Date: Sun, 30 May 1999 01:16:28 EDT
From: WriterGray@aol.com
Subject: Backstreet Boy's Magic-Part 3

This is a gay relationship story based on the idea of the Backstreet Boys.
In now way is it actually intended to imply that the Backstreet Boys are
actually gay. This is a fantasy story so please understand that a fantasy
is something we dream of it is not a reality.  If you are under the age of
18 or in a state that this is illegal to read these kinds of stories do not
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Authors notes: I know I have been slow at getting this installment out but
it has been a chore with my schedule and the fact I am writing 4 other
stories. I want to thank all of you who mailed me on this story and say I
am sorry if I did not get back to everyone. I did read all of them and you
guys are great.  Again any comments are welcome too writergray@aol.com

		       Back Street Boys Magic-Part 3
	     Breakfast of the stars and good bye's to be made.
			   By Grayson S. Vellar

Not everyone would be happy this morning as we had to leave in just a few
short hours and I knew it would be hard at least I would be able to stay
with Kevin. But, I was still in shock as I rolled over and found Kevin
staring at me awake. I had been laying with my back to him for about an
hour. I suddenly wondered what he was doing all this time so I asked him.

"How long have you been awake?" he just looked at me and grinned almost
blushing. Then as I was about to give up on getting an answer he leaned in
and kissed me sending shivers up and down my spine. " I was waiting to do
that actually for about 30 minutes." He again grinned as I now felt the
blood rushing to my face. The phone began to ring as we lay there silently
holding the gaze of each other as our bodies lay intertwined.

Ring.Ring. Kevin grabbed the phone. "Hello?" The voice on the other end of
the line was our wake-up call for the morning.

"We need to get out of bed and get ready for breakfast." He said, as he
stood up from the bed with his naked skin shinning from the sunlight
pouring into the windows. I slid out of the bed and walked over to the
dresser to find my sweats to put on for the morning ritual. I had heard of
these power breakfast before and that these guys did it every single
morning. I was thinking on a morning like this that maybe they would skip
it. But, then again why skip tradition. Kevin dialed for room service and
ordered the feast to be had as I made my way to the shower to get cleaned
up.

The water poured over my body as I felt his hands slide around my waist. I
did not move away. I only tried to savor the controlled sensations. With
his strong arms he was pulling me into his body from behind. My mind raced
as my desires grew with his. His cock grew heavy on my ass as I stood
wanting and yearning for his complete control over my every desire. I bent
forwards to show my desires as he leaned forwards with me.

" I know I want this to happen too. But the guys will be here any second,
and of course room service will be as well. " I hated his timing and
turning me on and trying leaving as quick as he had showed up. I was
determined to have him as I turned around in his arms. He was grinning at
me as I ran my hands down his body and kissed him. I kissed my way down his
body caressing his skin with my lips until I found my goal. With my right
hand I gently pulled on his balls as I teased the engorged head of his cock
and slowly began to swallow him to his bush of brown pubic hair. Soon
enough my left hand began to caress his thighs as he spread them for me
gently exposing his tender hole beyond. I had his entire length in my mouth
as I began to gently insert a finger. I began to move my mouth in fast
heavy strokes as he began to moan uncontrollably.  A knocking at the door
outside was all it took as I swallowed him whole and he came into my
throat. The sweet gift he had planted began to seep past my lips as I
swallowed as fast as I could. The knocking became more insistent as I
pushed him out of the shower. He sighed and walked out of the bathroom with
a heavy heart. I finished up my shower quickly as I heard Nick yell in the
door.

"Morning Scott! If you look anything like Kevin does right now you better
take hold of the situation." He was laughing hysterically as I heard Kevin
yell for him to shut up. Soon there was another knock on the door this time
I heard Brian say his good morning and he did not bother with me in the
bathroom.

My shower had ended and my prepping for my morning gauntlet training had
begun as I exited the bathroom. Kevin sat on our bed as the other one in
the room still made was now the resting place for a shocking site as I saw
Brian and Blake cuddling waiting for the breakfast to arrive. They each had
taken their showers and had been here on time. From everything I had heard
Brian was usually the last one to be on time to these morning
meetings. Maybe Blake had caused a change of heart we could only hope.

Kevin patted the bed next to him as I made my way to sit down next to
him. All eyes were on us as I took my seat. Nick grinned a little as I sat
down and Kevin wrapped his arms around me. I was taken suddenly back to
feeling of his arms wrapped around me in the shower. I looked at the clock
on the Dresser and then back to Kevin. "Where is everyone else at this
morning?" I asked as he leaned in kissed me and then as he began to speak
there was a knock at the door. We all withdrew our adjoined limbs. "Come on
in!" Kevin shouted from the bed next to me. Who ever it was they continued
to knock as I began to stand and walk to the door. As I opened the door my
only thought was this is odd. There in the doorway stood Blaise holding a
note there was a guard standing close behind him as I ushered him inside.

"Scott, I need to talk to you right now. It is urgent!" As Blaise looked
around the room he suddenly went silent. Blake blushed for a moment as
Blaise stared at he and Brain now again intertwined on the bed. "Ok, maybe
we should all talk." He stilled was looking at Brain and Blake.

"Ok spill it then. They will ask me about it anyhow and you know I won't
lie to them." I said not even giving it a second thought. "You wont?"
Blaise said as he handed me the note. I read it in silence as Kevin came to
me and wrapped his arms around me from behind reading over my shoulder I
felt his arms tighten as he finished up reading.

"Blaise why are you brining this to me?" I asked as Kevin just sobbed into
my shoulder from behind. Brian walked over to us and took the note just as
Howie AJ and Michael walked through the door. "Morning all what's up?" AJ
asked, as we all did not answer.

"OK let's try this again. Morning all! What up?" He said again. Brain began
to read out loud the letter that he held in his hands.

" Dear Scott, Although it has been three years since we last saw one
another. I am at the unfortunate point in my life when I must inform those
I love and have loved that I have been diagnosed as HIV Positive. I am at
this time informing anyone I have had contact with in the past so to
prevent this detrimental disease from spreading to another person because
of my carelessness.  I am unaware as to when I did contract it because I
did not take proper precautions throughout my life to prevent this from
happening. You are hereby being asked to have a test performed. I am at
this time writing to inform you that you are at risk of having contracted
the disease as well as having given it to any individual you may have had
sexual relations with over the past three years.

Mr. Chris Sibs

Kevin tightened his grip as Howie stepped up in front of me and glared at
me with hate filled eyes. "You endangered Kevin just so you could get your
rocks off! You are nothing but a.." Kevin stepped in front of me and stood
up to Howie. " Don't you talk to him like that you have no right! None of
you do!" He slowly turned his gaze on the individuals one by one. "Kevin
stop." I reached around his waist and pulled him into my chest. " I am not
infected. I have known about Chris for a long time. He warned me about this
and we never slept together. This letter is something his mother sends out
to anyone who has had contact with him at all. Hell she even sent one to a
minister. You should have seen the look on his wife's face as she read
it. " Kevin leaned back against me and sighed heavily. Howie moved to the
free bed and placed his head in his hands and just sat there. AJ and
Michael went to the same bed and sat down next to him.

"Scott, I'm so sorry. I just flew off the handle. I am so sorry." Howie
said not looking up. "Howie your right you are sorry. A sorry excuse for a
friend if you don't protect your friends." I said as he looked up at me and
smiled.

Brian crumbled the note up and handed it to Blaise as we all looked at the
time and noticed the food was not here yet. "God where's the food I'm
starving." Nick asked.

"Oh you mean that tray. I sent it away. I thought it would be best if we
just went out to a restaurant. After all, I showed up and looked at it
knowing it was going to be a bad morning if I didn't step in
quickly. Besides this way I get to see Scott before you guys head out of
town." Blaise grinned as Nick grabbed a pillow and threw it at him.

"Uh oh look who's hungry!" I shouted as Kevin stopped the pillow in mid
flight. Everyone laughed as we all stood and Blaise led us out of the
room. No hands were held no words were spoken of leaving. We just all
pilled into the elevator and headed down to the Lobby not thinking of our
own demise as we headed down to the lion's den of fans. Kevin caught the
thought just as the doors started to open and hit the close button just in
time for us to see a mob waiting for us. "That was close." Nick said as we
made our way up to the next floor.

"Ok here is the plan. Scott you and Blaise go back down and pull the car
around to the back entrance. We will meet you there as soon as you get
there make sure the doors are unlocked and we will climb in." I hesitated
as I looked for a sign of a joke. I remembered last night and I didn't want
to get torn apart. "Ok forget that plan." Kevin said as he realized what I
was thinking. " Blaise you Michael and Blake bring the car around. We will
meet you there."

We headed over to the stirs and made our way down to the sub level of the
Hotel as we searched for our escape path and suddenly found ourselves in
the parking garage waiting. Brian stood silent and lost as I could see that
he was happy but not content at the moment. I had my suspicions about him
and Blake but I was not going to be the one to talk about it first. Blaise
and the guys pulled up shortly after we arrived. As we all piled inside
Blaise made the announcement that he had an idea where we would be
going. None of us questioned his decision and no words were spoken of the
letter again as we headed to the restaurant. However Nick was uneasy about
fifteen minutes into the drive.

"I am really getting hungry guys where are we going?" Nick was whining like
a five-year-old again.

"Oh little Nicky is hungry. We should all bough our heads for a moment of
silence," AJ said as Nick immediately turned to giver him the evil eye.

"Shut up Boner! I'm sure you got plenty to eat last night to tide you over
for another 5 minutes or so," Nick retorted.

"Children! If you two don't knock it off I'm gonna pull over the car and
you don't want me coming back there," Blaise shouted from the driver seat.

"Boy Kevin he sounds just like you," Howie said. "Guess it must be a gay
thing." Everyone except for Kevin was laughing. I reached over and began to
tickle Kevin to make him laugh just as we pulled into the parking lot of
the Rainbow Room.

"Where are we? " Nick asked while opening the door. Blaise just grinned as
we all exited the car.

"It my dear son, would happen to be the Rainbow Room, restaurant and home
for the next hour to the Backstreet Boys and company." Blaise said as he
made his way to the front door.

"Son?" Nick questioned as I put my arm around his shoulder. "He means well
Nicky. It just means that from now on he will protect you. Kinda like
having you mom and dad here at the same time. And some day when you're all
big and strong he will have you dancing in the family business."

"I heard that!" Blaise shouted from the door.  "This is sick this is really
sick," Nick said as he pulled away.

"Kinda like a dynasty." I said matter of factly as I entered the
restaurant.

"Guys could you turn the flame down you gonna singe my hair." Nick said in
his best gay voice as he walked past Blaise. All the while Kevin still
remained silent standing next to me. I was beginning to get worried so I
motioned for Kevin to follow me as we headed to the bathroom.

"Are you all right Kevin?" I asked. At first Kevin did not answer me he
just stood there and stared at me. Suddenly he reached up and caressed my
face in his hands. A tear ran down his cheek as I reached up to wipe it
away. He grinned momentarily to me as he leaned in and gently kissed me.

"I am just realizing how much I appreciate the fact you are coming with
us. Brain and AJ are going to be alone when we leave. I mean they will have
us but it won't be the same. AJ can handle it he is known for his
independence. But, Brian has too much heart to just walk away. This is
going to be hard on him." We were still holding onto one another. "Maybe we
can work it out. I am going to need dancers and there is the possibility
that we are going to need another sound guy since I wont be doing it
anymore and." Kevin reached his finger up to my lips to quiet me down.

"Those are all really good idea's. But, unless Brian and AJ come up with
them I don't think we should mention it," He paused. " Brain and AJ have
not mentioned that they even want them to come I just can't stop thinking
about all this because my heart and soul is so happy to be with you." With
that said AJ walked into the bathroom.

"Dejavu," He shook his head. "I really gotta stop bumping into you guys in
the bathroom. People are going to start to wonder about the three of us,"
He said while checking his hair in the mirror.  I just grinned and Kevin
laughed lightly.

"Actually I need to talk to you guys for a minute. You see I was trying to
figure out what to do. I really like Michael and he really likes me. And
well it seems that since we are leaving it would be bad for me to tell him
to wait. Since we are going to be gone for so long and I was wondering
should I just leave his name on the list and tell him to visit me when ever
he can?" AJ asked as Kevin shifted and searched his mind for answer.

"That sounds like a great idea AJ maybe Blake and Michael could work out a
deal that they come to visit together?" I could see a smile forming on both
their faces. They had just solved all the problems of the universe.

"Ok, so I guess this means we can go eat now," I asked as they both still
grinned and hugged one another. "Yeah we can go eat now. Man your starting
to sound like Nick. By the way you better watch out Blaise and Nick are
going to gang up on you before Breakfast is finished." AJ said as we exited
the bathroom.

As we approached the table I saw Nick leaning against Blaise and I knew
what they were up to immediately. Nick quickly pulled away and Blaise
suddenly was adjusting his position in the seat. It was all to planed
looking. But instead I decided to give it a go and make commentary about
it.

"So, I guess it is true with every Dynasty there is a bit of incest," I
said as Kevin nearly choked on the water he was drinking. Blaise gave me
the look of innocence lost as he just sat there. I was not sure what to do
next but he was showing his true spirit as he reached over and took Nick's
hand in his and held it on the table. I was shocked at first but realized
there was no one around. "Chris is my friend Nick is my friend and you were
my friend. If you do this you will not hear form me ever again! I won't
stand for this," I was keeping a straight face but almost lost it as both
AJ and Kevin placed their hands each on a thigh and patted. They both knew
I was aiming for a show. Blaise continued to push on as he kissed Nick hand
and held tight to it. Nick just grinned at me from the other side of the
table. Kevin's hand suddenly stopped as he saw how far they wanted to take
the joke.

"Ok Nick, if you want to sleep with him go ahead but he is nearly your
father's age I am sure. I don't really know what your family will say about
it. Chris will get over it some day. Blaise you have always been a true
friend one I could count on. So, I guess I will just have to accept it. I
grant you all the happiness you can have," I could see my sudden change in
plan worked as they both let go of their hands and just stared. They
expected me to get mad and this was not what they wanted. Kevin now slid
his hand up my thigh higher. He was grinning as he sat next to me. "And of
course if Blaise really had to come or wanted to come with us I need a
dancer or two or three. We could use you I suppose," I paused. "You have a
lot of experience and," I was suddenly cut off by Howie.

"Enough! He is not coming with us and they aren't going to be together and
this is getting out of hand!" Howie yelled as he leaned across the table
from his end and just frowned at all of us.

"Scott, this was a joke. I would never date a guy. Besides your right he is
too old for me. This was all a joke," Nick said.

"I knew it already Nicky Uncle AJ told me in the bathroom." I grinned as AJ
just sunk down in his seat. "I think you two should apologize for such bad
acting." Blaise sighed and frowned as I grinned at them. He had lost and
was not happy about it. As we finished breakfast Kevin began to go over the
schedule for the day.

"Ok we are all to board the bus in two hours to head to San
Francisco. While there we will be doing some promotional stuff which I have
no schedule for. But, on a lighter note we will be meeting up with the guys
of NSYNC in Sacramento to perform at the Arco arena. So, with that all
settled maybe we should go and pack then maybe make plans for what time we
have left before we go." Blaise stayed at the restaurant waiting for Chris
to pick him up he had no desire to watch me leave. His eyes filled with
tears as I hugged him for the last time for quite a while. We said not a
word as I climbed into the car and was ready to go. The rest of the guys
all climbed into the car and we headed back to the hotel just in time to
catch the maid before she entered all the rooms. I was suddenly in the
hands of fate and remembered we had not messed up my bed. I surmised it
must have looked like Kevin and I had slept in the same bed. Of course to
our demise she had already cleaned our room. She grinned at us as we
entered the door. The rest of the guys went into their room's Blake and
Michael also came back with us but we all agreed to try to be out of their
in a hour.

My things had already been packed for the most part except for the small
amount of clothes that had been put in the dresser from last night. Kevin
on the other hand had unpacked and put away all his things and in my eyes
it looked like we were never going to be out of here. Soon there was a
knocking at the door and Howie was waiting for the rest of us to finish
up. I had opened the door to ask him what was up when he suddenly stormed
in.

"Kevin you are always the last one out and today I am sure you will be even
latter so I think maybe I should take your man and go check out the fans in
the lobby. You know maybe a little PR work for all of us. Besides we only
have maybe a hour and half left before we have to be on the road," Howie
said as Kevin just nodded his head in agreement. I was no where near
wanting to face those people down there. But I had no choice if I stayed I
was probably going to make Kevin fall farther behind. I gently kissed Kevin
before exiting the room.

As we rode down to the lobby Howie had not said a word to me But as the
doors opened I could see a crowd of about 30 people standing there waiting
for us. Howie moved forwards as two guards flanked him one on each side. He
waved to the crowd turned to look back at me still standing inside and
reached in and pulled me out with him. I suddenly was aware that the thirty
people inside were nothing compared to the 1000 or so standing out front of
the hotel itself. Each seemed to come baring gift of flowers and cards and
stuffed animals.

"This is all because of our little prank from the other night. You told
them someone had died so now they all want to make us feel better in our
time of morning," He paused as he waved again I followed suit and waved to
the crowd out front as they screamed and cheered. "Good plan to cover up
our little rouse to get you outside. But, bad timing on your part to have
someone die. Now we have to make it look good and be all-sad at the same
time while keeping them happy. You really should say something to them so
they feel even better about us. Look the label has set up a press
conference and all you have to do is what you did the other night." I was
in shock and had no idea what to do or say. I just walked up to the
Microphone that had been set up and waved again to the crowd.

"We would like to say thank you for all your support and coming to see us
it is a great thing to have fans so devoted like yourselves. As all of you
already know we have lost a dear friend yesterday to a horse accident. All
is well with us but our heart will never forget Jonathan as he is now
resting quietly in God's hands. We would also like to ask that everyone say
a prayer tonight for us and hope that all of you are as well and happy as
you possible could be. Be happy for us as we travel on to San Francisco
then to Sacramento. We will continue on with the tour as scheduled and hope
to see al of you real soon." I stepped away from the Microphone and headed
back inside where Howie just grinned at me and continued to sign autographs
for the people inside.

"What no mention of NYSNC," He grinned as he still continued to sign. "We
normally try not to mention most of our schedule out here live. Now a crowd
of them will follow us to the next stop." He continued to grin. I made my
way to the elevator just in time to see Brain coming into the Lobby.

"Where have you been?" Brain asked as I just motioned to Howie and the
fans. "Oh, so you got the joy of making an announcement today," I did not
answer as I just entered the elevator and hit a button. Brian saw that I
was upset about something and headed back into the elevator as the doors
began to close. "Ok, Scott you know you can talk to me. I am here for you
whenever you need me." His eyes told me to tell him but my heart was not
sure I could.

"Brian I have no idea where to begin. Jonathan and I had known each other
since I was in high school. He pretty much raised me to be who I am today,"
I paused trying to hold back the tears from following and making this even
harder to tell.  "My parents and I fell out of each other graces when my
parents separated when I was 16. As a matter of fact they split up because
I came out and my dad could not handle his seemingly straight son being
gay. He was raised to hate gay men. I really can't blame him I suppose but
he hated me and I took the chance and told my mom who thought she could
change my dad's point of view. In turn it ruined their marriage for about a
year and they separated. At that point my dad would not talk to me and had
not talked to me since I came out. My mom would talk to me less and less as
time went by. Eventually she blamed me and they got back together. They
tried to have me changed through hypnosis. But in turn ended up only making
things worse when I found myself in a depressive cycle that would not end,"
Brian was in shock and I knew it as we exited the elevator onto our
floor. As we entered his room I took as seat on his bed and continued my
story as the tears now flowed freely. "My down hill spiral continued until
I ended up in a home for boys at the early age of seventeen going on
eighteen. So, there I met Jonathan. He was everything to me. He did not try
to change me he listened and I finally realized there were people who did
not hate me and they would listen and I was going to be OK. It all seems so
trivial but I never got to thank him completely for all he has done for
me. Hell I would not even be here if it had not been for him. I had no idea
he was even going riding the other day. He was a terrible horseman he
should have never been on that damn animal. I only wish I could have told
him how I feel," I paused long enough to break completely down as Brian
just hugged me and held me to his chest. I cried for about fifteen minutes
when someone knocked on the door. "Let me get cleaned up before you let
them in," I said as I stood up and headed to the bathroom.

As I washed my face and began to try to find a towel to dry off one was
handed to me. It was Kevin who just stood there with a concerned look on
his face. "We really have to stop hanging out in bathrooms." He reached out
to me and pulled me into his arms where I began to cry once again. "When
you're ready to talk to me about it I am here for you Scott.  I love you so
much and will never stop loving you no matter what it is," I held tight to
him.

"Ok you two enough of the bathroom moments I have to ask Scott something,"
AJ said from the doorway. I began to laugh uncontrollably again as I just
stared at Kevin's now wet shirt.

"What?" Kevin asked me.

"Bathroom's and us and well it is just to funny for me," I said as I just
held him a little bit longer. "AJ just ask me whatever it is and we will
work it out," It was fairly obvious to me he wanted to ask me about
Michael's future. Then it hit me. "Where are Michael and Blake at?"

"They went down to Nick's room with Brian," AJ answered matter of
factly. "Actually they are why I am here. Brian and I were wondering if
well you were serious about needing dancers and well. If you were serious
we were wondering if you were considering the guys. I mean you already know
them and it would be best for our relationships if they came with
us. And.." I cut him off.

"AJ I have already thought about it and if you are loud like that every
night I wont get any sleep the whole time we stay in hotels and it would be
a bad thing if you know what I mean." I was only joking but he had no idea
as his face dropped from happy to sad instantly. "AJ, I was only
kidding. But it is not up to me it is up to you and Brian now." That was
all he needed as he ran out of the room and down the hall to Nick's
room. Kevin just grinned at me as we headed out of the bathroom to be
greeted by Howie standing in the doorway to the room.

"You two really gotta stop hanging out in the bathroom you know that," I
was laughing as he said it but Kevin was annoyed.  With all that had been
said and done in the bathroom so far I thought it was perfect place for us
personally but as a joke it was getting old.

"Ok, 'D' what's up?" I asked as Kevin just sat down on the bed.

"Well, we need to get out of here and soon. And," Howie was cut off by AJ
yelling down the hall.

"Never mind then you can stay behind for all I care. I just thought you
would want to be with me!" We all heard the door slam shut and then there
were footsteps leading to the another door.

"AJ I just can't you have got to understand." Michael pleaded from outside
of AJ's door. "Baby please let me in we have got to work this out. I have
not even told my parents about me. AJ please talk to me." We heard the door
open then there was silence. Brian soon came back down to his room to see
us standing there just staring out into the hall.

"Ok that was totally weird. Both Blake and I agreed it was too soon for us
to take on a commitment like this and then Michael agreed with us. God I
hope AJ doesn't blame me for this. You know how he gets when he's mad,"
Brain paused as Kevin just looked at him and shook his head. "Ok, I see
this was a bad thing to have happen. But it's not my fault Kevin. What was
I supposed to do just ask Blake to come to save face for AJ." Kevin just
sat back down on the bed as Brian closed the door.

"Brian I don't blame you. I was just thinking that you just made an adult
decision where I would have never been able to make it. If it was Scoot and
me we would have just jumped at the chance." Suddenly I felt like I should
be hurt by his words. But, I knew what he was trying to say as badly as he
made it sound. Blake came walking into the room and we all stopped to see
that he was still just as happy to be near Brian as always.

"Brian I just wanted you to know it was not my intention to make you feel
like I don't want to come with you. I do but I have to give us some time to
make sure it is right before I leave behind all I know. It would be hasty
for me to just climb on the bus and expect everything in our lives to work
out. Brian we have only known each other for one night but I feel like I
have known you all of my life," He said as he pulled Brian into his arms
and held him gently to his body. Howie cleared his throat to make it clear
we were still sitting there.

"I know you are not trying to make excuses Blake it's alright. We will see
were we are at in a few months. Besides with all the vacation time your
going to be taking to see me we'll hardly be apart for too long," Brian
said as I just grinned over Blake's shoulder at Kevin.

"What do you mean all the vacations I will be taking," Blake said as I
began to giggle. "Kevin have you packed up everything already," I asked
trying to give him the idea they needed privacy. "Oh I suppose your thing's
should be packed up but mine are done," Kevin replied as I just stuck out
my bottom lip at him.

"I can see you have been hanging out with Brain to much already. Let's go
pack up your thing's," Kevin said as Brian caught sight of my face and
started to laugh uncontrollably.

As we exited the room we caught a sign of Nick listening in at AJ's
door. We just waved at him, we knew he was curious and so were we. But, for
us to get caught doing such a thing would certainly get us in a fight with
AJ in the long run. Nick doing it seemed natural so letting it go was even
more natural as we entered our room.

"Now where are your thing's at," Kevin said as he pulled open the empty
dresser. "I guess someone has already packed up for you after all." I
grinned at Kevin as our phone began to ring next to his bed.

"Who could that be," He asked as he went to answer it. "Hello." It was the
front desk were to be ready for security to exit us from the building in
less than fifteen minutes. We had to tell the others then head on out. The
hotel staff would take our things to the bus and we would be on our
way. But we had to first get through the fans. The crowd downstairs scarred
the hell out of me but now we would be walking through them.

"All you guys have to do is walk through don't stop now matter what happens
if one of you gets caught we will be on it in a second flat." The guard
said as he paced back and forth thinking.

"By the way Todd this is Scott I think you know him don't you," Brain said
as he motioned towards me with a pointed finger.

"Scott you are the newest one here so you will go first. But remember you
also have had a lot of press time here so they know you too. They will be
on the run as soon as you guys get out there. There are six of you guys and
only four of us to walk next to you. There will be several other guards
there but they have to remain at the side lines to keep people back," with
all that said Todd paused and looked at Blake and Michael. "Are you two
going with them or are you staying here?"

"We are staying here," Michael said as AJ just started to sigh and Kevin
shot him a look of annoyance.

"Ok so here is the plan you two will walk with them and we will walk with
the rest of the guys," Todd pointed to Kevin and me.

With all that said we all filled into the elevator and headed down to the
lobby. No one said a word as the guys all exited the elevator Kevin and I
were last out. We formed up a small clustered group as we made our way
across the lobby no fans were inside all had been exited out the front
doors. I could see a sea of people standing out side along with several
cameras and flashes going off.  Todd walked to the main door and motioned
us to get ready.  I was the first one to hit the door. The crowd began to
cheer and scream I was deafened by the noise. Michael rushed with me
towards the bus as the guards pushed back on the crowd. I heard a crack as
one of the wooden barriers began to give way and the crowd began to seep
into our path. Michael began to push people aside as I ran to the closed
bus door. The driver sat quietly inside as the next person to arrive was
Kevin. I pounded on the door as Kevin began to shout at the guy. He wasn't
moving, Kevin was beginning to get worried as the guys all approached and
we were surrounded. Michael took note of the situation and immediately made
his way to the front of the buss as Todd followed him they each jumped up
and down in front of the motionless driver. I was beginning to shake as
Kevin and the guys each looked from one to another. As Nick tried to get
closer to the bus a young girl reached out to him and grabbed hold of his
shirtsleeve. Nick screamed as the guards stepped between them and nicks
shirt was ripped with little effort. Todd stuck hi head around to the side
of the bus. "Get ready guys!" He shouted.

The door unlocked and opened up as the crowd began to scream louder. I
motioned at the driver as the guys flew past me towards the back of the bus
out of sight. He didn't move. He was clotting his chest and coughing
vigorously. Todd rushed onto the bus with Michael right behind him. Blake
stood close by blocking the aisle way. Todd took charge of the situation.

"Morris are you going to be able to get us the hell out of here," Todd
asked as no answer came. Inside I was dying just as Michael began to lift
the old man out of the chair. "What are we going to do now," I heard myself
ask as Todd just shot me a look of horror. Now our security head was
beginning to freak out what were we going to do.

"Get another driver," I heard Michael say. "We don't have another one at
the moment he is in Sacramento. We are picking him up there. He has had
some time off," Todd answered.

"Damn! Looks like I will be going with y'all after all hold on." Michael
said as he handed Morris to Todd. He was starting the bus before anyone
knew what was going on the doors closed. AJ ran to the front of the bus as
it started to move and word spread from Todd to the rest of the group.

"Michael you can driver this boat? I thought I was going to be married to a
dancer," He was joking but in my mind it was way too early to be making
that kind of joke. Blake walked back to back of the bus. Brain was in shock
as he sat down next to him with tears in his eyes. Morris coughed and
weazed as Todd used a cell phone to call an ambulance to meet us a few
miles form the hotel.

Kevin looked up at me with half swollen eyes as he tried to comfort the awe
struck nick. I was in shock I had not ever seen this bad an exit the whole
time I had been with the guys. Sure I had heard of the van running over
AJ's foot and the many different exits that had to be taken under different
circumstances but nothing like this. Nick sat up as he noticed Morris lying
on Kevin's Bunk.  "Is he going to be alright," I heard him ask as he stood
up and walked over to the man's side. "Yeah Nick he just has to get to a
hospital," Todd said as he sat next to Morris. "Uh who's driving the bus,"
Nick asked.

'Michael is," I said as Kevin just sat up immediately. "Where is AJ," He
asked. "He's up there with him why," I asked. Kevin did not respond he just
headed to the front.

Michael turned into the parking lot where the Ambulance was waiting for us
to arrive. AJ just stood next to him and held onto his shoulder. As Kevin
approached them AJ knew he would have to find a way to talk to both of
them. He had no idea what to do. Michael was now going and Kevin was now
concerned. I made my way to the front as well as Todd and Morris as the
EMT's stood outside.

"Kevin latter would be better lets just get this taken care of then we can
figure out what to do about all this," I said as Michael and AJ just shock
their head yes.

"Do you have your license to drive this vehicle," Kevin asked as I could
see his point.

"Yes," Michael said as he reached for his wallet. "That's Ok I have no idea
what it should look like and I really will have to trust you here. But if
anything happens to us I am going to be really upset. As for you two get it
settled. We don't need outburst and hard feelings on top of everything
else," Kevin said as he turned around to walk away I grabbed his arm.

"You're forgetting one thing aren't you," I asked as he leaned in and
kissed me I let go of his arm. "That wasn't exactly it but I will just have
to take that over the words. I love you too." Kevin blushed as Todd had
walked up behind me and grinned.

"That explains a lot," he said as he passed us up and Michael closed the
door. "Um, guys where should I be going I mean I know how to drive it but
where do I drive it to, " Kevin looked at me confused. "Were does he take
us," I asked Kevin as he searched around with his eyes.  "I don't know we
should ask Todd. I know that we are going to San Francisco and then to
Sacramento but without my notes I am clueless," Just then Todd walked up
again.

"You clueless yeah right. Why have we not started moving? Do we have a
problem," Todd asked as Michael just frowned at him. "Yes we do like where
the hell am I driving them to." Todd shook his head as he grabbed at his
cell phone. "Do we at least know what city we are going to," Todd
asked. "Yes San Francisco," I answered. "Well, start driving that way and
we will just have to find out exactly where when we get there." With that
said Michael started making his way out of the parking lot. Todd and Kevin
made their way to the back of the bus leaving AJ, Michael, and I to talk.

"Michael should you call someone and tell them you are leaving or are you
just going to leave," I asked trying to start a conversation. "No I think I
am a adult and know what I am doing. I have all I need with me right
now. Besides you guys need me now don't you," He replied. With all that
said I suddenly realized Blake was still on the bus. " Oh my god!" I headed
back to the lounge to find everyone still awake and watching Armageddon.

"Brian can I talk to you for a few minutes," I asked form the doorway but
Kevin just held up his hand to me. "Scott I would like you to meet your
newest dancer and our group bodyguard so to speak." He grinned at me as
Brian leaned over and kissed Blake on the forehead and pulled him close to
himself. "You already said yes to this I know I should have said something
but with everything going on I was." Brian said as I cut him off.

"We'll talk latter it is fine with me I just need some sleep," Just then
the bus lurched forwards as I was thrown to the floor.  Kevin flew to my
side as the bus came to a halt and I could hear Brian screaming for Blake
to wake up.

"Is everyone OK!" Todd shouted from down the hall as I felt my head
throbbing there was a wetness behind my head as I tried to get up the
lights were out and I could see nothing only feeling Kevin the man I have
dreamed of for so long.

(To be continued)
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