Date: Sun, 20 Sep 1998 23:01:54 +0930 From: The Bard Subject: Secret Diary of Toby Wilson The Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Created By The Bard (tm) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Parts 1 & 2 Disclaimer: a.. not suitable for anyone under the age of 18 years b.. the following story is a work of fiction. c.. The author takes no responsibility for any familiar names or places d.. Under no circumstances may this piece of work be reproduced without the authors permission. e.. f.. thanks The Bard ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It Was Toby's First time going on a school camp and he was very excited. You may think this strange for a thirteen year old but his parents were very protectIve of him. Toby's father had had a very strict up bringing and suffered many times at the hand of his Father. All though Toby's Father was nothing like his Grand Father He still tried to Keep Toby and his sister wrapped up in cotton wall and away from the harms of the world. You could say that Toby had had a very sheltered life which left him with a devious mind and a thirst for curiosity. His main entertainment was his diary. Toby writes about his adventures as he travels through his teenage and preteen life. And so it begins, It was early Monday morning at the school gates where Toby waved goodbye to his parents. His Best friend Craig was there waiting and he rushed up to Toby's car. "Hi, Tobs" shouted Craig struggling with his over sized back pack. The two boys were very excited and were soon talking about the what they were going to do on the camp while walking away from Toby's parents. Toby turned and waved to his family. His mother was trying very hard not to show that she was upset on his leaving but managed to keep a stiff upper lip. Toby stood at the steps of the bus and could feel the warm air blowing on his face. Inside the bus Kids were jumping around very excited. Mr. Grant the PE teacher was having a hard time trying to control everyone at once. "Maybe this isn't such a good idea", Toby thought to himself Craig pushed Toby in the back, "Come on Tobs get on the bus its freezing" Toby woke from his daze and was soon on the bus. The two boys quickly found their seats Toby was pleased he was sitting next to Craig. Craig had been his best friend every since he had been at the school. Craig was a year older than Toby but the two friends were always together. Toby's parents weren't that pleased about him going on the camp at first, but were talked into it by Craig parents. Craig parents loved Toby,He was like a second Child for them. Toby spent a lot of time over at Craig's house he never stayed the night but often used to stay right to the last second before he had to be home. Eventually the bus began to vibrate and slowly move away from the curb. Toby pushed his Face up against the glass. The excitement had left Toby now and was replaced by a sicky feeling in his stomach. He could see his mother waving to him from the car. He thought he was going to cry. He moved the jet black hair from his eyes and rubbed a small hole in the frost on the window so he could get the last minute glance at his mum and Dad. "Hey, Toby, are you okay?" said Craig pulling Toby around to look at him. Looking into Toby's, dark, blue Glazed over eyes he began to laugh, " Jesus Tobs! We're going on camp not dying!" the two boys Stared at each other in silence for a minute then began to laugh. Huddled together the two boys laughed until the School was barely visible. They were finally on there way. On there way to camp that would change their lives, and build a bond between them that would for the rest of there LIves. Part II Tobs! Wake up! We're here" said Craig digging Toby in the ribs. Toby slowly came to almost wondering where he was. The warmth of the bus and the long travel had put him into a deep sleep. Mr. Grant moved to the front of the bus and informed everyone that they had arrived, as if no one had noticed, " NOW LISTEN UP!" shouted Mr. Grant in his best Teacher voice. "We are all going to leave the bus in an orderly fashion and make our way to the dormitories like the gentleman we are and not the steaming piles of-- "shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii went the parking brakes of the bus at it came to a grinding holt. The boys made their way off the bus and waded through mounds of Rucksacks and suit cases to find there stuff. They had traveled nearly 6 hours on the bus, not to mention all the stops, and it was dark when they arrived at the camp site. The Dormitories were warm, clean and surprisingly cozy. The Dorms gave Toby quite a homely feeling and not the cold military feeling he expected. "Hey, Toby, lets take the beds in the back corner away from the door". Said Craig almost dragging Toby down the center of the dorm. Placing there stuff under their beds the two boys layed on top of the covers staring at the ceiling. "I cant believe I'm here" said Toby "It's almost unreal" Craig laid on his side and looked over at Toby. Toby was still staring in to space and didn't notice Craig looking at him. "Yeah its going to be great". Suddenly the door opens and Mr. Grant storms through the door that leads to his private room, "Right you sorry looking saps get yourselves tidied up and across to the dinning room for supper." The boys laughed. Mr. Grant was always good fun. Despite his age the other boys treated and respected him as one of them. Mr. Grant left the room shutting the door behind him. The Boys made their beds and unpacked their things into the draws beside their beds. They were going to be on this camp for a week so their mothers had packed just about everything they owned most, if not all, of the carefully ironed and folder clothes were stuffed and rammed hastily into the draws. Nobody wanted to be the late for supper. Once in the dinning room they were introduced to Mr. Phillips the camp organizer. He was a funny little man looking like a cross between Adolph Hitler and Albert Einstein. He was dressed in a 1970's Tracksuit and a pair of Wellington boots. Toby was finding it very hard not to laugh, he couldn't believe this guy was for real. Mr. Phillips raved on for what seemed like ages. Mr. Grant even dozed off a couple of times. Soon all the speeches of rules and regulations were over and it was time to finish supper and get ready for bed. The Shower Back at the Dorm the boys were having showers and getting ready for bed. There were only two shower cubicles so Mr. Grant was sending the Boys into the Bathroom in pairs. Craig and Toby were relieved when Mr. Grant announced they he was not going to tell everyone who they could pair up with but they did have to choose a partner and write their names on a waiting list. There were only 20 Boys on the camp so it was not a long wait before Craig and Toby's names were called out to go to the showers. Craig and Toby entered the small wash room that leaked off into an alcove in the Dormitory. Craig locked the door behind them. The room was warm, and full of steam left over from the last pair. Opening the doors to the cubicles the two boys wondered in closing the doors behind them. Chatting, the two boys removed their Dressing gowns. Toby hung his dressing gown on the Door. A strange sensation came over him as he stood there naked. It had dawned on him that this was the first time he had ever stood naked anywhere other than his own bathroom at home. It made him feel very strange, he even giggled to himself, as he turned the water on, thinking how crazy that was. He stood under the hot water and shut his eyes as the water gently massaged his back. He began to lather soap over his chest and stomach. The strange shower felt lovely, Toby felt like he could stand there all night. He began to wash more of his body and let more of the warm water flood over him. The warmth and the gentle massage began to make him feel very sexy and it wasn't long before his penis became erect. Toby had had loads of stiffy's before, lately it seemed that he got erect over just about anything (aaah the curse of pubity) bit this was different, this one was giving him a warm tingle all over. The mixture of the warm water, the gentle massage, and the being naked in a strange place was making him feel very unusual -- kind of grown up. Toby was alarmed by a knock at his shower door. It was Craig. Toby was so preoccupied he forgot all about Craig. "Tobs, are you alright in there" Toby walked out from under the water so he could hear Craig talking from the other side. " yeah I'm fine. These showers feel great don't they?" "Yeah, hey Toby can I borrow your soap? Mums packed just about everything I would need if I was going to the moon but forgot the soap" the two boys laughed and Toby unlocked the door to his shower. "Yeah sure! I've unlocked the door" said Toby Getting back under the water. The Small door swung open and Craig walked in wearing his towel. "Just let me finish using it and its all yours" said Toby working the soap in a thick lather. Craig stood at the door looking at is best friend. Craig had never seen Toby naked before. He had never looked at him this way before. Craig watched the soapy water run down Toby's back and over his butt. His skin was almost shinny under the bright fluorescent light, like he was showering in oil instead of water. Craig Began to feel erect under his towel. His stomach was turning over. He badly wanted to reach out and touch his friend. Not just touch him but feel his body pressing against him. The thought of Tobys' warm naked Skin, it made Craig very stiff and Excited. "I'm going to do it I'm going to get under the water with him--" thought Craig to himself, tempting himself. His heart was in his mouth and he felt as if he was going to explode. He reached down to remove his towel and get under the water with Toby he could almost feel it in his mind. "Here you go Craig" said Toby holding out the soap. Craig looked up from his towel into the face of his friend. Toby stood there holding out the soap. The water dripping of his long lashes making his blue eyes stand out like beacons. Craig grabbed the soap and got out as quickly as he could closing the door behind him hoping that Toby didn't see his erection. Toby washed the remainder of the soap off his body and turn off the water, as by now Mr. Grant was banging on the outer door that their time was up. Toby stood drying himself thinking how much he enjoyed washing and being naked in front of Craig. He didn't feel embarrassed at all. Some how now he felt very close to Craig almost loving. He felt as if he wanted to be naked in front of Craig again and go through all those nice feeling again but somehow sharing them with Craig . He promised himself that he would never tell Craig about these feeling he was having but left the cubical looking forward to the next shower... Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Parts 3-4 by The Bard The dormitory was full of laughter and boys messing around. Spirits were high, and Mr. Grant was pillow fighting with some of the boys. "Okay, lads!" said Mr. Grant shielding himself from a hefty blow in the head. "Lets get into bed now, We've got a full day tomorrow so you'll need to get plenty of sleep". The boys put down there weapons and made their way to their beds. Even though it wasn't late they didn't put up much fight over going to bed. It had been a long journey and coupled with all the excitement of being on camp, it was long before everyone was in bed. "Right, lads, I'll give you a about an hour to read or Write home etc. then Its off with the light" said Mr. Grant closing the door behind him. Craig was laying in his bed staring at the ceiling, feeling a little embarrassed about the shower episode. " hey Craig! What's up?" Said Toby peeping over the top of his bed sheets. Craig didn't want to let on about how he felt in the shower so he quickly made up an on the spot excuse, of which he was generally the master. "eerrr nothing Tobs I just feel a bit tiered its been a long day" "Yeah! I cant wait for tomorrow. what do you think we will be doing first?" Enquired Toby leaning his head out of the bed and as close to Craig as he could. Craig seemed to Perk up at this point He was sure that Toby would want to talk about his strange behaviour in the shower. But he didn't. The two boys talked till quite late and everything seemed to back to normal. Mr. Grant came in and turned off the light "Right, lads, good night" the room was is darkness and silent except for a small amount of Moon light coming out of the Small windows high in the roof. "Hey don't we get a kiss Mr. Grant?" shouted a laughing voice somewhere in the darkness. "Right! So it's a kiss you want, Jenkins?" shouted Mr. Grant. He ran over to Jenkins's. All you could hear was laughing from the boys and Mr. Grant, and Screaming from Jenkins, as Mr. Grant landed a nice, juicy Wet Kiss on Peter Jenkins's cheek. It was so funny! It took ages for everyone to calm down after that, especially Peter. "Good night again boys" said Mr. Grant leaving the room. Needless to say Peter said nothing. The room was Calm again and the darkness heavier. Toby was rummaging around in his bag. The beam of Craig's torch flashed Toby in the eyes. "Tobs what are you doing?" "I'm looking for my diary" said Toby showing Craig him a beaten, dog eared book Craig turned off his torch and said goodnight. Disappearing under his bed sheets Toby used his Torch as light and began to write the days events in his diary. Monday Dear diary, This is my first night at camp. So far it has been great and we haven't even looked around much yet. Its Great to be away from home for a change, but I do miss Mum and Dad. I had a funny experience today, diary. I was taking a shower here at the camp site, the same as I do every day at home. Something was different though. For some reason I felt very sexy and my willy went really stiff. It was the best stiffy I ever had. I wanted to stay in the shower all night just touching myself, seeing myself naked in my mind and feeling myself as I washed my body. It was a very strange feeling, one that I would like to experience over and over. Craig came into the shower while I was having these feelings. I wanted him to see me naked, I wanted him to see my Stiffy. I deliberately made him stand there and watch me. I could have given him the soap there and then and just got on with my wash but for some strange reason I really wanted him to join me and share my new experience with me. I may tell him about how I felt tonight but I'm not sure If I should. I'll think about it. In the meantime I'm looking forward to that shower Tomorrow. Praps I'll tell him then. Toby closed his diary, replaced the rubber band that holds it all together and put it back in his bag. Pulling his covers under his chin, he turned his head so he could look at Craig. Craig was asleep. Toby snuggled down "See you in the showers tomorrow Craig" whispered Toby To himself. Toby laid for ages thinking about the shower, Trying madly to relive those feeling he had had only hours before, putting Craig in the picture showering with him. Playing it over and over in his mind until he finally fell asleep... Part 4 -Craig's Dream Warm water gently sprayed down on Craigs' head. Craig arched his back as he wash is hair. A thick lather of shampoo and soap suds washed down his back and over his firm backside. Craig began to wash his chest when there was a knock at the door. Craig knew who it was without opening the door. "come in Toby, I've been waiting for you" . Toby slowly opened the door. Craig's heart began to beat harder and harder. He thought it was going to pop out of his chest and It made him dizzy. Finally Toby entered the shower. The two boys waisted no time. They locked in an embrace and began to kiss each other. The kissing was deep and intense neither boy stopped to take breath. They explored each others mouths with their tongues. Craig backed Toby into the corner of the cubicle and began to push into Toby with his pelvis. The two Boys pressed together, pelvis against pelvis, stomach against stomach. Craig could feel Toby's warm body on his it made him very hard and very excited. They Carried on kissing Craig could feel the pressure building up down below in his willy he thought it was going to explode. His heart was beating so hard that he could hardly speak. Toby reached down and began to rub Craig's butt, the boys stopped their kissing and Toby moved to Craig's neck then his lips, then his chest. Toby kissed all the way down to Craig's belly button then, much to Craig's disbelief, he took Craig's penis into his mouth. Craig could feel Toby's warm lips around his willy. It felt like he had dipped his willy into hot water. The excitement pushed Craig into orgasm his penis pumped in time with the wild beating if his heart, and of what seemed like gallons, of hot virgin sperm sprayed out of the end of his penis and into the mouth of Toby it even hurt a little... "Craig, hey Craig! Craig woke in the darkness of the dormitory with Toby hanging over him. "Hey, Craig, are you ok? I think you were having a bad dream or something you were moaning and stuff" said Toby sitting at the end of Toby's bed. Craig's heart was still beating and his penis was still pulsing, he could hardly talk as he was trying to get his breath. " no I'm fine" said Craig gasping for air . "What the hell were you dreaming about?" "I don't think you would believe me if I told you" Toby climbed back into his bed and snuggled down "well I don't think I want to know really, with all the moaning and stuff I'm almost sure your dreaming of my sister" the two boys began to laugh and were cut short when a pillow flew across the room. "Shut up will ya!" said a voice in the darkness. The tow boys said goodnight once more and Toby turned over. Craig put his hand into his boxers, he had never had a wet dream before and wanted to check if everything was ok. He was surprised when he found a small amount of jelly like stuff on his belly. He knew what it was, but was expecting there to much more. In the dream it flooded out like crazy it felt as though he was going to turn inside out. Craig was quite pleased with himself but also a bit confused. He never thought his first wet dream would be of his best friend. He layed for awhile before falling to sleep wandering what it would be like in real life, and how close he got this evening in the shower to finding out . He wandered if he told Toby about his dream he might suggest that they try it out. He also thought If I said that to Toby he'd run a mile and I would loose my best friend. Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Parts 5-6 Written By The Bard copyright 1998 The morning sun lit the room, fresh air and unfamiliar sounds washed over the boys as they went about getting dressed. "I cant wait! I wonder what we are going to do first up?" said Toby Talking and getting dressed at the same time. Craig wasn't really a morning person, and was still aching from his wet the dream the night before. " I don't know Tobs but I hope it involves a cooked breakfast, I'm so hungry I could eat my own ear wax" Toby laughed " that's disgusting Craig! You can be so gross hahahahah" Craig managed a crooked smile, not bad for first thing. The boys were laughing together, then they were interrupted by Gregory Smithe. Gregory, or the Grim reaper as he is known in the class, was the class bore. Nobody really disliked him but if someone was going to put a damper on things Greg was going to be the one. " So what are you chaps down for today?" enquired Greg Toby went to answer Gregs' question but was cut off by Greg Telling everyone in the room that he was going on the mapping course with Mr. Nigel, the geography Teacher, as he felt that most of the other activities were childish. Craig Butted in, " well Actually Greg Toby and I were hoping to get some of the other lads together, throw some jelly on the floor , get naked and make our own porno! " The whole dorm was in fits of laughter, well everyone except Greg, of course, who walked away in disgust. "I should have expected a crude reply from you Craig I don't know why I waste my time" Greg , although thoroughly annoyed, sneaked a little chuckle to himself as he sat on the end of his bed locking his giant trunk that he kept under the bed. Some of the other boys joked that his mother stoat away in the trunk so she could keep and eye on him. Eventually the laughter wore down and they boys made their way to breakfast. The first sport for the day for Tobs and Craig was the obstacle course. Mr. Grant was there and was giving everyone the safety Drill. Nobody was really listening so I'm not going to bother writing it. Craig and Toby were in the back of the crowd jogging on the spot trying to keep warm. The weather was quite sunny but cold. " Now listen you lads, the army go through this course in half an hour, so I expect you sorry looking, hand bag swingers should whip through in a couple of hours!" said Mr. Grant looking, and sounding like a Sargent major drilling his troops. " I will say get ready, get set , then I will blow my whistle then you can go OK!, right here we go. Get ready..." No sooner had Mr. Grant said get ready 20 Screaming boys raced off down the hill toward the first obstacle. The noise and running could have been likened to an army of Vikings racing to the enemy. The force of the boys running past him and the shock, forced Mr. Grant to fall off the log he was standing on into a pool of mud. Mr. Phillips, the camp organizer walked over to the puddle that was now a swamp, bent down, and looked Mr. Grant in the face " obedient bunch aren't they hah ha ha " Needless to say Mr. Grant was not amused. Craig and Toby Ran their hardest "come on Tobs I'll race you" " Right your on!" said Toby putting on a sprint. The Two boys were both quite athletic and were evenly matched as they ran to the first obstacle. The Water jump. THE WATER JUMP: Toby and Craig were the last to the water jump, where they were being waited on by their Friends. The water jump, even though at the beginning of the course, was one of the hardest parts. It was a ten foot swing over a 7 foot drop. A drop into the muddiest water and crap you had ever seen. John, the class tough guy was screaming to them from the other side" come on you mummies boys stop crying and get yourselves over here!" "I really hate him" said one of the more weedy ones at the back. Toby hung back also, he didn't like heights at all and he hated mud even more. "Listen Tobs you don't have to do this If you don't want to" said Craig with his arm around him "But you know I'll never let you forget it if you chicken out ha ha ha " Toby wasn't sure.. he thought about it, carefully looked over the other side, looked down weighed it all up and decided -- he would go through the whole weighing up process again. In the meantime while Tobys' procrastinating, assessment of the jump was going on the line was getting shorter. Eventually it was Just Craig and him left. " Come on Tobs its your turn" said Craig handing him the rope. " Do you want me to go first?" Toby took a deep breath " No! its fine I can do this" Craig was both proud and really relieved that his friend had decided to take the plunge, a bad choice of words of course (but then Craig doesn't know what is going to happen.) Toby took the rope again, and straddled the knot at the end of the rope. It was really uncomfortable, and he was glad it was cold and numbing the pain, as the rope was squashing his balls. He began to walk backwards tensioning the rope. Craig stood in front, to the side watching his friend prepare himself. His attention was taken by Tobys' groin. The rope was pulling Tobys' shorts high up his smooth, tanned legs. Craig thought again about his dream and how nice it felt touching Tobys' Body , how warm and soft his willy felt as he pushed against him. He thought again about the sexual pleasure that built up in his willy before he came in Tobys' mouth. "Right! I'm going to count to 3 then I'm coming over!" shouted Toby. The sudden shouting brought Craig back into real time. He pulled his T-shirt over his shorts as he was now struggling with yet another stiffy. His big white T-shirt was now looking a little more like a dress, as the damp weather and Craigs' pulling it down was stretching it. Tobys' big Blue eyes were wide open as he counted down. " 1" "come on Tobs " Craig was willing him on. "2" " you can do it!" "3" On three Toby released the pressure in his feet and allowed himself to swing. Closing his eyes and Shouting at the top of his lungs he began to swing over the shallow ravine. Everything was going well until he got to the other side. During all his accessing Toby forgot to ponder the skill of jumping off at the other end. All his energy was focused on staying on . " Jump ! jump!" Everyone shouted each time he swung their way. Toby Finally plucked the courage to jump, but was literally let down by his timing. He thought he was going to die as gravity and air introduced him to the thick, muddy, cold water. SPLASH!!!!!!! Every one was silent for a couple of second while they took in what they had just seen. Toby Stood up in the mud covered head to toe and began to laugh. His friends joined in with relief. " Are you OK" shouted Craig as he climbed down the steep bank. Craig help Toby out of the water but he wasn't laughing. Instead he was fussing around him, frenetically making sure he was Ok. "yeah yeah" I'm fine" Giggled Toby confused by the way Craig was acting. It was very out of character for Craig to be so panicky. The two boys fell on the water edge as Craig pulled Toby out of the water. Laying on the grass bank Toby noticed that Craig was quietly sobbing. " Craig, I'm fine really I am" " Yeah I know It just gave me a bit of a scare that's all" " Hey you guys ok? " shouted David from the bank" Toby shouted they were ok and that they were going back to the dorm to wash up. The boys said they would meet them when they got back from the run and they went on their way. Toby turned back to Craig who had now composed himself "Are you sure your Ok Craig?" said Tobs "Yeah, I'm fine. You?" Craig stood up. "come on tobs lets get washed up." The two boys climbed back up the bank and made their way back to the dorm. Craig never told Toby why he reacted the way he did. Craig never told Toby how he watched his Grandfather fall of the back of a boat on a family fishing trip when his was 5. It was one of those things that everyone had blocked out. Craigs' parents never spoke of it to each other and had not even told Tobys' Parents. Craig was very close to his Grand Father, and I guess the strong feelings he has for Toby brought it all back for him as he watched, in slow motion, his best friend plummet through the air. The two Boys slowly squelched across the field towards the Dorm. " Don't ever do that to me a again, you Turd!" "Alright Craig" Toby never mentioned the Rope swing again. Not even in his diary. The Dormitory was warm and empty. They closed the door behind them and walked across the shiny floor, their shoes squeaking as they went. Toby left a little, muddy footprint trail all the way to the bathroom door. "I'm going to take a shower Craig" said Toby opening the door to the Shower room. Craig said he would just change out of his shorts and t-shirt as he wasn't that muddy. " I'll wait for you out here ok." Toby closed the door. Inside Toby removed his dirty clothes and climb into the shower. Craig removed his muddy shoes and stripped out of his gym gear and layed on his bed in his boxer shorts. He could hear the Shower running. Laying on his side he spied Tobys' Diary poking out of his bag. Part 6 Craig looked hard at Tobys' mysterious diary. Craig had seen Tobys' diary before, as Toby never went anywhere without it. Craig couldn't believe what he was about to do, he reached down into Tobys' bag a pulled out his tattered diary. The diary was old and was held together tight, with a heavy duty rubber band and a metal clasp. He held the Diary in his hand for a while just staring at it. He couldn't really think what he hoped to find in his best friends diary. It dawned on Craig that there couldn't be anything in the diary that he didn't already know as they spent all their time together. Craig put the diary back in Tobys' bag. He decided he could happily go through life without knowing what was in Tobys' diary. He layed back on his bed and put is back to the diary, but it was no good. He knew Toby would be ages in the shower and that he would have plenty of time to grab a quick look and return the diary back, he would never know. Craig pulled the rubber band off from around the book with a snap. The diary fell open to the words that Toby had written the previous night, as the pencil was still between the two pages keeping the page. Toby read each word. He read the words that Toby had written after their shower. He read how Toby liked to be naked in front of him and how he longed to do it again. Craigs' heart began to beat hard in his chest blocking his windpipe. He read on all the way to the bottom of the page. Craig got a stiffy as he read over again the words of how Toby felt when he was in the shower, about his stiffy and how he wanted to Craig watch him wash his body and see him with a stiffy. Craig return the rubber band back to the diary and placed he diary back into his bag. He laid back on his bed and looked over to the shower room door. His erection was now aching and starting to poke out the top of his boxers. Looking over a the door he started to think of what he had read about his friend, and even more about his dream. The door was the only thing standing between him and his erotic dream. He began to get excited about the fact the Toby too wanted to touch bodies, and share his sexual feelings with him. Craig couldn't stand it any more. With the pounding in his chest, and the throbbing in his boxers, willing him on, he stood up and made the short walk across the dormitory floor to the shower room door. He opened the door and walked into the steam filled room. It was humid in the shower room and the condensation layed on Craigs' body making it shine. He stood at the door of the shower. He felt the hot air on is butt and his willy as he dropped his boxer shorts in front of the door. His stiffy was so big now, it felt as if it was going to burst out of his skin. Craig took a deep breath as he opened the door to the shower. Toby Turned in surprise, to see through the steam, the naked body of his Best friend. "Well don't stand there gorping Tobs move over a bit and let me have some of that spray". Toby said nothing as he moved over and watched his friend enter the shower and stand next to him naked and hard. " I decided to have a shower after all " said Craig now feeling a little bit lost with what to do, this is not how his dream was at all. Despite how he felt about Toby and how Toby felt him neither boy wanted to be the first to make a move. " I didn't think you would mind if I got in with you so we could talk and stuff" Toby handed Craig the soap "cool!" Toby didn't seem to be embarrassed or uncomfortable sharing the shower with his friend, Both boys stood proudly harboring stiffys. Neither boy started anything, in fact they went out of their way to be sure they didn't touch each other at all. They simply had a shower together as if it was a normal every day thing. The two boys dried off after they wash and made their way across the dorm and over to their beds that were at the end of the large empty room. They stood at their beds wearing nothing but their towels. Craig drops his towel and stood naked, once again in front of his friend, this time with his penis at its normal size. He bent down a rummaged through his bag for some clean boxers. Toby was doing the same. As Toby was in his bag he noticed his diary was in a different position than where he left it the night before. He turned round and look at Craig, naked and holding his diary. He wasn't angry though. " Craig have you been reading my diary?" Craig was pulling up his boxers " yes Tobs I'm sorry. I did read you diary" Craig did not want to lie to his friend. Craig felt quite ashamed of himself and he sat on his bed trying not to look Toby in the face. Toby sat on the bed next to his friend. " Did you read what I wrote about the shower yesterday?" "Yes Toby, I did" The two boys sat in silence for a minute " I guess you hate me now , Don't you Craig?" Craig turned and looked at his friend " Toby you can be so stupid sometimes" "What? Why?..what do you mean" questioned Toby. "If I felt bad about the way you feel about me, why do you think I came to have a shower with you? You twit!" the two boys stared at each other for a bit " so you don't mind that I made you watch me in the shower and the fact I wanted you to see me naked? You don't think I'm gay or Yucky or nothing?" Craig explained to Toby that he was glad he felt that way and enjoyed looking at him. Craig went on to tell Toby about the dream he had the night before. As the words were coming out of his mouth he couldn't believe he was saying them. Toby was very excited by the story of the dream and it made him hard. Craig noticed that Toby had a stiffy, the guy was sitting next to him naked after all. " I see you liked my dream then Tobs" said Craig with a smile on his face. Toby laughed and went a little red in the bargain. The two boys laughed a little and were brought to silence as Craig, ever so gently and slowly put his hand on Tobys' thigh. Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Written By The Bard Copyright 1998 Parts 7-9 Craig caressed Toby's, smooth naked thigh. At first it made Toby jump, but he didn't move away. " That tickles Craig!" Craig asked Toby to do the same to him. The two boys sat and rubbed each other's inside leg. The smooth, soft tiggley feeling made them both giggle. "Tobs lay on your tummy and I'll rub your back" "cool" said Toby moving his naked, erect body onto Craig's'' bed. Craig sat next to Toby. He looked down at his naked body , his heart beating. His willy fully erect. Craig ran his hands over Toby's body without touching him, as if he was lost for a place to start. Craig Started on Toby's shoulders. " aaaahh that feels good", said Toby arching his back and raising his butt. Craig moved his hands lower, slowly making his way to Toby's butt. "You are so beautiful", though Craig to himself and finally laying his hands on the warm butt of Toby. Craig couldn't help notice how Soft and sexy Toby's body felt to him. It felt the same as it had felt in his dream. Craig's head was light and he could hear his heart beating as he existed in the unreal world of sexual pleasure. " Right Craig! its your turn now. " said Toby getting on all fours waiting for Craig to lay down. Laying on his stomach Craig shut his eyes and waited for Toby to touch him. He could almost feel his warm touch running over is bum checks. Toby started the same as his pal, and worked his way down . He got to the hips and had to stop as Craig still had his boxers on . " You're gonna have to take these off Craig!" "go on then!" said Craig. Toby liked the idea of this and jumped at the chance to undress his friend. He grabbed the back of the Craig's Boxers and gave them a yank, exposing Craig's firm white butt. Toby began to gently run his hands over Craig's butt trying hard to be as gentle as he could, almost tickling it. "Its no good Craig I'll have to pull these right off" Toby put his hands on Craig's hips to try and remove his boxers fully, Craig lifted his hips forcing Toby to brush his hand over his erect willy. "oooo that felt nice Tobs, do it again." Toby was a bit embarrassed that he had touched his friends willy, and wasn't sure if he could do it again but before he could make up his mind Craig had turned over on his back and pulled Toby on top of him. Craig began to kiss Toby, as he had done in his dream, and pull him hard into his body. Toby could feel Craig's willy pressing against his. "It feels fantastic, Craig is so warm and he makes me feel so hard and sexy" though Toby to himself as he thrusted uncontrollably against his friend. The kissing became harder and the thrusting slower matching unison. Craig could feel his willy getting harder like it was going to erupt, just like it did in his dream. " I think my dicks going to pop!" said Toby, a little worried. "Yeah mine too, Don't worry Toby White stuff is going to shoot out in a second, like it did in my dream" Craig pulled Toby in harder. Toby had never had an orgasm before and he was a little scared but was driven on by the excitement of what he and his friend were doing and all these new sexual feelings. Suddenly, Craig arched his back lifting Toby a little. Toby pushed back. Both boys stopped thrusting and pushed on each other almost as if someone had stopped time and they were frozen in this position. Toby's willy began to pump out of control and Toby felt raw ecstasy rush from his loins, up his back and into his brain. It gave him a warm tingle all over. He fell exhausted onto Craig's chest. Toby felt Craig's willy pulsing under his belly, there was a warm sensation as Craig's fresh cum oozed between their two bodies. The two boys laid exhausted on each other. "oohh Tobs that was great!. It was even better than my dream" Said Craig gasping for breath. Toby could hardly move. He felt as if every muscle in his body had suddenly turn to wood. He remained on top of Craig with his face in Craig's neck and said with an exhausted giggle " well no wonder you were moaning in your sleep, if this is how you carry on" the two boy's bodies vibrated as they began to laugh. Part 8 The boys struggled to their feet as they could hear the other boys arriving, from the obstacle course. Toby hid under his blankets and struggled to put on his clothes. He was just zipping up his trousers when the lads came through the door. Craig couldn't hide his embarrassment when everyone clambered into the room. He felt as if they all know what he and Toby had done. He had a strange feeling deep inside. The sexy feeling, he once had, had long left him and was replaced by a deep feeling of guilt or something. Little did he know that he would feel the post ejaculation confusion many more times to come. " Are you guys ok? how's Tobs?" said Billy one of the many boys who were at the river bank when Toby fell in. " what are you doing in bed Craig? " Toby was sitting in his bed fully dressed by this time, and was pretending to be reading a book. Craig tried to think on his feet, which was quite difficult as he was laying on his back and totally naked under his sheets. " well Toby was in the shower and I laid down here while I waited for him , It was so comfy that I decide to get in and take 4o winks, which I was enjoying until you guys came bursting in" Craig reached under his pillow for his boxer shorts and hoping that no one had noticed, he slipped them on. Craig was quite pleased with his story, and having wiggled unnoticed into his boxers in front of his friends. He flung his legs out of the bed and walked over to the toilets like nothing had happened. The attention was now, again on Toby. The boys asked if he was ok after his fall. Toby glanced over the top of his book. " yeah I'm fine I got bored waiting for Craig to wake up so I decided to read my book. errrr, how did the course go?" said Craig Trying to lead the conversation away from Craig and himself. The crowd had dispersed by now, either into the showers or bathrooms. Billy sat on the end of Toby's bed " It was cool! We got to the end, and we were met by Miss Thomas, apparently when we ran off at the beginning we knocked Mr. Grant into a puddle of Shit. Hahahahahahah" Toby and Billy Laughed. Craig returned from the toilet and was getting dressed. He looked over to Toby a couple of times while he was talking to Billy. The two boys were lost in each others eyes, although Toby was looking and presumably listening to Billy. He was in a different time and place with Craig. He could still feel Craig on his body. Still smell his Skin and the deodorant he was wearing. The two boys were lost together replaying in there minds what they had just done. Toby was already day dreaming about their next encounter, and there was to be many more. Craig's strange feelings had been replaced to the more familiar one of lust and excitement he too was planning their next meeting. " are you listening to me Wilson?" Said Billy giving Toby a thump. Toby jumped, and was hurtled back into reality with a sore arm. NO! eerrr I mean yes, I'm sorry Billy its just been a weird morning for me." "yeah that was quite a drop, Oh well, we've got to report to the hall in an hour for registration I going to have a shower" Billy stood up and grabbed the towel of his bed. " You sure you didn't bump your head Tobs hahah?." Billy wonder off to showers laughing at his own joke, he stopped only to Whip some poor Younger lad on the butt with his towel before he disappeared in to the steam of the shower room. Toby turned to Craig. " Hey Craig!" Craig turned "yeah?" " That was great, what we just did, It felt really nice I want to do it some more." " yeah! Me too, it felt cool didn't it?" Craig sat on the edge of his bed so he could whisper to Toby and nobody would hear. " Tobs! Lets try some other stuff tonight, at shower time?" Toby had no idea what the other stuff could be but he excitedly agreed, he couldn't wait to feel Craig's body again pressed against his, he couldn't wait to feel the rush of ecstasy he felt when his willy went into orgasm. "I'm going to see what the other guys are up to, you coming? " Said Craig pulling on his T-shirt. "no I'm going to hang here, I want to write in my diary" "Well if you write about us, don't mention what we just did will you" Toby was shocked by What Craig said, Toby didn't realise what they had done was not normal for boys. " I really want to put it in Craig, nobody will ever know, I'm the only one who reads it -- well, except you of course. Don't worry Craig I'll put the lock on it." Craig Smiled "Ok Tobs after all its not that bad I mean we are almost brothers " Toby had a warm wave of love for Craig wash over his heart. He had never said anything like that before, he had always confirmed that he was his best friend but never said that he felt they were brothers. Toby watched Craig Walk out of the dorm. He loved him, he wanted to rush over and hold him and tell him he wished he was his brother. The feelings stayed as Craig's body was silhouetted by the sunlight beaming through the open door. Craig disappeared and Toby pulled out his diary determined to fill the pages while his heart was so emotionally charged. Tuesday: Dear Diary, My heart is at the point where I think I am going burst into an emotional fire. Craig and I did some really cool stuff Today. He Came to the shower while I was in there the same as he did on Monday, but this time he stayed. We never touched each other we just had a shower together. We checked each other out I looked at him and he looked at me, it was great. Craig is so good looking. After the shower we sat on his bed, we talked for a while then Craig put his hand in between my legs. He rubbed his hands up and down on my thigh and it made me feel really grown up and sexy. Warm tingly feelings went up my back and made my head feel funny. We both got Stiffies, then I laid on my belly and Craig gave me a back rub. It was so nice. He rubbed his hands all over my bum. We swapped places and I did the same to Craig except Craig laid on his back and pulled me down on top of him. We were both naked. We touched willies and we both had stiffies. This was the weirdest bit diary, we couldn't help ourselves. We both rubbed against each other. I could feel the extreme warmth of Craig's body against mine and it made my willy get harder and harder. We rubbed willies for ages ohh its felt so cool, and so sexy, eventually my willy began to pump uncontrollably and a lovely sexy feeling rushed over me. I wanted to be as close to Craig as I could, Craig's willy did the same but hot white stuff came out of the end ( I'd love to do that too) We were both so exhausted. Our hearts were beating through our bodies and we just stayed there and laid on top of each other, in a sort of hug. It was lovely. We are going to try some other stuff tonight, in the shower. I can't wait. I have never felt as close to anyone as I feel to Craig. It feels really strange but I don't want it to stop... Toby shut his diary and closed the worn clamp, and as promised locked it with the padlock from his suitcase. He went to put it back in his bag but changed his mind and slipped under the mattress instead. Toby put on his sneakers and began to walk out of the dorm. He stopped to run his hand over Craig's pillow He thought about how nice it was to lay on top of Craig and have him hug him and feel his naked body pressed against his. Toby lowered his head and smelt the sweet smell of Craig's Deodorant. It was nice. With his head full of refreshed memories he ran off to find his pals... Part 9 It was noisy in the dinning room. Everyone was sitting at the tables all talking at once waiting to hear another one of Mr. Grants Boring speeches. Toby looked around for Craig finally he spotted him at the back of the hall " Yo Tobs over here!" Shouted Craig waving his arms and standing on his chair. Toby went over to the table and found that Craig had saved him a seat. Placing himself in between Craig and David he sat down. "I wonder what Mr. Grant wants to talk about?" said Toby Shuffling around trying to get comfortable. " he probably wants to give us a bollocking for knocking him into the puddle this morning". Mr Grant made his way to the front of the hall. He was hunched over a little like he had hurt his back. He spilt is coffee as he climbed up on the raised platform in the dinning room," shit " he quietly said to himself as he plopped his pile of notes onto the document stand. The boys Quietly sniggered to themselves as they watched this comic display poor, battered Mr. Grant was putting on for them. " Ok listen up lads, we have a got a bit of a surprise for you. Mr. Philips has agreed to let us camp down in his bottom field. We plan to take some tents and spend the night under the old canvas." Everyone was quite shocked they thought for sure that Mr. Grant was going to go mad at them and ban them for living, for the rest of their lives for dunking him in the mud. " So ! what's the verdict on that little idea?" the boys began to cheer, It took awhile for Mr. Grant to regain control of the excited rabble that he had created," Ok, Ok settle down. There's a few thing we have got to do--" Mr. Grant went on and Split people onto groups to help with packing etc. **Outside near the Tractor. The sun was in full swing, the cold morning had turned into a beautiful day. Toby, Craig and David were helping Mr. Grant Load the tractor with the tents and supplies. Ok guys you carry on loading that for a minute I'm just going to check what time Old Welly boot Phillips wants to leave." Mr. Grant disappeared and the boys were left alone. " right he gone lads lets take a break" Said David propping himself up on the tents, and pulling his baseball cab over his eyes David was Both Toby and Craig's Friend, he didn't spend much time with them out of school but he was always good fun to be with. David was the same age as Toby. He was quite short compared to the other kids and had a thick crop of blond hair that fell over his eyes all the time. Which is why he always used to wear his baseball cap. Toby and Craig Propped themselves up nest to David, and the three boys laid for a while in the sun. " this camp is going to be cool, what ya think Dave?" Said Toby Squinting from the bright sun." yeah should be cool!, shame there are no babes to suck face with" " hey we could always dress Graham up as a Girl and Suck face with him, I mean he's got the body for it" Said Craig Laughing the three boys laughed at the visualization of Graham Smithe dressed up as a girl. David Sat up and tried to get his breath. They were still laughing " hey Ive just thought, If Graham has Snuck his mum into camp in that big bloody Trunk of his maybe we could snog with her! " hahahahahah. this made matters much worse, and they were at the Verge of being hysterical. "Oh shit I've got to take a piss now" said David Jumping down from the pile of Tents " I'll be back in a minute" Craig ran off to the Dorms to take a leak. He was still laughing. " come on Tobs we'd better finish packing this stuff or Mr G will go mad" the two boys jumped down from the tractor and began to finish the packing. " hey Craig! What are we going to do about tonight. I was looking forward to the shower" Craig could feel his heart beating and blood rushing to his Willy. " yeah me too, we could always do stuff in the tent tonight no body will know" the two boys moved closer together so they wouldn't be over heard. Toby and Craig planned their night in the tent. The whole conversation went on unheard, well at least that's what they though. " Id like to try that thing I did to you in my dream" said Craig with his voice trebling with both embarrassment and excitement. " what was that Craig?" said Toby a little excited, he was really beginning to enjoy this new game they were playing, it was right up his alley. It reeked of naughtiness and secrecy. It was his secret world that could go untouched by his over protective father. Craig explained to Toby about his dream " you know Tobs, the bit in the shower. Where I put my willy in your mouth" " ooo I don't like the sound of that Craig" said Toby Screwing up his nose " go on Tobs It feels fantastic, well at least it did in my dream, I'll do it to you as well I promise" Toby agreed, he was going to anyway, the two boys were both excited and looking forward to their new plans. They carried on with their packing. They didn't notice Mr. Grant standing on the other side of the tractor shielded by the awesome wheels. Mr. Grant took a step back wondering what to do with himself. He couldn't believe what he has just heard. His chest pounded as he searched his brain thinking of what to do, or If to do anything about it. Memories of his own childhood came flooding back into his head, memories that he had long forgotten memories, and scars that he thought would never haunt his adult life... Michael closed his eyes and tried to stop the pictures flooding into his head. It was a night, on a camp not unlike the one he is now as a teacher. He was twelve years old. It was a "get to know you" camp and second year high school students were paired up with a last year primary school student ( year 7 ). The camps were designed so that the year sevens could meet the kids who were going to be in the year above them when they arrived at high school. Michael had gotten on well with his camp friend. His name was Simon Jones. Simon was 14 , not very tall but strong. He had black hair cut short back and sides, as was the fashion for kids back then. Michael liked Simon and they seemed to get on very well. It was late when they had finally crawled into the tent as they had spent most of the evening around the camp fire. Michael stripped down to his boxer shorts and climbed into his sleeping bag Simon did the same. Simon was unusually quiet and was keen to turn the torch out, that was hanging on a string in the middle of the tent. "Well good night Micky" said Simon turning out the light " yeah night Sime" the tent was soon in darkness. It was a very deep dark as there were no other lights anywhere and most of the other campers were also keen to go to sleep. There was quite a bit of distance between each tent so as to give you the impression that you were out on your own. For Michael this was going to work to his disadvantage. The night dwindled on and Michael was soon in a deep sleep. Simon however was awake, and had been ever since the light went off. When Simon was sure Michael was asleep he slowly felt around for the Zip on Michaels sleeping bag. He slowly unzipped the bag stopping from time to time because Michael was stirring and he didn't want wake him -- not yet. The zip was finally unzipped all the way to the bottom of the bag so far in fact that Michaels half naked body was almost fully exposed, Simon held his hand over the torch light to allow only the minimum of light. He lifted the flap of the sleeping bag to expose Michaels young, smooth body. Simon knelt next to Simons unaware body and examined it. It looked not unlike his own, bit Simon still wanted it. Simon had had his eye on Michael for most of the camp and was almost dieing of Frustration having to sleep next to him every night for the last 2 nights, watching him get changed even catching a quick glance of him naked every now and then. He so much wanted to touch Michaels body, feel how his skin felt on his and most of all feel himself inside him. His veins were all pumping blood in big gushing movements in his body as he slipped off his boxer shorts. He carefully moved his left leg over the sleeping body of Michael. Michael was sleeping on his back and even snoring a little. Simon knelt high over Michael and slowly positioned himself over Michaels face. " Micky wake up ! " whispered Simon tapping Michael on the cheek. He did it again"Micky!" Michael slowly came too and was surprised to find his friend kneeling over him with his stiffy only inches from his face. Michael was scared and tried to struggle, "No you don't " said Simon sitting on his chest. " we are going to play a little game "" get off me!" shouted Michael, Now all most in tears, his voice was mealy a whisper as the weight of Simon on his chest was making it hard to breath, "No ones going to hear you Micky, so just lay there and enjoy it this happens to all new kids" " what are you going to do?" "Im not going to do anything , but your going to suck my cock" with that Simon grabbed Michael by the cheeks and squeezed opening michaels mouth and poking out his tongue. Michael could smell Simons penis as it got closer to his mouth. Simons stiffy got closer to his mouth. Michael was scared he tried to struggle free but it was useless he couldn't even move his hands as Simon was holding them down. The stiffy was also most at his mouth and Michael turned his head as the willy touched his lip. Simon kept trying to push it into Michael's mouth but it was no good as Michael kept moving his head. Eventually Simon gave up, " well if you want suck my cock Id better put my dick inside you." Said Simon moving back to Michaels' chest. " what ? wwwhhat does that mean" Cried Michael " "you'll see Micky, your love it" Simon knew he wasn't going to love it at all. He certainly didn't like it when they did it to him but he was dammed if he was going to miss out on his turn after waiting all this time. Simon moved off Michaels chest, which was a great relief for Michael, and turned off the torch. The moonlight was giving just enough light for Simon to see what he was doing and for Michael not to. Simon moved to Michaels' feet and pulled his boxer shorts down over his feet and through them in michaels face. In one quick movement he lifted Micheals' legs up over his shoulders and was soon peering down into the scared face of Michael once more. Michael could feel the cold air biting at his exposed butt hole and began to squeeze it tight. " what are you going to do Sime--Please don't" Micheal could feel Simons hot stiffy searching around his butt looking for the hole " aha! "Said Simon with a smile" there it is" Simon layed on Michael in a sort of hugging position and began to kiss his neck he could hear Micheals' heart madly beating with fear. He moved his kissing to Micheals' lips then stopped " Are you ready?" " the pain hit Michael like bolt of lightning ""aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!" ... " Mr Grant ! Mr Grant?" Mr Grant jumped he whisked his head around to see Craig standing in front of him Mr Grant was obviously in some kind of distress and had beads of sweat on his face. " Mr Grant are you Ok?" said Craig Looking genuinely concerned " yes boy I'm fine -- I'm fine just this country sunshine getting to me." He roughed up Craig's hair " have we got all that packing done? " "yeah that's what I ve come to tell you." Mr Grant followed Craig around to the back of the tractor and inspected the their work. "good Job lads. While Ive got you lads on your own there's something I want yo talk to you about--" Mr Grant was about to give Craig and Toby the heart to heart about Their conversation he just over heard but was interrupted by the return of David " don't worry David all the works done now" said Toby laughing David looked a bit embarrassed and concerned that Mr Grant Might tell him off for not helping. Mr Grant decide to leave his quiet word with Toby and Craig for now and try and get a moment alone with them later at the camp site. " right gang go and round up the other guys and we'll get on" the boys cheered and ran off to get the others. Mr Grant closed his eyes again and massaged his temples making sure the horrible memories had gone. Satisfied that he had removed Simons smiling face from the inside of his eyelids. He wondered off to find the other teachers. In way he was glad he was interrupted by David, as he needed a little more time to think about how to handle the Craig and Toby problem. he wondered he should do anything at all he cant be sure that they weren't just having joke with him when they realised he was listening to their conversation. Whatever the case he was going to get to the bottom of it. Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Part 10 By The Bard Mr. Grant rubbed his eyes as staring into the fire had finally dried them out. He poked the fire with a stick and sighed. " Your very quiet tonight Michael" Said Sue Young rubbing Michael's shoulders. Sue was the Art teacher. Sue really liked Michael and hoped that being out in the lonely, dark countryside might spur Michael into `doing something' Michael turned and looked into Sue's face. "Sorry Sue Ive had a strange day today. I over heard a couple of the boys talking today and it kind of knocked me over" "ooo it sounds serious" giggled Sue sitting next to him on the log. Michael jumped up and surprised Sue with his angry, serious face " Look Sue I happen to think this is bloody serious" Sue stood and took Michael by the hands " Shit Michael! What have these boys said to get you so twisted up"? Michael re took his seat and began to tell Sue about Toby and Craig's discussion at the tractor. Sue seemed very nonchalant about the whole thing. It was not unusual for boys or girls their age to experiment with their sexual feelings. She thought very carefully about her choice of words as she didn't want the reaction, from Michael, she received last time, and she felt there was more to this story than Michael was letting on. Michael was never lost for words and certainly never had trouble talking about sex but this really had him tongue-tied. Watching him repeat Toby and Craig's conversation was like pulling your bottom lip over your head " Michael I can see that this has upset you, but I'm sure you know yourself, that this sort of behavior is common for boys their age, and it is best if you just let it go." Michael knew that she was right. He shut his eyes as the conflict went through his mind. He could hear the voice in head telling him to, "explain to Sue why you were so upset, tell her about the camp when you were a Kid, about the rape and the sleepless nights". Michael stood and put his back to Sue, "It not the harmless experimentation Im afraid of Sue, its--its--" "its what?" said Sue confused by the actions of her colleague. Michael knew that deep down the Situation with Toby and Craig was completely different to his own and he could not really work out why it had had such an adverse affect on him. Michael gave in. He had kept the secret of his rape imprisoned in his mind all these years and had last found someone he trusted to share it with. It was hard for Michael to become close enough to people, to fully trust them after his experience, and the barrier he put up because of it. These were new feelings for Michael, feelings that had not crossed his heart for a long time. He turned to face Sue. He opened the flood gates from his brain to his mouth and dredged the thick silt of his memories that had been pushed to the bottom of his mind. " Sue! " his voice trembled " I was twelve. It was a camp just like this. I had made what I thought to be a real Friend. Anyway late one night, while I was sleeping he--" Michael stopped as he saw the boys returning from their hike. Michael had sent them on the hike to calm them down before they went to bed. " Michael don't stop keep going" said Sue disappointed. Michael pretended not to hear and went into teacher mode. "Ok lads straight to bed now we've got an early start tomorrow. " Michael went off and chased up his orders and left Sue on her own. Sue began to walk back to her tent and slowly mumbled to herself " Well Sue another lonely night with your water bottle and the Cosmopolitan" As she wandered to her tent she couldn't help wonder what it was Michael was trying to tell her, and why he was so upset. " errrg Men are so complex" she shouted to the wilderness. Toby and Craig were walking to Their tent "I'll meet you at the tent Tobs, Im going to find myself a bush and have a pee." Said Craig disappearing into woods. Toby could feel himself becoming a little erect and excited as he go closer to the tent. He couldn't wait to feel Craig's warm body pressed against his, and for a whole night. The zipper made a deep raw as he unzipped the door to the tent. The small light gave off a warm orange glow as Toby switched it on. He began to remove his clothes. Toby was going to wait until Craig got back, as he wanted him to see him get undressed. He pulled back the flap of his sleeping bag, and opened it as far as he could. The chill of the night air hit Toby's body as he took off his T-shirt. It gave him goose bumps and made his nipples go hard. Toby kicked off his shoes but left on his socks, as he liked to have warm feet, Which was probably going to be a waist of time because next he removed his trousers and boxers, giving his naked body to the cold air. Laying on his sleeping bag he pulled the flap over his naked body. Toby's excitement broke the sobering chill and reactivated his willy as he watched the door to the tent slowly start to unzip its self again. It was Craig. Toby watched the slow journey of the zip as he plaid over in his mind what the evenings activities were going to be like. His heart worked its way to the his mouth as the zip run out of clenched teeth and allowed to tent door fall open. "its f-ing freezing out there Tobs! " said Craig entering the tent and zipping up the door. Toby watched in silence as Craig removed each bit of his clothing bit by bit. Craig stopped when he got to his trousers. " what are you wearing to bed Tobs?" Toby said nothing and simply lifted the flap to his sleeping bag. Craig's face lit up has he gazed at the display of his naked and erect best friend. " oh so, not a lot then!" The two boys giggled quietly and Craig turned out the light. Toby was disappointed that he did not get to see Craig finish undressing but was rewarded as he felt a warm naked body snuggle in next to him... Secret Diary of Toby Wilson Part 11 Toby and Craig could feel the warmth of each others bodies. Toby was laying on his side with his back to Craig. He pulled the sleeping bag under his chin as Craig snuggled into Toby's back. Craig pushed his knees into the back of Toby's and pulled Toby into him. " haaa this is nice Tobs.. This is the warmest Ive been all night" whispered Craig. " what are we going to do then Craig" " I don't really know! Praps I could massage your back like I did last time?' Toby liked the sound of that and immediately laid on him stomach. Craig found himself shivering from the chill in the tent when he knelt, in the dark, next to his pal. He started at the shoulders and worked his way down to Toby's Butt. Craig could feel himself getting hard. He loved to touch Toby's butt. It was so soft. "Turn over Tobs and I'll do your front" Toby turned over and laid on his back. He wasn't sure where to put his hands so he just let them flop down by his side. His willy was rock hard and he could feel his chest pounding and sending blood down to his pelvis. " Craig! Lets practice our kissing" Said Toby enjoying each gentle touch from Craig, exploring his chest and tummy with the tips of his fingers. "ok" giggled Craig, " who's going to start?" "I will " said Tobs. Toby moved close to where he thought Craig's face was. Craig also moved close to Toby. The two boys bumped heads " ouch!" Laughed Toby. "shit Tobs that hurt!" the two boys laughed and rubbed their heads. " We'd better keep it down People will still be awake" " Yeah your right Craig" Toby felt for Craig's Face and then for his lips. Satisfied that he could make the journey without being knocked out Toby moved his lips to Craig's. The two boy's lips met in the middle. This kiss was long and passionate. Craig moved himself on top of Toby and wiggled himself around until he found Toby's willy with is own. It wasn't hard to find as both boys, by now, were fully erect. Toby Grabbed Craig's butt and pulled him down harder onto him. " That felt cool Toby, do it again" whispered Craig moving his lips to Toby's neck. Toby pulled Craig in really hard. The force of Toby's Pulling and Craig's pushing began to pull their foreskins back. The feeling of pleasure was immense, " I think I'm going to cum already" Said Toby Releasing his grip and searching for breath. Craig gently rolled off Toby and retook his position next to him. The feeling of Craig's hot body was lovely, thought Toby, so he snuggled in closer to his pal. " I could lay here for ever, it feels really nice. " Craig laid on his side and put one leg over Toby so his willy was touching his leg. Toby responded and snuggled into Craig even more. " Craig?" "yeah?"   " Do you want to try that thing from your dream now?" Toby's heart was in his mouth excited over what he hoped was about to happen and also a little scared. He knew Craig was going to say yes as he felt his erection increase a little on his leg. " Yeah, er, if you really want too. Who's going to do it first?" " I'll go first if you like? Since it was your dream" Craig was secretly relieved but didn't let on. " So how do we start?" Said Toby still hugging into his pal " I'll lay on my back and you can go under the sleeping bag covers, cos I'll never be able to stand up in here" Toby agreed. The two boys let each other go and Craig moved onto his back . Laying his hands down by his sides he eagerly waited for Toby to take his penis in his mouth. His whole body began to pound as his heart tried to makes its way out of his chest through his neck. " alright I'm going in" Laughed Toby as he disappeared under the covers. Toby could feel Craig's cold hand on his back as he dived under the warm covers. It was dark. He could smell the sweet smell of Craig's deodorant. It made him feel very sexy and took the edge of what he was about to do. Toby ran his hand in between Craig's thighs till his hand finally found Craig's balls. " JESUS Tobs ! your hands a freezing" the two boys began to giggle a little. Toby Carried on and moved his hands further till he found Craig's hard, ready stiffy Craig laid back and shut his eyes as he felt Toby grab hold of his stiffy. Toby laid his head on Craig's stomach as if to take a break .He could hear Craig's heavy breathing through his belly button, and was enjoying the stimulation he was putting his friend through. He squeezed Craig's willy a little harder. He could feel the blood pulsing in it, like it had its own heart beat. " right here you go Toby" thought Toby to himself as he moved his head closer to the tip of Craig's Stiffy. Toby could smell the strong smell of willy as the top of Craig's willy touched his lips. With his eyes tightly shut, Toby put the whole thing in his mouth. "It isnt that bad" thought Toby to himself. He had visions of throwing up and stuff when they were talking about it earlier. Toby began to Roll Craig's willy around in his mouth running his tongue over Craig's uncut penis. Craig began to moan a little and move his pelvis around. Toby was begging to really enjoy what he was doing to his friend and was looking forward to feeling for himself when it was his turn. Toby began to Suck a little harder and Craig began to really pump and moan. Toby was surprised when he felt Craig's hand on his butt. Craig began to massage Toby's butt, and play with is balls... Craig's thrusts began to get bigger as Toby sucked and rolled Craig's stiffy around in his mouth. Suddenly Craig grabbed Toby by the chin and pulled him away from his penis. Craig put his hand over the top of his raging fountain and caught the red hot sperm in his small hand. Toby appeared form under the sheets " I guess that means I did a good job..yeah!" Craig couldn't Speak he just laid in the middle of the tent panting and trying to calm his heart down" I--I fff (puff) feel lllike I ((ouff) have gone ten rounds with MmmIke Tysen." Toby laid next to his friend again, and pulled the covers under his naked chest. Craig cleaned himself up with a pair of socks that were at the end of his bed. " let me get my breath back Tobs then its your turn" "Ok Craig" Toby couldn't wait. He watched Craig's shadow as he cleaned himself in the dark. Toby's Stiffy began to ache, as it could not grow anymore. Toby touched it a few times and tried to imagine what it was going to be like. He would not have to wait long. Craig snuggled into Toby again. "can we have a little rest first Tobs" Said Craig cuddling his friend trying to warm himself up from the chill of the air outside their cozy sleeping bag. "I think Im going to have a heart attack!"... Part 12 **Meanwhile by the campfire** Do you want another cup of coffee Michael?" Michael stood up and stretched his back. "No thanks Sue I think I'm going to check on the lads and then I'm off to bed." Sue walked over to Michael and sat him down. Michael knew what she was going to ask him and he immediately went rigid. "what s up Sue?" "Michael finish what you were going to tell me early on" "what?" said Michael mentally running away. "you remember. You were twelve. On a camp like this?" Michael began to fidget. He put his back to Sue and made washing motions with his hands, something he had not done for years. Not since he was 12. He used to hope that he if washed his hands often enough he could wash the memory of what Simon did to him, wash away the smells for the inside of the tent and the stench of body odor as Simon sat on his chest. Michael closed his eyes begging his brain to shut up, wishing the whole situation would go away. How can he tell Sue about his rape, how can he possible sit and chat about something that not even his parents would believe, when he was a kid. He felt Sue's arms cross over his stomach and her warm body pressed against his back. His body went rigged as he tried to fight Sue's attention not wanting it to break his will. She held his hands and stopped his erratic hand movements "Michael, what ever it is, you can tell me. I want you to trust me" she gently kissed his cheek and held him closer. The warmth of her body and the kiss made Michael relax. He did trust her. He turned and grabbed Sue's hand, looking into her eyes he said " Sue you'd better sit down." Toby didn't want to clean it up at first. It was the first time he had ever cum and he was kind of proud of it. He reached for the towel that he knew was close by and cleaned himself up. "well you've certainly got something to write in your diary now!" giggled Craig. "yeah" said Toby climbing back into the sleeping bag and cuddling into Craig's' back. Tied and aching from their fun the two boys fell to sleep, in a warm tight embrace. The fire smoldered almost completely out as Michael finished his story. Sue sat in front of him holding his hands and not believing what she had just heard. " And until today I had not even thought about it" Michael was pleased that he had finished his story. Sue began to cry and throw her arms around Michael's neck she held him as hard as she could. Strange feelings washed over Michael he could feel the tears welling up in the back of his eyes. At last after all these years he has managed to tell someone. At last he has received the comforting that he wanted so much from his parents but was too scared and embarrassed to tell them. He took in the love that was being shown to him by sue and felt the pressure of his past full at his feet. His rigged body crumbled in Sue's arms. "I'm sorry you had to hear that Sue, you are the first person I have told" Sue and Michael moved into the large army tent they were using for a kitchen and mess hall, and put the kettle onto the gas stove. " so do you still think you need to have that chat with Craig and Toby. Michael knew that that would be a stupid thing to do and that sue was right in saying that it is very natural for kids there age to experiment and mess around. Experimentation and Michael situation where two different things. " shit ! the kids I forgot all about them. I better go and do my rounds" Michael left promising he would return in time to heat the kettle boil. Michael made his way over to where the tents were pitched sticking his head through the flaps, of the tents that still had lights on. Finally he reached Toby and Craig's tent there was nothing to knock with, or on so Michael unzipped the door flap very slowly. He opened the flap just enough so he could see inside. He shinned his touch into the tent. "you guys ok?" said Michael Softly. Michael shone his touch at the still lump in the middle of the tent. Craig was snuggled into Toby with his arm over his stomach. The two boys looked very cozy and peaceful. Michael looked at them for a while before zipping up the tent. "Well they seem happy enough" thought Michael to himself. He stood up and made his way back to Sue. He though how great it was to see two so loyal friends, two friends who obviously have great trust in other. Michael wished that he had had such a friend during his pre-teen years. It would have been nice to group with someone to share things with. Sure he had loads of friends but he never had anyone he could really trust. He thought he could trust Simon but was let down, damaged. The damaged followed him all the way into his adult hood. Until Sue. He entered the tent and sue was waiting for him "everything ship shape Michael?" said Sue handing him a coffee, "thanks! Yeah everything is fine", he took Sue by the hand " Everything is going to be great" Part 13 The morning sun slowly washed over the campsite. Toby was woken by the sun beaming in eyes through the thin vinyl of the tent. The tent was warm. Looking at his watch Toby decided it was too early to wake is pal. Toby was always awake before anyone else, he hated to miss out on things. He gently unhooked his arm from under Craig's, as Toby slept the whole night cuddled into Craig, and rolled onto his back. Toby's body ached, and complained a little as he reached over for his bag. Toby reached over for his bag and found his diary. He was eager to write about the night before. The rubber band made a snapping sound has he pulled it off the well, used book. Toby began to write. The words flooded out of his pencil as he wrote about the sexual experience he had with Craig the night before. He wrote how sexy it all made him feel. The amazing feeling of having Craig's hot willy in his mouth, and then of the feeling of having his in Craig's mouth. He also remembered the great feeling of love and closeness he felt towards Craig as they cuddled into each other through the night. The pencil would just not stop. Toby could feel his willy getting hard as he reminisced about the night before, not to mention still feeling the warm of the his naked friend laying next to him confirming the reality of his situation. He laid his diary on his bare chest and pulled the flap of the sleeping bag to one side exposing his erect, smooth penis. Toby could feel the warm sun on his willy as he laid there naked. He rubbed his hand over his body rubbing in the warm sun. Toby closed his eyes as he enjoyed each pass his hands made over his thighs and chest. His willy began to ache with eagerness. Toby began to slowly massage his willy. It felt lovely, as he gently rubbed up and down trying to simulate the actions Craig made with his mouth. He closed his eyes tighter as he revisited the feelings of the night before when his pal was sucking and moving his willy around in his hot mouth. Toby began to feel the tingles of ecstasy, as his young nipples hardened and the hairs on his back raised up. His breathing began to get heavy and his heart began to beat his willy got harder and ready to explode. The muscles in his legs began to tighten as he got closer to orgasm. Then it happened! Toby let out a hung sigh as his willy pumped hot cum over his belly and onto the page of his diary. Toby just lay there amazed at this new thing that had just happened to him. He had never seen himself cum before. Although he did it for the first time last night, it was dark and he didn't get to see it. He played with the sperm for a little while before wiping it away with his towel. He liked the way it would stick to his finger when he touched it, then snap back to the head of his willy. Pleased and exhausted Toby pulled the flap of the sleeping bag back over his body. He looked his diary and notice that some of the sperm had fallen onto the page. He decided he would leave I there to remind him of his first proper orgasm. He left the diary open on his bag to dry. This had been a great camp for Toby. He decided he was going to try a lot more things now and not be so scared of life and what his Dad says is out there waiting for him. The first thing he wanted to change was never staying over at Craig's house over night. He had never slept over at Craig's house and Craig had never stayed over at his. But that was all going to change. "I am going to change" Thought Toby to himself he looked at his watch. It was only 6:30am and figured he would go back to sleep for a bit longer. He worked his way down the bed and snuggled back into Craig pressing his willy against Craig's Butt. The camp finally came to an end. And everyone was pleased when the bus finally stopped back at school and they knew they would soon be home with real food and their own beds. Nothing had changed between Craig and Toby. They were still best friends. They still did the same things as they always did and still hung out with the same people. But there was, however, an unbreakable bond they held them in good stead all their teenage lives. Toby lived up to his promise to himself and stayed over at Craig's house as often as he could. Toby and Craig had many more experiences together, but that will have to wait for now, until the next time we thumb through *The Secret Diary of Toby Wilson*. The End