Date: Sun, 16 Dec 2007 20:38:29 -0800 (PST) From: John Colorado Subject: Sunset on the Edge of the High Desert Chapter 16 If you are here illegally, then it is time for you to leave. This story contains man/man sex. If this is bothers you, then it is time for you to leave also. This story is fiction but some of it is based on real situations. The names and places have been changed. Sunset on the Edge of the High Desert by John of Colorado cldjhn@yahoo.com Chapter 16 Dr. John and Dan arrived a week early before the scheduled time to scatter Joe's ashes. Dan had all the paper work ready to transfer my entire estate into the names of Adam, Jack and myself. He also had my will ready to sign and file. I had dictated what I wanted to him over the phone. He wanted me to go over it word for word and see if any changes needed to be made. Dan had been to the cabin by the lake many times before. He wanted to take Dr. John out there and spend some time with him. They wanted to do a little fishing and sight seeing. I told him that he knew the way and could go up there while Adam, Jack and myself went into town and signed the papers before a notary and get them filed. While in town we had to stop by Mark's restaurant for lunch. He wanted to know when we were going to the cabin again. We invited him out tomorrow for a couple of days. This would be pairs only. We told him that Dr. John and Dan were already there. So he and Jack would just have to make do with each other. Adam and I would do the same. All of us would have to rough it and sleep in tents because Dr. John and Dan would be in the cabin. Of course no clothes allowed. We had a few other stops to make and then were going to head back out. Jack decided to stay in town and come out with Mark at the end of his shift at 5:00. Adam and I stopped by the house and pick up a few things and headed on up to the cabin. We sat up the tents, pumped up the air mattresses and got the sleeping bags laid out. We got undressed and headed for the hot springs. Dr. John and Dan were already there and didn't hear us come in. It was no wonder, Dr. John was banging Dan who was making so much noise, nothing could be heard. Adam and I didn't want to disturb them and just stood and watch them finish up. What a sight and a turn on for us. "Hey, Good to see you guys! I hope you enjoyed our little show. Now it's show time for us" Dan said. "So that is what doctors pack under their white coats. I am impressed . Nice probe you have there. You can probe for my prostate anytime you want." Adam cooed. "Let's get rid of Dan and Louie. Then I can perform my operation on you." "No way, Doc, he's mine now. Show him your ring Adam." "You finally got serious. Congratulations! I am so happy for you two" said Doctor John, giving both of us a big hug and kiss. "Why don't you show them your ring, Dan" "We have matching rings also. Look at this." And showed us his cock ring. "Show them yours, now!" "Congrats, I think Adam and I should trade with you! Way to go guys!" Louie chuckled. "We are still waiting for our show. John, I don't think they know how, so maybe we had better show them what to do." giggled Dan. "You had just better watch us, we teach you a few new tricks" Adam responded. All four of us were as hard as rocks. Needless to say no one was watching the others. We completed our wild session and was just sitting and playing with each other. "Would you look at the size of those stallions coming down the path. Good to see you again." greeted Dan. "I think I need to give a couple of guys a physical." Doctor John expounded. "Being a doctor sure has advantages at times." "It looks like you brought the right tools for the job. Would you like for me to warm it up for you. You know patients don't like cold tools." beamed Jack "I don't think that he will need any warming up with a hot poker like that one." smiled Mark. "On second though, maybe I had better re-check Dan. I think I missed something the first time." "I am ready when you are and I don't even have to get undressed!" Dan declared. "Actually guys, Adam and I are going to the top of the hill to watch the sunset. Any of you want to come?" We all took the short walk and sat down on swing and enjoyed the view. The rest of the gang found rocks to sit on while watch the sunset. "We now have just have enough time to make the cabin before dark. We can return by lantern light if you want." I stated. We all decided that we had enough of the great outdoors. We just sat around and visited until bed time. Adam and I went to our tent. We were all ready for bed so we climbed into our oversized sleeping bag. "You know Louie, we haven't done it in sleeping bag yet. This might be fun! It sounds like Mark and Jack are already trying out their sleeping bag. Those two are worse than we are. They never seem to get enough loving!" We were up before the rest of the guys and decided to catch some trout for breakfast. It was a little chilly go we got dressed and were off. It wasn't long before we had enough fish for breakfast. We went into the kitchen and had coffee and breakfast almost completed when the others woke. "I thought no clothes were allowed up here!" Mark said in disbelief. "They aren't! Evidently, you have not been to the outhouse yet this morning. I think the two of you should run down to the lake and take a quick dip before breakfast. I am sure that would wake you up." suggested Louie. "I'll skip the dip in the lake but I have to make a trip to the outhouse." Said Doctor John. He left but rushing back in. "I think I join Adam and Louie and put some clothes on." "Told you so!" smirked Louie. Mark and Jack came in from the tent fully clothed. "Fall is sure in the air this morning. It is cold out there. That cooking stove sure feels good this morning." said Mark. Adam and I headed back to the ranch. We had to finish with all the paper work and do some odds and ends. The Long's needed some things from Bend so Adam and I volunteered to go in and pick them up. We stopped by to see is Sarah and Gene needed anything. They decided to ride in with us. This made the kids happy. They wanted to go also. We stopped by Mark's place for lunch. One of his cook's had burned himself very bad and was in the hospital. I called Jack on his cell and told him. He said he and Mark would leave immediately for Bend. We finished all our errands and was getting ready to leave for home. The kids wanted to go to the Dairy Queen and get an ice cream cone. So guess who won. They didn't get much an argument from the rest of us. Sounded like a good idea to us. Gina, Jim and Ian arrived. Rev. Paul and his family cane also. We called Bend and reserved several rooms in a local motel. Several members from Lila's church came. Our little private ceremony suddenly got bigger. Members from the community started calling and letting us know that they would be coming also. I called Country Caters in Bend and asked if they could get a meal for a hundred people. I told them even if they had to call in extra workers, I would make it worth their efforts. I have used them on several occasions and liked their services. They even said they would deliver, set up and serve. I called a high school in Bend and made arrangement to rent tables and chairs from them. I would send a crew in to pick them up. I sent Adam, Jim and Ian into Bend to get a soft drink machine from the Pepsi Bottling Company. They could stop by and get a keg of beer. I had the out of town guest in Bend out for a barbeque and swim party. They were really appreciative because they were bored stiff sitting in motel rooms. The next day, I had the ranch hands hitch up four wagon for an old fashion hayride and hotdog roast. We sad around the campfire and sang all of those old campfire songs. This turned out to be a big hit with everyone. The time arrived for us to carry out Joe's final wishes. Everyone gathered at the ranch. I had charted two big buses to carry us to the lake. Every one was getting on the buses and I had a panic attack. It suddenly hit me what was happening. I started crying and unable to stop. Adam came to my rescue. He took me in his arms and started talking softly to me. "Louie, I am here for you. I told you once that I would be by your side whenever you needed me. So here I am. Louie I know you loved Joe very much. The time has come for you to let him go. I want you to remember all the good times you and Joe had. I want to hear about them. Will you tell me? I don't want you to leave anything out." I don't know what happen but a very strange feeling came over me. I started talking and Adam was a good listener. I could feel Joe's presence and I knew he wanted to be released. I was a peace with myself once again. Adam was my rock and I knew I was safe in his arms. I got on the bus and we headed out. We arrived at the lake and started toward Joe's favorite spot-the hill where we watch the sunsets. I froze. I could not move. Adam was trying to calm me but to no avail. He started singing "Beyond the Sunset". Everyone started to sing. My legs starting moving again. I started playing my violin. Once again, Adam was my strength. I could now let Joe be free. We reached the top and my tears were gone. I had an inner peace. Rev. Paul started the ceremonies. I played the violin and Adam, Gene and Sarah sang some of Joe's and my favorite songs. I have never experience any thing so beautiful in my whole life. It came time for me to scatter the ashes. Again I froze. Dan and Adam were on each side of me. I told them I wanted a few minuet alone with Joe. They asked the group to move down the hill a short distance. Dan and Adam went with them. I talked to Joe and told him that I loved him and that he was going to join his mother and Joann, my wife. Together, they could watch the sunsets while they waited for me to join them. Then we would spend eternity walking hand in hand. Never to be separated again. Lila's ashes were scattered first. I couldn't do it. I couldn't even take the lid off. Adam started to sing again. This time he sang `In the Garden'. He sang loud and clear. I could hear him echoing though out the valley. I found a inner strength and was able to throw Joe into the wind. His ashes seemed just to float around. Evidently I fainted. When I came too, Adam was hold me in his arms and talking softly to me. I looked up and he kissed me gently on the lips. "You did it, Man. It is all over. Let's go home." He rose and helped me up. He half carried me down the slope. I am so thankful that I stopped that day at that rest area. Adam is my everything! I love his so.! He is the best thing that has ever happened to me! The afternoon was a great success. The tables were decorated with fresh flowers and potted plants brought by our guests. The food and drinks were outs, so people could help themselves. There was no formal set down planned. By popular demand, the piano and drums were set up and the family gave a concert for about an hour. Adam took the lead role and acted as master of ceremonies. We played and sang. This certainly turned into a Gala affair. The pool got its share of use. Toward evening, people started leaving and soon only a handful of people remained. They started the cleanup effort and told Adam and I to get lost. They would do the rest, including loading the tables on the truck to return tomorrow. Adam told Jack that we would be using the cabin tonight but company would be welcomed in the morning. They could bring the family and out of town guests up to the lake for a fishing trip and fish fry in the evening. "Adam, I can't go back up to the lake. Please let's just stay down here tonight." begged Louie. Adam hugged me tight. "Louie, I know it will be hard for you to go but the longer you wait, the harder it will be for you to go. I think you should go even if I have to get help to hog tie you and carry you up myself. Please let me help you get completely over this fear you have built up inside you. I know this will take every ounce of strength you can muster up to go up there but it needs to be done." "Adam, please don't make me do this. I want to wait and will go another time. I just can't!" cried Louie. "Louie, I can't force you to go, but I will take your hand and lead the way if you will let me! I love you very much and all I want is your happiness. I feel that if you don't go now, you will never be able to make it on your own." "You won't leave me alone will you. No, I can't go!" Adam hugged me tighter and kissed me long and hard. I could feel his energy flowing from his body to mine. "I know you are trying to do what is best for me and that you would never intentionally do anything to harm me. I will go part way tonight and the rest of the way tomorrow." "That is fine. Half way it is. Shall we go." Louie hesitated but got into the pickup and slid over next to me. I put my arm around his shoulder. He laid his head on my arm and closed his tear filled eyes. My heart is about to break but I will get Louie through all of this misery...somehow! Adam though to himself. We were about 3/4 the way there, I pull into a turn-around so I could go back. Louie looked up at me and whispered "I can go a little farther. I will let you know when to turn around." "Are you sure?" Louie just nodded his head yes. "We're getting real close. Do you want to turn around yet?" "No, Just a ways farther?" "Louie, I can see the cabin." "Please stop then and just hold me! Adam did just that. Not a word was said. "Adam, I think I can do it now. Let's go all the way. I don't know about getting out yet." We drove up to the cabin and just sat there for a long time. Adam just held me close. I had my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat. He did not speak . He knew I had to work things out for myself. His not talking spoke louder than any word he might utter. Finally, I looked up at Adam and he kissed me. "Let's go inside." "Louie , you made it. I am real proud of you." "Adam, I couldn't have made it on my own. You pulled me through. Thanks! I love you, Big Guy!" "Love you More!!!" Adam said hugging me close and kissing me. We went into the cabin and laid down on the bed fully clothed Adam wrapped his arms around me. I laid my head on his chest and we dropped off to sleep. Adam woke the next morning still hugging Louie close. His arms and back ached. He would never tell Louie how much he hurt. Louie woke up in the arms of the man he loved. "Let's head out to the outhouse and then get something to eat. I would like to go to the hot springs . Care to go with me?" asked Louie. "I am glad to see my real Louie back and the one that I love! I am with you all the way." We finished breakfast, stripped off our clothes, locked our lips and head toward the pool. We arrived in a full state of arousal. "Take me Adam! Make love to me. I need you!" "You asked for it and I am happy to oblige. I will do my best to satisfy your cravings. I love using your ass. It is so nice and tight." "Would you climb to the top of the hill with me? I think I can do but If I need you, I want you close by." "Louie, I would love to accompany you anywhere you would like to go!" We started of up the hill, hand in hand. I had such a wonderful feeling, that I began singing. Adam joined me. What a beautiful and touching sensation.