Date: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 13:50:07 -0500
From: preecherdave@gmail.com
Subject: Billy

Billy

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Author's Note

This is a continuation of the story Bad Boy through the eyes and actions of
a new character introduced in the last chapter of Bad Boy. It is going to
take some time to set the scene. So please stay with me. In addition, I am
going to use a lot internal dialogue that the character has with himself. I
was going to use the term, stream of consciousness, but my writing is not
at that literary level. There will be lots of truncated sentences. You know
from my writing that I do know how to construct a sentence. Hope it
works. Let me know. It is always good to hear from readers.


Oh, damn, not what I expected this labour Day afternoon. Sean sitting,
sipping coffee with a really attractive guy. The number of things that went
through my head. Eight years! Sean looking really trim, well filled out and
happy. The guy next to him, good looking, casual but expensive clothes,
trim, athletic body. Sitting comfortably together and seemed so relaxed and
easy with each other. Must be here to visit the O'Learys on Labour Day
weekend. You don't bring just anyone to the O'Leary household. Sean looked
so happy until he saw me out of the corner of his eye. The look of absolute
distaste, anger. Still remember that last meeting, the bruised ribs lasted
a long time reminding me of my stupidity. All that flashed through my brain
in seconds.

Both Jackie and I had stopped dead inside the Starbucks. I couldn't just
turn around and leave. Jackie knew that we were estranged but had no idea
why. Couldn't let that out in this town. Life wouldn't be worth
living. Thank god she had the presence of mind to react but when I heard
her reaction, I cringed inside myself. She told them we would get a coffee
and then asked if could we join them. I heard the tone in Sean's 'sure why
not'. The anger and the total dislike as if I were a piece of dirt on the
floor.

We got our coffee and sat down; neither Sean nor I looked at each
other. The guy with Sean, thank the lord, took the lead and introduced
himself, Thomas, Sean's friend. Why in god's name did I mutter, 'a friend,
sure', in that tone of voice. I saw Sean stiffen. OK, I was rattled but
surely, not totally stupid. Will, pull yourself together. Shut up. You had
thought this through long ago. What you did was wrong and trying to force
him back into that relationship after his first year of community college
when he was no longer a young kid and strong, was just so wrong and stupid,
on top of it. You deserved what he gave you.

The guy I thought of as one of my best buddies at one time in high school
had come to hate me. It changed me. Never went with a guy again. Embarked
on an eight year search for a female who I could connect with. I guess the
town was too small. No one seemed to be right. Oh I did alright. Lots of
women ready for the odd roll in the sack. Then there were the frequent
business trips. In the last years, Jackie and I were friends with benefits
as the saying goes. But even with her, I didn't want to go any further. I
came to feel that I just would never connect. From the looks of it, Sean
had made his choice and looked so content. This guy must be really
something to bring him home to meet Uncle Philip. Although since he joined
AA, Uncle Philip had changed for the better.

Luckily Sean spoke up and talked really nicely to Jackie asking about her
family and what she was doing. He seemed honestly interested. Thomas
finally looked at me and asked about my job. I had too had gone to
community college and then finished Business Administration in
University. I had a pretty good job in a local factory. It was challenging
and we had joined with a bigger firm so I was quite often off on business
for the firm. Perhaps one day, I would get a call from head office to move
up in the firm as my reviews and activities in the local firm were pretty
good if I do say so myself. I was even considering applying for some of the
listed job openings.

OK focus your mind, Will. Looks as if we are running out of things to talk
about. If you get a chance, do it. Do what you should have done years
ago. Try and square things with Sean. You have had to miss so many family
parties when you knew that he would be there. It is ridiculous.

Thomas was saying that they should be getting back to the O'Learys as they
had to be at work tomorrow. Will, it is now or never. I suddenly found
myself asking, "Could I have a couple of minutes alone with Sean."

Thomas leaned over and said something in Sean's ear. Oh, Sean's
reaction. It was the old Sean that I had known once upon a time. He laughed
and gave Thomas such a smile. It was a simple, loving smile, even I could
see that. I almost felt sad. Jackie and Thomas left.

I was left with the guy that I had known so well and didn't know
anymore. Will, just do it; keep it simple and direct. No blame on him. For
the first time, I looked directly at him. "Sean, I have had a lot of time
to reflect, over eight years." I paused looking at him intently. "What
happened years ago was wrong and it was my fault. Can you ever accept my
apology?"

I waited for him to verbally strike out at me. He didn't. "Billy, I guess I
have accepted over the years what you did but not forgotten. Everything
really hurt me physically and mentally and it screwed me up for a long
time. I think that if I hadn't met Thomas, I would still be walking
wounded. So yes but we shall never be best buddies again. Let's see what
comes of this. Give my best to your folks and maybe we shall meet at some
of the family parties."

He had paused choosing his words carefully. Direct, to the point. I
couldn't have asked for anything more gracious. The burden of eight years
started to lift. We talked some more. I was correct about his relationship
with Thomas. Thomas' comment of asking Sean if he would have to bail him
out of jail and the wonderful laugh and smile that Sean gave him was a
demonstration of how close and caring they were for each other. I have no
one like that in my life. Sad. Time to give this some thought. Then he told
me about him and Thomas. Wow, the respect and the commitment that Sean had
for this guy.

But Sean was not finished. This new Sean was thoughtful and well spoken. He
had discovered in those early experiments with me that he liked men not
women. Then finally the twist but not a bad twist. It came off as concern
for me. Had I really explored all the options in my life and was I more
like him in my desires than I was willing to admit? Not exactly what he
said but it is what he meant or at least what it meant to me. Then the
final warm smile and the offer to help if I wanted. Wow this guy had become
someone special. I suspected that Thomas was a very lucky guy.

He left me with an offer to come to the city and explore if I wanted. No
pressure. My decision. Easy. No, not easy. In a few minutes, without
knowing it, he challenged eight years of my life. OK, put that aside. You
are with Jackie. She can't know how I have been challenged.

We left and I watched the two of them jostling each other as they walked
down the street. To anyone else, it would appear like two male friends
having fun. To me, it seemed like an intimate moment between lovers when
they couldn't do anything in a public place. My feelings? Envy and fear.

It was obvious how Jackie wanted this afternoon to end. It was the last
thing I wanted at that moment but I owed her more than a trumped up
excuse. She really had been a good friend over the last couple of years so
I put my thoughts aside and concentrated on her.

"Welcome back, Billy. You disappeared for a little while."

Will, don't lie. "Yeah just lost in thought about what happened back
there. We settled our problem. I'm just surprised."

"Oh, you mean the one you won't talk about!"

I gave her a little smile. "That one, yep."

"Want to come back for a drink?"

"That would be a great way to end the Labour Day weekend." I smiled putting
my arm over her shoulder.

It had been good day and we talked on the way back to Jackies and I did
focus on her. We served each other a drink and Jackie sat beside me on the
couch. After some talk about school and old friends like Sean as we sipped
our drink, Jackie put her hand on my leg. That was usually her signal for
what she wanted next. I was not going to end the day on a sour note and in
truth, I hadn't actually been with anyone for a while so it didn't take
much to get the juices flowing. I turned and looked at her and gave her a
gentle kiss. What ever had happened that day, she responded with vigour.

We very quickly ended on her bed with nothing on. She moved my head down,
down to where she loved to feel my hot tongue and mouth. I liked her taste
and I loved watching and listening to her get caught up in the passion and
feelings of sex as I licked and sucked her. I like to think that I was now
a considerate partner and so in a very few minutes, she let me know that
she was ready. As I moved up, she took me in her mouth and it was my time
to lose myself in the sensations. She liked different positions and today,
she had her feet on the floor, knees and hands on the bed with her
beautiful ass facing me. I put on the condom and felt the wonderful wetness
and heat as I entered her. In this position, I was able to us my finger on
her easily and when I felt her coming, I let myself go and we finished
within a minute of each other.

We lay nestled together under the covers sharing the moments of
intimacy. It was strange; I felt close to her but when I tried to imagine
this with her for many years, well I just couldn't. I put my arms around
her and we fell asleep. When we woke, we had a bite to eat and I left
telling her it had been a great day. I am sure that she wanted to hear more
than that from me. But I couldn't. It would not be fair to her.

Over the next weeks, I had this internal dialogue going in my mind about
who I was and what I wanted out of life. One night a week after Labour Day,
I tried something different. I needed to get myself off to go to sleep and
instead of imagining a women, I imagined the young Sean and me. I am not
even sure that it was Sean as such but it was a younger guy and in my
imagining, we did a lot of the things that Sean and I had done. But instead
of the rough demanding sex, I replaced it with the more gentle interplay
that Jackie and I had had on Labour Day. Except in the video in my mind, it
was guy on the bed with me. Have not been that hard in a long time. Intense
finish.

The next week I went on line and googled 'male gay videos'. I had no idea
that all that even existed. Young men in their 20s or early 30s, smooth,
hairy, big, average, all in shape as I was. I watched them suck and
fuck. That night I shot a load that had never been that big or strong
before. Was Sean right? Was this what was missing from my life?

Intermingled, of course, the fear, all the repercussions cluttered my mind:
talk around the town, being the butt of gossip, comments at hockey or
baseball and work. My parents!! It was like a never ending film loop. If I
could not find a female, how would I ever find a man? Did I want to?

I realized at some point that my mind had set a timetable of making a
decision by the Thanksgiving weekend. Not a firm definite decision but one
that might lead to exploration. Aunt Brenda, Sean's mother, was having us
all on Sunday night for the Thanksgiving feast and rumour had it that Sean
and a male 'friend' would be there. Yeah, the rumours, not unexpected. That
would be what I would have to live with. Lost some sleep but I finally
arrived at a decision. I would visit Sean and Thomas and see what would
happen. Oh, not with them. They were clearly in their own world which I, of
all people, wanted to respect. Sean said that he had friends and
connections.

The Sunday came. Strange how one sees things differently depending on ones
state of mind. I was in turmoil but it was just the same scene. All my
uncles and aunts, cousins, their children. Looking the same and saying much
the same to each other. My mind saw everything differently. I came alone
and looked at the couples and families. I watched Sean and Thomas. As I
talked to close relatives, I saw the little touches that the two gave each
other. Thomas was introduced to all as a friend of Sean's from the
city. Thomas had a really great manner with people. He must have known what
people were thinking but if it bothered him, it just didn't show. I saw
Brenda give him a couple of hugs and Philip was the one who took him around
and introduced him after getting him a beer. It was clear that he had
become part of the family almost instantly.

Then the soccer game. Thomas just took charge. He made up the rules and no
one questioned; he was the boss. It made the afternoon for a lot of the
younger kids and I had a ball. First Thanksgiving I really enjoyed. We
arrived back for supper and I was starved and filled with excitement. I was
going to ask to visit Sean and Thomas. Then I found out from one of my
uncles who had talked to Thomas that he was a doctor and almost in charge
of the ER. Would never have guessed and yet somehow it didn't totally
surprise me.

What a wonderful meal! Most of us were groaning with pleasure as we sat or
stood in groups after supper. I wanted to wait for my dessert then I could
enjoy it. No missing the gym this week. Don't even want to think about what
I have eaten. Thomas had finished talking to one of the aunts and I went
over immediately to talk to him.

I congratulated him on the soccer game and told him it helped make the day
for me. He just smiled and said that it was a lot of fun. We talked about
our jobs. He even asked if I was still called Billy and I told him with a
smile that I had several names. William or Will at work and Bill or Billy
at home and with old friends. He eventually got it out of me that I liked
Will. He said that was what he would call me, well, depending on Sean. I
was thinking of how to ask him my question. He almost looked as if he were
waiting for me to do something. His reaction was what I expected. Yes, of
course, from him but it was between me and Sean. He almost ended the chat
so that I could go to Sean.

I approached Sean with some trepidation. Would he still feel the same way
as on Labour Day or would reflection have turned him sour on me? OK, do it
Will.

"Your Mom is a fantastic cook and organized one of the best Thanksgivings."

"One of the few you have attended and I am really glad that you are here. I
was impressed with what you did on Labour Day and very glad you did it."

I think he could see that my eyes were beginning to water and he stepped
into my space. "It's OK Billy. We are good." He put his hand on my
shoulder. Why is that touch can mean so much? Sean's hand on my shoulder
said more than his words could. I told him of my talk with Thomas.

"Sean would it be OK if I came next weekend and stayed with you?"

"So Thomas said it was up to you and me? Then the answer is yes. We usually
go out on Friday or Saturday to the club. We socialize with the guys,
drink, talk and dance. It IS a gay club." He looked at me for confirmation.

"I figured that. I'll be OK." I gave him the smile that he had given me on
Labour Day.

"Billy, you can do what you want. There is no pressure from us. We just
want you to have a good weekend. I want to reconnect with you. I want you
to get to know Thomas. We are living together permanently now." He gave me
his wonderful smile. "We shall give you a key and you can come and go as
you wish."

"Sean you know that I am conflicted as hell. Not sure what to do. I thought
to myself as I watched you and Thomas together on Labour Day and today that
I both envied you and was fearful at the same time. You guys don't seem to
care who knows what."

"Never show fear or question yourself when it comes to matters like
this. You are who you are. You have to live with yourself. Thomas has
taught me a lot. He convinced me to visit my parents as a couple and see
how it has turned out."

We chatted for a few more minutes and we agreed to email each other to work
out the details. Smiles and warm, strong handshakes. He even pulled me
closer to him. I was committed.

 A few minutes later, I scanned the room and Thomas was talking to Uncle
Earl. Damn, Uncle Earl had joined a fundamentalist church and he was a
right wing, evangelical. Strange given his reputation of adultery over the
years. Didn't look as if the conversation was going well. Thomas looked
calm and cool but Uncle Earl looked as if he was getting more and more
upset. I quietly started to wander over to them. I heard Thomas' words of
born in the image of god just like Uncle Earl and that he too had heard
rumours about Uncle Earl, adultery. Thomas had spoken at some length. Uncle
Earl's eyes bugged out of his head and he seemed to be breathing hard. Oh,
oh. I quickened my steps to get involved. I almost bumped into Uncle Philip
who was headed quickly in the same direction. I loved the man. He grabbed
Thomas and put his arm over his shoulder and took him to the dessert
table. I am sure I heard Uncle Philip call Uncle Earl an intolerant
hypocrite.

In a few minutes, I saw Uncle Earl in a heated discussion with Aunt Brenda
and he left in a huff. Aunt Brenda called Thomas over and gave him kiss on
the cheek. No doubt where they stood. The quiet that had come over the room
changed to intense discussions. I noticed that Uncle Earl's son and
daughter did not leave with him. His son was just shaking his head in
dismay.

The party ended later in the evening with lots of kisses and goodbyes. For
me, it was as if my world had changed. The town was not filled with
bigots. The O'Learys had made their stand and everyone seemed to accept
it. I was going to Sean's to explore.

The rest of the week was a whirlwind. Jackie phoned to get together and I
suddenly developed meetings at work and told her about going to visit
Sean. I decided to stop worrying and just go and see what happened. I would
probably come back home ready to make my peace with my life as it was.

I took an early leaving on Friday and arrived at Sean's at 5:30. I had
phoned and told Thomas my estimated time of arrival and he told me he had
some supper ready and that Sean might be late.

The apartment was small but really comfortable. Surprised when Thomas
greeted me at the door with a smile and hug. We took my things down the
hall to a small guest room/study. Good choice of drinks but I chose a light
beer, clearer head. Sean's arrival was exactly the same as Thomas', a
smile, a hug and a warm welcome. They just naturally gave each other a
kiss. It was the look that was so great that went with the
kiss. Connection.

"Will, it is good to see you. Good trip down? Rush hour not too bad."

They really did talk. I was no longer Billy but Will. New name, new
start. Hmm. "All went well. Took a little time off this afternoon. Let's
eat; you must be starved."

Good supper. Chit chat about our day. Talk turned to getting ready for the
club. Showers, changing out of the day's clothes. I admitted that I was
becoming a bit nervous.

"So tell me about tonight."

"Simple. Be prepared. Gay club. Slightly different rules. You might get
your ass groped or even other parts. You are well built and attractive. You
will be asked to dance. Do what you want to dance? Maybe dance with our
guys first and then branch out if you want. Don't want to dance with guys,
just be thoughtful." He gave one of his smiles. For him, so simple. "Oh,
here is a key. Come and go as you want. Papa and I aren't going to stay
awake to ask for an accounting." His tone of voice had us all chuckling.

9 o'clock and the place was busy. By 10 it was loud and pulsing with
energy. Their friends, just great. Really liked Mike and Peter. They
couldn't say enough good things about Thomas and Sean. I had fortified
myself with a beer and had my first dance with Mike.

What a culture shift for me! Strange. No women. All guys. Some dancing
apart, some close together. Hands on shoulders, hips and asses. Laughing,
little kisses. My eyes were popping. You could see that some guys were
erect in their tight fitting pants. A few hands went down to lightly
stroke, in some cases, the sizable bulge. No one even seemed to notice and
certainly didn't care.

Mike was a good dancer but he brought me back to the table when a slow
dance started up. I sat drinking as I watched Sean and Thomas on the floor
totally immersed in each other as they flowed with the rhythm of the slow
beat.  Later. I danced with Mike again, Peter, Mark and Louis. We all
gathered back at the table with lots of jokes and comments. What a great
evening.

Around 11, a guy came up to the table, acknowledged Sean, came over and
asked me to dance. He introduced himself as Paul (Chapter 1, Bad Boy). He
seemed to know Sean. He was our age, well built and ruggedly good
looking. I told him it would be my pleasure. He actually stopped, looked at
me from head to toes and said no it would be his. Wow. The look, almost
took my breath away. Tingles all over. Surprised at the effect on me.

He guided me to the dance floor. Touch on my shoulder was electric. Great
dancer. We smiled and laughed at his moves. Couldn't talk, too noisy. He
had on tight jeans and I could see his muscles move under the denim. When
he rotated I could see his ass, full and firm. His shirt was open to about
the middle of his chest, hairless and well developed. He was about my
height, about 6 foot and had a swimmer's build, not big but well developed
chest. Couldn't let my eyes linger on the fairly firm bulge in the front of
his pants. Eventually the music turned slow. He looked at me for my
decision. What a great smile.

I leaned into him and simply told him that I had never had a slow dance
with a man. He held me out from himself looking at me and told me that he
would like to be the first. Never felt anything like this before. The feel
of hard flesh and muscle, the smell of a man. The odd touch of a beard on
my face as we danced; he had just a day's growth. Large, strong hands
moving over my back and slowly down over my ass. We danced close and our
bodies rubbed against each other. Oh I could feel the pressure he was
putting on my ass. Not hard but doing its job. I was sure that I could feel
his bulge getting bigger. Shit, could he feel mine because I was growing?

At end of the group of songs, he steered me to the bar. I was almost
breathing hard. Unfocused with all the sensations. "This your first time
here?"

I decided to be honest and see where that would lead. Flight? Maybe. So be
it. "My first time in a gay bar. Sean and Thomas brought me."

"You glad you came?"

I could flirt with a girl why not a man. "I'm glad you asked me to dance."

He started to laugh and put his hand on my cheek and caressed it. "You know
... I would like to talk about your reaction. Another dance and then a
drink at my place?"

There is was, in or out. He smiled watching me think about my answer. "OK,
dance and a drink at your place. I'll give you warning. I am new to this."

"Will, I would never force myself on a guy. I respect Sean and you are his
friend."

"Nicely said Paul. Thanks."

We danced fast dances and then a slow one. I have seldom been this keyed up
at a dance. I went to our table. Leaned over to Sean. "Paul has asked me
back for a drink." I looked at Sean.

"Paul's a good guy. You will enjoy his company."

"See you later."

"We shall see you when we see you." He had a really nice smile on his face.

I had driven my car at Sean's suggestion and I followed Paul. He had a
nicely furnished small condo quite close to the centre of the city. He got
me a drink as I looked around the place.

"Nice place."

"Yeah, bought it a few years ago when prices were lower. Has done me
well. So tell me about yourself. You say that you are new to this."

"I had experiences in my teens but straight since then. Have not really
made a connection with any female. Oh the sex is OK but nothing more." I
stopped looking at Paul. "Sean invited me to explore."

"I bet in your 'teenage experiences' you were always the top." I nodded my
head. "A wild guess, with Sean?" I nodded again.

"Will, anytime you want to stop, just tell me. You are a very attractive
guy. Come here. Enough talk. I would bet you are nervous as hell, unsure,
ready to run." He smiled and patted the empty spot beside him.

As I moved to him, "You are right. However, I am no virgin but THIS ... is
basically new and strange for me. But I chose to come." I smiled at him.

He didn't say anything but patted the seat beside him again. I sat. He did
exactly what Jackie would do. He put his hand on my leg, left it there and
simply looked at me. I put my hand on his thigh. My action must have given
him the signal to go ahead. He raised both his hands to my face and touched
it and then my neck and gave me a peck on the lips. "Will, again, you are a
very attractive man."

He undid the buttons of my shirt and opened my shirt. Soon his fingers were
playing with the hair and then suddenly they were on my nipples. This was
something that few women did to me but whenever a women had touched them, I
felt sparks right down to my groin. Oh oh that was what it was doing right
now. OK decision time. Tonight had to be an equal partnership. Can't let
Paul make all the moves.

"Feels fantastic. Sending sparks in all the right directions." I spread my
legs wider to let him know that I was open to him and let him see I was
filling out. In fact, I started to rub his thighs closer and closer to his
enlarging basket.

He smiled a knowing smile. "Want to go somewhere more comfortable?"

I had made my decision, only one answer. My answer was to stand up and
reach out my arms to pull him up. I undid his shirt and took it off. It
dropped to the floor. I said what I was thinking. "Paul, wonderful,
defined, smooth chest. Hope you don't mind my not so smooth chest."

As he took off my shirt, he looked with appreciation. "Will, you are the
package. Chest well defined, broad and I like the short hair and the narrow
trail that leads to where I want to go in a few minutes." He raised his
eyebrows. He leaned over and licked my nipples. My moan made him smile. "A
man like me. Love to have them licked and bitten."

I took that as an invitation and very quickly had him making noises in his
throat. He tasted great. He shifted and in a nice gentle gesture, pulled
away, put an arm over my shoulder and led me to the bedroom.

I realized that I had lost any inhibitions that I had had. I loved his
smell, his taste. His body was amazing. He was everything that Sean had
implied. I knew what their connection must have been. Paul must look in
envy at Thomas perhaps wondering why not him. OK, Will, make him feel good.

I stepped back and looked at him with admiration. Then I decided that I had
to take the lead. I undid his belt and zipper and gently pulled pants and
shorts off. Hadn't seen this in real life in many years. Trim waist. Lovey
light hair on his legs and the beautiful cock sticking straight
out. Strange thought, I could hang his shorts there, he is so hard. I
touched the head and caressed him; he drew in his breath and closed his
eyes. Very soon he pulled away and striped me. I was soon drawing in my
breath from his feather like touches but staring at him intensely. I am
sure he could hear and see me swallowing.

He manoeuvred us so that we were lying on the bed facing each other. He
looked at me. "Thanks for taking the lead; now it is my turn."

He started running his hands over my chest and flicking my nipples with his
fingers. Then nipping them with his teeth. Then licked down my chest,
stomach and used his tongue on my thighs until he moved and had my balls in
his mouth. I was very vocal but I almost yelled when I felt his mouth
surround the head of my cock.

No women every did what he did to me then. Hot mouth sucking alternating
with licks on the head and up and down my cock. Light tongue as he sucked
me. Then taking my cock all the way down and sucking with his entire
mouth. Almost milking me. Minutes later couldn't take more. I pushed him
off breathing hard.

Looked down. I was wet and glistening. I looked at his hard red cock with
liquid oozing out the tip. Basically never done this before. I had never
wanted to do this to Sean, too gay. I wasn't gay. I sighed to myself.  Bent
down and just licked the liquid onto my tongue. Nice taste and I could
smell his muskiness. "Good taste. Could get used to that." Took his head
gently into my mouth and slowly sucked it. I repeated what he had done to
me. I swear that my hard cock got harder and that I could feel more precum
brimming out of me.

He pulled my head off of him and looked at me. "Can I kiss you?"

"Oh, yes. Kisses, very erotic."

Minutes might have passed when he broke the kisses. I was just there with
him. No sense of time. He looked at me with lust in his eyes. "I want you
to take me. I want to see you when you enter me." My sex befuddled brain
just nodded OK. He reached over. Suddenly, he was putting a condom on me
and he was doing it so damn erotically. He lay on his back and opened
himself to me and pulling up his legs. I was opening him with my fingers
and then putting in lots of lube. I had read somethings on the internet and
was ready for this. Then I let him put lots on me. He smiled as I hovered
over him. He took me and placed me at his entry. Even that felt sexy as he
stroked me lightly.

My brain was directing this show. Go slowly and then hold. Watch his face
carefully. Saw nothing but pure pleasure on it. His hands were over my
chest and then down my back. Sensations every where he touched. Hands on my
ass pulling me into him. All the way in. I just stopped. The feeling!. So
tight. So hot. I could feel his muscle pulsing around me. Different from a
woman.

Breaking my revery, he looked at me with a little smile. "Know what to do
next?"

I tried to be coquettish. "Tell me what you want, stud."

"Take me. This is your night." I kissed him and started to move. The
sensations were incredible as I moved taking long slow movements in and
out. That inflamed me and I changed to faster and harder strokes. He was
obviously enjoying himself as he verbally encouraged me and told what he
wanted me to do. I stopped several times just to cool off. I didn't want
this it end too quickly. His hands were everywhere. He almost sent over one
time when his hands went down my ass and one finger touched my entry. What
a shock! It felt so good. Sent sparks through my nerves. Didn't know it
would feel like that.

He finally put his legs over my back and started to stroke himself. I sped
up. He started moaning that he was getting close. I let him know that I was
too. I saw and felt his first pulse. His muscles clenched my rigid cock and
in several hard strokes I came. I don't know who cried out the loudest,
perhaps we were even. He shot several long shots and then it flowed out
onto his stomach. When I came out, we lay together in the afterglow holding
each other as our breathing returned to normal. I had the presence of mind
to go to the bathroom and dispose of the condom and get a warm, damp cloth
and towel.

As I cleaned us, my mind was wondering. Now the question that I had really
not figured out. Did I leave or stay the night. How did one deal with
that. I didn't have to worry.

"Will, some guys like to stay for a few minutes and then leave. Others like
to stay the night. Closeness. Intimacy." I told him that it was his place;
he could decide. I guess I was really saying that I didn't want to
leave. He could have told me that most guys wanted to leave or that he had
something on the next morning. He didn't. He put his arms around me, turned
off the light beside us and we lay talking intimately. I really enjoyed the
closeness and the his arms around me. I finally fell asleep feeling very
good about the night.

The next morning, I woke up with arms around me and a very hard cock
against my ass. I was hard in less than a minute. I must have moved or done
something because a hand moved from my chest down to my hip and then to my
cock. He started to stroke me.

"One of the reasons, I like guys staying; the next morning can be a really
good start to the day. Wouldn't you agree."

"That feels like a dangerous weapon on my ass." I let him see the grin on
my face.

"Hey I am the one holding the weapon." He stroked me. "I would like you to
demonstrate your skills, again." We both seemed to enjoy the start to the
day equally.

The shower together was fun. Breakfast was easy and comfortable. I told him
that I should get back to Sean's to forestall the police and search
parties. With a chuckle, he reluctantly agreed. We exchanged cards.

"Will, just to let you know, I really enjoyed being with you but don't feel
obligated. This is new for you and you may want to explore. However, if you
are ever in town and want to get together, don't hesitate, call. I would
really like that."

"Paul, Sean told me you were a good guy and I would enjoy your company. The
understatement of the year. I have a lot to think about."

We gave each other a friendly kiss and I was gone. Now, face Sean and
Thomas. I put everything out of my mind. I was suddenly putting my key in
Sean's door. They heard me. Sean, "Coffee is fresh; join us in the
kitchen."

As I entered the kitchen, "You were right. Paul is a good guy. No just half
a cup, please. Paul makes good coffee and a great breakfast. What are you
guys up to today?" Easier than I thought. I didn't feel guilty and I had no
regrets, no embarrassment. I felt at peace with myself. Thank you Sean. I
would have to tell him some day soon.


Author's Note

There will be a delay but there will be another chapter. Let me know your
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If you liked this story, you might want to read the others that I have
published on Nifty. In particular, Unexpected Change which has had the most
positive comments and one of my favourites, Getting My Act Together.

Unexpected Change, Nifty, College, April 16, 2011
Friendship, Nifty, Adult Friends, May 20, 2011
Surprising Last Year at University, Nifty, College, June 9, 2011
Murder Changed My Life, Nifty, Beginnings, July 8, 2011
What is Love?, Nifty, Beginnings, August 31, 2011
Getting My Act Together, Nifty, Adult-Friends, November 10, 2011
Surprised, Nifty, Adult-Friends, January 14, 2012
Surprised Eric and Dave, Beginnings, February 10, 2012
Surprised Graham and Robert, Nifty, Adult-Friends, March 22, 2012
What a Difference a Year Makes, Nifty, Adult-Friends, September 13, 2012
Discoveries, Nifty, Beginnings, November 1, 2012
Introspection, Nifty, Relationships, August 1, 2013
Bad Boy Series, Nifty, Beginning, November 22, 2013