Date: Sat, 3 Jul 1999 00:16:20 EDT
From: WriterGray@aol.com
Subject: Backstreet Boy's Magic-Part 4

This is a gay relationship story based on the idea of the Backstreet Boys.
In now way is it actually intended to imply that the Backstreet Boys are
actually gay. The author does not claim any knowledge of the sexuality of
the characters in this story. (But I can hope!) This is a fantasy story so
please understand that a fantasy is something we dream of it is not a
reality.  If you are under the age of 18 or in a state that this is illegal
to read these kinds of stories do not go any further please leave now. (Of
course, you can read it if you don't get caught)

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Authors Notes: I want to thank all of you who mailed me on this story and
say I am sorry if I did not get back to everyone. I did read all of them
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I have also been informed that a certain star (please do not ask) has read
this story and was amused by it. Thanks for all the support.


		       Back Street Boys Magic-Part 3

	 Crash course of love & The Blissful madness of the Joker

			   By Grayson S. Vellar

"Is everyone OK!" Todd shouted from down the hall as I felt my head
throbbing there was a wetness behind my head as I tried to get up the
lights were out and I could see nothing only feeling Kevin the man I have
dreamed of for so long.

"We need lights here but I think." Just as Kevin began to say it the lights
came on again.

"Blake are you alright? Brian asked.

"Yeah...What happened?" He asked groggily.

"You fell off my lap when he bus stopped," Brian said.

"Scott are you alright?" Kevin asked as I sat up holding my head. There was
a shooting pain, as I became upright.

"I dunno, why is my head wet?" I asked as a look of horror shot across
Kevin's face.

"Oh my water! You broke the bottle. You must have hit that pretty hard. Hey
look at the dent in the wall." Howie said, as he pointed to the wall behind
my head.

"Shut up fool you know when that happened," Brian said, as the group
started to laugh leaving out Blake and myself.

"Yeah that was there from when AJ nearly put your head through the
wall. When you guys were wrestling in here," Nick said as he lay back down
on the couch where he had been thrown. Just then, AJ walked into the back
area of the bus.

"Everything's fine Michael just missed hitting a car full of girl's who
tried to cut off the bus. Funny he's the one who is sorry for the delay but
it won't happen again."

"Why won't it AJ," I asked.

"I told him if he tried to kill us again he won't get any..." He grinned as
he sat down on the floor next to Kevin and I. "He also told me to apologize
for killing the lights. I guess he hit a emergency switch of some kind,
next to the drives seat."

"Kevin are you alright," I asked as I looked into his green eyes.

"Yeah I was just thinking how everything just keeps happening to us
lately. First Jonathan and now this. It is like we have heard all of this
before." Kevin said, as Nick jump up off the couch.

"God I remember what you're thinking of and it is funny Kevin, I was
thinking the same thing just this afternoon," Nick said with a surprised
look on his face.

"I think you might be on to something Kevin looks like Nick is going to pee
his pants," I laughed out as the bus began to move again.

Everyone started to laugh as Nick sat back down and began to pout. I looked
around the room as it had gone quiet. No one was saying a word it was Eire
as Blake and I made eye contact. We were apparently left out of the loop in
this conversation. Kevin noticed this immediately and pulled me back into
his arms to lean against him. I was so comfortable when all of the sudden
AJ became extremely animated and stood up drawing all of our attention to
him.

"Ok, so that old witch was right about a few things but off all the things
she has gotten right so far I can't imagine us being closed in and
surrounded. There is no way that she could be right about that. She made it
sound like we were going to be surrounded by a huge crowd of people. She
couldn't explain it and neither can we," as he finished he hoped into an
open chair just across from Kevin and I.

"Your absolutely right AJ we have no idea what she meant," Kevin said, as I
became even more confused.

Just then, Kevin's cell phone began to ring in his bunk. I moved just out
of the way so Kevin could go grab his phone as I looked at AJ. "What witch
are you talking about AJ and when did you guys here all of this?"

"It was lets see about a year ago right Nick?" AJ asked as Nick suddenly
came out of a trance of thought.

"Yeah, about that long ago. I was playing a joke on Kevin she was supposed
to tell him about the love of a lifetime. I paid her allot of money to tell
him that stuff and she didn't even bother," Nick said as he sat down on the
floor in front of me now.

"So, what did she tell you guys," just as I asked it Kevin walked back into
the lounge. He had a worried look on his face as if the call had been bad
news.

"Ok, guys we need to talk there has been some changes in our
schedule. Actually some really good and bad changes..." He paused as
everyone turned to face him now.

"Well, first off we don't have our rooms at the Marriot by the Bay quite
like were supposed to when we get to San Francisco. They are currently
occupied. But that is the second reason why our schedule is changing. It
appears that NSYNC has had some sort of a mishap and they are staying in
our rooms. Which until today they were their rooms. Anyhow their bus is
currently being ripped apart due to a bomb that has been placed on it and
well they will be ridding to Sacramento with us. And on top of all that,
our promotional stuff still has to be settled before we can leave
there. But there were originally 5 stops and now there is only to be 3 and
NSYNC will be with us at those." He sighed and sat down on the couch behind
Nick holding his phone in his hands.

"Which means we have no rooms. Why can't they just get a flight out?" Howie
asked, as he just realized what had been said earlier.

"On top of that we will all have to double up in the rooms, when we get
there." Kevin said not looking up at the rest of the group.

Everyone just sat quietly for a few moments until Kevin looked up at me. I
wasn't paying attention at the time but as I caught site of him staring at
me I turned and gazed back at him. He began to grin. I realized how much of
an enlightening affect his smile had. He began to drift to the floor and
slid over to me as everyone watched us gravitate towards one another.

"My god is it always going to be like this for you two." Blake asked.

"God, I could only hope so," I said.

"You know that woman was absolutely right Nick.," Kevin said as he sat down
and I laid my head in his lap.

"What woman would that be." Nick asked totally confused.

"The south sayer from Six Flags last year," Kevin said as he kissed the top
of my head.

"Oh her again what do you mean she was right," Kevin grinned as he had
baited poor Nick into his evil plot to reveal the truth.

"Well, last year when she took your money she gave it to me to give back to
you instead I paid her to get you with the story about the turmoil and
stuff. The next day she told me what you asked her to tell me and I asked
her to tell me out of curiosity. She explained that her predictions about
all the other things were true and she really had not ignored your request
either. She had told you of the event surrounding the time when I would
find my true love," I grinned as AJ stood up and tried to exit the room. "
She also told me about AJ and Brain but she would not give any details
because she did not want to give away their personal interests without them
being there." AJ stopped just long enough to look back over his shoulder
and shrug it off as he headed into the bathroom.

Suddenly the mood changed in the room as we sat there silenced. No one knew
what to say we were all too tired. Howie finally woke up after being deep
in thought. He was angry and you could see it all over his face.

"They can't treat us like that can they?" Howie asked, as he contemplated
our arrival in San Francisco.

"Well the truth is they can." Kevin said not looking up at the rest of the
group.

"Kevin this is not going to work out. They need to come up with something
else." Howie responded as Nick shook his head in agreement.
 
I was still in pain from the water bottle but I could clearly read the
voices in the room as being angry and upset. But now I was not willing to
let them get to me. Kevin was not going to be their scapegoat. If they were
to treat each other like that, it would not be happening to him tonight. I
was not in the mood to watch it happen. I began to move around slightly as
a signal for us to get to bed but Kevin did not even notice that. I
realized he was in his Manager/Father figure role right now and in doing so
I was not part of the equation. I had to accept these things as normal. He
was looked up to in the group. He was the man with a function other than
being Boy Band Boy Number Five. I wasn't number six in this group. I was
number one in my world of music but not in this room. I was not even a
number in this room. I decided to make a break from the circle and let him
have his time with the guy's.

"I'm going to the front to see how things are going," I said as no one
looked up or even noticed my exit. I was upset now. How could they treat me
as if I did not exist now when earlier they had show so much concern? This
was all being rationalized by the fact that I was tired and over
exaggerating things a bit. But, in my world, I was right about this and all
the feelings running around in my head. I walked out in a rush and found
myself being pulled back into the Kitchen area as I was now half jogging
the length of the bus.

"What!" I shouted as I turned to see AJ standing there with a look of shock
on his face.

"I was just checking to see what was wrong. Sorry I asked." He said as he
just stood there staring at me.

"Nothing is wrong AJ. What could possibly be wrong?" I asked as I smiled at
him. I could see this was not working. He didn't move or even crack a
smile. I had hurt him, I could see it in his eyes, and I feared what I had
done. He could now see this on me.

"Scott, you do know he cares.  Hell he's more than willing to show you. You
just have to get used to this side of him." He said as he now sat down in a
both nearby.

"AJ, it is not like I wont get used to it but right now I have a lot on my
mind and I just wish to be left alone. I am not part of your group and I
don't want to be completely looked over and ignored. I know he is working
so rather than sit there and take it I will just leave when it happens." I
said as I sat down across form him now.

"I guess that means your going to be leaving him a lot then. But you should
know he realizes what he is doing to you when it is happening. You should
see the look on his face. He is probably fighting with himself right now. I
know he wants to be here talking to you but he has responsibilities to the
group."

"AJ that's why I left. I don't want to interfere when I am not part of the
situation.  So, I guess he will be seeing me walking away a lot. Unless I
can be of some use in the conversations you have." With that said I stood
and began to walk away.

"So, is that how you really feel about it Scott. Because we certainly don't
feel like you are not part of us." Brian asked and paused. I did not
answer. " Funny thing, that's why we have done so much to you the last
couple of days. You are the best thing he has had happen to him since we
all met."

"Brian, it's not that I just know where I fit in and in that room when you
are all looking elsewhere I am not there. I am surprised you guy's even
noticed me leave. I knew Kevin would, and another thing this was not my
leaving to make a scene.  I only wanted to give him his space and let him
work. I mean I had a feeling like I was not needed there. But, that
actually came form all of you. And rather than put him through that I
left." With that said Brain turned his completely surprised look on me.
"Why should I stay and make him miserable, if I just leave the room it is
better that way for all of you." I said as I continued to walk away.

"It's not better for you and me though." Kevin said and I froze in my
tracks. How long had he been listening to me go on? I knew the others would
tell him what I felt. But, I had not meant him to hear it without me having
a chance to think all of this through. I felt his hand on my shoulder now
as he stood behind me. I was so still; I could feel my own heart beat. The
bus rocked and hummed as I contemplated my answer and he pulled me back
into his arms.

"Kevin, I am sorry if I hurt you but I thought it was best if I give you
space." I said not turning around to face him.

"I was not the one who got hurt now was I?" He whispered in my ear. "I am
so sorry but I get caught up from time to time. I don't even know when I am
doing it. Will you forgive me." He whispered on. I had chills running up my
spine as I turned to look into his eyes as a sea of emotions roared through
them.

"Kevin, I will always forgive you." I whispered back as I leaned in and
pecked him on the lips. All eyes were on us as we stood in the Kitchen with
every one else pilled into the corners and the hallway. Nick was starring
at us as if off in space alone and bewildered. It was puzzling to me at the
time as I stood hugging Kevin a little longer.

"Maybe we should all get some sleep we have a long trip ahead of us. It
might actually make our stay with the boy's of NSYNC easier." Kevin said in
his fatherly tone to everyone standing there. We were still holding on to
one another as AJ made his way to the front of the bus I figured it was
safe to say that I should not go up there myself now.

"Kevin where am I to sleep?" I say as he looks directly at me again.

"You and I are not sleeping yet. We are going to the couch to make a
nuisance of our selves, and I was hoping you would be sleeping with me." He
said with a smirk on his face. Brain and Blake both laughed as they had
taken up residence together in the booth. Everyone else had made there way
elsewhere; Kevin and I remained locked in one another's arms.

"We better find a way to lock ourselves in if we are going to make a
nuisance of ourselves." I said as I led Kevin back to the back of the bus.

"I like the sound of this already." He growled out in southern drawl in my
ear.

As we made, our way into the room Nick was sitting there, half dazed
starring out the window. I was taken back by the lost look as Kevin
immediately went over and sat next to him. Kevin reached out his hand to
Nick's shoulder, as he had not even noticed him sit down.

"Nick are you alright?" Kevin asked. In response Nick leaned over to
Kevin's face and was leaning in as Kevin leaned back, I knew what was
happening. Kevin still had no idea as he remained on the couch.

"Nick?" Kevin said.

"Kevin," Nick replied. He was still leaning in as Kevin slipped off the
couch and headed over to me. Nicks lips were perched as he fell face first
into the couch.

"Oh, my god!" Nick screamed as he jumped off the couch and headed straight
into the bathroom just outside the room.

"That didn't just happen did it?" Kevin asked as I was half-amazed and half
laughing at the same time.

"Yes it did." Was my reply as I really started to laugh now.

"It's not funny!" Kevin said as he quickly closed the door.

"Well, in my world it is hilarious." I said as I leaned in and kissed him.

"What the hell was all that about?" Kevin asked as he sat down on the
couch.

"It was about our little Nick having a fantasy about you." I said, as I sat
down practically in his lap.

"No, it can't be he has been the girl crazy teen the whole time we have
been together." Kevin said while staring off into space.

"I don't know Kevin maybe he's BI." I said as he turned on me quickly.

"Maybe he is but I am not going to respond to it. I have you and you are
all I will ever need." He said as he leaned in and kissed me. "Do you mind
if I go and see if I can calm him down?" He asked timidly.

"Actually I was hoping you would. If I was him, I would never want to come
out of there." With that said, there came a light tapping on the door.

"Who could that be now?" I sarcastically asked.

"Kevin why did Nick lock himself in the Bathroom? He keep calling himself
bad and saying he is sorry over and over again." It was Howie stranding on
the other side of the door. "Kevin could you please get out here!" Kevin
was opening the door as Howie said it.

"I'm coming just keep calm D." Kevin said as he slipped past him standing
at the Bathroom door.

"Nick come on open up everything is alright. You just need to open
up. Whatever it is, it's going to be fine." Kevin said it and looked over
at me for help. Howie watched me as I stood to walk over to where he was.

"Don't you think you have caused us enough trouble Scott?" Howie said as he
sat on a chair staring at me through hate filled eyes.

"What!" Kevin shouted as he came into the doorway.

"Don't worry bout it Kevin I'll be fine we have to get Nick out of there."
I said pushing Kevin into the hall.

"You're the whole reason he's in there. If you had not come along he and
Kevin would be together and there would be no more broken hearted Nick."
Howie spewed out at me as Kevin fought to get back into the room.

"Kevin NO! Just let him blow off his steam. He has no idea what he is
talking about anyhow." I said pushing him back.
 
"No idea right. All these things didn't start happening to all of us until
you came along and now look what that has gotten us. Three extra bodies on
a already small for space bus, and two devoted Christian's turned gay, AJ
running to Boyfriend's `R' Us and meeting a guy. You prancing around like
you are all that just because he got you a contract. Your head is so big
there is a wonder there is even room for Kevin in this bus." I was being
pushed hard now as Nick and AJ Helped Kevin break through. Blake and Brian
stood just down the hall watching as I was pushed aside hitting the floor.

"You are so dead you little shit!" AJ screamed as he launched himself at
Howie. "You know how I have felt. I was alone until that night and you have
the audacity to blame me for finding what I need!" AJ was jabbing at Howie
as Howie blocked and they rolled across the floor.

"Your needs what about mine buddy! Don't you think I want someone here with
me too? But, you don't see me just grabbing the first person I see in some
club where I shouldn't be in the first place, now do you!" Howie screamed
as Kevin jumped on the two of them. At first sight, you would think Kevin
was actually trying to pull them apart until he threw a punch at the now
flailing Howie.

"And you." Howie swung out at Kevin only to have it hit AJ's
forearm. "Picking up on a no talent stage hand. Who used to sling his meat
with that aids infected show tune singing." Nick dove into the pile and hit
Howie directly in the mouth.

"You were the Fantasy I had you prick. If I had of known you felt this way
I would have never went for you." He screamed, as Brian and Blake walked
over to where I had been thrown and helped me up.

"Fuck you Nicholas Gene Carter. You have been asking what to do about
someone who is out of your reach?" Howie said while wiping blood from the
corner of his mouth.

"Exactly! And now I can see why I never told you who it was! " Nick said as
he stormed off and climbed into his bunk.

"What has everyone lost their minds?" Michael said as he rushed into the
room.

"Who's driving the bus?" I heard myself say as no one noticed.

"What did he just say?" Howie mumbled to no one in particular.

"Long day, short tempers," AJ responded looking at Michael.

I felt the bus change lanes as we sped up on our journey. Michael bumped
into the wall as everyone just stared at one another for a few moments.

"Scott could you help me up here, I need to check on Nick" Kevin asked as I
reached out to him.

"Well all of you should remember it is a very long drive to San Francisco
and we have way to much closeness going on here. Either beat the hell out
of each other and get over with or stop and forget about what ever started
it."
 
"Kevin let me talk to him." Howie said as he tried to get out from
underneath AJ, who still had him pinned to the floor.

"I don't think that would be wise." Kevin said coldly looking over his
shoulder. The bus swerved suddenly as it bounced along the road.

"Excuse me but who the hell is driving the bus!" I yelled.

"Oh that." Michael said looking off into space. "Todd is driving. It seems
he's trained to drive because of his job or something like that." He said,
now helping AJ up.

"Please Kevin let me talk to him. I'm the one who screwed all of this up."
I saw Kevin turn as Brian held out his hand in front Kevin I could see the
signs of determination being exchanged between the two.

"Howie you're not the best choice of friends any of have made right now. I
would suggest you just leave all of us alone for a little while." Brian
said, as Kevin turned and walked away. I could hear Nick crying in a bunk a
ways down as Kevin slipped up inside. Part of me knew what he was doing was
right; the other part of me was upset that it was so private after what had
happened earlier. I was suddenly feeling guilty of my thoughts of
insecurity.

"Everyone please I would like to have a few words alone with Howie if you
don't mind." I said, in a very low tone of voice. Howie looked at me for a
minute. He sat back down on the couch where Nick had tried to kiss Kevin
just minutes ago. Brian nodded at me trying to figure out what I was up too
as I sat across from Howie in a chair. I nodded to him and he ushered
everyone out of the room.

"Ok everyone's gone now Howie. It's just you and me. Do you really think
that I was once as loss as you make me out to be when you are mad?" I asked
as he had the expression of me slapping him now on his face.

"No, I was mad Scott nothing more. We all say things when we are mad."
Howie said as his eyes now examined the floor.

"I see but I also know that when we are mad we say what we are thinking
because there are no inhibitions Howie. So when you heard that letter from
Chris you thought I was a whore suddenly I take it?" I said slipping onto
the floor out of my chair in front of him.

"No I was mad and all I thought about is what you had done to get that
letter sent to you. She makes it sound like you slept with her son Scott. I
just can't get it out of my mind."

"Well, you have to believe me when I say all I did was take care of him
when he got sick nothing more. I would never have just slept with
anyone. You see Howie I waited for the real thing to come into my life and
right now, he is taking care of a friend just down the hall. I love
Kevin. There is no one else and there never will be. You guy's are like
brothers to one another how can I break up that. Hell I don't even want
to." Just then the bus took a huge swerve and I head a car horn go off.

"Scott I am sorry for the way I have acted. I really am." He said as we
stood to walk towards the front of the bus. Again, it swerved with me
almost landing in the both with Brian and Blake.

"That does it Michael has to drive or I am going to have to find a way to
learn how to!" I said, trying to stand again to head for the front of the
bus.

"You don't have to, I sort of know how to drive it." Blake said as he and
Brian helped me off the table.

"Ok." I looked at him puzzled as Brain just glanced sideways at him.

"Well it can't be that much harder than driving a tractor," he grinned at
me. I was not sure what to do as I continued on my way now with Howie still
in tow. As we breached the front area of the bus, I could see why we were
swaying all over the road. Michael had indeed taken the bus back over and
AJ was sitting in his lap steering. They we laughing as AJ sang bouncing up
and down on Michael's lap. I was not sure of what to do until I saw Howie
grab a bottle of water and head up there leaning in against the rail next
to the back of the drivers seat.

"So, AJ having fun at our expense or are you," there was no answer. "Look
AJ stop ignoring me we need to talk man." Howie said, as AJ slipped off of
Michael's lap now. The two headed past me with Howie almost laughing with
AJ glaring at me the whole time. They were heading towards the back of the
bus as I made my way forwards to Michael.

"Michael I hate to say this but you two have to start containing
yourselves." I sat down on the floor next to him as he continued to drive.

"You mean be as reserved as you and Kevin right," he said as he briefly
looked down at me.

"Why is everyone getting on our ass tonight. Can't we just stop fighting
for a few minutes? My god you were just back there asking what the hell was
going on." I sat quietly now as I thought about getting up and leaving.

"Look, I'm sorry I just think you and Kevin might want to rethink your
relationship a bit. I mean really you just joined them and now they are all
fighting. Kevin and you deserve a chance yes but these guy's belong
together too. Nick is so upset he Loves Kevin so much." Michael continued
to drown on until I snapped.

"First I have known these guys a hell of a lot longer than you even knew
they existed. I have been working for them remember. I have been there you
haven't! And another thing."

"You have been there." he tried to interject but I was mad.

"Kevin loves me not him and that is what is important. I never thought in a
million years he would love me but he does and that means something."

"Yes it does." He added.

"I have spent all this time admiring him from a distance while I worked for
them. Now, I have my own things happening in my life and he is the biggest
part of it. I will not give up. No matter what I will make this work. We
will make this work, do you hear me, we will." I stood up to walk away only
to find Kevin standing behind me.

"I hope you do Scott I hope you do," Michael said looking only at the road
now.

"I'm glad you feel that way Scott," Kevin said, as he reached out and held
me in his arms. I just sighed and breathed heavily into his chest as he
calmed my fears.

"Besides you have it wrong Michael. It's not me he has feelings for it's
Howie," Kevin practically whispered.

"At least it's not AJ. I would have to spank him for that." He laughed out,
although neither Kevin nor I found it humorous.

"Scott, can I talk to you alone?" Nick asked timidly from the hallway. I
looked at Kevin who just shook his head yes.

"Sure Nick," I said as I walked over to him. "Is everything alright?" I
asked knowing it wasn't. But, it was a way to get him to begin.

"It will be in time." I knew those were Kevin's words coming out of his
mouth as we sat down in the Kitchen area.

"Scott I didn't mean to kiss Kevin. Please don't be mad at me. I'm tired
and I was thinking to much about some other things." I felt my heart sink
as I knew he felt he could not tell me the truth. Sure, I had not been with
them for long but here he was lying to me already. Well, almost lying. He
was sitting there quiet as I had not said a word back. He couldn't tell me
about Howie, what was I going to say now.

"Scott please say something. I know I screwed things up between you and me
but."

"Nick you have not screwed things up between us. We are still friends. I
would never get mad at you for this. Hey we are all adults here and well
things happen." I wished I could tell him Howie was the screw up but in
doing so, I would have made things worse.

"Thanks Scott. It really means allot to me." Nick said as he sat there half
out of it from exhaustion.

"I know Nick. We can talk about this anytime you want to I am always here
for you." I said, placing my hand on his.

"I think I should go to bed now I am so tired." He said pulling his hand
away and yawning.

"Ok Nick we will see each other tomorrow. Goodnight." He headed down the
haall to his bunk. As I watched him crawl in a thought crossed my
mind. 'Maybe he just told Kevin that it was Howie to save himself the
embarrassment of facing his own impossibilities in having Kevin.'

"Are you alright I heard Brain say as he climbed out of his bunk."

His boxers clung to his body as he strolled over to where I was sitting. I
could see his hair had been messed up from lying down. Half of me wanted to
laugh as it stuck up in patches here and there making him look as if Blake
and he had just had sex. He saw the quirky smile I had on my face and began
to grin at me.

"What's so funny," He asked.

"Nothing," I replied as he sat down across from me.

"SO, Nick has a thing for Kevin right?" He asked as he now stared into my
eyes.

"He does that is a new one to me." I said in an astonished tone.

"Well, he used to anyway. But, lately he seems to be looking elsewhere." He
turned his gaze on Howie's bunk.

"I don't know Brian. I am not in his head and he won't tell me anything
other than standard responses that Kevin has been telling him. Like it will
all work out in time, and everything is going to be fine." I said a he
looked back to me with a grin now on his face again.

"What?" I asked. "Oh it is just so funny that's all. I think you may know
Kev as well as I do. You do know that they used to fight. Well then again
of course you do. It's not like you haven't been around. Look Scott, my
cousin means the world to me and I know how he feels about you. We are
close enough for me to tell you that no one else truly knows Kevin like we
do. He has deserved you for so long." I was almost ready to fall apart.

"I know. I can tell that is why none of what happened tonight matters. He
means more to me than the contract or any of this stuff. I would give it
all back for the time I have had with him, all of it. I wont be the cause
of you guy's breaking up though. Brian in a million years I would never
have thought."

"It will all be fine, Everything will work out in time," Kevin said from
behind me as he placed his hand on my shoulder. I was almost ready to fall
over with laughter as again Kevin had snuck up on me. He kept doing it and
as much as, I love his touch it was going to get unnerving after a while.

"You know Kevin. If you keep sneaking up on me like that I am going to have
to put a bell around your neck."

"You can try. But I bet I loss it to some screaming fan grabbing it from my
neck." We both laughed as Blake stuck his head out of the bunk to check on
Brian.

"I think someone is looking for you," AJ whispered as he walked past us
dragging a sleeping bag behind him.

"Back to bed for me. Night you two don't do anything I have already done."
Brian said as he practically ran to the bunk.

"Now how about we go watch a movie and relax with no interruptions," Kevin
said while taking my hand in his.

"Is this a date I hear?" I grinned at him. He immediately dropped to one
knee.

"Scott, I have never done this before. Will you. Come watch a movie with
me?" He grinned as my heart was racing. I shook my head yes as he quickly
stood up. I took note of the fact that Brian's curtain had abruptly
closed. Apparently, he was watching us for some reason. Maybe he heard
Kevin and thought he should watch us to make sure nothing went wrong. Maybe
he was curious I would have to ask him about it in the morning.

As we entered the lounge, it was eerily quiet, as compared to the earlier
event that had taken place in here. I sighed as Kevin did the same. I could
still in the back of my mind see them all fighting on the floor. Kevin hit
the light and thee set Howie in silence staring out a window.

"Why don't' we go to our bunk and watch a movie there?" He asked, as I
looked at him puzzled. "Each bunk has it's own set inside." I knodded as I
we head back to our bunk. It sunk in slowly and as I realized what he said
I was happier than anyone could have guessed. 'Our Bunk'

As I climbed up inside I was amazed at the size. To the outside eye it
looked small for what it was worth but for us it was good size. Just right
for the two of us to be comfortable and close. Kevin slid in next to me
grinning as he closed the curtain suddenly there was no light within the
small area. He reached across to me as his hand brushed my face I could
feel his breath on my neck. He rested his hand on my jaw as he began to
nibble and kiss my neck. I low moan escaped my lips as he gently touched
them with his fingertips. So gentle was his touch as he ran his fingers
around my face stroking it softly. I had never seen or felt this side of
him.

Our Passion play continued as I returned the favor placing my hand on his
still covered chest. I could feel his nipples firm under my soft touch. His
mouth found mine as I began to realize a softer more supple side to him
right then and there. I had dreamed of these moments before but the reality
took over my soul as I began to run my hand under his shirt. His breath
quickened as I stoked at his bare skin. We pulled away shortly as I had now
adjusted to the light.

I could see his eyes as they searched me over me. I gently tugged at his
shirt to remove it as he did the same. As the cold air rushed to our skin a
slight definition took over almost hardening us even further. He grinned as
I ran my fingers over his right nipple again. I leaned in and took it in
between my teeth as he lay back against the bed. My free hands roamed over
his chest and stomach as his hands found my back and rubbed in circles
stopping for short moments as he released his breath. A moan escaped his
lips as I trailed across his chest with kiss leading to his left one now.

His eyes sparkled as I looked up into them. I reached up to his chin as I
slowly moved up his body. No words were spoken as I kissed him slowly. His
hands found mine and they became entangled as we stared at one another for
a second or two. We lay motionless with me pinning him to the bed. He
lifted his legs wrapping them around me now as I was pulled closer. Our
kisses became fire as I released his hands and held his head stroking his
hair. We moaned through closed lips as we began to grind into one
another. His legs were like steel wrapped around me as I attempted to reach
between us. Slowly he loosened his grip as I unbuckled his belt. No words
were spoken as he reached for mine each having a mission to complete as we
kissed and reached for our prize.

It was surprising to me that we had come so far as I leaned into him once
again. I lifted myself off of him as he pushed my pants down low. I kicked
them the rest of the way off as I smiled down at him now completely naked.

"Now it's your turn." I said as I slowly slid down his body caressing him
with mine alone the way. His hands found my shoulders as I stopped at his
waist. His boxer's clung to his throbbing cock, as it stood hard. I kissed
it through the material as he released a loud moan. I began to lower his
pants and leave his boxers on as I kissed down his leg. As his pants came
clear of his body, I was quickly on my way back up his body running my
hands inside his thighs. The warmth of his skin became my new fascination
as I stopped just pushing against his ball through the fabric. He moaned
again as I covered his lips with a finger to hush his desires so no one
would hear us. I worked my hands to his waist and I ran my fingers gently
inside the waistband just grazing the bare skin of his head below. His
mouth sucked in air as I began to work the fabric clear and kissed the head
of his cock only long enough to get him to raise himself slightly off the
bed. His boxers were thrown to the pile of clothes now as he and I became
completely bare flesh against flesh. I kissed him again as I hunched my
hips into his.

We continued to kiss as he rolled me onto my back now. With such little
space for doing so I was amazed at how fast he had work me down onto the
bed. His kisses continued as he drifted down my body making my heart race,
as he grew closer to my cock. No contact was made as his breath blew across
my sensitive skin. I was waiting in anticipation as he nibbled at my
stomach and thighs. But, he was teasing just as I had moments ago. He had
waited long enough as he gently held my balls in his hand massaging them as
he kissed my shaft ever so gently. I felt like I was going to explode
instantly as his lips breached the head of my cock. His tongue made a
circle around it as my heart stopped from the sensation alone. His eyes
widened with anticipation, as he grasped at my thighs gently rubbing away
all inhibitions.

He put his face down into my pubic hair nuzzling his nose around, he
finally got his eye on his prize as it now was at bursting heights.  He
started to suck on my balls individually and roll them around in his
mouth. Next after a long tongue washing, he took my dick in his mouth. As
he continued sucking I began to move around below him trying to get into a
new position His eyes read my motions as I he helped me move and laid down
on his side. I was immediately comforted as I felt him return his attention
to it's previous state of being.

I gently took one of his balls into my mouth breathing deeply of his male
musk. It was enchanting to my nose as I licked it rolled it across my
tongue. The smell lingered in my mind. I leaned forward and took the cock
into my mouth.  I was bobbing up and down on his piece of heaven for all I
was worth. I became invigorated and swallowed his cock to the point I could
not swallow anymore. His thickness stretched and pulled at my throat, as I
was no expert at deepthroating him by any means. I relaxed my throat as
much as I could as he slipped in gently. I pulled off to the point of his
head being the only thing remaining in my mouth I licked and caressed it
with my tongue as he was copying my motions on me. I began to feel my cock
swell as he continued now rapidly bobbing up and down on my entire shaft. I
was trying to tell him, as he would not have it any other way. I grasped
his ass in handfuls of flesh as my load sprayed fourth into his mouth and
throat. I felt my breath stop as my body shuttered below his now.

Kevin slid up my body from below me as his cock pulled from my engulfed
lips. I had not finished with my search for sustenance as he grinned down
at me. "I love you," he said kissing me letting me taste the remnants of my
own seed now buried deep within him. I could feel his Cock rubbing hard
against my thigh as I began to want him even more. "Kevin I want you
now. Please make love to me," I asked as he stared down on me a tear fell
from his eye.

"Are you sure Scott, I don't want to hurt you," he said with a dire look of
honesty.

With that said I simply pulled him on top of me and wrapped my legs around
him. He was surprised at my actions as he slid down my body and reached
into a side compartment in the bunk. I could feel the lube being worked
into me very liberally as he sucked on my spent cock again making it
hard. He had now worked three fingers into me and I was willing and ready
but he still waited as he continued to suck. I gently pulled his eyes into
view as he glared at me through a look of fear. I could see his
hesitation's now and I understood immediately.

As he lay back upon the bed my own inhibitions and fears drifted away I
straddled him and kissed him deeply as I reached back. He groaned at my
touch as I felt my own hole being intruded upon. At this, the burning was
intense. His cock broke through me in seconds as I pushed hard onto it. I
was in pain but it would only last seconds compared to the pleasure we
would both achieve. His eyes grew tightly shut as I kissed him again. His
hand roamed freely over my body as I began to rise and fall. I was rocking
with a fierceness I had never known. So light and gentle but exuberant and
pleasure filled. I continued until he moaned the words I dreaded to hear.

"I am not going to last much longer Scott." He said as he reached for my
already swelling cock. Little strokes where all I could achieve as I was
running out of energy fast my heart was racing my soul was flying as his
cock was now buried deep within me swelling and bursting forth with a flood
of his seed. My own Excitement flew onto his chest as I again cam. I
collapsed on top of his now lying on his chest as he remained inside of
me. As we lay silent I felt his cock slip further and further out until I
was empty. I missed the sensation as he held me in his arms. But, I knew I
had all of him in front of me now and there was nothing to miss. We fell
asleep in each other's arms in little time, only saying one thing to each
other before we drifted off to sleep.

"I love you," we both said as we gently kissed and snuggled down to sleep.

The next morning I awoke to Kevin trying to open the heavy curtains and
sneak out. He was sitting up next to me as I reached out and rubbed gently
on his back.

"Good morning sleepy," He grinned down at me as he bent over my tired
body. His lips were like candy to me now as they had a new meaning to my
mind. They were a key to all things Kevin, his singing, his words, his
idea's, his love. I could feel him sigh as he sat up and looked me in the
eyes.

"I will be right back I have to go to the Bathroom," he whispered as I
giggled at him He sighed and turned back to the curtain again.

He pulled but it did not come open. Instead, he ended up falling backwards
on top of me. I laughed out of pure hysterics. He grimaced as he sat back
up pulling at the other end of the curtain, it did not move. He turned
towards me and grinned shyly.

"I think someone is playing a joke on us this morning." he said, as I sat
up now. I realized quickly that I was not wearing anything so I pulled on a
pair of boxers lying on the bed.

"Hello! What's up with not being let out of the bed." Nick shouted from
above us.

"Hello! What the hell is going on here? Is there anyone up that can get me
out of here?" Kevin asked to no one in particular.

I began to laugh as Nick was kicking at the curtain above us making the bus
shake. I then realized something I thought was important.

"Kevin we're not moving anymore." I said, as he felt around on the bed for
a sign of the bus humming along.

"Your right," he said, as he turned to a drawer built into the wall behind
me. He produced a knife as he reached for the curtain I looked at him for a
second or tow and realized he wanted out bad. He looked back at me for a
moment and then we heard a commotion across the hall from us.

"Kevin what happened last night? I feel like I am in a zip lock bag," Brain
laughed out.

"Excuse me but what butt head closed me in here?" Howie said.

"Well, when I find out I will let you know," Kevin said as AJ and Michael
both chimed in.

"Kevin could you help us I am stuck in here for some reason and I have to
piss?" AJ asked as Michael laughed. "What are you laughing at? If I don't
get out of this bunk it is going to end up on you." AJ said and Michael
immediately stopped laughing.

"Ok that's all of us now who did this to us?" I asked Kevin, who just
looked at me and shrugged his shoulders.

"Gentlemen, who the fuck stapled me to the bed?" Todd asked. I lost it and
was laughing hysterically as Kevin leaned in and kissed me quickly before
escaping through a hole he had cut in the curtain. I followed him out it
immediately to see what was going on.

There was nothing going on the bus was quiet as I made my way to the front
of it. No one was insight and it was locked up tight. I had a uneasy
feeling as I headed back towards the bunks. I looked down and found myself
standing in Kevin's bowers. AJ jumped from his bunk as Kevin handed him the
knife. There was still the back of the bus to consider as he headed towards
the bathroom. I could see something moving in the lounge as he entered the
side door to the bathroom. There was something moving in there, I knew
there was.  I made my way to the back with Nick in tow. AJ quickly followed
as I motioned to the object standing just inside the curtained
area. Everyone stopped just this side of the curtain. I flung the curtain
back only to have it fly out at us. There was nothing more happening as
Nick and Howie back off. AJ stepped forwards getting in front of me now.

"Who ever is in there you better have a good reason for it." Just then the
bathroom door opened and scarred both AJ and I half out of our minds.

"What?" Kevin asked as I pointed to the curtain.

"Guy's could you get me out of this sleeping bag please we heard Todd
asking as Howie walked back to help him out.

"OK on the count of three." Kevin mouthed before he pushed me aside. They
counted to together as they hit the curtain with fierceness. Both started
to laugh as they hit the floor. Neither one said a word as they stared at a
punching bag shaped like a witch hanging just on the inside of the
curtain. I was looking out the back window when I noticed a sign that said
Marriott by the Bay.

"Hey guy's when did we get here?" AJ looked at me confused.

"We got here about 4 hours ago. AJ said we should just let everyone sleep
and we crawled into a bunk." Michael said walking back into the kitchen
area.

"OK so that means you two were the last ones up, right?" I asked as Howie
looked quickly at AJ on the floor next to Kevin.

"Did you do this!" Howie shouted.

"No, D he didn't he was locked in like the rest of us. It had to be someone
else." Kevin said holding his hand out to Howie. Howie helped them up from
the floor still looking at AJ with haste.

Brain and Blake stood by not saying anything. As the rest of us just stared
at Howie for a response.

"Look Howie if you think I did it then tell me how the hell we got stuck in
there like the rest of you?" AJ asked pointing his finger at Howie.

"Look AJ man I'm sorry. I guess I am still a little edgy." Howie said,
looking back in my direction.

"Ok, what do we do now?" I asked not looking away from Kevin.

"We get ready for breakfast. Then I guess we had better get out there and
talk to JC about what we are all going to be doing." Kevin said.

At the NSYNC Breakfast meeting..

JC, Chris, Glenn, Joey, Lance, and Delwyn were all sitting in Lances room
waiting for their breakfast when there suddenly there was a pounding on the
door. Lance jumped off the bed to get the door. But, before anyone knew
what was happening, Lance was lying flat on his back as Justin came yelling
and screaming into the room.


"OK who the Hell did this to me," he shouted as everyone gasped for
air. His hair was now a royal blue color. "Well Come on. You got me now
confess before I wage war against all of you." Justin was determined as he
stood firm in his belief that one of the guy's had done this to him. "Which
one of you put dye in my shampoo?"

To be Continued...

Up Next: The Blissful Madness of the Joker, Encircled Truth.

Ok so I finally tied the stories together so now the installments will be
longer. For those of you that don't know this story and the NSYNC and
Delwyn story are now going to be one until I figure out how to make more
time for writing. Besides the story line is going to get really interesting
from here. And eventually I may separate the stories again. If you have,
any comments write to me at writergray@aol.com

Also there is also one more stand alone installment of NSYNC and Delwyn
(Part4)