Date: Thu, 13 Apr 2006 20:03:00 -0500
From: slave e3 <slave_e3@hotmail.com>
Subject: Slave e3

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should not  read this story. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age,
in most state and countries, you are not allowed to read this story by law.
Check with your local laws regarding such. Sexual safety matters.

How I started to become the slave named "e3" on orders from my Master.

I have been ordered by my Master to write the story of how I started to
become a  slave. But first I have to tell you how I look like: I am 6ft
tall, muscled build, hairy and very manly and straight acting. I am 40 years
old. Although all my life I felt attracted to other men I started
experimenting with male sex late. At 26 I had my first sexual experience and
at 30 my first partner. I have always enjoyed to be a top even if I learned
and enjoy to bottom. Normally it is when I am in a relationship that I
bottom, otherwise I top 80 to 90% of the time. Most men I have sex with want
me to top them, I think it's because I look and act very manly and in part
because I am well hung at 9 inches, thick and cut.

Despite my looks I have always had a need to please certain men. Before I
was totally aware of my homosexuality I looked to serve and please my best
friends, who were always very good looking, doing everything in my hand to
make them feel good. Even at work, where I have an administrative job with a
lot of responsibility I wish somebody else would take the decisions so I
could just obey him.

Enter the Internet and the WWW when I was waking up to my gay life. I
discovered that there were some men that actually enjoyed to be dominated by
other men. For some reason those stories and pictures really turned me on, I
always pictured myself in the role of the submissive when I masturbated to
them. So I started to spend more and more time in the internet watching
pictures, reading stories and jerking off to them. The contrast between "my
public life" where I was a top most of the time, and the time I spent online
grew more and more.

The idea to submit to a dominant male and do submissive things grew in me
and so did the fear to actually do something like that. I never felt that
submission would be a way of life for me, because I liked the way I was and
I like to fuck as a top too. But the lure of relinquishing control and being
dominated is always there, like a spot you want to scratch but you can't.

In one of my many nights online I discovered the chat, and there I met some
Masters and they started to talk with me, soon came cybersex since I felt
very horny thinking about these men who actually *did* the things I read
about.

It was in one of those dark chatrooms that I met my Cyber Master SEXWAX4U
with whom I mentally clicked from day one. Whatever he liked as a Dominant I
yearned as a submissive and the match between His will and my need to serve
Him was overwhelming.

Every time we chatted he made me incredibly hot, and before I knew it, I
found myself doing things I never thought I would do for real, like putting
phallic fruits and vegetables up my ass (I didn't own a dildo or buttplug at
the time) and taking photos of myself stuffed like that, I would also
receive His punishment orders and take photos of how I executed them. Even
more surprising I found myself actually sending the photos of my deeds to
Him over the Internet.

I enjoyed obeying every one of His orders, but it was scary too, and I felt
guilty. So every day I would debate over going online again and chat with
Him, or stay away from Him and go back to my previous "hidden" life. The
strangest thing is that I only had one photo of him so I was doing all these
things obeying the orders of a stranger. I was doing all this because I was
being mentally dominated. There were no means I could be forced to comply,
but nonetheless I found myself consistently obeying and not knowing why.
Simply put I just could not resist Him.

So one day he told me I was His third cyberslave, that he had other two
submissives under His command and He ordered me to go see one of the other
slaves. I was going to be fucked in the ass by the other slave and pictures
of the deed would be taken and sent to Him. He was emphatic that I could not
touch my cock and balls while I was being used and I could NOT come.

I pleaded to Him not to order me to do it but He told me His orders were
final. He told me the other slave was very hung, that his cock was way
bigger than mine and He wanted his slave's cock up my ass and that while my
ass was being stretched and used by another lowly slave, he wanted me to
constantly keep in mind that my ass was being fucked because He wanted so.

I was perfectly aware that to that point it all was only an online matter,
that there were no means He could use to make me do it but at the same time
I was being forced to allow a perfect stranger to fuck me in the ass only by
my Master's will!!!

I just couldn't resist and that's how I obediently arranged a meeting with
the other slave whom we will call Rod.

First I contacted him by msn chat and  we talked about ourselves and our
preferences. I told him that I was a bottom as I was ordered by my Master
and that I would love him to take photos of me sucking his cock or being
fucked by his big cock, of course he liked the idea and we agreed to meet
next day in a local shopping center.

Next day I was nervous, we met as planned and talked a little about
nonsense. Then we went to his house. I couldn't believe I was going like a
meek sheep to the slaughter house. In a few minutes this stranger would be
ravaging my ass open, using me like the slave whore I had become. But I
couldn't think otherwise, I was determined to obey my Master.

Once in his house we started with the usual foreplay. He went for my ass
cheeks immediately, I refrained from touching his ass because I had to
behave like a 100% bottom. So I let him kiss me and grope me while I grabbed
his dick and moaned. I was so excited obeying my Master. Being the
submissive I took my clothes off first while he remained dressed. He
continued to grope all my body and suck and bite my nipples while evidently
avoiding to touch my balls and cock, that by now was very hard and dripping.

He guided me to the bed and I sat on it, he was standing in front of me,
then he grabbed my head and rubbed my face on his crotch, his cock was very
hard too by now. He opened his fly and again rubbed my face against his
raging erection. He took his massive cock out of his underwear and I started
sucking on it as I was Ordered.

I have to tell that he was not quite my type. Being a top to start with, but
I was going to let him fuck me because I was ordered to.

While I was sucking his cock, which was really big and thick, I was thinking
that soon that big meat would be inside me. I gave him my best blow job
ever, thinking I was sucking him off because I was ordered to and thinking
about pleasing my Master made me put the extra effort into it. In the
meanwhile he took the camera and started shooting photos of me with his cock
inside my mouth.

Then he stripped naked and laid me on the bed. Then he climbed on top of me,
spreading my legs and started kissing me, licking my nipples, groping me and
touching my ass. I was very excited letting him play with my body but in my
head I was battling between obeying my Master or inventing an excuse and
finishing this in a simple hand-job or even try to turn things around and
fuck him.

In the end I could not resist anymore and in sweet surrender to my Master I
spreaded my legs to give Rod easier access to my butthole. I could tell this
excited him even more and then he sat on top of me holding my head steady
with his legs and put his big cock in my mouth to suck him again. I could
not turn my head or go anywhere and meek and submissibly starting sucking
his cock.

I desperately wanted to grab my own hard and dripping cock and masturbate
furiously but I remembered I was ordered not to so I just sucked more
eagerly on the big meat that was filling my mouth, he moaned loudly and took
more pictures.

Then he took his dick out of my slut mouth and went for lube and condom. He
then spreaded my legs and pulled me to him. He positioned himself standing
between my legs and gave me the condom to roll it over his dick. I lubed his
dick and rolled the condom over it and when I was going to lube my ass he
told me not to.

I was surprised by this, with the size of his cock I sure was going to need
as much lubricant as possible! I argued this and he simply told me no with a
stern look in his face. Then it dawned on me that our Master gave specific
orders on how I was going to be fucked and photographed, and not only to me.
I was very worried but then he told me I was going to be fucked with my own
spit as lubricant so once more he climbed on top of me and fucked my face
with his condomed cock.

This time he was penetrating my throat deeply, I could feel his tool deep
down my throat allowing me just a few moments between strokes to grab some
air. However this was not bad at all, and it stimulated my mouth in such a
way that when he pulled out I could see thru my tearful eyes that his cock
was covered in a very thick spit. I was grateful.

He went back between my legs and I felt his thick cock pushing against my
asshole. He started to push in, I felt it enormous. He took more pictures of
his cock against my asshole. I relaxed and pushed and it finally started to
get in. Later I would see in the photos how this monster slowly opened my
asshole up.

While he was penetrating me, his thick cock was stretching my poor asshole
like no dick had before. While this was happening he constantly stopped to
take pictures (thank God!) and my cock was as hard as ever and dripping all
over my stomach. But I couldn't touch it no matter how badly I wanted to,
and this frustrated and at the same time excited me a lot!!!

I resorted to play with my nipples, which was kindly allowed by my Master
while Rod kept pushing his massive cock into my ass, I could not believe how
big it was. My ass was fully stretched beyond any point it had before and
his dick seemed to have no end, I could feel more and more of it being
slowly and forcefully fed to my poor ass.

Even though sometimes I believed I was going to be ripped in two by this
monster cock, I was very excited. I was there being penetrated, stretched
like never before, ripped apart, being some stranger's submissive whore and
the whole process photographed because my Master had ordered this. I was
very excited!!!

Rod kept taking photos and telling me how much he enjoyed penetrating my
tight ass with his big dick. Then I finally felt it stopped. His whole
monster dick was inside me. I could feel his pubic hair and balls against my
ass. There I was fully impaled, unable to move. The biggest dick up my ass,
and he was not moving, he was letting me savor the moment. The fullness
sensation, the dull pain somewhere down my belly where this monster was
stretching and rearranging me inside, my poor overstretched sphincter. And I
thought I had submitted to this because my Master had ordered me to. In my
mind I thanked my Master.

Then he started to move, he started to pump his beautiful monster in and out
of me, the camera forgotten. I was moaning while Rod fucked me every way he
wanted to his content and my dripping dick also forgotten. I wanted to pull
my cock, to masturbate, so badly, but I couldn't disobey.

After a while he pulled out. He turned me around in the bed and put me in
the all-four position. He took more pictures of his dick going in my
asshole. He mounted me doggy style and kept fucking me this way until he
came. I felt his cock growing even thicker inside me and stretching me even
more, then clearly felt it pulsating inside me. I was so excited I almost
came, but I kept in mind I was not allowed to.

Even after coming his dick was hard as a rock, and with his cock still
buried deep inside me he asked me if I wanted to masturbate. I told me I was
fine and he pulled it out. I felt so unhappy. The part I hate of bottoming
is this bad feeling of emptiness in the end, the longing of being filled
again. This time it was overwhelming.

So he pulled out of me and the condom was filled with his cum. We were both
profusely sweating. He turned me around face up again, and he milked the
condom over my chest and face, then he told me to rub it on my skin. I
submissively did as I was told and rubbed his hot milk on me. Then we
cleaned up the rest of our bodies while his seed dried on me.

It was obvious that this final humiliation was prescribed by my Master. I
was his slave whore, lent for others to use at will, not allowed to satisfy
myself by other means but the satisfaction of obeying my Master. Finally,
being paid in male seed.

Then I dressed up, thanked him and went home. All the way back I could smell
the odor of dried cum, I could feel my still stretched ass, so tight a few
hours before, now a gaping and sloppy mess. I hoped it would soon go back to
normal. When I arrived I was feeling very hot because I didn't came but I
could not disobey my Master, so I took a shower and went to bed.

The next day I downloaded the photos from the camera and emailed them to my
Master so he could see every way I had fulfilled His Orders. I still hadn't
come...

PS: Later I would find that this was only the first step in my training in
obedience and in turning me into a 100% bottom slave. Some time later he
would fully chastise my penis and teach me how to be satisfied 100% by being
used orally and anally (when allowed) by my Master's Cock. But that's
another story. Now I never think of my penis as a sexual organ and my only
satisfaction comes from serving my Master. I don't even remember when my
last erection happened.

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