Date: Tue, 19 Dec 2006 16:29:33 -0800 (PST) From: D One Subject: Home for Christmas Danny got off the bus and adjusted his backpack. He sighed. He had been going home for the holidays for three years. His 21st birthday had come and gone. But he didn't feel any different. It wasn't a big thing to be able to drink legally since he'd been drinking since he was 17. He'd been smoking dope since he was 15. And he'd been having sex since he was 18 someone he met outside the voting booth his first time voting. It was a nice guy who offered him a ride home. Instead they went to his apartment and as soon as the guy touched the back of his neck, Danny moved his head and was soon kissing the stranger. Their kisses became desperate hunger as their hands pulled off t-shirts, unbuttoned jeans, fumbled in each other's underwear and were pressing their erections against each other. Danny didn't really know what to do, he just did it. He had gone home that weekend to vote his first time. He wanted to...to feel like he was involved in something bigger then his hometown, his college dorm and his college itself. The hands moved all over his back, his buttocks, his thighs and juggled his testicles. Danny's hands memorized every inch of this stranger, his large nipples, chest hair, curved erection, firm buttocks, his face and his lips. There wasn't enough time on the clock and there was so much to explore. The digital clock glowed 3:00 when their animalistic hunger got even more desperate and Danny let himself slide down on the hard cock he had handled, stroked and sucked earlier. He rocked back and forth fucking the fist that surrounded his own erection. He rocked an dfucked, gasped and groaned until he was ready to cum. "Not yet, hold back" the guy instructed with so much authority Danny's reaction made him clench. Danny was surprised but kept rocking while his body regained momentum. "Not yet" this time the guy almost pleaded and Danny clenched feeling the cock inside him that his muscles surrounded. He thought he could feel it's full lenth, the large acorn shaped head even. His back hurt, his buttocks hurt, his gut ached ad Danny propped himself on the bed. Looking into the pleasure defined face of his first sex partner, he lowered unitl their lips met. Despite holding each other to tight it hurt, the guy thrust his erection and jacked Danny at the same time. When their orgasms occurred it was almost so violent that they nearly fell off the bed. Each felt the sperm spew through their expanded piss slits from their boiling guts. And despite their contorted embrace, they stayed in place, panting, relishing teh massive orgams they just had and the pressed together sweaty bodies. Finally Danny moved his bent legs to stretch. He groand as he did so. 'You ok?" the man asked. "Very ok" Danny rolled over and kissed the guy from his lips down his torso to his half hard cock and ballsac that was already manufactoring more sperm . There was light behind the curtains on the windows in the guy's bedroom. They shared hot water shower to refresh themselves. "Want to go get some breakfast?" Danny invited. In reply the guy knelt in the shower stall and devoured Danny's cock until it resumed it's rock hard state. They moved back to the bed without towel drying themselves and moving into opposite positions they sucked each other until their faces were covered with each other's sperm. And slept while it dried. Danny was 18 and felt it. He knew his life on campus would be different now and it was for the next nearly 4 years. His 21st birthday was anticilmatic. Danny wanted to do something he had never done before to really feel like he was an official adult. The relatives had arrived at home. His bedroom had been turned into a hotel for the cousins, the family room a bedroom for his grandparents and Aunts and Uncles seemed to be everywhere. He kissed and hugged, high five'd and nodded his way through the house turned hotel to get to his room, His own bed was still his and he flopped on it exchanging comments with cousins whose sleeping bags had marked their spots around the floor. Time didn't stop it sped faster as dinners, football games, gift unwrapping, church services and a final family dinner came and went. The crowd helped clean and wash too so by the time the holiday had realyl passed and the last related group had headed to the airport, Danny was as exhausted as his parents. He was on his own finally and he drove past the aprtment building where his 18th year had become so special. It had been a one night experience. There were no letters afterwards, phone calls or even promises of "let's do this again". He wished there had been. Danny parked at the mall and wandered inside. People ran everywhere. Some he thoguht he recognized from high school years. But nobody came running over to greet him. He took in a movie at the nearly empty movieplex. He was relaxing in the anonymity of his being on his own...away from the demands of telling people how college was, what he was going to do after graduation, that he wasn't seeing any girl, stories of swimming daily to stay in shape, and listening to career advice from adults and peers alike. Instead of returning home, Danny parked by the apartment building. He stared at the directory hoping he would recognize the name tag he didn't remember in the first place. The door buzzer rang as a stranger entered and he moved inside behind them. The pool in the center looked inviting. He felt like stripping his jeans and shirt off and diving in wearing his boxers. Nobody would probably know he didn't live there. He sighed and stared. A memory flashed as he looked up at the open corriders. Danny climbed the stairs to the third and top level. He waited there and moved down one side looking for the door without knowing the number. It was about halfway down the hallway. He rang the bell, rehearsing the excuses for ringing the wrong one. A tall man answered the door, his bared hairy chest attracting Danny's eyes which traveled down to the silk black boxers he wore. "Yes?" the man asked. Danny looked back at the man's face. "Oh sorry I uh I thought I knew someone here, guess I... he was about to utter his final apology and turn to leave. "Shit is that you?" The voice was loud. Danny looked towards it origination. The naked man smiled back at him. "Fuck I thought I'd never see you again" he moved to the door. "Man you're naked" the hairy chest man reminded him. "It's ok, this is the guy I told you about 3 years ago at the voting place." The hairy chest man looked at Danny and he smiled. "Really, he is cute" he said "come on in" They hugged like they had just had sex the night before or everyday since. Danny kissed him and felt his hands on his butt. "Shit, I kicked myself everyday that we didnt' give each other our numbers" he said inbetween kisses. Danny started to repeat the same thing but a hand rested on his lips. "No, later" Danny let himself be led into the bedroom. It seemed same as it was 3 years go. The drapes were closed with little streams of light shining through the seams. He felt his shirt being removed. Hands were on his hips unbuttoning his jeans. Both men were stripping him. Danny just wanted to kiss and be kissed, touch and be touched, fuck and be fucked. The three of them were naked. A threeway, Danny thought, something he had done before but not really passionate so much as experimental. But this was passionate, not expected, exciting. His body felt fingers, petting and poking. Lips pressing, tongues licking, teeth biting. There was no start or next let alone finish. Each of them wanted to do things and to have things done. Danny wanted to sit on his cock and rock like he did years ago..feel his fist and be made to hold back so mny times his body hurt demanding release. His nipples were being pinched an dpulled while his ball were being clenched, his ass opened and a tongue sliding down his throat. There were erections, hairy chests, long fingers, gasping mouths, grabbing hands, nibbling teeth and begging whispers. Cum and sweat covered them and they wanted more. Danny sucked and got fucked while being jacked. He reached and pulled and used available sperm as a lubricant as he slid his hands over hard erections not his own. Lips that had been on his nipples were on his lips. Cocks that were in his mouth invaded his anal cavity, bulging biceps he had felt, he licked. They rubbed entire sweaty bodies over each other while hopeing their testicles would fill each prostate in time for another orgasm better then the last. Light no longer peaked through the seams of the drapes. It was night. Their bodies adorned in boxer shorts they found ont he floor moved to the pool where they dove, stretched muscles by swimming laps and relived their younger years grappling, tossing and wrestling underwater. There was no ticking clock, no deadlines, no eye on where they needed to be or when. The night continued as they resumed their naked passion, not bothing to dress when answering the pizza delivery doorbell. They ate and pressed the cheesy snake on each other only to lick it off. The beer refreshed and numbed them. Danny knew they were not through but didn't worry about what avenues were yet to explore. He kissed one and then the other and let them carry him into be bedroom and bookend him again and again. The hot water helped him relax then he knelt to reward the two who entered the shower stall letting their sperm wash over him mixed with the soapy water from above. "Do we wait 3 more years?" the man asked. Danny had already writting his email address, his apartment address and phone number down. At 21 you learn not to repeat mistakes of the past. The bus rocked and lulled him to sleep as he left his home, the holidays and his past behind him.