Date: Sat, 11 Sep 2004 19:00:22 -0700 From: Wade Wright Subject: Chpt Three Room For Rent Male/Gay Beginnings Note to the readers: The last two statements of Chapter 2. The last one is a corrected statement. _____________________________ "Oh God Jim, I can not imagine you doing that! God man, look at my towel, it's not hanging down very well! You are getting this guy all hot and bothered here, hope you realize it." As Jim looked down at Todd's tented towel, he grinned, looked up at Todd, reached up, pinched his left nipple and replied, "Hey maybe I should play like Little Rover today?" _____________________________ Room For Rent Chapter Three: God Man, You Doing OK? By: Wade Wright "Oh my God Jim, what are you saying?" "Hey Todd, what I am saying is that tent that you are showing down there is making me remember some pretty good feelings from my prior days. Until talking to you and telling you about those guys fucking me, I had pretty well forgotten all about those actions, Well anyway had tried to, but now things are kind of coming back to me, and with you standing there almost totally naked, and showing how that towel is sticking out in front, well, I'm kind of getting what I call ass hungry again. No Todd, that's a total lie! Todd I've not tried to forget! I've been horny for a dick in my ass for too damn long now! I've got to be honest! I've been trying to get fucked again for a long time now!" As Jim explained to him what was happening, he was pinching Todd's nipple and at the same time reaching down and starting to rub the damp towel that was still kind of hiding Todd's hardon. "Jim, Jim, do you know what you are doing here man?" Todd asked with some emphasis! "Jim are you sure you want to be doing this? I mean man, you are starting to get me all hot and bothered and wanting for play with you. Jim should I go get some clothes on? Jim, I don't want you doing anything that you are going to regret later!" "Todd, from what I am feeling right not, I don't think I'm going to regret this at all! Not at all!" With that statement, Jim grabbed a hold of the towel and pulled it off of Todd's waist. "Oh my God, Todd! That damn thing looks just like Shawn's did. Todd, I want that! Oh Todd, please tell me you will fuck me,----- please!" Todd was now standing there in rather a deep shock. He certainly did not expect this conversation to take such an unexpected turn, and he was now totally on, 'shelf display', stiff hardon and all, bare from top to bottom, and was feeling as if he was being fully presented for qualification and approval, to this young hunk of a guy, ---a married guy, with two kids! He knew that while in any gay bar he could have, and probably would have, raped this hunk on the spot, but should he now? Todd kept thinking this was supposed to just be a visit by some guy that might be interested in renting the room, and now it looked like it was turning into much more of something like the script to one of the gay porno films, a totally hot, hot sex session with no pre-planning at all. That part, the no pre-planning part, was a total excitement, though! That part did excite Todd and he knew he liked that part of what was happening here so unexpectedly! For more than a full minute, neither man said anything. Jim continued to pinch Todd's nipple, and had now reached down and had taken Todd's meat stick into his hand. That warm touch of Jim's strong construction man's hand, made Todd that much more expanded and stiff. Todd stood there rather at attention and allowed his new acquaintance to explore his left nipple and now his raging hardon that he knew he truly did want to feel slide up into that hunk's tight ass, but he still felt like he needed to make sure Jim really understood the consequences of his later feelings about what had happened if he did get fucked again. Todd had been admiring his visitor as Jim told his stories of his prior experiences, but in no way did Todd have any imagination that things were going to take this turn. He had completely accepted the fact that this young hunk of a stud was a married man, and simply had some prior experiences in his life that were now, days gone by. In no way, when he had asked Jim to tell him about his event in the dark alley, or his events while at construction school, did he ever have any imagination that maybe this strong construction specimen might still be active in those ways. He did not ask Jim to tell him of his experiences in any attempt to intentionally get him all turned on with the idea of having sex with him. Todd knew that Jim was a married daddy, and he did not want to create any confusions in Jim's mind about what actions he should be involved in. He thought he was maybe helping Jim work out some negative feelings that he still held from his earlier years. He did not intend to put Jim in a position of needing to make new decisions about his own personal sexuality. "Oh my God Jim! Jim, are you sure you know what you are doing, man? Jim, this whole conversation has kind of gotten out of hand here man! Jim, I did not mean to get you excited, man. Jim are you sure you know what you are doing? Jim do you know what you are asking for?" Jim looked at Todd and exclaimed very assuredly, "Do I know what I am doing? Do I know what I am asking for? Hell yes I do! And all I can say right now is I hope like hell you want to fuck my ass as badly as I want you back there fucking me! Todd, I have not had any dick up in my ass for 7 years now, and for 7 years I've been wanting some good stiff dick rammed back up in there, and man, you have the dick I want! Todd, I want you to fuck me and make me think that I've got Shawn back up in my butt again! Todd, please fuck me, please!" Todd was still in some shock, but at the same time, moving onto a state of happiness and pleasure as he was slowly realizing that this very unexpected Sunday morning visitor was being very realistic in knowing just what he was wanting, and he also had the guts to express it and being straight forward in asking for it. He knew that Jim was remembering very fondly his days of having a guy shoot his juices up into his ass, and for seven years now he had been missing that experience. He knew that Jim was now praying that he was once again with some guy that would use his ass again, and let him relive his prior years and the experiences that he had not enjoyed for way too long. "Jim, are you sure? Jim, I do not want you doing this if later you are going to wish you had never stopped in here! Jim, how sure are you this is really the right thing for you?" As Jim squeezed Todd's rod, which of course made it even that much more stiff and erect, he looked Todd squarely in the eye and said, "Todd, I have driven down sleazy streets and dark alleys for years now just hoping to find some guy that looked OK enough that I could throw in the back of my truck and take out into the country someplace so he could fuck the hell out of my ass. But every guy I ever found was some fairy type of a guy, weighed about 400 pounds or was too damn old to probably even get it up anymore. Todd, I did not know I was coming to some gay guy's house this morning, but now that I am here, and now that I have this rod in my hand, I know damn well what in the hell I am doing! I am begging for a fucking, and I want it now! Can we please? Please, Todd, will you fuck me, please!? Todd I've been wanting to get fucked for years now. Barbara just does not have the equipment I need slammed up in my ass again. Todd, I love her, but she does not have a dick to slam up in my ass, and I want to feel you up in me as deep as you can go! Please?" As Todd heard the mere pleading in Jim's voice, he realized and accepted that Jim was being very honest and very straight forward in his earnest desires of wanting to feel a good dick back up inside of him again. He had convinced Todd that getting fucked was his honest desires and later he would not be angry at himself for doing it again. He said he would probably be more calm and satisfied with himself. He said that right now he was just real frustrated with himself that he had not been able to get fucked, and he was spending more and more time trying to find someone to fuck him. Jim once again asked, "Please Todd, will you please fuck me?" Todd extended his arm around Jim's waist and softly said, "Yes man, yes! I'll be more than glad to fuck you if that is what you want. You are one hot looking man, and knowing that I get to fuck you is going to be my pleasure. If that's what you really want, then so do I! Sure I'll fuck your ass! Hell yes man, you look like you could be some real fun!" Immediately Jim started to unbutton and remove his Levi's and pull off his T-shirt. Within only moments, he was as completely bare assed naked as Todd was. Todd looked down at Jim's cock, took a hold of it, and asked. "Is it OK if I suck on that stick for a minute before we fuck?" "Oh God yes!" Jim exclaimed! "Yea, yea please!" Todd could tell that even without asking, that it had been a long time since Jim had played around with a guy. His excitement level was just about at the same peak as some guy that had dreamed of getting together with some other guy, and he is now finally getting to do it. Jim's youthful excitement of getting to play around again, reminded Todd of his very first time with a guy, and how excited and nervous he was when Greg, an older boy in his neighborhood, took his cock into his mouth for the very first time. As Todd remembered how his childhood friend Greg, had sucked him in so completely and sucked so strongly on his rod, Todd attempted to recreate that same action as if this was truly Jim's first suck job. Todd knew that Jim had been sucked on before. He had mentioned how he made Tony suck on it, but how Tony never liked doing it. Todd did not know if Jim had been sucked off by any other guys, other than Tony, and if not maybe this actually could be Jim's first good, true, anxious, strong, sucking session. Suddenly Todd pulled off, looked up to Jim and asked, "Hey, has anybody other than that Tony ever sucked on you?" "No, ---why?" Jim replied. "Just wondering!" Todd quickly answered as he aimed Jim's cock back toward his mouth and immediately sank his mouth down on it as far as he could push. His face immediately hit the fuzz of Jim's crotch. Todd now knew that he was Jim's first man on his dick that really wanted to take it and use it for all it was worth. It had really never been sucked on good before! As Todd worked on Jim's stiff meat, Jim was starting to realize that this sucking session was definitely turning out to be much more sensual and much more sexually exciting than the times that he had forced Tony to suck on it. He realized this time, what a good strong vacuum, of a grown and anxious man's deep throat, could really feel like. He knew that Todd liked sucking his cock, and obviously Todd had years of prior sucking experience, to share with him and his dick. Jim was really enjoying this! "Oh God man! Oh shit Todd! I thought getting fucked felt good! Oh man, this feels damn good too! Yea Todd, Tony is the only guy that has ever sucked on it, and I can tell right now that he really did not do it right! OH man--you feel so good!" Todd enjoyed the feel of Jim's young and stiff 7" rod in his mouth, and as he still remembered his first time getting sucked on by Greg, he continued to use as much force and vacuum on it as he could, so that Jim would always remember this as his first true sucking. As he was getting sucked on, without realizing it, or doing it on purpose, Jim reached down and took a nipple of Todd's in each hand, and after getting a pretty good grip on each tit, he started pulling quite hard and steady! This was turning Todd on! He was starting to get the essence that Jim was, or could be worked into, a sex playmate that wanted a little more than just the slight, soft, gentle way of sex. This realization definitely turned Todd on! He truly enjoyed the feel of Jim pulling his nipples as hard and as firmly as he was. Jim truly was pulling them much harder than most men would enjoy. This definitely was Todd's way of play! A good display of strength from man to man! He was using Jim's dick to his pleasure, sucking, chewing and biting on it, and he liked it that Jim was also using part of his playmate, for his personal pleasure, although Todd was pretty sure that Jim was not even conscious of what he was actually doing. That part was exciting to Todd too. Todd liked the idea that Jim was pulling on his tits so hard and was abusing his body, but was not even conscious of what he was doing. That simply indicated to Todd, that was Jim's natural way of playing and his inner, unknown desires of playing that way! That was and always had been Todd's style of action. He knew that if he and Jim were to continue to share some sex time together, that if he took it rather slow and easy, he would be able to get Jim into some of the more manly actions of some good rough sex. Then thinking back about Jim's original session in the back alley, the first time when Jim got fucked by Shawn and Tony, he then realized why Jim would be the type of a man to like it rougher. His first time was all rough sex, and now he mentally associated rough with sex. To Todd, that was OK! He really did not care why Jim unknowingly liked it rough, but the fact that he did, was a complete turn-on to Todd! If Jim could be worked in to a "true-player", as Todd referred to the rougher actions, that would be great with him. Realizing his new vision of Jim and perhaps what Jim liked, Todd decide that it definitely was time to throw that young man and his hot body down on the bed and let him have what he had been begging for so earnestly earlier. Fuck his ass! "Oh yea and I am going to really fuck him! If it's too much, so be it, but I am going to find out just how rough he likes it back there! He hasn't shot off yet, and if I can keep him from shooting off until after I get in his ass, that will just make him that much more anxious for whatever I can give him! I'm going to fuck the hell out of him!" Todd thought to himself. "OK guy! Time for me to get to your ass like you asked for! Ready for me to ram that butt of yours?" "Oh God yes!" Jim exclaimed with anxiety and joy! "Oh God yes Todd! I've been wanting this for way too long! Todd, fuck me good,--- please!" Once again Todd had heard the kind of works that he really liked hearing. Those rather, ---give it to me roughly,-----get kind of strong with me-----make me really feel it! Jim quickly threw his body down on the bed, and in anticipation, Todd could watch Jim's ass jump up and down as if there were already somebody in there poking around. As Todd positioned himself above Jim's rump, he slid some KY jelly up into Jim's asshole, slide a couple of fingers up in to smear the jelly around good, and heard Jim exclaim, "Oh my God Todd------Oh my God that is great! Are you fingering my ass? Are you putting your fingers up in my ass? Oh Todd, nobody has ever put their fingers up in my ass! Oh my God Todd that is great!! Todd do that some more!! Oh my God Todd! Oh shit man that is great! Oh Todd how many fingers do you have up in me? Oh Todd I've never felt anything like that before! Oh shit man---oh God that is great!" "I've only got two fingers up in there. Like that, uh?" "Oh my God yes I do! Oh shit man, if two fingers feel like that,--- what in the hell do three or four feel like up in there?" "Hey man, I can tell you they feel great, even better than what you are feeling right now, but that's going to wait. My dick is getting real anxious to feel your ass hole grab hold of it, so get ready man, how do you want it? Want me to kind of sneak up on it and go in real slow and nice like, or is your ass hungry and anxious for it as soon as it can get it? You want it slow and gentle or you want to take it like a real man?" "Oh God Todd, fuck me like a real man! Todd slam your dick up in me! Fuck me man! Fuck me!" Todd had gotten the answer that he had hoped for. The, "Fuck me like a real man!" He knew his questioning had been kind of slanted toward the direction that he wanted. He had asked how Jim wanted it so that his answer could not be some little wimpy way of, slow and gentle. Being secure that he had successfully gotten Jim's butt hole sufficiently opened and relaxed for entry, Todd raised his torso up, aimed his rod, felt the tip of it hit the entry spot of Jim's ass hole, and actually, after taking a rather deep breath, he instructed, "Hold on man! You are about to be fucked again!" Before Jim had any opportunity of reply, if he did have any statements or questions, all he could do was let out a very large groan and moan, and some what of a pronounced squeal, since he had just taken the entire length and width of Todd's cock. For a moment he felt like maybe Todd had completely crawled up and into his ass. As Todd planted it to it's fullest depth, he immediately laid down on Jim's back and threw his arms up around Jim's head and said, "Jim baby, you just got fucked! You are fucked! Totally fucked! You have got all of my dick up in you as far as I can push it! You are getting fucked my man! Give me your ass! I want to fuck your ass!!!" Jim managed to get himself rather recomposed and back to a normal breathing pattern and attempted an, "I know, yea, I am! Oh fuck yes----I am!" As Jim spoke, Todd literally started making hay in Jim's ass. Since Jim had spoken, he knew Jim was alright, maybe a little whipped and drained after the ass ramming that he had just taken, but none the less, he was OK and now he was going to just see what a, very experienced, ass fucker could do to a nice young hungry ass that had done nothing except shit, for way too long. Jim had unknowingly let Todd know that his natural desire associated with gay sex was "rough gay sex" and he had just had his first true experience of it with a master of the trade. Todd just did not think that any of the three young former fuckers, the ones that had used Jim's ass in the past, could have really given Jim the handling that he was so anxious for. Today, Jim was getting a true pre-view of real, man to man sex, as Todd felt that all gay sex should be. Todd knew that by the end of this session both he and Jim would know if Jim was, or was not, into some real man to man rough sex. No pansy stuff, but real man to man, let's get it on, type of sex! Todd had experienced enough sessions in the past where the playmate was just too wimpy and too, "Oh don't do that to me!" He truly enjoyed having a man under him that was a possible, ---true player! He just simply knew that Jim could be, and would be, labeled a true player, as he gained more and more experience. Todd knew that all men, that eventually became what he called a true player, just simply needed some time and some teaching to help him experience and learn some of the rougher, man on man, stuff that some playmates look for all of the time. He knew that a "true player" and the more mellow players just simply did not make it as playmates. The "true player" wanted and needed to be treated like a rough person, and he had the necessity of being able to treat his playmate as a man that could, and truly did want to take it the rough way! Jim was actually getting it rougher and faster in his ass, than any other fucking that he had ever taken. He always thought his first time, the time in the back alley, had been rough, but today he knew he had a man in his ass that knew what in the hell he was doing and he knew how to do it with authority. The whole difference between the fucking in the alley and this day, was, number one, he trusted this fucker of knowing what he was doing, and number two, he had been fucked enough to know that however Todd treated his ass, when it was all over and done, he would actually be OK. He also knew that after this session, he just might have the feelings that he now belonged, totally and completely, to Todd, as if Todd had succeeded in taking a complete ownership over the item that he had just used to his complete enjoyment and pleasure. He knew that he and his ass were truly being used as perhaps, even a non-human object, to Todd's total excitement and pure joy and pleasure, and he was internally glad that he happened to be the guy that was letting Todd have that much fun. To be laying under the man, and to have the man use him and all of his body parts to reach such a great personal level of pleasure, was exciting to Jim. He knew that if he was not laying there, and making himself available to Todd, then Todd would not have had the opportunity to reach such blissful heights of personal bodily enjoyments. Jim was wondering if Todd fucked this hard with all of his playmates right when he unexpectedly got his answer. "Oh God Jim, I'm fucking the hell out of you! Shit man, I'm fucking you harder than I have fucked any guy's ass in years! You OK man? You OK? Oh Jim I love fucking this ass of yours like this! God you've got a great ass! You OK? You taking this OK? God Jim! I feel like I'm about to rip you all to shreds! You doing OK? Man, I feel like I'm about to pull my own dick off in your ass! Oh man I've never fucked some guy's ass this hard before! God man, you doing OK?" "Yea man,----yea-----I'm OK. Yea Todd, I'm OK" Jim felt that to get that much expressed, back to Todd, was a total accomplishment since he was having a very difficult time of attempting to talk at all. His body was in such a complete thrashing of getting fucked so roughly and so rapidly, that he just could only slightly catch his breath, let alone try to talk. Jim reached out with each arm and grabbed the side of the mattress. He felt that unless he attempted to hold onto something, somehow, both of them could fly completely off of the bed the way Todd was fucking him! He spread his legs out so that his toes were pointing toward the corners of the bed. Todd grabbed hold of the under side of Jim's upper arms. He then slid his hands up and under Jim's arms and then grasped his own hands behind Jim's neck. He then interlocked his fingers behind Jim's neck and took complete body control of Jim. Being locked so completely to Todd's body, the way Todd did have them locked together, meant that Jim had lost all control of his own body movements and his body simply flew up and down as Todd's ramming and slamming, on him, and into him, forced him. Both bodies moved in union to whatever rhythm Todd used in his massive fucking force! Jim could not imagine any specie of wild animal that fucked their mates as roughly and as wildly as he was now getting fucked by Todd! He liked that feeling. He actually liked the idea that he was now being treated more wildly than perhaps any other living thing. He had never considered the fact that maybe he needed to be treated and perhaps taken advantage of so completely and so roughly, but now that he was the man on the bottom and there was another man on top of him, and in-fact also inside of him, that feeling was great! It was more than he could imagine! He was now experiencing an emotion that he had never experienced before, nor had even contemplated before. He was, in his humorous mode,----"In Fucking Heaven"! Jim knew that he had just lost any and all self-control, but he truly accepted this and was so disappointed that in this position he simply could not talk and tell Todd how great this was. He loved the feeling of being so completely locked up against Todd's body! The way he was pinned down under Todd's body made any attempts of movement or talking completely unsuccessful. He did not care though, as long as Todd kept it up and did not quit. His head was actually pouncing up and down on the pillow. His ass was slamming up and down every time Todd slammed into it or pulled out of it, and Jim wanted to cry in excitement, for how he truly loved this feeling of totally giving his entire body to Todd for Todd to use and to abuse to any degree that he wanted. Jim had accepted the fact that right then he was no longer an individual person, but was rather an extension of Todd and Todd's existence. He knew that he and his whole body were being used! He realized that now he was nothing more than a trash can to be used and abused, in any way that this man wanted to use it! He liked the feeling. He knew he had submitted his entire being, and his entire body, to another man, and this excited him immensely! He knew that if it could be possible for Todd to stay locked to him like this for the rest of his life, and that if Todd could possibly keep up this rough fucking, for the rest of his life, this is they way that Jim would be spending the rest of his life. He knew that right then, all decisions would be Todd's decisions! Jim had completely turned his entire being, over to Todd and to Todd's control. And he was excited that he had been able to do that! He liked it! He knew now that this was the type of activity he had been aching for, ever since that very first time when Tony and Shawn had fucked him. This fucking that he was getting this day was much more brutal than what had happened to him in the alley, but this time, there is no way he could call it rape! He decided that the only title he could give this session was, "Finally"! He knew that it was not normal for a person to want to be treated this way, so extensively, nor to submit their entire being, so completely, to another person, especially a person of the same sex, but he truly felt, as he mentally put it together, that he was now offering everything he had, including his most personal body parts to a King, for that King to do with as he so chose. He felt as if perhaps this might be the closest thing to actually offering yourself as a sacrificial lamb, for some reason. He was so overjoyed that he was able to offer Todd this opportunity of complete pleasure, that he was wishing that others could come and watch the action between he and Todd, so that they too could share, in some small way, the experiences and the pleasures that he was offering to his extremist fucker, and also be able to enjoy the excitements that the fucking man was accepting, for his total and complete pleasures! He felt that what was happening, could possibly be the only time, in either of their lives, that they had found such a complete physical and emotional satisfaction, of using another person, and that person's body parts for such a great fulfillment of personal joys! This session was truly turning out to be a session, unduplicated by others, wherever they were. This had become much more than just two men having a fucking session! This had turned out to be an event, when one man had submitted totally and completely, his entire body and being, to a man that he has only met a few minutes earlier. Yet, that man that had submitted his entire existence to this unknown person, had finally reached a pinnacle in his life that was richer in emotions and excitements than he had ever expected to offer to, or receive from, any other person, for any reason or action. Jim had wondered for years of why he did not want to get Tony and Shawn in trouble for raping him in the alley that night, and why he decided to keep it a secret. Now, as he was getting some body abuse rougher than he had ever felt before, including that night, he was actually realizing that what had happened to him that night was actually something that he had internally wanted to have happen. Now, getting fucked like some wild animal by Todd, he was not scared and he was realizing that he was sexually being treated the way he had always wanted to be treated. Now he wondered if unconsciously he had made comments to, or in front of Tony and Shawn that indicated to them that maybe he wanted some guys to come and attach him, and he had never realized that he had perhaps actually, kind of told them to come and do him. He realized that if this was his true nature of desires, he could have very unconsciously made comments to those two guys that sounded like he was straight forward asking them to do that. He did faintly remember making comments to Shawn about his big dick a few times while they were showering together in the school shower. He had pretty good ideas during those school days, that Tony and Shawn did play around with each other, and now he wondered if he had made comments to those two guys that made them decide that getting him would be OK. Now he had serious questions if he had actually opened the door for those two guys to come and fuck him. Had he unknowingly demonstrated to them that he could be open to getting fucked? The thought was intriguing to him. The thought that perhaps he had almost actually set up his own rape, was not getting him upset at all. He was finding that idea very intriguing! The idea that during the rest of that school year, when he made those two guys fuck him whenever he wanted, now he realized that maybe it wasn't so much as trying to make life hell for them, as much as actually getting his jollies by getting his ass fucked, (his natural desires) and by the same guys that had been so rough on him. He was finally deciding that getting fucked, in the alley and the other times too, was, and probably always had been, due to his internal desires and a result of his own unconscious actions, and not that of Tony nor Shawn. Suddenly, while he was still getting his ass pounded harder than if somebody had used a hack hammer on it, Jim had a realization that getting his ass fucked, and getting it as roughly as possible was really a natural desire for him, and the actions of Tony and Shawn were not to blame! It had always been his natural desire. All of a sudden he realized too, that if he had not wanted it so naturally, he would and could have forced Bob to stay away from him, and he would never have asked Bob if he wanted to fuck his Little Rover puppy. Even then, he had allowed himself to be verbally converted to a dog, letting the doggie ask for the fucking, instead of he, himself, admitting that he needed it up in the ass. Often he had questioned just why he had put up with Bob's drunken state of being, and now he realized that he actually did enjoy Bob being drunk since that could mask his own personal desire for Bob to take advantage of him and his ass, and still claim that it only happened because Bob was drunk. Oh, how he now wanted to talk to Bob, to see if he had actually been that drunk all of those nights, or was he doing that, knowing that if he did not come home "drunk", that Jim would not put out for him. He remembered that there were only a total of probably three nights when he had rejected Bob's pawing. Out of ten months, he had let, or maybe had encouraged, Bob to fuck his ass, all of the time thinking, that only he knew what was going on. Now he was quickly realizing that if Bob had really been that drunk each night, his getting out of bed and to class so early the next morning would have been a problem. He was suddenly deciding that most of the time, Bob was probably as sober as he was, but he liked getting into Jim's ass as much as Jim liked having him up in there, and he might have been afraid that if he did not act drunk, then Jim would not let him use his ass for someplace to deposit his nightly cum load! For a moment Jim ponder the 'why' he would have, so for so many years, continued the firm thinking that Bob had to have always been drunk, when in line with his now, new thinking about his actions, he suddenly realized that he had constantly been creating a line of reasoning, that always gave him other reasons for getting fucked, and never accepting the true reason of him actually wanting it and needing it! Suddenly Jim realized that getting it in the ass was only one action, of really many, many, that he wanted to do. Finally accepting the fact that his getting fucked had always been truly due to his inner desires and wishes and not the actions of others, he was now accepting that he really did have many more desires of sexual actions that he wanted to be part of. All of the rest of what he had fantasized about, he had tried to keep hidden from himself, as well as from everybody else. Suddenly he wanted some action in all of the gay stuff that he had read about, or heard about, in the past. Suddenly he wanted to have open and outrageous sex with any guy that he could! He wanted to experience everything that he felt that he had been missing. As Jim was realizing his natural life and his true existence, suddenly Todd grabbed him tighter than he had before, used every muscle he had available to squeeze him as tightly as he could, and rammed his rod as deeply up into Jim's butt as he could and just held that position. "Oh my God man!!! Oh God!!! Oh Jim----oh Jim------I'm cummmmmmmmin man! I'm cummmmmin!" Todd's body function had just kicked in, and he was almost screaming into Jim's ear! Jim knew that Todd was quickly becoming a man of stone as his entire body locked into a rigid position as he released his sperm into Jim body! Jim felt what actually felt like a gallon, of warm fluid hit the inside of his ass. He had never felt such warm cum hit the inside of his body! Even the first night in the alley when, he had been left with both Shawn's cum and Tony's cum dripping out of his ass, did it feel this warm. Todd's cum felt like it had been put on the stove to warm to a point almost at boiling! "Oh yea Todd! Oh yea I can feel it! Oh Todd it is so damn warm! Oh Todd push on me! Oh Todd push your cock up in me as far as you can. Oh man it feels so good to me!" Both men were in a complete state of glory as Todd let his juices fly, and as Jim accepted them into his inner chambers. "Oh God Todd, I've got part of you up in me! Oh Todd I love that man, I love that. Oh Todd I don't ever want to take another shit man, I want to keep your cum up in me!" Jim and Todd laid together, still locked together for another two or three minutes before Todd loosened his grip on Jim's body and slowly rolled over to allow Jim to rather breathe without having a man laying on his back. "Oh Todd! Oh man I never knew it till right now how I loved getting fucked so damn hard that I couldn't do anything but lay there and take whatever happened to me! Todd that was a lot rougher than anything I have even taken, even the time in the alley. Todd, I loved that! This time I knew that no matter how rough you got back there, I'd be OK and nothing was going to get all ripped up, and I loved that! Todd there must be something wrong with me to like having my body treated that way. I kept wanting you to get rougher and rougher the longer we fucked! Todd I wanted you to turn into some kind of a machine that could just get faster and faster and let me get fucked faster and faster. Todd, that's kind of sick, isn't it? Nobody is supposed to be like that are they?" "Hey Jim my man! I don't know if anybody is supposed to be or not, but let me tell you, I'm another one just like you. I fucked you as hard and as fast as I could, and the whole time I was wanting to go deeper, faster and harder than I could. I wanted to make you squeal and make you tell me that you'd had enough, but Jim my man, I'm not sure you or I, either one, will ever hit our limit of being enough. I love to play with you. I have not had a good, 'beat me up and beat my ass up,' guy to play with for way too long. When I say beat, I don't mean that like with a fist, I mean that like with my dick. Get to dick him as hard and as long as I can! That's why I'm not in a long term relationship. I've never been able to find some guy that wants to play as rough as I do. Seriously Jim, you are the first guy in years that I just knew, when I started, that I could ram your ass as hard and as deep as I could for as long as I could. Yea, I wanted to turn into some kind of a fucking machine too! I wanted to ram your ass twice as hard and twice as fast as I could! I fucking love, fucking you! You have got one hungry asshole! You know Jim, a guy that gets fucked, and likes to get fucked long and rough, can always get a whole line of guys ready to do him when one guy gives out. I know you've never done it, but the way you love to get it in the ass, you are the type of a guy that needs to get about five guys together, and then get fucked by each one of them, and as fast as one can get off of you, you get another one, up and in you! Damn man, I sure am glad you insisted that we play! Damn I am glad! God you are fun stuff to pay with!" "Oh Todd! Oh God man! Oh shit man,---is that possible to do that? I mean get a whole group of guys together at the same time to fuck a guy that way? Oh shit man, I'd love that! God, do guys do that? Oh Todd, I'd never ever thought about something like that! Oh man! Oh God man, I want to do that! Oh man! Talk about being used! Oh shit man, I'd love that! Oh Todd, can you help me get that many guys together to do that? Oh Todd please say yes!" "Hey I'm not promising anything. I've had enough trouble finding my own guys to play with. I'm not making promises that I can do that. Maybe so, if everything goes right, maybe it could happen, but I sure can't promise things I'm not sure of. One thing that I do know right now though is, I'm going to go get you some paper towels to put up against your ass so you can get into the shower. Don't turnover yet, cause I know that if you do, cum is going to come flowing out of your ass since I am sure I shot more than just a little up in you. Lay there and I'll be right back." Jim stayed on the bed, stomach down until Todd returned with a couple of paper towels which he slid up into Jim's ass so that he could stand up and get to the shower, without dripping cum all over the bed and the floor. Todd suggested to Jim that he use the flexible shower head and kind of shoot some water up in his ass to clean out some of the cum that had been deposited up in there so that it did not come running out later. Jim showered and Todd straightened the bed covers since they had never been folded down before the two anxious and horny men got onto it. Jim got out of the shower and Todd gave him a bath towel to use, and after drying off some, Jim started to get re-dressed. Todd turned the shower water on and stepped into the shower to start his shower. Just as Todd was letting the water flow over him, Jim yelled to him, "Hey Todd, somebody is ringing the front doorbell. Want me to answer it or what do you want to do?" Todd yelled back, "Yea, it's probably Jerry and George, a couple of friends that I was expecting this morning, but if it's somebody concerning the ad, what you going to tell them?" "Hell man, I'm going to tell them it's already rented, ---OK? Can I tell them that!" "Hell yes you can! That is what I was wanting to hear! Yea--answer the door." With only his Levi's partly buttoned and his shoes on, no shirt yet, Jim did answer the door and was confronted with the presence of two very attractive men. Jim simply asked, "Yes?" The hunk on the left, about age 32 or 33, 6'1" or close to, and at about 195 pounds of all steel solid muscle and the sharpest and squarest jaw that Jim had ever seen, spoke up and said, "Uhhhh,----I'm Jerry. Is Todd here?" Immediately Jim realized that this had to be the two friends, Jerry and George, that Todd had so quickly mentioned just might be the person ringing the front doorbell. "Oh, Hi!" Jim replied. "You are Jerry and George, right?" Jerry rather hesitantly replied, "Yeaaaaa, and you are------?" "Oh I'm sorry!" Jim quickly replied. "I'm Jim. Come on in guys, Todd is in the shower. He told me it might be you two. He said he was expecting you guys." Jim opened the screen door and allowed the two men to come into the house. Jerry definitely looked Jim over as he walked by, and George, the other hunk of a man, did the same. George was slightly older, perhaps in his early to mid forty's, stood about 5'10" tall, a little less muscular than Jerry, but none the less a very athletic type of a guy. Jerry extended his hand and again said, "Hi, I'm Jerry and this is George!" Jim shook hands with both men, and then after greeting them, asked them to come on in, and informed them that Todd would be right there, since he was just getting into the shower as they rang the doorbell. "Excuse me guys! I need to go find my shirt. I guess I forgot just where I threw it." As Jim left the room, Jerry looked at George, raised his eyebrows, grinned, and then licked his lips. George returned the same exact actions. Each man then silently looked at each other with a very quick, quizzed look on each of their faces. Non the less though, they both then smiled a very wide smile, as they watched the ass end of Jim walk down the hall toward the bedroom, and each shook his head up and down a couple of times. They definitely did approve of what they had just seen. Confused, yes, ---but definitely approved! George looked at Jerry and silently pointed to his ring finger of his left hand and made a motion of, "Did you notice he had a wedding ring on?" Jerry silently made a strong facial expression of, "Oh?" He then made an animated expression of, "Wow!" and followed it with a very large grin, and then a thumbs up signal! Jerry and George definitely were in step and agreement, that Jim had not just stopped by to deliver the church bulletin.