Date: Mon, 29 Oct 2012 19:20:10 -0700 (GMT-07:00)
From: Jamie McNamara <soccerkitskin@earthlink.net>
Subject: My Slave Contract

I'm a slave owned by a Master for the past 18 years. over the years though
we don't engage in the complete degradation, humiliation and submission
that a slave and Master who have no other links can engage in. for this
reason my Master directed to me to submit to another Master without
question which i have done. my second Master is a full time Master with
limitless sadistic needs and desires that he must have fullfilled
regularly. i have no other action with him other than to submit and
serve. i may not speak to him other than to say words of submission such as
"yes Sir" and "please Sir may i have 30 more strokes of the cane." i may
not look at him or engage in any behavour other than submission.

the new Master agreed only to train me as a slave if i agreed to two
conditions. First, there would be no conditions. The slave contact i signed
while still a free man allows the Master to do anything he wants to me. he
may brand me, tattoo me, remove my hair by electrolysis and castrate me
should he so desire. to date thankfully he has not done any of these
actions but he has the power to do so should he desire. Second, the
contract is without end. i will forever be his slave so long as the Master
desires, however if he tires of me at any time he may sell me to another
Master or release me otherwise dispose of me. The dynamic which i have
entered is unlike that which one often sees in porn when for inexplicable
reasons the Master starts to suck the slave's cock or somehow give the
slave pleasure. i have never understood that dynamic and am thankful that
my Master has no interest in that. he will always Dominate me, i will
always submit, that will never change, even for a second for any reason.

i live to submit and serve him totally. he breeds me and feeds me as he
sees fit. he chokes me with his cock. he beats me with his belt. he canes
my ass until it is covered in red stripes. he makes me eat from a dog
bowl. he makes me lick his toilet clean. when i lick his boots i must lick
the bottom, the sole of the boot clean before i may lick the top of the
boot. i spend hours worshiping my Master's feet and toes like a little
puppy giving him pleasure after a long days work on his feet. when my
Master slaps me i thank him. when my Master beats me i thank him. when my
Master canes me i thank. i thank for chocking me, for gagging me, for
making me asphixiate on this cock, i thank him for pissing on me and making
me clean his toilet. i thank him when he uses me as his toilet paper. when
he uses a cane or a belt i worship my Master's personal property that he
uses to train me.

My Master subjected me to other training to complete my degradation. for
instance he regularly forces me to insert vegetables in my ass. after they
are in there for awhile he makes me take them out and clean them with my
mouth. my Master typically attaches sharp clips to my nipples which
generate on-going sharp pain, especially when he pulls them off. my Master
gags me with his socks regularly so i am not even able to whimper or cry
out as to the pain he has inflicted upon me. my Master also enjoys having
other boys over to entertain him. he forces me to be submissive to them,
even the younger ones which is truly humiliating. he makes me lick their
asses clean just like his. i have to worship their feet and call them
Sir. at the end of the scene if he allows them to cum on his feet i am made
to lick the cum up and swallow it. it is amazing how humbling this is, to
be submissive to other subs, knowing that it gives my Master pleasure. it
makes me feel all the more like the slave that i am and as awful as it is
to be subjected to this it makes me better able to understand and except my
permanently inferior status.

i am entitled to no sexual pleasure whatsoever, i may not touch my cock and
balls, the are now the property of my Master. i will never again ejaculate
except i suppose if i had a wet dream. no one will ever again suck my slave
cock, i will never fuck another man, i will never be jerked off by anyone,
my cock's sole function is to piss and the balls are nothing more than
decoration to be removed on a future date. once removed i will not be
allowed hormone replacement therapy, there will be no testosterone left in
my body and i will be deprived all of all aggressive sexual and masculine
attributes, unable to get hard or ejaculate, and i will be nothing but a
submissive slaveboy who craves enduring all pains and abuse subjected on
him by his Master.

i have been asked what it is like, my decent into slavehood and acceptance
of my inferior status with the only purpose of pleasing my Masters and
owners with total disregard of my own sexual sexual satisfaction and self
respect. i have come to understand, accept and embrace that in this world
there are some men who are naturally dominant and others that are naturally
submissive. slavery has existed since the beginning of time in all
cultures. it is a completely natural state and much of today's collective
neurosis is caused by so many people not understanding and/or be unwilling
to accept their natural Dominant or submissive state. my Master's complete
training, in which he allows me no freedom, forever, and he controls
everything has allowed me to come to accept my status as a slave and i've
come to embrace it. whereas before i was scared when he caned me now i
crave the pain. whereas before cleaning the soles of his boots was stomach
churning i now cannot imagine not doing it. before i sat on the toilet like
a man. now i relief myself in a bucket like a slave, an animal really, and
my only interaction with a toilet is to use my tongue to clean it. i
realize this is my natural state and i'm completely happy. sexually, i'm
now being bred by my Master, but only my Master, whereas previously i only
was fucked with a condom. my Master's cum is the only cum that's coated the
insides of my slave hole and that's the way it will always be. no other man
will ever get to cum in me. my mouth's primary purpose is to serve as a cum
dump for my Master when he feels like face fucking me. i lap up every drop
of his cum without question. that i will no longer cum is no longer a
concern to me. i realize it is a gift from my Master as it trains me to
understand my forever submissive state, to realize that by denying me the
right to cum like a man i am learning that i am no longer a man and that as
a result of the degradation if have endured i never again will be a man
even if my Master were to set me adrift.

my body has has been transformed into that of a slave, an owned chattel
with no rights and responsibilities other than to submit to my Master. i
understand over time he will mark my body with his brand to show that i am
property, he will likely tattoo me in some fashion and that my balls one
day will go. none of this scares me anymore because my training has become
so complete that these are just the natural next steps. it is as if my
brain has been rewired to accept a new and permanent level of submission
that can no longer be altered.i have come to understand that i had never
had self worth as a man as i was not a man, i was a slave in search of a
Master, and now that i'm being trained in such a way i have changed
permanently. i thank my first Master for allowing me to be trained in this
fashion and my second Master for training me in such a dominant
fashion. slaveboy jamie