Date: Sat, 14 Sep 2002 15:58:04 EDT
From: Thunderwht@aol.com
Subject: dennis the adoption

This story is fiction. If you are underage please do not read this

The Adoption

Let me start by telling you about myself. I'm a 40 year old guy. I'm your
typical guy next door. A few years ago I ended a 13 year relationship. It
was a mutual split up, he wanted to cheat on me and did.  I did not like
it.

I always loved children, and they always seemed to like being with me. I
always wanted to have a son. So I finally decided that since I'm alone now,
I'd try to find a child to adopt. I went to all the classes and be screened
and even had my fingerprints checked to see if I had any kind of record.
Well. Everything worked out ok, and I was now certified to adopt. I started
to find boys that I thought would be a good match to my interests, and
hobbies. My worker sent out many studies on me, to case workers. Then
finally after 8 months, a match, and I'd be able to finally meet a child.

I finally met the boy, a 12 year old child with the most beautiful blue
eyes and blond hair, and oh yeah the hottest bubble but I'd ever seen on a
young boy.

Yes, he was a good-looking boy, but I was not going to have this adoption
be anymore than a father and son relationship. I promised myself to never
do anything to him. After all I was to be his dad, someone for him to be
able to finally trust in his life. He was in foster care sine he was 6
years old.

The meeting went well. I took him to burger king for a quick snack and just
to see if we thought we would like to start visiting every weekend until we
both decided if we wanted to be a family.

I finally had what I wanted, a nice boy to be my son. I was never so happy
in life. I had a feeling inside me, like I never felt before. I wanted this
boy to be my son. We continued visiting on weekends. And every Sunday
before I had to take him back I would let him play games on my PC. I would
watch him and even play a few with him. I'd go and lay down on my bed and
watch him, he was getting really good at the games. I'd doze off while
watching him. He would wake me up when it was time for me to bring him back
to his foster home.

After a few weekends of him waking me up. I'd be not completely sound
asleep and I thought he had come over to me and kissed me on my arm. I was
not sure if that had happened or not, or was it a dream. The next weekend I
layed on the bed just with my eyes closed and decided to see if anything
would happen.

After about 15 minuets he called to me, and I pretended to be asleep. Then
the next thing I knew he was on the bed next to me. He called to me again,
I did not answer him. After what seemed like a half hour, he started to
move around on the bed. I then felt his warm lips kiss my arm. I felt so
good, and was hoping he was just finally feeling that he wanted me as his
dad.

Over the next month, he repeated this. I was in my glory, and I was feeling
good about myself, that I'd not turn this into a sexual thing. After all, I
wanted a son, not a lover. Then one Sunday afternoon, he says to me gee dad
you look like you could use a nap. I was now in heaven, he called me dad
for the fist time. I did not say anything to him about calling me dad,
since the adoption agency does not want them to do that until the child is
permanently placed in the home. So I just told him I could use 40 winks,
why didn't he come on and play some games while I napped for awhile. After
15 mins he comes over to the bed and lays down next to me, this time he did
not call to me if I was asleep. After he must have gotten up his nerve and
just kissed me on my arm, he then layed back down and put his hand on my
chest. He then started to rub my chest, now this is feeling so good to me.
I feel he finally wants me as his dad. After a few mins he kisses my arm
again, but he does not stop, he started to kiss me up my arm to my neck,
then to my cheek. I laid there happy that he is finally happy in life.

The next weekend we had fun at the beach. His foster family did not buy him
clothing as he grew. Everything he owned was worn out, or 3 sizes too
small. That night I decided that I needed to buy him some new things to
wear, we were going to go on vacation the next weekend for a week and I
wanted him to have things that fit him properly. I got him an entire new
wardrobe from underwear to a nice jacket. We picked out a new swimming
suit, I told him to take it and try it on, I wanted to see if it fit (after
you buy swimwear it cannot be returned). He took it into the fitting room
and I waited outside, he called to me, so I could see if it fit. I came to
the room he was in and he let me in. he had on one of the suits he took
into the room to try on, It looked good on him, with his smooth tan skin. I
told him to try the other and I'd come back and see how it looked. He
stopped me and said stay here, its ok. He stripped off the suit he was
wearing, I turned my head away, to give him some privacy. He saw me do that
and told me he had nothing to hide and that he was not shy about me seeing
him naked. I turned my head back, and when I did, I was blow away at what I
saw. Standing before me was a 12 year old boy with a mature teens cock
hanging between his legs. I looked at his face to keep from looking at his
cock. He continued to try on the other suit. It also looked good on him, so
I bought them both.

We headed home after stopping for a pizza. He was so excited about all of
his new clothing. I told him that he was to keep them at my house. And I
would launder everything by the next weekend. We got home had the pizza. He
begged me to let him try on all his new cloths and show me how nice he
looked. I told him it was ok, this way if anything did not fit, I'd
exchange it before our vacation. My son retreated to his room, I waited
awhile and decided to see if he needed help, in matching things, since he
was never shown the proper way to dress. I came up to his room, his door
open and there before the mirror he stood looking at himself, saying in a
whisper to himself, damn your really a nice looking boy, over and over he
said it to himself. I then heard him say. I'm so lucky to have a dad like
Joe. I'm going to be so happy here with him. I know he loves me as much as
I love him.  That was it for me, the tears just flowed from my eyes. I
turned and went back to the living room, not wanting him to know that I
heard everything he said.

I sat down and called to Dennis and asked him if he needed any help. He
called back that he was on his way down to me. Dennis came down looking
like a model in his new shirt and shorts, especially with his sun bleached
blond hair. I told him that he was one fine looking dude. He blushed and
came over to me and gave me a great big hug. And as he broke his hug he
gave me a quick kiss on my cheek. I was now in heaven. I thanked him for
his kiss. Dennis continued the fashion show, until the last thing, his swim
suit. He came down the stairs and I could not get my eyes off of him, what
a good-looking boy he was and he was hot for his age. I told him we lucked
out, that everything fit just fine. We went to his room and put things
away. We headed to the living room to watch some TV. I sat on the couch,
and Dennis surprised me and sat next to me. He never did that before,
usually he sat in the wing chair. We decided on a program. After some time
I decided to have a beer, I started to get up and Dennis wanted to know
wear I was going. I told him I wanted a beer, Dennis jumped up and ran to
get it for me. He handed it to me, I thanked him, and he sat down again
next to me and laid his head on me. I now had everything I ever wanted in
life, I had a nice job, home, and now a son.

After some time, I needed to piss, once again Dennis wanted to know were I
was going. I told him I needed to take a leak, he said he also had to go.
We got up and went to the bathroom, I told him to go first, he insisted I
go first. I opened my fly and fished out my 7 inches of manhood while
Dennis stood at the open door. I started to piss and Dennis walked in and
stood watching me. I ignored it, and dismissed it as youth curiosity. I
finished off and told him your next. All this time Dennis never said a
word. I returned to the TV and Dennis was back in no time sitting next to
me. It started getting late, I told him to get ready for bed. Dennis was a
good kid, he never gave me a hard time. I told him I'd be up and chat about
our vacation before he went to sleep.

When I went to his room, he was already in bed sitting up waiting for me. I
was now going to finally tell him where we were going on vacation. It would
be his very first vacation in his short life, he was so excited. Dennis
said to me, dad I love you, and its not because you bought me new cloths or
even the vacation. I love you because you care about me and do everything a
dad does. This boy was making me so happy, I don't know who is happier him
or me. I told Dennis that I also loved him and that his being here with me
made my life complete. Then there was silence, I could see him in thought.
I asked him if he wanted to share his thoughts with me. He looked up at me
with a few tears running down his face. I asked what was wrong. I wiped his
tears away and kissed him on top of his head, while I held him. Then I
heard Dennis, dad, I need to ask you something. Now, I didn't know what it
would be. I released my hold on him and looked him in the eyes and told him
that he could ask me anything he wanted. Dennis took my hand into his, and
I could feel a slight squeeze. Ummm ummmm dad, ummmm, dad, can I live here
forever, will you adopt me. This boy, that I have now know for 7 months,
that I loved, as a son for some time now, asked me what I have been waiting
hear. I started to cry silently, I did not want him to see me cry. I got it
together and asked Dennis to repeat what he said. Dennis looked at me and
said, dad, I want you to be my forever dad. I want to be your son. I looked
into his big blue eyes then grabbed him, I told him that it would be my
honor to have him as my son, my forever son. We grabbed each other and both
cried. We were now going to be a forever family. We held each other for
awhile, then Dennis says, dad, aren't you going to tell your son where were
going on our vacation. I just laughed. Then I proceeded to try to get him
to guess with the clues I'd give him. He guessed in no time, after all, how
hard is it to figure Disney world. My son was pleased, he told me he would
not be able to sleep, because of all the good things that happened to him
that day. I sat talking to Dennis for a few hours of what there was to do
at Disney and our plans as a family. Finally he started to nod out. I laid
him down and covered him up. I turned off the light, and sat back down on
his bed just watching my son, MY SON.

I dozed off in his room, I fell asleep and I don't know how, but I was
asleep next to him in his bed, holding him in my arms. I quietly got up, it
was 6 am Sunday, and I wanted to take him to church, this would be the
first time with him. I usually go only on holidays, but Dennis needed to
get into Sunday school, since he had not been to any church in years.

I made us breakfast. I went up to his room to get him up. When I got to his
room he was in bed with his covers pushed down, and there he was showing
his morning wood. My god, this boy was going to have one hell of a cock
when he got older he was about 6 inches hard, at 12 years old. I stood
there looking at my son, admiring his fine young body. I just knew he was
going to be some hot guy as he got older, and god only knew what I was I
store for.  THAT'S ANOTHER STORY

I knew all I could do is look at him, even though I wanted to join him in
his bed and show him what man love was all about. It took all of my
strength to go back down to the kitchen and call him from there, I did not
want him to know I saw him like that.

Dennis came down, and gave me a big hug and a kiss on my cheek. I told him
to eat, because we were going to go to church. I got a very surprised look
from him. Until now we just went out and had some fun. I told him that id
like it if he would attend Sunday school. I told him I just wanted him to
learn about a religion, and later on he could decide for himself what he
would do about it. Dennis agreed, we ate and got ready to go. Dennis stuck
to me like glue, today he would start Sunday school and I went to services.
I had Dennis sit down in a chair outside of the office. I went in and
explained about Dennis to a very nice older woman. I called Dennis in. he
met Ms. Most. MS Most gave him a wonderful hello, and told him she would
help him learn. Ms. Most told me to go on to service and come back and get
Dennis after. I looked at Dennis, told him I'd see him in awhile.  When I
came back to get Dennis, Ms Most told me that Dennis was a good student and
after some more private classes he would join a class. I thanked Ms Most,
we left, and I asked Dennis how was it. He surprised me in how much he
learned and wanted to go back.

We went home did a few chores around the house and before I knew it, I had
to take Dennis back. We chatted about our upcoming vacation on the way
back, he said the week would drag waiting to go away on our vacation. We
got to his home, I walked him to the house, I started to say good bye, and
then suddenly Dennis grabbed me around my waist and told me to lean
down. As I did Dennis whispered in my ear, dad, I love you, and then he
gave me a quick kiss on my lips. Dennis then ran into the house. All the
way home I thought of him and that kiss, I wanted to kiss him back, I
wanted to hold him. I wanted to make love to my son.

I spent the week dealing with my feelings, I knew it was wrong to do
anything with Dennis. I had to fight it, what kind of dad would I be if I
did something with him. They would take Dennis away from me. Or even
worse. I would be hurting Dennis.


THE VACATION


   It was finally Friday afternoon, I was to pick Dennis up at his foster
home, and surprise him. I changed our dates to Friday evening. I got to his
foster home, and there was my son, standing at the edge of the road waiting
for me. I parked the car, I got out, and Dennis came over to me and gave me
a hug. I told him we had to say goodbye to his foster parents before we
left, we went inside, chatted briefly and said our goodbyes. Dennis's
foster parents were an older couple that loved him, but thought he needed
to have a younger dad, that's why they did not adopt him. They wished us a
nice vacation.

We got into my car, made sure Dennis had his seat belt on. And on our way
we went. I did not tell Dennis of our plans to leave tonight. We headed to
the airport. When Dennis noticed we were not going home, he asked me were
we were headed. Then I told him I had this urge to start vacation earlier,
so we were going to leave in two hours to Florida. I never saw a boys face
light up like Dennis's. he partly jumped out of the seat to give me a kiss
on my cheek. I had to tell him to calm down. We got to the long term
parking area. Parked the car, then Dennis yells, we have no clothes. I
opened the trunk and gave him his very own suit case. Now, Dennis is
thrilled. We checked in, walked to the gate. Dennis had gotten quiet. We
sat down, Dennis jumps up, and stands in front of me. I asked him what's
up? Dennis whispers in my ear, he is scared about flying, he had never
flown before. I grabbed him gave him a hug, and told him it would be lots
of fun. I spotted a steward in the gate area. Dennis and I walked over to
him, I explained to the steward that this was Dennis's first flight. The
steward told Dennis that he was not to worry, that he will see to it that
his flight will be a good one. All this time I must admit I was eyeing the
steward, he was a nice looking guy, and how I'd like to get with him. The
steward gave me a few looks in return. Turns out the steward was on our
flight and he got us on the plane before the boarding and showed Dennis
around and even let him meet the captain. Dennis return to his seat next to
me, he wanted the window, so I got up and gave him the window seat. I
chatted with the steward, both making eye contact to each other. I want
this guy. Turned out that mike the steward was going to have a lay over in
Orlando. I told him it would be nice if we bumped into each other while we
were there. I got a smile from mike, and he told me he needed to get the
others on board. Dennis was calmed down even before we left the gate.
That's more than I could say about me, I had my mind on Mike and how I hope
to meet with him. We took off, and Dennis was fine. Mike was making rounds
checking on his passengers. He got to us, asked Dennis how he liked it.
Dennis told him he wanted to have a job like his one day, because he liked
flying. Mike had Dennis look out the window to see the sun set, mike leaned
over me to Dennis, and all the while he was talking to Dennis, mike was
rubbing my now steel like hard through my jeans. Then Mike stood back up
and told us he would be back, he gave me a smile. And what a smile.  I
wanted to reach up and pull him down and kiss those beautiful lips of
his. Mike came back to our seats every now and then during the flight. We
flirted with each other. It was now time to land. Mike came over to Dennis
and put on a pair of wings on Dennis's shirt. He sure made Dennis feel
good. Then mike slipped me a piece of paper, it had his phone number on it.
Turns out mike lives in Orlando. The plane landed we waited to be last off,
because I wanted to see mike again. Mike came over to us, and asked if we
enjoyed our flight. Dennis thanked mike for making him feel better about
flying and now wants to do it all the time. We got up, and I gave mike my
own thank you, I gave him a quick peck on his cheek and told him I would
give him a call.

Dennis and I picked up our luggage and started to the car rental counter
and there was mike on his way out of the terminal. He spotted us, waved and
told us to have a good vacation. I asked Dennis if he liked mike, Dennis
said that he though mike was a very nice person. We picked up our rental
car, and drove off to the Hiatt. I had booked a suite, I wanted Dennis to
go first class on his very first vacation. The people in the Hiatt, were
wonderful. They treat Dennis and I like we were kings. The suite was
large. Dennis had his own room. We settled in, and it was only 9 pm. So,
Dennis and I went to Disney village to walk around. Dennis was thrilled at
all he saw. Dennis told me that he was the happiest boy alive. We walked
around and did some shopping. I walked with my son, as proud as can be.
This was the life I wanted so badly for so many years. We went back to the
suite, Dennis and I took showers, and chatted a little before we went to
bed. We were to have a long day at Disney and I wanted Dennis to get some
rest. I put Dennis to bed, I went into my room, and started to think about
Mike. God, I really like Mike and did want to see him, get to know him. I
was getting hard just thinking about him. So I decided to give him a call.
Mike and I talked for hours getting to know each other, the more we talked
the more I wanted to see him. We decided to meet the next day for dinner.

I slept like a log that night, thinking about my life and how happy I was.
At the crack of dawn, there was Dennis waking me up, he was so excited. I
got up called room service, and we both headed to our separate showers. By
the time I was done, room service was at the door. I answered the door with
my towel wrapped around me, and there stood a very nice looking 20 year old
boy with our food. He brought the cart in set everything up. And as I was
checking him out, he kept glancing over to me in my towel. I gave him a
very large tip, and a wink. He thanked me and told me to just ask for him
if there is anything I wanted.

Dennis and I got dressed and finished our meal. We headed for the car, I
think Dennis's feet never touched the ground. I have been to Disney many
times, but this time it was different. I was now here with my son, enjoying
it through his eyes. We had a wonderful day. We went back to the hotel, and
I told him I had a surprise for him. I told him that we were going to have
a guest for dinner. He could not think who it could be since we did not
live there. I told him I invited mike to dinner, a way of saying thank you
for the way he treated us on the fight down. Inside I wanted to do more
with mike, but I had to be careful. I did not want Dennis to know about
me. I was not going to let my son know I was gay. I never told anyone,
because I would have never stood a chance in getting a son to adopt. This
had to be my secret, to the grave.

We cleaned up, and mike arrived at the hotel, we were so happy to see him,
Dennis shook his hand. So did I, but my hand lingered on his. Mike showed
us how to get to a nice restaurant away from the tourists. We had a
wonderful meal, and really enjoyed mike being with us. Back at the hotel
Dennis asked if he could play some games in the game room, I gave him 5
dollars and told him mike and I would be sitting by the pool. Mike and I
had a great talk. We were being attracted to each other more and more. I
wanted to be with mike. I started to fall for him, and him for me. I could
see it in his eyes and in his warm smile. It was getting late, Dennis and I
had another long day planned. Mike and I got Dennis and went to our room. I
had Dennis take his shower and get ready to get into bed. While Dennis went
to take his shower, I walked over to mike and made us a drink, we sat next
to each other, and then it happened we leaned towards each other and we
kissed, the most passionate kiss. Then I knew in my heart I wanted Mike as
my lover.

Dennis called to me, I went into his room and said our good nights, just
then mike knocked on the door and asked if he could say goodnight. Mike
came in and told Dennis he enjoyed being with us and hoped to do it again,
then mike leaned over and gave Dennis a kiss on his cheek. We both left
Dennis to get some sleep. We went and had another drink. Mike told me he
thought that Dennis was a terrific kid. I told him how lucky I was to get
him and that I had to lie that I was not gay.

It was getting late, mike started to tell me he was going. I stopped him
and asked him to stay the night. Mike gave me the biggest smile and said to
me, I waited all night for you to ask me. We embraced each other and went
to my room. I never stripped so fast in my life. I wanted to feel mikes hot
beautiful body against mine. We were in that bed in record breaking time.
We were making love... true love to each other. We spent the night pleasing
each other. We dozed off in the wee hours. Before I knew it there was a
knock on my door. I'm glad I remembered to lock it, it was Dennis, waking
me up to start our day. I told him to take a shower and I'd be along. Mike
was up getting dressed. He wanted to leave before Dennis saw him. I told
him I thought we needed to chat soon. He gave me this wonderful kiss and he
was out the door.

Dennis and I were out the door early, more to see and do. I was having a
great time with my son. I thought about mike all day. I kept thinking what
would I do now. I have Dennis to think about, and now I find I'm falling in
love with mike. What will I do?

Dennis went on the flume ride and I waited for him, and while I did, I
called mike. Mike told me that he has feelings for me, feelings he never
had for another before. We talked about me and Dennis and how I was not
going to not adopt him, but at the same time I wanted mike. I now have two
men in my life that I loved, but I could not tell Dennis in fear he would
not want me to adopt him.

We saw mike a few more times before we had to leave. Mike and I decided to
take our time and try to figure this out. Mike flew into our city many
times a week and came to the house. We kept this up for months, making love
to each other when we could. We had to make this work. I wanted to be with
mike more than ever.

Dennis and I finally got the ok to live together as a family and to proceed
with the courts to make it legal. Dennis was now 13 when we went to court.
The judge spoke to Dennis for an hour before he made it official. Well, we
were now a family all legal and all that. We celebrated that day.

When Dennis went to bed that night, he called to me to come in. I asked
what was up. He said to me, dad, I need to ask you something. Ok, shoot.
Dad the judge asked me something about you. He wanted to know if you
touched me in my private places. I was not really shocked at this. After
all I was a single man. Dennis said he told the judge that all his dad did
was give him a hug and a kiss and that's all. Dennis asked me what did the
judge mean, what was it he was asking. I told Dennis It was time for me to
explain to him about homosexuals. I told him that sometimes a person is
born with a gene that makes them want to be with people of the same sex. To
be together like a man and woman. Dennis now wanted to know more, what did
they do together. I told him the truth, Dennis was all full of questions,
and I answered him honestly. Then Dennis asked me something I did not
expect. He wanted to know if I ever tried those things. I must have turned
all shades of red. I calmed my self, I told Dennis that yes, and I have
done those things. I guess it was time to now come out to my son, I just
prayed to myself he would not hate me.

"Dennis there is something I must tell you, it's something I was not ever
going to tell you. I always told you I'd never lie to you and be up front
with you. Dennis, I'm gay, do you know what that means?"

Dennis looked up at me and said, "dad are you sure?"

"Yes, Dennis I am."

"Well dad, I do know what gay means, the kids at school talk about it."

"And how do you feel about it Dennis? Are you mad at me, do you want to
leave me? Do you want to live somewhere else? I was now heartbroken, he was
going to get away from me."

"Dad I love you, I don't want to be anywhere but here with you."

We sat up all night talking about it. Then out of the blue Dennis says to
me, you know I must be gay too. I asked him why. He told me how he use to
kiss me when I was asleep. And that he would try to see me naked and did
sneak peeks at me in the shower. I told him it was just him being a boy. He
told me there is more. I asked him if he wanted to tell me. Dennis said,
dad you taught me not to lie. I must tell you, I have been sneaking into
your room at night and feeling you when you are asleep. I was shocked, I
never knew it, then he went on, dad I rub myself while I'm rubbing you,
then I go back to bed and rub myself until I shoot that stuff. I could not
believe what I was hearing. I was thinking it was just his curiosity. Was I
lying to myself, I don't know. We headed back to bed I was beat, I'm glad
its Saturday so we can get some rest. I kissed Dennis good night and told
him we will talk more about this later.

I fell asleep right away, dead out. I awoke with a startle, there was
Dennis in my room rubbing my cock. He jumped up and said he was sorry, but
since I told him I was gay he thought it would be all right. I told him no
it's not all right, get to bed and I'd deal with him later. He left my room
crying. I called Mike and told him what happened. We talked for hours. I
told Mike that I was going to tell Dennis about the two of us and how we
love each other. Mike agreed with me. I told him I wanted him to live here
with us as a family. Mike wanted to be sure Dennis was okay with that
first.  I agreed.

I went to Dennis's room, I knocked on the door, and I heard come in. Dennis
was sitting at his desk just staring at the wall. I told him that we must
talk. He turned to me and told me he was sorry for what he did. The poor
kid is all mixed up. I sat with him, we talked for hours about him, even
Mike and me. Dennis finally understood it all. He was okat with Mike living
here, now he will have two dads. We decided to wait and see if he was
really gay, and I'd help him with that.  That's another story

Mike moved in with us and we became a great family, Dennis calls Mike, dad
#2. Dennis was okay about me loving Mike and he was still very proud of his
new family. And Mike and I have a wonderful son. We both love him.

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