Date: Sat, 24 Jul 1999 04:49:53 PDT From: andy macdonald Subject: Two Minds . . . . TWO MINDS WITH BUT A SINGLE THOUGHT. by Andy Macdonald. If you enjoy this story, I would like to know - it might encourage me to write some more chapters! You can contact me on andymacdon@hotmail.com CHAPTER I. My name is Andy - but you know that already! I am 26 years old, my hair is thick and blonde and I'm not good at remembering to go to the hairdresser so it is usually quite a bit longer and thicker than is currently fashionable - anyway, I happen to like guy's with long hair - I am well built, strong and fit. I work for a Merchant Bank as a dealer in the London currency market, I'm extremely good at my job and I earn an obscene annual salary and can expect a breath-taking bonus at the end of the year. I drive a Mercedes convertible which I love dearly. I'm 6ft tall, weigh 145 lbs, have a 30 inch waist and an unconventional and insatiable sexual appetite (if I don't manage to get the "real thing" I usually have to wank off at least twice a day; at night before I can get to sleep and again in the morning to relieve my towering hard-on). However, despite all this I truly believe that I'm not a total asshole - it's just that I have the potential to be one. My name is Michito. I am 22 years old, have black hair which is longer than most young guys wear it in my own country, am well built with a small wiry body which is well-muscled and fit. I'm 5ft 6" tall, weigh 105 lbs, have a 26 inch waist and an insatiable sexual appetite. I am a Japanese student studying in London. I am very lonely because I do not know any Japanese people in London and because I am very shy and timid I find it most difficult to make any friends. I also miss very much to be able to sail. My father and my family spend much time in Japan in our yacht. My father is a member of the Nippon Ocean Racing club and I love to sail with him and to be one of his crew. I think I am good man on the foredeck. I need to have much money to live in London; is expensive city. So I work in the evenings in a Japanese restaurant which opened recently. Very new, very smart place. But I have one very big problem because I do not love women, only I love men. I love very much the big strong British guys especially the men with blonde hair, I would like to be the friend of such a young guy who would be powerful for me. I love to please a beautiful, strong hunky man. I like a man who knows his own mind, knows what he wants and how to get it. I wish that I was such a man, self- assured, confident strong and sexy . . . ! Oh! I am so lonely in London. It is Friday evening - at last. As usual I had to work late and with the volatile state of the Japanese market, we were all being kept on our toes. The Japanese market . . . . hmmmmm. My thoughts stray away from the interminable columns of dull figures on the monitor in front of me, they wander across space to Tokyo where I'd recently spent a wonderful holiday. I'd met the cutest young Japanese guy ever in a small bar, he'd been like a small sex-bomb when I'd got him into my bed. I just love those cute young Japanese guys. Tough, beautiful, smooth and hairless bodies with a sexual stamina that takes ones breath away, or rather, leaves one panting with spent passion. Now it is Friday evening. It has been a hard week of study. Soon will come some exams and I must work very hard to understand my professor and to learn. But now my thought can move away from the constant study. I would like to spend a weekend in London and not think about my study. I need to clear my mind. Now I think about men. The wonderful English men, strong, blonde and hairy and, I think maybe in great need of sexual release, a release that I could enjoy to bring to them and, at the same time to get huge pleasure myself. I wish I will find myself in the warm bed of a sexy Englishman. But I do not see many men like this, men who I desire. Not in the college nor in the restaurant. Either young students like me or tourists. No English hunks. Rich, strong, powerful to sweep me off my feet. At last, I can close down my monitors, tidy my desk and leave the hubbub of the dealing room. As I walk through the air-conditioned corridors, out into the mall situated right against the tower block where I work, my mind is still conjuring up pictures of that cutey I'd met in Japan. "Why not a Japanese dinner?" I think to myself. I might as well have a Japanese dish even if it's food rather than a cute young guy! I remember that a Japanese restaurant has quite recently opened somewhere in the mall. I wander along, thinking . . . Yes. Up on the second floor of the West wing. I arrive outside and peer in, looks good. In I go and a smart young Japanese girl smiles at me. "Table for one, please." I say. "Yes sir. Will this one be OK for you?" "No, I'd rather sit over there, in the corner." I indicate a table in a booth. I sit down and open my Evening Standard, glancing automatically at the pink pages. I become engrossed in an article on the future of the Yen and am only subconsciously aware of the second place setting being removed and the table being re-set for one person. I finish the article and survey the menu. All sorts of delectable Japanese dishes, things that I'd discovered to eat and enjoy on my recent holiday. As I read, I can sense the waiter hovering. So now I can leave the college and walk through the fresh air out into the city, to catch the light railway train that takes me to the business area and the mall situated right against the tower block, to this new restaurant where I work in the evenings, my mind is still conjuring up pictures of those hunky studs who I know must be somewhere to be found. "Why do they not like Japanese dinner?" I think to myself. I guess that they are not familiar with Japanese dishes even though they would be served to them by a cute young guy! I wander in through the rear door and go to the lockers where my waiter clothes are kept. I strip out of my T-shirt and jeans, ugh, they're quite dirty and sweaty after being worn in college. It is nice to get into my clean white shirt with short sleeves and the black trousers. I'd managed to get a pair which fitted me very well. Perhaps just a little bit too tight. I had looked at myself in the mirror, tried to turn so I could see my back side. Yes. I think maybe I look sexy as a young waiter. I comb my hair and go out into the main restaurant where I greet the Hostess. "Haaa Michito, you look cute tonight," she said and my heart leaps. "Maybe cute enough to catch Englishman", I think. I glance outside and there I see peering in, a young blonde man. He looks good. In he comes and the hostess smiles at him. "Table for one, please." he says. "Yes sir. Will this one be OK for you?" "No, I'd rather sit over there, in the corner." and he indicates a table in a booth. He sits down and opens his paper and becomes engrossed in reading it. I move to the table and remove the second place setting and re-set it for one person. While I am doing this I look at the man. He is a gorgeous stud! He is the man I have been fantasising about for weeks. His clothes look new, smart and of very good fashion, very expensive clothes I think. He puts down the paper and picks up the menu. As he reads, I wait with my pencil and pad to write down his order. His eyes are green, the colour of jade, he has thick blonde eyebrows and long eyelashes. I try to see lower down but the table cloth is covering him. Oh but such a hunk, why should he be a gay guy. He must have a wife waiting for him, two pretty children. I always hope that such a desirable man will be gay and want me but it is stupid to think so when it is so unlikely. He looks like a straight guy, he acts so strong, so straight. I look up from my paper. Straight into two beautiful almond-shaped eyes, black as coals but bright and shining with interest and intelligence. Wow. In a flash my mind travels back to that bar in Tokyo, sees again the cute young man that I'd met there, sexy or what? We'd done things in my hotel room that I'd only dreamt about doing, some I'd not even thought of before but I sure wanted to try them again. Now I know that all Europeans think that Japanese people all look the same, and I'm told the reverse is true too. But this cute young waiter is so similar to my holiday lover that it quite takes my breath away. I gulp. He smiles and asks me what I'd like. "You!" my thoughts scream. "Umm. Oh, right, yes urrrr . . . " I gather my startled thoughts and order the food. My beautiful young waiter writes down the order, turns and walks back to the kitchen doors. My eyes lock onto his rear view like the radar in a self-homing missile. Small, stocky, perfectly proportioned body with a narrow waist and a pert little bottom emphasised by his slightly too tight, shiny black slacks. Oh what a cute and sexy little fellow! Oh but such a desirable young beauty, he's bound not to be gay. I'm sure that he's got an equally cute young Japanese girlfriend somewhere waiting for him, possibly even a couple of doll-like kids. I always think that such a cute young guy will be gay and will want the same thing that I desire but it is stupid to think so when it is so unlikely. He looks straight to me, he doesn't act like a gay guy. I can only wish because he's one of the cutest little guys I've ever clapped eyes on.. He looks up from his paper. Straight into my eyes, I see now closely his beautiful green jade eyes, bright and shining and looking at me with an openness and with interest. Wow. He is gorgeous, just the kind of hunky man that I yearn for - so sure of himself, so confident. I know that I want him from that first searching look He smiles at me as I ask him what he'd like to eat. He considers me thoughtfully. His mind obviously returns to the business of ordering food and as he speaks I write down the order, then turn and walk back to the kitchen. It might be my imagination but I'm sure that I can almost feel his eyes lock onto my back I really hope that he likes what he sees. I know that my bum is emphasised by my slightly too tight, shiny black slacks. Oh but I wish so much that he just might be gay and that he just might fancy me because I think that he is gorgeous!! My cute young waiter arrives at the table bringing several plates of delicious looking food. He places them gently on the table, sets them out carefully and as he does so I notice his neat little hands, long-fingered with finger nails that look almost as if they have been manicured. Surreptitiously I glance up and down his perfect young body, trying to imagine how he would look without that well-fitting shirt and those tight trousers. His careful attention, his presence so close to me and a combination of my inspection and lustful thoughts lead to the inevitable manly arousal within my own slacks. I wriggle in my chair and furtively re-adjust my equipment to ease my painfully trapped manhood, hoping that my discomfort will not be noticeable. I'm sure that this young man wouldn't be looking in that particular direction. I arrive at the table of my hunky customer bringing several plates of delicious food for him to eat and place them carefully on the table, set them out neatly and as I'm doing so I glance at his beautiful strong body with its cool, expensive clothes. Surreptitiously I glance up and down his perfect muscly body, and try to imagine how he would look as I strip him slowly out of those clothes with my own trembling hands. Being so close to him and a combination of my looking at him and the sexy thoughts I am having about his muscly body leads to a pressure in my trousers. There is nothing I can do about it and I just hope that he isn't noticing my discomfort. But of course he isn't looking at that private part of me. The food is delicious and I'm really glad that I'd decided to check out this new restaurant While I eat the young Japanese waiter appears from time to time, hovers for a few seconds to see if I need anything. I do need something and he could provide it but what I want isn't on the menu. I want this cute Japanese guy! I think he finds the food is delicious and so is this British guy. While he eats I go near his table from time to time to see if he needs anything. I know that I need something and he could provide it but I fear that what I want isn't available. I want this hunky British guy! I finish my meal, get the bill, settle it leaving a large tip in cash for my luscious waiter and go out into the mall. I walk through the mall and down into the underground car park, get into the car and drive home. Once there I go up to my apartment and after a quick nightcap, undress, shower and get into bed, but my mind is spinning in high gear. I can't get the image of that cute young Japanese waiter, his strong little body, cheeky face, narrow waist, perky bum . . . . . my hand seeks my raging cock, my fevered mind imagines that it is not my hand at all - his hand with its soft sinuous fingers tentatively feeling my powerful organ, stroking softly up and down the length of my steely shaft, softly caressing the urgent knob, feeling, assessing, pleasuring. My strokes become firmer, fantasies of his willing body flash through my mind, now he is naked, on his back, legs spread upwards and parted, his face begging, his bum offered. I am lying on my stomach, with my cock thrust against the mattress and as my thoughts embrace the unknown cute young guy, my hips grind and my urgent rod rubs up and down, my hips hump furiously and my penis leaks pre-cum . In my fevered mind I enter, dominate, plunge, penetrate. POSSESS. I shudder and thrust downwards in the grip of a powerful orgasm, I erupt jetting gobs of my man-juice into my briefs. I immediately fall into a deep, satisfied sleep. I see my hunky Englishman get up from the table and I watch his tall, long- legged body as he walks out of the restaurant. Oh but he is such a strong husky male. I go to clear and re-set the table and see that he has left me a big tip. Oh lovely guy. Now it is closing time so I clear up my area, change back into my street clothes and travel back to my student lodgings. I shower and get into my bed. I can't sleep. I can only think of my English stranger- friend. Of how I would love to pleasure him, use all the sexual tricks that I know to make him shake and squirm and moan with lust, to work him into a male frenzy so that he must have me, enter me, possess me and drive his spermy life-force deep within me. I am POSSESSED. I am lying on my back with my legs spread wide apart and as my thoughts embrace this unknown guy, my hand grips my urgent rod, my fist flies up and down, my hips hump furiously and my penis erupts, jetting gobs of my man-juice into my briefs. Completely spent I fall into a deep sleep. CHAPTER II. On Saturday morning I wake early and spring out of bed. Great! I'm going down to my boat to get a few last minute jobs done ready for the start of the sailing season. I'm proud of my boat. She's a 40ft ketch which I keep in a marina in Portsmouth Harbour. I do a bit of racing, nothing too serious, mostly just fun races like the Round the Island race when over a thousand boats race round the Isle of Wight. Some of the guys from the office and a few other friends come and crew and we have a great time. I try to get at least two longer spells of holiday so that I can sail down to the Brittany coast. I like sailing single-handed and the boat is fitted with a really great self-steering system - it often manages to steer better than I do. I have an easy drive down the M3 and spend a happy day pottering around on board, the only thing is that I can't seem to get that cute young Japanese guy I'd fancied in the restaurant last night, out of my mind. He really had been a cutey-pants. On Saturday morning I wake early and climb out of bed. I hate the weekend days because I do not know any friends and I do not know what to do. I will study for most of the day before I have to go to the restaurant to work for the evening. All day I think about the hunky Englishman with the beautiful fair hair that I watched last night. Maybe he comes to eat again. No, he did not come and I go sadly back to my lodgings. Already my image of him is fading but I do know that he is very beautiful. I wish that he could be my friend - my special kind of friend. Maybe tomorrow he will again come. I can only hope because I would like to see him again. Maybe this time I could get a chance to talk with him. I spend the weekend on board and on Sunday take the boat for a quick turn around the harbour to check out a few modifications that I've made to the engine. She goes well and having berthed her and tidied up I climb into the faithful Merc and shoot back up the motorway. I park the car in the underground garage and go up to my flat. I'm hungry after my weekend in the sea air and I have absolutely no difficulty in deciding where to eat - I really fancy some Japanese food! It is very quiet in the restaurant because on Sunday not many people are working. Only three tables are in use and they are not my tables. I wait. Then! There he is!! My beautiful blonde Englishman comes in, his face is glowing, he looks so healthy, he must have spent the days out of doors. My heart jumps for joy. He is looking round the room and now he walks towards a table. Not my table. What can I do? "Here is a better table in this booth, I tell him. "What? Oh, yea, right. Yes, I'll sit here. Thanks." I look at the cute little waiter, delighted to see him again. He looks even better in the flesh than he had in my erotic fantasies. I sit down and pick up the menu that he's offering me. As I read and as he hovers nearby I surreptitiously check him out again. Oh what a cutie-pie. I really would like to get to know him. I decide on what I want to eat and he solemnly writes down my order and walks to the back of the restaurant giving me the chance to check out his pert little bum - which I could swear gives a sexy little wriggle as he departs. Soon he's back with the food. "You came here on Friday," he says with a nervous little smile. "Yep, I like the food and I like the scenery so I came back again to check it out." I replied. His smile grew broader. "Where do you come from?" I ask him. "My family live in Yokohama." "You live here just now?", I enquire. "For now I stay in London. I study. I have student lodging in London." He smiles at me again. He has an intelligent, cute face and wonderful high cheek bones. Now he turns away and goes back to the bar area. I sense that he is shy and probably there is a rule against the staff fraternising with the customers. I start eating. As I finish my starter he's back to take the empty plate. He looks at me shyly and says "You look very healthy, maybe you have good weekend days." "Yep. I spent the weekend on my boat." He stares at me. His mouth drops open a bit. Interest floods into his eyes. "You have boat? Sailing boat maybe?" "Yes, she's a 40 ft ketch." Such a wonderful looking guy and he has a boat . . . . My main course arrives and I enjoy it. After I've finished I settle the bill, leave a tip as before and get up to leave. My waiter hovers. "I, too, like boats." he whispers shyly as I leave. I glance at him and was going to ask him more but he's scuttled off back to the safety of the kitchen. I suppose . . . . . "But how could I get to know him?" I think to myself. Oh my. My hero has a boat. Oh how good it would be to get to know him. For him to be a friend to me and to let me go with him to his boat. Even if he was ordinary man, not handsome and strong and kind-looking, I like so much to get to know him and have chance to sail again. I have a hell of a week. The Far Eastern market is very volatile and there are fortunes to be made and lost on the exchange. We all work an obscene number of hours and by the following Friday I'm exhausted. Tired of staring at monitor screens, yelling into telephones, snatching too many cups of coffee and not eating enough proper food. I can't wait to get home. I leave the office wondering whether I'll bother to get something to eat before I go back to the flat. Suddenly the image of the sexy young Japanese waiter flashes into my mind. It makes itself up. Yes I will stop for a meal. A Japanese meal. Friday evening. I'm tired from my studying during the week. I do not want to go to work in the restaurant. It is long journey and many noisy people. But I have to do it or perhaps I will lose good job. Everything very busy and many people are eating, all happy people because the weekend is here and now they will be free for two days. No, three days because on Monday there is holiday in England. Bank holiday they call it. Everyone is happy and noisy and a little bit drunk. I have to work very hard to keep all the people at my tables satisfied. In the restaurant every table is used. Oh my! But here comes "my" Englishman. I have no table that is vacant, there is no table anywhere for him. He looks around. He sees me and smiles, big generous smile but then he turns around and goes out. Gone! My heart sinks into my boots. I can't believe it, he was here and now he is gone again. I am very, very sad. Hell. The place is full. No tables. Ah well, I'll grab a slice of pizza on the way home. I turn around and walk through the mall. Pity because I see my cute young waiter there. He really is one gorgeous little guy. "Hey Andy, how's it going then?" "Hi Jim, good thanks." It's an old friend of mine who works for one of the other syndicates in our group and who sails with me from time to time. "Wanna sink a pint?" he asks. "Yea, OK. I'm feeling knackered and a few bevies might be good for me." I shake his hand, glad to see a cheerful face and we agree to go to the Henry Addington, a popular pub reputed to have the longest bar in London. It's jumping, filled to capacity with start-of-the-holiday revellers. We join the throng and meet up with some other good mates. "Hey Nippon!" A drunken man shouts at me from one of my tables. I have to hurry over and attend to him. Horrid rough, brutish fellow. I not like him. He has no manners. The evening continues in a great rush until by 10 o'clock it is better. Now there are only a few latecomers left in the restaurant. Soon it will be closing time and I will be able to go home. I wish that it I could really go home, home in my own country with my family, with my friends. For the next three days everyone will be on holiday, all having fun. I don't know what I will do. I look at my watch. Hey, it's 10 o'clock already - and I'm starving. I remember that I'd been heading for something to eat when I'd bumped into Jim. I retrace my steps to the Japanese restaurant. Our eyes meet the moment I walk through the door. I see "my" waiter's eyes light up as he spots me and I feel a surge of desire. I smile at him and walk over to what has become my usual table. "I think you not come tonight, Sir." "Yes, well I looked in earlier but the place was full. Is the kitchen still open?" "Yes Sir, I can take your order now. Kitchen is open until ten thirty." I order a meal and he hurries off to sort it out. Very soon he's back with the food and, as I start to eat; I realise that he is hovering nearby, watching me. "Bank Holiday this weekend," I say. "Doing anything special?" No answer. I look up at him and see a small face filled with sadness. "No sir. I not doing anything special. Maybe I study." "Hey, you want to get out and about," I told him. "The other day you said you liked boats didn't you?" "Yes Sir, I like boats . . . . " he trails off wistfully. I know nothing about this young fellow. But from the few words we've exchanged I believe that I can tell that he is intelligent and well-mannered. Plus he has been the centre point of my fantasies and my dreams since I first clapped eyes on him. What the hell, Il take a risk. "I have a yacht. The restaurant's closed over the holiday isn't it? If you're not doing anything would you like to come down to the boat with me? I hadn't planned to go anywhere and I don't have a crew but there's a bit of work to be done, you might enjoy getting out of London. What's your name anyway?" He gasps, his sad face suddenly comes alight with excitement. "My name is Michito, your name is Andy I see it on your credit card, I would like very, very much to come with you to your boat. Do you really mean I can come, it would be the nicest thing that has happened to me since I came to England." This all came out in a torrent of words. Michito stared at me with a mixture of hope and excitement. Before I could say a word he babbled on: "I will not be nuisance, I can see that you are tired, I work hard on your boat, I not annoy you." "Hey, hey Michito, if I thought that you'd be a nuisance I wouldn't have asked you. Now, if you'd like to come I'll meet you somewhere early tomorrow morning. Let's see now. Do you know Earls Court tube station?" I don't know the station. But I will certainly find it "Yes, I know." I say. "Right, well I'll meet you at the Warwick Road entrance at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning, OK?" "Oh yes Sir. 8 o'clock. Warwick Road station." "No you goof. Earls Court station, the Warwick Road entrance not the Earls Court entrance OK? And my name is Andy, remember? Call me Andy, OK?" "OK I meet you there 8 o'clock, Si . . Andy." I am shaking, both with excitement and fear. Excitement at the thought of maybe having at last found a friend, of getting out of London, of being in a boat again, of the possibility that my sexual longings might be fulfilled and of not knowing the place where we were to meet tomorrow. He pays the bill, leaves a large tip as usual, shakes my hand and is gone! I clear up my area, get changed and go back to my lodgings. My mind is in a turmoil. Earls Court Road, Warwick Road, Station Entrance. It is SO important for me to get this right. Back at my lodgings everyone is already in their rooms. There is no one that I can ask. Oh I want this to happen so much. It would be so terrible if I miss Andy. I go to bed with my mind in a turmoil. I do not sleep at all. At 5 o'clock I am wide awake and I get up and get dressed. I fill my back-pack with some clothes for sailing and my washing bag. I go into the underground station and look on the cash machine for a ticket to Warwick Road station. Now I nearly panic. I cannot find such a station. I ask an official. He laughs at me. "Earls Court station Mate," he says. "Earls Court station, that's what you want. On the District Line. Change at Embankment." Oh dear. I don't understand. I will miss Andy. I will be late. I will be in the wrong place. He will not want to wait for me. I will lose this new friend so soon after I have found him. I will be lonely still. I know how to get to Embankment and I get onto the train. Once I get there I stare at the map of the underground system. I see Earls Court station and I manage to find the right platform. Soon the train arrives at Earls Court and I get out and I go to the main entrance and look at the street. I try to remember what Andy said. Ah. There is a transport official. "Excuse me, Sir, what is the Wembley Road entrance?". "Wembley Road? mate. Don't know what you mean. Do you mean Wembley Station?" I don't know what I mean. I want so much to be with Andy. now it is nearly 8 o'clock. I'm sure that he will not wait. We will not meet. "Do you mean the Warwick Road entrance?" asks the man. "Yes, yes, the Warwick Road entrance" I gasp. "Well you can't go through the station now, ‘cos you've already passed through the barrier. So, go out through this entrance, take your first left and left again at Warwick Road, OK son?" "Thank you yes," I answer and set off in the direction he has indicated. Now I only have five minutes and I am still not sure what I am looking for. My heart is pounding with fear and disappointment. I hurry down the small side road until it comes to a very big road full of traffic. I look to the right, I don't know what I hope to see. There is a huge building across the street, "Ideal Homes Exhibition" it says. I look to the left. There is another underground station there. Earls Court it says. I don't know what to do. Miserably I walk towards it. "Hi here Michito!" Parked just by the station is a Mercedes convertible. Inside is Andy! I have found him!! I am in time to meet him!!! I am so happy, I am so relieved. I am shaking all over my body. The two young men did meet up. Will they enjoy their three days together on the yacht? Will they become friends and lovers . . . . To be continued! andymacdon@hotmail.com