Date: Mon, 16 Nov 2015 08:41:49 +0000
From: Adam Stewart <stewad18@gmail.com>
Subject: Me and Toby

Me and Toby
By Adam Stewart

1.

Sam arrived home from work to find Toby, his younger brother, sitting in
the living room in tears.

"What's up?"

"Mum; she's not here" Toby said with a worried look on his face and tears
in his eyes.

Sam dumped his bag, sat down beside his brother and took him into his
arms. He said she'd probably got held up at work, although that would be
unusual since she seldom had to do overtime. Toby then pointed to a large
envelope sitting on the table. Sam reached over for it and saw it had his
name on it. He immediately recognised his mother's writing. He ripped the
envelope open and pulled out two documents. One was a handwritten letter
from his mum and the other was a typewritten legal document. He read the
letter and read it through again just to make sure what he'd read was there
in black and white. Having done so, the blood drained from his face.


Sam's mother had been fifteen when she became pregnant with him. She'd been
to a party at a friend's house with a group of friends and after the drink
had been flowing for quite some time, one of the guys pulled her into a
bedroom. Both were virgins and were aching to do it so she went along with
him. It didn't take long for clothes to be discarded so were soon rolling
on the bed and the guy had his way with her. Nine months later, Sam was
born by which time she was sixteen and both she and the father had left
school so lived together to raise the young child. Both came from poor
families in the east end of London but somehow they managed. Within three
years Sam's father became an alcoholic so drifted from job to job. When he
was home, which wasn't often, he was drunk so never interacted with his
son. To him the boy was a burden round his neck which is why he chose
alcohol to drown out his sorrows. Sam's mother got a job as a sales
assistant at a local store so had a regular income to keep the family fed
and clothed and a roof over their head. The three bed council flat they
lived in was small but they managed somehow.

By the time Sam was five and had started school, his mother suffered from
deep depression. Her husband was worse than useless so she ignored him on
the few occasions he was at home and she found it more and more difficult
to look after her son. As such Sam became independent and looked after
himself. Thinking back he wondered how she managed to do her job but to be
fair to her she did in order to bring a wage into the house.

When Sam was ten years old, she announced she was expecting another
child. Toby was born a few months later and Sam adored him. He was the most
beautiful child he'd ever seen and he loved him dearly. His father wasn't
the slightest bit interested and within a year of Toby being born had
disappeared out of their lives. Where he went nobody knew but Sam was
pleased to see the back of him since he was useless as a father and used
his wife's hard earned money for drink.

After he'd gone, Sam noticed his mother become even more depressed. By this
time he was doing all of the cooking, shopping, washing and cleaning
because when his mother was home she just slumped on the bed in a depressed
state. Now he had a baby to look after but he loved his little brother so
took on the duty with relish. He bottle fed him, changed his nappies and
bathed him every day without fail before setting off to school. He'd always
been mature for his age so most people thought he was much older than his
real age. He was also a well built boy and by the time he was sixteen was
six foot tall and looked every bit a man.

Although he could probably have gone further with his education he decided
to leave school and get a job. His mother never discussed things with him
so he made the decision off his own back. He'd also realised he was gay at
the age of fourteen so had to deal with that all alone although he did have
Mike, his school friend, who'd also declared he too was gay. They'd first
met in junior school and had immediately gelled. Mike's parents were always
very kind to Sam and helped him with things when he needed guidance but in
the main he managed everything on his own. When he reached sixteen and had
left school, he told his mum he was gay but she just shrugged her shoulders
and said nothing. The same happened when he obtained his first job but he
never expected anything more from her. As far as he was concerned his
father had been useless as was his mother so he got on with life without
them and instead put all his attention into his brother who was growing up
fast. He'd never really known his father and he had little interaction with
his mother so it was Sam he went to whenever he needed something. He loved
his big brother and looked upon him as his guardian angel.

Sam had always been interested in computers although his mother had never
been able to afford one for him but Mike did let him have his cast off
since his parents had more money and spoilt Mike rotten. As such, Sam
applied for a sales assistant job at a local computer store and to his
amazement was successful. He was sent on courses to learn all about
computers and their accessories so was in his element. Each morning he'd
get Toby up, make his breakfast and then take him to school on his way to
work. His boss knew the burden Sam had to take on at home so was
sympathetic to him when it came to hours of work and having time off every
so often to deal with his younger brother. Because Sam worked through every
lunch hour, his boss even allowed him to take half an hour off each
afternoon to fetch Toby from school and take him home before going back to
the shop until it closed at five thirty. Once Toby was old enough to get
himself to and from school on his own, things became a little easier but
life at home was always tense when his mother was around because of her
depression.

Like every other birthday, Sam's eighteenth came and went without comment
from his mother. He'd never received presents or cards so was used to
it. The only person who gave him anything was Toby once he was old enough
to understand and he'd make his own birthday card for his brother in which
he'd say how much he loved him. Sam always celebrated Toby's birthday as
best he could and would make a cake for him and buy him a small present
with a card but his mother just looked and said nothing.


It was three weeks after Christmas and a month after Sam's eighteenth
birthday that he was sitting with Toby reading the letter from his
mother. He let the letter drop to the floor and took his eight year old
brother into his arms. The implication of what his mother's letter had said
suddenly hit him.

"What's she say?" Toby whispered having seen his mum's writing on the
letter.

"She's gone; the fucking woman has left us" he cried.

Toby looked at his brother completely stunned. Sam picked up the letter and
read it out loud.

"I know this will come as a shock to you Sam but I can't continue any
longer. I have to get out of your lives so you can move on without
me. You've done such a wonderful job in bringing Toby up over the last ten
years and I'm so sorry that I've let both of you down. I know you'll manage
without me and in fact you're better off with me gone. Don't come looking
for me and don't let the authorities take Toby into care. I have every
faith in you Sam and I know you can and will look after your little
brother. He loves you as you love him and you'll know what is best for him.

You'll find enclosed a power of attorney I've had drawn up. All it needs is
your signature to make it legal so you can make any decisions regarding
Toby's future without reference to me. There's also a cheque enclosed to
help with immediate expenses but now that you're working and on a good wage
I'm sure you'll manage okay. The rent is up to date and I've paid this
month's too but whether the Council will let you continue living there as
the flat is in my name I'm not sure but you'll find somewhere else to live
if not.

Love to you both and give Toby a kiss from me."

They both sat there for several moments longer trying to take in what had
happened. First their father had disappeared and now their mum.

"What's going to happen to us? You won't leave me will you Sam" Toby
whimpered as the tears fell down his face.

Sam hugged him tighter and assured his little brother that everything would
be fine.

"I'll never leave you Toby, I promise."

Eventually Sam stood up and went into his mother's bedroom. It looked as if
she'd never been there. All the drawers where she kept her clothes were
empty as was the wardrobe. All that remained was a photograph of the two of
them when Toby was five and Sam was fifteen. It was the only photograph
they had of them and Mike had taken it one day when he came round showing
off a new camera he'd had for Christmas.

"Fuck her" he shouted as he kicked the bed. He took the photo frame from
the chest of drawers, removed the photo and threw the frame against the
wall. It shattered into pieces with shards of glass falling on the
floor. "How could she" he shouted as he held the photo against his
chest. She didn't even want a reminder of her two children. That's how
little they meant to her.

He turned and saw Toby standing in the doorway with tears running down his
face. He moved over to him and picked him up. Unlike Sam, his brother was
quite small even for his age so Sam could pick him up with ease. Toby
wrapped his arms round his brother's neck and his legs round his
waist. They hugged and kissed for what seemed like an eternity before Sam
led him back to the living room.

"So, it's just me and you from now on but we'll manage okay" Sam said
knowing they really were on their own from now on since his mum's parents
had died long ago and he'd never known his father's, even assuming they
were still alive.

"And you'll never leave me" Toby whimpered.

"Never; I love my little Toby too much to ever want to leave him" Sam
smiled. He took his brother's hand and led him to the bathroom where he
used a damp flannel to wipe away Toby's tears. "Now, what do you fancy for
your meal tonight?"

"Sausages and mash" Toby grinned. He loved sausages and Sam cooked them
just how he liked them.

Sam smiled. "Sausages, mash and peas it is then; and I shall expect you to
eat up all your peas because they're good for you."

They went into the tiny kitchen and Sam set to work. As he did so he gave
Toby tasks to do such as lay the table in the living room where they
ate. He hated eating on his lap like his father used to and he'd given up
long ago making meals for his mother because she invariably left them so
they went to waste. When and what she ate was always a mystery to Sam after
that but he was past caring.

After their meal and Toby had helped him clear away the dishes, Sam pulled
out his laptop computer leaving Toby to play a game on the floor. They'd
never had a television since his mother hadn't been able to afford one or
pay the licence fee so since having his laptop, Sam had used that to keep
up with the news and watch films off the net although that was limited
because of the `pay as you go' dongle he had.

He first checked his bank balance and was thankful he'd been able to save a
small amount each month. He then looked at rented flats because he decided
whatever the council said he wanted to get out of this one. It had never
been a happy place to live and he needed to get away from it. When he saw
the rental costs his heart dropped. In no way would he be able to afford
that kind of money. Just as he was pondering what to do next, his mobile
buzzed to indicate a text had arrived. This was another cast off from Mike
who'd been given a smart new iPhone last Christmas.

`Hi gorgeous; any chance of you coming over; I could do with my cock being
sucked."

Sam chuckled. Having been school friends for years, he and Mike had become
proper boyfriends when they both came out as being gay. Since they'd never
been able to meet at Sam's home because of Toby and his mother being
around, they met at Mike's home because he had his own large bedroom in the
attic where his parents never went so they could do what they liked without
being disturbed. They'd lost their virginity with each other when they were
both fifteen and from there on enjoyed fucking each other or sucking each
other off.

He sent a text back saying `Sorry can't come round but you can come here if
you want. Mum has buggered off and left us for good.'

Within seconds the reply came back `what the fuck; I'm on my way.'

Sam told Toby that Mike was on his way round and as usual he jumped up with
glee. He liked Mike, especially as he often brought gifts for him;
sometimes sweets and on other occasions toys.

"Are you two going to be kissing and cuddling?" Toby giggled. He knew his
brother was gay having had it explained to him one day and he knew Sam and
Mike were boyfriends. He'd often watched them kiss and on one day had even
seen them feeling each other when they thought he was in his tiny box
room. The flat had three bedrooms although Toby's was even smaller than
Sam's so there was only just room for his bed and a chair; all his clothes
had to be kept in Sam's room.

Mike lived fifteen minutes away in a smarter area but he had a motorbike
which he used to go everywhere so was soon knocking on the door. Toby
rushed to let him in and for a few moments Sam could hear Mike giving him a
hug and lifting him off the floor, which Toby always enjoyed.

"Oh, thank you Uncle Mike" Toby exclaimed so Sam guessed he'd come armed
with yet another present of some sort. When Sam came running in he was
carrying a big bar of chocolate. He'd always called Mike `uncle' although
quite why nobody really knew.

"Don't forget to share that" Sam told Toby. He'd always taught him to say
`thank you' and `please' as well as sharing things that were given to him.

"Okay" Toby replied in a begrudging tone but Sam knew he didn't really
mind.

Whilst Toby was ripping open the bar of chocolate, Mike pulled Sam into his
arms and kissed him full on the lips. Toby was used to seeing them do this
so wasn't bothered as he watched the two guys embrace and kiss. He decided
to leave them to it for a moment so broke off a piece of chocolate to eat
and continued playing his game.

Mike wanted to know what the hell had happened so Sam filled him in telling
him about the letter and the power of attorney.

"Fucking hell; are you going to manage okay, you know with..." He didn't
finish the sentence but instead nodded his head towards Toby.

"Of course; I've promised him I'll never leave him; we'll manage somehow."

Mike shook his head with admiration; he knew Sam was much more grown up
than him despite being the same age but to suddenly find you're totally
responsible for a ten year old was something else.

"Mum and dad will help if necessary" he added. Mike knew his parents
thought highly of Sam so would do anything to help where they could. Sam
thanked him and said he wasn't sure what assistance he'd need at the moment
but it was nice to know he could seek help when necessary. "What about this
place? Will the council let you stay here do you think?"

Sam said he doubted it but in any event was afraid the Council would bring
in Social Services once they knew his mother had left so he was inclined to
get out and find somewhere else. "The problem is everywhere is so fucking
expensive."

"Ah, that's where my dad can help" Mike said excitedly and explained that
his father owned several properties around London including a couple of low
rent places not far from where they lived at Stepney Green. One of those
was a two bed flat and was vacant at present. He'd even thought about
living in one himself but decided against it since he'd have to fend for
himself which wasn't his favourite idea of life. He grabbed Sam's laptop
and showed him where it was situated. It was further away from Toby's
school but not that much further so he could still walk there or get a
bus. It was also much the same distance to where Sam worked so it would be
ideal.

"That would be brilliant; it just depends on how much the rent is because I
can't afford much."

"Leave it to me; dad will be pleased to do you a special deal."

Sam smiled; he hated being beholden to others but in this case he might
well have to accept to get out of where they were currently living. At
least he and Toby could make a clean break from the past and hopefully move
on with their lives. "Thanks; perhaps you could sound your dad out and I'll
come round one evening to talk it through."

"You're on mate; now how about servicing my cock?"

Sam chuckled. Mike had a one track mind.

"Before you do that do you want some chocolate?" a voice said. Both guys
looked round and saw Toby standing there with his chocolate bar in his
hand.

Sam laughed and pulled his little brother into his arms. "You weren't
supposed to hear that" he giggled.

"I do know what guys get up to you know; I'm not a kid anymore" Sam replied
indignantly.

"You're quite right, you're not" Sam smiled and gave his brother a big
kiss.

Sam and Mike broke off a piece of chocolate each and told Toby he could eat
the rest but not all in one go. Sam then led Mike into his room and closed
the door behind him having told Toby not to disturb them unless there was
an emergency. Toby grinned guessing what they'd be doing but he wasn't
bothered. He'd used Sam's laptop when he was out one day to look on the
internet about being gay and what guys did to each other, so had a fairly
good idea what it was all about.


2.

Once the door was firmly closed behind them Mike took Sam into his arms and
kissed him. It was passionate and both soon had erections. As they kissed
they undressed each other, tossing their clothes on the floor. Once naked
they fell onto the bed and Mike covered his lover.

"I reckon you could do with a nice long fuck" he grinned.

Sam grinned. He loved the feel of Mike's cock inside him so didn't object
despite it feeling odd doing it in his own room with Toby not far away but
he realised things were going to be different for both of them from now on.

Mike slowly made his way down Sam's body licking and kissing his smooth
skin until he reached the narrow line of dark hair that led him to his
prize. Once there he took Sam's larger cock into his mouth and sucked
it. Sam was letting out long groans of pleasure as he did so trying to do
his best to keep the noise down so that Toby didn't hear.

Just as he thought he was going to shoot his load, Mike stopped and lifted
Sam's legs over his chest.

"Yeah, that looks so beautiful" he grinned as he wiped a wet finger across
Sam's entrance. He grabbed the lube he'd brought with him, slicked his own
erection and lined the head up to Sam's entrance. He looked into Sam's eyes
and grinned before slowly pressing his cock in. Both let out a long gasp as
his cock breached Sam and then filled him up. He then proceeded to fuck Sam
with gusto whilst massaging Sam's cock at the same time. Suddenly both let
out a loud sigh of pleasure as their climax reached its peak.

Once complete they kissed before getting up. Whilst Sam got dressed, Mike
walked naked into the bathroom to clean up. When Sam rejoined Toby in the
living room he grinned.

"I guess I'll have to get used to seeing naked guys walking around."

Sam smiled and gave his little brother an affectionate pat on the
head. "Does it bother you?"

"No, why should it? I know you two guys are gay and what you get up to."

Sam chucked. His little brother was no longer an innocent little boy which
was just as well now they were on their own.


When Mike appeared he found Toby sitting on Sam's lap with his head
snuggled against his chest. He looked at the two brothers and could feel
the love between them. For a moment he felt envious since he didn't have
any brothers or sisters to share that kind of love. He was an only child
who was spoilt rotten by his parents so he couldn't complain but sometimes
he yearned to have a brother to cherish like Toby.

"Got any beers?" he asked as he sat down on the remaining chair. Sam gave
him a murderous look. Mike knew that his mum had never allowed alcohol in
the place because of his father's drink problem. "Sorry, forgot but now
she's gone you could have some in couldn't you? We're not all alcoholics
you know."

Sam said he'd think about it as he gently stroked Toby's hair. Mike could
see he was in the way so he stood up and said he'd better go. Sam looked at
the clock.

"Come on little one, time for bed."

Toby looked into Sam's eyes and nodded. He gave him another hug before
climbing off and then wrapped his arms round Mike who gave him a big
goodnight kiss. When he'd scampered off to his bedroom Mike looked at Sam.

"I hope you know what you're taking on mate; I'm not sure I'd want to take
on the task of bringing up an eight year-old."

"I love him and I've given him a promise that I'll never leave him" Sam
replied somewhat peeved at Mike's comment.

"Yeah I know and I respect you for that; you've already done a great job of
bringing him up because I know your mum had little to do with it but you've
got another eight years at least."

Sam ignored the comment and gave his boyfriend a kiss saying he'd wait to
hear from him regarding his dad's flat. When he'd seen Mike out he went
into Toby's room. He found him climbing into bed and the boxer shorts he
usually wore draped over the chair.

"I see, sleeping naked now are we."

"You do so why can't I?" Toby replied indignantly.

Sam smiled and sat beside him on the bed. "Of course you can if that's what
turns you on."

"What does `turn you on' mean?"

Sam inwardly groaned wishing he hadn't used the term. "What makes you
happy" he quickly replied not wanting to give the meaning he had in mind.

Toby grinned. "You turn me on."

"Good, now it's time to sleep my little bundle of joy." Sam leant over and
gave his brother a kiss on the cheek and hugged him tight.

"Will Uncle Mike ever leave us?"

For a moment Sam was surprised by that question; he'd never thought of Mike
not being a part of their lives having done so for so many years.

"Who knows but one thing I can be sure of is that I will never leave you."

Toby liked hearing that and nodded. "But you guys are boyfriends so you
love each other don't you."

"Yeah I suppose we do" Sam replied but it made him think. He'd known Mike
since junior school and they'd been boyfriends ever since they came out as
gay at the age of fourteen but did he `love' Mike and did Mike `love' him?
His life had been so busy what with school and now work, plus looking after
Toby and the home that he'd never had time to think about it.

He'd no sooner left Toby to go to sleep when his mobile rang.

"Hello Sam it's Derek, Mike's dad. He's just told us your news; Emma and I
are so very sorry. Did she not give any indication she was going to do
that?"

Sam said she didn't so it was a complete shock to him and Toby. Derek asked
how Toby was handling it and Sam said he was okay but he was clearly
worried that he would leave him.

"I'm sure he is but Mike tells us you have no intention of calling in
Social Services and that you'll continue looking after him."

Sam replied that of course he would. He loved his brother and had been the
main person in his life to date so had given his solemn promise that he'd
never leave him or allow Social Services to interfere. Derek agreed and
congratulated Sam on what he'd achieved so far.

"Anyhow you know you've only got to ask if you need any help; Emma and I
will be happy to do so but in the meantime Mike has mentioned you want to
move out of your council flat."

Sam said he did and felt it would be better for both him and Toby to have a
fresh start somewhere else even assuming the council would let them remain
in the flat. "The problem is where to go because I can't afford much."

"That's the other thing I wanted to mention; you're more than welcome to
move into the two bed flat I currently have vacant in Stepney Green and I
can let you have that at a peppercorn rent just to cover the service charge
and ground rent."

Sam thanked him profusely, especially when he heard what the rent would be
which was lower than their current rent. It was agreed that Sam would go
over to see Derek the following evening to discuss things and for him to
show him the flat. Sam went to bed feeling a lot happier.


The following morning Sam got Toby up and when they'd had breakfast asked
if he'd like him to take him to school or collect him but he said he'd be
fine so they hugged and kissed.

"What time will you be home?" Toby asked. Sam said his normal time which
was about two hours after Toby got home from school.

"Are you sure you'll be okay on your own for two hours?"

Toby nodded and again checked that Sam would be coming home. He pulled his
little brother into his arms and assured him he would and would never leave
him. Toby smiled and gave his big brother a kiss. As Sam made his way to
work he guessed he'd have to give Toby a lot of assurance for quite a long
time that he'd never leave him. It was bad enough having their father
disappear but to have their mother do the same was unimaginable and he
didn't think he'd ever forgive her even though she suffered from
depression.

When he got to work he asked to have a word with his boss having decided he
needed to tell him the news. As expected he was shocked and asked Sam how
he was going to manage. Sam told him as he'd always done but had decided to
move to have a fresh start for both him and Toby. His boss thought that a
great idea so Sam told him about the flat in Stepney Green, although he
didn't mention the low rent that Derek had agreed.

"I've been meaning to have a word with you Sam and now is probably a good
time to do so. You're my best salesman; since you've been here sales have
shot up because customers like you and trust you. They hate salesmen who
pressurise them which is something you never do. Instead you give them all
the options and let them make the decision without pressure. That's a
brilliant technique and I want to reward you by making you the senior
salesman. It will mean a raise in salary which I imagine will come in
useful now you've got an eight year-old to feed and clothe. I'd also like
you to take any new salesmen we employ under your wing to train them. What
do you think?"

Sam was dumbfounded; he'd never dreamt this would happen and the additional
money would certainly come in handy.

"You'd still be able to take time off when you need it for looking after
Toby because I know you always make up the time but you must be sure to
have proper rest breaks when you can."

Sam didn't know what to say apart from a very big thank you so his boss
shook his hand and told him it would be with immediate effect. He added
that he'd tell the other salesman who he was sure would be pleased for
him. Sam left the office feeling on top of the world. Perhaps things were
looking up for him. He so hoped so because he couldn't cope with many more
disappointments in life or having any more people let him down.

"Congratulations" the other salesman told Sam when he heard the news. He
made no mention of his mother disappearing so was pleased the boss had kept
that to himself.

"Being gay seems to have its advantages" he laughed but Sam knew he was
only teasing because the guy wasn't bothered about his sexuality, in fact
he was always asking who he'd fucked. His standard reply was `fuck you' to
which he invariably replied `nah, you're not my type'.

As he checked the stock on show and made sure everything was as it should
be, he suddenly thought of Toby and how he was getting on at school. They
hadn't discussed whether or not Toby should mention it to anyone but
knowing him he was unlikely to do so but it suddenly struck him whether he
should at least advise the head master just in case Toby seemed low at any
time. He spoke to his boss and asked his view and he agreed Sam should
speak to the headmaster. He told him to call the school immediately and
make an appointment. Sam did so and arranged to see him after the school
had finished that afternoon. It meant he'd have to leave early so he told
his boss he'd work over the lunch break. As usual his boss agreed and told
him to take what time he needed.

"I meant to ask you earlier what computer you have at home." Sam smiled and
told him about Mike's cast off which was now several years old, very slow
and frequently freezing up. "Right; we can't have our new senior salesman
using an out of date computer so I'll sort out one of the shop
demonstration models for you which you can have free."

Sam gasped. He knew the manufacturers supplied equipment for sales purposes
and knew these were generally sold off cheap or offered to staff to
purchase but he'd never been able to afford one. The day was getting better
by the minute and he wondered what was going to go wrong to spoil it.


At half four he left work with his smart new laptop in his bag and made his
way to Toby's school. His appointment with the head was at four forty five
but he knew it only took him ten minutes to walk there. Toby would have
left by then and all going well he'd be home by his normal time if not
earlier. He made his way into the school and along to the headmaster's
office which he knew well from his own school days. The head was still Mr
Parker who he'd always liked so felt at ease with him. The secretary
announced his arrival and ushered him into the head's office. He'd never
seen inside before having always been the model pupil so had never been
required to see the head. It was a lot smarter than he imagined and felt
very cosy.

The head welcomed him and shook his hand as if Sam was a parent before
inviting him to sit down in front of the large brown desk.

"So how can I help you Sam?"

Sam had rehearsed what he was going to say so launched into it. The head
listened without interruption until he'd finished.

"I'm so very sorry; I had no idea that your father had left the family unit
all those years ago and that your mother suffered from depression. You must
have done a remarkable job Sam if as you say you in effect ran the
household because Toby has never indicated any problems at home. You should
be proud of your achievement and I for one will most certainly support your
desire to continue looking after Toby and being his guardian. At least your
mother had the sense to arrange a power of attorney which makes it legal
and you're an adult but taking on an eight year old is not going to be easy
Sam."

"I know but he's my brother and I love him, plus I've promised to look
after him and never leave him."

"I respect your actions Sam and will help all I can as will his teachers."

"Thanks" Sam replied and mentioned they'd hopefully be moving but not far
away. The head thought that a good idea and wished him all the best.

When Sam got home, Toby rushed up and wrapped his arms round his brother;
tears of joy were running down his face.

"I'm here my bundle of joy and always will be."


When they arrived at Mike's house they found him in the garage doing
something to his motorbike. Toby ran up to him and Mike picked him up and
swung him round. Sam smiled as he watched the two guys interact. He could
see that Toby loved Mike and wondered how it would affect him if Mike also
disappeared out of their lives. He still couldn't decide if he `loved' Mike
or whether they were just `good friends' who happened to enjoy sexual
activity with each other every so often.

"Hi"

"Hi gorgeous" Mike grinned and pulled their mouths together for a
passionate kiss. Sam felt Mike's tongue press through his lips as they
kissed and he also felt his hand feeling down below which always caused a
reaction. Sam glanced over to Toby who was giving the motorbike a yearning
look appearing to be unaware what the two adults were doing. Sam knew he'd
never be able to afford to buy his little brother anything like
that. Neither of them even had bicycles but Toby had never complained.

When the kiss and the groping ended, Mike led them into the house. Emma
came to greet them and gave Sam a hug and a peck on the cheek. She said how
sorry she was to hear of his news and asked how he was coping. Sam shrugged
his shoulders not really sure what to say. The reality hadn't really sunk
in as yet and he half expected to see his mother wander in at some
point. He'd contacted the owner of the shop where she was employed to see
if he knew she had gone or had any idea where but he'd said he was as
shocked as everyone else. All he knew was that his mother had asked for a
few days off and the previous morning had found a letter waiting for him at
the shop stating that she wouldn't be back. She was also owed wages so he
said he'd arrange for those to be paid to Sam.

Emma put her arm round Toby's shoulder and led him into the kitchen where
she said she had some chocolate for him. Toby ran off excited as he loved
chocolate.

"Dad wants to take you to see the flat so mum and I will look after Toby"
Mike whispered. Just then Derek appeared and greeted Sam more formally with
a handshake but then changed his mind and gave him a hug. He too asked how
he and Toby were coping and Sam replied "Okay". He suggested they go and
see the flat and then go through the legal details.

"Mike's dad is taking me round to see our new home Toby so Mike and his mum
will look after you whilst I'm gone."

Toby stopped eating his chocolate and looked at Sam. "You're coming back
aren't you".

"Of course I am; I've told you I'll never leave you; I love you too much to
do that" Sam replied with tears in his eyes. He again cursed his mother for
leaving them and causing so much pain for such a small guy. He wondered
whether Toby would ever trust anyone again. "I should be back within the
hour" he added "so be good".

Emma put her arm round Toby as they watched Sam and Derek leave.

"I assume he's afraid you're going to leave him too" Derek commented as
they walked to the car. "I don't blame him; it must have been a terrible
shock to both of you. Did she not give any sign that she was at breaking
point?"

Sam shook his head but on thinking back over the past year or more she'd
seldom spoke to him or Toby since she was so depressed and spent most time
in her bedroom when at home.

As they made the five minute drive to the flat, Derek explained that he
owned the whole block which consisted of six flats over three floors. It
was a modern block which had been built on the site of an old house that
had been pulled down years ago. The flat they were to view was number four
on the second floor. Number three was occupied by a lady in her late
fifties whose husband had suddenly died two or three years before. Derek
said she was a charming lady and was sure she'd be a useful neighbour
should Sam need any assistance.

The whole block looked very smart and unlike the council block he lived in
the entrance had a security system to keep out undesirables. They walked up
to the first floor and Derek unlocked number four. Everywhere looked
immaculate and Sam couldn't believe he and Toby might be living
there. Derek first showed him the main bedroom which overlooked the front
of the property and contained a double bed, a fitted cupboard which looked
enormous compared to his current one, a chest of drawers and a chair. The
second bedroom which also overlooked the front of the property was the same
but slightly smaller and contained a small double bed. The room was over
twice the size of Toby's current one so he knew he'd be delighted. The
internal bathroom contained a large walk-in shower plus the usual
facilities and behind two large glass sliding doors was situated the hot
water tank and a washing machine which Sam noted was much smarter than the
one he currently used.

The living room overlooked the back of the property which had a small
communal garden and parking for six cars. A fully fitted kitchen extended
along one end of the living room which contained every appliance he'd
need. Derek opened cupboards which contained crockery and glassware and
cooking utensils. There was a glass topped table with four dining chairs
plus a sofa and another easy chair with a round glass coffee table sitting
on a rug. On the wall there was a flat screen television with bookshelves
alongside.

"And all this furniture comes with it" Sam asked still trying to take
everything in.

"Yep; it's a fully furnished flat so all you'll need to bring are your
clothes and personal effects plus any other small items of furniture you
might want to keep."

Sam said there was nothing worth keeping since all the furniture was old
and falling apart. Even the cooking utensils were old and battered and were
black from the flames of the gas stove.

"Emma is also going to purchase bed linen and towels before you move in."

Sam smiled because their current bed linen was full of holes and only fit
for rag. His mother hadn't replaced anything since first buying them when
he was born.

"So what do you think? Will this suit you and Toby?"

"It's brilliant; Toby will love it as I do; I just don't know how to thank
you enough."

Derek was touched by Sam's emotional gratitude and he noticed tears running
down Sam's face as he looked around him so he pulled him into his arms and
hugged him.

"I'm more than happy to help you out Sam; you've had far more problems and
letdowns than someone of your age should endure so it makes me happy to do
this for you. As you probably know I own several properties around London
so letting you have this one at a rent you can afford is the least I can do
in the circumstances. I'd originally thought Mike would move into it but
he's decided he doesn't want the responsibility of his own property until
he's finished university. Although he ideally wants to go to the University
College of London and remain living at home, he's also applied to Leicester
so might not be in London in any event."

For a moment Sam froze. He knew Mike was on his final year for his A levels
but he'd not mentioned university and he'd never thought to ask him with
everything else on his mind. Quite how Toby would react to that news he
didn't know but he'd have to cross that bridge when they came to it.

Sam suddenly became aware of Derek saying "Do you want to make a decision
now or to think about it?"

Sam said he'd most certainly accept Derek's generous offer and he was sure
Toby would love living there. Derek pulled out the legal rental agreement
and went through it paragraph by paragraph before asking Sam to sign
it. The rent was as Derek had stated on the phone so Sam was more than
happy to do so. The agreement was for an initial five year period and could
then continue for as long as Sam wanted subject to a notice period of two
months. Once read and agreed, they both signed and Derek gave Sam his
copy. They agreed Sam and Toby would move in at the weekend and that Derek
would transport their personal items over in his car. All Sam had to do in
the meantime was pack up what they wanted to bring. Since neither had many
clothes they would fit into a large suitcase that he'd purchase off the
local market, and he'd get some cardboard boxes from work for their other
personal items.

When they got back to Mike's house, Sam's face was beaming. Toby ran up to
him and hugged him.

"Is it nice?"

"It's fantastic; you'll love it my little one."

Emma said she'd like to take a photograph of the two guys so Sam stood with
his brother beside him and an arm round his shoulder. Toby rested his head
against his brother's chest and when Emma viewed what she'd taken she
thought it was a charming picture.

"I thought I'd walk back with you" Mike said with a twinkle in his
eyes. Sam smiled and agreed, not wanting to disappoint him.

Having thanked Derek yet again for his generosity and thanked Emma for
looking after Toby, the three of them left to walk back to Sam's
place. Once inside he looked round and realised what a dump they'd lived
in. He still couldn't believe he and Toby would be leaving it in just a few
days time and thanked Mike for asking his dad about the flat.

"It's okay mate; dad likes to help people in need."

What Sam didn't know was that Derek and Emma had always thought Sam was a
lovely young man and that he made the perfect boyfriend for their son. They
had no problem with having a gay son so looked upon Sam as another
son. When Toby had been born and they heard that Sam more or less raised
him on his own because their father had deserted them and their mother
seemed incapable of doing anything due to depression, they loved him even
more.

"Well I'm very grateful so thanks."

"Enough to give me a good long fuck" Mike grinned. Sam laughed having
guessed that was why Mike had walked back with them.

"Can you amuse yourself for a while Toby; Mike and I are going into my
room."

Toby grinned. "Yeah okay but keep the noise down whilst you're fucking each
other."

Sam gasped at his brother's comment. Mike laughed too and reminded Sam that
they too had talked about sex at Toby's age. "I seem to remember we even
sucked each other's dick when we were eight."

"I'm sure we didn't."

"You've got a short memory mate" Mike laughed.

When they were in the bedroom and the door firmly closed behind them they
fell into each other's arms. The kiss was passionate and cocks were soon
aching to be released. They unbuttoned each other's clothing as they kissed
until both were naked. Sam gently pushed Mike onto the bed and covered him
with his naked body. Their stiff cocks rubbed together as they kissed. Sam
then explored further down Mike's body. He licked and tweaked his nipples
making Mike squirm. He ran his fingers over his hairy chest and followed
the line down to his cock. He engulfed the length with his mouth teasing
the sensitive head with his tongue. Mike let out long moans as Sam sucked
and fingered his arse. He was aching to feel Sam's hot rod inside him.

"Fuck me please, just fuck me" he implored. Sam looked up and grinned. He
enjoyed making his boyfriend wait for what he wanted.

When he'd teased him enough he flipped Mike over onto his stomach. He
lubricated his erection and then Mike's entrance. Mike held his breath
waiting to feel the long hard organ breach him.

"Ah, yeah; I so love the feel of your cock up my arse."

Sam silently chuckled and began his long slow fuck. He knew if he took it
slowly he'd not only pleasure his boyfriend but he'd keep going longer
before he reached that magical moment when his body took over and filled
him up with his creamy cum. He did so and the action lasted for at least
ten minutes before Sam had to let go and release his load. As soon as he'd
done so, Mike flipped over with Sam still firmly embedded inside him. With
Sam now beneath him and his stiff cock still inside him, he leant back over
Sam's chest and rode his cock. It was now Sam's turn to let out long loud
moans as Mike used his cock to fuck himself.

It was another long ten minutes or more when Sam felt his body tense.

"Ah fuck; I'm gonna cum again."

"Yeah, fill my arse up with your lovely spunk."

Finally Sam was spent and Mike was exhausted. They stayed linked together
for a minute or two longer whilst Mike jerked his own cock off. When he was
spent he lifted himself off of Sam's cock, twisted round and kissed him.

"Yeah, that was beautiful."

Both guys needed a wash so walked naked into the bathroom. Toby giggled as
he saw the naked guys go by. Once clean again, Sam walked into the living
room not bothering to dress. His brother had seen him naked before so he
had nothing to hide. Mike grabbed his clothes and joined them before
getting dressed. He wasn't bothered about an eight year old seeing him
naked. Toby looked up and grinned.

"See you on Saturday guys" Mike said as he gave Toby and Sam a kiss.

Once gone Toby looked at his naked brother and smiled. "I like seeing you
guys naked but I think you've got the nicer body; I'm not keen on Mike's
hairy chest."

Sam laughed and pulled him onto his lap. "So you don't want a hairy chest
when you grow up."

"Nah, much prefer your nice smooth one and this thin line of hair down to
your dick. Will I be like that when I'm older?"

Sam chuckled and said he might. "But now it's bedtime my little one."

Without a murmur Toby jumped off his brother's lap and ran off. When Sam
heard him come out of the bathroom having brushed his teeth, he went into
Sam's room to say goodnight.

"We're both naked now" Toby giggled. Sam nodded wondering whether he should
have got dressed.

"Is my new bedroom nice?"

"It's brilliant; at least twice the size of this one with a nice large bed,
a large cupboard for your clothes and a chest of drawers to keep your toys
in."

"Wow; what's yours like?"

"Bigger than my current room with a double bed, a big cupboard like yours
and a chest of drawers."

"Mm, so you'll have a bigger bed to have sex in" Sam giggled.

"Yep I shall; now it's time to sleep; we've got a lot to do over the next
three days."

Sam bent down and gave Toby a hug followed by a kiss. "I love you my little
bundle of joy."

"I love my big brother; we will be happy in our new home won't we."

"Yes, I'm sure we will."

Sam returned to the living room, switched off the light and went into his
own room. He still couldn't get it into his head that in four days time
they'd be in their new home away from this place which had brought so much
sorrow. "Surely things have got to get better for us" he said out loud.


3.

At lunchtime the following day Sam went to the local market to purchase a
large suitcase. What he really wanted was too expensive so he opted for two
smaller cheap ones which probably wouldn't last long but they would do
since they couldn't afford to go away on holidays. He also salvaged some
boxes from the back of the shop and flat packed them so he could get them
home.

Over the next few days he and Toby sorted out what they wanted to keep and
packed those items into the suitcases and boxes. He'd looked on the council
website and found he had to download a form to give the council notice that
the flat was no longer required. Since it was in his mother's name they
would only accept her signature so he forged it because in no way did he
want to admit she'd abandoned them and risk having Social Services
informed. The biggest problem was that the flat had to be left empty so
everything had to be removed. He spoke to a neighbour who'd always been
very helpful and the guy told him to put everything in the rubbish area.

"The vultures in this place will have everything removed within the hour"
he chuckled and offered to help Sam carry the large items.

By the time Derek and Mike arrived on the Saturday morning the flat was
empty apart from those things they were taking and the whole place had been
given a good clean. In no way was Sam going to leave the place dirty even
though paint was peeling off the walls and the carpet was in holes. He'd
been pleased to note that the new flat had solid flooring so no carpets to
worry about apart from a couple of rugs.

"Wow, all done" Mike exclaimed as he gave Sam a kiss. Derek had remained
with his car not wanting to risk that being damaged or stolen whilst they
loaded things. Soon everything was loaded into the car so Sam made one
final check round the place and looked in all the cupboards even though
he'd done it several times already to make sure nothing had been left
behind before locking the door and stuffing the keys through the letterbox
as instructed. The next door neighbour wished him all the best for the
future although Sam had not told him about their mother leaving
them. Instead he made out she'd already moved into the new place and had
left him and Toby to clear the flat out. The guy thought it odd but knowing
the father had abandoned them several years before and the mother always
appeared to be depressed, he wasn't surprised.

"Is this it?" Toby exclaimed when Derek pulled into the car park at the
back of the block.

"Yep; this is your new home little one" Mike chuckled and ruffled Toby's
hair.

They soon had everything in the flat and Toby was rushing round from room
to room.

"Wow, this is brilliant" he exclaimed when he saw his room and when he went
into the living room he screamed "A television; is that for us?"

Sam put an arm round him and said everything was for them to use. He knew
Toby would love the TV so he'd already applied for a licence even though it
was expensive. He'd also arranged for the telephone company to connect a
telephone at the new place and included broadband to save using his
pay-as-you-go system. Having got a new laptop for his own use he'd given
Toby the old one which caused him to jump with joy.

Derek said he'd leave them to settle in so left. As soon as he'd gone, Mike
pulled Sam into his arms and gave him a passionate kiss. Toby giggled as he
watched the two guys kiss and Mike grope his brother. Seeing his brother
watching, Sam pulled out of the kiss. "Not in front of Toby" he whispered.

Mike moved away irritated that he couldn't kiss and fondle his boyfriend
because of a child being around.

"We've got unpacking to do" Sam said trying to move things on. Mike huffed
and said he'd leave them to it as he made a move for the door. "How about
coming round this evening" Sam said trying to appease him. Mike's face lit
up and said he'd be round after he'd finished his meal.

When he'd gone, Sam took Toby into his arms. "Happy?"

Toby grinned and nodded. He still couldn't believe they'd be living
there. They set too and first unpacked their clothes which seemed lost in
each of their fitted wardrobes. Sam had already noticed the beds had been
made up with new bed linen but when he went into Toby's room to see how he
was getting on he noticed a small table had appeared which would be ideal
for Toby to use for doing his homework and placing his laptop on. He then
noticed another similar table in the living room so placed his own laptop
on that. It was then he noticed a few ornaments on the book shelves
including the photo Emma had taken of them which she'd had printed and
framed. Tears filled his eyes as he realised how much Derek and Emma had
done for them. When he went to put away the food items he'd brought he
found milk, butter and bread already in the fridge. He made a mental note
to buy her some flowers as a thank you.

Soon everything was unpacked and they looked at each other. "Can we try the
television?" Toby asked excitedly. Sam nodded and let him do the
honours. He'd soon found a cartoon channel which kept him occupied for the
next hour. Sam meanwhile plugged in the phone he'd brought with him and to
his delight found it was already connected. Just as he was checking this
there was a knock on the door. He opened it and found a lady standing
there.

"Hello, I'm Joan your next door neighbour; I saw you guys moving in earlier
so thought I'd introduce myself and also bring you these."

Sam invited her in and asked Toby to put the TV on mute. Joan passed over a
package that she said had arrived the day before so had taken it in for
them. The other item was a cake.

"Emma told me two young men were moving in when she came yesterday so I
thought you might like a chocolate cake."

Toby's eyes lit up when he heard the word chocolate. Sam was overwhelmed
and thanked her profusely. He introduced himself and then Toby saying he
was his younger brother. Joan looked quizzically at them for a moment
clearly wondering why a young man and his young brother were living there
alone. Sam knew this would be something he'd have to explain to people so
decided to say `they'd lost their parents' since he didn't want to say
they'd abandoned them. He'd let them decide what had actually happened.

Joan was saddened to hear that having assumed they'd both died. "So you're
on your own" she replied.

Sam nodded and Toby said "My big brother looks after me; he's the best."

This made Joan smile and decided she liked her new neighbours. "Well if
there's anything I can do to help just let me know." Sam thanked her and
showed her out. As he did so he wondered what she'd say if she knew she had
a gay neighbour but something told him she wouldn't be that bothered.

The package she'd brought was the broadband router so he immediately
unpacked it and set it up. He connected his own laptop and then Toby's who
looked on intently trying to learn what Sam was doing. He knew he was
clever at these things since it was his job but he felt he should also
learn. The television was left on mute whilst he connected to the internet
to test it out. Sam decided to check his bank account because over the past
few days he'd been spending money like water what with the television
licence and the broadband. He was pleased to see that his mother's employer
had paid in the wages owed to her so that helped but he then noticed
another payment. The reference was his mother's name and he recognised the
amount as being the child allowance she'd received each month. For a moment
he just stared at it as if it was a ghost. He'd not thought what would
happen to the allowance she received each month which she'd pass to him to
buy food and provisions they required. He smiled and thought kindly of her
for a moment having realised she'd not completely abandoned them. If she
paid him that every month it would make a big difference so perhaps things
weren't going to be as bad after all. He pondered whether or not to tell
Toby but decided against it so as not to stir up wounds. He knew his little
brother still felt very sore over what she'd done even though she'd not
given him much attention during his short life.


By the time Mike was calling the door entry system, which for a moment Sam
wondered what it was, he'd managed to work out how to use the ceramic hob
and the oven to cook their evening meal. Using electricity seemed so much
different to the old gas cooker he was used to but decided he'd soon get
the hang of things. They'd eaten their meal at the table and thoroughly
enjoyed themselves. For a moment he'd wished he hadn't invited Mike round
that evening because he'd have been happy having a quiet evening with Toby
and enjoying watching television but he'd realised Mike was pissed off
because he'd pushed him away earlier. "If you want to be my boyfriend Mike
it's me `and' Toby whether you like it or not" he told himself.

Mike came laden with two packs of beers plus a pack of apple juice for Sam
which he knew he liked.

"Wow, all settled in and everything packed away" Mike grinned as he dumped
his shopping on the table. He then pulled Sam into a hug and gave him a big
wet full on kiss whilst Toby looked at the pack of apple juice to see if it
was what he liked.

"Can I have one please?" he asked whilst the two guys were deep in their
kiss. Sam pulled out of it and said he could as he got a glass out of the
cupboard for him. "Can I have a piece of chocolate cake with it?"

"You've only just eaten a big meal" Sam exclaimed.

"Just a little bit" Toby pleaded. Sam said he could but decided to cut it
himself knowing how big a piece his brother would take. Mike looked at it
and licked his lips so Sam cut a piece for him as well. He asked where it
had come from having seen it was homemade so Toby told him about Joan their
new neighbour.

"Ah, so we're fraternising with the neighbours now are we" he laughed as he
helped himself to a beer.

"Trying to get me drunk are you" Sam said looking at the two packs of beer.

Mike laughed and said it was about time Sam started enjoying himself. He
then added "I'm also hoping to have my wicked way with you when I've eaten
my cake."

Sam raised his eyebrows having decided he couldn't win with Mike and helped
himself to a beer.

"Can I try it?" Toby asked looking longingly at the bottle. Sam said no but
Mike said it wouldn't do any harm if he had a sip so Sam gave in and let
Toby take a sip of his. Toby scrunched his face on tasting it and said he
preferred the apple juice.

When they'd finished their beers, Mike said to Toby "You don't mind if I
take your gorgeous brother to bed so I can fuck him senseless do you."

Sam was shocked at what Mike had said and told him off for doing so but
Mike just grinned and said Toby knew what they got up to in any event.

"You can come and watch us if you like" Mike laughed.

"No he fucking can't" Sam interjected which made Toby split his sides with
laughter.

To avoid more inappropriate remarks from Mike he dragged him into his new
bedroom. Once the door had been firmly closed he pulled Mike into an
embrace and kissed him. As usual it didn't take long for both guys to be
naked and sprawled on the bed. This time Mike took charge and licked his
way down Sam's smooth chest and lightly bit his nipples which had Sam
squealing. He then worked his way along the thin line of dark hair that ran
down below his navel until he reached the long thick cock that was now
fully erect. Sam gasped as he felt Mike's hot lips engulf the head and give
it a long hard suck. He teased the slit and licked down inside the foreskin
which always made Sam squirm with excitement.

When he'd sucked enough he lifted Sam's legs to work on his hole. He first
plunged his face onto it and licked as far inside as his tongue could
get. He then lubricated his aching cock and plunged it in. Sam gasped as it
breached him and filled his channel but it felt so good once inside. Mike
then proceeded to give him a long hard fuck until he eventually spilled his
load.

Mike stayed late and when Toby was tucked into his new bed and Sam had
kissed him goodnight, he grabbed hold of Sam when he came back into the
living room. He pulled their mouths together and gave him another
passionate kiss as he unfastened Sam's jeans to feel the organ
inside. Having released them he squatted in front of Sam pulling them down
his legs. He did the same to Sam's briefs and took the swelling cock into
his mouth. As he sucked he pulled Sam's trousers off his feet. He
unfastened his own jeans and yanked them down with his briefs as far as
they'd go before standing up, kicking the items off with his shoes and
turned Sam round. He slipped his T shirt off him and bent him over the
sofa. Sam made a token objection but let Mike have his way. Mike stripped
off his own T shirt and plunged his face into Mike's crack. When he'd
slicked Sam's hole with plenty of spit he did the same to his erection that
was already weeping pre-cum. He gently pushed the head of his cock through
the entrance he'd fucked earlier and slowly fucked him.

Sam groaned and moaned enjoying the fuck whilst hoping Toby didn't suddenly
appear but he knew Mike wanted his way with him so let him do so. The fuck
seemed to go on for ages until Mike reached his climax.

"Ah fuck" he exclaimed as his spasm continued and he filled Sam with his
hot spunk. They'd agreed to fuck bareback ever since they'd been boyfriends
on the basis they were in a monogamous relationship although sometimes Sam
wondered whether Mike had sex with other guys.


The following morning Toby wandered into Sam's bedroom. As usual Toby was
naked having now decided to sleep that way and Sam noticed his little
brother had a morning wood.

"Can I get in beside you?"

Sam nodded so Toby clambered in and snuggled up to Sam. Within seconds his
hands were exploring Sam's nakedness which was another thing he'd noticed
since their mother had abandoned them. He assumed the physical touch made
Toby feel safer so he let him continue. As usual Sam also had a morning
wood and Toby's hand soon found it.

"Do you always have a stiff one in the morning?" he asked innocently.

"Yeah" Sam nodded feeling slightly embarrassed that his brother was holding
his erection but he didn't want to push him away in case it made him feel
unwanted.

"I do too" Toby replied triumphantly, "why is it stiff when I wake up?"

Sam wasn't sure he could answer that one apart from saying it was normal
for guys to have one and nothing to worry about.

"I'm not worried; I rather like it; is that why you and Mike get stiff ones
when you're kissing each other?"

"Yeah, something like that" Sam replied and decided to move the
conversation onto something else. "So how was your new bed?"

"Awesome; much nicer than my old one; do you like sleeping in this big one?
You and Mike could sleep together in this if you wanted."

Sam said he did like his new bed but avoided answering the bit about Mike
who'd made a comment about staying over when they'd finished having sex the
previous night but Sam had avoided the issue. He was still conscious of him
and Mike having sex with his brother in the room next door and he could
tell that Mike was peeved at not being invited to stay. He decided it was
time to get up and Toby said he'd like Sam to show him how to use the
shower since their last flat didn't have one. The pair of them walked naked
into the bathroom and Sam explained how it worked.

"Couldn't you join me and have a shower with me? It's plenty big enough for
two of us."

Sam thought for a moment wondering whether that was a good idea since he
often got an erection when he soaped his bits but seeing Toby's pleading
eyes he couldn't say no so instead nodded and followed him into the
shower. Toby loved the feel of the warm water spraying over him and loved
it even more when his brother soaped him all over, including his
tinkle. Fortunately Sam's appendage behaved so all was well. After that it
became a regular occurrence since they were both used to seeing each other
naked.


4.

Over the next few weeks they got used to living in their new flat. Money
was tight but somehow Sam managed now that he was receiving a higher salary
for his new role at work. They also became friendly with Joan, their next
door neighbour and she seemed to like having a chat every so often and
making cakes for the two guys. When she found out that Sam was a computer
expert she asked him to solve a problem with her laptop which he did with
ease so she offered to look after Toby if Sam wanted to go out of an
evening or was going to be late home from work which occasionally
happened. She was a delightful lady and they liked her. Having noticed that
Mike frequently came round she asked Sam one day whether he was his
boyfriend. He decided to be upfront with her so admitted he was gay.

"I have no problem with people's sexuality" she replied, "I can't
understand why so many people do and as far as the church is concerned they
make me sick."

Sam was relieved and agreed.

Mike came round several times a week and he and Sam frequently ended up in
bed having sex. Sam had noticed that Mike's sexual appetite had become more
intense and he wanted to try out all kinds of things together including
different positions and using sex toys of which he seemed to have a
prolific collection. Sam didn't mind but at times wanted to make gentle
love rather than have frenetic sex which he knew Toby could hear from the
other room. The more he tried to get Mike to just make gentle love, the
more Mike seemed to want to have hard sex. He'd said on numerous occasions
that he wanted to take Sam to the gay bars and clubs but Sam always had to
remind him that he was responsible for Toby so it was difficult.

Six months after they'd moved into their new flat, Sam received an email
from Mike which said "It's time you got out and had fun so I'm taking you
to a gay bar on Saturday evening. If you can't leave Toby on his own then
get that wonderful neighbour you're always talking about to look after
him. I'm not taking no for an answer."

Sam read the email several times over wondering what to do. Did he say no
and risk losing Mike which he didn't really want and he knew it would be
devastating to Toby who loved having Mike around, or should he see whether
Joan would look after Toby for the evening. He knew Toby liked Joan and
felt comfortable with her so he decided to broach the topic with
him. Having agreed that Toby would go to Joan's flat which would mean he'd
stay up late, Sam asked Joan if she'd mind looking after him for an
evening. She said she'd be delighted to look after Toby so Sam replied to
Mike and agreed to go out with him.

He'd no sooner sent his reply when another email arrived which shook him to
the core.

"Hello Sam, I hope you and Toby are okay. I know you'll probably never
forgive me for leaving both of you but I just couldn't continue anymore and
knew you'd be better off without me. Over the years you've done such a
wonderful job of looking after Toby for me as well as managing the home so
I knew Toby would be okay with you. I so hope things have turned out okay.

I've moved to the south coast and have started a new life. Although I still
suffer from depression it's far better than it was and I've even managed to
find a new job which I really enjoy. I've also met someone who's been very
supportive and they set this email address up for me since as you know I'm
hopeless with technical things. I'm now sitting in the local library using
one of the public computers and doing my best to type this email to you.

You've probably noticed that I'm paying into your bank account each month
the child allowance. I've told them that I've moved but have not said that
Toby is no longer living with me. I thought if I did that they'd stop it
and you need it. Now I've got a job I'll add a bit to that each month to
help you out.

I know I've been a disappointment for both of you and a terrible mother but
I want you both to know that I love you. I'd love to hear from you and how
you're both getting on. I'd also love to receive a photograph of you both
so I can look at that each day and imagine how you're both growing up. I
imagine little Toby is growing rapidly but I know he's in good hands.

I've deliberately not given you my address since I'm not sure I could cope
with seeing you both but at least feel you can email me whenever you want
to and if I may do so I'd like to keep in touch with you but will fully
understand if you don't wish to.

Love to you both and give little Toby a kiss for me."

Sam read the email several times over and the more he did the more tears
fell down his face. Toby noticed his brother crying and rushed over to him.

"What's wrong?" he exclaimed as he threw his arms round his brother.

Sam immediately closed his laptop to hide the email. He wasn't sure whether
to tell Toby about it or not. He was only just getting over the abandonment
by their mother and he didn't want to reverse that trend but on the other
hand he had a right to know that at least she was thinking about them.

Finally he said "I've received an email from mum."

Toby's face lit up "Is she coming back?"

Sam didn't have the heart to say `no' so instead opened up his laptop and
let Toby read the email himself.

"Oh" he said having read it through. "We don't really need her do we;
you're the one who looks after me and you're never going to leave me are
you."

The tears poured down Sam's face and he hugged his little brother. He was
too emotional to say anything so hoped his hug told him that he'd never
leave him.

"Will you send her the picture she wants?"

"Would you like me to?"

Toby nodded. At least he now knew that his mother hadn't completely
abandoned them, which was something.

Sam pulled out the new phone he'd treated himself to and took a picture of
them both with his arm round Toby. He emailed it to his mother with a short
note saying they were doing okay and gave her their new address and the
news about his promotion at work.


On the Saturday Mike arrived soon after seven to take Sam to a gay bar in
Soho. Having left Toby with Joan and assured him he'd be back by ten thirty
at the latest, they left. Sam had never been to the gay area in Soho before
so was excited at the thought of mixing with other gay guys. Mike took him
to a gay bar where younger guys gathered and by the time they got there it
was already busy. Mike bought two beers and they moved over to one side to
view the talent on display.

After they'd been standing there for a while another guy came up to them to
say `hi' to Mike. Sam watched them kiss on the lips and it was evident they
knew each other well. Mike introduced Sam but the other guy seemed more
interested in Mike. For a while Sam watched them kiss and cuddle with the
occasional grope and Mike tried to pull Sam into it. As he did so the other
guy deliberately blocked Sam so he moved away and let the two of them get
on with it. He was on the verge of telling Mike he was leaving when the
other guy saw someone else he knew and made a beeline over to them.

"Sorry, we've not seen each other for a while" Mike said
apologetically. Sam shrugged not quite sure what to think.

"So you've known him for a while" Sam commented as he sipped his beer.

"Yeah, quite some time; we meet up every so often; he has his own place not
far away."

The way Mike said this told Sam everything he needed to know. It seemed
clear the two were having an affair or at least were fuck buddies. Sensing
Sam's thought process Mike suggested that perhaps they could invite the guy
round one night for a threesome. "He loves being fucked" he added grinning.

Sam ignored the suggestion and asked Mike if he'd like another beer. He
said yes so Sam pushed his way to the bar and bought them but the evening
out had been spoilt and all he wanted to do was go home.

They drank their beers in silence apart from the occasional comment about
someone they fancied nearby but the whole atmosphere had gone. Just before
ten, Mike said the club downstairs opened shortly and suggested they went
down.

"You know I can't Mike; I've left Toby with Joan and I've got to get back."

"I just thought it would be good for once to have fun on our own; I'm sure
Joan wouldn't mind putting him up for the night so you can enjoy yourself."

"What and let Toby think I've abandoned him like his mum? Sorry Mike but I
thought you realised by now that if you want us to be boyfriends it's me
`and' Toby."

"Okay suit yourself but I'm going to stay."

Sam sensed that Mike was pissed off so put his half drunk beer down on a
shelf nearby and left without saying anything. As he made his way to the
station he felt tears falling down his face. It looked as if his friendship
with the guy he'd known for the past eleven years was at an end but Toby
came first and always would so if Mike couldn't accept that then so be it.

When Joan answered her door she asked if he'd had a nice time. He nodded
not wanting to talk about it.

"He's been as good as gold and has tried to keep awake but has dropped off
now" she chuckled as she led Sam into the living room. Sam moved over to
where Toby was slumped and gently picked him up. He could just about lift
him even though he was getting heavier. As he did so Toby's eyes opened and
on seeing Sam he grinned and wrapped his arms round him. Sam thanked Joan
for looking after him and made his way out. Once inside their home, Sam
carried Toby to his room and undressed him. The little guy was too tired to
clean his teeth so Sam tucked him up under the duvet and kissed him
goodnight.

Sam went to his own room, undressed and cried on the bed. He thought things
were going along so well; how he'd explain to Toby that Mike may well be
moving on he had no idea. It was now nearly the end of term and Toby would
be on holiday from school and Mike would be finishing his `A' levels. He
still didn't know which university was accepting him since they needed to
know the results of his `A' levels before a decision was made.


It was almost a week before Sam received a text from Mike asking if he
could come over on Saturday. Sam said he was working that day but he could
come over that evening. Neither of them mentioned anything about what had
happened the previous Saturday so Sam hoped that perhaps that had been
forgotten.

On the Saturday a very solemn looking Mike arrived. Gone was his usual
exuberance and he gave Sam a simple kiss on the lips. Toby looked on
wondering what had happened although he'd picked up bad vibes from his
brother the morning after that fateful night out so guessed something had
happened. He waited for Mike to give him his usual welcome but he hardly
noticed him so he went into his bedroom to play on his computer.

"Want a beer?" Sam asked Mike as he slumped down on the sofa. Mike nodded
and watched Sam get two bottles out of the fridge. Having given Mike one he
sat in the other easy chair and looked at him. He wasn't sure what to
say. Should he be the one to apologise for what had happened but in his
view it was Mike who had caused the rift; not only did he seem to be saying
that Sam should have fun at the expense of Toby but Mike was also having an
affair or at least fucking another guy behind his back.

Mike looked at Sam and for a moment Sam could see remorse in Mike's
eyes. "I'm sorry about last Saturday but I just think it's time you had a
life of your own. Your life has been ruled by Toby for the last eight
years." Mike was about to add "and I'm fucking tired of having an eight
year old around the whole time limiting what we can do" but he didn't.

Sam thought for a moment deciding what to say. He was tempted to tell Mike
that he was a `spoilt brat' but in the end said "You're lucky Mike; you've
got two loving parents who have given you a good life but Toby doesn't even
remember his father and his mother dumped him. Who else is going to look
after him or are you suggesting that I too should dump him and let Social
Services take him and dump him with a load of other unwanted kids? Because
if you are Mike then you clearly don't know me because I will never leave
Toby; he's my brother and I love him so if you can't accept the fact that
he's always going to be around until such time as he's old enough to make
his own way in the world then perhaps it's time for you to move on."

Mike was stunned at Sam's ferociousness. Perhaps he didn't really
understand the love between two brothers having been an only child. He
nodded and took another swig of his beer. The conversation after that was
strained to say the least but somehow they remained civil to one
another. Sam was itching to ask more about the guy who'd been all over Mike
at the bar but couldn't bring himself to do so. After Sam had left, the guy
had immediately gone back to Mike and they'd had a good time together in
the club and then back at his place where they'd spent the rest of the
night fucking each other. Perhaps Sam was right; perhaps it was time to
move on.

After an hour Mike stood up and said perhaps he should go home. "Can I come
round again sometime?"

"Sure just give me a call or send a text" Sam replied trying to remain
calm. He gave Mike a kiss but it was far from passionate and he showed him
out. When he'd left, Sam went into Toby's room. He'd noticed Mike's lack of
exuberance with regards to Toby and had wanted to make sure he was okay
earlier but decided that might rub salt into the wound between him and
Mike.

"Is Uncle Mike cross with me?"

"Of course he's not" Sam replied and put his arms round his little brother.

"Is he cross with you"

"Sort of" Sam replied not too sure how much to say.

"Why?"

"It's complicated."

"He's leaving us isn't he?"

Sam felt tears in his eyes. His little brother was no fool and knew what
was going on.

"Life moves on Toby and people move on but I'm sure he'll still remain our
friend but we might not see so much of him. A lot depends on what happens
when he goes to university and whether that's in London or Leicester but
I'll always be here for you; I'll never leave you."

Toby jumped up and hugged his brother. He so loved him and could never
imagine life without him.


The following Friday evening Mike came round again. He'd finished his `A'
levels and felt happy that he was done with school and would soon be
embarking on his university course. Toby had also come to the end of his
school term so was about to start the summer holidays. Sam had taken two
weeks off from work to be home with him and planned to go on day trips
somewhere. Mike seemed to have returned to his usual bouncy self and pulled
Sam into a hug as he kissed him full on the lips whilst giving him a grope
as Toby looked on.

"I could do with feeling your big cock up my arse" he whispered into Sam's
ear.

"Perhaps later; want a beer?" Sam replied casually since knowing that Mike
was having it away with at least one other guy and possibly more, he wasn't
too keen on having sex with him.

Mike looked at Toby. "Okay kid?" he grinned but didn't give Toby his usual
welcome which Sam noticed as he pulled two beers out of the fridge. Mike
took one and sat on the sofa patting the seat beside him for Sam to join
him. "Haven't you got any homework to do kid?" Mike asked Toby clearly
wanting him to leave him and Sam alone.

"He's on his holidays now so no more homework for a few weeks" Sam replied
on Toby's behalf. He then added that he too was on holiday for two weeks so
he could take Toby out some days.

"Where to?" Mike asked as he took a slurp from his beer.

"Hyde Park, looking at Buckingham Palace and the Houses of Parliament; you
know stuff like that which won't break the bank."

"Fucking boring if you ask me" Mike commented.

"In that case I shan't invite you to join us then" Sam retorted and got up
to go to the kitchen to get some crisps. He opened two packets, gave one to
Mike and deliberately sat down on the other easy chair beside Toby and
shared the other with him. Mike glared at him whilst he ate his crisps and
drank his beer. Sam just smiled sweetly as he ate his.

Mike hung around much longer than Sam had reckoned so was still there when
it was time for Toby to go to bed. When he was ready Sam went into his room
to give him a goodnight kiss.

"Is Uncle Mike still cross with me? He didn't give me a hug like he usually
does."

Sam tried to explain that it was nothing to do with Toby so not to worry
about it but he could tell Toby was upset at Mike's change of attitude
towards him. He was tempted to say something to Mike but didn't want to
cause more words between them so let it go. When he returned to the living
room Mike grabbed his hand and pulled him onto his lap.

"So how about satisfying my needs, now the limpet has at last gone."

Sam ignored the comment and kissed Mike. It became passionate for a while
during which Mike started undressing Sam and soon had his hand down inside
his pants to massage his cock, which as always was reacting.

"I want to feel this beautiful bit of flesh inside me" Mike groaned as he
pulled Sam's cock right out to massage it. "It's a pity you don't want a
threesome because my friend you met would love to feel this inside him."

"I take it he's had yours" Sam said. Mike ignored the comment and continued
massaging Sam's now full erection. "You do realise that any sex from now on
will have to be protected as you're fucking and being fucked by other
guys."

"Oh for fucks sake" Mike yelled and pushed Sam off his lap. "If that's how
you're going to be let's forget it."

"Fine, but we agreed bareback on the condition that we had a monogamous
relationship; it's clear you're hooking up with other guys, which is your
choice but it breaks our agreement so hence the need for protection."

"Okay" he replied and hastily buttoned up his own clothes before standing
up. "See you" he said as he walked out to the front door.

"Mike; it's you who's changed things."

"Yeah, maybe but I'm tired of having a kid hanging around all the time and
you're not prepared to do anything about that so we can enjoy ourselves
without him."

"I'm sorry but you know the situation; it's me `and' Toby until he's old
enough to do his own thing."

Mike left without as much as a kiss and Sam had a feeling that was the
end. They did in fact meet up once more before Mike left for university
having gained his place at UCL. From thereon they never met again and
despite Sam emailing every so often to see how he was getting on he never
had a reply so in the end he stopped having realised the friendship that
had lasted all those years was finally at an end. As soon as Mike started
college, he met a guy in his class and immediately fell in love with him so
he soon forgot Sam.

Toby was really upset when Sam told him that it was highly unlikely they'd
see Mike again and that their friendship was over. Toby wanted to know why
people kept leaving them so Sam tried to explain that people move on but
he'd always be there for him for as long as he wanted.

Several weeks later, Sam had a call from Derek, Mike's dad. "Hi Sam, I was
wondering if Emma and I could come over to see you; would tomorrow evening
suit you?"

Sam said that was fine so made sure the flat was in good order, not that it
ever wasn't but he made a particular effort in readiness for them. On
arrival they both gave him a big hug and a kiss before sitting down. Sam
offered them a drink of wine he'd specially bought for the occasion and
they accepted.

"Two reasons for coming round Sam; first to see how you and Toby are
settling in; from the look of things it seems you are."

Sam said they both loved the flat and Toby agreed.

"The other reason was to let you know that despite you and Mike, you know,
breaking up, it makes no difference at all to our arrangement with you
regarding this flat. To be honest we both think he's mad because Emma and I
have always felt you're a calming influence on Mike so we personally are
sad to learn he's, what shall I say"

"Dumped me" Sam grinned. "We're very grateful for your kindness towards us
but I'm afraid Mike wasn't prepared to accept both of us and I'm certainly
not prepared to dump Toby. He's been through enough without that."

"Absolutely" Emma chimed in "and to be honest I'm ashamed of my son that he
should even think such a thing."

"It's okay, I fully understand but we're fine, aren't we" Sam smiled and
ruffled Toby's hair. He looked up and nodded.

After a suitable period of time having finished their wine, Derek and Emma
left telling Sam to let them know if he needed anything or they could help
in any way including looking after Toby whilst he went out. Knowing the
amount they'd done for them already, Sam had no intention of putting on
them any further but he appreciated the gesture.


5.

It was six months later when Sam's boss told him he'd employed another
sales assistant since business was booming. The new guy was called Jacob
and aged twenty. Sam was now nineteen and a half but looked older so he had
no fears about having him under his wing until he was fully trained. Jacob
was new to retail but had a good knowledge of computers and related
equipment.

When Jacob arrived on the Monday morning, Sam stood still in his
tracks. Jacob was a stunningly good looking guy. He had black cropped hair
with blue eyes and the most wonderful smile. His blue eyes shone each time
he smiled and for a moment Sam felt his heart beating like mad. He could
fully understand why his boss had employed him, not that he was gay but
Jacob's whole demeanour was one of confidence and he oozed charm which the
customers would love.

"Hi, I'm Sam and will be training you" he finally managed to say as he held
out his hand. Jacob gave one of his winning smiles and took hold of it. As
their flesh touched both guys felt as if a bolt of lightning shot through
their bodies and Sam felt a hard-on forming but tried to ignore it. Jacob
was also having similar feelings as he gazed into Sam's eyes. There was an
immediate recognition between them that they were both gay and Jacob looked
forward to working with Sam.

Sam got down to work and showed Jacob round so he knew where everything was
located. He showed him the computerised till system and gave him his logon
details plus the procedure he should follow when accepting payment from a
customer. Since Jacob hadn't done retail sales before, Sam suggested he
shadow him for a couple of days and assist where necessary. Jacob loved
being near Sam so was more than happy to do so.

Whilst they ate their sandwiches at lunchtime in the small staffroom at the
rear of the shop, Sam casually asked Jacob where he was from and where he
now lived. Jacob explained that his parents lived in Sheffield and were
orthodox Jews. As such when he told them he was gay it didn't go down well
and they disowned him so he left home and moved to London.

"I've not spoken to them since. I told them if they couldn't accept their
only son for what he was then I didn't want to know them."

Sam said he was sorry to hear that and patted his knee as the room was so
small that the chairs were on top of each other. Jacob felt his cock
immediately jump to attention at the feel of Sam's hand on his knee even
though it was only there for a moment. He then asked Sam about his parents
so Sam told him his story. Jacob was shocked and placed a hand on Sam's
knee as he said how sorry he was. The feel of Jacob's hand had the same
effect on Sam so he too felt his cock go hard.

"So you now look after your nine year-old brother."

Sam nodded and explained a good friend of theirs had let him rent a two bed
flat at an affordable price so they were happy enough.

"It limits me a bit but I don't mind; we get on well and are happy."

Jacob smiled. `Yeah, lucky brother; I wouldn't mind being looked after by
you' he thought to himself.

"Do you mind if I ask; do you have a boyfriend?" Jacob asked having decided
to be bold since he was sure Sam was gay.

"Not now" Sam replied thinking back to Mike, "he couldn't cope with having
Toby around all the time so he dumped me."

"Fuck, that's a bit off" Jacob exclaimed, "surely he must have realised
that your prime responsibility was to your younger brother."

Sam smiled and looked at Jacob. "Yeah well that's how it goes so it's a
five fingered job at present" he laughed.

"I know how you feel; since moving to London I've not met anyone and to be
honest I'm not that mad on going to the gay clubs and I'm not keen on using
apps like Grindr." Jacob felt like adding `but I wouldn't mind using my
five fingers to wank you off'.

Sam smiled wondering whether Jacob was coming on to him. If he was honest
with himself he hoped he was because he was desperate to find someone else
now Mike had gone.


Jacob turned out to be a good salesman and his natural charm certainly
encouraged customers to buy. When he'd completed his first month, the boss
told Sam that he was happy for him and Jacob to manage the shop on a
Saturday without him. They only opened for the morning having decided all
day opening wasn't worthwhile so worked alternative Saturdays. Seeing how
well Jacob got on with Sam and also having realised both were gay, he
decided they'd make a good team; he'd pair up with the other
assistant. Jacob was excited about being with Sam on his own and looked
forward to it. Business wasn't particularly busy so they had time to talk.

"Got any plans for the rest of the day?" Sam asked casually.

"Nope; I might go out for a walk but otherwise it's back to my bedsit; it's
such a dump but it's all I can afford. A new couple have moved in next to
me and they seem to spend the whole time humping. All I can hear are the
bedsprings creaking as he fucks her or she rides him. They don't seem to
realise that I can hear everything including her shrieks of how good the
guy's cock feels inside her. I'm fucking sick of it to be honest,
especially when I'm lying there with nobody to satisfy my needs so I end up
jerking myself off in desperation."

Sam giggled and pulled Jacob into a hug. "You need to find a boyfriend."

Jacob looked into Sam's eyes. "Yeah I do; got any suggestions?" he said
with a twinkle in his eye.

Sam felt an immediate reaction down below. He'd frequently drooled over
Jacob and thought about him whilst lying on his own bed playing with
himself. "Um, well, if you've got nothing else to do you could always come
back to my place and we could go for a walk but you'd have a nine year-old
in tow."

Jacob jumped at the offer and said he'd love to come and meet Toby. So,
when they'd locked up the shop at lunchtime they made their way home.

"Wow, this is brilliant" Jacob exclaimed on seeing Sam's flat.

As soon as Sam walked in Toby came running up as usual to say hello. He
introduced Jacob who immediately said hello to Toby and ruffled his hair
affectionately. Toby said he was playing a game on his computer so Jacob
said he'd love to see it. Sam watched Toby take hold of Jacob's hand and
lead him into his bedroom to see his computer. Toby had clearly taken an
immediate liking to Jacob and he in turn clearly didn't mind showing an
interest in what a nine year-old was doing. He couldn't ever remember Mike
doing that even in the early days. All he did was to give Toby a welcoming
hug but then expect him to go on his way. For a few moments Sam watched how
the two guys interacted with each other and he liked what he saw. Jacob was
now playing the game with Toby and clearly enjoying himself as was Toby.

After a few minutes he intervened. Jacob had come back to be with him after
all. "Come on Toby, give Jacob a break, it's time for lunch so go and wash
your hands."

Toby nodded and immediately closed down the game which impressed Jacob. He
then ran into the bathroom and Sam led Jacob into the living room.

"He's an amazing kid; you must be proud of him."

Sam smiled and said Toby was a lovely guy and never any problem despite
what they'd both been through. Sam explained they normally had a sandwich
at lunchtime and a meal in the evening for which Jacob was welcome to join
them. Jacob said he'd love to and offered to help make the
sandwiches. Whilst he buttered the bread, Sam got from the fridge the
fillings he wanted and made Toby a glass of lemonade. He pulled out two
beers for him and Jacob having checked he'd like one.

They ate their lunch and Toby was full of questions to Jacob about where he
came from and did he have any brothers or sisters. He then blurted out "Do
you have a boyfriend because Sam's dumped him several months ago."

"Toby" Sam exclaimed. Jacob said it was okay and didn't mind; in fact he
rather liked Toby's bluntness. He explained he didn't have a boyfriend but
was looking.

"Perhaps you could be Sam's boyfriend because I like you."

Sam let out a loud gasp and apologised to Jacob about his brother's
directness. Jacob grinned and turned to Toby. "I like you too Toby and to
be honest I'd be more than happy to be Sam's boyfriend if he'd have me."

"Will you Sam?" Toby asked.

Sam replied that the conversation had gone far enough so to get on with his
lunch. He looked at Jacob and they grinned knowingly at each other. Jacob
took Sam's look to be a `yes' which caused a rush of blood south.

When they'd finished lunch and cleared it away, Sam asked Toby if he'd like
to go out for a walk. Toby immediately said he'd love to and asked if Jacob
was coming too.

"If I'm invited, I'd love to Toby."

"Yes you are" Toby replied and then looked at his brother, "he is, isn't
he?"

Sam replied that of course Jacob was welcome to join them if he didn't mind
having an exuberant nine year-old with them. Toby giggled and rushed off to
put his shoes on.

"I must apologise for my brother; he loves having people around."

"No need to apologise; he's a lovely guy and I'm more than happy to have
him join us." As Jacob said this he moved up to Sam and gave him a kiss on
the lips. He'd been tempted to pull Sam into an embrace and press their
bodies together so he could feel him and have a passionate kiss but decided
he should take things slowly. He sensed that Sam felt sore over Mike
dumping him so wanted him to take the lead.

They walked round Stepney Green Park with Toby holding both their
hands. Every so often Sam and Jacob would swing him which he loved. Toby
was happy because he could see that his brother really liked Jacob and so
did he. They'd also taken a ball with them so for a while played with that
before making their way home. It was now March and the air was not that
warm so once home Jacob gave Toby a rub down to make him warm which he
loved; Mike had never done that to him.

Sam and Jacob sat on the sofa chatting whilst Toby amused himself in his
own room. He could see that the guys wanted time alone so he left them to
it. They talked about Jacob's life at home and the arguments he had with
his parents about their faith. He had no problems with being a Jew but he
detested the way it ruled their lives. He'd realised he was gay from an
early age but hadn't dared let on. At school he'd met another boy who felt
the same way and had played around with him but nothing that serious took
place. When he was eighteen things came to a head and during an argument
one day he let slip that he was gay. From there on life was very difficult
so eventually he decided to leave home and move to London.

"I'm glad you did" Sam smiled, "otherwise we would never have met".

Jacob nodded and put his hand on Sam's thigh. It was as if an electric
shock went through his body. He turned towards Jacob and their lips
met. The kiss was intense and soon they both felt their organs rise. Hands
explored and felt each other's erections. Sam was dying to take Jacob to
bed but didn't want to look too forward. He'd fallen in love with Jacob
even though they'd not had sex. They kissed passionately and didn't notice
Toby come in. He looked at the two guys and smiled. He knew his brother
really liked Jacob and so did he. He so hoped Jacob would become a part of
their lives. He went to get himself a drink of water trying not to disturb
the lovers but Sam was suddenly aware of him.

"Sorry guys; just wanted a drink of water" Toby said trying not to grin. He
liked seeing his brother kiss another guy.

Sam and Jacob pulled apart and smiled at each other. When Toby had left
them again Sam apologised to Jacob.

"No problem; I suppose he's used to seeing his brother kiss guys."

"Only one, and that was Mike who dumped me but it doesn't bother him."

Later, whilst Sam prepared the evening meal, Jacob played with Toby. Sam
was pleased to see how well they got on with each other. When the game came
to an end Jacob went up to Sam and put his arms round his waist, "Can I do
anything to help?"

Sam immediately felt his body shiver with excitement as Jacob hugged
him. "Everything's under control thanks."

Jacob watched Sam expertly prepare what he was doing which was a chicken
dish with rice. He was hopeless at cooking but since the shared kitchen in
the house where his bedsit was situated was so filthy he didn't use it so
lived on readymade meals that he could heat in the microwave.

"That was delicious" he said when he'd finished the last morsel from his
plate."

Sam smiled and appreciated the compliment. He didn't expect one from Toby
since he was his brother and had looked after him for so many years but it
was nice to be appreciated. When they'd finished their meal, Jacob insisted
on clearing away the dishes with Toby's help and told Sam to sit down. Toby
was happy to help as always but he particularly enjoyed helping Jacob. He
was his new friend and so hoped he'd not leave them like everyone else had.

When the dishes were done they all sat down and watched television. Sam and
Jacob sat next to each other on the sofa with Toby snuggled up beside
Sam. After a while Jacob rested a hand on Sam's thigh which caused his cock
to go hard. Jacob was tempted to have a feel having noticed the bulge but
thought better of it with Toby sitting there.

When Sam told Toby it was his bedtime, Toby immediately got up, said
goodnight to Jacob and went off to get ready for bed. A short while later
Sam went to say goodnight to him and tuck him into bed.

"Is Jacob your new boyfriend?"

"Would you like him to be?"

"Yes, he's nice; I'd like him to stay."

"We'll have to be nice to him then" Sam chuckled.

"You could always take him to bed with you."

Sam chuckled. His brother never ceased to amaze him; even though he was
nearly ten and in some respects young for his age, in other respects he was
very grownup. When he returned to the living room he told Jacob that Toby
approved of him and thought he was nice.

"He's a lovely lad; you've done a brilliant job in raising him. Not sure I
could handle a boy Toby's age so well."

"I'm sure you could" Sam chuckled and pulled Jacob into a kiss. It became
passionate and both felt bulges form down below. Hands were soon exploring
including that area and Sam was tempted to take Jacob to bed but he didn't
want to progress things too fast.

Eventually Jacob pulled out of the embrace and looked at Sam. "I've really
enjoyed this afternoon and this evening but I suppose I'd better get back
to my bedsit dump."

"You could always stay here if you wanted" Sam blurted out.

Jacob's heart skipped a beat. He so wanted to take things further but
hadn't like to appear too forward. "Are you serious?"

"Sure, that's if you'd like to."

"You bet; I'd love to stay over but what about Toby, would he be okay with
a guy sharing your bed."

Sam laughed and said Toby was used to seeing his brother with a guy and had
even joined him and Mike in bed on several mornings. "Just be warned that I
always sleep naked as does he so he's used to seeing naked men wandering
around."

"Wow, that sounds exciting" Jacob giggled.

Having made that momentous decision, Sam suggested they made their way to
bed so they switched off the lights in the living room and adjourned to
Sam's bedroom.

They were soon in bed pressing their naked bodies up against each
other. Cocks were already flying high in an excited state. Jacob rolled Sam
onto his back and mounted him rubbing their erections together. They kissed
and tongues probed each other's mouth as their hands explored their
nakedness. Sam was pleased to note that Jacob was a gentle lover and took
everything slowly which suited him.

Over the next half hour they rolled on and off each other kissing and
feeling one another. Having adopted the dominant position, Jacob worked his
way down Sam's body kissing and licking as he went. Sam's body jumped up
and down when he worked on his nipples, licking them and lightly biting
them as a hand massaged his stiff cock that was leaking pre-cum by the
bucket load. Finally Jacob reached his prize and took it into his mouth. He
loved Sam's cock and went down on the whole length before licking the
sensitive head, across the slit and round inside the foreskin. Sam let out
long moans as his erogenous area was pleasured. Jacob's own erection was
now aching to get into action so he looked into Sam's eyes with a pleading
look.

"I'd like to fuck you."

Sam nodded and lifted his legs to expose his entrance. Jacob inwardly
gasped as he admired the puckered hole before plunging his face onto it. He
licked and probed pulling it wide open as he did so. He grabbed the bottle
of lube from Sam and fingered his entrance for a moment. He was itching to
feel his cock inside but he wanted to make this last. Finally he had to
make that last move so he slicked his cock and gently pushed in.

"Ah" Sam moaned as he felt Jacob's cock slowly slip in. He loved the gentle
way Jacob did so and found it so much more satisfying than Mike's hard
thrusts. Jacob then worked his organ in and out to pleasure both of
them. The feel of his naked flesh against Sam's was perfect.

The action continued for at least ten minutes before Jacob could hold back
no longer. Suddenly he felt his climax rise and he knew he had to let
go. He did so and let out a long moan of pleasure as his seed filled Sam
up. When he'd finished shooting he gently continued moving his organ back
and forth to prolong the pleasure for both of them.

Finally he stopped and pulled out. He collapsed on top of Sam and they
kissed.

Sam smiled, "That was beautiful".

Jacob nodded and kissed him again before moving back down Sam's body to
take his still hard cock into his mouth to suck him off. He thought about
sitting on it to fuck himself but decided he wanted to taste the guy he'd
fallen in love with. Sam was soon shooting his load and it tasted every bit
as he thought it would.


The following morning when Sam woke he looked across at Jacob who appeared
to be sleeping. He gently kissed him and Jacob opened his eyes. He smiled
and pulled Sam into a harder kiss which soon became passionate. Their
morning erections were aching to be serviced so Sam told Jacob he'd like to
fuck him. Jacob said he loved being fucked so turned onto his side. Sam
slicked his stiff cock and gently guided it in.

"Ah yeah, that feels so good; I haven't been fucked for months."

As Sam fucked he reached round and massaged Jacob's erection until they
were both shooting their load. They'd no sooner finished when Toby
appeared, naked as usual.

"Oops, sorry guys didn't realise Jacob had stayed over."

Jacob smiled at him and asked whether he minded. Toby said of course not if
it meant his brother was happy and getting fucked. Jacob laughed having
remembered what he did to Sam when they went to bed and what Sam had just
done to him.

"Can I join you?" Toby asked. Sam and Jacob nodded so Toby climbed in
between them. "Do you love Sam?" he suddenly asked Jacob.

"Yes I do" Jacob replied without hesitation.

"And do you love Jacob?" he directed at Sam.

"Yes"

"Good, because I like Jacob and would like to see a lot more of him; are
you staying with us for the rest of the day?"

"That depends on whether I'm invited" Jacob chuckled.

"Can he Sam?"

"If Jacob would like to then he's more than welcome."

"You would, wouldn't you Jacob."

"Yes, I would so thank you" Jacob grinned.


They had another great time together and went out again for a long
walk. Jacob would have stayed over that night but said he needed to go home
to get a clean set of clothes for Monday so he finally left after their
meal that evening. Before he did so he and Sam kissed passionately and told
each other they loved one another. From thereon, Jacob was a regular
visitor which pleased Toby as well as Sam.


6.

When Jacob had completed his six month probationary period the boss said he
was very pleased with him and that he was a good salesman. Sales had
increased yet again over the last quarter and he congratulated Sam on his
training of Jacob.

A month later, Jacob arrived at work looking stressed. Sam asked what was
wrong and Jacob sat down and nearly cried.

"I've hardly slept all night. The fucking couple in the room next to me
have been humping each other all night despite me banging on the wall and
another couple came in late and screamed the place down. It's impossible to
get any sleep and the place is a complete tip. Nobody apart from me does
any cleaning of the communal areas and I'm fed up with it. I've got to find
somewhere else to live."

Sam took him into his arms and hugged him tight. Over the last six months
they'd seen a lot of each other and had lots of sex which seemed to get
better every time they had it. There was no doubt they loved each other and
Toby loved Jacob too.

"You could always move in with me if you wanted."

Jacob looked at Sam to see if he was serious. "Do you mean that?"

"Well, let's face it, you spend most of your time at my place in any event
and I'm sure Derek wouldn't object."

"That would be fucking brilliant but are you sure Toby won't mind?"

Sam said Toby would be more than happy for Jacob to move in and had talked
about it on several occasions. "As long as you realise it's me and Toby"
Sam added with an emphasis on the `and'. He was determined not to have
another Mike situation but so far Jacob had appeared more than happy to
have Toby join them on trips out and be around at home. Toby was now ten
and understood what two lovers did, so knew when to give them space on
their own. Sam said he'd need to clear it with Derek as the landlord but he
was sure he wouldn't object, especially since Jacob had said he'd pay Sam
what he was currently paying in rent which would mean Sam could double the
amount he was paying Derek. Jacob said he'd be happy to share food and
household expenses which would certainly help Sam so they agreed subject to
Derek's approval that Jacob would move in on the following
Saturday. Meanwhile he'd take great delight in giving his landlord his four
weeks' notice. Not wanting to waste time, Sam called Derek immediately and
as expected he had no objection. He'd met Jacob on a couple of occasions
when he'd called round to check that everything was okay so knew him.

"I'm so happy that you've found someone else Sam" Derek added and asked if
he was still in contact with Mike. Sam said he'd sent several emails but
he'd never received a reply so assumed Mike no longer wanted to know
him. "I'm sorry to hear that Sam but it's his loss. He's already dumped the
boyfriend he had after you and is on the next; I wonder sometimes if he'll
ever settle down but from what I've seen of Jacob I reckon the two of you
will be very happy together."

Sam thanked him and went to find Jacob to give him the good news. Jacob
almost jumped with joy and if customers hadn't been around he'd have pulled
him into a big hug and given him an even bigger kiss.

"I don't know how I can thank you enough" he added beaming.

"Oh I reckon I can" Sam replied with a big grin on his face.

"You're on; can I come back to your place tonight?"

Sam said of course he could and looked forward to it for the rest of the
day. He could never get enough of Jacob and already his cock was going hard
at the thought of what they'd do together.

Needless to say when Sam announced to Toby that Jacob was coming to live
with them permanently he literally jumped up and down with glee. He then
rushed over to Jacob and gave him a big hug. Jacob smiled; he loved young
Toby and was envious of Sam having a brother to love and cherish but now he
had Sam full time which was his dream.

After they'd finished their meal that evening and everything had been
cleared away, Sam gave Jacob a knowing grin. He returned it and Sam told
Toby they were going into their bedroom so not to disturb them. Toby
grinned knowing what they'd be up to but he didn't mind. When they'd gone
he thought about his one and only true friend at school. His name was Ewan
and six months older than Toby. They did everything together and both had
feelings for each other. Their classmates had girlfriends but neither Ewan
or Toby were interested in girls which made Toby wonder if he was
gay. Ewan's eleventh birthday was the following month and he'd already
invited Toby to join him to celebrate it and stay the night. His parents
were organising a birthday tea and then taking him out to see a west end
musical so had said he could invite a friend if he wanted. Toby had yet to
ask Sam if he could go since he'd never stayed over with anyone else
before.

In the bedroom, both guys had slowly undressed each other until they were
naked. Cocks were already hard and Jacob knelt down to take Sam's into his
mouth. He loved sucking Sam's long thick cock and Sam certainly loved
having it sucked. When he'd sucked for several minutes and got it rock hard
he looked up into Sam's brown eyes. He placed his hands on Sam's smooth
chest and grinned.

"I want to feel your gorgeous cock inside me."

Sam lifted his lover and kissed him. "And I'd love to fuck your gorgeous
arse with it" he grinned. They threw the covers off the bed and climbed
on. Sam turned Jacob onto his side, lifted one leg and pressed his large
cock against the beautiful entrance now on show. He grabbed the lube,
slicked his hard cock and slowly eased it into Jacob. "Ah yeah; that feels
so good" he exclaimed as the length slowly slipped inside.

"Oh fuck that feels beautiful; just think we can do this every night once I
move in."

Sam was too occupied with his fuck to answer but a thought went through his
head. The feel of his cock inside Jacob's hot arse was just beautiful. He
slowly moved in and out changing the angle as he did so to hit different
spots inside Jacob who was uttering long moans of pleasure with each
thrust.

Somehow Sam kept the action going for a long time before his urge to shoot
his load overcame him. "Oh god, I'm coming" he cried and Jacob felt Sam's
spasms increase as his load of creamy cum filled his arse. They'd agreed
from the outset to be monogamous and have unprotected sex which they both
preferred. Sam trusted Jacob far more than he ever did Mike so was happy to
agree.

When he'd finished his ejaculation he pulled out and kissed Jacob. It was
passionate and their bodies became interlocked. When it ended Sam looked
into Jacob's blue eyes. "I want you to fuck me now."

Jacob was more than happy to do that so he moved between Sam's legs, lifted
them over his chest and prepared his cock for insertion. He loved fucking
Sam and let out a long "Ah" as he felt his cock slowly glide inside. Like
Sam he much preferred gentle sex so slowly thrust his body back and forth
enjoying the feel of Sam's hot flesh against his sensitive head. He kept
the action going for a long time before he had to give in to his body's
desire and release his load. "Ah yeah" he cried out as his hot seed filled
Sam up.

When he'd finished and withdrawn he moved up Sam's body and pulled his
lover's head into his hands. "I love you so much."

Sam loved hearing those words and echoed them before pressing their mouths
together for another passionate kiss. They could both keep going like this
all night if they wanted but Sam was conscious of Toby sitting in the other
room on his own.

"I think we'd better pick this up later" he grinned.

"I'll hold you to that" Jacob giggled as they climbed off the bed and
slipped on their briefs. Neither had a robe to wear but Toby was used to
seeing his brother in a state of undress and was sure he'd not bother about
Jacob being the same.

When they returned to the living room Toby looked up and grinned. He was at
an age when he was becoming more attuned to his own body's desires and
wondered what it would be like to make love. Ewan immediately came into his
mind so he decided to raise the matter of Ewan's birthday
celebration. Having heard the details, Sam said of course he could go but
he'd need to speak to Ewan's parents to agree the arrangements. He also
wondered whether they'd expect him to pay for Sam's theatre ticket which he
knew would be high knowing west end theatre prices. The next day he called
them and spoke to Mrs Price. She said she'd heard all about Sam and Toby's
mother leaving them from her son and congratulated Sam on raising Toby.

"On the few occasions we've met him, Toby is always so polite and appears a
lovely child. You must be proud of him."

Sam said he was and only had to endure the occasional tantrum but that was
expected. They discussed Ewan's birthday event and Mrs Price said they were
happy to pay for Toby's ticket. She then explained that Ewan had said he
and Toby wanted to sleep in Ewan's room so they'd make up a bed of some
sort on the floor and was that okay. Sam smiled to himself guessing what
would really happen but said it was fine if that's what they wanted. He'd
met Ewan on a couple of occasions when Sam had brought him home to play and
he'd noticed the lad was effeminate in his mannerisms. Although it didn't
always mean the person was gay, seeing how he and Toby reacted to each
other he was fairly sure he was and also wondered if Toby was too since
he'd never mentioned girls or had a female friend.

When the day came, Sam made sure Toby was dressed in his best clothes since
he was going to the west end, and packed a small overnight bag for him with
casual clothes for the next day. Mrs Price had invited Toby to stay for
Sunday lunch so Sam would collect him mid afternoon. Once ready and
inspected, Sam walked Toby round to where Ewan lived which was a fifteen
minute walk away. As soon as the front door opened, Ewan came rushing out
to meet his friend and hugged him with a kiss which made Sam even more
certain the lad was gay. Toby passed over the birthday present Sam had
bought for Ewan and a bunch of flowers for Mrs Price. Having made sure Mrs
Price had his mobile phone number in the event of an emergency, Sam made
his way home. It felt odd knowing he wouldn't see Toby that night but was
happy that his brother had at last come to terms with the fact that their
mother had left them. Sam occasionally exchanged emails with his mother who
seemed to be making a new life but no mention had been made of them meeting
up any time.

"It's just us" Sam grinned as he pulled Jacob into his arms and gave him a
big kiss. "As we're on our own how about going to a gay bar and club
tonight?"

Jacob was up for that since he'd never explored the gay scene so after
their meal they made their way to Soho. The bar was busy when they arrived
and once they'd bought their drinks they admired the talent around
them. There were several good looking guys which did nothing to quell the
excitement between their legs. To their surprise several guys said `hi' to
them and one or two were clearly looking for more. One particular guy
stayed with them and was showing great interest. He introduced himself as
Scott and was age twenty. When he realised they were going to the club when
it opened he became even more excited and asked if he could tag along. He
seemed a nice enough guy so they said he could.

When the club opened they made their way down. Scott bought them all drinks
including shots which neither Sam nor Jacob was used to, so soon felt the
effect. Scott was a bouncy guy and all over them once they were on the
dance floor. Within no time the place was hot and steamy so T shirts were
removed which seemed to encourage Scott to have a feel of their naked
torsos but he was a nice guy and they didn't mind. The atmosphere became
erotic and all three were soon horny so plenty of groping took place as
they jiggled to the music.

There was an amateur strip show that night so Scott manoeuvred them nearer
to the stage area in readiness. He loved strip shows so always made sure he
got a good view.

"Some of the guys are gross but most are gorgeous" he yelled into their
ears as the music blasted.

Eventually the time came for the show to commence and one by one the guys
performed. As Scott had predicted some were far from pleasing on the eye
but there were several stunning guys. As they watched, Jacob stood in front
of Sam who peered over his shoulder with his arms round him. When things
got going he moved his hands down into Jacob's crotch and had a good feel
of his erection. He then felt Scott pressing up against him with his
erection hard against his butt. A hand then reached round to his crotch and
gave it a good feel. Sam was happy to let him have his fun but knew that
was all he'd be allowed to do. Scott had already dropped hints about going
back to his place afterwards but neither Jacob nor Sam wanted to do
that. Their relationship was monogamous and that's how they wanted it to
stay.

After the strip show and more drinks, Sam and Jacob said they were making
their way home. Scott was clearly disappointed but understood having
realised they were boyfriends and lived together. He just wished he could
find a guy to love and live with but so far he'd not been lucky. Instead he
and Sam exchanged numbers and said he'd love to meet up again sometime.

The following morning Sam suggested to Jacob he move in immediately so they
went round to his bedsit to pack his clothes and personal belongings. Sam
could see why Jacob hated the place; it certainly was a dump.


Three weeks later it was Toby's eleventh birthday and Sam wanted to make it
special now he had a bit more money. Jacob offered to chip in so they
decided to take Toby and Ewan to a musical play that was playing at a
fringe theatre. At least the ticket prices were at a level they could
afford and they'd put on a special birthday meal at lunchtime on the
Saturday, have a birthday tea before they went to the theatre that evening
and invite Ewan to stay over that night.

When Sam suggested this to Toby he jumped up and down with joy and gave him
a big kiss. His overnight stay with Ewan had been fabulous and they'd
shared Ewan's single bed despite it being tight but he enjoyed being up
close and personal to his friend. Although Ewan normally had to wear
pyjamas, on that night he slept naked like Toby and they had a good feel of
each other's erection. In the morning when Ewan's dad knocked on his
bedroom door, Sam jumped out and got into his makeshift bed on the floor as
if that was where he'd spent the whole night.

"Can he sleep with me in my bed?" Toby grinned. Sam said what they did was
their affair but he suggested Ewan tell his parents he slept in a makeshift
bed on the floor if asked. To make sure Ewan's parents were okay with their
son staying with two gay guys, Sam decided to go round to see Mr and Mrs
Price one evening.

"I'm assuming you're aware that I'm gay and that my partner lives with us"
Sam said having decided to be upfront about everything since he didn't want
them to find out at some later date and accuse him and Jacob of sexually
assaulting their son.

Mr Price smiled, "Yes we are Sam and my wife and I have no problem with a
person's sexuality. Who a person chooses to love is their affair and seeing
what a wonderful job you've made of bringing up Toby which cannot have been
easy in the circumstances, we have the greatest respect for you. Besides,
I'm sure you've noticed Ewan's mannerisms and his and Toby's devotion to
each other so we're fairly sure he's gay too which doesn't bother us in the
slightest since all we want is for him to be happy as I'm sure you want for
Toby."

Sam was relieved to hear those words since many parents would not have been
as understanding. He said he had noticed Ewan's devotion to Toby and knew
that he too was very fond of Ewan but they were still young so things could
easily change once they were older.

"True but whatever happens is of no concern to us so yes, we have no
problems at all with our son spending a night with Toby under your care."

Sam detailed the arrangements which were perfectly satisfactory to Mr and
Mrs Price so Sam said he'd tell Toby he could make the invitation. So far
he'd told him not to say a word to Ewan just in case there was an issue
with him staying over. When he got home and told Toby he again jumped up
and down with glee and gave both Sam and Jacob a big hug and a kiss. He
went straight to the telephone and invited his best friend who let out a
loud shriek of glee when he heard the news and that his parents had agreed.

The event went perfectly and Ewan was the perfect guest. Sam and Jacob
liked him very much and were more than happy to see the relationship
between him and Toby develop further but time would tell whether or not it
would do.

When they came home from the theatre which was enjoyed by everyone, Toby
and Ewan rushed off to bed. Toby told Sam he could still come in and say
goodnight as usual so having given them time to clean their teeth and get
into bed, he did so. He hadn't bothered to make up a separate bed for Ewan
knowing he'd share the double with Toby but he strongly recommended to Ewan
that he didn't tell his parents that he'd slept with Toby. He grinned
knowingly and said "No way" even though he knew they were okay with the gay
issue. Seeing Ewan's naked top he guessed he was completely naked beside
Toby so just smiled as he gave each of them a goodnight kiss.

Once Sam had left them they explored each other's nakedness as they'd done
before but that was all. They also professed their love for each other and
that they were only interested in the male form and not females. From
thereon they treated each other as gay boyfriends but knew they'd get
bullied at school.


Life over the next few months continued smoothly for all concerned. Toby
and Ewan frequently spent nights with each other, some at Ewan's home and
others at Sam and Jacob's. It was very clear they were devoted to each
other and as the weeks passed, Sam was convinced that his little brother
was gay. He often wondered whether it was because he'd been brought up in a
gay environment but in reality he knew you were born gay and could not be
`made gay'. His relationship with Jacob grew stronger and their love for
each never waned. Their sex life also improved tremendously and they tried
all kinds of positions as well as sex toys. On one occasion Toby had seen a
dildo lying on the side table when he came in one morning and picked it
up. He grinned and knew immediately what it was. He'd looked on the net
about gay love and gay sex so was fully aware of went on but so far he and
Ewan hadn't explored their bodies to that extent although they did feel
each other's erections whenever they were in bed together. Both were
certain they were gay but neither had said anything to anyone about it.

Scott had called Sam several times to see if he and Jacob wanted to meet up
at a gay bar but each time Sam said they couldn't having explained he was
his younger brother's guardian. Then one day Scott called again saying he
was going to SBN.

"It's a club and SBN stands for Stark Bollock Naked." He explained that
everyone attending that particular night stripped naked apart from their
trainers and a good time was had by all.

As it happened, Toby was due to spend a night with Ewan that particular day
so having discussed it with Jacob, they agreed to go. The event was held at
The Hoist in Vauxhall so they agreed to meet outside. Sam and Jacob were
excited at the thought of exposing all and being with a lot of other hot
naked guys. Scott also couldn't wait to see these two guys naked and hoped
he might be able to persuade them to go back to his place or he to theirs
afterwards.

When they arrived they found Scott already waiting so after hugs and kisses
they made their way in. Once stripped down to their trainers and Scott had
given the other two guys a good looking over, they made their way into the
main area of the club. Both Sam and Jacob felt their hearts race as they
saw the number of naked guys wandering around. As before the pair of them
seemed to attract a lot of attention and cocks were soon riding high but
that seemed to be the norm so nobody cared. As the night progressed guys
felt each other and generally had a good time. Both Sam and Jacob had
noticed things going on in the toilet area but had their pee and made an
exit not wanting to get involved. Scott again suggested they all go back to
his flat or he to theirs but Sam explained he and Jacob only had sex with
each other so as much as they liked Scott they didn't want to have sex with
him.

"Fair enough; I respect you both for that. In some ways it's a pity more
guys aren't like you two."

"I'm sure you'll eventually find the man of your dreams" Jacob told Scott
as he hugged his naked body up against his.

"Yeah, maybe; perhaps I'm too fussy and looking for the impossible but I
hope we can remain friends because I really like you two guys."

Sam said of course they could and invited Scott round for a meal the
following week. He accepted and became a regular visitor after that and a
good friend. He also got on well with Toby and they went out for long walks
and had good fun together.


7.

Toby's thirteenth birthday was soon upon them and Sam couldn't believe five
years had gone by since that fateful day when he came home and found his
young brother in tears with the letter from their mum saying she'd left
them. Despite the trauma of it all, they'd been good years and of course
he'd met Jacob whom he still loved with all his heart. Sam was now twenty
three and both he and Jacob were still working at the same computer shop
which continued to do well. The person filling the other sales assistant
post had changed twice within that time with Sam having the job of training
them.

He and Jacob had also picked up signs of Toby being down in the dumps on
some days yet when they tried to find out why he said nothing was wrong but
Sam knew something was bothering him. At first they wondered whether Toby
and Ewan had fallen out but Toby said they were fine. Then one day Toby
brought Ewan home after school so when Sam and Jacob arrived home Ewan was
still there. They both had bruises on their face and were on the verge of
crying.

"What the fuck" Sam exclaimed as he went straight to Sam to look at his
injury whilst Jacob did the same to Ewan.

"Who did this to you?" Jacob gently asked having recognised the signs of
bullying. He too had been bullied at school for his perceived sexuality and
guessed the same had happened to the two guys he'd come to love.

After careful questioning both Toby and Ewan admitted they'd been bullied
by a group of schoolboys for some long time now and things had come to a
head that afternoon when they were about to come home. Sam was furious but
said nothing apart from giving his little brother some love and
attention. He and Jacob tended the bruises as best they could but Ewan knew
he'd have to go home and admit to his parents what had happened.

Sam gently questioned them what was causing the bullying and both lads
looked at him not sure what to say. "Is it because they see you as both
being gay?"

Ewan nodded and Sam nodded too. "When did you know you were gay?" Toby
asked Sam.

"About the age you are now" Sam replied as he hugged his brother.

"The same for me" Jacob added and admitted that he too was bullied at
school by other boys.

"Do you both think you're gay?" Sam asked. Both boys nodded and Sam saw
tears in his brother's eyes. "Does that bother you?"

"No, definitely not" Sam replied.

"And you Ewan?"

"No, I don't have a problem with it; in fact I've felt I was gay for a long
time; Toby and I love each other."

Sam smiled wondering whether at that age you really understood love but
seeing how these two guys were together he believed they truly felt love
for each other. "So apart from the bullying what's the problem?"

Sam looked into his brother's eyes before speaking. "The boys who are
bullying us are saying it's because I live with a gay brother and he's made
me gay but that's not true is it?"

"Of course it's not" Jacob intervened, "you're born the way you are and
although you can try and suppress it like I had to for years because of my
homophobic parents, underneath you are what you are."

Sam asked Ewan whether he'd discussed his feelings with his parents and he
said he hadn't because he wasn't sure how they'd react. Sam told him he
knew for certain they'd be happy for him having talked to them about him
being gay and their son sleeping in a gay household. Ewan looked
amazed. He'd never thought of that.

"I think we'd better get you home Ewan and have a talk with them don't you"
Sam smiled. Ewan nodded so kissed his boyfriend goodbye and went off with
Sam leaving Jacob to look after Toby.

When they arrived at Ewan's home his mother was shocked to see her son's
bruised face. Sam said he was fine and what first-aid he'd given. Whilst
Ewan went to his room to change out of his school uniform, Sam explained to
Mr and Mrs Price how their son had received the injury and what had been
going on for some long time.

"I knew we should have raised the issue of him being gay long ago" Mr Price
said, "but we felt it right that he raised it with us when he was
ready. The question is what do we do now?"

Sam said he knew the headmaster at the school very well since he'd been a
pupil there and had met him several times since he'd been Toby's
guardian. He suggested that he and Mr Price have a meeting with the
headmaster and ask what was being done to stop bullying in the school.

"I think we'll find the head will be shocked to hear about this."

Sam said he'd contact the school secretary and set up a meeting with the
head so left them to have a gentle talk with their son about his
sexuality. By the time Sam got home they'd done that and told Ewan they
loved him irrespective of his sexuality. A very relieved Ewan fell into
their arms and cried. Jacob meanwhile had calmed Toby down and got him to
say exactly what had been going on. It seemed there was a group of four
boys who bullied others for no reason at all but having seen Toby and Ewan
always together they automatically assumed they were gay so put the boot
in.

The following day Sam called the school and the secretary said the
headmaster was free after school that day. He contacted Mr Price and agreed
to meet him at the school. The meeting went well and as expected the head
was shocked to hear about the bullying and said he'd most certainly take
appropriate action against the perpetrators. Sam also asked whether
teachers ever discussed sexuality or whether there should be a support
group for pupils who questioned their sexuality or suspected they were
gay. The head said not and asked Sam if he'd be willing to provide a
confidential support service since it was likely there were many other
pupils in Toby and Ewan's situation. Sam said he'd consider the matter and
let the head know.

On their way home, Mr Price thanked Sam for his invaluable support and
encouraged him to take up the head's offer. Sam said he'd discuss it with
Jacob and decide what they could do.


"The joys of being a guardian" Sam chuckled when he and Jacob were in bed
that night.

"Mm, but the guy I love is especially good at it" Jacob giggled as he moved
down the bed and took Sam's cock into his mouth. As usual it was soon hard
as was Jacob's. He grabbed the bottle of lube, smothered his lover's
erection before sitting over it and guiding it into his arse. They'd first
tried this way of having sex some while ago and he loved it since he could
ride Sam's cock and massage his own at the same time. Sometimes he'd lift
his body so that Sam could thrust his body up and down to fuck his arse but
this time he wanted to do all the work because he could see that Sam was
tired.

"Ah fuck" Sam cried out when he felt his climax rising. His cry was louder
than normal and guessed that Toby would hear him but he was past bothering
about that. His lover was pleasuring him and himself. As his voluminous
ejaculation filled Jacob's arse, he watched Jacob's equally large volume of
creamy cum shoot over his chest. When they were both spent, Jacob bent over
and kissed him.

"That was beautiful", Jacob grinned.

"Yeah, it was fucking wonderful; I love you so much."

"And I love you too."


The headmaster at Toby's school came down heavily on the bullies. They were
clearly told if there were any further instances of bullying they'd be
expelled which shut them up. He also held sessions with every class in the
school to discuss bullying and differences whether it be race or
sexuality. In Toby's class two boys giggled when gays were mentioned and
the head came down on them like a ton of bricks. He asked what was so funny
and gave them detention in which they had to write an essay on the
topic. They soon learnt their lesson!

Sam also agreed to run a support service for pupils who were struggling
with their sexuality. To maintain confidentiality he used Skype so the boys
concerned could consult him from the privacy of their own bedroom. It
worked well and Sam was surprised at how many pupils contacted him.

Toby and Ewan became inseparable spending every possible minute with one
another and as soon as they were sixteen they lost their virginity with
each other. Like Sam and Jacob they agreed they'd be monogamous so never
looked for sex with other guys. Sam could see they loved each other very
much. Since neither wanted to go onto university they left school at
seventeen which was the earliest they could do so,. By that time the
computer shop where Sam and Jacob worked had opened another branch a few
streets away. Sam had been made the manager of the new branch and Jacob the
manager of the other one. As it happened both branches were recruiting for
sales staff when the younger lads left school so Jacob hired Toby for his
shop and Sam hired Ewan for his. Since it was clear the two wished to live
together, Sam suggested that Ewan move into their flat. It was tight for
four of them but the two lads were happy to do so and Ewan's parents were
too.

Sam and Jacob were now twenty seven and decided to marry. Derek and Emma
attended the wedding as did Ewan's parents and Scott, who'd remained a good
friend but still hadn't found a love of his own. Jacob invited his parents
but they refused to attend telling him he was disgusting so he never made
contact ever again. Sam also invited his mum and to his surprise she said
she'd love to come. It was the first time they'd met since she'd left them
so it was an emotional meeting, especially for Toby. From thereon they all
kept in regular contact and she told them she was now living in Bournemouth
so they went to visit her every so often.

As a wedding present, Derek had transferred the ownership of the flat that
Sam and Jacob rented into their joint names. Both were filled with emotion
when he told them and kept asking was he sure he wanted to do that. Mike,
his own son had finished college but had left home and moved in with a
group of drug addicts since by that time he was heavily into drugs. Derek
and Emma were distraught but the more they tried to talk to Mike the more
he pushed them away. Derek had planned to give his son a property when he'd
left college but had decided that would never happen so gave one to Sam
instead who he'd always admired.

A year later, Derek and Emma received tragic news; Mike had died from a
drug overdose. Even though the past year or more had been difficult he was
still their son and they were devastated. The shock caused Derek to have a
heart attack and made Emma really ill. As such Sam, Jacob, Toby and Ewan
all rallied round to help them in whatever way they could such as doing
shopping and other odd jobs round the house. They visited Emma everyday at
home and Sam visited Derek everyday whilst he was in hospital. When he was
released they continued visiting the pair of them until they were both well
again. This went on for a good six months and Derek was extremely grateful
for their support.

"I'd like to do something for you guys as a thank you" he told Sam and
Jacob one day.

Sam said there was no need in view of what he'd done for him over the years
but Derek insisted saying he guessed that the four of them must find it
tight in their two bedroom flat so he wanted to sell Toby and Ewan a one
bed flat just a few streets away. He'd let them have it at a very low price
and arrange a small mortgage for them through his company. Sam was overcome
with emotion and when he told Toby and Ewan they were too. They viewed the
flat and loved it. To have their own home at their age was something they'd
never imagined. When all the paperwork was done, Sam and Jacob helped them
move in and purchase what furniture they required. They were both on good
salaries now they were managers so could afford to do so.

When everything was in place they left the two young lovers to settle into
their new home having given Sam and Jacob big hugs and kisses.

"Two guesses what those two will be doing now" Jacob giggled once they'd
got home.

"Probably what we're going to do" Sam laughed. "It's just me and you now so
we can do what we like when we like."

As they kissed they undressed each other and tossed their clothes on the
floor. By the time they were naked, cocks were riding high and ready for
action. Jacob knelt down on the floor and took his lover's cock between his
lips teasing the head and licking down its length. As he did so he fondled
Sam's balls and fingered his arse. When he'd sucked for a while he stood up
and they kissed again. As they did so they slowly made their way to the
bedroom and Jacob led Sam up to the window. He told him to stay there
whilst he grabbed the lube. Having lubricated his own shaft which was
already dripping pre-cum, he told Sam to rest his hands on the window
sill. Sam then felt his lover's hard cock gently penetrate him. Whilst
Jacob fucked, he reached round and massaged Sam's erection.

"Oh fuck" Sam moaned. He so loved the feel of Jacob's cock inside him.

"Yeah, beautiful" Jacob muttered as he slowly thrust in and out. "Just
think, I can fuck you whenever I want from now on."

Sam laughed and looked forward to it. Life was perfect and now he was no
longer the guardian of his little brother he could devote his whole time to
the man he loved.

~~~~~

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