Date: Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:44:31 -0700 From: travis paul Subject: Golden-Chapter 3- Gay beginnings Disclaimer: This is a FICTIONAL story, however I may have drawn ideas from actual events, but I have asked for permission first of course. If you are not of age or find this type of material offensive or illegal, then I ask you to please abstain from reading it. Also if you have any questions, concerns, or comments of any kind please don't hesitate to email me. I would love to hear you guys thoughts on the story. _____________________________________________________________ .Chapter 3. The Breakdown Part I My eyes fluttered open slightly, trying to blink out the sunlight. When my eyes finally adjusted to the morning light I realized that Leo was sleeping in front of me. I glanced down and saw his arm wrapped around my waist. I smiled to myself. Its funny. After all these years, I never once thought that me and Leo would end up like this. He was attractive, that undeniable, but its just we've been such close friends over the years I guess that didn't leave much room for anything else between us, until now. I have to admit that I'm actually glad I decided to give him a chance. After all maybe that's what I need right now. A partner, a lover. I blushed. It's been way too long since I had been in a relationship, let alone intimate. Well that's not entirely true. There was someone. My senior year of high school, but that wasn't real; at least not for him. That one bad experience with love almost made me deny Leo, but as I lay here in his arms right now, I can't help but think that I made the best decision. Leo wanted nothing from me. I have money, that's and understatement, I was filthy rich, I own a billion dollar corporation, and I live in a mansion; but Leo doesn't care about all that. He cares about me. All he really wants...is to see me happy. I smile again. I think I could really fall for him. I reach my hand out to trace the contour of his face. My finger starts at his head and traces down to his nose outlining it, and then drops lower to trace the shape of his lips, then finally rest on his chin. I repeat that motion for quite sometime, before I shift in the bed so that I am close enough to kiss him. I thought about kissing him. But there was one thing stopping me. I had morning breath. It may not seem like that much of a big deal, but if its one thing I hate in this world, its morning breath. I laughed inwardly at my own pettiness. Gently so not to wake him, I remove his hand from my waist and rolled out of bed and headed to the bathroom. On my way to the bathroom, I passed Miles' room and noticed that he wasn't there. I figured he was around somewhere, he was always the first one up. After brushing my teeth, I checked back in on Leo. He was still sleeping, only now he was curled slightly in the fetal position with his hair falling over his eyes. He looked so innocent like a child. I smiled again. It seems I've been doing a lot of that lately. I walked towards the kitchen, following my nose mostly because the scents coming from the kitchen were beyond words. I just hoped that Miles wasn't doing it all by himself, he's far to young to cook anything. Finally entering the kitchen I see Joseph, our chef, and Miles decorating pancakes with strawberries and blue berries. My favorite. When Miles saw me he grinned as usual. I ginned back at him extra hard, because from the looks of it he had fun helping Joe with breakfast. "Hey little guy you got a little something." I said pointing at his nose. He tried to look at his nose which only added to the situation. I couldn't hold it in any longer, I just started laughing. Miles laughed along with me and soon Joe was laughing as well. Miles rubbed his nose to get rid of the flour, but only smeared it in causing a bigger mess then before. I laughed even harder. He just stood there confused. "Come here little guy." I finally managed to say. He came over and I wiped the flour clean. "Hey you wanna do me a favor?" He nodded his head enthusiastically. "Can you go wake Leo?" I said, stressing the word wake. "Oh yeah!" He exclaimed before running up the stairs. About five minutes later I head Leo screaming. Miles didn't. I groaned. Miles can rushing down the stairs with a wet Leo running closely behind him. Miles ran around the table with Leo on the other side. Leo wasn't going to catch him now. Classic Miles. If Leo ran around the table Miles would run the opposite way. Leo was wet and Miles was laughing uncontrollably. I was almost afraid to ask what happened. Joseph left the room as if sensing the future doom. "Do I even want to know?" I asked. Leo spun around to look at me. He pointed towards Miles. "That little squirt threw freezing cold water on me!" Leo shouted. He wasn't mad, in fact if he wasn't the one suffering, then he would be laughing too. He was just...surprised. I glanced at Miles. "Did you do that?" I asked knowing full well that he did. "Yeah it was SOOOO funny!" Miles shouted breaking out in laughter again. "You...told me to...wake him up..." "Yeah but.." I stopped halfway in my sentence. Leo wasn't paying attention anymore. He was now standing next to the sink filling a cup with water. "You put the squirt up to this?" He asked walking towards me. My eyes widened when I realized what he was going to do. "No Leo I-" Before I could finish my sentence Leo threw the water on me. It was freezing. Miles stared on in shock. "Now we're even." Leo stated with a grin. Miles erupted with laughter as did Leo. I just glared at them both. I shook my head and walked over to the sink filling up a cup of my own. Leo backed away holding his hands up as if surrendering. "Look Golden I just wanted us to be even. No use in starting something you can't finish." He said. "But we are even Leo, well kind of." He looked at me confused. I quickly glance in Miles' direction then back to Leo. He winked at me signaling he now knew the game plan. I walked around the table to where Miles was. He instinctively backed up, but was surprised when he hit something solid. He slowly turned around looking up at Leo. He didn't look surprised the little squirt was confident, cocky even. He turned back around to face me with a grin on his face. "Ready to get wet little guy?" I asked rhetorically. "I don't think I will get wet big brother." "Oh really?" I asked, "Leo grab him so he can't run away." As Leo went to grab him Miles fell to the floor and quickly crawled through Leo's legs and kicked him in the butt, causing Leo to stumble forward and fall on top of me and the water coming down to land on us both. Miles erupted in laughter before running upstairs and slamming his door shut, presumably locking it. Leo and I were both laughing. "I can't believe the squirt came up with that all by himself." Leo stated laughing again at our situation. "Your telling me, he is too sneaky for his on good...and cocky too." "I can't believe he crawled under my legs I should have grabbed him sooner." "Yeah then maybe you wouldn't have landed on top of me." I added with a smirk. "Who ever said that I didn't want to be on top of you?" He counted with a smirk of his own. "What now?" I asked trying to sound innocent. "This." He said leaning down until his lips touched mine in a simple kiss. I smiled into the kiss. I still feel weird kissing him sometimes, but then again when he kisses me like this it makes me forget about all my doubts and insecurities that I have about our relationship. He calms me and reassures me that I made the right decision. After sometime I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me deepening the kiss as I open my mouth to receive his tongue. Without hesitation he shoves his tongue into my mouth wrapping it around my own and sucking it gently. I swear if I was standing right now I would have collapsed. Leo reached out his hands, which were previously holding him up, to grab my hair pulling it slightly. I arched my back and moaned in response causing us to break the kiss. That didn't stop him though. He quickly attached himself to my neck sucking and biting causing me to moan louder. God I didn't want him to stop that. It felt so good, I wanted more. I let go of my hold on his neck and let my hands travel down to the bottom of his shirt. I grip it tightly and tug on it getting his attention, he stops kissing my neck long enough to look up at me. God his eyes are captivating; I feel as if I could get lost in his gaze alone. At the moment his eyes held so much lust for me it was almost overwhelming, but I could also see the love that he had for me just as clear. "Take this off." I said, which sounded more like a demand. I tugged on his shirt again to let him know what I meant. He smiled seductively at me before lifting off me long enough to take his shirt off then he fell back on top of me and resumed his torture on my neck. I let my hands roam freely across his rock solid body. From his pecs, to his strong arms, and down to his chiseled abs. God I wanted him so bad. My body was responding to his every touch and I was so turned on at that moment that I was soaking through my jeans with precum. I wanted to feel all of his body, every part of him. To be honest I have no idea how things could so easy progress. Just last night I agreed to be with him, and now here we were in the middle of my kitchen making out like horny teenagers. Why is it that his man does this to me? Make me act without thinking, makes me throw caution to the wind and break free, make me this excited. I don't know what it is about Leo, possibly the fact that I've known him my entire life, or that I've always felt something for him subconsciously, but right now I wanted nothing more than to make love to him. Passionate, hard, unedited love making. Somewhere in between me taking off Leo's shirt and my thoughts, my shirt had been discarded and my pants were unbuttoned and unzipped. Leo was now kissing and licking at my stomach and I was moaning loudly. His hand rested on my hard and now very sensitive cock and he continued to lick and kiss his way further down my body. He got to my cock and suddenly stopped. Did I do something wrong? Did he even want to do that? Leo glanced up at me his onyx eyes staring into mine as if to ask if it was okay to go on. I nodded my head, maybe too enthusiastically. He smirked and put his hands on my boxers while still maintaining eye contact with me. Slowly he pulled then down to release my throbbing cock. His eyes widened in shock at the size and thickness of my cock. "This has gotten a lot bigger since I last saw it huh?" He asked lust lacing in with every word. I nodded my head yes. We used to see each other naked all the time when we were kids. It wasn't a big deal to us, being naked around the other. We were both comfortable with our bodies and we thought nothing more of it. We even saw each other jack off sometimes. Though not on purpose, at least not when I did it. Looking back on it now Leo probably set the whole thing up, seeing that I would always catch him jacking off. Sneaky. I laughed inwardly. I glanced back down to Leo who seemed somewhat transfixed on my cock. I thrust my hips forward a little to get his attention again. "Impatient are we?" He asked taunting me. "Just please...do something." "I will..." He reached his hand out to grasp my cock and I swear I could have shot my load right then and there with just the touch of his hand. That's how hard I was. He moved his hand up and down in a painfully slow movement. He was torturing me. Damn it. I tried to thrust my hips upward again but he held me down with his other hand. "Please Leo-" I begged. "Please what?" He asked innocently. "Please let me cum." I looked into his eyes with my pleading him more. I couldn't take this anymore. The pressure was getting to me. It was either cum, or go crazy. And I am far to young to go crazy. He nodded his head and his hand began to speed up. Then all of the sudden he stopped. "Leo what's the-" I asked only to be cut off when his tongue licked the top of my cock. I moaned or screamed I don't remember, either way it was in ecstasy. It didn't seem to phase him as he continued to lick at the head of my cock. I tilted my head back and my eyes rolled back into my head. I was in heaven. This was the first time that I had ever experience something like this and I could only moan out `mores' and `don't stops' as he licked at my cock. My hands instinctively went to his head and grabbed his hair pulling it slightly but not enough to hurt him. Then he did something that made me burst, literally. His whole mouth engulfed my cock completely all the way to the base. I couldn't hold back anymore. I screamed out his name as I pulled him close and shot the most powerful orgasm I have ever shot. I felt him swallow everything around my cock and I fell back satisfied. I was a little worried that he would mad at me for cumming in his mouth, but when he continued to nurse my cock well after I came I relaxed a little. I lifted his head off my cock because the sensation was too much for me, I was just to sensitive. He smiled at me and leaned forward to kiss me. At first I was a little unsure about kissing him after what he did, but I kissed him anyway and I'm glad that I did. Somehow it was more passionate this time. I reached down to his pants and unbuttoned and unzipped them. I wanted to repay him but I also decided that I wanted him inside me. I reached into his pants and pulled out his cock. This time it was me who stood there dumb founded as I looked down at his cock. I broke the kiss immediately. I wanted that, that thing inside me?! He seemed to sense my uneasiness. "You don't have to if you don't want to." He whispered into my ear. "Its okay with me if you can't. I liked doing it to you." He leaned closer towards my ear and I could feel his breath and lips as he spoke to me. "Besides...you taste good to me." I must have blushed from top to bottom. It was so sexy the way he had said it. His voice was raspy. I instantly got hard all over again. "No I want to Leo. I've never done anything like this before, but with you I want to." I said. Looking him in the eye. "Okay." He said nodding his head. We traded places so that he was now on the bottom and I was on the top. I kissed him hard showing him that I had every intention of repaying him. There was a fait sound but I heard it nonetheless. I broke the kiss and put a finger to his lips and to mine to signal him to be quiet. Then I heard it again. I panicked. Quickly I pushed off of Leo and rushed to pull my pants up. "Leo get your clothes on now." I demanded. He looked at me confused. "I thought you wanted to do more...you know?" He said trying to pull me down back on top of him. "Yeah Leo I want to, believe me I do, but you have to get your clothes on now." I said stressing the importance of him getting his clothes on. "Please you will understand in a minute." He didn't hesitate after that. I ran across the room and grabbed my shirt and threw Leo his. He quickly put his back on and mine was almost on when the front door opened. I pulled my shirt over my head, just as Faith and Serenity walked around the corner. They were both dressed in female business suits that were tailored specifically to their frame. Faith glanced back and forth from Leo to me. Her arms were crossed in an intimidating manner and her face was lacking of any emotion. I swallowed hard. Somehow I think she knew. She had to know. I think that I was looking guilty enough for the both of us. Serenity just stared at me a slight smile on her face. I was happy to see she was doing okay. "It seems like we've interrupted something here. Don't you think Serenity." She said turning to Serenity. Serenity nodded her head in agreement, though I don't think she understood what Faith meant. Faith turned her gaze back to me. "I hope you enjoyed yourself, little brother." She said smirking. "Leo didn't hurt you too bad did he?" I knew it. She knew. Correction, this is the most embarrassing moment of my life. How did she know. Its like she has eyes everywhere. Maybe. Maybe she was just bluffing. "I-I don't know what your talking about." I said not sounding to sure of myself. "Really?" Faith asked taunting me. Her eyes seemed to be daring me to continue. She knew. "I think that's enough." Leo stated stepping forward and putting his arm around my shoulder. Faith laughed. It was a cold laugh, not a happy joyous laugh, but more of a mocking fake laugh. "I knew it." We all looked at her confused. `I knew you liked my brother in fact I've known about your little infatuation with my brother for quite sometime, just like I`ve know my dear brother likes men. Its not a shock to me that you two idiots would end up together eventually." She stated. Serenity gasped. She was only one who was shocked by Faith's statement. "Wait! Let me get this straight." Serenity shouted causing everyone to look at her. "Golden is what Faith saying true...are you and Leo...together...are you...gay?" I didn't even get a chance to speak, but I don't think I would have known what to say anyway. "Yes Serenity, your brother and I are together." Leo said. Serenity's face was as stoic as Faith's. I just wanted her to say something, anything really. I knew Faith would ridicule me but I would hope that Serenity would be more understanding. I guess I was wrong. "And Father trusted you to run his business?" Faith said breaking through the silence. Anger. That's all I felt now was anger. The embarrassing feeling subsided and all that was left was anger. How dare she just come into my house and talk to me like I was a child. Serenity hadn't said much since Leo admitted to us being together but I don't think that she leaning towards my side which is fine by me. I don't need her then, I don't need neither one of them. There was however one thing that I needed to know. One thing that I didn't understand. "Why?" I whispered. I'm not sure if Faith heard me, but I was far from done. "Why are you being so...heartless? Every since mom and dad died you've been nothing but malicious to me. Why do you hate me so much?" I think I was crying. Leo pulled me closer to his body and hugged me in a comforting way. I didn't understand it. Why my sister hated me. What had I done to deserve her hatred? "I don't hate you little brother." Faith said stressing the words little brother. Her voice was still cold and emotionless. She walked forward to us. "I'm just proving my point." "Point?" I whispered. "What point?" "That your not strong enough to run this company, OR take care of Miles." She said letting her anger slip through a little. "You're a child you don't know anything about running a corporation. Father shouldn't have entrusted you with his share of the corporation. They should have given it all to me. I'm the one most capable to run the business. Not Serenity, not Leslie, and certainly not You! But then again you were always Father`s favorite. No wonder why you got his share of the corporation. If he had known that you were a faggot, he would have never named you his successor." She laughed. "You probably wouldn't have even gotten one cent." "Your delusional." I yelled back. "Maybe but I'd rather be delusional then a snot nosed crybaby waste of human space faggot!" She spat before spinning on her heals and walking towards the door. Leo wanted to run after her, but I held his hand to prevent him from leaving. "This isn't your fight." I whispered to him. "I have to take care of this on my own." "But-" He started but I just shook my head. He seemed to clam down a little but his body was still tense. Serenity remained in the kitchen with us. She walked over to us and stood in front of me. I was expecting her to call me a faggot just as Faith had did and some other things then leave, but she surprised me when she reached her arms out and pulled me into an embrace. I could feel her crying and hear her soft sobs. I wrapped my arms around her waist and cried with her. I can't remember the last time I hugged my sister. She didn't even hug me at our parents funeral. But I guess she was making up for it all now. Either way I was just happy that she wasn't yelling at me. "I'm so sorry." She murmured. "What Faith said was wrong. She is wrong. You're our brother and this is all the family we have left. You, me, Miles, Faith, and Leslie, where ever he is." She hugged me tighter. "She will come around, you know how she is." I laughed a little. "Yeah but I also know she can hold a grudge and that this whole situation is deeper than me being gay." She suddenly released her grip on me and stared at me wide eyed. She looked like a deer in the headlights. She gasped. "Oh my gosh...what about Miles?" I shrugged. "What about him?" "Well how will he handle all this...you know...you and Leo?" She asked looking back and forth between Leo and I. "I already know." Miles' voice sounded from behind Serenity. She turned around to see Miles standing behind her. She let out a gasp or whimper with the word `what' stuck somewhere in between. Miles smiled in his normal fashion showing all of his `pearly whites' as he calls them. He nodded his head enthusiastically. "Yeah I knowed--" "The word is knew. I knew, not knowed." I corrected. He rolled his eyes playfully. " I knew that Leo liked big brother. He is always looking at him like daddy looked at mommy." Miles said looking at Leo who blushed immediately. I smiled, it looked cute on him. "So I asked Leo if he liked big brother and he said yes, and then I said OKAY!" Serenity took a minute to process Miles' words. She looked like she was in deep thought and was staring at the ground, as if looking to if for the answers that needed. She clapped her hands together and smiled. That was a good sign. "Then it's settled. If Miles is okay with it then I see no problem." She said walking over to Miles and embracing him too in a bear hug. "I've missed you." "Then why don't you stay?" He asked innocently. She looked back at me as if waiting for me to answer for her. "No I can't, I don't want to be a bother." "Nonsense." Leo said surprising me but he was right. "Yeah sis stay, please. This house is yours as much as it is ours. There's no bother." I said. I could see that she was on the verge of tears. Did she miss us that much? I didn't know. She nodded her head and let go of Miles. She pulled out her cell phone and made a quick call, I assume to have her things brought here. She clamped the phone shut and smiled. "My things are on the way." She said. I nodded my head, Leo smiled, and Miles wrapped his arms around her neck and hugged her tightly. "Now all we need is to track down Leslie and force him and Faith to move back in and everything will be fine." I stated sarcastically. Everyone laughed. "Piece of cake." Serenity replied and stood up with Miles in her arms. I glanced up at Leo and he leaned down and kissed me gently. Just a little peck on the lips, but it was still a nice gesture. "You guys are too cute." Serenity said smiling while Miles made a grossed out face like he had just seen mom and dad kiss. I just made a funny face back and he laughed. "Well I'm gonna go up stairs to take a little nap since Faith had me wake up this morning at six." "But it's Saturday!" Leo shouted. "Yeah well Faith is a tough boss." She added before disappearing around the corner. Leo and I stared at each other. "That went--" "Great." I said finishing his sentence. We both laughed. "Well I don't know about you, but all that excitement made me hungry." He said smiling and pulling me into his arms in a hug. "Yeah me to." I added kissing him softly. ~ After breakfast it was a little after two, so I decided to go take a shower. Leo stayed behind to clean up the mess in the kitchen. He was so helpful, even though I had maids to do that he still insisted that he do it. I turned on the water and waited for it to warm up before I stepped in the shower. As I let the water run over my body relaxing my muscles and calm me, I couldn't help but think about Leo and what happened in the kitchen this morning. His touch, his deep voice whispering in my ear, his kisses. I felt myself getting aroused. I couldn't do that here. I quickly grabbed the soap and lathered my body up paying close attention to my cock. Before I knew it I was stroking myself and moaning Leo's name softly. The door to the shower opened in Leo stood in the door way completely naked and smiling seductively at me. Between his smile and his eyes , which were closed slightly, I wanted to jump him. He stepped inside the shower without saying a word and wrapped his left arm around my waist and his other arm around my neck and pulled me into a kiss. I put my hand on his shoulders and just let him take control. He pushed me softly into the wall and I moaned. He took this opportunity to push his tongue into my mouth licking and savoring the inside. My arms wrapped around his neck as I kissed him harder. The door to the bathroom opened and Serenity walked in with her hand covering her eyes. "Serenity what are you doing?" I shouted. "Oh god are you and Leo--" "No." I said and under by breath added `at least not anymore.' "Oh well you know my stuff hasn't arrived yet and I'm not as tired as I thought so I wanted to go to the beach but I didn't have any shaving stuff in my bathroom anymore--" She was rambling. I sighed. "Serenity..." She opened the cabinet and reached in with her eyes still covered and found what she was looking for. "Found it!" "Yeah you have now you can leave." She started walking out the door with her eyes still covered. "Serenity watch out for the--" She hit the wall and muttered an `ouch.' "I'm okay." She muttered again before walking out the door. I sighed again and just went back to rising off. Leo wanted to pick up where we left off, but I wasn't in the mood especially when Serenity or worst Miles could walk in again. I finished and kissed Leo softly on the lips before exiting the bathroom and leaving him to handle his little problem all by himself. I quickly dressed myself. Nothing special just cargo pants and a shirt. I think from A&F or something. I just saw the shirt and thought it was nice so I bought it. I glanced over to the answer machine on the dresser by my bed as I was putting on my shoes. I had two new messages. I pushed the play button and the mechanical voice answered. You have two new messages, first new message, Saturday August 27, 1:35 pm Mr. Brooks this is Michelle. When you get this message call me back it urgent. Message number two, Saturday August 27, 2:00 pm Mr. Brooks I am aware that I have already called, but I cannot stress enough the importance of this call. Its urgent that you call me as soon as possible. Mr. Brooks the future of your company could depend on it. End of new messages I sat on the bed in a daze. What did she mean by the future of my company depends on it? I picked up the phone and with a shaky hand and dialed Michelle's personal number. She picked up on the first ring. "Hello?"