Date: Thu, 11 Dec 2008 03:04:55 -0800 (PST) From: Matt LastName Subject: Consented Blackmail Journal - Entry 2 This story is Copyright 2008, by matt4rentdc. All worldwide rights are reserved. This story may not be sold or made part of any collection without prior written permission by the author matt4rentdc. Master advised me I didn't have to keep posting to the journal if I didn't want to, but now it's back on, partially due to the obsession of you readers. Also, he probably just wants to see how I'm remembering what he does to me. So anyway, when we last left off I was scheduled to meet him to talk. He had e-mailed me and set us up to meet at a restaurant in a local shopping center at night. I was naturally nervous, what having been ass-raped in his car the last time we met, but I really had no choice in the matter. I arrived early and just drank in my car and relaxed to some tunes while I waited for him. I ended up getting worried I'd miss him so I got out and stood in front of the restaurant. Not much later he arrived and we went in. He started off by informing me that I would not be fucked that night and that I could relax. That definitely helped me calm down. We sat and talked while he ate, (I was still too nervous to eat). I won't go into details cuz it wasn't sexually-related and would bore you, so we'll just skip that. After the meal, he took me to another store in the shopping center. I'm sure you can guess it was an adult toy store. I'd actually been there years ago to purchase some items for one of my Halloween costumes, but I never figured I'd be going back as a man's slave to buy things to actually use on myself. We entered and a shop girl immediately came up to us and asked if she could help us. Master told her we were there to buy me a present, which was pretty embarrassing. She walked away and we started looking around. He really took his time as we looked at everything they had to offer. Nipple clamps, buttplugs, dildo's, cuffs, etc... I personally didn't care what we got and just wanted out of there as soon as possible. At one point, I heard a guy laughing at the checkout desk and figured he was probably laughing at us. Then, the annoying shop girl came back again trying to get us to buy stuff. Master told her I couldn't find anything I wanted and we left. We went back to his car and talked some more, then he let me go. Easy! We eventually met up on Friday night the next week. Master had been mad earlier in the week that he wasn't able to get ahold of me one night when he wanted me over, (due to my lack of a phone), so I had to buy a cell phone. Anyway, he had instructed me to meet him at his office building after he got off of work that night and to be sure I brought a jockstrap. I put the jock on under my clothes, drove over, and waited in the parking lot for him to arrive. He pulled up beside me 10 minutes later and showed me where I could park my car. Then I got in his and we drove to his house. Upon entry, Master informed me I was to strip naked when I'm in his house. I removed my clothes and threw them in a pile in his foyer.. He had stepped away while I undressed, but when he returned he told me I needed to fold them nicely. I did as ordered, (although I don't know why he cares so much if my clothes are folded), and followed him into his living room. He pointed to a spot on his floor and told me I was to bring up his Christmas decorations up from the basement and set the boxes there. He stepped away again and I hurried downstairs to complete my task. He had a lot of decorations...more than anyone should have, but I moved them all upstairs quickly, really feeling like a slave the whole time since I was actually doing physical labor on top of the sex now. He had still not returned when I was done so I just stood in his living room, unsure of what to do. He called me into his laundry room and had me get on my knees and watch him while he folded clothes, (kind of boring but I'll take that over pain any day). Afterwards, he told me to put my jockstrap on and we went off on a mini-tour of the house, (which is actually very nice btw). The tour ended in the bedroom of course. He asked me if I wanted to start playing or if I wanted to watch TV. Naturally I chose TV, (although I was wary it was some trick or opposite day or something). No trick! He sat down in his chair and I sat at his feet. He told me to remove his shoes. I complied, (and luckily didn't smell anything nasty), and then we just watched TV while he snaked his feet around my body and onto my crotch. He was pretty enraptured by whatever show was on, but he liked to play around during commercials, (rubbing his foot into my cock and balls, playing with my nips, etc...). Eventually the pants came off and I was instructed to suck his hard cock. As I've said before, I'm no expert, so he gave me some tips on what he likes. Besides trying to take it all down my throat, he likes me to run my tongue along the top of his dick from the head down to the base. He also likes me to lick his balls and suck on them one at a time. Finally, he likes me to run my tongue along the creases in his crotch, (between his cock and his thighs). He told me to make sure I alternate so he doesn't get bored. I must have sucked his dick for 30 minutes, trying out everything I could to make him cum so he wouldn't fuck me, but no luck. And I still can't get his full length down my throat without choking, which is pretty frustrating. I guess I don't mind the cocksucking so much but it gets really monotonous after while, and it seems pointless since he says he doesn't cum from blowjobs... He'd been talking about shaving me for awhile...., so e went into his bathroom and he gave me a razor and some shaving cream. He told me to shave my cock/balls and ass. I'd done it before, so it wasn't any big shock, and I kind of like being smooth. He went back to watching TV while I completed my task. Once finished, I went back to his side and sat down. He wrapped his feet around me again and rubbed them into my now smooth balls. We sat like this for awhile and I was then instructed to shave my armpits as well, (I already shave my chest fyi). I went back to the bathroom and followed his instructions. When I was done, he had me kneel on the other side of the room.. He walked over and squeezed my nips some more but no too roughly. He also spit into my mouth once, which was really disgusting, (and I hope not a regular thing in the future). He wanted to piss down my throat too but couldn't keep himself from getting hard. That being the case, he said he'd just torture my balls instead. He'd make sudden movements towards them as if he were going to punch them or kick them, or he'd roll them around in his hands. He never actually did anything though, (just gave them some light taps), but the anticipation of the pain is almost as bad as the real thing. I try very hard not to disobey him...not necessarily because of the information has has on me but because I don't want my balls beat. After that, Master laid down on his bed and told me I'd be lowering myself down on his cock so I could go at my own pace and get used to it, (his way of making up for the brutal fucking the last time I guess). I appreciated that he was being nice to me, (as many of you have told me, he doesn't need to be). I lubed him up and spread a little on my hole and tried lowering myself down. The initial penetration was very painful and I yelled out. He said I could take my time, pull off, and try again. So I did that for about 5 times until I was able to lower myself onto him all the way. Then he started slowly fucking me by lightly bucking his hips. Once I seemed alright with it, he had me lay on my back and re-entered me. He pushed in slowly and kept going until I yelled out again.. He said he probably couldn't go all the way in me yet, so he kept the last inch or so out. Then he picked up the pace and started fucking me quickly. I spent the whole time on my back, but he kept doing all kinds of different positions, (some hurt more than others, and at one point near the end, it felt like I really needed to piss), and moving my legs around. He finally came after what seemed like an hour and collapsed on top of me with his cock still buried in my hole. We layed like that for a few minutes, him breathing heavy and me just hating life. He pulled out, layed down the bed, and beckoned me over. I layed against him with my head on his chest while he ran his hands on all over my bod for awhile. It was awkward, but I didn't mind being held too much. He dozed off eventually and I layed there for a couple hours. I couldn't sleep though - my ass felt all gooey and hurt a little, I'm not used to sleeping with someone else, and he had mentioned he was going to fuck me again in the morning so I was worried about that, (plus he snores all crazy).. I eventually passed out though. I felt him stirring later on and woke up. He told me to get up and go with him into the bathroom. He had me kneel down and take his cockhead into my mouth. I knew what was coming but was too tired and out of it to really care, so I did as instructed, (not that I could resist anyway). He started releasing his piss into my mouth, slowly enough so I could swallow it all. It tasted totally nasty, but I didn't spill any. He let me rinse my mouth out afterwards, and then we went back to bed. He passed out again but that was it for me. I just layed there, tossing and turning as I felt his piss bubbling around inside me. He awoke again some hours later while I was laying on my stomach. He didn't say anything - he just rolled over on top of me and started fucking me again, (he told me later he had hoped I was sleeping so I'd wake up with his cock in my ass). It seemed to go on forever and still hurt. He shot another load in my hole and collapsed on top of me again with his cock still inside me. It sounded like he was snoring again and I thought I'd be laying there for hours with him passed out on top of me. He got off me about 10 minutes later and tried to get some more sleep. I just layed on my stomach awhile longer, worried that I'd get in trouble if his cum leaked out of my ass and onto his bed or something. He finally woke up for good a little later and let me shower. He took one while I got dressed. He drove me to where I'd parked the night before and let me go! That's it! I hope you're enjoying this cuz it really sucks for me! You can e-mail my Master at matt4rentsowner@hotmail.com You can e-mail me at matt4rentdc@yahoo.com Master also said I need to come up with more creative punishments for myself, (other than just sucking and fucking), to avoid excessive pain, so if you have any ideas, please let me know, (don't even bother saying ball torture cuz I'll never recommend it).