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A Vulcan’s
Love
-By EmulatedLove
Chapter Six: Home again
My parents' house is located about
30 kilometres North of London, in the county of Hertfordshire. They
live in a large and very modern home which was designed by one of my
mothers friends about 5 years ago. It didn't take that long for it to
be built as most of the materials could be easily replicated, and as
soon as it was finished, we moved in right away. It was in that house
where I spent my late teen years before I left to attend Starfleet
Academy in San Francisco.
T'Luk and I had just beamed down
from the Titan and we were taking a minute to look around.
Unless the house to which you are beaming to has a transporter
arrival platform, it is customary to beam in just outside the front
of the house and walk the rest of the way. In front of us were the
large gates which led to a driveway up to the front of the house and
behind us was a small private road which only had about 3 other
houses connected to it. Our house was on the end and quite secluded
by a couple of large trees, this resulted in quite a peaceful home
with nice surroundings.
I walked up to the gate and turned on
the access panel. I didn't want my parents to see us over the
security viewscreen, so instead of ringing the bell, I used my access
code. The panel chirped and the gates began to move open, I turned to
T'Luk,
“What do you think?”
“The
structure of the house is most impressive.” He replied as he
picked up his suitcase and followed me as we headed toward the
house.
I smiled, he was so predictable. I had expected him to
comment on something other than the surroundings.
“Yes
it is, my mum's friend designed it.” I said.
“Is
your mother an architect?”
“Kind of, well she
designs Starships rather than buildings.”
We walked up
the steps to the front door and I looked at T'Luk. I always liked to
strut around wearing my uniform in public as it seemed to carry an
extra sense of respect and pride. So I told T'Luk that we'd beam down
wearing them and change into something else later. He didn't really
understand what I meant when I told him, but he didn't mind. It had
also occurred to me that besides the uniform and his sexy
swimwear, I have never seen him wearing any casual Vulcan clothes. I
couldn't wait until I saw what he had packed, I just hoped that it
wasn't two extra uniforms.
“You ready?”
He
nodded.
I reached forward and pressed the doorbell and waited
for a couple of seconds. I heard it unlock and watched as it swung
open, revealing my parents standing there. I watched at their eyes
were focused on me before they glanced over at T'Luk. Their
expression was priceless, it was clearly evident that they were
surprised.
“Hi Mum, Hi Dad.” I said.
Mum
stepped forward and hugged me, “It's so good to see you Kai.”
She moved back, “So who is this handsome young man?” She
asked as I hugged my dad.
I pulled back, “Mum, Dad I
want you to meet my boyfriend T'Luk. T'Luk, these are my parents,
Mary and Ryan.” I replied.
T'Luk reached forward to
shake my mum's hand but she stepped forward and hugged him as well.
He was quite surprised at the gesture but he quickly composed
himself. “It's good to meet you T'Luk.” She said.
“It's
good to meet you Mary.” He replied.
Mum stepped back,
allowing my dad to shake his hand, “It's good to finally meet
you T'Luk. Kai wouldn't tell us a lot about you in yesterday's chat.”
Said Dad.
“I said I wanted to surprise you.” I
replied.
“You did honey.” Replied my mum. “Now
come on inside and I'll get you guys something to drink.”
We
stepped inside and closed the door behind us. The entire downstairs
of the house was completely open planned. The result being a very
large open area and a very modern feel to the place. In front of us
was a staircase which led up to the second floor, to our right was
the lounge with a large viewscreen and three large sofas, and to our
left was the kitchen which had an archaic stainless steel style to
the worktops and appliances. To the rear of the house was a large
dining room, ideal for when family came over, and in a separate
corner in a different room was a study where my mum could work from
home. At the rear end of the house, across its width, was an indoor
swimming pool and jacuzzi. We placed our suitcases on the floor and
sat down in the lounge while my parents went to get us some
drinks.
“You have a very beautiful home.” Remarked
T'Luk.
My parents looked at him for a second, finding it odd
for a Vulcan to make such a comment.
“Vulcans appreciate
beauty, we just don't comment on it as frequently as other races.”
He said.
“T'Luk is the most Un-Vulcan, Vulcan you'll
ever meet.” I replied.
T'Luk raised an eyebrow,
“Un-Vulcan, Vulcan?”
I nodded.
“What
would you guys like to drink?” Called out Mum.
“I'll
have some orange juice, please.” I said.
“I would
like a cup of camomile tea, please.” Said T'Luk.
Mum and
Dad replicated our drinks and brought them over, sitting down on the
sofa opposite us. I glanced up at the viewscreen, it seems that my
dad was watching some highlights from a past football match that was
on. I'd always disliked football, what is fun about kicking a ball
about in a muddy field in the cold? But Dad didn't agree with my
assessment, he loved the sport.
“So how are you guys?
Once H'Jan briefly told us what happened, we tried to find out as
much as we can, but you know what those Admirals are like.”
Said Dad.
As I've already mentioned, both of my parents worked
for Starfleet and like me they were commissioned officers which means
that they attended the Academy. They were both Commanders, but while
I served on board a starship, both of my parents chose postings on
Earth. If they had served on a starship, it was likely that one of
them would be a Captain by now, however they were both pleased with
where they were. My dad was head of Starfleet relations on Earth,
while my mum was the head of her department in Starfleet research and
development. Seeing that they were both officers and had a higher
security clearance than myself, I could fill them in with all the
details from the mission, without breaking any of Starfleet policies.
I nodded and over the next five minutes or so, T'Luk and I
gave them an account of what happened.
“I'm sure
Starfleet is doing all that they can. I'm just pleased that neither
of you were hurt badly.” Said Mum.
I nodded, “We're
both fine now and I can safely say that it wasn't the best experience
ever. Luckily I had my knight in shining armour to look after me.”
I replied, holding onto T'Luk's hand.
My mum looked at T'Luk,
“We heard about how you cared for Kai while he was injured,
thank you for looking after him.”
T'Luk nodded, ”You're
most welcome, I would not have left his side.”
My
parents smiled at him before their expressions became serious again,
“How many warbirds did you say were stolen?” Asked
Mum.
“The Tal Shiar believes that five warbirds were
stolen, however we cannot be certain on the exact figure as we do not
know how many ships the Romulan government has operational and how
many were due for decommissioning.”
“Starfleet has
had a tachyon grid in place across the neutral zone for years. It's
unlikely that these ships can enter our space without being detected,
even if they are cloaked.” Replied my dad.
“Yep,
hopefully that should be enough of a deterrent to the terrorist cell,
or at least it will slow their movements.” I said.
“Indeed.”
Added T'Luk.
We sat in silence for a few seconds before mum
changed the subject, “What do you do in Starfleet T'Luk? From
the blue collar on your uniform I'd guess that it's science related.”
Said Mum.
T'Luk nodded, “Actually my job is very similar
to Kai's. I'm a cosmologist so I study the formation of space as a
whole.”
“No wonder you guys got together, you both
share a big common interest.” She replied.
It was funny
to hear her say that as I always thought that it was our differences
that brought us together, rather than our similarities or interests.
Of course practically doing the same job really helped in that
regard, but I couldn't see myself sitting here with anyone else.
“So
what about you guys? Been up to anything new?” I asked.
Dad
waved his hand, “Not really, pretty much the same as
usual.”
Mum had a grin on her face, “Actually I
have been quite busy on a new project at work, I'll show you guys
some of it later.”
“Anything fun?” I
asked.
She nodded, “You could say that.” She
paused for a moment, “So how are the rest of the gang? H'Jan
and Casey, is it?”
“Yep, and another guy called
Alex. They're all ok and H'Jan sends his love.”
“Alex?
Is this the same Alex that was in the runabout with you two?”
Asked Mum.
I nodded, “He is, actually I invited him over
here to spend an evening or something as he also has some shore
leave.”
“That's great, just tell us when and we'll
sort something out.” She replied.
“Sure, thanks
mum.”
“Speaking of sorting something out, do you
guys want to go out and get some breakfast? I'm starving.” Said
Dad.
I turned to T'Luk, “I don't mind, do you?”
“Not
at all.” He replied.
“Ok, I'm just going to get
dressed into something else, I'll show you the guest room and you can
get changed as well if you want.” I said while standing up.
He
nodded and stood up next to me, “Yes, I would prefer to wear
something else.”
“Good, we'll be back down in a
few minutes.” I said, facing my parents.
“Ok,
we'll be getting ready as well.” Replied my mum.
I led
T'Luk out of the lounge and collected our suitcases before going up
the stairs to the second floor. My bedroom and the guest room were
both on this floor so we wouldn't have far to go to get changed. At
the top of the stairs was a landing which led to both of the rooms,
along with my parents room and a main bathroom. There were also
another flight of stairs which led up into the attic. I showed T'Luk
into the guest room. Like all the rooms in the house, it was
generously sized and had a large window overlooking the rear side of
the house. There was also a double bed, a personal replicator, a
computer terminal on a desk and a large viewscreen.
“Is
this ok?” I asked.
He set his suitcase down on the
floor, “Indeed, it is.”
I leaned in and kissed him
softly, “My room is the one closest to the stairs, come over
when you're dressed, ok?”
He nodded, “I'll be
along in a moment.”
“Good.” I replied before
I kissed him again and exited the room, closing the door behind
me.
I walked across the hall into my room and smiled as I
looked around. It was very much like the guest room, however above my
computer terminal, on some shelves were a small collection of
personal items that I didn't take with me to the Titan. Mostly
they were photographs of me and my family, or models of various
starship classes. While looking at the photos, I noted that I really
needed to have one of me and T'Luk, perhaps I could persuade him to
have one taken while we were still on Earth.
I put my suitcase
on the bed and opened it to get something else to wear. I chose a
plain white t-shirt with some jeans and a new pair of trainers which
I had recently replicated while still on the Titan.
I got dressed and unpacked my things before I logged onto my computer
terminal to see if there was any memo's or notices from Starfleet or
anyone else. There wasn't anything new so I logged out and started to
play some music before I heard a knock at the door.
I turned
down the volume, “Come in.”
The door handle turned
and in walked T'Luk, looking very hot in his choice of clothing. He
was wearing a casual male Vulcan long sleeved top and trousers, both
in a colour mixed between grey and brown. I had often wondered what
he'd look like in this dress, and fortunately he looked really good,
really good.
“Damn.
You put me to shame T'Luk.” I said, walking toward him.
He
cocked his head, “Meaning?”
“You look really
good in those clothes.”
He looked at my clothes,
“You look...really good, as well.”
I grinned,
“Thanks.” I paused, “Now let's go get something to
eat.”
We walked downstairs and met my parents waiting
for us near to the door. My mum took a minute to comment on how
handsome we both looked, making me blush but causing no such affect
on T'Luk. After she finished with the compliments, we walked outside
and headed to the garage on the side of the house. The garage was
quite large and could easily hold both my mum's and dad's cars. I
wasn't even sure why we had two cars as they could easily have beamed
into work each day, but I suppose that they just liked to have the
opportunity to drive themselves. We chose Dad's because it was
slightly larger and as he put it, “The better one.” I
don't really think that it was better, because besides being larger,
they were both relatively the same. They were both silver and has the
common aerodynamic shape that all cars have; similar in look to a
drop of water falling horizontally. The windows were all large which
allowed for a better field of vision for both the driver and
passengers. It's funny that I say driver as many people choose to let
the car drive itself, but some people still prefer to have manual
control; my dad being one of those people.
We opened the
doors and sat down with T'Luk and I sitting in the back with my
parents in the front. Dad pressed his hand on the centre panel which
recognised his fingerprint and allowed the vehicle to start up. A
quiet hum could be heard as the inertial dampeners activated before
the car levitated to a height of about 35cm above the ground. While
starships were usually controlled by a console with buttons, the
control systems in cars has changed very little since their
introduction over 300 years ago, back when they run on wheels and
used a combustion engine, instead of levitating and running on
electricity. As such, Dad pressed down slightly on the foot pedal and
we started to move forwards, until we exited the garage. The garage
door closed automatically behind us as the main gates started to open
as we approached them down the driveway. Once we passed through them
and emerged onto the road, Dad steadily increased to the maximum
speed allowed on this road.
“Where are we going for
breakfast?” I asked.
“I'm keeping it a surprise,
but don't worry, there will be something there for everyone.”
Replied my dad.
Ten minutes later we arrived at a large
restaurant just outside of central London. It was a Denobulan family
run restaurant and after sitting down at a table and looking at the
menu, it became clear that it wasn't just Denobulan cuisine that was
on offer here. The list of food was huge, there had to be at least 10
dishes unique to each species of the Federation as well as from some
other species. I hadn't been to this place before but Dad said that
he frequently came here with his work colleagues during lunch breaks.
That didn't surprise me, you could eat at this place for a month and
still not eat the same meal twice.
I looked over at T'Luk,
“See anything you like?”
“Yes, I think I
will have a Risian Rotivia.” He replied.
A Risian
Rotivia was basically a large circular piece of bread with a mixture
of different salad sprinkled with various oils. It was a typical
breakfast dish from the planet Risa. I went through a stage a couple
of years ago when that was what I had for breakfast. They were
lovely, not to mention really healthy. I also hadn't had one in ages,
perhaps I should indulge in one now.
“That's not a bad
idea, I might have the same.” I replied.
A young
Denobulan waitress came over and took our order. T'Luk and I had the
Rotivia while my mum had Denobulan dish and my dad had something
Trillian. We didn't have to wait long for our food and once it
arrived it all looked delicious.
*
She paused, “What's your
security clearance?”
“Level 3, the one and only.”
I replied with T'Luk nodding in agreement.
Dad chuckled to
himself.
“Hey! There was a time when you were an Ensign
too.” I replied, smiling.
We were now back at home
after having finished our lovely meal out at the restaurant. We spent
most of the time there talking about how life was like for us on
board the Titan.
It was a really good feeling to be sitting there eating a meal with
my parents and T'Luk. They both seemed to be really happy about our
relationship and would give each other these knowing glances or give
me a wink every now and again. Now we were all sitting in the lounge
as my mum wanted to show T'Luk and I what her team has been working
on for the last couple of months.
He grinned, “Watch
your tone son, don't make me pull rank!”
“No
uniform, no orders.” I replied before turning to my mum, “Can't
you give us clearance, Commander?”
“I believe that
was her intention all along Kai.” Said T'Luk.
I raised
an eyebrow at my mum, “Well Commander? Are you going to do what
the wise Vulcan foresees?”
She looked at me for a second
before answering, “Ok Ensigns, I have temporarily granted you
with a level 5 clearance, however this is for your eyes only, so no
discussing outside of this house, ok?”
We both nodded,
'Level 5, this has to be
good. Only people ranked Lieutenant Commander and above have a
security clearance of that level.' I
thought to myself.
Mum
picked up a PADD from the table next to her and tapped a few buttons,
causing the lighting to dim and the viewscreen to display a login
panel for Starfleet research and development. She entered in her
access keys and pressed her thumbprint on the scanner, granting her
access. Several files were listed on the screen, she highlighted one
of them before she paused,
“This is something that my
team has been working on for the past couple of months. It's still
only on paper, so its still many years away yet.” She said
while walking toward the screen. “The largest ship we have is
the Sovereign class
at 685m in length, and while it is an achievement, it is far behind
that of some other races and frankly, its behind what we're capable
of.” She pressed a button and a picture appeared of a different
class of ship; it had to be new as I hadn't seen the configuration
before.
“This
is the Destiny class
starship.” She said before pressing another button, causing a
side shot of the ship to be displayed. The thing was huge! “She's
a little over 2000m long and spans some 45 decks. She's the beginning
of a whole new classification of starships.” Continued my
mum.
“Is this real or is this just some mock-up?”
I asked.
“It's real Kai.” She replied.
She
pressed a button again and showed the ship from a overhead shot, “She
is 400m wide and as you can see, the basic structure is very similar
to that of the Sovereign
class, but she is obviously
much larger and has some notable internal differences.” Another
picture came up, this time showing a rendered picture of what I
assumed to be main engineering with two
large warp cores. “This is the power behind the Destiny
class,
two class twenty intermix chambers.”
'Class
twenty? I'm sure that the latest was class 13 or 14.' I
thought to myself.
“I'm sure you both know about 'The
great experiment'?”
She asked.
We both nodded. The great experiment was a test
conducted by Starfleet around 100 years ago. It was to test a new
form of faster than light propulsion called transwarp, suffice it to
say that the experiment failed. I'm not sure about the technical
difficulties but I knew that Starfleet discarded the project in
favour of perfecting the current warp drives that we use
today.
“Good, well about 2 years ago, after the USS
Voyager
returned from the Delta quadrant, Starfleet re-opened the project and
dedicated a whole team to work on perfecting the drive. Voyager
itself successfully managed to use a quantum slipstream drive, which
works on a similar concept to transwarp, unfortunately the drive was
too unstable as the computers on board were too slow to perform the
complex calculations needed.” She said. “But, that was
two years ago, using outdated technology. Starfleet feels that we're
ready to try it again, using all the information that Voyager
provided, along with the design of the Destiny
class.”
'If
the Federation could put slipstream drives on all of its ships, we'd
have a major advantage over every other race in the quadrant.'
I thought.
Mum continued, “This time we're going to be
optimistic however, we're not assuming that the new drive will work,
but that doesn't mean that we're giving up in the race against speed.
The Destiny
is going to be the first ship to use two warp cores, this means that
it will be able to outrun any other ship in the quadrant while still
using conventional warp. So that is a given, we know that we can do
that.” She paused for a moment, “Asides from speed, she
is the most heavily armed ship we have on the drawing board and will
also employ an entirely reworked shield grid. She's a beast.”
Another simulation came up showing the
Destiny class jumping
to warp before Mum turned off the viewscreen and returned the lights
to normal, “Any questions?”
“Nice
presentation Mum, but, erm, isn't Starfleet against building
warships?” I asked, noting T'Luk nod next to me.
“The
Destiny class
is officially designated as a deep space tactical vessel, so in a
sense, it is a warship. But you have to understand that this isn't
the type of ship that will be seeking out new civilizations or making
first contact.” She replied.
“Then what is it
going to be used for?”
“Defensive purposes.”
She replied.
“Are you referring to possible
confrontations with the Borg?” Asked T'Luk.
“Yes,
the Destiny
will be used in those type of circumstances.”
I nodded,
“So what kind of time line are you looking at?”
Mum
sat down next to Dad, “Like I said, this is still really all on
paper, we don't even know how we're going to construct a ship of that
size as we simply don't have the facilities equipped for a job like
that. But ideally Starfleet is looking at a prototype launch within
12 years.”
“That's a very long time.” I
remarked.
“It is, but we want to do everything right
this time. We want to break that barrier.”
“I'm
sure we will, good luck on project Destiny,
come
tell me how you did in 12 years time.”
I said.
That one got Dad laughing.
Mum shot me one of
those 'That wasn't funny'
looks, but I grinned back at her.
“Fine, I won't save
you a seat at its commissioning ceremony.” She replied while
standing and walking over to the kitchen.
“Commissioning
ceremony? If this thing gets built, I'll put in for a transfer
straight away!” I replied.
“Something wrong with
Captain Riker?” Asked Dad.
“No not at all, but the
idea of slipstream drives and a 2000m hull excites me.”
“Ryan,
when was the last time we went shopping?” Called out my mum to
my dad.
“About a week ago, why?” He asked as he
walked over to her.
“Because we don't have enough if we
want to make dinner tonight.”
I looked over, “What
we having for dinner?”
Dad turned around, “I'm not
telling you, it's a surprise.”
I turned to T'Luk, “What
is it with him and surprising me with my meals today?”
He
didn't reply but simply raised an eyebrow at me.
“We're
going to have to go to the supermarket then.” Remarked my
mum.
“Why can't you replicate the stuff you need?”
I asked.
They both turned to look at me, “You've become
too dependant on those things, you should tell the Captain to get a
kitchen built.” Said Mum.
I rolled my eyes, “Too
dependant. Sure.”
They walked over to the door, “We'll
be gone for about a hour, so why don't you give T'Luk a tour of the
place? I'm sure he'll like to see all of it.” Said Dad.
“Ok,
see you guys later, bye.”
“Bye.” They
replied as they closed the door behind them.
I faced my Vulcan
love and gave him a quick kiss, “Ok, you up for a tour?”
He
nodded,”That would be nice.”
I gave T'Luk a tour
of the house. I showed him the entire place from top to bottom,
however I purposely left out the indoor pool and jacuzzi as I wanted
to surprise him later. We ended up in my bedroom, with me showing him
the photos that I had on my desk. Being in my house alone with him
gave me a giddy feeling. I turned and looked at him as he studied a
photo of me. My mind flashed back to last night, when I was laying
there in his arms before I fell asleep. I remember feeling really
contented when I was so close to him, when we shared something
special. We didn't wake up until around dinner time which was quite
good considering that I was suddenly really hungry. We chose to have
a quiet meal in my quarters rather than go to the mess with everyone
else about. After we finished eating we just hanged around my place,
enjoying each others company before he announced that he should
return to his quarters to sleep. I really wanted him to stay with me,
to sleep in my bed, but I didn't want to throw a lot at him. In fact,
it was only after he left did I begin to wonder about what just
happened between is, what just happened between a human and a Vulcan.
I
wanted to question T'Luk about that, but an opportunity didn't
present itself, until now.
We were both on my bed with our
backs propped up against the headboard. I turned to T'Luk, “I
want to ask you something, but if it's too personal, I'll
understand.”
He
put down the photo that he was looking at and faced me, nodding
slightly.
“I thought...I mean...Vulcans aren't like
other races.” I started.
“What do you mean,
Kai?”
“Ok...erm...Vulcans do things in a certain
way, at a certain time.”
He raised an eyebrow, “I
do not understand what you mean. Are you referring to Vulcan
cuisine?”
I drew in a breath, “Sex. I mean sex.”
I said.
He looked at me for a second before glancing back at
the photos.
“Look, I thought that Vulcans only acted
like that every so often...” I said softly.
“Every
seven years.” He replied quietly.
“I know that
it's a very personal thing, but I'm here for you T'Luk.” I said
while gripping his hand.
“It was not that.”
“What
do you mean?”
He faced me, “What you speak of is
called the...Pon farr, the Vulcan mating ritual. But what happened
was not because of that.”
“But I thought that
Vulcans could only get in that way
because of the Pon farr.”
He nodded, “Indeed, that
is what usually happens.”
“I'm a little confused.
How...Did I do something wrong?” I asked.
“No. It
wasn't your fault.” He stood up and walked over to my window,
“It was me. If I wasn't...” He paused, “I wouldn't
have let it happen.”
“If you wasn't, what?”
I asked, becoming concerned.
He came and sat back down next to
me, “There's some things that you should know about me. They
are very personal so I would prefer if you do not discuss them
further with anyone.”
I sat up, “Of
course.”
“Twenty one years ago, before I was born,
my mother was involved in an accident.” He said.
“What
kind of accident?”
“She was on board a Vulcan
transport ship heading for Vulcan, when an EPS conduit ruptured. It
killed three people and injured five more, including my mother.”
He paused, “There was a Starfleet ship nearby which came and
rescued everyone on board.” He faced me, “Vulcan
physiology is very different to Humans in the area of pregnancy, as
such when my mother was injured, her body stopped caring for me and
cared for her. I began to suffocate.”
I wrapped my arm
around him and held him tightly.
“By the time the
doctors arrived for my mother, we were both in a weak state. They had
to remove me from her womb otherwise we'd both die, fortunately I was
only one week premature.” He hesitated, “They managed to
stabilise her but I had sustained some substantial brain damage
because of the lack of oxygen. They took me immediately to Vulcan to
see some specialists.” He paused again, “The doctors
there were very skilled and were able to correct much of the damage.
But there was one part that they couldn't repair completely, the
mesiofrontal cortex.”
I shook my head.
“It
is the part of the Vulcan brain which we use to control our
emotions.”
“So yours was damaged?”
He
nodded, “To this day it is still not functioning properly.
However I have not found it to cause any trouble, until I met
you.”
“Me?” I asked.
“Yes, I
have told you before that you cause me to experience certain
emotions. Strong emotions.” He paused.
“In a bad
way?”
“In a sense, by allowing myself to
experience any emotion is bad, given a Vulcan's natural temperament.”
He replied.
“But it's not like you've been angry or
demonstrated any aggressive behaviour.”
“Perhaps
not yet, but these feelings, these emotions that are created,
overwhelm my suppression techniques.”
“I don't
understand, what are you supposed to do? What did the doctors
say?”
“They did discuss the issue of relationships
when I was much older, however it was assumed that I would be with a
Vulcan partner who would help me control my emotions if I had trouble
with them.”
“Instead you're with me and if
anything I make things worse.”
He gripped my hand, “No
Kai. What I experienced with you is something that very few Vulcans
ever have. I do not regret what happened between us. But I am
concerned with not being able to suppress these emotions.” He
looked down at our joined hands, “When you were asleep on board
the Titan
after you were injured, I stood there watching you. After a while I
had to leave. I began to feel some different emotions, sadness, fear,
worry. It was an unpleasant experience.”
I pulled him
into a hug, “It's ok. I'm ok now, alright?”
I
continued to hold him, “Isn't there something that the doctors
can do?”
I felt him nod against me, “About a year
ago, some doctors on Vulcan contacted me, they said that they had
devised a way to repair the damage, completely.”
I
pulled back and looked at his face, “Well that's good news,
isn't it?”
“That depends. It will allow me to have
greater control over my emotions, however I will no longer be
myself.”
“What do you mean?”
“I
have adjusted to my disability and others have come to know the
person that I am because of it.”
“But you're
always going to be T'Luk.”
“Indeed, however it
will change me. It will change us Kai.”
I just stared at
him, he was obviously uncomfortable with talking about this, but it
seemed that he needed to. He wanted me to know what was going
on.
“When you kiss me, I will feel nothing. It will be
difficult for me to show my feeling toward you Kai.” He
said.
“What do you want to do?”
“I am
not sure.”
I stroked his face, “It's your decision
and with whatever you choose, I'll stand by you.”
“I
love you Kai.”
“I love you too.” I replied
before I leaned in and kissed him. It wasn't sexual, just sensual. I
broke the kiss and wrapped my arms around him, burying my face in his
neck as we sat there next to each other.
After a couple of
minutes, once the emotion had died down I whispered in his ear,
“Fancy a swim?”
*
I
sat back and closed my eyes as I surrendered myself to the warm,
bubbly jets of water. I'd forgotten how nice it was to come down here
after a day at school and unwind in pure heaven. I opened my eyes to
see T'Luk sitting opposite me, his eyes closed and his face clear
from worry. I sat up and waded across the jacuzzi to sit next to
him.
“How do you
feel?”
“Comfortable.”
“Good.”
“Perhaps
H'Jan could build us one back on Titan.”
I
giggled, “I'll be sure to ask him.”
T'Luk opened
his eyes and looked at me, “Thank you Kai.”
“For
what?”
“For helping me earlier.”
I
smiled at him, “That's what I'm here for, to care for you.”
He
was silent for a moment, “I admire you.”
“Why?”
“You
embrace your emotions, yet they do not control you.”
“Sometimes
maybe, but you learn to live with them, to trust them.” I
replied.
“How do you know which are good?”
“You
can't. They all exist for different reasons. But we go with whatever
feels good, whatever feels right.”
We sat there silently
before he quickly moved in and stole a kiss from my lips. I was
surprised with his action and regarded him curiously.
“It
felt right.”
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