From: pumperde@ix.netcom.com (Paul) Subject: cousin trouble - gay Date: Thu, 16 May 1996 05:40:35 GMT The Trouble With Cousins By StripMeBoy@aol.com Me and my older brother was spending the night over at my cousins house. Both my brother and my cousin were older than me. I was 6, my brother and my cousin were 11 years old. We were goofing around the house, his parents were asleep and his sisters and mine were in one of the bedrooms watching the Masked Marvel TV show. Since the hour was so late, we thought the time would be best spent trying to scare the girls. Usually I am not included in their fun, but tonight my cousin was treating me like I was a big boy and my brother was acting differently to me also. Once we decided what to do, we crawled into the hallway and we pushed the girls door open slowly so as not to draw their attention. We crawled under the bed of the darkened room and waited for the right time. When the TV fell silent and no sound could be heard, we sprang from under the bed and did everything we could to frighten the girls, but not so much as to wake the adults. we left their room and returned to our own laughing about what we had just done. We talked talked and joked for an extended period of time and I must have fallen asleep, because I remember opening my eyes and seeing my brother asleep in the bed across from where I was and then I realized that I too was in bed just before I fell back asleep. Some time during the night, I awoke again for some strange reason. I had the feeling that there was a weight on my back and my butt felt funny, but I fell back asleep again unconcerned with the slight discomfort. After some time, I a woke up again only to find that there was someone on top of me and they had something in my butt! I did not know what was going on, all I knew was that I needed to go to the bathroom. I tried to turn around to see who was on top of me and I found out that it was my older cousin. I still did not know what he was doing to me until he told me "This is what boys do to girls", and then he started moving back and forth pushing and pulling on that thing that was in my butt. I whispered for him to stop. "Just watch this" he said and he started to pump in me harder, I heard a squishy sound coming from my butt, and the bed started to squeak. My butt was now starting to feel warm and I know that something was going to happen, but I did not know what. My cousin Steve was now breathing heavily in my ear and pumping hard and fast in my butt. I began to realize that He had his "Pee Pee" in my butt. He tightened his body up and pressed tightly against my back. I felt his Pee Pee flex several times in my butt. I was now able to push Steve off of me and I got up and went to the bathroom. Steve was hot on my heels and when we got to the bathroom, he began to ask me how I felt. I told him to leave me alone but he continued to ask me how I felt and to not tell anyone what we did. I wanted him to leave me alone, but he kept asking me not to say anything to any body. I told him I would not tell if he left me alone, but if he stayed in the bathroom with me, I would tell his parents what he did to me. He left and the rest of my stay there draws a blank ***** AGE OF 12 ***** I Am now 12 years old and I feel like I am different from my friends. Alot of people think that I have alot going for me. I was tall with short black hair, brown eyes, and a swimmers build. I was popular with the girls, but I had no interest in them. I was attracted to my male friends, but I did not realize it at the time, al I was willing to admit, was that I wanted to spend every waking minute with my best friend Thomas. One summer, Thomas and our friends, Terry, Aaron and Jason planned to camp out in AAaron's back yard in the clubhouse that we all had built. I liked Thomas alot, he was as tall as me, with longer hair and a devil may care attitude. Sometimes I just wanted to hold him tight for as long as he would allow it. The other guys were cute and I thought of them off and on, but Thomas was by far the one person that I wanted to have all to myself. Jason and Terry were rolling out their sleeping bags while Thomas, Aaron and I were doing flips and rolls in the yard. The sun was going down quickly and before we knew it, it was quite dark. Jason and Terry came out of the clubhouse wearing shorts. When I saw them, I forgot about Thomas for a short time while my mind wandered as to what it would have been like for me to watch those two cute guys change in front of me. I was brought back to reality when Jason walked up to me, grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch and began to act like I grabbed it. "Get off of me" he said. I tried to snatch my hand away, but the harder I pulled, the tighter he held on. I was able to pull away. "You Perv." I said and the others chimed in. "You are crazy" said Aaron, "you should stop that shit" said Thomas, "Stay away from me" said Aaron, "Do that to Thomas" said Terry while laughing. It was all in good nature. We horsed around like that all the time and that were one of Jason's fool proof ways of getting a laugh. We all went into the club house and turned on our flashlights. Thomas told us about all the things he did this summer with the new girl that moved next door to him. He said, "She let me tough her tits." Aaron asked, "What did they feel like?" "Like big tittys, you dumb ass!" Thomas said. "I even got to finger her pussy once." Thomas said while holding up the finger that he used to finger her with. I was very jealous, I wanted to be that girl that He was feeling on. The other guys talked about their experiences, but none of them made it as far as Thomas did with he's new female friend. I was no longer listening. I was day dreaming about what it would be like to make it with Thomas. I could hear their voices in the background and again I was brought back to reality by Jason when he threw his sock at me and said, "Come on! Turn off that light and go to sleep." I really must have been dreaming. I did not notice the rest of the group change and go to sleep. I climbed under my sleeping bag turn off my little light and took off of my clothes. It was too dark to tell who was who. I only know for sure where Jason was. When I thought everyone was asleep. I grabbed my dick and played with it. I got it hard thinking about Thomas's dick. The more I stroked myself, the more I wanted to know what was between Thomas's legs. I had to do something to cure my curiosity. I put on my underwear and slowly slid out of my sleeping bag. It was too dark to know for sure who was who, so I did my best to find the shadowy figure that I thought was Thomas. It took some doing, but I found my target. I very slowly pulled down the zipper to his sleeping bag. My heart was beating so fast and hard that I thought the sound might wake everyone up. Once I got the zipper down far enough, I slowly reached my hand under the fabric. I felt his smooth skin, but I did not know what part of the body I was in contact with. It felt so smooth, that I thought it might be his butt. Wrong! My fingers came into contact with pubic hair and my heart pounded harder. I was about to realize my dream! I inched forward until my hand was resting on his soft dick. I wanted more, so I wrapped my hand around it and lightly squeezed. His dick was now getting hard! I had to see it! I layed down next to him and slowly put my head under the material of the sleeping bag. I could smell the sweat from his nuts. My nose was now right over his pubic area. I still could not see his dick and I needed my hands for support, so I could not use them to touch him. I thought about the situation for a while and I came to a realization. I would have to use my lips to minipulate his dick!!! ************************************************************************************** If you would like to hear the ending to this readers digest version of my young life let me know by sending E-Mail to: boystoyde@aol.com and I will consider punching out the more pages and wrapping this puppy up. The Trouble With Cousins Part 2 By StripMeBoy@aol.com Thank all of you for the positive feedback! Now, as Paul Harvey says, "And now, the rest of the story." There I was. I had my head under the sleeping Thomas's sleeping bag and my hands were supporting my weight. As luck would have it, he was sleeping with nothing on. My heart was pounding a mile a minute!! I thought I would never get this close to the realization of my dream! The only problem was that I needed my hands to support my upper body while laying on the floor. How was I going to play with Thomas's privates without my hands? In a short lifetime of thinking of my situation. I decided that I would use my mouth to bring us both some enjoyment, and I would realize a desire a desire that I kept hidden deep within myself. I was going to have a dick in my mouth. Not just any dick, but "Thomas's" dick! Although I could not see it. I knew it was there, and I inched myself closer to his flaccid, sleeping member. The tip of my nose came into contact with his dick and I was able to gauge where to put my lips. Once my lips came into contact with his dick, I felt like I was floating off the floor. My arms were shaking, my face was hot, My arms were weakening and I though I would faint. Being the trooper that I was, I persisted! I walked my lips up the length of his dick until I came to the head of his dick. I pursed my lips to form an "O" . I tried to suck his penis into my mouth like a string of spaghetti. It was not working until his dick began to grow. I tilted my head in the direction of the penis and allowed it to grow into my mouth. I was now able to explore his dick with my mouth! While reveling this long awaited experience, I was startled with and attention getting caught! It did not come from my sleeping and unknowing sexual partner. It came from behind me. I froze with Thomas's dick flexing in my mouth. I did not know what to do. I knew that at this point; my life, as it has been, will soon be over! Pssssst. Pssssst, I heard from behind me. Slowly I removed Thomas's dick from my mouth. My throat tightened and my heart felt a heavy weight. I was never so mad at myself before. How was I going to explain this away??? I was caught and I knew it. I felt like crying. I wanted to try to make up a reason why I was under Thomas's sleeping bag but I was afraid that they might wake Thomas up and find that he has spit on his erect dick with slobber in his pubic hair! I removed my head from under the sleeping bag. I turned to see who the sound maker was, but all I saw was a figure leaving the dark room. "Come on" he whispered, and I followed. The figure was going around towards the back of the clubhouse which was lined with bushes and trees. I followed him, but I thought about running away. Never coming back, ever! I wanted to have the ground to open up and swallow me whole but I knew that would never happen, so I followed him behind the small clubhouse. I still could not make out who the figure was, it was too dark. "What were you doing under Jason's sleeping bag?" The figure asked with a whisper. "Were you blowing him?" Not only was I caught sucking a dick, but it was the wrong dick. I wondered who's it was, but no matter who's it was, I savored and regretted every second of it. My life was flashing before my eyes. I could see my mother crying, my father hollering, my school mates calling me a fag, and my brother beating me up for ruining his family reputation. I saw all that before I was able to answer with a "What"? "you a fag man?" was the next question. "No" , I said. I was looking for something. I said unconvincingly. "Yes you were" he said. "I heard ya!" he hissed. (I was not able to realize who it was that I was being questioned by. It was Thomas! I really wanted to die now. He was my best friend and our friendship was coming to an end and there was nothing I could do about it. I was wondering, while kicking myself, what would have happened if I had actually found Thomas's sleeping body earlier and was able to get his dick in my mouth, only to have him wake up in the process! I was very close to tears, and I think He noticed. He grabbed my arm and pulled me down on the ground with him. Once we were sitting facing each other, he spoke to me again. "Does you brother know that you suck dick?" he asked. I shook my head no while holding my head down so that I could not see his expression on his face. I was hurt enough just by him talking to me about what had happened. "You better hope nobody tells on you" he said. I did not say anything. "Did he nut in you mouth?" he asked. I shook my head no again. We sat there quiet for about 5 minutes. It felt like he was thinking about something. I did not know what it was until he reached for his underwear and pulled out his hard dick. He then got up on his knees and reached a hand towards my head. He pulled my head towards him and my waist caused me to bend forward. He was going to have me suck his dick. I pulled away when my mouth was only inches from his dick. "What's wrong?" he asked and I said nothing. "Don't you want to?" he asked. I said "no" although I wanted to more than anything. I just could not bring myself to do it. "Come on." he coaxed. "No." I said. "Come on." he said while pulling my head towards him again. I ducked my head from his grip, looked him flatly in the face and flatly said "No!" In his fury, he punched me in the stomach. The punch by itself did not hurt. What hurt was that my one-time best friend was the one that did it. Once he realized what he had done. I think he made a choice, a choice that I would have to live with. He pounced on me and put me in a headlock. I struggled against him but there really was little I could do. he was stronger than I was. I was bent forward with my face in his lap. His dick was poking me in my eye. My arm was caught between his arm and body "If you don't suck my fucking dick, I am going to tell everybody what happened!" Okay, I said, while breathing hard from the struggle. Just let me up, I said. His only move was to guide his dick to my lips and push my head down on it. I tried to struggle, but he gripped me harder and I began to feel pain in my neck and arm. "Don't make me hurt you man, You are my best friend. I won't tell anyone." he whispered. "Just put a little bit in your mouth. You don't have to suck the whole thing." I knew he was lying, but I like the idea of being controlled by him. I opened my mouth and put the fat head of his dick in my mouth. I swirled my tongue around the head and was able to taste his fluid. I was still in pain from the headlock he had me in, but I was in heaven because I was now living my dream. His dick was now extremely hard and swelled to a size that would make it difficult to handle. He pushed my head further down on his dick. I was starting to become concerned. I was having trouble breathing. I began to think of myself being choked to death by his dick. My eyes were tearing and my nose was running, but I still did my best to give him the best blow job I could. He pulled my head off of his dick and released me from the headlock. "Lay down on your back." he said with excitement. I did as he requested. He straddled my face and put his dick back in my mouth. He began to do push-up over me and I started to gag on his dick. I used my hands to try and stop him from pushing the whole thing into my mouth. He stopped and sat back down on my chest. He then roughly put my arms under his knees. He leaned forward and once again put his dick in my mouth. I was not enjoying this anymore. I wanted him to stop, but I did not say anything. I knew I had to do this to save my reputation. I wrapped my lips around his dick again and he began to slide it in. I knew he was looking at me suck his dick. He was pushing it in my mouth slowly, only putting half of it in and then pulling it out until just the head of his dick was in my mouth. I licked the head of his dick with my tongue while I trapped his dick with my lips. "Stop! Hold on a minute!". he panted. I could lightly taste the pee from his dick and I kind of like it. Then without notice, a surge of liquid came from his dick. It was piss! He started laughing and pulled his dick from my mouth causing his stream to go up my nose and soak my face. He then sat up and aimed the stream off to the side. I was fighting back tears. This is not what I wanted at all. I felt humiliated and the worst part was that the humiliation was coming from Thomas! "I'm sorry, I always wanted to do that." he said with a laugh. "You o'k?" he asked. I shook my head yes. "Open up." he said while smacking his hard dick on my lips. I kept my mouth closed. I did not want him to pee in my mouth again. "I won't do that any more. I promise." he said sincerely. I opened my mouth again and he put his dick back in. He was not as gentle this time. He roughly fucked my mouth and there was nothing I could do. he was pushing his dick so far in my mouth that I felt it push hard at the back of my mouth. I could not breath and I wanted this to end. I tried to get my arms free but he just applied more pressure to them. I tilted my head and opened my throat as best I could to get some air. He changed his angle and his dick felt like it found the opening and plunged forward. I thought he was going to break my nose with the force that he was fucking my mouth. Now that he was able to get the whole thing in me, he was no-longer pulling out all the way. He pushed his cock into my throat and just moved it in circular motions. I was choking and was sure to pass out when I felt him tighten his muscles and shoot his nut in my throat. While pumping his cum in my throat, he quickly pulled out his dick, and started jerking it off. His dick continued to shoot sperm on my face and into my gaping mouth. Before I was able to catch my breath, he pushed his still pumping prick back into my mouth, and I sucked it for all I was worth. He rolled off of me and looked around. Satisfied that we were still alone, he pulled off my sock and put it over his dick, and used it to wipe it off before he gave it back to me. "If you don't want me to tell everybody what happened tonight, you better do stuff for me whenever I want you too." he said seriously. I did not need to answer. We both knew that I had no other choice. Just when I thought it was over. Thomas pushed me on my back and pulled down my underwear. He grabbed my dick and started to jerk me off. When I started to come, he put my dick in his mouth and sucked me off the rest of the way. He picked up my underwear and stood up. He wiped his mouth off on my underwear and tossed them over to me. "See you inside. And tonight I want you to sleep in the nude on top of your sleeping bag." he said and walked away. I sat there for about 15 minutes, thinking about what life would be like in the future. Wondering if Thomas would still be the same friend that he was before tonight. Wondering, what more would he have me do. All I could do was hope for the best. ******************************************************************************* Looks like part III may be coming soon.