Date: Tue, 17 Aug 1999 13:05:19 EDT From: YSUstu3794@aol.com Subject: Backstreet Love Affair Backstreet Love Affair 3 by Jakob Young I wish to thank everyone who reads my story. I hope everyone will be able to relate to this story as much as I have. **This following story contains homoerotic behavior between consenting adults; and it's not meant to offend anyone. In order to continue down this page, you must be of legal age in your state. The use of all names of celebrities and characters in this story is completely fictional. Thank you and enjoy!** __________________________________________________________________ The next morning Brian had to be up early for a rehearsal for the concert they were doing that night. During our night of passion, we must have knocked the phone off the hook. After the guys tried to call Brains room, several times and no one answered Kevin, got the hotel key to Brains room. He walked in on us while we were sleeping naked in each other's arms. "OH my good. Brian get up, yelled Kevin!' Both Brian and I jumped form our sleep. We sat up and saw Kevin standing in front of the bed. Brian and I, were speechless. Kevin had this look in his eye, that caused me to tremble with fear. I grabbed the blanket to cover myself as I ran into the bathroom to hide. "What the fuck do you think you were doing Brain?" "You know what, Kev, I don't have to answer to you anymore. I'm an adult . I can think for myself." "Well now that you can think for yourself, you'd better think of a way out of this situation you placed your self in. The limo leaves in ten minutes for the rehearsal. Be there." With that I heard the door slam, and I figured Kevin left, so I decided to join Brian in the bedroom. When I came out of the bathroom, Brian ran up to me and gave me a hug. We sat down together on the bed, and just looked at each other not knowing what to say. Brain spoke first. "Hey Jakob, I'm really sorry about that. We need to talk, but Kevin's right I need to be at the rehearsal. Why don't you come with me? We'll take a separate limo to the rehearsal and that'll give us some time to talk thing over." "Do you think Kevin will care if I show up at rehearsal," I asked? "I don't care if he does or not. Your my friend, and if any on the guys have a problem with that oh well. I'm gonna go get dressed you do the same, and meet me in the parking garage near my limo." "All right B-Rok! I see you down stairs." Brian got up off the bed and he went into the limo. I threw on my clothes, grabbed my wallet from the table, and headed downstairs. Meanwhile, Kevin had joined the other guys, who were waiting for him and Brian to return. "Yo, Bro, whats B-rok doing," exclaimed AJ! Kevin looked at the guys furiously. "He'll be down in ten minutes. If not we leave without him," Kevin said as he got in the limo and slammed the door behind him. "What the F*&K is going on with Kevin and Brian," Nick said. "I don't know, but Brian better get here soon, or were gonna have to put up with Kevin's attitude for the rest of the afternoon," AJ said. AJ, Howie, and Nick joined Kevin in the limo, while they were waiting for Brian to join them. Kevin sat very quietly in the corner looking nervously at his watch. The other guys noticed Kevin's weird behavior. "Well Kev, its been about 15 minutes, should I call Brian's room?" asked Howie. Kevin looked up from his watch and looked at all the guys. How could he tell the guys that Brian may never be coming back to the group, and it was his fault. He looked back down at his watch and then at the guys. "I need to talk to you guys and its important. When I went to find Brian this morning....." Ring, Ring. Just as Kevin was gonna tell the guys what happened, the phone in the car began to ring. He stopped in the middle of the sentence, hoping it would be Brian saying he was on his way. "Yo," Nick said as he picked up the phone. "Sure we'll see you in about forty minutes. Later Bro." "Well guys that was Brain. He said for us to go ahead to the rehearsal, and that him and Jakob will be there in about forty minutes. AJ let the driver know they were ready to go. Everyone except Kevin seemed to be in a better mood now. Aj , Howie, and Nick was fooling around and having a good time with the gadgets in the car, while Kevin's was getting more upset with each passing minute. __________________________________________________________________ Meanwhile, Brian had joined Jakob in their limo. Brian told the driver where to go and looked at Jakob. "So Brian, I take it Kevin didn't know you were gay." "Yea, Jake he did. He is the only one who knows. I mean we're cousins, we tell each other everything. He's pissed because I promised him nothing would happen last night, that could hurt the group. If it got out that I am gay, it would destroy us." "Brian, we'll just explain to him what happened and he'll understand. I'll tell him, that I started everything between us. I don't want to come between you and the band, but I don't want what we had last night to end just yet or ever." "Jake I appreciate you wanting to help me, but I need to talk to Kevin alone. I need to explain to him, that yea the band is important to me, but so are you. and I don't want what happened last night to end either. When we get to the rehearsal, I want you to stay in my sight at all times, till I get a chance to talk to Kevin." `All right B-rok," Jakob said as he leaned over and gave Brian a little kiss on the check. Brian returned the favor to Jake as the limo pulled up outside the arena. "When we walk in, try to act like nothing has happened," Brian told Jake. Kevin and the others were backstage, awaiting Brian. Kevin was sitting on a stool thinking to himself. How could he bring Jake here. What the hell is he thinking. Just then Brian and Jake walked backstage and greeted the other guys. Kevin's face became a fiery red from anger. Kevin jumped off the stool, and quickly approached Brian and Jake. Brian didn't see Kevin approaching him, but Jake did. Jake stepped in between Brian and Kevin, just as Kevin threw a punch, that his Jake square on the jaw, and knocked him out. "What the hell is your problem Kevin," Howie said in shock. "What gotten into you?" Kevin furiously responded to Howie's question by saying, "Ask Brian whats wrong. Maybe he tell you guys the truth, unlike with me." Kevin grabbed his coat and walked to his dressing room. All the guys looked at Brian for some answers. "You guys, I'll explain later. Howie take care of Jake, I'm gonna go after Kev." Backstreet Love Affair 4 by Jakob Young "What the hell is your problem Kevin," Howie said in shock. "What gotten into you?" Kevin furiously responded to Howie's question by saying, "Ask Brian whats wrong. Maybe he tell you guys the truth, unlike with me." Kevin grabbed his coat and walked to his dressing room. All the guys looked at Brian for some answers. "You guys, I'll explain later. Howie take care of Jake, I'm gonna go after Kev." Kevin was in his dressing room, packing up his stuff, so he could leave. When Brian got to Kevin's dressing room, he knocked, but didn't wait for Kevin to let him in. Brain stormed into room furious with his cousin. "Kevin, I'm sorry that you had to walk in on us, but I'm not sorry about what happened last night between me and Jakob. I came after you, because we need to talk alone. I was going to talk to you before the rehearsal, but you didn't give me a chance." "Whatever you have to say is probably a lie anyway, so I'm not interested." This was the first time Kevin looked up at Brian. Kevin grabbed his bag and headed for the door, pushing Brian out of his way. "Kev, where are you going? We have a rehearsal to do. We have a show to do in a few hours." Kevin looked back at his cousin and painfully stated, "Bri, on the way over to the arena, I was trying to think of a way to tell the guys that you may be leaving the group; now I need some time to think of a way I can tell the guys that tonight will be my last performance as a backstreet boy." Kevin's face became a shade of white, that looked ghostly to Brian. A few tears ran down Kevin's check as he turned and walked out of the dressing room. Kevin was headed to the car, so he could go back to the hotel. On the out of the arena, Kevin passed Nick in the hallway, not saying a word. "Hey Kev, the stage is that way, where are you going?" Nick got no response from Kevin. He just kept walking down the hall, as if Nick was no longer a part of his life. Awe stricken by this, Nick turned towards Kevin's dressing room, trying to find Brain. When Nick approached the door to the room, he could hear Brian sobbing. As Nick walked into the door he saw Brian sitting on the floor, with his head buried in his hands. "Brian are you okay? Did Kevin hit you also? What the hell is going on here? Me and the others are sitting on the stage waiting for you and Kevin to return. When no one came, Howie sent me to find you to guys. I just passed Kevin, and he ignored me as he left the arena; then I find you crying in the dressing room. What the hell's going on?" Brian looked up and wiped the tears from his face. Nick awaited patiently for an answer, but Brian said nothing. Nick sat down next to Brian putting his arm around him comforting him. "Thanks Nick, you can always cheer a guy up," Brian said as he let out a little smile. "Are you gonna tell me whats wrong know or do I have to beat it out of you?" "Nick right know, all I know is that tonight will be Kevin's last performance as a backstreet boy. He left to go to the hotel, so he could think of a way to tell the rest of the guys and our management." Nick was totally taken by surprise. He didn't know what to say to Brian. Brian got up off the floor and threw some water on his face. He knew he would have to explain what happened last night and today to all the guys. "Brian what do you mean? Kevin can't quit the group, " said Nick in a weak voice. "Nick I will explain everything to you, but lets go find the A.J. and Howie, so I can tell everyone at the same time." Nick and Brian left the dressing room, and headed back to the stage to meet with the other guys. Brian walked onto the stage, followed by Nick. Howie and A.J. turned their attention from Jakob, and looked towards Brian. "Hey we thought you guys were lost or something. Where is Kevin? Is everything okay now," Howie asked. Brian approached the group and asked them to come and talk behind the stage curtains. AJ and Howie followed Brian and Nick behind stage. Brian preceded to tell them everything that had happened over the last two days. He explained to them how he promised Kevin, that he would not make any moves that would hurt the band, and how he had broken that promise last night with Jakob. All of the guys were stunned by this time. No one spoke for awhile. They all just looked down at the floor, trying not to get upset. Brian began to tear up as he finished telling them that this would be Kevin's last show. AJ was the first to get up. Trying to do his best to comfort Brian, he himself began to cry. He gave Brian a hug and told him it wasn't his fault "Brian what you do in your own time is your own business. If you like Jakob, that should be your first priority. Even though I don't approve of a homosexual relationship, I will stand beside you, no matter what you choose to do with you life. Don't forget that no matter what happens I'll always be your bro." As AJ finished he gave Brian another hug and motioned for Nick and Howie to do the same. The four "boys" gathered their stuff from backstage and met with Jakob, who had some ice against his jaw. Brian approached Jakob to let him know what was going on. "Well guys what do we do next," Brain asked? Howie took control of the situation filling in for Kevin. He suggested that the guys to go back to the hotel, to inform their manager what happened, and try to talk to Kevin. All of the guys agreed thats what they should do. Everyone grabbed their things and headed to their awaiting car. The guys told the driver to take them back to the hotel. Everyone in the limo was quiet. so AJ tuned on the radio to one of the local radio stations. No one was really listening to the radio until they heard a special announcement. The DJ broke in to the song that was being played; stating, "It has been reported to this station that at 2:00 this afternoon, Kevin Richardson, a member of the Backstreet Boys will be having a news conference, informing everyone that he will be leaving the group for personal reasons, and that tonight will be his last performance with the group. Please stay tuned......." AJ quickly shut off the radio interrupting the end of the special announcement. To Be Continued......