Date: Sun, 29 Aug 2010 06:38:37 +0000 From: tim tim Subject: Tim and Michel 44 Chapter 44 of Tim and Michel, I am sorry but I messed up the posting of the chapters. I posted last night chapter 43 double and it seemed I missed out on chapter 41 all in all. So new this time is chapter 41 and 44. Chapters 42 and 43 you might have read before. If you got any other remarks please let me know at noway16@hotmail.com. All of my writings can be found also at my own website www.timsfunplace.com. They kept on teasing me for the rest of the time while they were preparing a bed on the ground for Michel to sleep on. I had hoped that there would be another bed that they could put beside mine but it seems that was something Daniel couldn't do for us. In the end Daniel left and Michel got undressed. He stayed in his briefs sitting on the edge of the bed. "Stop teasing Michel". I said as I could feel my dick hardening already. He smiled. "Sorry Tim, it is just so funny in the way you react, you keep blushing most of the time you know". "Yea, yea, enough is enough". I said with a smile. "I know. I think that Brian and Seth want to visit you soon as well, oh and I had a call from Shawn as well". "AH, well let's see if we can organise that over the next few days but let's keep dad out of it for the time being. We need to time that". "No worries. If you want I can bring some of the home work with me as well". "Sounds like a good idea. I don't want to get too far behind". "Well time to go to sleep then". "Hmm without kisses?" I said prowling a bit. He got closer and set down on the bed. My hand went straight into his briefs and took a hold of his dick. He started to kiss me then but at the same time took my hand away from his crotch. When we needed a bit of air he said. "Sorry, I meant it Tim. I can wait till your healed ok"? I blushed "I know but". "NO buts Tim". "Let's get to sleep". I wasn't that sleepy but with the lack of sleep for the last few days I could tell Michel was, so I didn't really fight him on this and let him go to sleep. I just watched and was content that it had turned out all for the best that day. So life got back to normal again. Well as far as you could say that. I had long talks with Daniel and Winston in the morning hours and then with Michel and Jamey most of the times in the afternoon and my dad in the evening hours, so the day's went fast. I could see that I was healing for sure. I didn't even attempt to get close to an orgasm, so I had no idea how painful that would be and how it was, but we just had to wait and see. I managed to get out of bed with the help of Michel. I was not allowed to wear any boxers for some time as my balls needed support, so tight briefs were the best the doctor had told me. Now was that handy or not I thought. It seems he had a talk with his son but not sure what the outcome of it was as Daniel didn't mention it and I didn't want to go in to it too much. After a week the doctor said it was all under control and that I was allowed to go home the next day. I was not allowed to do a lot but slowly walk around and rest and I needed to come back in two weeks time for a check up. The worst part was that he told me not to cum during that period of time. He was not sure what it would do or how it would feel. I had looked at him with a stare but he emphasised it again. When I told Michel he had taken a deep breath. I knew he had been able to keep his promise to help me and not cum himself but 2 more weeks. I knew that that was not a good idea. He would end up grumpy for sure. I had a call from Brian at some point and we agreed they would visit the second day I was home in the afternoon. Dad would be at work. Now going home was strange very strange to say the least. When I walked into the kitchen I could still see my mom sitting in there. It was her chair and most of the times I would walk in there and she would be sitting at that exact spot. I quickly turned away. I think dad saw it. "You ok Tim?" He asked. "Yea sorry I will be shortly". I just couldn't look at that spot, so I positioned myself in a place I was able to glance over it. "We need to talk Tim". "Can Michel stay?" "Of course as much as he wants, although now, let's say he can stay during the weekends but not on school nights. Is that a plan"? I got up and hugged Dad, and then I went to Michel and gave him a long passionate kiss. "Hmm guys, later in your room please". I blushed. "Sorry Dad, thank you for doing this". "That's ok, now we need to talk with you as I said a moment ago". I heard the we. I looked at Michel and then back at dad again. "What is going on here?" "Well it is about your mother". Dad said. I felt that Michel got closer to me. "What about her?" "I think you expect her to be locked up right?" "Yea, didn't she get arrested then?" "Hmm yea she did but". "But what, it was a solid case". "No not really Tim". "Oh my god, don't tell me she got away with it all". "I am afraid so. She didn't do anything wrong. She followed up the advice of what she thought was a doctor. All other things were too minor to even get her charged with anything for the time being". "Damn and what if I testify?" "No, that won't change anything at all. You might need to testify against the doctor although it seems they found quite a few older cases now that are coming forward to witness". "So she walks around freely then?" "I am sorry but she is". "So I could just walk into her at any time?" "Yea although we made sure she knows that we might be able to get a restraining order without a problem if she tries anything". "It might be too late then". I said. "You afraid of her Tim?" My dad asked. "Yea wouldn't you be". I said now closer to crying than anything else. "Sorry Son, I will talk with her and see if she has planned anything". "You think she will tell you?" "No, not with so many words but I know her well enough son". "Ok, this is still a strange situation". "You ok Tim?" Michel asked. "I will be, I just need to get used to the idea that I might bump into her". "Well not around here for sure and for the first week that is all you're allowed to go". Michel said. "Oh yuck, boring". "I don't think so. We have worked it out that you're going to get a lot of visitors to keep your busy". "And then there is school work". Dad added. "I know Dad don't worry". "So I expected them all to be here but you spread the visits out I guess then". "Yea that is the idea". "OK, well let's get upstairs. Then I can do some home work and we can cuddle for a while. Is that ok dad"? "Yea go ahead. I will call when dinner is ready ok"? I looked back at him when he said that. Dad cooking I thought. I never had seen dad in the kitchen. I think he saw my surprised face. "OH you don't trust me to do that then?" "NO, just a surprise". "Well wait till you have seen the result". He said with a laugh. When we got upstairs we had a good time both working on our school assignments as well as having some good old fashion cuddle time. I was excited the next day as I knew that Brian and Seth would come around. I walked slowly to the door when the bell had rung. "Hey come on in". I said when I opened the door. "Good to see you guys". "You too". Seph said. After some hugs and kisses. I presumed I would get a lot of them over the next few days, we walked into the living room. We had some chit chat about what they had been doing. It looked like Brian had regained the complete trust of Seph again. "So you wanna share with us what happened Tim?" Seph asked. He did that in what I like to say was his master voice. No way I could escape from that. I also felt that they deserved to know the story. So I told them what happened. "Wasn't it very painful then?" Brian asked. "Well not really. I was out of it but it hurted an awful lot when Jamey was rubbing them in the ambulance. I think that despite the shot of morphine I was urging him to take it slowly". "Did it excite you?" Seph asked. "What?" I said, confused now by his question. "YOU know losing your balls. Some slaves do you know". I looked at him again. I saw that Brian said something softly to Seph. "Hmm, never thought about it like that. I .... Well I decided that if I had lost them I would not stay with Michel for sure". "Ah, so you never wondered what kind of effect it had"? "NO, sorry not really Seph. But to be honest I think it is not my thing". "Ok, just wondered and hope I didn't offend you Tim. I just thought, well after that last session you took the pain so easily... and sometimes that is ..". He then got an elbow of Brian in his side. He looked at him and then continued. "It doesn't matter, forget I asked Tim". "Ok, not a problem Seph". I said. "So you like it that Jamey bloke then had to rubbed your balls?" "Oh, he is so easily embarrassed". I said. "It is good to have some fun with him you know". "I am sure". "So next Friday we are organising a party and you will be the guest of honour Tim", Seph said. "We might postpone it but we think you should be up and walking again enough to have a party". "A dinner party at your place?" I said surprised as I couldn't really see myself in a jockstrap yet. "No, we have hired Michel's uncle's bar for the evening. We invited most of your friends to come along". "Ah, that sounds nice but why"? "See it as yours and Michel's coming out party. Everyone needs one to show themselves who they are". "Nice, thank you for that Seph". "Your welcome. Ok, I better go now. Brian will stay until Michel is here. So I'll see you later Brian". I was surprised by his sudden departure. When I had walked him to the door and came back into the living room I said. "Was it something I said?" "No, don't' worry Tim. He just wanted to give us some space and time to talk about stuff. And I think he is going to get some new toys for us to play with as well". "AH, lucky you". He smiled. "All seems to be fine between the two of you again". "Yeb we are back on track and as I said before, maybe even better than before so that is good". We talked about stuff that happened at his work and other bits over the next 30 minutes. "So no headaches, nightmares then Tim, while you are not playing at the moment"? Damn I thought how did he know? "Well a bit again Brian. But at least I know where they are from. I can handle them now". "Good, just let me know when they get too bad ok"? "I will, although it seems that now I know what they are and I know we will for sure play some more in the future and they tend not to be that bad as before you know". "Ah, well you have a more stable relationship now. You know what you can do and what makes you feel good so I am sure that makes a difference". "Did you know my mom is walking around out there?" "Yea Michel told us, he was quite upset when he heard". "Oh, yea well me too. I can hardly understand and to be honest I am afraid, afraid she might do something". "I don't think so Tim. Don't worry too much. I am sure she will retreat to some strange fucked up community". "Well she better". "So who did you invite for that party next Friday then?" "Well Michel's uncle and Shawn will be there. It seems Martin and his brother should be there too. Not sure yet if your cousin Justin will be there too, but Brandon will and then there are Paul and ... well you know them we invited them all. I think there might be a few you don't know. We didn't invite any of the others at your school. We thought you might want to be out but not that out yet. I think that when Michel's parents heard about it they wanted to come but I think Michel together with his Uncle were able to talk them out of it. I am not sure but there might be some others around that you don't know but who we thought would be nice to invite. I think there are some of Shawn's friends as well". "Good, I like that idea to be honest. It is good to make some new friends". "Yea and we don't do that enough, partying I mean". Brian said. "No and I think I can do with having some fun". "Yea, I am sure, isn't it awful not to be able to cum"? "Oh, I can assure you I can but I am not going to take any risk. I felt how it was once and I want to make sure it is all healed properly before I try again". "You have good self control Tim". "No, pure pain control. When it happened I thought I was going to cut in half or something like that. I think I never scared any one like that before". "So you were wanked by that cute doctor then?" "No, not wanked he was installing back the tube in my dick... you know". "Ah, his father got upset wasn't it"? "Yea but he is a good guy. I think you should invite him together with Winston as well". "Ok, you better give me their e-mails then". "Fine I will forward it to you ok". "Sounds like a plan". We talked a bit more and then he left. Over the next few days we had some fun, but most of the time I was home alone, doing my homework and keeping busy. When Michel walked in on Thursday he was all up in arms. "I tried, I really did Tim". "What Michel?" "I am sorry you will have to go through this but I can't keep her off my back anymore". "What Michel? You're not making sense". "She, what she does to me, she means it well but". I got closer to him, kissed him on the mouth just to shut him up. "OH, you think that helps?" He said when we had to come up for air. "Well it got you to smiling, now tell me who is bugging you". "Mom". He said with a deep sigh. "So what is up with her?" "She wants to see you, you are invited to dinner and if not then they will come to the party. So I gave in. You have a dinner appointment Friday evening before we go to the party". "Oh, well that is not a problem. I said I would be more than happy to do that". "I know but I had hoped I could have kept you for myself for a little bit longer Tim". "Well don't worry I will be fine, she is not going to eat me alive is she"? "No, more cuddle you to death or even worse telling you embarrassing stories about me". "Oh, I will love to hear them". I said with a smile and gave him another kiss. "Yea I know you do but not sure I want it". He said blushing. "Oh what is the worst thing you ever did, pee while your mom was changing you when you were a baby"? He blushed and I knew I was right. "I am so looking forward to tomorrow night". I said with a smile. "Well you are but I am not". "Oh you will be ok, and I love you whatever you did as a little child". "You think?" Laughing out loud I said. "Yea come here". We kissed some more, a lot more and I felt that I started to warm up, Shit I thought so easily after almost 2 weeks of no cumming. "Hmm, better stop Michel, not sure I can keep it from cumming you know". "I know I am at that point too". "You still didn't?" "No, I didn't but we will see what happens during the weekend. I am not sure I can last another week sweet Tim. Not with you around for the whole weekend". I smiled "How is your dad doing, is he ok with us now and with me coming to dinner"? "I think so, he still hasn't said a lot but he better be. I think mom will not let him get in the way of us I am sure". "Ok, so you are afraid of your Mom now I am afraid of your Dad some evening we are going to have..." I laughed out loud. "Oh, this is just the start. Mom wants us to be there at 4:30 for drinks then dinner an hour later and by 9:00 we need to be at my uncle's bar". "That sounds like a full evening for sure". "Ok, I would love to stay but I want to make sure I have my homework done so I better be going". "Oh, do you need to?" "I do, sorry Tim and I think if I stay then both of us will end up with something we better wait a little bit on. Is it healing ok"? "Yea doing ok. I am still keeping tight briefs on as that is the best way of preventing my balls from hurting too much when I walk". "Ok, sounds like a good idea, I will get some stuff then for the weekend. I will pack it then you don't need to". "What?" I said. "I am packing a bag for you and you are not allowed to check it out ok"? "Yes Michel". "Good, well have sweet dreams later on and I think your dad is going to bring you over tomorrow night". "Oh ok, you won't pick me up"? "No, mom wants me there when you arrive". "Don't worry Michel it will be all ok yea". "We will see". "At least we can spend the weekend together". "That is for sure". We kissed one more time, and then my phone went off. "I better take this". "Ok, see you tomorrow Tim". "Will do". "Hi this is Tim". "Hi there Tim, how are you doing"? "Hi there Justin". "How are you doing Tim?" "Better every day. I was wondering when you were going to call". "Well that was not easy Tim. My mom is still your mom's sister and she has had a hard time believing this". "Oh, well she has to but tell her that she is more than welcome to visit ok. I would love to see you too". "I think that can be arranged I got permission to come over tomorrow for the weekend, just in time for the party". "She knows about the coming out party?" "No just that you are having a getting better party. I would never say anything about Michel coming out. I don't think for some time that I want to tell her myself to be honest. So, his parents responded good didn't they"? "Yea, I am having dinner tomorrow with them". "OH meeting your mother-in-law to be". Justin said laughing. "Yea but I think his mom is ok, not sure his dad will be but at least Michel will be there with me". "That is a good thing yea. I can't wait to see Brandon again". "Oh you hit it off then?" "Yea, we have been chatting an awful lot and he is invited tomorrow as well isn't he"? "Yea you will see him". "SO, you have been chatting or more... Justin"? I could almost see him blush on the other side of the line. "OH, you know how handy computers are these days". Justin answered. "Well you better tell me, I would love to embarrass Brandon with it". He smiled now and started to talk. It took us almost half an hour before we hang up, that was fun I thought. It seems they were made for each other. We would see how things were going on tomorrow I thought. The next day I had a long bath getting cleaned and relaxed. I had a nap before it and was ready to go at 4 pm. My dad just made it on time and looked approvingly. "You ready for this Tim?" "I don't know but I have to and it will be ok". "If you are not let me know and I will pick you up ok"? "I will Dad". I had been wondering how he was doing but from the moment I had come home and had learned that mom was free out there he has become very quiet. I know that it was not easy on him either but I hoped he would snap out of it soon. When we got to Michel's place he looked at me. "Don't grow up too fast Tim, but have a good evening ok". "I will dad; if you want you can join us I am sure they wouldn't mind". "I know, Michel's mom did call me and invited me but this is about Michel and you tonight. I am sure next time she will insist to meet with me as well". "Ok, we'll see you on Sunday then". "Have fun and if there is anything, give me a call and I will pick you up ok Tim"? "I know Dad, love you". "Here don't forget the flowers". He handed me them from the back of the car. I waited until he drove off. Then I walked towards the gate. I wondered about the conversation we had just had. He was lonely that was it, lonely for sure I thought". When I got to the door it was opened before I even could ring the bell. "Hi there Michel". I said with a smile as I saw a nervous looking Michel standing there. "Hi there Tim. Your looking hot you know". "I hope so, your dressed sharply yourself as well". "I needed to". I smiled and wanted to move forward to kiss him but he held off. "Later Tim". Oh a shy Michel now that was something I had not seen before I thought and laughed a bit. "Is that Tim? Michel, come on in with him, don't leave him standing in the cold". I heard a voice from the back. "My mom". He whispered. "Come on in, are you ready for this"? "I am better than you". I said with a smile. But then he was pushed aside and a nice looking blond with a very open and friendly face came into my view. "Good to meet you at last Tim. I have heard so much about you". "Only good I hope". She smiled. "Mostly yea, but then I had to drag every word out of him. You know he can be so shy sometimes". I wanted to say something but she continued. "OH are these for me, you shouldn't have done that". With that she took the flowers out of my hand and looked in love to them. "How did you know I like tulips Tim?" Again before I could say anything she said. "Oh don't say Michel because he never buys any flowers for his mom nor does his father". I saw that Michel now was sticking out his tongue and making kissing movements with his lips. "Now you know how it is done Michel. Here go and put them in water while I take Tim into the living room". She handed Michel the flowers and turned towards me. I saw Michel walking off to the door that would have let him go into the kitchen. "First though come here Tim. I am sorry about all that happened", and before I knew it I was buried in her arms. I thought I heard her do a bit of a snicker so I thought it was time to get out of it and I slowly let go. "I am fine. I am healing and it will be all over and forgotten soon". "You are strong guy Tim. But this will need time. So if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, just come over ok. You are now just as much part of this family as Michel is. OK let's get into the living room". She pushed me more or less through another door. I went into a very warm cosy area. Yea this was so much different than our house I thought. This was a room you want to spend time in, together with others I thought. My gaze was kept though by a strong sturdy man in one of the chairs. He was reading the newspaper and looked up when we entered. "Dad, this is Tim, Michel's boyfriend". She said softly. "Nice to meet you Tim". He said. I walked forward to him and got a very tight, hard handshake. I didn't crack underneath it and did return the favour. I think it put a smile on his face. "Good to meet you Tim. Are you into any sports"? Oh shit I thought, he is really going for the tough guy questions. The one that he would have asked his daughter's boyfriend I thought. I smiled and said to him; "Yea I follow football not as a fan but just out of interest. I have played some badminton though". "Ah, ok, like Michel". "Yes sir, and also I was on the wrestling team". "Ah, I did that when I was in high school too". "You any good?" "I won a few yea". "So do you want something to drink?" "You got a soda sir?" I asked him. He looked then at me and said "NO, but we have some red wine". I had heard that Michel's mom just had left and I had no idea if this was a test or not. "Yea that is a fine idea Sir". "Good, I have never gotten Michel to drink it". I let out a sigh. He came back to the chairs and put the glass into my hand. "Cheers". He said. We bummed glasses and then he started to drink the red wine in one go. Not how I had seen others drink wine, but if that's how he wanted it. No, I thought I better not. I took quite big sip and put the glass back on the table. I sat down with it and wait for him to do the same. He smiled at me. "I wondered what you would do Tim. Good you drink just a sip and not the whole glass. For one moment I was afraid you would just follow my lead". "It had crossed my mind Sir, but I never do that. I have hardly ever drank any wine so I want to enjoy it not get drunk". He smiled again. "Seems Michel found himself a smart one and that is more than I would give him". "You don't approve sir?" I thought as I didn't want to play around the pool with him. He looked at me sternly. "I can go if you want me to". "Oh no you better not". He said with a smile. "Not if you don't want me to sleep for the rest of the year or so in the guest room. I don't think that I would be back into bed with her. From the moment Michel told us, she was so happy he came out. I think that she always suspected it to be honest". "You didn't Sir?" "I don't know Tim. I think if I look deep down inside me it has crossed my mind. But Michel doesn't look or act like a typical gay man you know, neither do you". "So you are ok with it then?" "I will be. I love him and he knows that Tim. And I am welcoming you with open arms into our family. I can be a bit sturdy maybe even conservative about stuff but I found my love and would never have been able to get passed the struggles in life without her and the moment Michel told us he was gay I knew there was more to it. I looked at him and knew he had found his love. Oh it hurt to realize that Tim, don't get that wrong but if that is what Michel wanted then who I am to stop him. He is my son and I love him, whatever he chooses. But I also know that there are people out there that think differently and I still want to protect him. To guide him to make the right choices. I can see he does but that doesn't make it easy to let go. You have to know that I think Michel is a good judgement of people but he trust others with this now as well and I just hope he doesn't end up hurt physically or mentally. So you see where I am coming from?" He had been looking into my eyes while he said that and I could see that he meant it. He cared more than anything else, which was important for him. "I understand Sir and I would not do anything to hurt him Sir". Then slowly, softer I said; "I love him to Sir. I wouldn't know what to do without him". "I know, but while you were in hospital those 2 days and you didn't speak to him, you hurt him. I know you had your reasons but still that got me on the edge". "I know sir and we talked about it and I think there might be more moments like that in the future but we need to communicate to each other, I think we have learned that now". "Good, just as long as you know you are welcome down here anytime you need. Oh and next time invite your father in as well yea. He must have had quite a shock too". "I will sir". "Ok, now tell me what are your plans for the future young man"? He said it in such a tone that I only could say to him. "You had prepared that question for a time didn't you sir"? "Well not really or not with the young man in it". He said laughing. "Yea that is what I meant". "I know Sir". I said laughing. Before I knew it we were talking about future plans, how he had grown up etc. I had heard that Michel came in and slid into the seat beside me. Then Michel's mom came in to tell us that diner was ready. We all moved to the dining room. Wow I thought when I entered it. It seems they did more entertaining than we did. Candles were lit and some very good china was on the table. "You can come and sit here beside me". Michel's mom said. "Yes ma'am". I answered. "Oh, you better call me Janet, Tim". "Hmm yes ma'am". She laughed when I did that. She sat down beside me; opposite of her was her husband and upside of me was Michel. He smiled at me; it seemed he was able to relax a bit. I was a bit quieter over the first few dishes. Talks more or less moved around me. Oh I was asked stuff and Michel had to tell how we had met, well at least part of it. When the main course was almost finished Janet looked at me. "You know Tim. I always had thought about how after diner I would go into the kitchen with my daughter-in-law to be and then while doing the dishes we could share some war stories about Michel. I guess now it seems that you are that person you might want to come with me to the kitchen in a moment". I blushed but Michel was one step ahead of me, as if he knew it. "Oh, I thought we would go back into the living room for a drink". Janet smiled. "You don't want him to hear how you wet your pants when we took you with us to the pet shop to buy a dog and the first one you saw startled you"? He coloured now terribly. "Mom please". "Or the reason why I want you to wash your own underwear"? "Mom please". "You think you can stop her from telling him Michel?" His dad said with a laugh. "I hope so". "Come with me into the living room you don't want to stay when she starts ok". He said laughing almost harder now. "Don't believe a word". Michel stuttered a bit and then he was moved out of the room by his dad. "You wouldn't do that to him would you?" I said looking at Janet. "Oh I had planned to with a girl friend, now I don't know but I wanted to have you for myself for a bit. I never expected two sons you know and I just want to get to know you as well as I got to know Michel. Oh, hmm". She continued then starting to stutter as well and a red face too. "Hmm sorry not that good". She said laughing now as well. "Oh, that sounds like something I would love to hear". "Come on let's go into the kitchen". I followed her with some plates into the kitchen. "So you ok Tim?" She asked while she started to do the dishes. I looked at her. "Yea I am fine Ma'am". "Janet remember, please try that otherwise I feel very old". "Janet, Ma'am it will be". I said and she laughed. "I think we will be friends together very quickly. I like your humour. Sometimes I wish that Michel would have a bit more of that. He can be very serious you know". "He has humour to ma... Janet". "Good he is a good boy you know". "I know Janet, I love him". "Yea I noticed that when you came in. But then I already knew you were just as I knew Michel was. You met about half year ago didn't you. I think you came over to the house a few times waiting for the train or something like that". I smiled at her and said. "You're good Janet, very good". "Well I have been waiting for Michel to open up for such a long time. I saw a change in him around that time and when he didn't say anything about a new girl or anything but started to talk about some new friends he just confirmed my suspicious. Shocked a bit maybe Tim, but happy that he had found love". "So you are fine with us then?" I asked her. "More than that what more can a mother want than two sons". She said smiling now from one ear to the other. "So what about those embarrassing stories about Michel". "Oh they are no fun telling them without him here. But he did some strange things in the pasted". She said. "Oh I am sure we all did and you did as well". She got red again. "Oh, yea especially after meeting his dad you know. We had a wonderful time together before we told anyone we were in love. It was ... and she told an incredible story about how they met and what they did". ".. You know there is a lot of Michel's dad in Michel. You need to be strong with him to make sure he gets out of his shell. Otherwise he will just sit and not talk about what is bothering him". "Yea I know but he has some great things about him as well. I am still finding new things out about him every day and I am loving that". "Oh, that is so much fun to do". She said. "I think that is the best part of being in love and discovering each other". We got quiet I guess a bit thinking about this. "How are you holding up with your mom out on the loose again Tim?" She then asked softly while looking at me. I am not sure why but the way she said it or the things we just had talked about I felt that I cracked up a bit. "Slowly Ma'am". "Janet Tim". "I know Ma'am but it is not easy you know. I know she loves me but that she was.... able to.... do........ Such a thing". I was now stuttering and some tears were on my face. "Oh come here". She said and before I knew it I was back into a big hug with her. This time I couldn't control myself anymore and started to cry. "Let it out Tim, it is good to cry, to show your emotions". She whispered. I could hear a door open in the background and I think I felt Janet move her arms to whoever was there. I just cried and cried. When I got a bit more together I pushed myself off her a bit. "Thanks, it seems I needed that". I said blushing a bit. "That is fine Tim, whenever you feel you need that come to me ok. I know that it is not easy on you what happened. If you need to talk to, come over yea". "I will Janet; I just didn't know it was hiding in there. I have been feeling ok handling it so far but I guess there is a lot more pain with me than I thought I had". "I am sure it does and you need to give it time and attention Tim. Don't put it away ok"? "I think I know, but it is so hard to believe she did it you know. I sometimes think especially when I walk into the kitchen that she is just sitting there then when I realize she isn't it sinks in again what she did". "Sometimes people have a lot of trouble dealing with their own stuff Tim and it seems your mother found help with the wrong people. You trust your own feelings and never trust someone else's ok". "But that is not easy and as a child you are learned to trust your parents, when they do ... oh I don't know even my dad seems to be lost with her you know". "Oh I thought I heard that in his voice when I had him on the phone. I hope he really takes up the invitation soon to come over for dinner". I smiled. "I know he would loved to but I think you might need to force him a bit in this then he will come otherwise I am not sure". "We will see, you ready to go back into the living room"? "Yea, I think we need to get going soon". "I think so Tim. But promise me if you need to talk come around down here ok. Even if Michel is not here, promise"? "I will Janet". I stepped back up to her and hugged her again. It was nice, it was safe and it was the way it should have been with my mom. But I guess I never had that kind of relationship with her. Or she was unable to do it. I let out a deep sigh, looked at her and said; "Thank you Janet". I started to turn towards the door when I looked back. "You are a great person Janet and I can see a lot of you in Michel, you did a good job with him raising him. You can be proud of yourself". I saw that she blushed but also that she accepted the compliment just as I meant it. I walked through the dining room into the living room. "You ok?" Michel said when I walked in. "You better answer that Tim. He has been walking up and down for the last few minutes". "Yea I am Michel. It seems I just needed some motherly love". "Oh you must have gotten an over dose of that then". Michel's dad said with a smile. "Good, well Dad it is time we go, if that is ok"? "Yea go to your party and enjoy yourself. Just be quiet when you get in tonight ok"? "We will". "Come on let's get upstairs". He said. I followed him to his bedroom. "Come here Tim". He said and he gave me a passionate kiss". "So you survived it Michel?" "Yea I did, not sure you did in the kitchen or with my dad. I didn't know they would do this to me". "Oh they didn't do anything. You should be proud of them; they made me feel very welcome you know". "Ok, if you say so. Talk with them about it Michel". "I will see". "Ok, party time, shall we go". "No, we need to change we can't go out parting like this". "You're sure?" "Yea, I am but I am going to change in the bathroom and you can do it down here. I don't think that I would be able to control myself if I would see you naked". He said with a smile. He got my bag from the bed and said. "There is a surprise in there. Just put it on and don't wonder about it and put the other stuff over it ok". I wanted to grab the bag but he put it down again. "Wait till I am gone, promise"? "Ok". "When you finish come and join me in the bathroom and then we will go". He left and I opened the bag. I looked into it and thought. "OH no, what is he up to now? He can't have me to wear that tonight". I got hard instantly and even worse excited. Two weeks of not cumming were getting to me. I took it out of the bag and put it on. It was tight enough to keep my balls from dangling and that was good, but ... oh hard as ever I thought. I got the shorts that were on top of it on and the tight t-shirt as well and then went to the bathroom. "You ready Tim?" "Yea but what have you planned"? "So you liked that outfit?" "Yea, but what ...... If you got any other remarks please let me know at noway16@hotmail.com. All of my writings can be found also at my own website www.timsfunplace.com.