Date: Mon, 14 Feb 2000 13:48:11 -0800
From: Clark Smith <grezbear@yahoo.com>
Subject: In the Square

				In the Square!

by Clark Smith.
Feb 4, 2000
E-mail: grezbear@yahoo.com


I went to the Springfield City Square after a friend of mine said that I
should get out of the house, I had not went out for months after Rick died,
accept to go to work and then back home. Rick was my sole mate, Loosing him
had left me with only 1/2 a sole and almost no will to go on. My friend
came over one night and said that if I did not go out for some air that I
would die here and he was not going to let that happen. I said o-Kay and
went up to the square were I hope not to see any one. There was a big water
fountain in the center. I use to come here a lot and just think. I was
there for almost two hours, happy that no one was there and I could just
cry, I cried a lot after Rick died. Any way, I was setting there and up
drove this big pickup truck with tented windows; it was dark and I could
not see who was in side. He asked if I was O-Kay and I said yes that I just
needed to be alone, he said O-Kay in somewhat of a worried tone in his
voice and drove away. I was setting there wondering what business it was of
his why I was upset and he pulled up again along side the fountain, parked,
and came over and set down beside me, I said look, I'm not looking for any
body just yet so just leave ok. He said my name is Steve, then he asked me
what happened to make me so upset at the world, after a wile of trying to
get him to leave me alone with no success, I told him about Rick and the
how he died and the state he death had left me in, for a moment I thought I
saw tears come out of his eyes.
    He said, I thank you really need some one to talk to but not here, why
don't you come over to my place, we'll have a drank you can unload all that
hurt on me. Come on, we all need some one to talk to some times. I thought
to my self, What and pick up line that was, I went because I did need some
one to talk to, and besides; it's a lot hard to cry in front of a stranger
so I got in his truck and we went to his house. It seemed like he drove for
an hour before we reached his home. Steve owned his home; it was in the
middle of the woods and had little light, you know, like Friday the 13th
but in real life. I told him I did not think this was a good idea, he said
don't worried, ant nothing going to get you. It didn't make me feel any
better but I went inside any way.
   The inside of his house was 100% nicer than what it looked from the
outside, who knew. You could call it a 2 story but really it had a loft
were the bedroom was, no walls just rails to close it in. The living room
was big, as was the kitchen were he tuck me to make drinks. What will you
have he asked, with a full bar to work on. Long Island ice tea if you know
how to make it. No problem he said, and he went to work, it looked as if he
did this for a living, bartending that is, never spelt a drop.
    He handed me the drink and said, how is it, I tasted it and it was a
dam good Island tea witch at the time was all I ever drank. We went to the
sofa in the living and set, there was a big screen TV in the corner of the
room. Steve was watching the three stooges; I could not believe it, a man
with good taste is watching the stooges. "It was great". We set there with
are drinks talking about Rick and the life he and I had together, you know,
the more I talk about him the better I feel, all I see is the good times we
had, witch was an every day thing, Rick and I never had a fight or a
disagreement. Steve and I set there for most of the night just talking and
when I felt good I started to look him over a bit, Steve was a nice looking
man, sandy red hair, beard, brown eyes and stocky belt, I would say around
250 or so. He asked me if I would like to spend the night with him, I knew
it was coming but I did not have an answer right away. Steve was the first
man I had even talked to since Rick died and I had to force my self to do
that. I said to Steve, I will stay but I could not sleep with him just yet,
he said that ok, I know what it must be like after hearing you talk about
him, if there were more people that cared that deeply for each other this
world would be a much better place to live.
   Steve went to the bedroom and got a blanket and a pillow for me and he
went to bed. When I woke up the next day he was setting by me watching me
sleep, Rick used to do that I said and it was nice to wake up and not be
alone. I reach over and kissed him on the check and his eyes got big. I'm
still not ready for the bed yet, that may take a little longer but I would
like to see you again if you want to. Steve said that he would like that
very much. He tuck me back to town that morning and we had breakfast
together witch was great. I found that Steve and I had a lot in common,
likes and dislikes as well.
    After breakfast Steve tuck me home and I went to work for the first
time in a great mood, the first thing my friend asked me is if I got laid,
"NO" but I did make a good friend and we will be seeing each other again
tonight after work. We are going to his place for a drank and dinner, Steve
is a good cook, so he said, I will let you know tomorrow.

    After work that day I went home and got ready for Steve to pick me
up. This is the frist date I have been on sence Rick died so long ago and
still did not know if I was up to it. Steve came like a gentilmen to the
door and even had a flower for me, it was great. I told him not to expect
much, just let the night fall in place if that is the way it would and he
said that was ok by him. I had told him about Rick and myself and he
understud the way I felt so it was ok. We got in his car and drove around
for a wile just looking at the town at night with all the lights. I had not
just looked at them before, they were very preaty and peacefull to look
at. We went on to Steves house from there, it was a nice drive even thow he
lived so far out of town, I liked the farm type setting becouse I was
raised on a farm I guess. Steve opend the door for me and helped me to the
house in the dark.I could smell dinner but was not shor what is was, I walk
in to a table with candels on the table, he did know how to set a table for
dinner, this was a fact. He pord me a glass of white wine so I tought he
may have made some kind of fish. I set down and Steve went into the kitchen
and came out with a big silver dish that was coverd, set it on the table
and tuck the cover off. He had made Shark for dinner with water crest and
rich with a lemon souce. He was a good cook, not many people know how to
fix shark this way.

    After dinner we went to the liveing room with our wine and Steve put in
a action tape and turned on the TV, we set there for a wile and I was a
little sour in my back. I laid down on Steves lap and he started to rub my
shoulders with out me saying a word. After a bit I looked up at him and ask
if he would like to go to bed, hes eyes grow big but with a soft voice siad
only if that is what I wanted to do,OK then, lets go. We went to the
bedroom and I started to remove Steves shirt and paints as did he do the
same for me and we laid down on the bed. I was on top of his rubbing his
arms and chest, he was some what hairy but not to the point of being a real
bear type but nice, he had a little beer belly with fuz that coverd it. his
Dick was uncut and about 7 inches with ball that hung half way down his
leg. I played with his dick till it was hard and then I tuck it in my mouth
and his eyes rolled back and he grabed the sheets with his hands and
clenched them in a fist and moned so loud it ecoed in the house. Steve
reached down and grabed me by the head and pulled me up and roled me over
on my back and went wild with his toung. He had one of the bigest toungs I
had ever seen and he knew how to use it. It stuck out about 4 inches and
about 3 inches wide, I could not whight to feel that toung on my dick. I
was getting a bath first witch was getting me hot, I mean so hot I was
moneing and sweeting like a pig in heat. He started to wash my dick and
balls and then pushed my leggs up in the air and went to washing my ass
with that toung. he would move up and down and then slide it in my ass. Now
I was the one that was grabing the sheets and moneing, OOOO Godddaaamm dont
stop baby, he had all of the great toung up my ass at this point and
fucking my ass with it, I was going crazy. Steve pulled out and went back
on my dick and balls with the toung of his to the point I was ready to
pop. He came off and moved up to my face with a kiss then roled over in the
69 spot and we went at the same time. OOO God, I'm gona cum he said, so am
I I siad to him and with that we both went into a frinzy on the bed,
OOOOOOO Godddddam I cummmmmming, auuuuuu.and we both unloaded at the same
time, I held his waist in my arms as di he hold mine in his arms, shooting
load after sweet load in each others mouth shakeing so hard that the bed
almost fail, one end did come off the frame. We just laid there with each
others dick in our mouths sucking them dry. Steve rolled back up to meet me
face to face then laid back down and kissing, we held each other all night
sleeping side by side in the nude and dripping all over the bed.

   We woke up the next day and Steve made breakfast for us, eggs bacon
bisquits and gravy. He asked if I would like to make this a more permanet
thang. I said ok, I could come over three or four time a week if he
wanted. Steve siad no that is not what he ment, I want you to live with
me!! AAAAAA, IIIII,wellllll. OK, we can try it for a wile to see if it
sutes you, OK Steve? He said ok, so I moved in that day, and we were
togather for 5 years. One night we had a dinner party for a bunch of
friends and we, Steve and I ended up with some one new, we are still best
of friends, he is still with mark and I am with Jim. And we are both
happy. If it were not for Steve I would still be drowning in my own self
pity and might have even been dead by now if not for him. Rick was a great
part of my life, but life does go on and you have to go with it, if not you
might miss that next great person in your life. Live long, love ofton and
drop me a line to let me know what you think of my life, or just to say hi.