Date: Sat, 19 Oct 2002 13:51:46 -0700 (PDT)
From: silvrsurferhang10@yahoo.com
Subject: Some Dreams Do Happen

If ur not of age an ur not in to storys w/ gay content, pass this up...
thanks!!!

Sorry, but this is going to be kinda slow at first, it will get better...
This is my first time doing this, so plz get back to me, an let me know
what u thought...Thanks a bunch

This story is in a way to feel an remember those i loved an lost in death
an those that i still have in my life..this is a true story, but names have
been changed to protect the ppl an there shame....lol

I had just moved from Grand Junction to Durango Co, in June of 1999... i
was 26 yrs old, an str8 as an arrow, never had a gay thought or had any
sexual bouts w/ a guy...but i knew i was diffent then most guys, because i
had my share of sex w/ chics but never looked at them as just a piece of
ass... i dreamed about finding that special woman that would mean the world
to me, an become my wife... little did i know that comming to Duango CO
that chance would come to light.. as i got a job at a new store that came
to town, i met a few ppl that forever changed my life, in ways that only u
an i can understand...John had been working in Sporting Goods an Luke was
in Purchaseing .Danielle (whose name is true, for reasons ur later know)
was a cashier, an Billy was in Produce...an my name is James.... i'm 5'11
145lbs dishwater blonde ,w/ eyes that change w/ my mood.. i have a tight
swimmers build w/ a defined 6 pac . i was a Customer Service Manager , an
was responsible for the front end of the store an the cashiers...well
before we got to really know each other, we would meet an shoot the shit,
but that would soon chancebecause i had to move out of my house an i was
talking about it in the break room, an they heard me say i had to get a new
place, an John, said that he did to, well by the time we were done w/ lunch
we had a plan of all 5 of us getting a place, Jim, John, Luke an Billy, the
5th person was a friend of Lukes named Ryan...(Ryan an i were close). i
knew i would get along w/ all of them, long as i had my space to...so i was
one of 2 that had my own room, well through the summer we all got close, an
Danielle from work ... well all i can say is she is a hottie, an a great
personality to boot, an i found my self haveing feelings for her, but i
knew the other 4 much better cuz we were all roommates. an i later found
out that Ryan also had feelings for Danielle... i knew him first an i have
always said "bro's before hoes" an stepped off her, cuz i was not going to
loose a friend because of a chic... well by fall we were all super close,
kinda like the (Sit Com "Friends").an Ryan an Danielle started dateing,
even tho i knew she wanted to date me, an i wanted to date her, but thats
not how it went.but we still were able to be close friends. as Thanksgiving
was around the corner..everyone was planning how there were going to spend
it... so when Thankgiving week arived... i went snowboarding on monday at
Purgatory for my 2nd time, i was all on blacks...an at the end of the day i
biffed it bad an fracured my elbo, so i went to the hospital an had to have
my arm is a wrap an sling, an i spent the night w/ my friend Brian an his
family cuz his mom is like my 2nd mom.  I went back home on tuesday of that
week, going to the answereing machine i find out that my friend's an
roommates, Ryan an Billy were in a car accident, on the way to a club, an
Ryan was killed on impact. an Billy the the driver was in the hospital in
bad shape. so many thoughts running through my head numb, an hopeing this
was a bad dream only to find my self, crying, trying to make sence of a
week that is to surpose to be a week of thanksgiving....as i fell down to
the floor, i don't know how much time passed but Danielle came in an sat
down beside me crying w/ me knowing i just heard the news...she hugged me
to her carefull not to hurt my arm, an we just held each other an cryed for
god knows how long. as the rest of the week dragged on, those left to pick
up the pieces in a trance like state.  as Sat rolled on i was in my
roommates room playing a video game. an Luke was washing clothes. trying to
loose my self in the game i was playing, there was a loud boom, lights went
bright an then dim an the whole house was shakeing... an i was takeing in
this, Luke was pounding on the door of the of the room i was in, saying,
"Jim..... fi....fir....fire!!!!! what???... as i ran out of the room to go
to the laundry room, i seen the dryer through the wall to the next room
being the bathroom, w/ the washer in the shower...an flames from the fire
were up the wall an half of the ceiling...i could not reach the gas line to
shut it off , i told Luke to get me water...he came back to me w/ a coffee
cup w/ water, i threw the cup at the fire, more pissed then anything...
"what the fuck an i going to do w/ just a cup of water"?i told him to get
my dog an get the hell out of the house...an i ran to my room to get my
picture album..(thats one thing that can never be replaced).an called 911
on the way out the door, no sooner did i get out of the house the cordless
phone went dead an flames were shooting out of the house... i remembered
the gass line to try not to fuel the fire, an i found it outside an shut it
off. by the time it was all over we lost everything we had...i have been
strong through that week, but after that i broke down, crying an yelling...
knowing i was one of the few left...through the rest of Dec an into July of
2000. Danielle i became close an we were dateing, being friends knowing she
lost her b/f, me looseing a very close friend, her an i became lovers an a
couple.. we were to be married in augest of 2000..an we were going to move
to San Diego Californa to get marred. but again that was not in the cards,
because her dad had a heart attack, an i was there for her, but she told me
to move to cali an get things ready an to find a place to live so all she
had to do was come out after she knew her dad was ok...it was nice to get
out of Co, because of all the bad memorys that Co held for me, i left to
cali in late July talking to Danielle everyday an her dad had 2 more heart
attacts during that time, so she had to stay out there longer knowing that
she had to be there for her family, but most of all for her dad...i wanted
to be there for her so bad it hurt, cuz i missed her badly, but knowing we
would talk everyday, some how made it ok. till, October 15th of 2000 when i
got no call from her...an on the 16th at about 5:24am the phone rang...
answereing it to find it was Danielle's mom saying Danielle was in a car
accident , an in coma...i did not have money to come back to Co to see her,
so all i could do was call a few times a day to have her mom put the phone
to Danielle's ear, so i could tell her how much i loved her...an to ask her
to please not leave me...i pleaded an prayed for her the love of my life,
my friend, my lover an my wife to be, to fight, because of the dreams we
have.an knowing that we r to be together till we r old an gray.. Fate had
other ideas tho, cuz by the 19th of October..i lost here..i didn't want to
live knowing it was w/ out her..she was my life an driveing force behind my
life an w/ drew from friends, family...i went to work an did my job...i was
numb, cold an hurting...way to much to take in less then a year...i would
not let anyone see me, or spend time w/ me...everyone that knew me, could
feel my pain, but see it through my actions...the months after i lost the
love of my life were a blure.i was alive but dead inside but my friends an
workmates still tryed to pull me out of my depression..an i was slowly
comming out of it...i dated alittle.. but some how the women i dated,
somehow never measured up to what i had w/ Danielle...an when i had sex w/
then i felt like i was cheating, even tho i knew she was gone...an thats
when i knew that Danielle would be the only woman that would ever have my
heart...friends from work would try to get me to go out w/ them, going
clubbin, shit like that, one day at work, Chris gave me this phone number
for phone chat...looking at i put it in my wallet an went home... 3 days
later i was alone an sad an i called it...i was looking to talk to chics,
an i said it like this for my messege, along w/ my stats, an that i'm a
surfer..(surfing has helped bring back meaning, an soul, an belonging) "
i'm looking to talk to chics...i'm not looking for a g/f, or a fuck...so if
u want to talk an ur cool w/ that then hit me up...if ur not don't..."(i
know, kinda cold, but i'm real..what can i say?) an i got a shit load of
hits from chics that were online, but i also got hit up by a few guys
to...this one dude hit me up an said," dude, ur voice sounds so hot....i
want to take ur big cock in my mouth an deep throat u till u cum" i was
like dude, what the fuck is ur prob? hitting me up like this saying u want
to suck my dick...u don't even know me an u say that shit...an then i was
stupid an fell right into his trap, cuz what i said next went like this..."
dude, u can't even suck a dick like a chic can, because they been doing it
so long...." he came back w/ "dude, guys suck cock better then chics do,
because we have a cock we know what feels good to us, so we will do it back
if we suck a cock..." well that had me thinking, cuz i have had some great
head, but they seem never to know were we r an what makes us feel the best
to put us guys over the edge...while i was in thought, about what he said,
my str8 side took over an i blocked him from hitting me back up...even tho
he did give me food for thought...about a week after that i went to an
adult book store..(never been to one in my life) an seen the back that had
a sign that said vidio booths...so i went in an put a few bucks in an
started to flip through the channels...as i did i came to some gay shit...
at first i passed it up cuz i'm like what the hell is this shit doing on
here, but as i went on a flipped to 2 hot guys that were sucking each other
off, an i could see pleasure on both of there faces just before the guy
being sucked came all over the guys face that was sucking him.... in one
word....HOT!!!!... an my mind went back to the phone chat i had w/ that guy
that said guys give better head then chics...an i was hard as hell just
thinking about it..i left an went back home an j/o when i hot home i. i
stripped down nude an layed in bed, jacking my cock( 9"x6 1/2 thick cut) to
one hell of a mess, i shot to my face, pecs an most to my abs an bush. an
fell asleep feeling good...well about 2 days later i called that phone chat
again, looking to talk to chics ..but really wanting to get hit up by some
hot guy, cuz i had a lot of questions... sure as shit i was hit up by a guy
that sounded str8, other then the words he said...lol ...he said again that
i have a hot voice an that he wants to suck me off, an i started to ask him
personal questions about his age , how long he has been bi an where he
lives, an if he is str8 acting. stuff like that,an i found out his stats an
that he is in the military guy thats 5'11, 23 at 175lbs an blue eyes an
brown hair, smooth tight bod w/ nice pecs an 6 pac abs.... well he told me
that he wants to come over an show me how good man sex is ,an that he
wanted to be my first... well there was a long pause as i took this in..to
be honest i was scared for many reasons, but i told him, "that u better be
all u says u are, because if your not, an u come to by door i will look out
an an walk away from the window, so u better be telling the trueth w/ ur
looks, cuz if not its a wasted trip for u...." an he said that he is an
that he would be over in an hour, so i went to take a shower...thinking to
my self jim what the hell r u doing? u can't go through w/ this...ur
str8... but my cock had other thoughts, an it was hard!!! to make its point
known that it wanted this...( some times it sucks, when a guy is led around
by his cock... but guys we have all been there...)i was showered an shaved
an looked good, even tho i kept asking my self why ur makeing ur self look
good its just a dude....lol... but i did look good, i heard the knock on
the door an went to look out the window....fuck... i was blown away...he
was hot as hell an better then he said online, wearing a pair of shorts an
a wife beater w/ a ball cap on his head down to a cool pair of sandles. i
let him in an we walked to my bedroom an i closed the door. an we both sat
on the bed, asking each others names. his being Scott i was getting hard an
i was doing my best to not let it show, till he put his hand on my thigh an
all hope was lost...i was sprung. an he layed me on the bed an started
licked my neck an tryed to move up for a kiss , but i turned, i was not
ready for that.. an he worked his mouth an tongue over my neck licking
tasteing, all over my pecs an abs... when he got to my belly botton, he
started to swirl his tongue around licking almost trying to feast on my
navel. my cock head was hang-in out of my surfer shorts an when his tongue
reached it, i had a puddle of pre-cum waiting for himwhen his tongue hit my
head i let out a long low moanan my body shook. as he moved lower his mouth
pulled my cock head into his mouth an was sucking an licking i wanted him
to take my cock into his thoat..he seemed to have read my mind cuz he
pulled my shorts lower till my full hardness was out for the takeing..but
he has one hand working my pecs an abs an his other hand went to my plum
size nutts an rolled them into his hand. as his mouth took my cock lower an
lower till all i could do is grab his head in my hands an fuck up into his
mouth..he caught the hint an started to work my cock. licking down my whole
shaft till he got to my nutt, he tryed to take them both in at the same
time but was only able to take one at a time... "hell yea Scott, suck my
nutts, till u build up a big load...yea thats it dude....mmmmmmmmmmm..an
then he went lower ..all i knew was what he was doing, made me feel so
good, an when i didn't think it could get any better, short of shooting my
load, it did!" he started slide-in his tongue into my vigin ass an he was
getting off on it ..an soooo was i .he licked up from my cock head back
down past my nutts to my ass hole an started fucked my mangina w/ his
tongue..in between pants an moans i asked him what he is doing an he pulled
up just anough to say i'm rimming u. he asked me if i wanted him to stop an
i told him he feels so good, don't st........oooooooo.......pppppppp as his
tongue continued where he left off, an gave me one hell of a rim job ...he
went back to working my cock again an as working me w/ a mission.  he had
me on one hell of a sexual high an my hands went back to his head. fingers
slidein through his hair w/ out even knowing i was doing it. i knew i was
close an i guess he did to, cuz he started matching me moan for moan... "
suck that cock bro, yea ..........oooooooohhhhhhhh .......mmmmmmm work that
cock bitch..." i'm going to cum Scott, pull off..expecting him to pull off
i held out as long as i could till i could tell he was not going to pull
off but proceeded to suck me w/ even more vigor till i my body went off the
bed, an i started fucking his face as if it was a pussy, shooting my load
down his thoat..cuz he took my load like a champ even tho it was more then
i think he expected because it started to run out the side of his lips an
down his chin. but he sucked my cock dry, an as he pulled off my hard cock
he went back to licking my ass an then he spit on his hand an started to
lube up his cock an then came back up to try an kiss me an just as he was
moveing his face sloser to mine i felt his cock at my ass. at first i just
froze..then i said " no dude, i'm sorry dude, i'm not ready for that..he
was like please bro, ur ass is so tight an hot i just want to fuck u, i
will go slow..i'm not read y for that bro...an i layed him on his back an
started to suck his pecs an lick down his abs till i got to his cock an..i
looked at it for a few an then found my self wanting to know what his cock
taste like an what it feels like to have a cock in my mouth so i licked his
head an tasted some precum...it was as sweet as hony.. an i wanted more, so
i started to work his cock w/ him moaning...he asked me if i have ever done
this before an i told him no, it must of been all that practice of eatting
pussy.. but he said i suck cock like a pro. i told him to tell me when he
was going to cum an i worked it till he was beggin me to let him cum...damn
that felt good to have power like that on someone...an i worked him up a
little higher till he said he was about to cum an i jacked him off till he
came, he shot so much cum it counted 9 shots2 hit him on his face an nose,
but it was hot cuz as he was moaning, his mouth was open for the second
shot.i doubt thats why it was open, but it was a perfect shot right in his
mouth an landing on his tonguethe rest nailed his neck pecs an abs an then
dribbled all over my hand...by this time my cock was still hard an he just
looked an me an laughed. as he asked me if that cock ever gets soft..i told
him he would just have to wait an see. an i told him i wanted to fuck himhe
was scared to be fucked by me cuz he said he has never had a cock as big as
mine in him but he would try but i had to go slow an do everything he
says... i was cool w/ that ,cuz i wanted to see what it was like to fuck a
tight ass. Scott asked me if i have any lube an all i had was some hand
cream, he said that would work. He asked me what position i wanted him in,
an i told him on his back. by this time i lubed up my cock an his hole. an
put the tip of my cock to his hole, Scott told me to go slow an my head
could feel the resistance of his ass hole, almost like it didn't want it
there. an then i pushed a little harder an Scott pushed back on my cock
till i felt his ass give way, then next thing i felt was half my cock in
his hole, we cryed out, shitttttttt.slow..slow...don't move... fuckkkkk,
that hurts..."scott we can stop, i don't want to hurt u..."  he said no,
its starting to feel better but to give him a few ...he said he has never
felt to much preassure in his ass, an that he felt like he was shitting a
water melon...... i didn't mean to laugh from that... but i did, an i came
back w/ not yet Scott, i have not seeded u yet an they need time to
grow..." he started to laugh really hard even tho he had a cock in his ass
an we both broke out laughing...i guess that did the trick cuz i slid in
the rest of the way no problem... " Jim that feels so good, i have never
been this full of cock an it feels so fucking good....yea dude, start
fucking me slow an i did an no more then 5 full strokes he shot a load..it
through be back at first cuz he didn't even touch his cock but his ass got
so fucking tight as he spasmed an that gave me an idea for the finish...
but anyway, i started to fuck him harder an depper, an not more then 8 mins
later he shot again...at that point i'm like dude u keep doing that,
makeing ur ass all tight on me, ur doing to make me shot before i even get
started...i'm like fuck this, ur ass is mine dude, u have cum 3 times an
i'm on my 2nd....an i went for broke, an fucked him like he was a $2.00
whore... deep an hard i pounded his ass. my low hang-in balls slapping off
his ass i bent his legs over my shoulders till his knees were almost
touching his pecs an stood on my tippy toes an deep dicked him hard an
fast, working my hips makeing sure i hit every place his ass an my cock
could hit... after about 20 mins of fucking him like this i knew i was
closean i told him i was close an he said he was to an to fuck him w/
everything i got, so i pounded that ass like i was a crazy person an an
knew i was getting close but i wanted Scott to cum again w/ my cock is his
ass an he did, an when his ass started to milk my cock i knew i was done
for...."fuck dude, i'm going to cum in ur ass bitch...  fuckkkkk...
ahhhhhhhh... dude.........take my cum in ur man pussy...fuckkkkkkkk.." an i
fell right on his chest w/ us both slideing around in his cum... " Jim,
fuck dude, i have never in my life been fucked like this, an cam 3 time
back to backj w/ out even touching my self...........mmmmmmmmmm .......that
was off the top dude..." "thanks bud, u have a nice ass Scott, i could get
use to this, but ur prob ready for me to pull out now.."dude, i could only
dream....."  well scott, some dreams do happen!!!!!!!!!!!

TO BE CONTINUED

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