Date: Sun, 1 Sep 2002 18:32:00 -0700 (PDT) From: Raj Subject: Raj Part 5 M/M Raj (Part 5) This story contains (homo)sexually explicit material between consenting adult men. Please do not read any further and leave this website now, if you are a minor (or) if such stories offend you (or) if access to such material is against the law where you live. You have been adequately warned. Read further at your own risk. This story is the last in the series of the sexual awakening of Raj. The story is a fantasy and imaginative. It bears no true and complete resemblance to any real life person or incident as far as I know. If you like this story and wish to read more, please e-mail me at prairiedude_69@yahoo.com. My sincere thanks to nifty website organizers for publishing this story on their website. Raj (conclusion) ================ It took a second for Raj to register what Jason was saying. "What? You are separating from your wife? When did this happen?" asked Raj. "Well. I have been thinking about that for some time. And then I met you." "But we barely met. We hardly know each other." said Raj. "I know. I am not saying that I am separating from my wife to share my life with you. Meeting you has shown me what exactly I want in life. I have to be with a man. That's why I am separating." "What did your wife say when you asked fro divorce? What exactly did you tell her?" asked Raj. "I told her the truth. She was, may be she is still, in shock. We have been married for five years now. She flew back to her parents' place. I phoned and told my parents about all this." said Jason. Raj looked at him. Jason looked tired and weighed down. He must have lost weight too, thought Raj. Raj went close to him and held him in a warm embrace. "I know it must be really hard on you. But let me tell you how proud I am of you, for having the courage to stand up and tell the world who you truly are. It may hurt now but once the burden is washed away in your tears, you will be light-hearted again and then you will start to smile and be happy like you once were as a child. In fact I envy you, because you are so much closer to getting what you want than most of us." said Raj. Jason clung to him and cried like a little child. "Thank you" Jason said, as he managed to stop crying. They separated from the hug and sat on the couch. They did not speak at all, yet the silence was very comforting. "What are your plans for the day?" asked Jason. "Nothing much." said Raj, "My wife is out of town again and I am just recovering from fever so I will be relaxing at home for the next few days." "Do you think you will ever, in the future, come out to your wife and tell her the truth?" asked Jason. "I am not sure. I would love to be free again, but all the pain that I will be causing to every one that I love makes me want to go deeper into the closet." said Raj. "If ever you decide to come out, remember that I will be there beside you to comfort you in all that pain, just as you have been to me now. You don't know how much I appreciate your words. It seems like there is no one around when you need them." said Jason. "I will always be there for you Jay," said Raj as he gently pressed Jason's hand. Jason left after some time. Marty came by in the evening. "So how are you feeling now?" he asked. "Much better. I am thinking of getting back to work tomorrow." Raj told him. "Why don't you take it easy for some more time? It might do you good." said Marty. Raj looked at him. "The guy who came in this morning, his name is Jason. He is separating from his wife, because he is gay." he said. "I see. Is he your 2nd conquest?" asked Marty. Raj nodded as if to say yes. "I hope that has not set your mind to think a million things," said Marty, "because right now you are not supposed to burden your brains too much. It is not good for you. Get better first. You have your whole life ahead of you for such thoughts," he said. "I suppose you are right." Raj said, "But I can't get myself to break Anita's heart you know." his eyes moistened. Marty came close to him. "It is going to be tough Raj. But if you want true happiness for everyone, the sooner you come out the better. Anita may be bitter now or even for a very long time, but hopefully she will see the truth and take you for who you are. But as I said, this is not the time for al of this. You need to take rest now." said Marty. After Marty left, Raj sat down thinking for some time. He fell asleep in his couch. Marty came by in the evening again. He brought some food with him. Raj tried to decline but they finally had supper together. Raj as thinking in his mind, who would be an ideal partner for him - Jason, Marty or Ross? Raj liked to take care or be the dominant partner. May be there is another guy out there that he has not yet met, that could be his perfect partner. Is there anything like a perfect partner at all? Marty looked at Raj. He seemed to be lost in thoughts again. "How did you like the food?" he asked him. That brought back Raj from his thoughts. "Food is great. I can't tell how much I appreciate all this." he said sincerely. "I am glad you liked it. Anita said she cooked some food for you and has stuffed the fridge. But I thought may be it is a good idea for you to have freshly cooked food for the next day or two, before you start using the frozen food." "Thanks for being such a good friend," said Raj. "No problem Raj. In fact I like doing this. Makes me feel I am wanted. Its been so long since I have been by myself." said Marty. After they had supper, Marty was about to leave when Raj asked him if he could sleep over. They both slept in the guest room, naked in each other's embrace. Nothing happened sexually between them, but Raj felt very comfortable and slept like a rock. The next morning, Marty made them breakfast. Raj was wearing his boxer-briefs and Marty had his jeans on. Marty noticed the bulge in Raj's underwear and his member also got excited. His dickhead started to probe out of his jeans. Marty tried to adjust himself, but Raj noticed it too. "Hey Marty, you need help?" he said with a mischievous smile. "You sure you are up to it?" asked Marty. "Are you kidding? I have been up for a long time now," Raj replied pointing to his own hard dick. The next few minutes were a blur. They got out of their clothes and went to the bedroom. They started kissing passionately. Marty was kissing Raj all over his body. Raj's dick started to throb vigorously. Marty took it in his hand and started to suck on it slowly. The foreskin was going up and down with each suck. Pre-cum started to ooze and Marty was slurping it hungrily. Raj knew that if this continued, he might come very soon. He slowly withdrew from Marty's mouth. "What...?" Marty looked at him. "It's my turn." said Raj as he took Marty's boner in his mouth. It felt as if Marty's dick belonged there. Raj was devouring it with passion. With each sucking motion, the cock was going deeper and deeper into Raj's mouth. He was deep throating it and Marty's dick was fucking his face. It was now clear to Raj that he belonged with another man. He will talk to Anita as soon as she returned. "Oh Raj. This is sooooooooooooo gooooooooooood. Ahhhh!" moaned Marty as he continued to fuck Raj's face. After some time, Raj stopped sucking. He stood up and bent Marty over the bed. He wanted to fuck him in doggy-style. As Marty opened his tight little ass for Raj, Raj spat on his hand and lubed up his cock. With a slow thrust, he buried his cock in Marty's ass. "Awwwwww!!!" said Marty. It hurt for a second, but then the pain was replaced by pleasure. The fuck was perfect. Raj's cock and Marty's ass were a tight fit. With each fucking thrust, Raj felt so much more excited, his whole body was filled with pleasure. He could do this for the rest of his life, if only Marty could keep up with him. Raj reached for Marty's cock and started to stroke it as he continued to fuck Marty. Marty was grinding his ass to give a new sensation to Raj's dick each time he withdrew or entered. Very soon Raj reached his climax and spilled his seed in Marty's inside. Very soon Marty also was shooting his load. They both collapsed on the bed, Raj's dick still inside Marty. "Wish my future was like this every day and every night," said Raj. "You can make your wishes come true." said Marty. "I will talk to Anita when she comes back." said Raj. They kissed passionately again. They drifted to sleep like that. When they woke up they made love again. This time it was more gentle and tender and lasted for three hours. They did it again after supper. Two years passed after that night. Raj split up with Anita. When the divorce finally happened, Raj was shunned by his family and was asked never to contact them again. It was never heard of in their family, that some one could be gay. Anita could understand him better than his parents. Even though she hated that they could not stay married, she was more forgiving. Raj gave her their home and the car. He also left her with more than half of their investments and cash savings. So you must be wondering, who Raj is living with now. That would be the beginning of another story. Please be patient and very soon you will know who it is. For now all you need to know is Raj is free and out in the open and ready to explore his gay side to the fullest possible extent. Thanks for your continued patronage and your E-mail is welcome at prairiedude_69@yahoo.com