Date: Sat, 10 Nov 2001 19:43:49 -0500 (EST)
From: Vince* H <m4m2000@hotvoice.com>
Subject: Second Chances

This is a fictional story of male to male adult experiences.  If you are
under the age of 18 or do not like male/male stories of explicit sex, then
do not read this.

If you like this story and have constructive advice or comments then feel
free to email me at m4m2000@hotvoice.com I welcome your
comments/suggestions.

As this is fiction, STD's do not exist so there is no need for the
characters to practice safe sex.  However, in the real world, there are
diseases which can kill you so PLAY SAFE!

Enjoy!

Vince


			SECOND CHANCES

Travis quickly accepted the invitation from a coworker to come to a
birthday party for her husband.  Recently divorced and lonely, he was glad
to have somewhere to go on a Friday evening.

Craig relutantly accepted the invitation from a friend to go with her to
her coworker's party.  However, he sort of owed her a favor so he felt
obligated to be her "date" for the evening.  Craig found "straight" parties
relatively boring but ever since Ben died, he too, was grateful to have
something to do on a Friday evening.

Actually, the party turned out to be quite a bash.  Craig found himself
having a good time. It turned out there was a couple of gay couples there.
However, seeing them together, obviously in love, made him a little sad.
Travis on the other hand, was not having a good time.  Until he met Craig.
They met at a quiet spot in the next room and found out they enjoy the same
authors.  So they spent most of the evening together.  Travis found out
from someone else that Craig was gay and this intrigued him in some way.
Around midnight Craig's "date" informed him she was going home with a guy
she met.  She had made arrangements for someone to take Craig home.  As she
told Craig this, Travis offered to take Craig home, much to Craig's
surprise.  However, he accepted.  Not much later, both of them were getting
bored.  The party began to wind down and so they left in Travis' car.

Along the way, they talked.  Travis told Craig of his recent divorce.
Craig listened and responded when necessary.  Then Travis asked him if he
was seeing anyone. "No," Craig replied.  Then he added, "Did anyone tell
you I am gay?"

"Um yeah, someone mentioned it. Why do you ask?"

"Because I was wondering why you offered to give me a ride home."

"Well, Craig, you see....ummmm I'm...."curious" if you know what I mean."

"Ohhhh I see. And you thought...what?"

"Thought you were nice and sort of handsome and..."

"And you thought I'd suck you or something, right?"

"No man, that's not what I thought." Travis said sounding a little
defensive.  They rode the rest of the way in silence.

Finally, they arrived at Craig's apartment.  Craig started to get out of
the car and stopped.  He turned to Travis and said, "Look Travis, I'm sorry
I got all shitty with you.  I really didn't mean what I said.  Why don't
you come up for a drink and we can talk."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I'm sure.  Come on."  Travis parked and both of them headed to
Craig's apartment.  Once inside, Craig offered to make drinks and headed
into the kitchen.

Travis walked around the apartment and found a picture of two guys
shirtless, embracing and kissing passionately.  One of the guys was
obviously Craig.  The other was a slightly younger blond man; handsome,
broad-shouldered.  "Who is this guy in this picture with you?" he asked.

Craig went to Travis, handed him a drink, took the picture from him and
held it.  "That's Ben." Craig lowered his head as tears welled up in his
eyes.  Gently, he traced a finger over Ben's torso.  "I loved him so much."
It was only a whisper.

Travis was silent for a moment.  He saw a single tear roll down Craig's
cheek.  "So you guys aren't together anymore?"

"No. We aren't.  Ben died.  Car accident."

"I'm sorry.  How long were you together?"

Craig sighed and put the picture back on its shelf.  "We dated for about a
year then we lived together for almost 4 years."

"The two of you lived here?"

"God no.  I couldn't stay there.  Too many memories.  Too many...."  Then
he began to cry.  Travis moved to Craig and put an arm around him. Craig
allowed himself to be comforted for a bit before pulling away and wiping
the tears from his face.

"I'm sorry, Craig, sincerely, I am. Do you want to talk about it?"

"Its been two years since he died.  There will never be anyone like him."
Craig managed a smile.

"Um, I need to piss.  Where is the john?" Travis asked. Craig nodded and
Travis left the room.  When he returned, Craig was making himself drink in
the kitchen and as Craig looked up, he saw Travis standing in the doorway.
He was shirtless.  Instinctively, Craig checked out his body.  Travis' arms
where toned and tanned below the sleeve line and a little lighter above.
His shoulders where broad.  Travis' chest was not muscular but had good
definition.  Two brown nipples were surrounded by a forest of dark black
hair.  The hair thinned out to just a inch wide swath which traveled down
his flat stomach to the navel.  There, the hair swooshed out in wide
circle. He could discern a quarter-inch of the waistband of Travis'
boxers. Craig realized he was staring and diverted his eyes back to the
drink he was making.

"Why did you take your shirt off?" he finally asked, not looking up.

"To be honest, I don't really know.  If its making you uncomfortable I
could put...."

"No, its ok.  You have a nice body."

Travis blushed.  "Never had a man say that to me before.  Sounds kind of
weird."

Again, Craig smiled.  "Here, I refreshed your drink." He handed it to
Travis who moved to take it from Craig.  Craig's hand was shaking.

"Your shaking."

"Yeah, I know. Its kind of been a while since I've had a half-naked man in
my kitchen."  After handing the drink to Travis, Craig pulled his shirt out
of his pants, up and over his head and then tossed it on a chair.  With a
big gulp, Travis swallowed hard, staring silently.  He noticed Craig's
upper body resembled his own with the exception of the carpet of thick,
blond hair which covered Craig's torso from his neck to his lower belly.
Travis seemed to be mesmerized.  Finally, his gaze went to Craig's face and
found Craig staring into his eyes.  He drank again and found his hand was
shaking this time.

"Lets go into the living room." Craig motioned for Travis to walk ahead of
him and they walked the few feet to the sofa.  Craig waited for Travis to
sit down then sat down next to him, perhaps a bit closer than Travis would
have normally expected, yet he didn't complain.  "How long have you been
divorced?" Craig asked.

"Three months."

"Are you dating anyone?"

"Just my right hand."

Craig laughed at this.  "I know what you mean."

"So you haven't had sex since Ben...um...."

"Died.  He died.  I can say it now.  But to answer your question, yes, I've
had sex a couple of times but it was just sex.  Emotionless, empty sex."
Travis nodded, understanding.  "What about you?"

"No. Not even a one night stand," Travis replied, "And to make it worse,
the last few months of my marriage was sexless also.  She just...it just
stopped.  I lost interest in her and she lost interest in me."  Travis
looked at Craig and they gazed into each other's eyes for a moment.  Craig
set his drink on the coffee table and, sitting back down, moved closer to
Travis.  Their knees touched.  Travis yawned.  "I guess I should be going
but, fuck, I'm too tired to get up."

"You are welcomed to stay. I have a spare bedroom.  Besides, its nice to
have someone to talk to."

"I know that feeling.  With my kids at their mom's most of the time, I get
lonely." Then Travis set his drink on the table and moved closer to Craig.
Their naked arms touched from the elbows to the shoulders.  Another long
silence, a clock somewhere chimed the hour.  Travis sighed a heavy sigh and
laid his head on Craig's left shoulder. Craig moved his left arm around
Travis who moved to accommodate and then slowly lowered his head to Craig's
chest.  Travis marveled at the feel of Craig's chest hair against his
cheek.  Not quite a tickle..something else....Travis had no word to
describe it.  Craig's hand ended up on Travis' body, just below his left
nipple.  Travis felt an erection beginning and in seconds, he was
completely hard.

Next, Travis put a shaking hand on Craig's stomach and moved it slowly up
to his chest.  "So hard." he whispered.

"What?" Craig asked.

"I was just noticing the difference between your stomach and my ex-wife's.
Her's is soft, flabby, like pudding or something.  After two kids, she
really let herself go.  She gained like 60 pounds in the ten years we were
married.  Yours, on the other hand, is hard, compact, sleek."  Then he
added. "Sexy."

"Um..Travis?" Craig asked.

"Yeah?"

"Why are you here?"

Travis replied, "I've been asking myself the same question for the past few
minutes."  Craig moved his hand to Travis' nipple.  He felt Travis begin to
breath heavier as his fingers caressed him there.  Craig's semi-hard cock
ballooned to full erection.

"Is this what you want?" Craig then asked.

"Yes."  Just a whisper.  It was then Craig felt Travis' tongue lick his
nipple.  He put his right hand on the back of Travis's head and gently
played with his short cropped hair as his other hand moved down to Travis'
navel.  Travis started sucking on Craig's nipple.  Craig arched his back
just a bit as, he too, began to breath heavier.  Then Travis looked up at
Craig and Craig leaned down.  They kissed.  A quick gentle kiss.  Then
Craig kissed him, again, this time more passionately. Travis took this
opportunity to re-postition his erection which had been pressing into his
thigh.  He felt precum oozing onto his leg.  The next thing he was aware of
was Craig's beard stubble grazing against his as they kissed. This sent a
jolt of sexual lust throughout his body.  He opened his mouth and Craig's
tongue slipped in to caress his teeth.  Both of them moaned.

Travis broke the kiss to find Craig's right nipple and he licked it.  Craig
moved his left hand from playing with Travis' navel to inside Travis' pants
where he found the waistband of his boxers.  Deflty, his fingers pushed
under the waistband and into the tangle of his pubic hair.

Travis was in utter abandonment now. Almost doubled over onto Craig, he
moved his legs out and at the same time Craig's hand wrapped around the
head of his cock.  All inhibitions gone now, Travis moved his mouth down to
Craig's stomach, grunting and moaning as Craig administered to his prick.
He moved his hand from Craig's stomach and placed it directly on the bugle
just inches from his face.  Craig's palm, now completely coated in precum,
slid up and down the length of Travis' organ.  Each time, Travis would moan
louder and grind his face into Craig's stomach.  Quickly, Travis ripped
Craig's jeans open and inhaled the musky manscent emanating from the prize
held within Craig's briefs.  Travis could take no more.  "OH FUCK!" he
hissed between clenched teeth.  "I'M GONNA CUM!"

Craig felt Travis' cock expand to its zenith and explode with great
intensity.  Molten hot semen shot into Craig's palm as he continued to jerk
Travis off.  Travis' body seized, his breath came in quick stitches
punctuated by deep guttural grunts as his nuts emptied into Craig's hand.
At one point the only thing moving was Craig's hand around Travis'
throbbing dick.  Travis had become totally silent as his orgasm continued;
his body intensly taught.  Then, quite suddenly, Travis gasped for air and
collapsed onto Craig.  He laid there, breathing deep and exhaling in great
gulps.  His cock continued to throb in Craig's hand, spewing out his most
precious fluid.  Several minutes ticked by.  Finally, Travis sat up.  Craig
extracted his hand from Travis' pants and they kissed.

"Man, that was the most incredible orgasm I've had in a long time!  A LONG
time!"

"Nothing like a helping hand in time of need." Craig said and Travis
laughed.  "Look, I'm....um going to wash my hands and then I'm going to
bed.  Its been a long day."

"Um..yeah, ok.  Are you sure its ok for me to stay?"

"Sure. No problem. Follow me." They got up and headed to the hallway.
"Here is your room.  Bathroom is just over there.  The sheets are clean and
the bed is comfy."

Travis motioned to the other door.  "Is that your room?"

"Yeah. Good night." Craig said and went into his room while Travis went
into his.  Craig made his way to the bathroom and unzipped his pants.  The
aroma of precum and sweat filled his nostrils.  He pulled out his semi-hard
dick and began to piss.  Afterwards, he washed his hands, getting all of
Travis off of them.  He peeled his pants off and then headed back into his
bedroom.  He saw Travis standing in the doorway and stopped.  "What?" he
asked.

"I was thinking," Travis began, "there's no reason to get both beds all
messed up....."

"Travis, you just keep surprising me."  Craig said with a sly smile.
Travis grinned.  "You want jammies?"

"Nope!" Travis said and shucked his pants off, leaving just his boxers, and
jumped into the bed.

"No way man, that's MY side.  Get your ass over!" Travis moved over as
Craig turned the light off and climbed into the bed.  He scrunched his
pillow up and turned onto his right side.  "Good night." He said.

"Good night." Travis replied.  A few mintues later, Craig felt a hand on
his arm.  The hand moved slowly up and down his bicep.  Then it moved to
his chest.  The fingers found his nipple.

"I thought you were tired." Craig said into the darkness.

"I seem to have gotten my second wind." Travis replied.  He moved closer to
Craig.  His fingers played with Craig's chest hair as his hand moved to
Craig's other nipple.  Craig moved back against Travis and felt his
erection pressing into his butt.  He moved his ass up and down against it.

"Seems something else has gotten his second wind also." Craig said.  Travis
moved his lips to Craig's ear and nibbled on it.  Craig moaned. Then Craig
turned onto his back and Travis moved away a bit.  His hand traveled lower.
His fingernails dug into Craig's flat, hairy stomach. Travis leaned over
Craig and kissed him deeply. As the kiss continued, his hand found Craig's
bulge and palmed it through his briefs.  Craig moaned again, louder.

Travis' mind was a whirwind of emotions and feelings.  Feelings buried so
deep they ached to be released.  His breathing became faster, his heart
thumped so loudly in his chest he was sure Craig could hear it.  His cock
was harder than he could ever remember.  He thought of David.  David.  The
guy he had been in love with..yes in love with all so long ago; but David
was unreachable.  David was straight, as straight as Travis was.  "Was" is
the operative word there, Travis reminded himself. There was no going back
now.  He knew what he wanted.  He wanted men.  And Craig is the guy who
would be his first.  Craig would be special to him forever.

The kiss ended when Travis moved his face to Craig's chest.  His hand dived
into Craig's briefs and grabbed onto a man's erect cock for the first time
in his 31 years.  Craig grunted.

With the grunt came a huge drop of precum into Travis' palm and Travis
gleamed the precum all over the head.  He had to see this.  HAD TO!  Travis
pulled the blankets from Craig's studly form and was grateful the drapes
were open and more grateful there was a full moon to cast a clear view of
Craig's bulge surrounded by his hand.  With his free hand he pulled Craig's
briefs down as Craig lifted up to allow him access.  There it was!  There
was Craig's hot, hard cock in his hand.  The head glistened in the
moonlight.  "Oh fuck YEAH!" Travis thought to himself.  He pumped Craig's
cock up and down.  Ah the velvety smooth skin.  Skin over stone.  And the
scent!  Intoxicating!  He kissed Craig's stomach.

Craig's hands went to Travis' head.  He pushed Travis down oh so slowly.
"Take your time," Craig instructed. "Cover your teeth with your lips.
Don't try to take it all.  Use your tongue.  Yes!  The tongue. Don't forget
my nuts.  Lick them.  Suck them." Craig felt Travis' lips touch the head of
his cock and his tongue swirled around the glans.  "Ahh yes, that feels so
good, baby."

Travis placed his lips over the head and began to suck.  He lowered his
hand to Craig's balls and gently squeezed them.  He marveled at the
different textures: the cock, smooth and silky; the scrotum, hairy and
rough.  "Ahh fuck yeah, Travis!  That's it man!"  Next, he grabbed the cock
at the base and pumped as he sucked on the head to be rewarded by a river
of precum which oozed onto his tongue.

Travis came up for air.  He kissed Craig's cock and licked around the
shaft.  Then he went for Craig's nuts, taking first one then the other into
his mouth, sucking on the scrotum and licking the egg shaped testicles.
Craig's scent drove him wild!

Craig sat up then and removed his underwear completely.  Travis changed
positions, getting between Craig's legs and then going down again on
Craig's nuts.  Craig put his hands on Travis' head and ran his fingers
through his hair.  "Fuck, this is incredible!" Travis whispered as he
looked up at Craig.  Craig had his head thrown back, his eyes where
squeezed shut, his chest heaved, his nipples were hard.  "Awesome! Oh man,
you are hot!" Travis said.

He wanted more! Down again, his mouth engulfed the head.  He tried to take
all of Craig's seven-incher but began to gag a bit with only two inches
left.  He resigned to do his best and started to suck in earnest.  He knew
how he wanted to be blown and used that as a reference.  Travis sucked and
licked, he pumped the shaft with his hand.  He felt more and more precum
sliding on his tongue.  Craig's cock seemed to grow even harder and longer.
"He's close to cumming." Travis thought.  Craig moved his knees up into the
air, his thighs held Travis' head in a vise.  Travis loved it.  He let his
hands run up and down Craig's hairy thighs and then down to his hairy butt.

"Travis, dude, I'm gonna blow!" Craig said.  Travis sucked harder.  "Ahh
fucking suck my prick!  Yeah man!"  Travis sucked faster.  "Fuck, dude, I'm
really gonna cum!"  Craig pushed his hips up, grinding his cock deeper into
Travis' mouth.  Travis almost gagged but instead, opened his throat and
swallowed.  Now his nose was in Craig's bush. "Oh SHIT!
I'm....gonna....cum!  OH FUCK!"  Travis felt Craig's cock harden to its
zenith.  Craig's body tensed, his ass lifted off the bed and he shouted,
"I'M CUMMING!!"

"This is it," Travis thought, "The moment of truth..do I swallow?  OH man,
I want to taste him!"  Travis pulled up slightly.  Craig's body stiffened
and he heard Craig grunt like an animal as his cock erupted in Travis'
mouth.  A torrent of cum shot out of Craig's incredibly hard cock.  It
coated Travis' tongue.  Travis tried to swallow, but too quickly another
gush of cum shot out.  Craig grunted fiercely as his orgasm continued and
it drove Travis wild.  He sucked and swallowed, trying to keep up with the
river of cum flooding his mouth.  He felt semen escaping out of his lips
and running down his chin.  He didn't care.  Over and over he swallowed;
over and over Craig's cock shot more cum into his mouth until...it seemed
to go on forever...Craig relaxed.  Travis glanced up to see Craig's chest
heaving with deep breaths.  He continued to suck on Craig's softening cock
until it was depleted of cum.  He sat up then, brushed his mouth with the
back of his hand and then laid down between Craig's legs.  He eyed Craig's
cock as it laid heavily on Craig's stomach, slick with cum.  "Fucking
awesome." he said.

Craig grabbed Travis' head and pulled him up to his face.  They kissed.
Travis fed Craig his own cum as they kissed.  "My turn," Craig whispered to
Travis.  He pulled Travis into a sitting position.  "Straddle my chest.
Let me suck you off.  Taste your cream directly from your dick."

"Fuck yeah!" Travis said as he assumed the position.

"Rub your dick on my nipples." Craig suggested.  "That's it. Damn that cock
looks good."  Craig ran his hands up Travis' chest, pulled on his nipples
and tangled his fingers in the chest hair.  He traced the lines of Travis'
pecs, teased his belly.  Travis stroked his cock directly over Craig's
mouth, letting him lick the head before pushing into Craig's face.  "I want
to suck your balls." Craig said.  Travis eased his body over Craig's face,
letting his nuts fall into Craig's opened mouth.

"Ahh fuck, that feels so fucking good!" Travis said as he watched Craig
devour his nuts, his tongue flickered around the heavy scrotum.  Travis
swiped his cock over Craig's face as Craig ate his hairy balls.

"Fuck my face, Travis. Fuck my face." Craig pleaded as his hands roamed
down to Travis' ass, roaming over Travis' hairy ass.

Travis ground his cock into Craig's face, watching as his cock disappeared
into Craig's hot mouth.  He could feel Craig's fingers teasing his asshole
and it felt so fucking good.  Travis felt his cum boiling in his nuts.  He
wanted to cum.  Travis pulled his cock out and began to stroke it madly.
"That's it man, stroke that fine dick.  Yeah, fucker...shoot that load into
my mouth."

"Ah shit!  Ah fuck!  I'm gonna cum!" Travis hissed.  He stroked his cock
faster and faster aiming the head at Craig's upturned mouth.  Craig's
tongue flicked around the head and his finger entered Travis' ass.  Travis'
cock became hard as stone.  He grunted, pushed his cock into Craig's mouth
and let loose with a load even bigger than his first.  It seemed his nuts
were hell bent on emptying themselves into Craig's mouth.  His orgasm was
long and intense....he grunted and stroked as he watched volley after
volley of cum shoot onto Craig's face and into his mouth.  He watched Craig
lick at his cock and swallow his cum. Over and over he grunted until
finally pushing into Craig's mouth and...ahh fuck yeah!... Craig's warm,
delicious lips wrapped around his pole.  He leaned over Craig, sucking in
great gulps of air as Craig sucked the life out of him.  He collapsed,
then, falling onto Craig and damn near passed out.  He was spent.

Craig thought Travis had died.  Sounds funny but that was what Craig
thought.  He killed a man by sucking his dick.  If it were not for Travis'
breathing.  "You ok?" he asked.

"In...fucking....credible." Travis finally whispered. "Infuckingcredible."

Craig eased Travis off of him.  The guy was like a rag doll.  Wiped out.
Sucked dry.  Travis fell onto his back and Craig rolled on top of him. He
put his head on Travis' chest and wrapped his arms around his body.
Travis' heart, still recovering from the body bliss, pounded inside his
chest.  They slept.

A couple of hours later, Craig woke up.  He extracted himself from Travis'
embrace and quietly rose being careful not to wake him.  Craig went into
his bathroom and shut the door.  Bracing his eyes from the light, he opened
a cabinet.  He found the vial of sleeping pills he bought almost a month
ago.  He opened the vial.  Moving to the toilet, Craig turned the vial
upside-down and emptied the contents into the bowl and flushed. After
tossing the empty container into the trash can, he pissed and flushed
again.  Silently, he made his way to his bed and laid down.  He put an arm
around Travis and said three words into the darkened room, "Good bye, Ben."


			THE END