Date: Sun, 21 Jul 2002 13:45:16 -0700 (PDT) From: Raj Subject: Raj Part 4 M/M Raj (Part 4) M/M Please E-mail to prairiedude_69@yahoo.com with all your suggestions and how or why you liked this story. Your encouragement means a lot to me. As usual, this story contains sexually explicit scenes between consenting men. If you are under 18, or if such stories offend you or if you live in a place where having access to such stories is against law, please leave this site now. Please continue reading at your own risk and pleasure. Story so far . . . Raj, happily married to Anita, started to explore the gay side to his personality. In less than a week, he had sex with three gorgeous men, Ross from the cloth store, Jason who was married like him and Marty his neighbour. On a hot afternoon in July, Marty invited Raj to his house under the pretext of help but ended up sucking Raj's hard cock. Then he wanted more. . . Now read on. Feel free to read this story while you are naked, holding your cock and stroking it as you read. It will only make the story more erotic. :) Part 4 (M/M) Raj did not need to be told twice. He had experienced being fucked in his ass before and he enjoyed it thoroughly. Now he would give that pleasure to Marty. "I wonder how different a man's ass will be compared to a woman's pussy?" he thought. He was about to find out. Raj inserted his fingers into Marty's manhole. Marty gasped. His hole was tight but was slowly opening up with each movement of Raj's fingers inside him. When he was relaxed and loosened up, Marty indicated that he was ready. Raj then removed his fingers and thrust his cock into Marty's hole. It was fucking hot, humid and extremely tight. Raj never experienced anything like this before. Each thrust in and out of his neighbour's fuckhole was driving him wild and crazy. His cock was filling up every little corner of Marty's hole and did not seem to stop expanding. "Wow! Its fucking amazing man, your cock makes my hole feel so complete. Shit! I love it man," moaned Marty. His cock started to swell and while he continued to fuck Marty, Raj grabbed Marty's cock with one hand and started to stroke it. They both were lost in wild abandon for some time as the fucking continued. Raj was loving every microsecond of it. As they fucked in doggy-style, Raj let go of Marty's cock and held his neighbour's hips tightly with both hands. This way he was able to penetrate fully into Marty. Their bodies glistened with sweat and the pounding sound of two bodies was getting louder. So were Marty's moans. He kept pushing back to optimise the erotic feeling. They fucked for well over 30 minutes and soon Raj was filling Marty with his manjuices. Marty was almost on the verge of cumming. Realising this, Raj quickly pulled out of him and began to suck on his cock. Soon he got to taste his neighbour. Marty shot a huge of load, quenching Raj's thirst. Once he was spent, they both fell on the floor, one on top of the other, in a warm embrace. They stayed like that for a few minutes. "Thanks man. That was awesome." said Raj. "My pleasure. Wish I had known earlier." said Marty. "Me too." said Raj. "We can always make up for the lost times." grinned Marty. "I don't know what I am going to do with my life. But I don't want to mess up your life because I cannot be open about my attraction towards you." said Raj. "We'll figure a way out for you to deal with your life." said Marty. "What do you mean?" asked Raj. "You should know you are not the only one with a problem like this. There are so many others like you. You should go get some counselling." "I can't believe you just said that. It's not easy you know." said Raj. "I know. I have been there." said Marty. "Were you married to a woman?" asked Raj. "No. Not done that. But been to counselling though. Had to come `out' to my family eventually. It's not very different." said Marty. "I guess not. Anyway, I better clean up myself and get back to my house, before Anita shows up." said Raj. As he got up, Marty held his hand. "What number am I on your list of conquests?" he asked. "Third." said Raj. "I presume the first one was the guy you brought home the other night." "Are you snooping on me?" asked Raj. "No. Just guessed, that's all." Marty lied. "I want you to be careful though. You may not want to do a stranger and not realise before its too late. I have seen that happen once too many times." he said as he got up and held Raj in a gentle hug. Raj looked into his eyes. The he kissed him on his lips. "Thanks for everything Marty. We'll make great neighbours." he said. Then they both had a quick shower in Marty's house. Raj dried himself with a towel, then got dressed and left. He was watching TV for 5-10 minutes when he heard the car enter into the garage. Anita was back from office. Later that night, after they had supper, Anita said she was tired and wanted to sleep. When Raj said that he wanted to watch TV for some time, she was disappointed. For the past few days, he was avoiding getting into the bed while she was still awake. She wondered for a brief moment, then she decided to give him the benefit of doubt. Very soon she was fast asleep. Raj watched TV for some time. There was nothing interesting, it seemed. He was flipping channels when suddenly on one channel, he saw two naked men making out. One guy was fucking the other. Raj's eyes popped open. He never realised that they showed gay porn on regular channels. He watched till the fucking was over. When the scene changed and a matronly figure appeared, Raj became inquisitive. `It is not porn.' he thought. He looked up TV Times. It was a show called "Queer as Folk". Raj was glued to the TV until that show was over. The show was telecast every Monday, so he could see more of it the next week. After that show, he flipped to another channel. Here he saw a young man (must be in his very early twenties) with long curly hair (very french-looking) sleeping on his bed with nothing on except a pair of light grey boxer-briefs that were tight on him and were made of thin material, so you could clearly see his bulge. He held a vide camera in one hand and uttered something very sexy as the camera recorded him. Suddenly the door opened and a teenager walked in. Before the semi-nude guy (SNG) realised what was happening, the teenager grabbed the camera from him and tries to look into it. SNG jumped out of bed and attacked the teenager. Raj found the tussle very erotic. But obviously neither of them seemed to mind the fact that the elder one was in his undies. His boner must have positively pressed against the young one, thought Raj. But nothing happened between the two. SNG got his camera back and the young one left the room with a broad grin on his face. Later Raj realised that those two characters were brothers. The show was also called "Brothers." It felt incestual for Raj, but may be it was his own mind taking a normal scene and blowing it out of proportion. He never had a tiff like that when he was young. It seemed very unnatural. But he liked to watch SNG in a semi-naked state, so he decided to watch that every Monday too. When he was switching channels after that, Raj realised that in late nights almost every other channel offered programs filled with sexual content. These were not special pay-per-view channels, just the regular ones. Even though he loved watching them for a while, it soon made him to think. He might end up addicted to these channels. Before that happens, Raj decided that he should seriously think about his life ahead of him, what options he has and what he should do about them. When he undressed and got into bed, Anita moved and came closer to him and hugged him. Raj took her closer. Very soon he was asleep. He had a very troubled sleep that night. All his fantasies during the day time came back to haunt him as nightmares in his sleep. . . . . He was having sex with a guy . . he didn't remember the face . . He was fucking the guy's manhole in doggy-style, when he realised that Anita was watching him with a look of disgust on her face. She started to walk away. Raj ran after her not realising that he was totally nude and that his cock was oozing cum. As Raj ran after him, his fuck-buddy ran after him begging him to fuck again. Raj was trying to shove him aside and reach out to Anita when they all ran into Marty. "I told you to be careful. You should have listened." he said, in a mocking way. "You knew about this!" shouted Anita. "Oh Yes I do. We have been lovers for a long time." said Marty. "That's a lie. We just..." Raj stopped. He didn't want to finish the sentence. "You just what Raj?" demanded Anita. "He just fucked me once. This evening." said Marty. "WHAT! This evening. Oh my God. This is so unbelievable. Why is this happening to me?" she started to cry. Raj tried to calm her, but she shook him off like an unwanted piece of rotten meat in a burger. "Don't touch me." she yelled at him. By now passers-by were looking at them. Their faces showed a multitude of expressions - disgust, lust, curiosity, amusement, don't-care look. Raj then realised that he was totally naked. He tried to cover up by putting his hands across his crotch. But both Marty and the other guy pushed his hands to the side and started to fondle him in front of everybody. Raj wanted to stop them but could not. He was going to go crazy any minute. Anita looked at him in disgust and walked away, while Raj was getting close to shooting another load. As his cock started to spurt, (by now everyone, including Marty and the fuck-buddy, vanished mysteriously) Ross approached him. "I love you Raj. Will you marry me?" he asked. He had a ring in his hand. Just then Jason came there. He had a ring in his hand too. "Don't listen to him Raj. We are made for each other. Will you marry me?" Jason proposed as well. Meanwhile, Anita came back to Raj. She took her wedding ring from her hand and threw it on his face. "Here. Keep it. I don't need it now that we are over. My lawyer will meet you." and she started to walk away. Raj ran after her, but she was walking so fast that Raj was not able to reach her. Then he took a giant leap but he fell into a puddle. The puddle seemed to grow bigger and bigger and Raj started to drown in it. "Help! Help!" he shouted. Every one was looking at him - Ross, Jason, Marty, Anita, his fuck-buddy. No body came forward to help him. Then all of a sudden, the puddle flew up into the sky and disappeared. Raj began to fall with tremendous speed. The he fell to the ground with a CRRRAAASSSSH. . . Raj woke up with a start. His heart was pounding very fast. He could hear his heartbeat very distinctly in that silent room. He was sweating profusely. He could not sleep anymore. He got out of the bed, put his boxer briefs on and went to the kitchen. He took a chilled beer can from the fridge and gulped it down in one big sip. He sat down in the couch. He looked at the ceiling with a vacant expression on his face as his mind was thinking about a million things at the same time, yet not focussing on any one thing. He gazed the ceiling for a long time before he fell asleep in the couch. When Anita woke up next morning, she didn't find Raj next to her. She vaguely remembered him getting into bed during the night. He usually kissed her and wished her good morning before he got out of the bed. This is unlike him, she thought. She woke up and went to the washroom. The washbasin was dry. He did not use the washroom yet. Where is he? She brushed her teeth and got down the stairs. She found him sleeping on the couch. He was sleeping in his underwear. The waistband was slightly pulled down and his dickhead was showing. His head fell to a side and his legs were spread apart. His 6-pack was showing itself off magnificently and his face looked helpless like an innocent child. Anita came closer and looked at him. At that moment, all her doubts disappeared. He must be having a stressful time in his office, that's all - she said to herself. Then she gently touched him. "Raj. Good morning honey!" she said. Raj opened his eyes. "Oh Hi. What time is it?" he asked her. "Time for an explanation. Why didn't you sleep in the bed last night?" she asked him. "I did initially. Then I had a bad dream. A very bad one. I just couldn't sleep anymore. I came here and was gazing at the roof and must have fallen asleep while I was gazing." he said truthfully. "I am sorry. What was that dream? Is everything OK? Is there anything I need to know?" she asked with genuine concern. "There's nothing that you can do about it. It's just work-related. Hopefully it'll settle down in a day or two." now he was lying. "Are you sure?" she asked. Raj nodded his head as if to say yes. "Now hurry up or else you'll get late to the office, which hasn't even happened in the past so many years." she said as she started to prepare breakfast for both of them. "Why don't we just take the day off and spend some time together?" asked Raj. Anita looked at him in surprise. This guy never took a day off when he was violently sick with bronchitis. His boss had to force him to leave before he spread the infection. Now he wants to stay back just like that? Is everything OK? "Sure. Why not? Let me phone my office and call in sick." said Anita. Raj was looking at the roof again. Anita noticed the vacant look. Something is bothering him. What could it be? She'll find out soon, she thought. Raj was thinking. Should I tell her what is bothering me? Or should I wait for an opportune moment? I cannot bear this tension anymore. I love her dearly as a wife, but my dick and heart seem to crave for a guy every second. I cannot be unfaithful to her anymore. The guilt will very soon outweigh the pleasures that I am getting now. - he thought. "Breakfast's ready," said Anita. Raj walked to the dining table. "What just like that? Don't you want to brush before you eat?" she asked. "Hey. It's not as if you never ate without brushing." retorted Raj. "But that's different. I am full of flaws. But you never ate without.." she was interrupted before she could complete. "Well. Now I am. So we are even." said Raj. He thought may be he was rude and wished he wasn't. Anita became quiet. They had their breakfast. "What do we do today?" asked Raj. "I don't know. It was your idea to stay back. You tell me if you have any plans?" "No. None at all. It's been a long time since we have spent some time together and so I thought we could get back to being carefree, like we were before we got married. Remember that one year when we were engaged. All the things that we did." said Raj. He was hoping that they truly went back 10 years and started afresh again, in their own separate ways. He wouldn't have to deal with this mess now. "Yes I remember. All the cute gifts that you used to buy and all the neat little greeting cards that you got for me. Where has all that romance gone, Raj?" Anita asked. "What do you mean, Ani? I still love you." said Raj. His heart was now aching. "I didn't mean you don't love me. Its just that you don't show it to me in all the different ways that you used to before." "Well, before I had to make sure that you only loved me. Now that I know you do, I am not insecure anymore, I guess." replied Raj. So that's it, thought Anita. He needs to feel a little insecure for him to start chasing me again. I'll have to come up with something fast, she thought. "Honey. I've just realised that I have a meeting with my boss this afternoon and I cannot afford to stay back home." she said. "Why do you care about your boss? That old, sloppy guy who's always in his torn jeans and crumpled t-shirt." "For one he is just 3 years older than you. And all the girls at my work fall for him. He makes more money that you do. Most importantly, he's my boss. This is an important meeting and if I don't show up, he might fire me." she said. "Then I guess you have to go. I'll just stay back." he said. "OK then. I'll see you in the evening." she said. Very soon she left. After an hour or so, there was a knock on the door. Raj looked through the peephole. It was Marty. He was dressed in jeans and a t-shirt. Raj opened the door. "Yummy." said Marty. Raj realised that he was still in his underwear and his dickhead was still peeping. He quickly closed the door. "Hi Neighbour. What brings you here?" he asked. "What ever made you stay back today. The same thing." replied Marty. His hands were feeling Raj's chest, his nipples, his back, his crotch, everywhere. Raj pulled away from him. "What?" asked Marty. "I don't feel like it right now." said Raj. He was still upset with Marty because . . . he `out'ed him to his wife in his dreams. Now that was ridiculous. Raj began to laugh aloud. His laughter became hysterical. Marty slapped him on his cheek to stop him from laughing. Raj's cheek turned beet red. "I am sorry man," said Raj "I guess I am just losing it." "This will do no one any good Raj. Listen to me. You need to visit a counsellor." said Marty. "And what will he tell me? That I should separate from my wife and find out my true self? Nothing that I am unaware of." Raj almost shouted. "Easy there. I am just being helpful. Going to a counsellor and talking to him alone helps. Trust me, you'll have a lot less heartache. You'll be in a better shape to deal with your life then." he said. "I guess you are right." said Raj. He drew Marty into a close embrace. Soon their lips found one another and engaged in a passionate kiss. The feeling of soft lips and wet tongues stirred up Raj's member. Marty's hand grabbed Raj's Dick eagerly and rubbed it against his own throbbing cock. Raj unzipped Marty's jeans and as he did, he said "You should wear jeans with buttons, you know. They are far more sexier." He remembered Ross. He remembered Jason too. May be it's time he figured out the one person with whom he should be doing this. May be it is the fact that he was seeing three that was making this so difficult. As he started to think, his member started to soften again. "Are you OK Raj? I don't want to force myself on you." said Marty. "I guess I need to visit a counsellor after all," said Raj. "That's a good man." said Marty. "I am sorry Marty. I can't do it now." Raj said. "Sure no prob. Let me know when your dick needs some action." said Marty. He zipped up his jeans and showed himself out the door. Raj locked the front door and drifted back to sleep. He was still sleeping when Anita returned back from office that evening. When she found him asleep, she ran to him and put her hand on his forehead. It was burning. "Oh my goodness. He is running temperature." She quickly got a thermometer and checked. He had a high fever. She woke him. "Raj. Wake up." Raj tried to open his groggy eyes, but the eyelids seemed to be made of some type of heavy metal. "What's the matter?" he asked. "Have you been sleeping like this since I left?" she asked him. She was feeling guilty now, for trying to play mind games with him when he was sick. (She didn't realise that he did not even realise what she was up to, nor was he jealous). "I guess so." he said sleepily. "And you have a high fever. Let me get something to eat for you and then I'll get you some tylenol." she said. Raj got up from the sleeping position and sat in the couch. He didn't realise that he slept for such a long time. "Here's some porridge for you." she said. How well she knew him! She knew his favourite food when he was hungry, when he was sick and when he was really ecstatic. If only she knew the real thing too! Tears rolled down Raj's eyes. "Hey. What's the matter? Everything's going to be OK Raj." she said as she held him closer. Raj wiped his tears and ate his food. Anita gave him some tylenol. She then took him to the bedroom, where she tucked him into bed. "Sleep tight. Call me if you need anything. I'll be downstairs." she said. Raj mumbled something as he drifted back to sleep. She came downstairs and went outside to water the lawn. She met Marty who was busy clearing up some dead plants. "Hi Marty. How's it going?" she asked. "Great. How about you?" he asked her. "Its OK. Raj is down with fever. He was fine this morning." she said. "Oh no. How is he now?" asked Marty. He tried to be just a good neighbour. But his concern showed. "It may be just the common flu. I'll check his temperature in another hour to make sure it's coming down." she said. "Don't hesitate to call me if you need to buy any medicines." he offered. "Why that's nice of you to offer. I might count you up on that offer. I don't have any medicines at home. I gave him the last tylenol tablet that I have. Hopefully I don't need anymore," she said. "I hope so too." said Marty. But they were wrong. Raj's fever did not subside. Anita stayed up awake all night. By next morning, she was tired. But she decided to take Raj to the hospital. She called in his and her offices and told them that they won't be coming in today as Raj needs to go to the hospital. Marty came by to see how they were doing. He insisted that he drive them to the hospital as Anita seemed tired herself. Anita finally gave in. When the doctor checked Raj, he diagnosed it as a bad case of flu, which was rampant in the city at that time. He suggested that Raj take the week off and stay at home. While driving back home, Anita mumbled something to herself. "Pardon me?" said Marty. "Nothing. I just don't know how I am going to manage. I have to go to Montreal for this conference in two days from now. I can't go leaving him in a state like this." she said. "He'll be fine. I can keep an eye on him. Why don't you go ahead with your trip." suggested Marty. "Oh No. That will be asking for too much. I am very thankful for this ride to the hospital. You don't know how much it means. I can't leave him like that. I know I'll stay." she said with resolve. "This is nothing. I am glad that I could be of help. This is what neighbours are for." said Marty. "Thanks Marty." said Anita. "I still think you should go. Raj will be fine in a day or two. By the time you have to go, he'll be able to do his regular stuff. And as I said, I have this whole month off, so I can easily take care of him. Don't you worry." he said. "Well. Let me think about it then. I thought I could catch up with some lost moments and spend time with Raj. He seemed so withdrawn these days." she said absent-mindedly. "Then its even better reason to leave him alone. Wait till he gets better. Then ask him about whatever is bothering him? Because now may not be the right time to bring it up." "May be you are right. But I don't want to burden you with the task of looking after Raj." she said. "Now come on, he isn't a baby and it's not a burden. I will be glad to help." said Marty. Raj recovered in those two days. When Anita brought up the subject of her conference in Montreal, he said he should be fine. When Anita said Marty offered to look after him, he said that would not be necessary. He needed this time for himself. He didn't want Marty to keep telling him what he is supposed to be doing. Less than an hour after day Anita left for Montreal, Marty rang the doorbell of Raj's residence. Raj opened it. He was in his underwear. "This is getting yummier. How you doin' neighbour?" asked Marty. "Much better. Thanks." said Raj. He did not step aside for Marty to come in. "Can I come in?" asked Marty. "Sure." said Raj reluctantly as he stepped aside. Marty walked into the house. "Don't worry Raj. I am not here to eat you or blackmail you or give you advice. I am just here to see you are doing fine." he said. Raj felt ashamed. He should not be mad at Marty for all the crap that is going through his head. Anita told him that Marty drove him to the hospital and back. Raj barely remembered the visit. "I am sorry, Marty. My head just seems ready to explode. It's all these thoughts you know," said Raj. Marty came closer to him and held him. "I know Raj. I know exactly how you are feeling. Don't think too much about anything right now. You need to be completely normal, for which you'll need lots of rest." he said. Raj hugged him closer. Is Marty the guy for him? He didn't want to think anymore. Wish time froze at this moment forever. Meanwhile Jason tried to contact Raj at his office and finally managed to get hold of his home phone number. Raj was hugging Marty, when the phone rang. Raj picked it up. "Raj speaking." "Hi buddy, how are you? I've tried so many times to contact you. Finally managed to get your home number." said Jason. "I am not feeling very well. Just took the week off." said Raj. "What happened?" asked Jason. "Flu. A bad one." said Raj. "Can I come visit you? I need to talk to you" asked Jason. "Only if you want to get sick. What is it that you want to tell me?" "I would rather meet you in person. I need you beside me, when I tell you this." "What is it?" ""Can I visit you?" Jason asked again. Raj guessed it must be something very important. "Sure. Here's my address." Raj gave him directions. "Who is it?" asked Marty. "Is it some one from the office?" "Yes. Something urgent came up. They need my help. So my colleague is coming here with office papers." "Don't stress yourself out." said Marty. "I won't." said Raj. Marty left. Raj phone back Jason immediately. "Hi Jason here." "Hi. This is Raj. Make sure you come here in formal office wear." "Why? I don't understand?" "Just do as I say. I'll tell you when you get here." "OK." Raj hung up. He went upstairs and changed into something more presentable. Just in case Marty walked in on them, he did not want to be seen discussing office work with a colleague, wearing nothing but an underwear. Jason's car pulled into the driveway in about 15 minutes. When Raj opened the door, he could see Marty's image behind his bedroom window curtain. When Jason walked in and Raj locked the door, he asked him. "So what's up? Why did you want to see me so urgently?" "I am filing for a divorce with my wife and I wanted you to be the first one to know." said Jason as he came closer and hugged Raj. So this is it folks . . too much sentimental stuff this time. But it is mostly over, so look forward to the next episode for some more hot action.