Date: Sun, 31 Oct 2004 23:14:51 -0800 (PST)
From: ladQVX
Subject: My Boy Matt II, Installment 1 of new series, Beginnings

All the usual disclaimers apply. IF this material is
illegal or inapporpriate for you to read in any way,
please stop reading and leave.
These stories are partial works of fiction. Although
the events are totally true, the names of those
involved have been changed to protect their identity.

My first series included stories about my sex life
from the time I moved into my very first apartment to
present time. This series, however, is about missed
opportunity. In these instances, a sexual encounter
between individuals  seemed a sure bet, but due to
some unforeseen circumstances, the total possible
event was never realized. This group of stories is
dedicated to those that share my frustration regarding
lost opportunities.


During the mid to late 80's, I began a sexual
relationship with a friend after several long years of
speculation. Because of our similar objectives and
lack of inhibition, our encounters together are among
some of the most memorable to me.

Pat and I began our relationship sometime between my
8th grade year and my sophmore year in highschool.
Once that floodgate opened, we often found ourselves
engaging in mutual sexual gratification almost every
time we got together. Months passed and slowly but
steadily we began to feel more and more comfortible
with our developing relationship.

Like a lot of relationships, sexual activity; although
fulfilling, can sometimes become repetitious. During
one of our many nights together, we shared with each
other some of the sexual encounters we'd been involved
in. Altough it was cool to get something like this off
your chest, a lot of times it is secretly entended to
find others who might be interested in sharing these
types of experiences with. Pat told me that he had
recently stayed the night at a friends house. During
that evening, Pat told me this friend of his had
exhibited some rather provocative behavior.

He told me that during a rather spirited game of truth
or dare, his friend admitted that although he wasn't
gay, he would love to try having sex with a guy just
to see what it was like. Even before this statement,
Pat was smitted with AJ. AJ posessed some of the most
sought-after traits one can have. He was medium
height, with dark hair and eyes, and had a physique
that most people devote a life-time to achieve. He was
fortunate enough to posess these traits naturally. He
had strong shoulders and chest and had biceps and
forarms that showed off natural definition. He also
boasted a perfect 6-pack that he often showed off when
he placed his hand there. Because of these coveted
traits, Pat was too intimidated by him and was unable
to attempt to seduce him. Apparently that night, AJ
took the ball in his court when he made his bold
statement.

AJ had always been a tease. His conversations among
his friends often included talk about sex,
masturbation and "joking" propositions made to many of
his friends. In fact, when I first met AJ at summer
camp, I remember him asking his entourage if any of
them would be interested in wearing his underwear. Not
the ones in his suitcase, but the ones he had been
wearing at that moment. Although none of his friends
took him up on his offer, inside I was screaming, Me!
ME!!"

I didn't know AJ at that point, but I did know that if
given the opportunity, I would love to be able to
experience his body. Summer camp adjourned that year
and we all went back to our lives. The next spring,
Pat invited me to his birthday party. When I arrived,
I immediately noticed that he had invited AJ. Despite
feeling very glad to see him, I began wondering if Pat
and AJ began hanging out together because Pat had
gotten involved with him much the same way Pat and I
had. I wasn't able to talk to Pat about it right away,
and just enjoyed the opportunity to get to know AJ as
best I could.

Once some of Pat's guests began to leave, he tapped me
on the shoulder and told me that he needed to talk to
me. Once alone, he told me that he and AJ had messed
around when AJ spent the night awhile back. He said
that during their night together, they had been
talking about some of the guys they had messed around
with. During that conversation, Pat told AJ about the
great times we had shared toghether. AJ told him that
he'd remembered me from camp and wondered if I would
be willing to mess around with him as well. Needless
to say, I was all ears.

Once I shared my desire to mess around with he and AJ,
Pat set about the task of getting AJ the permission to
stay over night with us. He launched a campaign to
have his mother call AJ's mom and ask her if it was
alright for AJ to stay over too. She said she would
call for us and did so almost immediately. Once Pat
heard these words, he approached the both of us with
the news that his mom was going to make this thing
happen for Pat since it was his birthday. We
immediately began the planning process for the evening
allthewhile never admitting what we all had hoped
would happen. At this point, to us this was a sure
thing.

The three of us retreated to Pat's basement and set
about the task to prepare the environment. We were all
three very horny and despite never having talked about
what we had intended to do with each other, there
seemed to be a non-verbal understanding that this was
to be our first three-way.

We spent close to on hour bringing pillows and
blankets and various other sleepover gear down to
Pat's basement. Although none of us actually talked
about having sex together, a large portion of our
non-verbal communication suggested that this was going
to happen for us. In fact, with AJ's usual character,
he said, "are we going to have some fun together
tonight, or what?"

During one of our final trips to the garage for
supplies, a set of headlights turned and aimed it's
lights right at us. It was AJ's mom!!!! Instead of
turing off the car and making her way to talk to Pat's
mom, she quickly announced that AJ couldn't sleep over
and that he needed to gather his things because it was
time to go. Reluctantly, AJ went into Pat's house and
retrieved his belonging and took a seat in the car
right next to his mom.

In that last brief moment. Both of us could see the
disappointment in AJ's eyes as his mother began to
back from the driveway. In those last few moments, all
three of us realized that our chances together had
come and gone. As they pulled out of the driveway and
began to leave, Pat's mom told us that AJ was going to
move away. She explained that AJ came over for his
party as a way of having a little fun before he left.
She went on to say that had he known, he wouldn't have
been able to enjoy his party and that was why she kept
it from him.

Although each of us were unique in our own ways, we
did share one common interest: we wanted to get each
other off. I know I was going to grieve over this, and
judging from Pat's reaction, he was pretty pissed too.
But, when AJ cast his one last glance at me; I knew
right then he had hoped to hook up with us as much as
I wanted to. It was at that moment, that I learned
just how much AJ and I shared in common.

Although we never did act on our impulses, I knew he
wanted me just as bad or more than I wanted him.
Although we were never able to consumate our
relationship, I have the confidence today that he enjoyed