Date: Sun, 17 Jul 2005 19:09:58 -0700 (PDT) From: Harry Rod Subject: My trainer, Bobby - Part 3 "And you licked your fingers clean." He chuckled. "Are you ready to cum again?" I started to nod, but then remembered and said, "Yes." He smiled, "Yes, I haven't forgotten your punishment. That will still happen. I won't forget. But for now, stand up, open up your pizza box and unwrap the chocolate bar." Were we eating or was I jacking off? I stood up and opened the pizza box and then took the wrapper off of the chocolate bar. I then looked over at Bobby. I still couldn't believe where I was - this thought just seemed to percolate through my mind tonight. Naked, jacking off and allowing this guy to control my every minute. Filming my every intimate moment. Bobby had his camera out again. "Now jack off for me again." He stressed the word "again." And I blushed. I reached down and wrapped my hand around my cock. It seemed like I had been jerking my cock all evening. It had either been hard and dripping or I had been stroking it for Bobby, whenever and wherever he wanted. "Tell me what you are thinking about," he instructed. I was stroking my cock as I looked into Bobby's eyes. "I was thinking about how embarrassed you have made me this evening. Making me stroke off in the library, on the campus lawn, for that guy in the store. Walking naked in public, having fingers, a plug and a candy bar up my ass. Having you watch me do all those things and having you film everything. Wondering what you are going to do with those movies of me." My breath was coming faster and my heart was pounding as I pumped my cock and relived how low he had made me become. "Shoot on the pizza and the candy bar when you cum." I was in oblivion. I was over the edge and there was a fog in my head. I rose up on my toes as they curled and my whole body tensed as went over the edge. Ropes shot out of my cock, over the pizza, the candy bar and everywhere. I didn't even care. I was beyond caring. He could do anything to me and I would revel in it. When I regained my breath, my eyes focused and saw he was still filming me. I looked down and saw my jizz pooling on the cool pizza and laying starkly across the chocolate bar. "Now pick up a piece of pizza and eat it. Eat a slice of pizza covered in your own cum." I reached down and picked up a slice. Cum covered it and dripped off the edge. I bit into it and tasted my cum once again. It hit me and I thought I might hurl. I was eating my own cum again. Eating cum, out of my cock, while someone watched and filmed me. Tears welled in my eyes again as I chewed. I finished my slice and Bobby told me to eat the candy bar. I picked it up and brought it to my mouth. The cum slid down the bar towards my mouth. As I chewed on it, cum dripped onto my upper lip. Tears streamed down my face as I wiped it up. I know I was being a wimp, but I just couldn't believe where I was and what I was doing. Bobby came over with the camera pointed at me. "What is wrong?" He asked in that same quiet voice. "Isn't this what you craved? Craved in the intermost part of your heart? What you have looked for, imagined and fantasized about for years? Isn't it?" I nodded, then said, "Yes! Fuck yes! But why are you doing this, why do you know what I want, need, desire and dream about? Why?" Bobby smiled and said, "That is a long story that I will tell you later, probably tomorrow. Right now I have to punish you." I think I was so far gone, that I couldn't be shocked again. He set the camera on the desk facing the chair. He sat on the chair, spread his leg and patted his leg. "Come bend over my lap." I walked in a daze over and lay down over his legs. The fabric of his jeans burred across my legs and chest as I stretched out. My cock was hanging down between his legs. My ass was open and exposed to him. It made me feel so vulnerable. I couldn't remember a time that I had to do this when I was a kid. No one had ever turned me over their knee to spank me. He placed one hand on my back. It felt warm as he held me firmly with it. The other hand rubbed my ass. He slid his fingers down my crack towards my hole. "How does your hole feel?" He pushed his finger into my tight ass ring. "Sore!" I moaned as he pushed his finger into my ass. "Good. Good for the poor little boy to have his hole stretched. We will get you more time wearing your butt plug. Keeping in there reminds you that you are low and pitiful. Getting hard because you have something up your ass. Do you get turned on with something up your ass?" "Yes," I mumbled. "Turn and look at the camera and tell them that you like having something in your ass. It makes you feel good." I turned and looked at the camera, I had almost forgotten about it. I felt heat rushing through me and heard a pounding in my ears, as I spoke, "I like having something in my ass. It makes me horny." He wiggled his finger around in my hole and then removed it. He continued to massage and rub my ass. Such intimate contact was having an affect on my cock. Then he widened his legs and reached between my legs and cupped my balls and gave them a squeeze, at first gently and then with more pressure. I moaned again. He squeezed more then and I felt a stab of pain and jerked. "Don't move or I will have to punish you more. You like having your balls squeezed?" "Yes." I mumbled at the floor, I had tuned back to looking at the floor. He gave my balls another squeeze and I moaned again. He removed his hand from my balls and grasped my now hard cock. He pulled it back and up between my legs. He couldn't bring it all the way. It was smashing my balls and hurting my groin. I moaned again. He let it go and it flipped up and hit my stomach. It hurt bad. That's when he slapped my ass for the first time. Smack. It stung and I wasn't ready for it. My whole body twitched and I reached back to cover my butt. "Remove your hands! You will get more for that. What the matter, it hurt your little boy butt? When was the last time your were spanked like this?" "I never was." I muttered, still shocked at the slap. "Well, better get used to it. Cause if you break the rules you will get punished." He had been rubbing my ass, while he talked and then, Smack. Another one. "Ahhggg" I cried. He was not holding back on the slaps. He delivered two more in quick succession. And I tried to bite my lip to keep from yelling. I was clinching my ass cheeks closed, trying to keep them hard and tight. He rubbed my ass again and then smacked it two more time, harder than ever before! I was beginning to cry. He rubbed my ass for a while and I continued to keep my ass clinched. He moved his hand and reached between my legs again. He grabbed my cock and squeezed hard. It was already about to burst. "Ah, the low life loves to be spanked." He released my cock and then told me I could stand up. After I did, he did. Then he turned my back to the camera and told me to bend over so he could show my red ass. He made me reach back and spread my cheeks and show my hole. The one I liked to have something in, he told the camera. Then he turned me around showing off my hard cock saying how much I obviously enjoyed it. The got the camera and panned up to show my tear stained face. "Ah, we made the little boy cry. But his cock says he liked it." He turned off the camera and came over to me. He wiped the tears off of my face with his hand and looked me in the eye. "Tell me. Did I humiliate you? Did I degrade you? Did you get hard? Did you get off on it? Tell me!" I looked him in the eyes. "Yes, yes, YES! God damn it! You are fucking with my mind! How can you do this to me?" I was near my breaking point. I thought my mind would snap. "Later, I said, Right now, it is time for a shower. Follow me." I followed him into my bathroom. My cock was still dripping cum, and it still hadn't gotten soft. "Take off my clothes," he instructed. He sat down on the toilet and waited for me. "Start with my shoes and socks." I knelt on the floor, sitting back on my haunches, butt touching my heels. I lifted his right foot, untied his cross trainer and loosened the laces. I then pulled off the shoe. I set it to the side. I then pulled down his white sock, over his heel and off his foot. "Smell my sock," he directed. It was getting routine, but I blushed again as I lifted his sock to my nose and inhaled the smell of his sweaty feet. It was a rank heady smell. Why, I don't know, but my cock twitched, as I smelled it. "Oh, it gets him excited to smell a man's socks. How low is that?" I was still holding his foot in one hand. I put down the sock and looked as his foot. There was a bit of hair on the tops of his toes and you could see the veins that ran across the top of it. He had a high arch. Why was I studying his foot? I put it down and picked up the other, removed the shoe and sock. This time without being instructed, I brought the sock to my nose and inhaled. I put down the sock and then lowered my head and sniffed his toes. What a manly smell. Like a locker room and gym and workouts and sweat and all those things. I blushed as I realized what I was doing. I looked up to see Bobby watching me. He didn't say a word as I lowered his foot. "Now the shirt," he said. It was a t-shirt, so I reached over and pulled it up over his head, exposing his well defined chest. His bit of dark hair outlined his pecs. And a trail of the same dark hair led down from his navel. Dark hair curled out from his pits as the shirt came off of his arms. "Now smell the pits of the shirt." As I raised the shirt to my nose and found a sweaty armpit to inhale, he moved his foot until it was pressing down on my cock. I moaned and inhaled. Wow, what a heady mix of man, again. "Man, you are low enough to get off on smelling a man's BO. Wow, and your cock is still hard. You really get off on this shit." Red heat flushed my face as I lowered his t-shirt. He moved his foot off of my dick and then stood. "Now, the pants but leave the boxers on." I rose up unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. I was looking at the trail of hair leading from his navel down into his pants. I unzipped his pants and let them fall to the floor. As he raised each foot, I moved the pants away, until he was standing there in just his blue plaid boxers. My face was inches from his crotch. I would smell the sweat, piss and musk of him. "Well, what are you waiting for? Take off my boxers." I put my fingers in the waistband and pulled them down, mesmerized by the trail of hair that was exposed. The hair was dark and kinky and stayed about an inch wide, until the top of his pubic hair was exposed. Then a wide dark patch of wiry dark brown hair appeared. A little more and the base of his cock was exposed. It continued down until the flared head appeared and popped over the waistband. Then I continued to slide them down, all the while staring at the cock in front of me. Other than when he had been pissing on my, I had not been this close to another man's cock. And at that time, I hadn't been looking directly at it. It hung about 3 or 4 inches down, over 2 golf ball sized nuts. Wiry brown hair surrounded the cock and lightly covered his balls. He had been circumcised as I had been, but the head of his dick seemed to flair more than mine did. Not that I had ever seen mine this close up. "Now take up the shorts and get a good smell of my crotch." As I raised his shorts to my nose, I closed my eyes and took the smell deep into my lungs. Analyzing all the smells - sweat, piss, musk, soap, laundry soap and more. I came out of my analysis as he said, "Okay, now stick your nose in here and get a good whiff." I moved the shorts down to see that he had turned around and had spread his cheeks. I was looking right into his furry crack. "Come on, any guy that is low enough to sniff another guys shorts, has got to be low enough to stick his nose into another guy's crack and sniff." I felt the heat pulse again on my cheeks, but still I leaned forward and put my nose into his crack. The wiry hairs here tickled my nose. But I got the same musky, sweaty, manly smell I had from his shorts, plus an acrid tinge that blushingly reminded my of the taste I had from sticking my fingers up my ass. "Now, since you love being this low, how about giving my hole a kiss?" as he spread his cheeks more. Blood pounded in my temples as I closed my eyes and leaned forward, until my lips made contact with the rosebud of his hole. It was a quick kiss, I didn't linger and moved my head back. He let go of his cheeks, stood upright and turned around, almost hitting my in the face with his cock. It seemed to have gotten bigger. "Okay now for the shower. You are going to wash me as you would wash yourself. The exact same places, soaps, etc that you do when you are taking a shower. Then when you are finished washing me, I will watch you wash yourself and see if you do it the same way." He stepped away from me, opened the shower curtain and got in. He waited. I rose up to my knees and then stood. My cock was arched up and dripping once again. My body suffused with heat again, as I realized I was going to have to touch this man everywhere, as intimately as I did myself. I closed my eyes for a moment, took a deep breath and then went over to start the water. Once I got the temperature right, I pulled the shower curtain around us and started the shower. "Now use the same washcloth and soap that you would use on yourself." I picked up my washcloth and soap and worked a lather into the washcloth. I was standing at the back of the tub, so the majority of water was flowing over Bobby. "Now where do you start?" "I start with my face. I put it into the stream and get it wet, then wash it." "Okay, then let's get started." He said as he put his face into the water, then brought it out. I used the cloth to wash his face, neck behind his ears, just as I would my self. Then I started across his chest. Then I told him to raise his right arm as I washed that armpit and then down his arm. I couldn't believe this. I had never been this intimate with anyone, man or woman. Of course, I had showered with the guys in the gym, but I had never washed one of them. Or even observed them closely as I did. I had always worried about getting hard in the showers, as part of my fantasies had been about having to be naked in front of people. So I didn't spend a lot of time there, only as much as needed and didn't spend a lot of time looking at the other guys. Nakedness was always part of my fantasies. The thought of naked people or being naked in front of people had always made me hard. I always thought Of being made to strip in front of someone. And in my darkest fantasies, I had to get hard and jack off. It didn't matter if it was in front of a man or a woman. To me it was just the humiliation of being made to do it. I washing Bobby's other pit and arm now, and working my way down his well muscled stomach. His washboard abs were hard below my hands and I scrubbed them. When I got to just above his crotch, I hesitated. I moved around and did his shoulders and down his back, something I couldn't do as well on myself. His broad shoulders led down to a tapered waist and then to the defined muscles of his butt. I soaped up the washcloth again. "So where do you go now?" he asked. "I, ah, usually do my feet now." He raised his right foot and I soaped it up well, working my fingers between each toe as I did mine. Then across the arch and instep to the ankle. Then soaped up the well muscled calves to his knee. Then all around his thigh. He had hair all along his legs, not thick, but since it was darker than mine, it showed up more. Then I told him I needed the next foot. He switched resting on foot on the side of the tub with the other and I repeated the process there. I told him to rinse, as I soaped up the cloth again. "Now where?" "My butt, I mean, your butt." He turned his back to me and bent a bit. I reached down and wash the muscles of his ass, which had a bit of hair on them as well. Then brought the cloth to his crack. I had to spread open his cheeks to get the cloth in and wash it completely. I rinsed the cloth as I told him to turn and rinse. "Don't you usually run your hand up and down your crack as you are rinsing to make sure you get everything rinsed?" "Yes." So I reached down spread his cheeks with one hand and then rinsed water up and down his crack, making sure I got all the soap out. I soaped up the cloth again, there was only one place left. He stood facing me as I reached down and scrubbed his crotch, first his cock and then around his balls and finally the area behind his balls. I started to tell him to turn ad rinse when he said, "Do you ever jack off when you take a shower." He looked me right in the eyes. I nodded and blushed. "Well, I told you to do everything that you did in the shower. So I guess you better get with it." My whole body turned crimson. I thought he meant me for a minute, that I had to jack off again, in front of him. Put then I understood, he wanted me to jack him off. "You mean, you want me to, ah..." "What ever you do, yes." I soaped up the washcloth again and took his cock in my hand. It didn't feel right, so I told him to turn and face the shower. I stood behind him, trying not to poke him with my cock and still reach his cock. I started using the soapy cloth on his cock. But I always had two hands working on my crotch, so I stepped closer to him, so I could reach both hands around him. My cock pressed up against his firm butt as I played with his cock with one hand and his balls with the other; just I did when alone in the shower. I felt his cock growing in my hand. It seemed to get bigger and bigger as I stroked and worked back and forth with the soapy washcloth. When he was completely hard, I began the slow rhythm I used up and down his cock, each time wiping the cloth across the sensitive head of my cock, I mean his cock. I cupped his balls and gently rolled them around in the loose sack. His were bigger than mine and his cock was thick and longer, but not by a huge amount. I could tell the difference though. I continued on thinking it was my cock, where I would be in this process. I felt my heart quicken and heard him moan as I increased the speed a bit. He was leaning back into me, just as I always leaned back when I was stroking myself. I knew I would be close by this point, so I dropped the cloth, as I do and began to pump his cock with a soapy wet hand. I could hear his breathing quicken and knew he was close. I increased the speed a bit more and rubbed the end more and then felt his cock swell in my hand and knew he was shooting. His whole body spasmed and he moaned again and I did as well. I kept playing with the sensitive end of it, just as I did and he shuddered again. I felt his breathing slow and his cock softened a bit. I tilted him into the stream of the water and rinsed off his cock and my hand. "Now. What do you do?" He said turning and looking at me. I reddened realizing what I had just done to another man; I had jerked him off. What kind of low life was I anyway? "I wash my hair and then I shave." "You shave in the shower?" "Yes, I like how is softens my beard and makes it easy to shave. "Okay, but I have a question?" "Yes." "What do you do, if you have to take a piss when you are in the shower?" "I just piss." "Thanks." I felt warm water flowing across my crotch. I looked down and he was pissing. But he was directing the stream at my crotch, once again covering me in his piss. When he finished, I had him put his head under the nozzle and get his hair wet. Then I got the shampoo and lathered up his hair. I washed it thoroughly, rinsed and then did it again. Without thinking, I got the conditioner out and put some on his hair. He had such thick brown hair; it was amazing running my fingers through it. I had always kept my fairly short. His wasn't really long, but much longer than mine. While the conditioner was working, I got the razor and began to shave him. I was concentrating now. Making sure I did it carefully and in the same manner I did mine. As I moved his head this way and that, carefully cleaning off his dark stubble, he watched me. When I finished, I rinsed his face, his head, getting all the conditioner off and stood back. "That's it." "Okay, Dry me off as you would and then I'll get the camera." I turned off the water and got a towel. "Where do you start?" "At the top and work down," I said automatically and then started to smile and caught myself. "What's so funny?" "That's what my high school gym coach taught us. 'Start at the top and work down - you wouldn't want to wipe your ass and then your face.' And I have always remembered that." "Sound advice." So I took the towel and start drying his hair, rubbing my hand back and forth along the sides and then the top and back, and then his head and face, arms, pits, chest and stomach. Then I did his back. Then to follow my top to bottom routine, I dried his butt, spreading his cheeks again to dry his crack. Then I took the towel and dried his cock, balls and the area behind them. Then I went down each leg, noticing how his dark hairs sprang up as I dried them. It fact as I looked up, the hair was more noticeable now, dry rather than wet. I continued to look as I dried each foot. "What are you staring at? Never seen a naked man before?" Again, I reddened. Would it ever stop? "Sorry, I was noticing the hair on your body. Yours is darker than mine and you seem to have more of it. Like I don't have any on my chest and just a little on my butt. And I don't think I have hair like that in my crack." Blushing again. "Yeah, I was noticing that you don't have a lot, also. But then again a real man, one with hair, wouldn't jack off for another guy, or strip for him, or do what he says or allow himself to be pissed on would he?" I hung my head and blushed. He had said it in the same even tone he always used, he hadn't said it in a malicious way or with a sneer, but it still made me feel ashamed. "Oh, don't look down. I have told you about that. Besides you like doing those things, don't you? You like being told what to do, you like being demeaned, don't you? It makes your cock throb when I say these things about you and make you do them, doesn't it. You being a low life that kisses another man's asshole, makes your cock drip, doesn't it?" Again, the same soft voice without any rancor. I looked into his eyes, tears welling again. I couldn't deny it, my cock was hard and it was dripping, again. "Yes." And again I said, "But how do you know that? How do you have this hold over me?" "I said, that is a long story and I will tell you sometime." While he talked he walked out and got the camera and some other stuff and came back. "Dry yourself off. We need to do something before you take your shower." I took the towel, now wet from him and dried myself as best as I could, wondering what he had in mind now. "You know, I was thinking about your hair as well. I was thinking that a low life little man like you has too much hair. You sometimes act like a little boy, blushing at the site of a cock or when someone touches you, or you have to touch someone. So I was thinking we should make you look like a little boy." "What do you mean?" I looked at him with shock, thinking he couldn't possibly mean what I thought he meant. "Why to shave the hair off of your crotch, pits, everywhere. For now, I'll leave the hair on your head. Maybe make it a bit shorter, but leave it for now." "I can't do that!" Really concerned now. "I couldn't go to the gym or shower at the gym. What would other guys say or think?" "I really don't care what they say or do. You can tell them you are going out for the swim team, that is was an initiation, or you are doing it for your chick. And by the way, since you were only concerned with guys seeing you, does that mean that chicks don't care, or that you don't have a girlfriend, or that you are gay?" He looked at me questioning. "All I know is that it will remind you that you are mine, to do with whatever I want. Besides don't you get off on the things I make you do?" "I, ah," I couldn't finish the sentence, I only turned red again. "No, speak your mind. I just said you couldn't question my orders, I didn't say you couldn't think or speak," he said again, in the same even tone. I didn't think he was mad, just wanting to know. "I, ah, this is difficult to say." I reddened again, started to look down, but instead kept looking him in the eyes. "I have never been with anyone before, man or woman. I have only had my fantasies and my, ah, hand," the blush deepened. "You are right, all the stuff you have me do, is all part of a very elaborate fantasy I have built up in my mind. It has so many aspects and so many variations and I continue to think about it, expand it, and travel down various avenues of it." I could feel my eyes watering again. "Today, has been so much, maybe too much. I can't process it all. I have never been this horny, but that's not the right word, filled with lust is better, in my entire life. I have cum so many times tonight; I have lost count. "I can't believe I said yes to you, I can't believe I continue to listen to you, to obey you, to let you control me. But it seems like I am hungry for it, thirst for it. I am not questioning anything you are doing, I only have one thing I would ask or suggest or whatever. "The public displays you have made me do tonight, they really make me nervous. I mean I think I would die, if my folks found out what I was doing, or if someone I knew found out I let myself be treated like this, or my professors. I mean, it's all so dirty and I am being so debased and humiliated, I couldn't live with myself, if other knew I craved this. That I seemed to want this with my very being. I just want you to know that." I was going to start loosing it soon, I could feel the tightening in my chest. "Dave, thank you. Thank you for your honesty, for admitting so much to me, for opening up so much to me. He took me by the shoulder and rubbed my head with the other hand. You are growing so much and learning so much. I have heard your request and will take it in to consideration. That doesn't mean that I will change anything. I may or I may not. But I am glad you shared it. One request I have of you, if there is something I can do to help you, you let me know. If I ask you to do A and you think it is too much, you can offer to do B, rather than object to A. Or you can ask that I come up with an alternative. "I don't always guarantee that what I chose will be easier, but it will be different." He wiped the moisture from my eyes. "Now let's get on with that removal of your hair. He brought out a pair of electric clippers and plugged them into the outlet next to the sink. Then he turned and said, "Raise your arm." I did as he instructed and lifted an arm. He proceeded to use the clippers and shave out that pit. Then he did the other one. Then he had me bend over the toilet and spread my cheeks and he worked the clippers down my crack. I felt the teeth of the clippers grasp the sensitive flesh there and yelped. "It's okay, almost done." Then he made me stand and turn around. Taking hold of my cock without any hesitation, as if was not a sexual organ, without any thought as to what it was. He held it this way and that while he shaved around my cock and balls. Then he had me get on the floor, spread and lift my legs so he could get the area behind my balls. When he was done he had me look in the mirror. I viewed my naked crotch and reddened, and I swear blushing in that area. "Okay, now to finish up." He took out a can of something, shook it and then started spread foam all over my arms, chest, butt and legs. My cock continued to throb and drip while he touched every part of my body. "Okay, while that does its work, I'll use your razor and some cream to get your nice and smooth." He took out some shaving cream and spread it all around my crotch and then used the razor to shave all the stubble away. He pulled my nuts tight in the sack so he could shave them. Then he had me bend over again as he spread foam on my crack. He shaved all along the crack, constantly smoothing and wiping the foam. He even slipped a foam-covered finger into my ass, making me jump. He laughed at that and slapped my ass as he removed it. He put an attachment on the clippers and told me to lean over. He took my head and using the clippers, cut everything off, except about 1/4 inch. "Okay, get the shower going - leave this end of the curtain open and bathe yourself, while I film you." I started the water, got the temperature right and then stepped in and started the shower. First I rinsed all the foam from my body. I had heard about this kind of foam. Girls used it to remove hair. It dissolved the hair or something. I could see bits of hair here and there rinsing off with the foam. I was going to be literally hairless. Once rinsed, I started in on washing myself; following the same path and techniques I had used on myself. When I was done, he asked me about my wood and I blushed as I took myself in hand once again in front of him. My balls were so sensitive, so was my crotch with no hair. I closed my eyes and lost myself in what I had done tonight. I heard him say, "Stick a finger up your ass. Finger yourself." I turned red again, remembering he was there and doing what he asked I spread my legs so I could reach back and insert a finger. It didn't take long after that and I was coating the shower curtain with cum. My breath was ragged and my heart pounding as I shot load after load. What was that, the third time or fourth? My toes uncurled and I rinsed myself off, turned off the water and stepped out. Bobby had removed the bathmat that was covered with hair. I took the wet towel and dried myself off, feeling the nakedness of my crotch and the sensitivity of it. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I raised my arms and looked at my naked armpits. Then I rubbed my hand over my very short hair cut. Saw that there was not a hair on my body anywhere. Not even the ones that were usually nearly unnoticeable on my arms and legs. I was devoid of hair and I had let a man tell me to do it. What had become of me? Bobby had gone back into the room and was sitting at my computer. He asked me for the password for my computer. I gave it to him. He was sitting naked at my desk. He logged into my computer and did a search for jpg files on my computer. He found my stash of pictures. There were pictures of naked men, men having to get undressed in front of other men and other women. Naked men jacking off in front of fully dressed women and men. Then he did another search and came up with my movies. Movies of men being humiliated in front of other men and women. Made to strip and jack off and bathe in front of other people. I was broken, he had found my darkest deepest secrets. I was crushed. I started to sob. Bobby turned to me and said, "What? You are ashamed of this? You are worried because I found this stuff? Don't be. I knew it would be here. This is no worse that what I have on tape of you. What are you worried about? I already know what kind of man you are and I am still here. You don't disgust me. I know you, I own you, you belong to me. You think there is anything that I can't make you do that would be lower than any of this," he waved at the computer. "Chill out, sit on the bed and watch. You will have an assignment when I am done." He started the web browser and typed in an address. While it was connecting he hooked his camera up to the computer. A program started up and it showed some film clips. He began downloading them from the camera. Next thing, his link cleared on the screen and it was a web site showing guys jacking off. There were numerous boxes showing various men doing various acts. Bobby began typing away and soon I realized he was posting my videos on the internet. I saw the name he used for me was Davey. I put my head in my hands and wondered what would become of me now. Bobby finished his work on the web site. He turned from the computer. He told me to get up off of the bed. When I did, he got into bed naked. "Now Davey, set down and write out what has happened to you so far. I want to you to write down everything as it happened. Let me know how it feels, felt, and what you thought and think about what went on and where we are. "Finish it tonight and when you are done, Davey, you can sleep beside my on the floor. Get a pillow and blanket out of the closet and sleep on the floor next to me. Sleep naked. I will wake you in the morning. But now I am going to sleep. Get busy." So I sat down at my computer, opened word and began typing, "I was sitting on the bench in the locker room. I had just gotten done with a grueling workout. I had taken off my shoes, ..." Soon I heard Bobby snoring softly and I looked over to see his naked form peaking out at various points from the comforter. My cock was throbbing again as I recalled each and every detail of the day. It was going to be a long night. Thanks for all the feedback - especially Dave and Jase - Other comments, suggestions, fantasies, send to harryrod575@yahoo.com. Part 4, may be awhile as I will be traveling. have fun harry