Date: Tue, 16 Apr 2002 20:24:18 -0000
From: shakes d <shakes003@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Taking of Jakob (Part 7)--Beginnings

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It felt like only five minutes later, when I noticed something soft, wet,
and squishy in my hand. I lay still-half-asleep as I was-and tried to
figure out what was in my hand with a foggy mind. I then felt fingers
gently stroking and rubbing my hand and arm, and I lazily opened my eyes to
see what was going on. Jakob was sitting at the side of the bed in his work
uniform, rubbing my hand and arm.

"I thought you were in a hurry to go to work?" I mumbled somewhere in
between wake and sleep. "What are you doing?" I tried to focus my eyes on
the task he seemed so concentrated on, but fatigue was ruling my eyesight
as well as my strength.

"Shhh..." Jakob whispered in a giggle. "I can't believe how tired you
are. I'm putting some cream on your hand and arm.  They were looking
nasty."

"Oh." I croaked without expression. I tried to concentrate on the relaxing
feeling Jakob was giving me with his gentle rubbing, but everything outside
of my body was eluding me. I could feel myself drifting away again.

"Jeez, that looks sore." I could hear Jakob, but as if from far away. "I'm
going to take a shower." Jakob kissed my cheek after he was through
massaging cream into my hand and arm, and I could feel him get up from the
bed.

"You just got out of the shower." I was mumbling so badly that I could
barely recognize what I had said. I could hear Jakob chuckling and his
voice faded out of my mind.

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"Mmmm..." I could feel water dripping on my face and torso, and I thought
vaguely that there was a leak in the roof. There was something slightly
heavy holding me down around my pelvis, and in a tired stupor I almost
half-convinced myself that the roof had fallen on top of me while I was
sleeping. When I heard heavy breathing coming from someone other than
myself, and felt a tugging sensation on one of my nipples, I wanted to open
my eyes, but they were too heavy.

"Mmmm..." I managed to move my head in response to the very arousing
tugging sensation at my chest, and finally opened my eyes a crack when the
weight on top of my pelvis started to gyrate. I couldn't see anything, but
felt my entire upper body being soaked by whatever was weighing me down.  I
then felt a cold and very wet mop press against my face as I heard very
familiar breathing rush into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. The
owner of the breathing nibbled and licked at my ear and neck-coiling its
fingers into mine. I responded by nudging my head towards the wet mop, and
then felt something warm and soft press against my lips. When I opened my
eyes, they focused on Jakob-sopping wet, fire in his eyes, and looking down
upon me as if he were going to eat me alive. I wondered vaguely if it was
part of the dream.

I decided that I was just having another one of my fantasies about Jakob. I
let my eyes drift close, but they were immediately open when I felt that
warm and soft something press against my lips again. It hit me then, that
this was no dream. Jakob was on top of me, his lips urgent in their quest
of mine, his groin pressing up against my own as I had done with him not
that long ago. My fingers uncoiled with his, and I brought them along with
my hands, up to his waist. I could feel his skin-hot and very moist
underneath my hands as I dragged them up and down his back and
sides. Jakob's breathing was ragged and heavy as his lips continued to
press against mine. I felt the light tickle of his tongue on my lips, and
my mouth opened to receive him.

Jakob's tongue thrust into my mouth with an aggression that startled me at
first, but then I was completely caught up in the most passionate and
erotic display of affection I had been given from him to this point. His
hands cupped either side of my face while his tongue probed the inside of
my mouth, and his groin continued to thrust forcefully into mine. I could
feel myself growing between my legs, and there would be no way that I could
get relief unless I was inside of him. My desire was too strong, and I was
barely in control of my actions. Jakob wasn't letting up either-his mouth
drinking of mine, his now very hard member I could feel distinctly grinding
against me. I was quickly losing control, and was stricken with panic. I
couldn't let this get out of hand and risk doing anything to hurt Jakob. I
pushed Jakob up from my face, breaking our kiss.

"Slow down, kiddo." I was completely out of breath. Jakob's eyes twinkled
at me, and he was wearing a killer grin. I took a good look at him as he
was straddling me, and realized he was clad in only a towel, and dripping
wet from his soaked hair, and any other water that he forgot to remove from
his body. My hands went up to stroke his chest-stopping at those perfect
nubs, tweaking and pinching them-watching as Jakob closed his eyes and
rolled his head back slowly, enjoying the attention that was given to this
obvious erogenous zone of his. I watched as his body writhed in pleasure at
my ministrations-the only sounds I could hear were Jakob's soft groans, and
the pounding of my heart in my ears.

My hands slowly moved down-my fingers tracing the definition of the muscles
in his belly, to his navel, and then lightly dragging down his thin happy
trail, stopping at the towel that was wrapped low around his waist. My eyes
moved up to focus on his.  Jakob was trembling slightly, but his eyes were
filled with the same need that I'm sure was registered in my own. Jakob
moved his hands slowly to his waist, and before my unbelieving eyes, slowly
removed the towel from his body.

I had to catch my breath at the sight of him-he was so beautiful that it
almost hurt to look at him. Although I'd seen Jakob naked when I found him
in the alley behind the church, it wasn't a circumstance that would allow
my eyes to linger upon his blessings, and believe me-he was very
blessed. He was fully erect, and I had to consciously stop myself from
reaching out and touching him.

Jakob suddenly became self-conscious, and moved off of me to sit beside me
on the bed. His eyes avoided my gaze, and his face was red and flushed. I
gently placed a hand on his knee, and gave a reassuring squeeze before I
sat upright. Our eyes locked. I began to unfasten my pants, never breaking
eye contact with Jakob. When I fully removed them along with my underwear,
Jakob broke his gaze to look down at my naked body. When his eyes met with
my tremendously swollen cock, they widened in a look of either horror or
shock-or maybe a little bit of both. He seemed to be in a daze as he stared
at my manhood, and then forced his eyes to look into mine.

"You...you're big." He croaked nervously yet as matter-of-fact. I looked
down at myself, and then again at Jakob, and I shrugged.  I wasn't much
bigger than him, at least I didn't think so, but my head was not
considering the size and space equations that may accompany the event that
I had been longing for with Jakob, for so long. An urgent need was taking
hold of my body. I needed Jakob in a way that I had been denying for
months. I felt my self-control was continuing it's downward spiral, as I
eased my hand up his smooth thigh and cupped my palm around the fleshy and
warm nest that protected 2 generously sized globes. Jakob jumped a little,
but did not pull back. He closed his eyes, and put his hands on top of
mine-directing their movement over his private area, eventually leading
them to his very hard, very swollen shaft.

"Please, Bryan." Jakob's words were almost caught in his throat as his eyes
were pleading with me to touch him in a most intimate way. Without
deliberation, I began to move my hand slowly up and down the shaft of his
engorged member, watching the way his body writhed as it was overcome with
the sensations I was giving. Jakob was moaning and whimpering softly as his
body moved-his pelvis beginning to slowly thrust himself in and out of my
hand. The image burned itself into my mind-my hunger for him becoming
deadly.

I hauled Jakob towards me by his armpits, and forced my tongue inside of
his mouth-fucking his mouth with my tongue relentlessly. Jakob was gasping
for breath, as his arms remained lifeless at his sides. I tried desperately
to fill my need for him in our kiss, but my body was demanding more. Jakob
cried aloud when I forced him down on the bed-my tongue still probing his
warm mouth, my legs trying to wedge themselves between his as my body
pressed down upon him.

Jakob's legs spread and my lower extremities fell in between his. My
fingers raked the soft skin of his chest-grabbing and pinching hard on
Jakob's nipples, making him yelp aloud in either pain or pleasure. I was
completely lost in him-with no prior experience of being with another man,
I was going on hunger and instinct alone. My painfully hard cock was
rubbing against Jakob's, as our pelvises gyrated against each other,
sharing a dance all their own. Jakob's fists had left the bed sheets, and
his hands clamped down on my ass, grabbing me closer to him. My cock was
slick from the early leakage of our combined desire, and it slipped off of
his pelvis, and found the warm crevice that was located between Jakob's ass
cheeks. I tore my mouth from Jakob's and watched as his body began subtle
seizure-like movements. I moved up slightly, and realized that Jakob was
coming.

"Oh, God." I whispered deep with desire as I watched Jakob contort in his
climax and shoot his warm seed between our bodies. He was groaning and
panting heavily, as his body convulsed underneath my own. It was as though
I were outside of my own body when I removed myself from on top of him, and
rolled him forcibly onto his stomach. I leaned over him and was breathing
heavily into his ear. I was someone else.

"I'm gonna fuck you so hard." I moaned in my own ecstasy as I rubbed the
head of my cock up and down the crack of Jakob's ass. Jakob was lifeless
beneath me, and I leaned back and gazed down to his beautiful butt to find
my target. When I saw the raised and bubbly skin that was in the shape of
bite marks covering one of his cheeks, I choked back a cry. Instantly, I
was reoriented to reality.

My finger gently traced the various scars that coated the one side of his
bum, and a flood of images filled my mind. I could see Jakob curled up by
the dumpster in the alley-covered in blood, and some man's seed-I
remembered noticing cuts and what seemed to be bite marks, but had
forgotten about them, as Jakob kept them well concealed. I felt hot tears
of anger and frustration rise, and nothing could stop their descent as I
shamefully moved off of Jakob.

"I don't want you to stop." Jakob was sobbing quietly-his face still buried
in the bed sheets.

"I...I can't, baby. I'm sorry." I broke down uncontrollably-trying to fight
back the tears, and then crying all the more when I couldn't. Jakob looked
back at me-a pained and sad expression on his face.

"Please, Bryan. I want you to. He'll go away if you do. Please make him go
away."

"I...can't."

Jakob sat up, and his face and eyes went flat. "You don't want me
anymore. I'm ugly-he was right. Nobody'll ever want me." Jakob moved to get
off of my bed and I grabbed him by the arm.

"Hey, you listen to me!" I demanded, and Jakob sat back down on the bed and
looked at me. "I fuckin' love you, do you understand me? I want you so bad
that it scares the shit outta me, Jakob. That's why I can't. Not until I
know that you're ready." Jakob looked away from me, not appearing to be
very convinced. I searched his eyes--willing him to believe in me.

You're beautiful, Jakob.  Not all the scars in the world will ever change
that."

"I want you inside me. He'll go away if you're inside me. Make him go away,
Bryan. Please." Jakob's voice trembled as he pleaded with me to take
him. It could have been so easy, but I knew it wasn't the answer. I gently
placed my hand on the back of his neck, and urged his face towards me. I
kissed him with all the tenderness in my heart, and then looked deep and
hard in his baby blues.

"Who is he, Jakob? You tell me what he did, and I promise I'll make him go
away forever. Who is he?"