one of his shoes and tossed it to
me. He told me  to tie it tight around my little dick, under my balls,
because he wanted me to  stay hard while I worshiped his cock. He said I could touch
myself, but could  not make myself cum. After I had done that, he spread his
long legs and had me  get between them. He said I could get as close as I
wanted, as long as I did not  touch it. I was in heaven as my face moved closer to
that big veined throbbing  piece of meat. It was at least 10", and hard as a
rock now. He just watched the  movie and slowly stroked it as I moved down
close to his big balls so I could  smell his manly scent, never taking my eyes
off that magnificent monster. I  could not stand it anymore and started to beg
him to let me take it in my mouth.  My head was swimming with lust and want for
his cock. He took me by the hair and  pulled me up so that my eyes were close
to the big mushroomed head of his cock  and I could see and smell a large
glob of precum oozing from the slit. He took  his finger and scooped it up, then
rubbed it all over my lips and slid his  finger into my mouth. As I sucked on
his finger and licked my lips all I could  think about in my clouded and very
hazy mind, was how good it tasted and how I  wanted him to feed me more of
this delicious nectar. My hands were now on his  thighs as he lifted my chin,
looking into my cock filled eyes and asked if I was  ready to be his total cum
slut and do anything to belong to that cock. I was so  high and turned on, and
told him that I was his to use anyway he wanted, just  please; let me take that
cock into my mouth. He new he had me at his mercy and  was going to take full
advantage of this drugged up old cock sucker. Then he  said "let's see how
bad you really want my cock". He took another finger full of  his precum, put
both feet on the chair, scooted to the edge so that his ass was  very close to
my face, and pushed the wad of cum deep inside. He told me that he  would let
me have his cock after I proved to him that I was totally his, by  using my
tongue to dig it out and swallow it.
Normally  something this sick I would never think about doing, but now in my
very drugged  up mind and hard little dick, I wanted to show him that I would
do anything (no  matter how filthy it was) to have that hard cock deep in my
mouth.
As I stared  up at that big cock, I stuck my tongue right into his puckered
ass hole and  started moving it around. He put his hand behind my head and
pulled me in closer  so that I could dig deeper into his ass hole. I felt so
depraved, and I loved  it, my tongue found that wad of cum and started feeding it
back into my mouth. I  kept licking and swallowing until I had his ass
completely cleaned out. He then  pushed my head down so that my nose was forced into
his very wet ass. He told me  to breathe deeply and get used to the smell,
because when I wasn't sucking cock,  I would be eating his ass. The smell was very
strong. I was surprised that I did  not get sick. I was so fucked up now,
that when he farted, I just inhaled it, as  if it was the smell of roses. He now
moved my whole face around his sloppy ass  and told me that I was all his now
and he would feed me my just  desert.
He grabbed  my hair and pulled me up so that my mouth was right over his
cock. There was a  large amount of pre-cum dripping out of the slit. He held me
there as he watched  me stretch my tongue out trying to get to it. He told me to
beg for it, and I  did. I moaned, please, please let me have it.
He leaned  back and released my hair and my mouth dropped right down and I
slurped all the  gooey cum out of that slit, loving the taste and feel of it.
Now I was really  shaking as I opened my mouth as wide as I could and took that
large mushroomed  head between my lips. I started sucking and slurping on that
wonderful black  cock, as if my life depended on it.
He slowly  stood up and I keep my mouth glued to that cock as he towered over
me. My dick  was throbbing now and I started to touch it and make it cum, but
he told me to  put my hands on his ass and just service his cock until I
milked every last drop  from it. God, I loved the power his cock had over me. I
kept forcing more and  more of it into my mouth. Soon I was gagging and chocking
on it. My saliva was  running down the long shaft, soaking his balls. He told
me to grab his ass  tighter and force his cock down my throat until he feed
me his man juice. I  grabbed that hard ass and forced that huge cock as far as
I could into my  throat. My nose was running and my eyes were tearing as I
gagged on it, but all  I could think about was having that hot cum shoot into my
mouth and feed me what  I so desperately wanted. I could not believe how much
of that cock I was able to  take into my throat. I had all but about 2" of
that 10" shaft logged into my  mouth. He told me to use my throat muscles and
swallow until I was totally  impaled on his cock. I grabbed his ass tighter and
swallowed, using my throat  muscles as I forced myself to take all of it. I
could not breathe, but I didn't  care anymore. In my drug crazed mind I would die
with his cock buried deep in my  throat. I managed to pull off for a second
to catch a breath, then I force  fucked that cock into my mouth and throat. I
had my tongue swirl around that big  veined piece of meat until it touched his
balls. I felt it swelling and starting  to throb. I had my nose buried in his
pubic hairs as I felt his cum start to  gush into my throat. My head was
spinning as I accepted his offering to me. He  pulled out enough so that it was now
filling my mouth to make sure that I had  the full flavor of his warm gooey
man juice. I was swallowed as fast as I could,  but it was overflowing down my
chin. I could not believe what happened next. As  he was filling his cock
suckers mouth, my little, tied up dick started shooting  out cum, without me even
touching it. I knew that from this moment on, I  belonged to him and he could
use me anyway he wanted. AND HE  HAS!!!
So you see,  I am at his beck and call, anytime he wants me. I have learned
to sit on his lap  with that huge cock buried up my ass. It makes me cum every
time it fucks into  my prostrate. He has me drink his piss and soon I will
probably be eating his  shit. When I am with him, he keeps me fucked up on that
special pot and even  lets his friends use me. I swallow anything their black
cocks feed me, and love  it. I may lose my marriage, but I don't care anymore,
because I am now a cock  sucking, cum loving, black cock slut.
Not the  end, but a new beginning.