Date: Mon, 20 Dec 2004 23:18:55 -0800 (PST)
From: ladQVX
Subject: My Boy Matt II, Installment 5, "Beginnings"

All of the usual disclaimers apply. If it is wrong or
illegal for you to read erotic material containing
consensual sex between two males, then stop reading
now and leave. Otherwise, enjoy!

This is the fifth installment in a series about lost
opportunity. If you have ever been certain that you
were going to hook up with someone new, but something
happens that prevents it, this story is for you.

By this time, I had a pretty long list of guys that I
had fooled around with. However, at this stage in the
game, if there was anyone in my town that would be a
willing fuck buddy, chances are I'd already fooled
around with them. Although my little black book was
beginning to fill with a lot of big red X's, I  began
noticing a number of "new recruits" that began to show
interest in messing around with guys for the first
time. The hard part was waiting for my minions to take
the opportunity to introduce them to me. Thus began a
considerable dry spell for me.

The only potentially available guys either ran in
radically different circles, or had fooled around with
guys at one time and now have seemed to choose a
different path with straight relationships. The
exception to this rule were a couple guys that had
fooled around with my best friend and since he and I
had this sort of unwritten code of ethics, they were
off limits; to a point.

Dirk was one of these people. Now I knew that my best
friend Cory had messed around with Dirk, but Cory
often spoke about how Dirk used to just drive him
nuts! In fact, I got the impression that Dirk was
really not worth the effort. Cory and Dirk were pretty
hot and heavy for quite awhile, but then what seemed
like all at once, they stopped hanging around together
almost completely. It appeared, Cory was pretty happy
to have told Dirk off and was now done with him.

Not being terribly bright, Dirk still came around
despite the fact that Cory and him had stopped messing
around together. By doing this, I think Cory really
wanted Dirk to stop coming around altogether. It was
one of those such days when I rolled up in front of
Cory's house only to find Dirk there. When I got out
of the car, Cory shot me a look that said, "God, I
wish this guy would just leave!"

I joined them on the sidewalk and despite how
irritating Dirk happened to be, he was still kind of
fun to hang out with. I think Cory felt the same way
too. Although he was really mean to Dirk, he wasn't
100% against hanging out with him. After a while of
talking. I announced that I was starting to get cold,
so I told Cory I was going to drive home (over 30
miles away) to change into some warmer clothes. We
talked for a few more minutes trying to decide what we
were going to do once I returned.

None of us really came up with anything to do, so like
many other times, I suggested that we get some alcohol
and just hang out. Dirk seemed pretty happy with that
suggestion and Cory really didn't voice his opinion. I
headed for my new sports car when Dirk piped in, "Hey,
can I ride along with you?" I said he could and then
asked Cory if he wanted to come along as well. He said
he wanted to stick around home and would get in touch
with us once we returned. I had really been wanting to
hang out with Cory, but a little voice inside me just
kept nagging me about Dirk. I was understandably
curious if there ever would be an opportunity to try
to get in Dirk's pants, so my allowing him to tag
alone with me would be the opportunity I needed to get
that ball rolling.

Dirk was an extremely good looking guy. He was about
5'7" or 5'8", probably 115 to 120 pounds, beautiful
complexion, longer wavy brown hair, and pretty cut
despite his smallish frame. The boy had almost no body
fat. Although he was thin, he wasn't so thin that it
made him look lanky. He had muscular arms, and killer
6-pack abs. The only problem for me was the fact that
he was total hillbilly white trash. Most would take
one look at him and lust after him, until he spoke
then the desire to hook up with him would disappear.
Not me, though! In my experience, those were the type
of guys that would do almost anything with you in bed.
In fact, some of the best sex I'd ever had was with
guys that were just about as hillbilly as Dirk was.

We left for my apartment with an opened case of beer
in the back seat. We spent the next 30 miles of
driving, sucking down beers. As time passed, the both
of us started getting pretty loose. As a result, the
topic of sex came up. I was especially surprised when
Dirk revealed to me that he and Cory had been messing
around together. As a countermeasure, I acted
surprised because Cory didn't want to get caught
sharing secrets such as these after he'd promised to
uphold them. Dirk went on to tell me that he
considered himself bi-sexual. He said he had known
that I was gay for quite some time and he rather
sheepishly told me that he had aways wondered what it
would be like to fool around with me. Talk about a
double whammy!

What a pleasant surprise for me. I was so flattered by
this because I had never had anyone try to seduce me.
>From the beginning, I had always been the one that
initiated things and frankly, I was getting a little
tired of it.

We arrived at my apartment with the partial case of
beer tucked under my arm. At this point, I made a
promise to myself that I was not going to violate my
agreement with Cory. I think Cory felt that any guy he
had messed around with today, and in the past; was off
limits. I tried very hard to uphold this agreement.
But, as the beer continued to flow, I found myself
less and less able to resist the temptation. Dirk
followed me into the bedroom and stood talking to me
while I was changing. I thought this was it. I thought
he had followed me into the bedroom to check me out. I
was right!

As I continued changing, Dirk began to be more and
more direct with his intentions with me. Instead of
the usual metaphors used to discuss touchy sexual
conversations, he was blatantly telling me that I had
a nice body and he was looking forward to experience
sex with me. Once that was said, my desire to uphold
my agreement with Cory began to strengthen. I told
Dirk that I would love to take him up on the offer,
but I had agreed with Cory that I would just go home
long enough to change. If I had allowed myself to
become involved with Dirk at that moment, there was
little chance that we would make it back to Cory's
house if we had decided to get it on. And so, with
regret beginning to form in my thoughts, I turned down
that current offer and suggested we get on the road
back to Cory's.

We were still nursing the beers as we made our trip
back to Cory's. Once we arrived, it was probably
pretty obvious that Dirk and I were starting to get
pretty drunk. Cory came to the door after a rather
spirited knock. It didn't take me long to notice that
he was not in a very good mood. I wasn't certain why,
so I went ahead and invited him to come with us. He
rudely told us he wasn't interested and closed the
door behind him. I think I was a little shocked by
this at first, but the more I thought about Dirk and I
messing around, the less I cared that Cory was going
to pout. A little disgusted, Dirk and I returned to my
car and set out to find something else to do. While we
were driving around town, Dirk suggested that we could
go get some more beer then go to his house to hang
out. He threw in that he wanted to do this because he
claimed to be concerned for me. He didn't want to see
me get busted for drinking and driving.

We began our moderate drive to his house. Along the
way, he became more and more assertive about what he
wanted to do with me. He added that his girlfriend was
not going to be home and if the beers kept going down
as good as they were, he just may start getting more
and more curious about messing around with me. He also
added that although he had been messing around with a
couple guys in the past, it wasn't until he had sex
with his girlfriends little brother that he sucked a
dick and swallowed cum for the first time. Despite
being very buzzed, I was starting to get really
excited.

We sat down in the living room and talked some more as
we started going through some more of the beer we
brought with us. In those few short minutes we sat and
talked, I think both of us were trying to build up the
nerve to fool around. Just as we both stood to go to
his bedroom, we heard some commotion on the porch and
low and behold, his girlfriend stepped through the
door. I felt my heart sink! They talked back and forth
for a few minutes and allthewhile, I was sitting there
trying to come up with some way we could still make
this night happen for us.

His girlfriend excused herself and went to the
bedroom. Once the door closed, I leaned over and in a
whisper, suggested we could still go back to my
apartment and pick up where we left off. He
disappeared into their bedroom and after just a few
minutes, he returned with a look on his face that told
me this thing weren't going to happen. He told me his
girlfriend was a little miffed that he had brought
someone home with him for the purpose of just getting
drunk. With a measure of regret in his voice, he
politely asked me if I would go. I could tell he
didn't want me to go. He said he still wanted to mess
around with me, but it was just going to have to wait
for another time. Unfortunately, never again would
there be this type of opportunity for us again.

A short while later, Cory and I had a pretty bad
falling out and from that time forward, we stopped
hanging around altogether. I think I was most affected
by this. After a couple weeks, I got over being angry
at him and when I thought we would be able to sit down
and discuss our friendship rationally, I was
disappointed to learn the he wasn't interested.

About a year later, I was living in Florida. I got a
call from a mutual friend of mine and Cory's who told
me he was on his way to visit me. Jason moved in with
me and because I was still interested in reconciling
with Cory, I asked Jason to help me understand why
Cory didn't want to fix this. Knowing full well that
Jason was going to know Cory's side to the story, I
thought it would be only fair that he listen to my
side of the story. Once I finished, I asked him if
anything I said rung any bells with him. Cryptically,
he gave me a kind of generic explanation. This
information allowed me to eliminate a number of
possibilities.

Then, as if a light bulb turned on above my head, I
asked him about the whole Dirk story. He told me he
had heard the story about Dirk through Cory. He
mentioned the whole unwritten rule issue as one key
thing that might be bothering Cory. I was a little
puzzled by this. Was I to believe that Cory was angry
at me because Dirk and I had talked about hooking up?
I told Jason that nothing happened!! Then it dawned on
me. Why would Cory be this mad over something like
this? How could he be that mad at me all because he
assumed something had happened between Dirk and I.

Then Jason told me. Apparently, Dirk went to Cory that
next day and told him that he and I had messed around
the night before. Why would he do this ? He did this
to make Cory jealous! It all started to make perfect
sense to me. Dirk did this to him to get even with him
for treating him so poorly. He apparently told Cory
all of this as a means of getting even with him for
all of the evil things Cory had said and done to him.
To this day, Cory still believes that something
happened that night. Although I wish there would still
be a way to patch things up with him. But, if someone
is willing to ruin a relationship over an assumption,
then I guess I'm not interested in being friends with
him either. Sorry about your luck, Cory!