Date: Mon, 7 Jun 2004 03:15:28 EDT From: INSILVA92@aol.com Subject: FINDING MYSELF The following story is a homosexual fantasy. If it is illegal for you to read such material please leave now. If not I hope it brings you pleasure, as it is a fantasy the sex in it may not be safe, but I would advise you to have save sex in real life. I was three months short of 18 and my world had fallen apart. Sue, my girlfriend of 5 years, had dumped me. We were due to get engaged on my 18th birthday. We were both still virgins, agreeing not to do it until she was 18, three days after me. We played around and she seemed to enjoy tossing me off into my hanky as we snogged. I'd started to finger her too, although I didn't like it that much. Anyway, a mate at work had been bragging about how great it was when his girlfriend sucked him off, so I mentioned it to Sue. We discussed it and she told me she'd do it for me if I went down on her, I was so desperate to get a mouth around my prick I agreed. She grasped my stiff 6 incher firmly, pulling back my foreskin, bent her head and licked my knob. Wow, it felt great. She lifted her head and told me to lick her in return. I tried to do it, but I just couldn't, the thought of doing it made me nauseous. I told her I couldn't do it, but begged her to do me, she refused and a flaming row started and she stormed out of my bedroom (I had a small flat near work my parents were helping me to buy). We spoke on the phone the next day and arranged to meet at my flat. The same thing happened, she licked my knob, I couldn't lick her, in fact I almost did but had to run to the bog and heave up. That was the start of an even bigger row, Sue eventually calling me a "Dirty little queer." Two nights later I saw her arm in arm with a local yobbo. She looked at me, whispered in his ear and they both laughed. So much for Sue! That was Friday, the following Monday was a lovely hot Bank Holiday Monday and I decided to go to the Lickey Hills for a long walk. I'd dressed in white football shorts and a T-shirt and trainers, I'd got food and drink, and a book in my back-pack. My favourite walk is through a wood and onto one of the hills that's got a great view. It's was so warm I'd taken my T-shirt off and put it in my back-pack, I love the sun on my firm trim body, I've been working out for the last year or so. The gentle breeze running through my sparse chest hair and mini navel trail felt good too. When I got to the trail through the wood there was a rope slung across two trees and a placard attached. " Trail Closed For Tree Felling" As it was a Bank Holiday I knew no one would be working, so I ducked under the rope and continued up the trail. I was about halfway through and approaching a bush obscured clearing when I heard someone moaning "Yes, oh yes Rob, that feels great!" Bewildered I entered the clearing and stopped dead in my tracks, my mouth dropped open. Three paces in front of me were two naked guys, a dirty-blond haired lad about my age or a bit younger, certainly shorter and thinner, was stood with his hands grasping the head of a dark haired older guy, about 25, who had got the lad' s prick buried in his mouth, as he was playing with his own hard prick, which was about 7 inches long, cut, and thicker than mine. I got an instant erection which tented my shorts and almost immediately I produced enough precum to cause a wet spot. I must have gasped, because the guys heard me and looked round, I was mesmerised as the lad pulled his prick from Rob's mouth, it looked enormous on his thin body, it was at least 9 inches long, uncut and very, very thick, he'd got big balls in a loose sac lightly covered with fine blond hair and a small blond pubic patch above his prick. "Want some?" Rob asked, his eyes glued to my tented shorts. I licked my lips which had gone dry, coughed, and not trusting my voice, nodded my head, and walked the three paces until my tented shorts were so close to him I could feel his breath on my prick, making me even stiffer, I shivered. I'd never thought of man to man sex before, I'd noticed guys in the shower at school and maybe admired some of their bodies, but when I tossed off I thought of women. But these two were so sexy. Rob reached up, pulled my waistband out and pulled my shorts down, my prick was stiff and quivering. "Step out of them!" he ordered, I did so automatically, "Mikey, hold him from behind." The lad moved behind me and hugged me, running his hands all over my chest and belly. I felt his big prick stiff up my back, felt his precum too, then he wriggled the monster into my crack, where I could feel it throbbing away. He began to fondle and gently pinch my big brown nipples, I groaned as they hardened under his touch. I groaned even louder when Rob grasped my hard prick around the base, eased back my foreskin, and took my knob in his hot mouth. He began to lick my knob and shaft, causing incredible sensations to shoot through my body, this was so much more, so much better than Sue's quick lick. I pushed back on Mikey's throbbing prick automatically trying to get more of it into my sweating crack. Rob started to suck "OH SHIT!" I shouted, my body in overdrive "I' M CUMMING!" and rope after rope of hot boy spunk began to fill Rob's mouth. He started swallowing, which grossed me out a bit, but then Mikey put a finger on my bumhole and pushed gently, almost entering, and exciting me enough to produce another two shots. Rob continued sucking until I collapsed, spent, into Mikey's surprisingly strong arms. Rob rose up and kissed me, I could feel his hard prick poking into my belly and his precum on my skin, he forced my mouth open with his tongue, I didn't resist and I tasted myself on his questing tongue, salty, sweet, delicious. Mikey licked my neck and ears, he pushed his tongue into an ear, I squirm, it was so sexy. My prick stiffened again. "Now me Rob" murmured Mikey, "I'm desperate to cum." "Lie down then, and let" he looked at me questioningly. "Paul" I murmured, embarrassed now, "and you can suck Paul again while he watches me get you off." Mikey lay down and I lay next to him in a 69 position, weird thoughts were flashing through my mind, "it's wrong, but I love it, I'm not gay, but I love it, would I turn gay?" I didn't care, I just wanted my prick in Mikey's mouth! Rob lay the same way, held Mikey's cock around the base and pushed his mouth down over the massive knob. I was amazed that he could get it in his mouth at all, then he sort of gulped and snorted and half of the monster disappeared. Mikey took hold of my prick and put it in his mouth, running his tongue under my foreskin, I sighed. Then he reached out and slowly wanked Rob's hard 7 inches Rob lifted off Mikey's cock, "lick and suck his balls Paul, he loves that." Then he went back to sucking and tossing Mikey's throbbing prick. I hesitated, thought "what the hell!" and ran my tongue over the silky ball sac, I loved how it felt to my tongue. Tentively I took one large ball in my mouth and sucked, Mikey moaned, so I tried to get the other in, they were so much bigger than mine, but I managed it and juggled them in my mouth, causing Mikey to groan loudly. I gasped as he swallowed my prick to the root, I could feel his throat muscles on my shaft, I was trembling at the sensations coursing through me. Mikey's balls tightened in my mouth. "Lick my crack" Mikey told me lifting off my twitching prick for a second. I needed no second bidding, I was totally into these two guys, it all seemed so natural now, so I reluctantly released his tightening balls and licked his crack, I loved the taste of his sweaty body. Without being told, I just knew it was the right thing to do, I wet a finger and gently pushed against his bright pink pucker, it slid in with ease and I began to slowly finger fuck him, it seemed so natural and my finger felt great in his warm moist hole. Mikey groaned louder around my prick causing my spunk to rise, but he came first, his body bucking as he shot up into Rob's mouth, he swallowed some then let the rest, and there was loads, shoot all up Mikey's quivering body. That did it, "I'm cumming again!" I cried out and I started shooting my second load down Mikey's throat. He took a couple of blasts then pulled off me and aimed my prick so that the rest of my cum pooled with his on his body. Then Rob straddled his head and Mikey tossed him quickly and his load shot out in seconds to mix with ours. Mikey ran his fingers through the mess mixing it, then he scooped some up and ate it! Gross! But when he scooped some more and offered it to me I didn't hesitate, I leaned forwards and he put his fingers in my open mouth, I sucked them eagerly, and as I swallowed I realised I loved the taste of cum. Rob had started to lick Mikey's body so I joined him, fighting his tongue and Mikey's fingers to see who could get the most of the delicious male nectar. When we finished Mikey's body shone with our saliva. We chatted for a little as we dressed, they'd got to go somewhere, and arranged to meet at my flat next Friday evening, where I would learn about anal sex, but that's another story! End of Part 1. In memory of a lost friendship.Any positive/constructive feed-back to Paul at _INSILVA92@aol.com_ (mailto:INSILVA92@aol.com) Love Paul.