Date: Sun, 28 Mar 1999 19:30:20 EST
From: WriterGray@aol.com
Subject: Backstreet Boy's-Magic part2

Well all this is the new edition to my little library of stories I am
building. This is a gay relationship story based on the idea of the
Backstreet Boys. In now way is it actually intended to imply that the
Backstreet Boys are actually gay. This is a fantasy story so please
understand that a fantasy is something we dream of it is not a reality. If
you are under the age of 18 or in a state that this is illegal to read
these kinds of stories do not go any further please leave now.

These materials are under copyright please do not post or copy these
materials elsewhere without the expressed written permission of the author.

Authors notes: I want to thank Jon for all his support and idea's it
would have been a long time coming for this installment without him pushing
me to finish it. If anyone has any comments or questions please feel free
to e-mail me at my new address: writergray@aol.com

			   Backstreet Boys-Magic
				  Part 2
			   By Grayson S. Vellar

'The concert, the dancing, the man before me. This has to be a dream I
thought as Kevin sat starring at me over the top of his menu.' I quickly
glanced back down to my menu when I felt his foot touch mine under the
table. I looked up into his eyes to find him grinning at me. No one else at
the table had any idea what we were up to.

"So, Kevin when are you two going out without us tagging along?" Brian
asked, as I sank down in my seat slightly.

"ActuallyI was thinking about that and I think maybe I should leave
that up to Scott." Kevin replied as I quickly stood and walked to the
bathroom hoping not to be noticed. Just as I stepped inside I was spun
around by Kevin and forced to look into his eyes once again. He was no
longer grinning but now looked as if I had shoved a knife into his heart.

"Are you alright?" I asked.

"Well I don't really know." He said, as he broke the eye contact. "I feel
like if I look into your eyes and say all this I will never say it. I get
lost in your eyes when I am looking into them. I can see you doing it too
and in public this is going to be hard to hid if we keep it up like this."
He said as he glanced back to me every once in a while starring into my
eyes again.

"Stop I know how you feel and I have been thinking the same things but
we are just getting started here. Sure we know a lot about each other
but" I stood there thinking, as it seemed it was too long and he began
to turn to walk away. "No!" I panicked and grabbed his arm pulling him into
me. My mouth fully engulfed his as we did not struggle or hid for this one
moment as the bathroom door suddenly opened.

"What the Hell are you two doing?" A.J. Screamed as he slammed the door
shut behind him.

"Making sure we are on the same train of thought I suppose." I said as he
just starred at us with a look of total confusion on his face.

"I thought you two were" He paused turned red and walked out of the
bathroom.

Kevin followed him out the door trying to no avail to catch A.J. but, his
heart was pounding and his head was pinging with every step he took. I
followed closely behind him as the others watched us approaching
them. A.J. was already seated and watching as well when I suddenly found
myself catching Kevin as he began to collapse. Tears streamed down his face
as he found himself in a dark moment of despair. Brian jumped up to help me
as Kevin rolled over in my arms and held onto me for comforting. I could
hear a commotion rising behind us we sat on the floor.

"Kevin we have to get you out of here everything is going to be fine. We
just have to get off the floor. You're going to be fine. I said as he
tightened his grip."

"What the hell did you say to him? I have never seen him like this. Kevin
Cus you gotta get up." Brain said as he touched Kevin's shoulder and Kevin
suddenly snapped out of it looking into my eyes for the first time since we
were alone.

"You're going to be alright Kevin." I said, while looking deep with-in
while he just lay there starring at me.

He slowly began to move as A.J. now stood by to help him up. As he reached
out Kevin sighed and took his hand.

"Kev I'm sorry if I startled you. Dude I have no problem with this
really." A.J. said, while grabbing hold of Kevin and pulling him to his
feet. They hugged as several onlookers clapped. In a moment of confusion I
stood up and bowed to them as if to say hello were here and there is
nothing more to see. Brian did the same and then in turn punched me in the
shoulder as we went back to our seats only this time I was seated between
A.J. and Kevin.

"Ok, that was close one." I heard Howie say as the others stopped their
idle chatter to look at him.

"Well it was." He said as he looked at Kevin and me.

"Ok I'll give you that but it won't happen again. I think we will be able
to clear this all up latter when there are less people listening to see
what it was all about." I said while taking a drink of my water.

The rest of the meal was uneventful and there was even less conversation
than before. The guys all wanted to know if I had fun tonight and I told
them I did. But, to my surprise they all thought I was nuts for the flying
trick when Kevin told them he was worried when he saw it but thought it was
great all around. He then implied he wished for me not to do it again. I
then told everyone it was to be a regular part of the show now. They all
grinned and said good almost in unison except for Kevin, who I elbowed in
the ribs and got a `Ok you can keep it up as long as you are safe'.

As we all exited the restaurant there had been a crowd forming since we
entered the building. Someone had tipped them off not only were there a
bunch of screaming girl but the reporters were lined up for the length of
the building itself. We all looked from one to another then decided to try
a different approach.

"I can make it out there and get to the car they hardly know me guys." I
said as they all looked on.

"And what good is that going to do us you'll be out there and we will be in
here?" Nick said as I thought out the plan.

"Ok you all go to the back entrance. I will meet you there. I will honk
once I get there. Don't open the door until you hear me honk." I said, as I
took my first steps towards the front door. The screaming began immediately
as I reached for the door. I turned to see Brain and the guys waving at the
crowd. The reporters came at me with a rush. I was surrounded in second not
stopping until the ill-fated questions started.

Is Kevin Richards all right?

Do you know why he broke down?

Aren't you the guy from the concert?

When I heard the last question I had already made it half way to my car
still surrounded by Microphones. My heart began to race the crowd began to
pour in now with fans filling the path to my car. I quickly began to think
what I should do.

"First of all. I can tell you Mr. Richards is fine. A close family friend
passed away today and he was feeling a little down. But, with the help of
good friends and good food he will be fine he just needs some time to
himself. As for all the fans we appreciate all your support. And we love
each and every one of you for all that you do. Thank you for supporting
us." I said as I began to walk again coming closer to the car as a crowd of
familiar faces stopped me. The stage crew stood between the car and me
holding back the crowd as I began to laugh to myself thinking they were
going to help me.

"Oh no you don't sport! You have to get used to this at least sign a few
autographs." Jim said as he turned me around to face the crowd. I was in
shook he handed me a Pen to sign with as the girls began to crowd around
after about twenty minutes I was allowed to break through the wall of men
guarding the car. Jim winked at me as I looked across to the restaurant and
saw the guys laughing as they waved at me from the front windows.

I felt as if I should have left them but nothing would have been worse, I
thought as I pulled up behind the restaurant and honked the horn to no
avail as it was not making a sound. I quickly got out of the car and
pounded on the door. I could hear voices on the other side arguing weather
or not to open it. I then began to scream.

"Open up or I will leave your stupid asses here!" I heard a bit of
commotion as the door slowly opened and A.J began to yell in a high pitched
voice.

"Who Issss It!" I turned to run back to the car as the others followed I
felt a hand grab mine as I was pulled to the back seat this time.

A.J. took the driver seat as My Forerunner sped off down the
alleyway. Kevin grinned at me as he squeezed my hand as I once again found
myself lost in his eyes.

"OK you two knock it off we are going to be passing by the crowd here in
about 30 seconds." Howie said as he and Nick both began to laugh
uncontrollably.

"By the way Kevin good show in there." Brain said as the others got quiet.

"I thought so! A set up!" I yelled as I quickly began to look out the
window.

"Kevin have a breakdown. Me get upset over you two kissing yeah right!"
A.J. said, as Kevin pulled me into his arms. I struggled to get free but
was taken in by his strength. As we approached the crowd several people
began to point at the vehicle. A.J. made a quick right just in time to by
pass the onlookers.

"How was your first forced autograph signing?" Kevin said while holding me
tight and nibbling the back of my neck. I was melting with each breath I
could feel, as he was not letting go. How could I be mad at him I thought
as I noticed we were not heading to the Hotel?

"A.J. Where are we going?" I asked as the others started to giggle. "Oh no
you don't you either tell me or I will" All eyes turned on me as I sat
there silenced from their glares.

"Oh, never mind I might as well get my initiations over with now." I said
giving up, as Kevin's arms remained wrapped around me.

We pulled onto Robertson in a flash and I knew where we were going I had
grown up here and still had friends here that I could get the guys back
with that. I knew what they had in mind but soon found it pointless to
fight I would get it double if they found out. I giggled to myself as Brian
turned around to see what I was laughing at.

"Kevin that tickles." I said as Brian turned back around and Kevin
continued to blow on the back of my ear.

"I know you're up to something." He whispered in a growl as I turned and
looked into his eyes. Kissing him shut him up quickly as the vehicle
stopped and the others got out. Kevin grinned at me and somehow I knew he
understood what I was up too. Axis was definitely the place to be I thought
as we approached a side door. Kevin grabbed my hand as the other stopped.

"Now you know what we are here to do. But remember no one is to know we are
here. If anyone recognizes us just deny it flatly and they will let it
go. I know what you are thinking but we will have fun." He said, as he
leaned in and kissed me again.

"I pulled Kevin along through the crowd until I reached my destination on
the other side of the main room several people stopped and starred at
Kevin. I would quickly move us away from most crowds until we reached the
Dressing rooms in the corner. I turned the knob and pulled him inside. He
was looking around the room when several of the Dancers inside approached
us at a very rapid speed.

"Scott! Oh my god is that you." A tall blond asked as he threw his arms
around me.

"Kevin I would like for you to meet Blaise. He is one of the dancers here
tonight. And he is one of my oldest friends. We grew up together. Well, at
least one of us grew up." I said as Kevin just laughed with me.

"Pleased to meet you Kevin. So, I have heard a lot about you well sort
of. Mostly from him working with you guys and all but then there is always
the news and the radio and"

"I get the picture Blaise. But, we are here to have fun tonight so to
speak."

Blaise pulled me off to the side of the room as the dancers introduced
Kevin around the room.

"Ok what's up here. You two together now or what?" Blaise whispered to me
as I just smiled and he knew immediately.

"Ok, Blaise I need your help with something. The guys are sort of
initiating me tonight." Blaise leaned in quickly and hugged me whispering
in my ear now.

"I am so sorry to do it this way but he was suspecting something. I will
take care of everything." Just as he finished he turned around and faced
Kevin and the dancers.

"Ok, guys we have a few changes to make in tonight's show so lets go in the
other room and work it out now. Kevin and Scott you stay here we will be
right back. I am so sorry to do this right now but we have been short
changed on dancers tonight." Kevin and I grinned to him as he drug the guys
out of the room. I had no idea what he had planned but it was going to be
eventful if I knew Blaise and I did know my Blaise. Soon enough Blaise came
back out and interrupted the little passion plays we were making towards
each other. Kevin appeared to be a little embarrassed as I just sat there
with my hand in his lap.

"You do know where you are right? This happens to be one of the largest gay
clubs in the Los Angeles area. " Blaise said as he walked back in motioning
Kevin and I over to a spy window set up so the dancers could sneak in and
out easily.

"Yes I know." Kevin reached over to me and pulled me close as we began to
grind to the music pumping in through the walls.

"Oh I see. Well Scott you still have not lost your dancing legs. I only
wish we could get you up there tonight. It would be like old
times. Remember when" Kevin interrupted.

"You were a dancer?" Kevin asked.

"Yes, Until I finished school and joined your crew Hey Blaise do you
still do that abstract thing with the giant Lycra bags. You know where it
looks like we are um about to have sex but the audience can not tell who we
are they just see out silhouettes through the bags? We could certainly put
on a show then?" I said as an evil grin came across his face. Kevin just
stood there and watched as he practiced for a few moments.

"Man I hope this goes over well you know the guys will never know who you
are? So, this is hardly the way to pay them back for earlier." Kevin said
as he watched.

"That has already been taken care of." Blaise said as he continued to grind
with me; and all the time Kevin stared. With his hard on evident from the
show. Blaise jumped as he began to stumble. His ankle made a very loud
popping noise as he stood silent and looked as if he were to bust into
tears.

"Blaise Oh my god! Are you all right?" I asked as I grabbed his arms and
held him up as Kevin jumped in to support him as well.

"Looks like we wont be doing the show after all sport." Blaise said to me
through gritted teeth.

" I know but you need to set down before you make this worse. Look Kevin
stay here I am going to get him some ice." Kevin sat down with Blaise on
the couch as I left to get the ice.

"So, my ankle is fine I think you should make him do the show Kev." Blaise
said, as he popped his trick ankle back into place.

"I think he should do it too. But, his career would be a mess if he
did. As, a matter of fact it could affect all our careers. Blaise he can do
what he wants I wont stop him but to tell you the truth I would like to see
it for myself. By the way what did you mean the guys are taken care of?"
Kevin asked as I busted into the room with Nick close behind me laughing
hysterically.

"What!" They both said in unison as we began to catch our breath but as
soon as we looked at one another we began to laugh again.

" Ok I can see this is getting us no where." Blaise said as he stood up and
walked to the security window to look out.

"Your ankle! Blaise what is going on here?" I asked.

"Oh that I am surprised you forgot about it." Blaise laughed as he
stood starring out the window. "Oh My look who came out of the old wardrobe
closet..." Blaise said as I began to laugh harder and Nick was now rolling
on the floor.

Just outside the window stood A.J and a dancer grinding and groping. Nearby
Brian was kissing a guy that looked very similar to Howie? Kevin flung the
door open and dragged the four of them inside.

"Like I said taken care of. But I had no idea they would change to our side
of the fence so quickly. I just wanted them to get flirted with." Blaise
said, as He smacked the guy A.J. had been fondling.

"Damn! Can't you guy find a safer place to come out of the closet than in a
public area? I know the lifestyle looks good guys but" Kevin stopped as
he looked at how content Brian was holding onto the guy he was
with. A.J. just stood there grinning form ear to ear.

"Kevin I have been trying to find a way to tell you for so long. I mean it
is not like I am gay. Maybe BI but not gay and this place just got me
going. I'm sorry Cus I would never mean to hurt any of us here you know
that." Brian said, as he stood looking at Kevin with sincerity in his
eyes. They guy next to him shift his weight a little as he stood facing
Kevin.

"You treat him right or you have all of us to contend with. And no more
public displays you guys." Kevin said as he sat back down on the couch.

A.J. began to laugh hysterically again as he sat across from Kevin on a
stool.

"Bro chill out these guy here have no idea who we are. We could get up
there and sing and no one would believe who we are." I brightened a little
thinking of the possibilities.

"He's right Kevin no one will say anything just give them a different
name. Hey we could tell everyone we are impersonators. No one will
know. Besides I always wanted to experience this lifestyleNot!" Nick
said as he stood next to the door now. A.J. pulled the Michael down into
his lap.

"Well Blaise Thanks for this one. By the way Kevin this is Michael. We um
met up after his dance session." A.J. said, as he ran his hand up Michael's
back.

"Yeah you should have seen the look on his face Kevin I thought he was
going to cry when Michael first touched him. A.J. are youum how do I
put thisGay?" Nick said, as he remained standing at the door.

"Nick When two men trade tongues on a dance floor for all to see and
flirt as much as we are we must be gay." A.J. said as he watched Nick smile
and leave the room.

"Nick it's ok." Kevin said as Nick continued out the door. I quickly went
to watching him head to the dance floor. But he didn't stop he just headed
to the main stage area. I thought about running and stopping him, but I
knew what he had to do. He wanted to fit in right now nothing more. If
dancing for a crowd was how he was going to do it then he should. Kevin
watched as Nick jumped up on the podium with some help for a dancer.

"He's going to get kicked out unless we think fast. They will get him down
from there for sure." I said as Kevin sighed and rested his head on my
shoulder to watch. But nothing happened as he began to dance with the tall
bare-chested red head. The crowd stopped as all eyes drew to Nick Howie
made his way onto the stage from the other end with another guy. Blaise
stood behind us watching.

" I have a idea. You guy get up there we have a new song called behind
closed doors to play while you all dance." Kevin grinned as he lifted his
chin form my shoulder.

"Ok, but as the song starts I want all the door to close off the room at
once to make the point. Just in case anyone thinks we are who we are."
Kevin said as I turned to face him.

"Are you sure about this?" I said as I ran my fingers through his hair.

"You keep that up and we will never leave here." Kevin said as he kissed me
and our tongues met for the first time in hours.

A.J. cleared his throat as we stood motionless and then again he cleared it
while tapping Kevin on the shoulder.

"Okok. We ready." I said as I pulled back from Kevin to look into his
green eyes.

Kevin knodded as the lights out side dimmed I heard the crowd roar as the
thrumming of the bass began. I figured it out quickly this was the old song
we used to work on when I worked her. Apparently Blaise had finished
it. Kevin squeezed my hand as we approached the stage. Several people
cleared a path, as the stage was just ahead the sound of slamming doors
rang through the speakers and the light went out again.

A still pulsing bass remained present as the strobe light caught us in a
slow grind. All of us in unison turned slightly changing the view to the
audience, as all they could see was pure sexual energy. Tongues' lashing
out hand feeling up cocks grinding into one another. The crowd was crazy as
Michael stepped away from A.J. and removed his short pant revealing his
G-string. He gyrated up and down A.J. as we all still moved in a circle of
grinding around them. Quickly Brian's partner drug him to the middle of the
stage as well and was not to be out done as he teased both Brain and the
audience with little bit of flesh being exposed slowly as the song
progressed. My turn was next but Nick quickly took the stage and began to
remove his shirt as his partner quickly began to rub Nick's stomach and
help him out of his clothes. Nick stopped him as he began to unzip his
pants the Dancer blushed slightly as he then began to grope Nick's cock
though his pants the pace of the song livened again and the strobe made us
look motion less. The crowd went wild as Nick slid his hand down the back
of his partners Pants and pulled them off revealing his Green G-string the
two began to grind again. As I moved into the center of the circle Kevin
stood just slightly out off to the side all the while I looked straight in
his eyes giving him passionate hand gestures along the way. Rubbing my body
adjusting my cock. I began to approach him and he did the same the light
went out as we reached one another. I quickly removed his shirt and he did
mine. The lights came back on to reveal our half-naked state. Kevin grinned
as I ran my hands up and down his body. His eyes sparked a flare in my
heart, as then did the same to me. We began to grind this time no hand to
guide us as our crotches began to become one. The light died down the beat
stopped and the crowd cheered as Michael ushered us off the stage

"Wow." Was all Blaise said as we entered the room to his applause.

"Is that all you guy say here?" I heard A.J. say as we all laughed.

"Well guys we need to get out of here. After that show there is no more
hiding for us here." Kevin said as he quickly put his shirt back on.

"You guys were fantastic." Blaise said as a pounding came from the dressing
room door.

Michael quickly opened the door to find a man no older than 30 standing
there just pointing his finger as Michael stepped to the side and let him
in. Blaise sat down quickly as the man approached him.

"You know better than to do it why did you do it! You have to understand
this was the last time your all fired!" Kevin stood up from his stool and
held out his hand to the guy.

"Hello, I'm Kevin Richards I take it you are the general manager of this
club?" Kevin stood there and held out his hand while it was not met.

"I don't care who you are. You don't have any business in here or up on my
stage!"

"As I said I am Kevin and you are?" Kevin stood his ground as the man
stepped back and took a second look at him.

"You're Oh my god I am so sorry Mr. Richard. I am Chris Mallory."
Chris took Kevin's hand and shook it.

"Now why would you fire these guys for making you money Chris. It would
seem impersonators of us would do just as good onstage as we did and the
possibilities of fantasy shows are endless. You could make a lot of money
here." Kevin could see he was making way as a smile appeared on Chris's
face.

"I quite!" Blaise shouted as he stood up and marched towards the door.

"I want you to stay Blaise you are the best thing that has ever happened to
this place." Chris said while starring at Kevin.

"Yes, he is." I stated as Chris finally noticed me and smiled.

"Scott! Wow I saw you on the news tonight."

"Nope an impersonator." I said; reiterating the idea Kevin had planted.

"Oh, I see. Well they know better than to bring the public on-stage. But,
in this case I guess my stage is your stage anytime you
impersonatorsWant to use it." Chris said as he squeezed Kevin's hand
and winked at him. I SIGHED; AS Kevin looked him up and down.

"Guys we have to get going or we will be caught for sure." I said as Kevin
grinned at me. A.J. removed his tongue from Michael's mouth.

"You all should join us that number sure wore all of us out." He said while
looking at Michael. Michael grinned and stood up helping A.J. to his feet.

"I still quite." Blaise said while Chris turned to face him.

"You always quite. Why don't you ever leave?" Chris asked as he stepped up
to Blaise.

"Because you love me to much to let me go." Blaise said as he leaned in and
kissed his general manager.

"Ok now I am going to be sick." Howie said.

"What's wrong Howie you aren't the only straight one here." Brian's dancing
partner said.

"What? I thought you?" Brain said as he sat back down on the couch.

"Curious maybe but not crazy. The money is good and the crowd loves me. And
I like the attention. By the way my name is Blake." Blake said as he held
out his hand to Brian.

"Cool name! Mine is Mr. Littrell to you." Brain said as she stood up and
walked towards the door.

"Wait!" Blake said as he stood up and headed out the door after him.

"Wow, I have never seen Blake act like that. He has never even kissed a guy
before tonight. I think Brain got under his skin." Blaise said, while
hugging Chris.

"We really have to go now." Kevin said.

"Blaise I will call you in a couple of days. When we figure all this out."

"Don't wait to long Scott. I might be looking for new work." Blaise said as
he punched Chris in his stomach playfully.

"Oh he will be fine. Just go and I will get Blake to calm down. He will be
fine once he realizes what he has done. Straight dancer are always so
difficult." Chris sighed as he rested his chin on Blaise's shoulder.

"It was nice to meet all of you and thank you for allowing us to
participate." A.J. said, as he squeezed Michael's ass one more time. "I
wish I could take this one with me." He said, grinning at the same time.

"You guys are crazy." Howie said, as he exited the room being followed by
Nick.

"Kevin, if you guys ever need anything just call us and we will be glad to
help you out. Oh and if ever you guys need a job you can count on us for
that too." Chris said as he grinned at me "But watch yourselves, for a
second I thought we had converted all of you."

"Actually you must have figured it out by now." Kevin was thinking as he
approached the next subject. "A.J. and myself are the only two gay men and
Brian is BI but then again I think he is just lonely and willing." I was in
complete shock but had to keep my mind on leaving before asking him
anything. If I were to delve into their personal lives I would want it to
be personal.

We made our way out the side only to find the Pr3ess at the front entrance
and no one suspecting us in the side lot. Brian, Howie and Nick all sat in
the car waiting trying to look inconspicuous as they each were slightly
reclining in the truck. A.J. was still saying goodbye to Michael with Blake
standing close by as we got in. Kevin started the truck and drove towards
the exit door. Several minutes latter and he honked the horn. Little did he
know I had an air horn installed on my little Land Cruiser. The press began
to turn and walk to the lot as A.J. was now running. He fell as he slid on
the gravel on the pavement. Michael and Blake reacted quickly as he ran
over and picked up A.J with ease and threw him in. The Crowd began to form
there was no time to escape as Michael jumped in and closed the door. With
very little room and a carload of bodies we maneuvered our way out of the
parking lot and headed back to the hotel. The reporters took several shot
of what must have appeared to be a flash of a moving vehicle.

"If they have your license plate number we are caught for sure." Kevin
said, as he drove down a side street headed for the Clarion hotel.

"Doesn't matter." I said flatly.

"Scott it matters a great deal they will track you back to the club." Kevin
said as glanced over to me.

"No it doesn't when your Vehicle is registered though your fathers
name. Which just happens to be completely different than mine and also
happens to be connected to a rental service." I smiled as I closed my eyes
leaning the chair back slightly to only hear Michael wince slightly.

"Hey since I'm back here maybe you guys should just let me out somewhere I
am sorry I got in the way. " Blake said as Kevin finally realized just who
was sitting in his line of sight in the back.

"Blake I am sorry but if we stop we will get caught I have seen several of
the cars from the Club roaming the street. If you would like I will call
you a cab when we get to the Hotel." Kevin said as Brian sighed heavily and
closed his eyes trying to forget this night.

"Brain I want to thank you for tonight." Blake said as he leaned back only
to find Howie and Brian's knees jammed into his back. He kept his eyes
pointed at the floor as he began to wonder if he was going to get a
response.

"Look as I am sorry and I only wish I could be what you want me to be."
Blake had tears forming in his eyes as he finally began to realize how he
had hurt Brain.

"It's just that I just can't and you are so and I am not ready
for anything like that." Blake said as he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"I can understand but you should have told me first. Besides if I had known
you were straight I would have been more inhibited about throwing myself at
you." Brain said as he squeezed Blake's shoulder. He was feeling bad for
him now. Even though he felt betrayed he still had compassion for Blake as
he sobbed lightly as he remained sitting on the floor. Brain slowly lowered
himself into the small area behind Kevin's seat as he found Blake and
pulled him to lean on him.

"I hate when I get this way. Look I am lonely and I really do like
you. But, I am not so sure about all this. I never. I mean I have never
fallen for anyone in my life." Blake said as he continued to lean against
Brain.

"It's Ok Blake just sit back we should talk more at the Hotel but not here
and now just relax. Lean back and just let it all go for now." Brian said
as he watched Howie making faces from above the on the seat.

A.J. just sat in the back seat starring at Michael for most of the ride. He
was now partially covered in dirt and felt as if his entire body had been
run though a sander. His hands burned where he had tried to stop himself
from sliding. His clothes were scrapped to the point of being thinned of a
thread layer or two. He couldn't believe Michael had saved his ass in a
time when he figured he would never see him again.

"Shhh Blake just sleep now when we get the hotel I will listen." Brain said
as he stroked Blake's Hair back.

"That's my cousin." I heard Kevin whisper as I reached over and groped his
crotch as he drove. " And that's my Dick" He whispered as he glanced
over at me grinning form ear to ear.

Nick had begun to snore as we drove in silence to the Hotel. Howie closed
his eyes shortly after I reached over to Kevin. I began to wonder if Kevin
knew where he was when suddenly he looked over to me and asked which
direction now. I laughed at him slightly which in return he frowned I told
him the directions and he took them straight to the Hotel. We made it to
the underground parking quickly and silently. There were no press or fans
as we entered the service elevator and made our way to the 5th floor. Soon
enough we all made our way to our separate rooms. Fortunately Kevin had my
things moved form the 4th floor room I shared with Jim to his room some
time during the evening. I was in shock as I walked in and found candle
light and music. Kevin grinned at me as we moved to the bed.

"Kevin, I want you to know I have wanted this since the first time I saw
you two years ago. I have always believed I never had a chance. Now, all I
keep thinking is I am going to wake up and all this will have been a
dream." I said as he motioned me to lie down.

"A dream would never feel as right as this is now would it." He leaned in
and we kissed.

Just down the hall Brian and Blake began to talk while Brain moved around
the room trying to get more comfortable in his surroundings. Brain could
not get his heart into the moment as he listened to Blake then the silence
rang though his mind as Blake just sat and watched him move around.

"Look I think maybe I should go. You're not exactly comfortable with me and
I can understand why. I really do like you Brian but I am so confused."
Blake stood up form the couch and began to head towards the door. Brian
remained standing motionless at the window starring out into the night.

"Blake I spend most night alone here in my room. It used to be Nick and
me until he decided he needed his space and well now we all have separate
rooms. I get so lonely some times. Space is not something I need. I need to
know I have someone I guess, but when we met tonight. I don't know"
Brain stood motionless as tears filled his eyes. Blake remained still as he
fought with himself. He only wished he could have the strength he
needed. Then it happened.

"Blake tonight has made me so happy and I have never been happy really on
the road. I have Kevin but" Brain stopped as Blake wrapped his arms
around him from behind. Brain's tears now fell freely as they had been on
the verge the whole time. They stood like this for a few moments before
Blake turned Brain around in his arms.

"Brian I want you to know I will never be able to understand how you
touched my heart. But no one has ever made me feel the way you have
tonight." Blake leaned in and kissed a surprised Brain. Brian opened his
eyes and stared into Blake's eyes for what seemed like hour but what was
really only minutes.

"Blake, I don't want this to end. I know just being with you is enough to
make me keep going. I know this is all so sudden. But, I can feel it. I
believe it is right. Will you stay with me tonight? Nothing has to
happen. But, I know one thing for sure I want you here with me." Brain said
as Blake grinned and pulled him in close before answering him.

"Do you really mean it Brain. You have to tell me the truth." Blake asked
as he held him tight.

"I mean it. I just want to be with you." Brain said as he hugged Blake.

"Then it is settled. I am here and you are here. Let's get to know each
other." Blake said as they sat down on the bed.

Just one room over A.J. sat on top of Michael on the bed. He was kissing
him deeply. Neither of them dressed as they explored each other by touch of
hands and lips. With no words said A.J. Lowered himself onto Michael's
throbbing cock. 9 and a half inches latter he was completed seated on
Michael. Pure ecstasy filled his eyes as he began his ascent only to plunge
down once again. Michael moaned loud enough to wake the entire Hotel as
A.J. Leaned forwards and engulfed Michael's Mouth with his own.

Kevin had me completely undressed me as his hands roamed free across my
body. I was in heaven as I began to undress his muscled form. He grinned as
I ran my fingers gently over his stomach. His hard workouts had made my
prize much more enticing as I made my way to his belt. Gingerly I lay my
hand on his crotch as I tugged the end of the belt from his loops and began
to unbutton his jeans. A low moan grew in his throat as I slid just my
fingers under the waistband of his boxers. I leaned in gently and kissed
him firmly as our tongues roamed freely now without prying eyes and
ears. As I removed his pants and boxers in one full sweep he shivered
slightly as I looked upon the most angelic form I have ever seen in my life
my heart froze as I looked upon his now naked bare skin. His flaccid cock
lay hanging at 5 inches and I knew it would grow much larger than that as I
could see it filling out as I stared at his body. He Grinned as I lay back
down next to him. His arms quickly wrapped around me, as we now lay
silently kissing and groping on the bed. Nothing could interrupt our
private world as I slid down his body.

"You're dreaming of him while we are together!" I heard A.J. yelling from
his room.

I sat up slightly as Kevin pulled me back down on top of him. I grinned, as
we could hear nothing more as Kevin continued to groups my back and ass. I
felt a burning as he inserted a finger then two. I moaned as he inserted a
third finger and hit my now yearning prostate. I was now loose enough to
take anything he had to give me. Instincts took over as I threw Kevin onto
his back he groaned as I began to stroke him. As I began to kiss him deeply
I pinned his arms down to the bed and straddled his waist. He smiled
lightly as I leaned in and teased his lips with mine. In one motion his
cock slipped in as I thrust down. His eyes grew wider as I made no sounds
of pain I felt a sudden rush of heat as my entire body releases an electric
rush of pleasure. I began to grid my hips as he closed his eyes grinding
his head into the pillow in pleasure. I let go of his hand only to have him
place them on my hips as he rolled us over with him on top. My legs now
rested on his shoulders as he worked in and out of me gently stroking my
ass with each thrust. I was in heaven as he raised my legs higher giving me
a deeper penetration. My cock began to leak as he gently began to stroke it
and lay my ankle on his shoulders. His eyes met mine as he leaned in and
kissed me. I could feel him filing me up as I tightened my ass muscles
around him. His groans of pleasure were muffled as I engulfed his mouth
with my own. Several more tugs and my cock exploded between us gluing us
together for this one moment. Kevin collapsed onto my chest as we lay
silent for what seemed like hours of pure emotion as we looked deep into
each other's souls and found for the first time the one thing we both
needed.

"Kevin, I have to tell you this. I have known you for two years now and I
have to admit that all this is new to us as far as we being together
but" I paused to think of my next words only thinking to long for Kevin
as he sat up slightly.

"Please say it Scott." He said as I could see his tear filled eyes looking
down on me.

"Kevin Richards, I love you." He grinned as he leaned into me hugging me.

"I love you too. I have known that since I saw you singing Magic. When you
did the Colors of my love while the others were changing I felt it even
more. Scott, I have always know you were the one. But, to tell you and have
my hopes dashed away would have killed me. No one else could make me feel
this way ever. I knew that then I know that now." His tears began to steam
down his face as I was wiping them away. I was crying now as I pulled his
to me tightly. We lay like that for the rest of this night only separating
momentarily so we could get a different hold on one another.

A.J. lay next to Michael starring into his eyes.

"That was the best I have ever had. But, maybe I should untie you
now. Nah I think I will leave you there for awhile. Perhaps while I
nibble a little more." A.J. teased as Michael just grinned.

"A.J. you can tie me up anytime you want too. Although I have never done
anything like this before I can't say I wouldn't want it to happen. Are you
ever not outrageous in the thing you do?" Michael asked as A.J. began to
untie him.

"Well, you're about to find out." With this he lay his head down on
Michael's chest and fell asleep.

Brian and Blake lay quietly on the bed still awake as they cuddled up
together. For Brian being held was one of the few things in this world he
often longed for. Nothing in his mind could be better than the feeling of
being comforted and protected. Blake could not think of anything to say as
he felt contentment in his heart. He no longer fought with himself as he
gently rolled Brain over to face him now.

"Brian I have to say something to you now." Michael said as he looked
directly at Brian.

"Go ahead it's alright. I can handle it." Brain answered.

"That's just it. I know you can. I just want to tell you no one has ever
let me be me. I mean everyone expects things form me. For me to act a
certain way to be a certain way to react a certain way. You don't you let
me be me. I have to respect that in you more than anything? I have to tell
myself constantly to trust my own instincts when I am with you. I trust you
more than anyone I have ever been with. You are" He paused as Brain
just stared into his eyes. No questions of himself or Brian passed through
his mind as he leaned in and kissed Brian with passion and vigor. As they
pulled away Brian was in shock and found himself fumbling for words.

"Blake, I hope what you are feeling is real? I hope the trust I place in
you is real?" Brian said as he just lay there waiting for a response. Blake
did the one thing he naturally felt as he leaned in and kissed him.

Brain was shocked as to his response but none the less hoped he would not
run away as he began to pull him tight. Blake groaned as he pulled Brain's
shirt open. Brain began to follow suit as he pulled Blake's shirt over his
head. Neither could resist as they continued to kiss and fell one another's
chest. Both well defined from their constant workouts had enough muscles to
entice the other to roam. Blake leaned back as he felt Brains hard
nipples. His eyes met Brains and in a split second he leaned in taking the
left one into his mouth he lightly nibbled and kissed it. Brian moaned as
he lay back against the bed. Blake felt a sudden rush as he undid Brian's
straining pants. Brian again was slightly surprised as Blake quickly lifted
him up and removed his pants. Marveling at Brian's body began to kiss Brian
with the passion he had held in for so long. His heart was pounding his
mind swimming as he suddenly realized this was the right thing for him to
be doing. He desired nothing more than to pleasure Brain with everything he
had in him. His heart mind body and soul now resumed their life with Brian
being the center of their attention.

Brian began to remove Blake's shorts as he looked deep into his eyes trying
no to shock him. His eyes drifted down as he noticed the G-sting once
again. Blake grinned as Brian pulls them down in one full motion. With a
kiss of intentions Brian works his way down Blake's body nibbling and
sucking along the way. Neither said a word as Brian swallowed all of Blake
in one motion silence rang through the room as Blake tensed up below
Brian. Brain continued on in his journey to pleasure Blake as he licked up
and down his shaft taking him in his mouth again sliding him down his
throat. Blake began to breath heavily as he was close and began to tell
Brain but nothing would come out but moans. Brain sensing his prize began
to work hard on the head as he sucked and licked and prodded him with his
tongue. His throat became the home once again as he swallowed him
whole. Loud moans severed the silence as Brian swallowed hard only to have
several drops of the nectar slip past his lips.

Several minutes passed as Blake began to breathe normally again and Brain
lay back down next to him. Blake followed Brains example as he copied every
motion Brain had taken only with the addition of talking advantage of
inspecting every part of Brian's body along the way. He wanted nothing more
than to show him what it felt like as he attempted to swallow Brain only to
find himself being choked. He swallowed again and relaxed this time several
more attempts were made as he accomplished his goal and found he loved the
taste and feeling. He was giving pleasure to a man for the first time by
touch not just by sight. He was accepting his pleasures of gay sex. Brain
did not last long as he was in ecstasy. Blake took not of the situation
immediately as he swallowed and licked every drop. At first it seemed odd
in taste but not something he did not like. He continued on as Brain began
to squirm and move around on the bed.

"Ok, you're tickling the shit out of me now." Brain said as Blake began to
kiss once again and work his way back up Brian's body.

They fell asleep in each other's arms that night in a world so new to Blake
that he did not want it to end. His eyes finally closed starring at a now
sleeping Brian and thought to himself.

`Brain, I could fall in love with you and no one has ever had this affect
on me. I hope you are real.'

(To be continued)

What's up next: Breakfast of the stars and good bye to be made. Or maybe
just a little touring first who know you will have to read to find out.

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