Date: Mon, 28 Sep 2009 10:19:28 -0600
From: Brian <bsudds@shaw.ca>
Subject: BEN (The Beginning)

This story is fiction: It deals with sex between consenting adult males. If
you are under eighteen and this is forbidden to any law in the State,
Province or Country you live in, you should leave this site now. Any names
places or events are strictly coincidental.

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bsudds@shaw.ca

"The Beginning"

I'm 62 year old white male. I'm gay and have been all my life. In fact my
first gay experience was when I was raped by several men in a park close to
home. Instead of reporting the rape, I found I enjoyed both sucking cocks
and getting fucked.

Well I'm now near retirement and have been working for the same company for
almost 30 years. Every weekend in both summer and winter I spend my time
photographing good looking guys, where ever I can find them. But at near
retirement I find it harder and harder to find sex partners.

Everyday for the last few years I always pick up a coffee and paper at a
service center across form my condo. Well this last week every morning I
have been in there, there has been a very good looking black male getting
coffee at the same time as I was. We never really spoke much except to say
good morning or something about the weather. I would just love to photograph
him in something less than the baggy sweat pants he always wears.

I was all ready to leave for my favorite cruising area on a Saturday morning
when I stopped to grab a coffee at the service center. It was later than I
am usually there, but as I walked in the Black was there too. We said hello
and I kind of cruised his nice butt as he was leaving. To my surprise he
waiting outside, leaning back against a late model pick up. By leaning back,
his soft cock was outlined in his sweats. My eyes were automatically drawn
to that dick. Nice too. About 6 or maybe 7 inches soft. When I looked at his
face he was smiling.

"Hi. I'm Ben." He said in a deep voice.

"Jerry. Nice to meet you."

"So you want a closer look?" he asked.

"I beg your pardon." I said.

"You want a closer look at this?" he ran his hand down over his cock.

"Sure."

"Lets go for a drive." He said.

"Okay." I climbed in the passenger door.

Ben drove out of the parking lot and headed up the street.

"So you live around here Jerry?" He asked.

"Yeah. Just across the street from the service center."

"I see you like photography."

"Yeah its pretty much all I do on weekends."

"Cool. I do to."

He pulled off the main drag and into the parking area of a small park.

He slipped his sweats down. I saw a very large and thick black cock, Easily
7 inches soft and almost as big around as a beer can.

"So you just want to take pictures of this or is there something else you
want to do?"

I licked my lips. I really wanted to suck that nice cock. He took it out of
my hands as he reached over and pulled my head down into his crotch.

"Suck it baby. That's what you want isn't it?"

I didn't even hesitate, just slipped the head of his cock into my mouth. He
groaned as I slowly took most of his cock into my mouth and throat. He got
hard very fast and I soon found that I had a huge cock filling my throat. I
started to gag and pulled back.

"Hey man, just take what you can handle."

I sucked about 5 inches of him and spent a lot of time using my tongue. It
felt wonderful, so smooth. After 15 minutes he finally said.

"I'm Cumming soon."

I started to suck on him harder. All at once my mouth and throat was filled
with salty sweet load. I just swallowed and swallowed. After he was finished
he leaned back.

"WOW! Best blow job I have had in a long time." He moaned.

"Well anytime you want another, I'll be very happy to oblige."

"Well how about we go back to my place and you can give me another, maybe
more relaxed this time."

"Cool." Is all I said.

Well I super surprised when he pulled into the underground parkade of my
condo complex. How did I ever miss him with my coming and going.

The explanation was quick in coming. He told me he had only taken possession
of his unit a week ago. He had one of the penthouse units on the twenty
fifth floor. I was in a one bedroom on seventeen. That told me he made a
shit load more money than my 45 grand a year. We both walked in and I told
him I was on 17.

"Wow. That's great. I'm in 2501."

We took the elevator to 25 and he unlocked his door and I walked into one of
the most beautiful condo's I have ever seen. Huge living room with wrap
around windows and deck. Three bedrooms, one of which he had turned into an
office. He also had a great photography set up. Big walk in kitchen with
nook.

"Well what do you think?" he asked.

"Very, very nice." I said.

He walked over to a large leather couch, turned and pulled off his top and
then removed his sweat pants, socks and loafers.

"That's very nice too" I said.

"Want to get comfortable?"

I walked over and pulled off my t-shirt and then dropped my cut-offs and
shorts. Slipped off my socks.

"Your very good looking too." He said.

"Lets have a shower and then we can get into some serious enjoyment."

"Sounds good."

He led the way into a huge bathroom, turned on the shower and stepped in. I
followed. After wetting down we washed each other. He spent a lot of time on
my cock, balls and ass. But it felt so good. Been a very long time since I
was fucked, but knew Ben was way to big for me.

We were standing face to face. He grabbed my head and forced me to my knees.

"Suck it boy. Suck it real good."

His order both scared me and made me harder. He scared me more when he
grabbed my head and forced more of his cock into my mouth.

"Come on boy. Swallow it all. Suck, come on more." As he forced his huge
cock into my mouth. It almost immediately gagged me as he forced it down my
throat.

He seemed not to care as he continued to fuck my face. But he pulled back
all of a sudden and lifted me and kissed me.

"Soon you will be able to take it all. It only needs practice. And your
going to get lots of practice today sucking cocks."

"Fuck. What do mean man? I'm not into this."

"Really. Then how come your hard as a rock."

He turned off the shower and stepped out.

"Dry me off Boy." He ordered.

I couldn't believe I got harder as he ordered me around. I dried him off and
then started to dry myself. He let me finish then grabbed my arm and led me
into his bed room.

"Lay on the bed Jerry."

He had several cameras set up in the bedroom. Including I saw a movie
recorder. He turned them all on and then came over to the bed.

"Put your hands above your head."

When I hesitated, he grabbed my cock and gave it a vicious twist. I quickly
put my hands where he said. He hand cuffed them to his head board.

"How long have you been gay Jerry?" The truth.

"Since I was thirteen." I said.

"How did you find out?"

I really didn't want to tell him I was raped and enjoyed it."

"Well? Or do you need a little bit of inducement to talk?" he grabbed my
ball sack.

"I was raped, when I was thirteen by four older guys in a park."

"Oh Jesus Jerry, I'm sorry."

"But you don't understand. I enjoyed it. I loved to suck the guys. It hurt
like nothing I have ever felt when they fucked me. But I wanted it again and
again."

"Well I have to tell you. I was going to rape your ass after I made sure you
could take all my cock in your mouth and throat. But now I'm not sure."

I didn't say anything for quite a while. The thought of Ben's cock in my
ass, as huge as he was still turned me on. I really wanted to please him. I
loved his cock in my mouth and also loved the taste of his come.

"Ben."

"Yeah Jerry."

"Ben, you can anything you want. I like to suck you and have you blow in my
mouth. I guess I really want to get fucked too, it's just that your so big."

"Well, how do you want it Jerry? Slow and easy or?"

"I guess considering you have me tied down, you can do it anyway you want."

"Jerry. Like I said earlier, your going to have more than just me inside you
this weekend. There will be six or seven of my friends over later. They will
all want to ride you. And I will be filming it all. You still want to go
 on?"

"Yes!" I sighed.

It had been so long since I had, had a cock in my ass that I didn't care
anymore. I knew when Ben fucked me it was going hurt worse maybe when I was
raped. But I really wanted a cock in my ass.

He undid my arms from the headboard and quickly swung me around so my head
was off the end of his bed. He retied my hands to straps on both sides of
the bed. HE slowly jacked his cock until it was standing straight out. It
must have been easily 11 inches long and as thick, I'm sure as a beer can.
It had a huge purple mushroom head. He stood at the end of the bed.

"Open up Jerry."

When I just laid there, looking at that huge cock, he reached down and
slapped me very hard across the face.

"I said open your mouth now."

When I did, he kneeled down and placed the head of his cock in my mouth.

"Okay Jerry. I'm going to do this nice and easy. You need to just relax and
let it happen. The more you fight the more it will be uncomfortable. When
you start to gag or choke, just try to swallow."

He started to slow fuck my face. Never going to far the first few times. My
jaw ached at being forced open so far, but just the feeling of his cock
going in and out of my mouth kept me very hard. As he continued he would put
more and more of his cock into my mouth. When I started to gag on it.

"Relax and swallow, Breathe through your nose."

I tried and found I could get some air in and out through my nose, but I was
still gagging on his monster. He stopped when just the head of his cock was
in my mouth. He suddenly without warning drove in as hard as he could. His
whole cock forced it's way right to the base of my throat. I couldn't breath
at all now and actually couldn't even choke.

"Try swallowing now Jerry."

I tried, really tried and the gag reflect abated somewhat and I found I
could use my throat muscles to swallow.

"Yeah. That's it man. Damn that feels good."

He started to slowly fuck my face. Long slow strokes in and out. I was able
to breath when he was on the out stroke and the gagging and choking feelings
slowly abated. He kept it up for about 10 or 15 minutes. He stopped in my
mouth.

"I'm going to blow soon Jerry. Just swallow it as it comes."

He pumped in and out a couple of times and then on one of the downward
strokes the first blast of his spunk filled my throat. As he continued
inward, some of it was forced out my nose.

"Swallow man." Was all he said.

He continued to blow and I had to swallow quickly to keep from choking on
the amount. He finally stopped and pulled out. Jacked his cock a few times
and had me lick off the small beads of sperm that dribbled out.

"See Jerry. That wasn't so bad. You did good. Next time it will be easier."

He undid my hands and told me to sit on the side of the bed. He then went
and adjusted the camera facing the bed.

"Okay Jerry. I want you to jack off slowly. Take your time and when your
ready to blow, just blow in this little dish."

Well I was fucking horny, that I knew it would not take long.

"Look Ben. I'm so turned on right now it's not going to be very slow."

"That's okay, just make sure you save your spunk."

Well it took less than five minutes for me to unload into the little dish. I
didn't know why he wanted me to save it, but what the hell. After I was done
he told me it looked great on camera. He told me to come and have a look. We
both watched as I jacked off. I was surprised, it really did look good on
camera. My face wasn't in the picture, just my cock and balls.

"Okay Jerry lay back on the bed and put your hands above your head again."

He cuffed me as he had before. Then picked up a long rod. He spread my legs
and connected the rod to my thighs, holding them spread apart. He picked up
a hood, and slipped it over my head. It had eye holes so I wasn't blind
folded.

"This is to make sure no one can recognize you on camera. You will also be
wearing it later today and tonight when my friends are here. Don't worry
Jerry, no one but me will know who you are."

I wasn't sure anymore what I was in for. But knew I was probably going to
get fucked several more times than I had in the last several years and all
on camera. I figured Ben was a porn maker. I was to be the Star in his next
production. The thought started to turn me on. That didn't last long as he
connected the rod to two pulleys at the head of the bed and pulled my legs
up until my ass was almost sticking straight up. I knew now what was coming
and I was getting real scared. The last thing he did was shove a ball gag in
my mouth and tie it behind my head.

The next thing he did surprised me. He shaved all the hair from around my
ass, cock, and balls. He went to one of his drawers and came back with
different sized dildos.

"Okay Jerry. I know that if I put my cock into your ass right now that I
could do some real damage, so I'm going to loosen you up a little first."

He held up the first two dildos.

"These two are vibrators. The first is only about 6 inches long and the
second about eight. Both are pretty thin so you should have no problem with
them. The last one is 10 inches and thicker. It's about as close to my cock
as I could buy."

I resigned myself to what was about to happen. I just looked up at the
ceiling and for first time noticed it was covered by mirrors. I could see my
upturned pucker and everything else. He quickly lubed up my ass and the
small dildo. As he pushed it into my ass, there was very brief stab of pain
as it slipped in. Then the vibrations took over and I saw my cock twitch. He
held just inside for a minute and then pushed it all the way in. When I
looked in the mirror all I could see was the red button of the vibrator
switch. He got up and readjusted the camera. Then he came back and slowly
worked the dildo in and out of my ass. It was starting to turn me on as it
massaged my prostrate with the vibrations. He left in all the way and I
watched as he lubed up the bigger dildo. He slid out the smaller one and
immediately inserted the bigger. Again there was pain as the bigger head was
pushed inside. The pain continued for quite a bit longer and my cock wilted.
This time he used short thrusts with the dildo, pushing it farther in with
each thrust. The pain continued and I felt tears in my eyes. When he had it
all the way in he just stopped and let it sit. When I looked in the mirror,
I could see that my hole was now stretched about 2 inches wide. The dildo
was much bigger at the base than at the head. He again got up and checked
the camera and then sat down again. He started to move the bigger dildo in
and out. The pain slowly abated and I was beginning to enjoy it when he
pulled it out.

"Okay. No vibrator on this one Jerry, so it will probably hurt quite a bit.
But from the way your going, you'll get used to it."

When I looked closely at the big black dildo, I saw the head looked to be
about the same size as Ben's. He lubed it up and set it by my hole.

"Ready?"

I shook my head no and he smiled and just shoved it in. The pain of it's
entry made my whole body arch and I knew I was screaming through the ball
gag. Even with my eyes closed tightly I could feel as he twisted and pushed
at the huge dildo. He never stopped, just kept a steady pressure as he
forced it in. I could feel the dildo stretching my ass open. The relief when
he stopped pushing it in almost over powered my brain. The pain was still
there, but now it was muted. I forced my eyes open and looked. The black
dildo was all the way in and the fake balls were resting on my ass cheeks.
He sat back and just let it sit.

"How's that feel Jerry?"

I just shook my head.

"I'm going to leave it in for a little while to let your ass get used to it.
I'll be back in a bit." He got up and walked out.

I could feel my ass clinching and unclenching around the dildo. Slowly the
real pain subsided. I was almost getting used to it when he came back. He
had a pan of water with him. He sat down and slowly removed the big dildo.
After it was out he slipped three fingers in me and moved them around and
then out.

"Good. No damage. No blood."

He then washed my hole and my ass. I saw him pick up the small bowl with my
spunk in it.

"I prefer natural lube."

 He poured some of my sperm onto my ass and worked it into the gaping hole.
He then poured the rest over his cock. He kneeled between my pulled up legs.
When he pushed the head of his massive cock against my hole, it just slipped
in. There was no pain at his entry. The pain started as he pushed more in.
Tears again were streaming down my face. Even as the pain increased, I
couldn't take my eyes off the mirror. I watched as little by little that
beer can cock disappeared into my ass. It filled my ass so tight I could
feel the blood pumping inside his cock. My mind couldn't believe that I had
all 11 inches buried in my ass when he stopped. The heat emanating from his
cock was doing weird things to my mind. The pain was tremendous but the
feelings of that huge cock were getting even more intense. He just left it
all the way in for several minutes.

He reached up and removed first the ball gag and then undid my hands.

"How's it feel Jerry?"

"Fuck it hurts man."

"Well I'll just hold it here for a bit."

"Okay. This is what going to happen next. After I have fucked you for a
while and I'm ready to blow, I'll pull out and you will take my load as I
jack it onto your face. Just keep your mouth open. When I've finished your
going suck and lick me clean."

When I just laid there. He slapped my ass hard.

"Okay. Okay." I said.

He started to fuck me, slowly in and out. The reaming he was giving me was
sending mixed signals to my brain. Every time he went in the head of his
cock would pass over my prostrate, send waves of pleasure to my brain, while
the pain of his cock stretching me overrode it each time. Soon he was
pounding my ass and the feelings of pleasure grew stronger. I felt myself
pushing against his cock each time he went in. It was starting to get to him
too, as he went faster and faster. He suddenly pulled out.

"Now!" He yelled.

He grabbed my head and spun me around. His cock was about an inch from my
open mouth. He jacked his cock a couple of times and then aimed it my open
mouth. Four massive blasts filled my mouth and overflowed onto my chin and
face. After he just turned and pushed his cock into my mouth. I sucked and
licked his spunk and mine from his cock. Sucking him made my own cock
explode.

"Wow man, that was fantastic." He said.

"Yeah I guess it was."

He pushed me onto my back and licked up all my come. Then collapsed on the
bed beside me. After a few minutes he undid my legs and helped me up. He led
me to the shower and washed me all over and then inside too. Afterward he
led me back to the living room.

"How about a beer?" he asked.

"Sure. Thanks."

As I sat on the couch I thought my ass should be really hurting right now.
But it wasn't, in fact it felt kind of empty. We sat and talked of general
shit while we sipped the beer. I found out he was a professional
photographer, but liked to make porn movies too. This weekend he wanted to
do a multi-mixed porn, with me as the central Star.

"Okay. I'll explain what I have in mind."

"This is going to be a mixture of BDSM, and sucking and fucking. You're the
one that will be doing all the sucking and getting fucked. You will get
sucked off too, but your also going to be covered in spunk, as everyone will
be coming on you or in your mouth. It will start with being hog tied in the
bedroom. After one of the guys finds you, you will taken out and tied to a
horse in the living room. Once in the living room, you will suck and get
fucked by a variety of guys, black, Hispanic, White, east Indian and native.
I know them all and all are smaller than me. It's going to last about 3-5
hours. After it is over I splice the movie together to make a full length
porn movie. "You'll make about 5 grand for your part in the movie."

"Really. Your going to pay me to do this?"

"Of course."

"So I take it, your going to be fucking me too."

"Nope. No time, I'll be behind the camera."

"So when are you going to fuck me again?"

"When ever you want."

"How about right now."

"Okay!" he set his beer down.

He pushed me to my knees. I was surprised when I felt his tongue on my ass.
He rimmed me for about five minutes. Then I felt his hard cock at my hole.
No slow entry this time, he just shoved all 11 inches straight in. The pain
of his drive into me was very acute, but it also felt wonderful to have his
cock back inside. I pushed back on his cock. He grabbed me around the waist
and just started to pound my ass. This was heaven. It had been so many years
since the last time that I just wanted it to go on and on. It did. It went
on for over 30 minutes.

"You want my spunk in your ass or mouth?" he gasped.

"My mouth."

"Cool."

 He pulled out and turned and dived onto his cock. He fucked my face for
less than a minute before unloading. Wow. Did it taste good. I loved the
taste of come. He finally sat back and pulled me into his arms. We kissed
for a while and then sat back.

"Damn Jerry. I wish I'd met you years ago."

"Me too Ben. Me too."

"Well look. This party won't be starting until at least 9 PM. We should get
some rest and then food."

We went into the second bedroom and laid together on the bed. He pulled a
comforter over us and we slept.

TBC