Ego Vs. Desire: A Sissy Transformation

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Part 3

I stepped out of the bedroom and Jamichael already had a dildo in his hand. It was colored like a realistic black cock of around 6" in length with balls and a suction cup at the base.

"It's made with material that's supposed to feel like a real cock, sorry about the size, but I think it will be a good starting place for you. I need you to learn how to use your lips and tongue with the proper technique before trying to see how you do on a normal sized cock"

A normal sized cock I asked myself inside my head. This dildo was already thicker and at least an inch to two longer than what I had. It really made me start to think about how small my penis really was compared to other men and why I probably had such bad luck with the girls I tried to date.

"Here"

Jamichael pointed the head of the rubber cock toward my mouth and I opened. He placed it just far enough inside to wear the fat head of the cock was just touching the back of my throat

"Don't drop it, and that butt plug better not go anywhere either, now follow me"

Jamichael placed a hand around the back of my neck and guided me to a small room in a back porch. I could feel the butt plug inside my tight boy pussy with every step we took. I had to clench my cheeks together just to make sure it wouldn't slide out. Upon entering the room I noticed that it had been set up as a small office - or if it was my room back home – a masturbation station. There was a computer, a comfy chair, all sorts of lotions and oils, Kleenex, and pretty much everything else you'd imagine seeing in a teenage boy's room. I felt pressure on the back of my neck and I knew he wanted me to kneel. I dropped to my knees and waited for my instructions.

"Welcome to dildo training 101. This is how we're gonna do it"

Jamichael grabbed a pair of noise cancelling headphones and placed them on my head, he then grabbed my wrists and cuffed them behind my back. He walked over to a closet, opened it, and pulled out a DVD. He brought it over to the computer, placed it in the DVD drive and loaded up the video.

"This is a homemade compilation of all the sissys, and some girls mixed in too, that I've had suck my cock over the years. Some of these clips are from when I was in high school, and don't be surprised if you see Gia on here, but anyway what's going to happen is you're going to watch this. It's only about 2 hours long, but that shouldn't be a problem for you. I know you've watched porn for a lot longer than that back at your mommy's house jerking off in your little bedroom. The reason I tied your wrists behind your back is because you're not allowed to take that dildo out of your mouth, and since I'm a nice guy I'm going to take that chastity device off of you while you watch and I don't want you touching my little clitty either"

Did he just call my penis his little clitty? Yes, yes he did...fuck this was so hot, and I was so confused. Jamichael hit the play button and turned up the volume. He then walked over to me and lifted up my skirt revealing the crotchless panties I had changed into.

"VERY GOOD GIRL! Wow you really surprised me. I'm so proud of you baby. You know what, I'm going to reward you for that, I am very impressed"

He wasn't lying, he couldn't hide that smile if he tried, he really was happy and I made him that way which made me feel oddly happy too. Jamichael took the key out of his wallet and unlocked my caged cock. It immediately sprang to full attention, and all though my balls were aching and my penis hurt from being harder than I've ever been, it felt good to be free from that device.

"Now, don't forget. Don't let that cock fall out of your mouth"

Jamichael grabbed my penis and stroked it up and down very slow

"Understand?"

It felt better than anything I have ever felt before, and all I could do was mumble a yes sir behind the rubber cock in my mouth

"I couldn't hear you, do you understand?"

Jamichael started to twist his wrist now as he reached the head of my tiny pee pee, I tried to say yes sir again and the cock almost fell out of my mouth covering my chin and chest with my own spit

"Good girl, now pay attention...and enjoy"

With that Jamichael got up, turned out the lights, and left the room behind me. Now, I've watched my share of sissification, forced gay, forced cocksucking, and cock sucking instruction videos plenty of times. Probably way too many. Actually to be honest, I'm almost ashamed to admit how often I watch these types of videos. I watch them more often than anything else, but this video was different. This video was the real deal. This video wasn't just cut scenes of random porn, this was video of the man who just got me to dress up in women's clothing. The man who just got me to accept a butt plug into my pussy. The man who got me to drop to my knees and suck on a fake cock in preparation for sucking on his real cock – the same cock featured in every single one of the clips on this video. I needed to cum so badly. I had no sense of time whatsoever, I was lost in the video. Sissy after sissy sucking on his cock, and then there she was...it was Gia. She looked totally different. She didn't have her little boobs or her long hair, and her lips didn't look as full either. Did Jamichael make her get all that plastic surgery? Is that what is going to happen to me? I never thought of it like that, but the idea made me go crazy.

She must have looked how I looked right now. She was on her knees with her little penis in a pink chastity device just like the one I was wearing earlier. It was probably the same one which made me even more excited. How many other sissys before me wore the same device? How many tiny penis struggled to get hard inside that cage just hoping and praying for some sort of release. My balls felt heavier and bigger than they have ever felt before. It was 8 days, almost 9 since I last came.

I continued to watch the video of Gia submitting herself to her daddy. It was such a powerful scene. Here was this tiny white sissy boy kneeling on the floor with her hands behind her back and her head looking up at Jamichael's eyes. Jamichael stepped closer to her, the tip of his fat cock head was brushing against her lips. He asked her what she wanted and Gia replied by saying that she wanted his cock.

"No, tell me what you really want?"

Gia hesitated but then understood

"I want to be your girl, daddy. I want to submit to you like the good little girl that I am supposed to be"

Jamichael was bouncing his throbbing cock on her puckered lips now

"and what does it mean to submit to me exactly"

"I want to please you in every way possible. I want you to take my mouth and my pussy for your own pleasure. I want you to know that I am no longer who I used to be, and that my new self is yours and only yours"

"I know this will be the first time a real cock has entered that pretty little mouth of yours. You should be honored that it is mine. Upon taking my cock into that sissy mouth you understand that you will be submitting yourself to me and embarking down a path that you may not be mentally ready for. If you accept these terms and place your trust into your daddy for knowing what is best for his little girl, you may begin to suck on the most important part of your new life. You will not stop sucking until you have made this cock shoot its thick creamy nigger load into your white sissy faggot mouth. It is time to decide little one."

Gia opened her mouth and let the purple cock head slip past her tiny lips and into her mouth. I could see her tongue massaging the underside of the head of his cock while she moved her lips around the sides and top of it. I could hear Jamichaels sexual frustration leaving his body through his heavy moans as the first sensations of his new sissy's mouth on his masterful cock shot through his body. Jamichael began to slide his cock further into her mouth now. The glistening spit on his shaft accentuated the thick veins running down it. Gia continued to keep eye contact while working her tongue in a swirling motion around his cock head with every thrust. Jamichael was starting to get more aggressive and began to slide his cock further into her mouth forcing gia to gag and back away. Jamichael noticed and quickly pulled his cock out of her mouth leaving a strand of spit from her bottom lip to the tip of his member.

*SMACK*

Jamichael smacked Gia across the face, Gia began to speak and he smacked her two more times. Gia looked frightened and Jamichael smacked her again. Tears began to stream down her face as she started to cry.

"YOU ARE MINE, YOU STUPID BITCH! DON'T YOU EVER PULL YOUR MOUTH OFF OF MY COCK. YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE!!!"

Jamichael kneeled down and grabbed Gias face with his hand and brought his own within inches of hers. While looking straight into her crying eyes he asked:

"What are you?"

Gia, completely defeated and barley able to speak through her tears, replied by calling herself a black cock loving sissy faggot.

Jamichael spit in Gia's face, stood up, and rammed his cock back into her throat. He fucked her face relentlessly. Gia was gagging, and crying, but she didn't back off. Jamichael eventually slowed his pace down until his cock was just sitting in her throat.

"Do I need to smack you again? Get back to work you stupid fuck"

Gia began bobbing her head back and forth – slowly at first. I could hear the sucking sounds and see the spit oozing out the side of her mouth. Her face was covered in tears and saliva. Jamichael started to breath heavy.

"Ahhhhh, just like that baby, keep going. I'm sorry I hurt you, but you needed to learn. You needed to know that this was for real. You're doing good for your first time baby. Just keep looking at me while you swirl your tongue around my cock head. Ahhhhh fuckkkkk. Keep going, ughhhh, don't change a damn thing girl, just like that...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

And just like that Jamichael gifted Gia's abused mouth with his hot sticky load of cum. I could see his cock pulse. He must have shot 20 ropes of cum into her.

"Ahhhhhh, good girl Gia, now don't forget what I told you to do"

Jamichael slowly eased his softening cock from her mouth and took a few steps back. I could see Gia swishing her cheeks before she opened her mouth and began to gargle his cum. She sat there for about 30 seconds before Jamichael stepped behind her and started petting her head.

"Swallow."

Gia swallowed the entirety of his nut and the video stopped. I was left in a completely black room now. If I thought my penis was going to explode before all of this it was really at its limit now. I was so horny and all I could think about was sucking cock. I pretended the dildo in my mouth was Jamichaels and I began to suck on it gently in my mouth being careful not to let it fall out, I started to raise and lower my buttplugged ass onto one of my heals making me feel like I was getting fucked – even as minimal as it was. I couldn't help me self. This was the most action I had gotten in days and it felt so good to have my holes filled. I started to bounce a little faster and harder now, and I could feel my dick leaking what felt like gallons of precum.

"WHOA WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE!!"

The lights flicked on and Jamichael, Gia, and Marcel were standing in the door way. Marcel had a huge creepy smile on his face while asking Jamichael what my punishment was going to be for acting like an out of line slut, but Jamichael explained to the two of them that we had made a deal earlier and that I would be rewarded so he wasn't going to punish me but that he was in fact very proud of me.

"Hey baby, it's ok. We saw the whole thing. We all saw you sucking on that dildo and bouncing on that butt plug. Don't be shy about it, it's already out there. But, it looks like it's time for you reward..."