Date: Fri, 6 Aug 2010 23:55:18 -0700 (PDT) From: Mike Lee Subject: Deserving Domination i welcome inputs and e-mails to; mikelee1976@yahoo.com Me: 33 years old, Mediterranean, professional, highly educated, bisexual, in-closet regarding male contact, very little experience with some escorts rarely. I am very masculine but I have the fantasy of being dominated buy an athletic/muscular guy. Master: 21 years old, Latino, student, muscular, dominant, bisexual but enjoys fucking men of all kinds to show them their position inferior to him. I was reading some stories on Nifty.org as usual, and always I go to the authoritarian gay section. I find this story written by a SIR not a sub as most of the stories. I'm not gonna reveal the story title but it was about this young dominant cocky guy who is fucking all these muscular guys and make them his slaves. I usually read the subs stories and try to imagine myself as the author who is getting dominated and punished and abused. This time I said to myself: let me send an e-mail to the author, maybe he is writing his experience or fantasies and not writing about somebody else. I was hoping that he is a dominant master and so will share thoughts; it was a fantasy for me. We went on e-mailing each other for a while and I want to share these mails with you. I know it is different than usual stuff here on nifty.org, but I hope you guys like it and please share your opinion with me. I welcome all MASTERS out there to contact me as well. My mail: mikelee1976@yahoo.com Now I will share the mails only, and will leave future events for the future. My mails are in regular font, my Master's mails are in bold. Me: Hi Sir, I enjoyed your story. Rarely to find a story from a dominant side. As a submissive guy I enjoy all stories written by subs as I imagine myself getting all the domination and punishment. But I also feel excited to know that there are dominant guys out there for subs like me. Where are you located at? I'm in Baltimore area. Are you really a dominant guy? I wish to be your slave boy and be fucked and punished by you daily. SIR: FUCK YEAH I'M A DOMINANT GUY! I LOVE ROUGH FUCKING CUNTS LIKE YOU; sadly I live in NYC and have a really busy schedule Me: Sir, do you have slaves or boys you dominate and punish regularly? I am really interested in knowing how it is going in reality. I'm novice and never had a real experience with a real dominant man before except some escorts; all I do is reading web stories and masturbating. Wish to find someone like you here. SIR: I have a couple regular faggots but there is always the one night stands that's were I get most of my stories from. Me: Sir, do you like to punish? Slap, spank, use a belt... etc... Sir: I've used a belt once but I prefer to spank bitches with my own hands, until their ass are nice and red Me: Are you muscular? By the way I wrote the story: ??????, please check it out. I am the submissive guy in the story, it's fictional but I fantasize about being with a strong man like in the story. PS: I wrote a story indeed about an educated guy and his laborer friend (a strong muscular guy) they are best friends but their relationship ends up as Sir/boy with the laborer guy dominating his high-profile professional friend, I am keeping the title concealed for now. SIR: I'll be sure to read it, send me the link so it's easy to find I am muscular are you? Me: I will try. But also you can use the "find" tool (click "control" and the letter "F", and type in the word "???" and this will highlight "???" in my story title) By the way it is only a fantasy, I haven't lived such an experience, and I'm still virgin (never had anal sex) except some body contact and j/o with some escorts. I used to be in decent shape but not muscular, but I put much weight in past 2 years. What do you do Sir? I am a surgeon and so I am afraid of taking risks in having such submission relations, it feels embarrassing. SIR: Thanks I'll be sure to find it I'm still in college at the moment you shouldn't feel embarrassed, when you experience it you'll know what I mean Me: Sir, don't bother looking for the story, here is the link: @@@@@@@@@ Anything to please you Sir SIR: Good boy, you'd make a good little slave if you really want to please me send me some of your pics then bitch Me: Sir, I wish I'm now under your feet to show my full respect; and would love a hard spanking by your strong hands... Sir, did you read my story? And you didn't answer me about your age if you don't mind.. SIR: I'm 21 bitch and I did read your story, it looks like you like abuse as well as getting fucked slut Me: Yes Sir, do you enjoy abusing men before fucking them? SIR: I like making them beg for my cock, and beg me to fuck them I also like fucking them with clothes on, I rip holes for me to fuck through pulling their hair while I fuck them and slapping their ass until its nice and red Me: Sir, you make me feel so horny... I am afraid of being fucked (never done that before) but maybe I need to meet the right dominant guy who can make me do it and beak through my fear... few escorts wanted to do that before, they said my ass is very tight, but I was not ready, I was scared... I am afraid from pain (especially if the penis is big) and feel that if I do this then I will lose something, I don't know how to explain, it is like losing virginity for girls, like losing my dignity or self-esteem... although in my fantasies I think of guys who totally humiliate me and abuse me badly with pleasure.. The story is really what I need, a man in my life who is stronger, tough and at same time tender as a friend, to be the MAN and take control over everything in my life.. in my real life my job gives me a lot of authority on others, this is why I feel attracted more to men with less authority like students, laborer, assistants, nurses.. Anyway, you seem a very aggressive guy and I like this... I wish I can meet you sometime and maybe you will be the one who breaks me out of virginity... With full respect to you, my young Master... SIR: oh but faggots like you always like big cocks the best, once you get through the starting pain you won't get enough of it if you're scared of losing your manhood just think of it as being the way it had to be, you were born a pussy meant to be fucked by real men Me: Sir, how do you catch your boys? Where? Do you really video-tape them getting fucked... Other than sending my pictures (too risky for me now) how can I be obedient to you and at your service? Can I do anything for you? SIR: I get my pussies wherever I go, wherever there's men there is potential pussies just waiting to be fucked I have only video taped a few of my first as precautions but with time I found that to be unnecessary and as for you, since you refuse to send me pictures all you can do is tell me about the kind of stuff you'd want me to do to you Me: Sir, if you don't mind me asking: you said in your story that you fucked straight men, so how do you get them to be your boys? How do you know if the man is going to take you cock? Any signs they send to you or you make them want you in certain way? As for me: I don't know where to start. As guideline I am into being totally controlled, so I would like you to decide for me how to serve you for you pleasure. but if I can wish then I would like to be slapped hard on my face with you hands (back and forth) to the point of breaking into tears, make me kneel and show my full respect buy licking and kissing you feet and worshiping them, smash my face on the floor with you feet, then throw me on my back and lay over me with you cock touching my ass, and squeeze my nipple very very hard, make me scream from pain, and if I try to hold you hands, then slap me hard, I don't like to be tied, I like more to hear you order me with power to keep my hands away or stay still or so, and I want to feel extreme fear from you so I don't need to be tied, I will do you will.. Then spit on me, force me to gag on you cock... Pull you belt and make my back and ass red while I suck you... Honestly am not into a lot of pain (except the nipple pain) but I like the full control, and the punishment act, so I will take the pain as long as it is part of my punishment... let me touch you body and feel you heat and powerful muscles.... maybe humiliate me by spitting or pissing in my mouth and make me swallow (am not sure, but I feel that I can do it with the right man, a very dominant and muscular and attractive guy).. I don't know what else... But in general I like to be controlled totally and be afraid of you. At same time feel like you are a tender loving Master who is punishing me to teach me a lesson... SIR: the closest thing you could compare it to would be a gaydar I guess, though in my case its more like a manpussydar, there's the oblivious pussy boys who love cock in their cunt, there is also the more subtle ones that take quick looks at you and your cock, there is the ones who think are straight who you look at and the quickly turn away, and then there is the real men like myself, they just have something around them that lets everyone know no one fucks them. If you want to fuck one of them it takes some special preparations hehe I'm curious, what kind of surgeon are you anyway? so you like the total control then, I'd start out making you lick my boots clean while I spit on you as you do it, then I'd order you to service my cock with your mouth but first I'd make you take some of my spit in your mouth. Depending on how you did in the blowjob I'll decide how big your punishment should be. I'd start facefucking you and wouldn't care if you gag and if you dare pull away from my cock I'd slap you in the face. after that I'd have lay on the bed facedown so your punishment can begin, I'd take off my belt and start smacking you in your ass and your back for the insult you gave me by trying to pull away. If you try to squirm away, I'd have no choice but to tie your hands to the bed then resume your punishment. After I see you'd had enough and see tears in your eyes and saliva coming out of your mouth. Only then will I start fucking you. No lube or preparation, you don't deserve it so I fuck you dry. I ram my huge cock all the way in your cunt which brings you so much pain you scream out. But I don't like a noisy faggot so I have to gag you with your own underwear and cover your faggot mouth with my hand while I keep rough fucking you. I pull your hair and bring your face closer to mine so I can look at your face as you start crying like a bitch. after a while I turn you over on your back and resume the fucking, I start pinching your nipples making you scream in pain even more but I don't give a fuck and pinch them even harder. I keep fucking you and soon I shoot my load deep in your ass branding you as my bitch forever. When I'm done I untie your hands and lay down on the bed. I bring you to my arms as you wrap your arms around my big chest and thank me for everything. Since I am a loving master I rub the welts on your back and ass to make them feel better and ask you if you've learned your lesson so tell me would you have learned your lesson faggot? Me: ah Sir, this is exactly what it should be; I deserve whatever you do to me. I wish am now in NYC then I would've done whatever it takes to be with you. I'm finishing my fellowship to become a cardiologist. That's why I feel this conflict all time, being a surgeon who is leading others while at work, but deep inside I have this craving for a real man to control me and punish me. I sometimes look at one of the nurses or even the transport guy and fantasize about them dominating me... What do you study Sir? Would you mind a slave who is older than you? And not in-shape like you? SIR: I'm studying Biology. I only care about my faggot's mouth and pussy, I have no real preference for body types except extremely fat or skinny as well as long hair since I have yet to see any of these I can't tell you for sure bitch Me: are you going for medical school Sir? SIR: doubt it, not really into being a doctor Me: I can understand you Sir, it is a tough life, although you would've be in great situation, you will have it all: a real dominant man, muscular, and a doctor with authority... you won't have the conflict inside you like me: a doctor on the outside with people looking to me with respect and envy, and inside I am a man who is looking to other men to control him and abuse him. you know sometimes I fantasize about being a slave to one of the young athletic workers here, so at work I will be the boss in front of people, but I will know my position when we meet alone in private places and he will teach me a lesson at night at home.. Cool isn't it? SIR: oh yea, I fucked a male nurse before, when my dad was in the hospital I caught that pussy taking glances at my cock so I followed him to the bathroom and fucked him there, there's nothing to it, I bet I could get a doctor too if I wanted but most of them are not that attractive. I love fucking pussies that pretend to be in power in public but are actually submissive cunts in private, I teach them a lesson about who is the real man Me: this is exactly what I love Sir. A guy like you who knows how to treat other men the way they deserve. you know I sometimes look for an escort to dominate me, but what is really more exciting is to meet someone like you who can initiate the whole thing, like noticing my interest in him or my personality as a submissive and make me submit to him without me asking and without my permission.. Sir: well I'm happy to oblige faggot, so submit even more to me and tell me where you are and what you are doing right now Me: Ok Sir, I'm now at work, on-call in a hospital. Can you chat with me? Sir, do you mind asking you some questions: What do you consider yourself: gay, bi or str8? And if you fuck girls then do you treat them the same way as men? Are you white or black? (just to help me imagine my Master) How big is you cock? Cut or not? Are you dominant in you real life with you friends (even if you don't fuck them) or family? Did you dominate an older guy before? thank you Sir for allowing me to ask you SIR: no faggot I don't have time to chat with you, I'm about to fuck one of my cunts first of all I don't think of myself in any of those ways, I just fuck anything that I feel like. but the closest would be bi I guess I'm Latino 5'8 with an 8 inch cock uncut I am very dominant in real life, not as much as with pussies like you but enough to command authority I love dominating older men cause they think they're in charge and should get respect but when I get done with them, they end up on their knees begging for my cock Me: Sir, I can't tell how I feel right now. I believe if you were close by, then I would've done anything to be under you feet and beg for you to beat the shit out of me then fuck me hard.. I don't care if I'm still virgin, and don't care how much pain it will cause. I just want to be one of the privileged boys you have. I want to lick every inch in you feet and body, swallow you piss and spit, suck you dick and take all the punishment you want to give me with fear and respect and gratitude. I would love to be you slave boy, at daytime I am around you as a follower to do whatever you want (carry you stuff, run you errands..) and even send my salary to you account, and at home I will clean and serve and get punished and abused by you, you hit me hard then fuck me even harder , and then I sit on floor worshiping you cock while you are watching TV or checking the internet.. I like the thing that you are Latino, I'm sure you are very hot... And you are height 5' 8" is perfect, I love Masters who are not that tall, I'm 5' 7". I'm Mediterranean by the way, short hair, hairy chest. SIR: good faggot, you're finally starting to release your true self as a cock worshiping faggot but I wouldn't give you my cock right of the start you'd have to earn it all my faggots had to and if you don't live up to my expectations you'll have to be punished until you do right now the faggot right here is servicing my cock under the table while I check my e-mail he proved himself worthy enough to be fucked by my cock I bet your horny right now huh, being at work I love fucking faggots that look like real men with hairy chests and manly haircuts, it adds to the sense of overpowering them as I use them I've only fucked one Mediterranean faggot before, he had a perfect fuck-able pussy and great lips for sucking my cock, sadly it was a one time thing I'm very interested in knowing what you look like faggot Me: Sir, I'm so happy that I read you story and started this mailing thing with you. it is a privilege that you are writing to me. Let me know if I'm bothering you with my mails. Are you gonna beat the guy up? Does he like to be punished like me? I wish am with him now so we compete in serving you and trying to win you attention. Sir, I'm so horned up, I can't stop robbing my dick, it is so hard the moment I see that you replied to my mail. I know that I will feel you dominance between the lines. Men like you should rule the world and make men like me their slaves and toys.. We should work to make men like you happy and only to fuck us and abuse us. I've never felt like this before, never felt so inferior with anyone before, I don't know how you did this to me. Please keep writing to me Sir SIR: don't worry about bothering me, I always enjoy humiliating a faggot that faggot did deserve a punishment for spilling some of my seed on the floor but I'm too tired to punish him today so I made him lick the floor clean and told him to get the fuck out tomorrow I'll deliver his punishment when I go to his house. I'll storm in with a belt in hand, slap him across the face and force him down. I'll make him lick my shoes while I rip his shirt and pants and start whipping telling him why it is I'm punishing him. for spilling my seed and insulting me by doing so. I'll make him beg for forgiveness and once I see tears in his eyes and feel he's had enough I'll give him one more chance to suck my cock but if he messes up again, I'll have to punish him twice as hard Men like me should be in control, but I have enough control over so many faggots already I'm ok with what I have but I never deny another pussy Me: Sir, if I were there now sucking you I will be in a conflict inside my mind. part of me wants to be perfect for you pleasure, but another part of me wants to mess up like spilling you valuable seeds or pull back from gagging to make you angry and beat me up the way you described. nothing more sexy than young muscular superior man like you slapping my face hard and then pulling his leather belt and order me to bend over a couch or a chair to get lashed very hard then when you are done, you sit down and snap you fingers so I crawl on four swiftly with all my pain, tears and humiliation and kiss you feet and powerful hands with fear, and respect and thank you, then you hug me like a kid to you strong chest and I cry even loudly while you whisper with tender but assertive voice tome about how I deserved to be punished but you don't hate me, I will be crying now in so much love and gratitude to be yours, and then you go back to you hand sand feet and worship them and when you allow me I start again on you cock.. oh this is nirvana for me. SIR: I'd really rather have obedient slaves who don't mess up, punishing them is always such a bother, but always enjoyable I do love lashing my faggots as the bend over the bed willingly, once I make them apologize and suffer enough then I make them beg me to fuck them only when they sound truly desperate from all the beating I give them do I oblige to fucking them always keeping my head close to theirs, whispering the reason I had to punish them making them tell me they love me, they love my punishment, and they love my cock. After that I shoot my load all over their back and ass and smear it in their welts to make them feel better. I love humiliating faggots and treating them the way they were meant to be treated Me: Sir, you are the best. I started to love you really. Do you love you fags or just look at them as nothing and don't deserve any emotion or sympathy from you? Would you hug you boy after a punishment and make him feel you power and you love and care? Do you let them worship you muscles? I never thought I will feel craving for a fucking like what am feeling now. I always wanted a man to beat me, dominate me and at most force me to suck him a little bit, but always hated to be fucked. But now I feel that I can give my virgin ass to you to do whatever you want... I want to feel you cock inside me; I am trying to imagine how it feels to be fucked! I know you wouldn't know lol. I bet that that pain will be enormous but the pleasure may be more... SIR: you're right faggot, all pussies start out afraid of being fucked but when they meet someone like me, they can't get enough dick in their cunts I feel some sympathy for my faggots but its definitely not love I do hug them after I fuck or punish them but mostly to let them feel my power they always love to worship my muscles, so much that I have to stop it every now and then Me: Sir, do you have a fag boy that he is maybe you friend or you colleague or co-worker or maybe a relative, so you meet him in some social occasions? I am just curious how do you act or require him to act? Do you abuse you fags financially as well? SIR: yea, I've fucked some co-workers and colleagues but I try to stay away from friends because if I fuck them and turn them into faggots then we can never go back to being friends as for the way they act socially, I tell them to act natural around other people but with me they always address me as "SIR" I tell some of the pussies to bring me some beer every now and again but nothing major Me: Sir, I can't stop admiring you, you sound like a very dominant aggressive Master but at same time fair. when I asked you if you hug you slaves with love I didn't mean to put you at same level as them (or me), definitely there is a big distance between fags like me and a master like you, but I wanted to say (what you already explained) that you are tender with slaves after punishment, because I like this side of the master personality. And I like the idea of love mixed with fear from my side. I want to fear you to the point that I tremble when I think of you even, and at same time I love you to the point that I can't stop thinking of you or get enough of you abuse of cock... how does this sound to you? When you said that you try to stay away from friends, does that mean that it happened before and you fucked a friend? And how did it go after that between the two of you? I love to hear you stories and ideology, I never met someone like before, you are the ultimate dream for someone like me... SIR: that sounds perfect faggot, I have no doubt you'd make a good cockwhore one day I did fuck one of my friends, but like I said we could never go back to just being friends. From the moment my cock turned his asshole into a male cunt, he became a faggot to me, meant only for fucking nothing else, and he knew this too. He could never treat me like a friend; I was his master, his owner. To this day he's still my slut and I fuck him regularly but because of that I never fuck my friends any more Me: Sir, you drive me crazy about you as usual, I can't stop thinking of you, and me begging for you attention and punishment, and being rewarded you cock and some touch of you muscular body. I have to admit that I masturbated twice yesterday reading all you emails... I envy all those fags you did fuck , I wish I'm one of you friends who is fucked by you and now don't dare to look into you eyes, and address you as Sir with respect all times. Sir, I need you advice! I want to be approached by someone like you, I want to be one of those guys that you notice their weakness and craving for you cock so you end up dominating them. How can this happen to me? How to know the Master when I meet him in street or at work who is looking for fags like me? How to send some innocent messages that I'm willing to be his boy? I don't know if you understand me, I want someone to do to me like what you do to other fags like me. I hope that you have some input here. But please Sir keep in mind my position as a doctor, so I don't want to be so exposed... Thanks in advance, SIR: There's nothing to be ashamed of faggot, that's all what your dick is good for now, just masturbating while thinking about real men and what you'd do to please them. as for the advice, I can't give you any advice in that, as a top I don't really look for faggots, they usually come to me or I simply take my chances but I've never been wrong about faggots. all I can say is be patient, they way you say you are someone will come and take control of you, but you also have to keep in mind that were you live there is less chances of that. here where I live there's faggots all around, its like a buffet of cunts for me to fuck and even though I don't know that many tops like me I'm sure there's many cause the faggots can't all be fucked by just me Me: Sir, I love your sense of confidence and arrogance; that is so hot. I can tell the difference between us (I apologize, I don't mean to compare us or put me in the same level as you) it is that I can sense why am a miserable sub and you are a MASTER. I feel shaky inside, I am only confident when I am dealing with diseases and management, but in my social dealings I'm a shy and passive guy sometimes. I get nervous when I talk to very masculine and strong men. I wish I can learn how to be confident (not as much as you) but to be comfortable among men all times. I don't mean to change my submission (even if I can) because I enjoy that, I want to be inferior to men like you and feel you power, it is a blast to be dominated. there are couple of guys work here in my hospital who I will die for, and I wish they approach me and I will be on my knees right away for whatever they want. I don't think this is gonna happen though (maybe they are not interested in men). Do you have any fag to abuse today? Are you gonna punish the guy from yesterday who spilled you valuable semen? SIR: faggots like you can never be like real men, some might be able to hide the fact that their cockwhores in public but you could never change the pussy inside you I used three fags today, a random cunt serviced my cock while I was out jogging this morning, I shot my load all over his face and made him thank me for it, then I found a faggot checking me out in the six flags locker room, so I found him when he was alone and told him to wait for me in the locker room, then I fucked him while his wife I think was waiting outside, he was such a pussy moaning as I shoved my dick in his cunt so I had to cover his mouth with my hand so we don't get caught, when I shot my load I simply walked away and smiled at the woman waiting outside, last I went over to punish the faggot from yesterday, I did exactly what I said I'd do only this time I felt like torturing his nipples too, he was sobbing when I was done with him, crying about how sorry he was about spilling my seed, but as a compassionate master I forgave him and let him try once more, lucky for him he didn't spill a single drop, I petted him on the head and said " Me: Sir, I'm dying to see what kind of man you are, how you look, you body type, you arms and hands... It is crazy how you go out and catch all fags just like swatting flies... Any chance to send me body pix of you or even a body pic of someone who is close to you body type... I beg you from the bottom of my heart; I became an addict to you mails and online power... Why did you say that it is hard where I live to find Masters like you? Do you like to fuck married guys? Did you fuck a coach or a teacher before? SIR: faggot, I don't show cunts pictures of myself, they can only see it when I fuck them, but I'll show you a picture of a faggot I fuck regularly, his body is really close to mine as I recall you live in Minnesota, most masters live in more populated areas where they can find more cunts to fuck I love fucking married faggots, kind of feel sorry for their so called wives but not enough to stop me from putting them in their place worshiping my cock I only fucked one of my teachers back in high school, he was my English teacher for junior and senior years in high school, he was such a faggot, so obviously a cock whore. Once I fucked him right in his classroom, I pushed him up against the black board and made him lick it clean as I fucked him. He was my bitch for those two years; let's just say I had straight A's those 2 years. I'll add a chapter about that in my story Me: Sir, sorry for being late in replying, please forgive me. I can't get enough from you stories, my goodness you are such a MAN, you fucked men everywhere you go since early age (what was you age when you fucked you first fag, and what was his?) Sir, I live in a metro area (Baltimore) but I don't know how to find a master like you (if there is anyone like you) I will be waiting for the pix of you fag boy... Sir, do you have veins in you hands and arms? If I'm now near you, would you honor me with you belt and then cock? SIR: listen faggot, I will be away for a while and I won't be able to keep answering any of my e-mails this might be the last message you get from me for a while, and if it is then, since I am really a good person deep inside and wish everyone the best, in your case it would be to find a master to serve and make all your fantasies come true, also to have a good future in your career. faggot, I really enjoyed the dominance I had over you, I hope to chat with you in the future Me: Sir, I don't know what to say, it was a big shock, I don't know how to live without your mails, I addicted them. I really sensed you genuine kindness even though you sound such an aggressive and tough guy. This is what attracted me to be such a slave in no time and from some mails only. I can't tell you how much I am dying to be you boy, if not in person right now but online is fine till I have better circumstances. I want to hear you voice in my head through you words here calling me: faggot. I almost felt you cock inside me when I masturbated thinking of you today. I will wait, and will think of you always. I love you, I fear you, I lust after you and you cock, I worship you feet and dick, I need you punishment and humiliation, and I know that I don't deserve you, but I have hopes in you generosity and mercy. My full respect and submission and obedience, Thanks for reading, for me I feel so horny reading these mails again and again; I hope it means something to you guys.