Date: Tue, 12 Jul 2016 00:00:58 -0400 From: Ronnie Subject: Not what I thought escape meant Chapter 80 Copyright to this story remain strictly that of the author. No other publication or use of this story is allowed with the consent of the author. This story contains male on male sexual content both implied and explicit. If this offends you please do not continue. All characters and implied situations are strictly those of the author and are not based on any real life events or characters. If you are under 18 years of age please exit this story now. I welcome all responses to my stories. Please make sure that you list the name of the story in the email line. If your email is to alert me of misspelled words or improper punctuation or grammar save your time because it will be deleted. I hope you enjoy my vivid imagination. Please let me know what you think at lakesinclairsstories @ gmail.com and don't forget to donate to Nifty as they do an amazing job. "Not what I thought Escape meant." Chapter 80 Zeb woke just as the sun began to rise. Trying desperately to remember what had happened the evening before. His body was sore but once he was able to gain his senses he could feel a hairy chest pressed against his back and a large hairy arm draped around his chest. He could feel warm breath on his neck. Shocked awake he lay there enjoying the feeling of Joe spooned against his back and Joe's morning wood nestled between his ass cheeks. Neither his ass or jaw were sore so he knew that he had not made a total fool of himself the night before but still wondered how he ended up in the bed with Joe. Zeb began to stress again when his body took over and began to doze again. Joe woke shortly after Zeb dozed back off. As he woke he realized that he was lightly tracing Zeb's chest and nipples with his finger. He caught his breath as he realized that he had flexed his hard cock in between Zeb's ass cheeks without realizing what he was doing. "Oh shit. I hope he didn't feel that." Joe thought to himself. Joe breathed deep taking in the scent of soap, sweat and shampoo. The only smell that had ever given him comfort this way was the smell of the freshly bathed twins. This was not a sexual feeling but a feeling of comfort and belonging. "Damn Joe. Get your head on straight. All the women you have been with smell like cheap perfume. This man smells ...... well he smells ..... Hell it's intoxicating. I don't know what he smells like." Joe thought. Joe closed his eyes and began to soak in the feeling of Zeb's soft skin against his chest and at his finger tips. "Careful Joe. Be very careful." He thought to himself. "What type past could this man have to have affected him this way. I swear if anyone tried to hurt him again they will be taking their last breath." Joe thought. About an hour later Zeb began to stir. As he began to stretch he could feel Joe had not loosened his grip. "Morning buddy. You feel better ?" Joe whispered. Zeb's body went stiff. "No you didn't do this. I was not letting you sleep alone." Joe whispered rubbing his hand down Zeb's chest, across his stomach and letting it rest on Zeb's hip and ass cheek. "Damn his skin is like silk." Joe thought and before he realized it he flexed his morning wood again that was trapped between Zeb's ass cheeks. "Got to pee." Zeb said and quickly moved out of the bed and headed for the bathroom. Joe lay back on his back and watch Zeb's muscled smooth ass bounce as he walked across the bedroom. "Damn to be so muscled and tight but to feel like fucking silk. How does he do it ?" Joe thought. Zeb returned to the bedroom and walked around looking for his clothes. "What are you doing ?" Joe asked. "Getting dressed. I will get out of here and you can go back to sleep." Zeb said still looking for his clothes. "They are not in here and besides you don't need to leave. Lay back down here." Joe said. "Suns coming up." Zeb said. "Sure is and it's Sunday. We have no place to be and no one to see unless you have other plans." Joe said. Zeb looked at the floor trying not to look at Joe's naked body sprawled out on the bed in front of him. "Nope no plans." Zeb said. Joe patted the bed beside him. Zeb sat on the side of the bed refusing to look at Joe. He was so scared if he did he would spring a boner and then have to explain that. "Hold on. Don't go anywhere." Joe said jumping from the bed. Zeb was still setting there when Joe returned. He also went and relieved himself of a full bladder and also went to the kitchen and got two large glasses of orange juice. Joe lay back down and stretched out on top of the sheets still naked. Patting the bed beside him. "Get comfortable." Joe said. Zeb lay down on his back and became stiff as a board. "I am sorry about yesterday and last night. I hope you can forgive me." Zeb said and swallowed hard. Joe turned to his side to face Zeb. Zeb swallowed deep as Joe's flaccid cock landed on his hip. "You have no reason to be sorry. I want to understand what happened but I am not going to push." Joe said. At this point Joe had his elbow in the mattress and his head propped on his hand so that he was looking down a little at Zeb. Zeb's eyes began to glisten. Joe looked down at the naked man beside him and could see exactly what they meant about him being so much like Max. This had to be one of the strongest, yet most tender man he had ever met. "No, no, no.... " Joe said laying back down and pulling Zeb to his chest. "Please don't cry. " Joe said. With Joe's strength he had very little option but to follow Joe's lead. Zeb now lay with his head and one hand on Joe's chest. His hips were pulled tight with his soft cock now laying on Joe's hip almost touching Joe's. "Shhh... shh... there is no reason to cry. No one and I swear, no one will ever hurt you again." Joe said and without realizing it leaned down and kissed Zeb on top of the head. Zeb's shoulder seemed buried in Joe's armpit. As they lay there quietly Joe seemed to come out of his trance as Zeb shivered. Not realizing it Joe had been tracing his fingers up and down Zeb's back very lightly and found a ticklish spot. "Sorry about that." Joe laughed. Zeb didn't comment he just moved his hand across Joe's chest so that he had one of Joe's hardened nipples trapped between his fingers. "I appreciate what you said Joe but please don't make any promises you can't keep." Zeb said. "Do I scare you ?" Joe asked. "To be honest. You scare the hell out of me." Zeb said. "Why ? I don't mean too." Joe said. "It's hard to explain." Zeb said. "I have all day. Like I said. Nowhere to go so no reason to get out of bed." Joe said and pulled Zeb even tighter. Joe laughed to himself as Zeb swallowed deep. Holding Zeb that close Zeb's cock had slid and was touching Joe's. Joe realized it too and realized how erotic the whole thing was. After a long period of silence Zeb took a deep breath. "What do you want to know ?" Zeb asked. "I want to know everything. If you are willing start from the beginning. The main thing I want to know is why I scare you." Joe said. "That will be hard to explain but I guess you will have to know from the beginning. I hope I don't put you to sleep." Zeb said. "I am wide awake buddy. " Joe said. "Under one condition. " Zeb said. "Yes Max." Joe laughed. "Max ?" Zeb asked. "Max has those conditions too but it's all cool. What condition ?" Joe asked. "When I tell you my story you have to tell me yours." Zeb said. "Deal but mine will definitely put you to sleep." Joe said. "I doubt that." Zeb said. Zeb did not understand why but the warmth from Joe's chest made him relax and feel like he needed this man to fully understand him. He needed to tell this man things he had never told another human being. Zeb began with his childhood. It was a brutal childhood but not unheard of for that time. Most children growing up in the 50's and 60's either lived through it or knew many children that did. Farm and ranch families were generally large families. The more children the more free labor. Zeb explained that he knew in his own way that his father loved him but more often than not it was at the end of an old leather bridle strap from a horse harness. Zeb had seven brothers and two sisters. For many years he felt like his father's entertainment was lining them up every night and beating them with the strap. It could be for something as simple as only picking five rows of peas that day and he thought he should have picked six. He recalled the time that he finally realized that his father did it for sport because he had carried a water to his father in the field. He had carried a bucket with a ladle in it. His father had drank three ladles of water and returned it tot he bucket without a word. That night his father beat him even harder stating that when he asked for water he expected a full bucket and not a half bucket. Zeb said that he reminded his father that there was more than enough water left over after he finished. This seemed to enrage his father and he beat him harder. Zeb said his father threatened to beat him if he went to his own high school graduation. He wanted him to clean stalls. Zeb said that he left and walked to graduation and never went back. Joe pulled him a little tighter and began rubbing his back with a full palm this time. "Your folks still alive ?" Joe asked. "I ran across one of my sisters about ten years ago. She said that two of my brothers had died. Maw died about five years after I left. Paw was in a nursing home the last she heard and she had no clue where the rest had scattered too." Zeb said. Zeb lay there for a minute and without thinking he began to move his hand around on Joe's hairy chest. Zeb continued his story starting with a group that he found that helped him get into and go through college. Joe was surprised to find out that Zeb had a bachelor of arts degree in agriculture management. Zeb told about his college sweetheart and how he worked two jobs that last two years of his degree so that he could pay for his boyfriends tuition. He found out the week before graduation that his boyfriend's family had been sending the money all those years for tuition but he let Zeb pay it so he could save his money and have a very nice nest egg to start his life. Without Zeb. There were a couple of other men that he had dated over the years buy never gotten really serious about. They had all wanted something from him besides just sex and he had learned too late that it was not his love and affection. Zeb stopped for another moment before he told of his last boyfriend. Zeb's body trembled a little but Joe pulled him even tighter. Zeb told the story of his last boyfriend. Zeb had been the manager for a wholesale grain distributor. His last boyfriend was one of the vendors. They dated for six months before they moved in together. Zeb had bought a house fo them to live in. They lived together for almost four years. One afternoon Zeb's world blew up in his face. "I walked in that night and he was home early. I walked over and put my arms around him and kissed him on the neck. He turned around and clocked me in the right eye. He informed me that he had gotten a new job that day with a new company and did not need me for commission anymore. He began to hit me and kick me saying that he blamed me for him being gay for the past five years. It got to the point that I could not get up from the floor. Every few minutes he would come through again and either hit or kick me some more. I was still in the kitchen floor when he left for his new job the next morning. I was able to get to my vehicle and drive to the hospital. I was in the hospital for eight days. My boss came while I was in there and said that my boyfriend had filed a sexual harassment complaint against me with the corporation as a vendor. They did not give me a chance to explain but just fired me on the spot. When I was released from the hospital the my ex had brought all my clothes and some personal items and put them in the back of my truck in the hospital parking lot. There were a few things left that either rain or thieves didn't take. There was a note. He said that if I ever came back to the house or contacted him that he would have me arrested. After my boss fired me I found an ad for Durk's ranch. I thought if I applied that it would be a couple of weeks before I got a reply and I could heal. They wanted me there the next day. I was afraid when I showed up looking like I did that they would resend the offer. They took me in and even hired a nurse to come and check me. That was eight years ago. B tried to get me to date but I was just not interested." Zeb said. "You haven't been on a date in eight years ?" Joe asked. "No and that in itself is an issue. When someone hears that they automatically think there is something wrong with you." Zeb said. "I don't think that." Joe said. "Well you didn't ask me out on a date either." Zeb laughed. Joe was still holding Zeb tight. "Your turn." Zeb said. "Mine is quite simple I guess." Joe said. Joe told of his childhood. He, Mary and Carl got along just like all siblings. Joe told a different story of his parents. He only remembered one time that his father ever took a belt to him. Their father's voice was enough to scare them into submission. They ate dinner together every night and had what he had always felt was a normal childhood. Only in the past few years had he realized that he had a blessed childhood. Joe revealed that he could not recall his parents ever raising their voices at each other and never remembered an argument. Joe then told about his first marriage and even though they never argued it was like an ice box in the house. He then told of his second wife. "She was a true bitch" Joe said. He said that after the honeymoon that he knew something was up if she opened her legs. Either she wanted a new car or had over extended the credit cards. "The last one tried her best to ruin my relationship with my family. They saw right through her." Joe said still rubbing Zeb's back. "I'm glad she didn't." Zeb said. "Me too buddy. She was cruel to Carl and Max." Joe said. Zeb realized that he had been running his hand up and down Joe's side. Once he realized he stopped his arm and closed his hand like he was making a fist. "I am so sorry for what you went through." Zeb said. "You are sorry ? After all that you have gone through in your life. I lay here and tell you mine was more or less a walk in the park but you are sorry." Joe said. "I have never had anything different than what I lived through. My life was not good and got worse. Mine was horrid and then got better. I didn't miss love. I never had it." Zeb said. "That's so sad." Joe said. "Not really. My life has given me a strong backbone. I have also never known what love meant so I don't lay awake at night missing something I have never had." Zeb said. "Don't you want someone to truly love you as much as you love them ?" Joe said. "I use too. I finally realized that does not exist." Zeb said. "Please don't say that." Joe said. "Don't feel sorry for me. You can't mourn what you never had. Besides I learned a long time ago that all I have in this life is me and I am fine with that. God put some of us on this earth that are un loveable. I can live with that." Zeb said. "Everyone is loveable baby." Joe said. "BABY." Zeb thought as all the alarms went off in his head. Zeb pushed away from Joe and rolled to his side. "What's wrong ? Please be honest with me and tell me why I scare you. " Joe said. "I can't. I don't want to loose you as a friend." Zeb said and moved his body further away. Joe turned quickly and pulled Zeb into him in a spooning position Joe used his knees to loosen Zeb's lower legs. Pulling Zeb tight to his chest. "Tell me please. I promise it will not make a difference." Joe said. "You can't promise that." Zeb said. "Yes I can. Now please tell me." Joe said. "Your straight. You won't understand." Zeb said. "Straight is just a label. I am a human. Let me decide if I understand." Joe said as he leaned over and lightly kissed Zeb on the neck. "You scare me Joe because I fell in love with you the first day we met. I could see the love and caring just pouring out of you and I made my mind up that I would have to be happy if I could just get a little of that as a friend." Zeb said and began to sob. "Is that what scares you ?" Joe said. "Once again I have fallen in love with someone that can't love me back." Zeb said. "Who says I can't love you back ?" Joe said. "You can as a friend but not the way that I love you." Zeb said. Joe held Zeb even tighter. After a couple of minutes Zeb knew that he had said too much and tried to pull away. "Please let me go. I will go back to Durk and B. I knew I should have stayed quiet." Zeb said. Zeb was strong but no match for Joe. Joe rolled to his back and pulled Zeb with him. As if Zeb were a rag doll Joe turned Zeb over so that he was laying on top of him. Zeb cowered as if he was expecting to get hit. Joe finally finished his maneuvers and took one hand and placed it under Zeb's chin and lifted his head. Zeb's heart froze as he looked into Joe's eyes. Tears had not fallen down Joe's cheeks but his eyes were full. Zeb moved quickly and placed his hands on each side of Joe's face. "Oh no please. I didn't mean to upset you." Zeb said. Joe put his hand up behind Zeb's head and pulled his head down so that their lips touched. Joe's breathing was erratic as their lips touched but a couple of seconds later his lips relaxed just as his breathing did. "I am so sorry." Zeb said as he lifted his head. "Never ... ever say you are sorry to me for saying you love me. This is all new to me. When I see you I don't see man nor woman. I see someone that loves me unconditionally. I have never had that. The man on man thing is new for me. I have dealt with gay men most of my life. Hell my brother is gay. I don't know what to say. All I want to say is give me a chance. Don't give up on me. When I touch you I feel something I have never felt before but I don't know what's happening. I scare you ? Zeb you have to realize that you more than scare the HELL out of me." Joe said. "Why ? I am a simple man." Zeb asked looking into Joe's eyes. "When you look at me I can feel all the love you have to offer. When we touch I feel volts shooting through me. I am so scared I will fuck "us" up I don't know what to do." Joe said. "Just be yourself. That's what I fell in love with." Zeb said and smiled. "You really do love me don't you ? You are not just saying this ?" Joe asked. "Joe I am an old man. I am too old to say anything I don't mean. If I had not felt it I would have just kept my trap shut." Zeb said. "Alright Max." Joe said and smiled. "Max again ?" Zeb said. "Yeah Max. Max knows exactly what to say. Just like you." Joe said. "Well let's hope that Max means every word he says." Zeb laughed. "You have no clue just how much he means it." Joe laughed. "My kind of man." Zeb laughed. "Oh so Max is your type ?" Joe laughed. "Well no. He and I would fight for position." Zeb said. "Position ?" Joe asked. "Well from what I have seen Max is a total bottom. I am too. Not interested in putting my little member anywhere so we would have a stand off." Zeb laughed. Joe took one hand and ran it up across Zeb's forehead and pushed the short hair back as his hand headed towards Zeb's neck. Zeb closed his eyes to rest his mind only to be surprised with Joe's lips touching his again. This time the kiss was more intense. It did not take long for their tongues to begin to battle. Joe had one arm around the back of Zeb's neck and the other splayed across Zeb's ass cheeks. Lightly squeezing as they kissed the surprise was that Joe was the one moaning from squeezing Zeb's ass cheeks and not Zeb moaning from his being squeezed. Zeb finally lay his head on Joe's chest. Joe was amazed. With each breath that Zeb seemed to take he was sure that as he exhaled that he could feel a full lifetime of stress and tension leaving Zeb. "This can't be wrong. It feels too damn right." Joe thought to himself. A couple of minutes later Joe realized it had to be right. He was not sure about Zeb but with every exhale Joe seemed to feel Zeb's body relax even more and seem to melt and mold to his. "Please be patient with me Zeb. This will take some adjustments." Joe whispered. "I have the rest of my life buddy and if you realize you don't really care for me as long as we remain friends I can live with that too." Zeb said. Before Joe realized it Joe had opened his mouth. "Oh baby you don't have to worry about that. I will never hurt and will kill anyone that tries too." Joe said. "Shit. There went that baby again." Zeb thought. "You scare the hell out of me." Joe said and leaned up for another kiss. "Bring that sexy ass over here and set with me." Carl said. "Just a minute. Let me finish putting this in the oven so it can slow cook for supper." Max said. "To hell with that. I see the snack I want right now." Carl said. " I think you can wait a few more minutes." Max laughed. "Oh so that's how it is. The honeymoon is over before we ever go on it huh ?" Carl said. "Oh so you are pulling out the deprived husband card then." Max laughed. "Yes. It's been at least two hours since I made a deposit. I am feeling neglected and unwanted." Carl said. "You poor thing." Max laughed. "How do you think Zeb is this morning ?" Carl asked. " I started to call this morning and ask but I figured I would wait until after lunch." Max said. "Care if I invite them to dinner ?" Carl asked. "Not at all. Just wait until after lunch to call. If it was a rough night they may both still be asleep. " Max said. "That or fucking like rabbits." Carl laughed. "Now that would be a surprise." Max laughed. "We Rexlan men are just full of surprises." Carl said getting off the couch and slowly walking towards Max lightly stroking his rising cock. "No surprise honey. Horny all the time maybe." Max laughed. "OH so now you complain." Carl said grinning. "No baby. No complaints here." Max laughed. Ross and Landon had gotten out early. They were so glad to be off the road they wanted to spend the day just doing as they pleased. They started out with breakfast at Flo's. Ross was use to the fuss Flo made over them but Landon was still trying to get use to it. "It looks like we went grocery shopping with all of these carry outs." Landon said as he put the containers in the truck. "I know. There are club sandwiches for lunch and I have no idea what all is in those heavy containers for supper." Ross said putting the same amount in his side of the truck. "What did all of this cost us ?" Landon said. "Not sure. I tried to pay her but she said she would mail me a bill." Ross said shrugging his shoulders. "I guess we need to get this home and in the refrigerator. I do want to stop by and see where they put the house again." Landon said. "Me too. I have been dying to go back. We just got a quick glance yesterday." Ross said. The truck rocked from side to side as they drove up towards the house. "This driveway definitely has to be fixed." Landon laughed. "Maybe. I was thinking if we kept it this way that I could keep you barefoot and naked and not get interrupted." Ross said squeezing Landon's hand. "Well mister you are sadly mistaken if you think I will be the only naked one." Landon laughed. The diesel engine started to rumble instead of groan as the truck came to a stop at the side of the house. "I'm going to leave the truck running and the air conditioner on for this food." Ross said. Entering the door they were able to see better where the wall had been removed to open up the area. Landon walked over to the kitchen window and looked out. "Babe look at this." Landon said. Ross walked up beside him and watched as some low dark clouds moved across covering the tops of the mountains. Ross walked away and walked down the hall to the master bedroom. "BABE.... THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING." Ross shouted. Landon walked into the bedroom and there was a huge opening where the back wall use to be. This opening would house the expansion of the bedroom into a larger space with a new bathroom and also a screened porch with a hot tub. "Wooooww." Landon said watching the same clouds move across but at a different angel. "Babe I plan a lifetime of fucking like rabbits in this room." Landon said. "Can you imagine how hot sex will be when we have that view too ?" Landon said. "Well babe I am a little hungry now. I think we need to find out." Ross said running out of the bedroom. "Where is he headed ?" Landon thought. Landon ran back into the room with a duffle bag in his hand. On the way out or back he seemed to have lost his shirt and with one hand he held the duffle and the other frantically tried to rid himself of his shorts. "I wish you could see yourself." Landon laughed. Ross stopped his fumbling and walked towards Landon who was still standing in the opening. Opening the duffle, Ross pulled out a blanket. "Babe I wanted to wait until we moved in to mark this room and every other room as special occasions. " Landon said. "Baby I want to mark every new nail and every new brick as a special occasion." Ross said as he walked up and wrapped his arms around Landon. Landon just smiled and leaned up to kiss Ross as he felt Ross' hands slip into his shorts and push them to the floor. "So I guess you aren't going to wait." Landon whispered. "I have been baby. I have been waiting since about seven thirty this morning." Ross whispered. "We were having sex at seven thirty this morning. " Landon laughed. "Well eight o clock then Stitch." Ross said and leaned over and kissed Landon. "FFFFFFffffffuuuuuuuuuuucccccccc......" Mitch shouted as his body shook and his cock flexed inside Artie. Artie himself was trying to catch his breath after shooting his load all over the front of the kitchen cabinets in the pool house. Artie had snuck out of bed to prepare breakfast for his lover but was caught off guard during cooking and thanks to a bottle of olive oil on the counter he was basking in his orgasmic glow. The dark marble counter top was cold to his chest as the rest of his body seemed to be an inferno. Mitch leaned forward and lay his chest against Mitch's back. "Fuck baby. Every time I think I had the best orgasm ever you give me a new number one." Mitch whispered. "As long as I keep my captain happy." Artie said swaying his hips causing Mitch to moan since his cock was still buried inside. "You know breakfast is ruined don't you ?" Artie whispered. "Not at all honey. I just had breakfast and it was amazing." Mitch whispered kissing Artie on the neck. Mitch let out a deep moan with a smile as he sat down naked at the breakfast table. Artie was able to salvage toast, jelly, and cold scrambled eggs. The rest of his planned breakfast was beyond repair but it was for Mitch and if Mitch was happier fucking him in the kitchen then who was he to argue. "I guess I was hornier than I thought." Mitch laughed. "Why do you say that ?" Artie asked. "I see the excess running down your leg." Mitch laughed. "Well babe when you have something that big up your ass it's not always easy to just close the hole back up tight." Artie laughed. "Oh babe even after all these years you are still tight as hell." Mitch said reaching between Artie's legs and fondling his now relaxed balls. "Keep that up and the coffee will be cold along with the eggs." Artie said as he laughed and pushed Mitch's hand back. Mitch sat back in the chair with his legs spread and one arm on top of his head. The smile on his face let you know that at the moment he felt like he was king of the world. Mitch looked across the table at Artie and winked. "What ?" Artie said. "Glad these chairs are leather. Would be tough explaining how the cushion got stained." Mitch said and winked again. "Finally." Artie laughed. "Finally what ?" Mitch said. "Finally got you horny enough to keep you naked and hard all day." Artie laughed. "Well I will need a few minutes to re coop every now and then but I plan to give you your wish." Mitch said. "I wonder how it's going at Joe's and Zeb's this morning ?" Artie said. "Zeb is probably leaking just like you and trying to figure out how to get the stains out of the chairs. " Mitch said. "You think ?" Artie asked. "No babe. Maybe. I need you to listen to me though." Mitch said. "What ?" Artie said. "Stay out of it." Mitch said. "But....." Artie started. "But nothing babe. Do you remember how upset you got when that old friend of yours tried to get involved with our relationship from the beginning ?" Mitch asked. "Yes. It was non of that assholes business. He pushed so hard we almost said fuck it and walk away." Artie said. "My point exactly. Promise me that if Zeb wants to talk that you will only listen. Promise me that you will not try to be a match maker. Our situation was different. We both knew we were gay. Joe has to figure out where he stands." Mitch said. "You better be glad that I love you so much." Artie said. "Why is that ?" Mitch asked. "Because you really piss me off sometimes when you are right." Artie laughed. "So you promise then ?" Mitch said. "Yes baby I promise. I will even seal it with a kiss." Artie said. "I'll take the kiss as a down payment. I'll meet you in the bed in thirty so I can seal it with a little more marine ass." Mitch said and winked again. "Deal." Artie said smiling.