Date: Mon, 1 Sep 2003 15:40:36 EDT
From: BareBareNekid@aol.com
Subject: Turn Around part 1   Authoritarian

     After reading some of the stories here I thought I would tell what
happened to me that changed me and how I felt about bareback sex.. At the
time I was a safe sex counselor at a HIV testing site. I did pre and post
test counseling for the people coming in for an HIV test. This was in
Chelsea so most of our clientele were gay men. Some would show up regularly
every 6 months to get tested. I guess I was the hardest to people who in my
pre test counseling would talk about the number of times they barebacked
and then go get tested and then six months later repeat everything. One of
the clients who bothered me the most was Rocco (not his real name, of
course). He would always ask for me to be his counselor and he would always
boast about how my guys he had fucked raw. I, on the other hand, acted
superior to him and used to blast him for treating the guys he fucked like
shit. The last time he came for testing before the events I'm going to tell
you about happened was the first time he didn't laugh off my comments.
After I had yelled at him, he pushed me up against the wall and put his
face close to mine. "If I thought you didn't believe what you were saying,
and were just being a hypocrite, I would throw you over that table right
there and fuck you raw til my cum was oozing out your ears. Then I would
make sure you got fucked by as many people that I could send over. But
since you really are that goody goody, I'm just going to say BACK OFF!" He
then stormed out of my office.

     I was really in shock and was shaking the rest of the day. A
co-worker, Ted, who I thought was one of the hottest guys I had met, told
me to come out with him and some friends that night and rewind after such a
hard day.

     I was to meet them at 9 pm at Ted's place after dinner. We would have
a drink at his place and then go to a club. When I got to his place I found
out all the other guys were already there. There was Paul, who was 6'2",
blond hair, around 42 - Victor, who was black 6'6", clean shaven and very
thin - and finally there was Chad , who was 5 '11", hair thinning but not
much, very muscular. All of them reeked of masculinity, combined with Ted,
who was 6', and 215 of pure muscle they were the hottest group of guys I
had ever been around at one time. I stand at 5'8", and 165 lbs so I felt
small compared to everyone else around me. One drink at his place led to
two which led to three so I was feeling very relaxed. The conversation that
soon started got me tense again.

     Victor: Ted was telling us about what happened at work today.

     Paul : Yeah, we were discussing it right before you showed up, I can't
believe you've never barebacked before.

     Me: Well, you know, I'm neg and plan on staying that way

     Paul: Yeah, but its not that risky for a top, we're all tops and I'm
sure you are too, so since you know what its like to fuck, imagine fucking
without a condom on, the feeling is great.

     Actually I wasn't a top, I was mostly bottom though I had fucked twice
before, I preferred to suck and get fucked. But I wasn't going to tell this
group that. I liked the idea of being taken for a top.

     Chad: But what's even hotter ..... is getting a guy who you're about
to fuck and wants you to use a condom to let him fuck you bareback.

     Everybody agreed, even Ted.

     Ted: That is the most powerful feeling, fucking someone raw who
doesn't want to be. What do you think Marc?

     I was feeling drunk, and I didn't want to lose their friendship so I
agreed it sounded hot.

     Ted: Well then, we can tell you what this group is about. We go out to
clubs. One of us picks up a guy, then we all come back here. The two of
them go into the bedroom where the one guy talks him into getting fucked
without a condom. We get him high and then the other guys come in and we
gang bang him.

     I was in shock, but it also sounded hot. I was feeling like such a
hypocrite but the thought of watching a raw gang bang had me hot.

     Victor: I think we should let Marc pick up the guy and to prove that
he's one of us, he can take him into the bedroom and trick the guy into
getting fucked raw.

     Then everything happened real fast, before I know it we had left the
apartment to go to a bar, I had picked up this really hot young guy and we
were back at Ted's place. Then I was in the bedroom with the twink and we
were slowly taking off our clothes. Sean was hot - he was my size about
5'8", blond long hair, smooth skin, no body hair anywhere, and he had 6
hard inches with a butt to die for.  He was totally naked while I still had
my red t shit on. I started in on the conquest as I was instructed to do. I
told him he had a cute ass and I would love to fuck him. He looked at my
hard 6-1/2, which is pretty thick and said he bet I would feel real nice in
him. Then he asked if I had a condom.

     Me: Oh come on, we don't need one it'll feel real nice going in
without one.

     Sean: To you, yes, but if you're going to fuck me, I need you to put
one on.

     Me: Oh come on, I'm neg.

     Sean: So am I, and I intend to stay that way.

     During this time I was fingering lube in his ass, and what was
stranger is was he was fingering my ass too.

     Sean: After you fuck me, can I fuck you raw too?

     I lied: Oh sure, It's the only way I'll do it.

     Then I remembered what the other guys said, and got the poppers out.

     Sean: Are those poppers, I never have used them.

     Me: They'll help you relax.

     He still hesitated saying he never liked using drugs and didn't want
to start now. I persisted and finally he said he would try. He asked me how
they were used. I said the best way was to hold the bottle to a nostril and
then breathe in slowly and deeply for ten seconds then switch nostrils.
Again he hesitated and asked if I would show him how. I was still feeling
tipsy from the drinks I had drunk before the bar and the couple drinks I
had at the bar so not thinking clearly I agreed. He took the bottle from
me, put it up to my nose holding one nostril shut with his other hand and
told me to breathe deep. I did.  The he switched and I breathed in again. I
later found out they were real amyl, so they hit me like a ton of bricks.
Sean then yelled out "He's ready" which startled me. the door opened up and
the four guys from the other room came in. Through the haze in my head I
saw Victor, Ted and Paul were dressed but Chad was naked with what looked
to be 8" leading the way. I was mesmerized. His cock was not only long but
thic and it looked like he was already dripping precum.. Through the fog of
poppers I saw Sean grab his clothing and leave, pausing at the door to give
Victor a kiss. Meanwhile the other three grabbed me and laid me out on the
bed.. I was flying at this point, but I realized I was on my back, my legs
were being grabbed and lifted and Chad was kneeling between my legs, his
hard cock aiming toward my ass.

     "Use a condom, PLEASE"

     I saw him reach over, grab a wrapped condom, tear it open with his
teeth, start to get it out and then put it down on the bed next to him. He
laughed.

     "No guy, I don't use condoms with sluts, just dates. We told you we
get together to break in a new cumslut. Well you're today special and
you're going to get fucked raw till you're drowning in cum up there."  I
felt the bottle of poppers against my nose again and I breathed them in.

     I was completely flying as I felt the head of his huge dick push
against my ass. I was gonna get fucked raw and there wasn't anything I
could do about it. On top of that, because I did love getting fucked and
always secretly wondered what bareback sex felt like, I was hard as hell.

     The head pushed against my butthole and its started to hurt from the
pressure, but then with a relieving pop it was buried deep in me.  I was
hit with pain from the size of his cock and I screamed.  But he held it
there letting me get used to it. Within two minutes his cock in me was
getting me hot and I was hard again. How could I be hard knowing his cock
was in me raw, pre cum leaking in me. I didn't understand but I was so
horny, looking back I know it was the poppers. All of a sudden I saw a
flash, someone had taken a photo.

     "A Kodak moment" I heard Ted chuckle. I still felt that huge thick
cock going in me, it felt great. Instinctively I wrapped my legs around his
back and pulled him deeper.

          Chad laughed "God you are such a slut" I saw the flash again. All
of a sudden he rammed his cock home and started pumping like there was no
tomorrow. Victor said something about the video camera not being ready yet
and Chad shot back that they could do without it for right then. He said I
had such a tight hole it was going to be a fast fuck but he'll do it slower
his second time after everyone else had had a go at me. He said they could
tape later but that the first fuck was to break me in.

        He fucked me fast a furious for five minutes and I, making more
noise than I had ever done, fucked my ass back against his cock, wanting
every inch. All of a sudden the fog started lifting and I just slowed down,
what was I doing? I was getting fucked raw! This was wrong! The poppers
were wearing off "Please, don't cum in me" I managed to whimper. Victor
asked if I should have another hit of poppers.

     Chad screamed " No, Not yet. Look at me boy, you were going to seduce
a guy into getting fucked raw but you got it instead. You were fucking me
back a minute ago knowing a bare dick was in you. You are nothing but a cum
slut , and sluts need to be bred. Now, give him the poppers."

     In a minute I was flying again. Then all of a sudden Chad stopped
fucking me.

     "Ok, boy, I'm gonna give you an out. I'll stop fucking you but then
unless you beg me to cum in you I'll never fuck you again. None of us
will. But, if you say it, I'll make sure you're never horny again."  He
slowly started to pull out. "If I leave your ass, its over".

     I don't know if it was the poppers talking but all of a sudden I was
screaming "Cum in Me. Please give me your load"

     "Are you a cum slut" Ted asked from the side.

     "Yes, I'm a cum slut, please cum in me!!!"

     Chad laughed, smiled down at me and said "You fucking whore, now
you've asked for it"

     Chad then rammed in and started pile driving my ass. Then all of a
sudden his face got contorted and with a loud bellow he screamed "Take my
load bitch". Even without the cry, I knew he was about to cum, by the look
in his face and the fact his cock got even bigger. He then rammed his cock
all the way in me and held still . Time froze. Then I felt it, his cock was
shooting his load in me and I could actually feel every shot It was a warm
rush in my insides and it grew bigger and bigger. His words echoed in my
head, I was now a cum slut, I was a slut. He seemed to cum forever, I could
feel his cum leaking out my ass and running down me as my ass overflowed
with his cum. I couldn't believe it, I had a mans load in me. I was like
all the guys I had counseled and talked down to.

     I felt Chad start to pull out. As he did he looked me in the eyes and
said "You're ass and my cock are going to be good friends. When you were
high on poppers you rode my cock like a whore.  You are a major slut and
its up to us to see that you use your potential.

     Then, before I could catch my breath Ted was holding a glass in front
of me and told me to drink it. I did without asking. After I did he told me
it was something to help me get in the sprit of things.  Within ten minutes
I was high as a kite, Ted was fucking me raw and I was screaming for him to
fill me up with his cum. Over the evening I was fucked and fucked, I
remember I had to get up a couple times to clean myself up and empty myself
of cum because they said I was getting too sloppy.

     Afterwards when I got home I was full of shame and thought nothing
worse could come from this experience.

     I was wrong - Monday when I showed up to work, the other shoe dropped.


Like I said this is a true story - If you want me to tell you what happened
next- email me.  Barebarenekid@aol.com