Date: Fri, 23 May 2003 13:27:57 -0700 (PDT) From: JACK BROWN Subject: brian & jack / part 17 WARNING: the following story contains material that might not be appropriate for all readers. So if you are not allowed to read this, then don't do it!. The following is a fictional story containing guy to guy sex and fantasy's of being with a celebrity, the celebrity being Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys. I am a fan of theirs and in no sense is any of this story true. It is just a little fantasy. You must be 18 or of legal age in your state to read this. So read on and I hope you like it, it is my first time writing a story like this so I hope you all like it. ********* hello everybody. I'm glad to be back after a few weeks that I was absent. I've begun to catch up on where I had left. I wish to continue writing the story for a while. Sorry if it takes longer than expected... anyway, I wish you all a great week and now, here's the next chapter and I hope you all like it. Remember to send me your comments , etc. I really appreciate them. Well, that's it for now. ********* The next morning I woke up with a terrible headache. I opened my eyes and I could see that Brian was laying down by my side. He was wearing his boxers and a blue tank top. He looked so peaceful resting there that I smiled at him. I could not really remember what had happened the night before; the only thing I could remember was the kiss. My head was killing me and I felt as if it was going to explode. I sat on the edge of the bed and put both hands on my head. I really needed a cup of coffee, so I got up and walked to the door. Brian was sound asleep, so I opened the door carefully and tried not to make any noise at all. I walked down the stairs and I realized that the whole place was a mess. There were cups and plates all over the house and bits and pieces scattered all over the floor. I knew I had to clean that mess up, but at that moment I just couldn't. I continued my way to the kitchen and I made myself some coffee. The kitchen was a mess too. There were drinks spilled all over the floor, as well as chips and other stuff. I grabbed my cup and then I walked out of the house. I sat down by the porch and looked at the garden. It must have been really early, because it was quite cold and I was only wearing a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I was sitting there sipping my coffee for a while when Brian came out. "Here you are" he said as he rubbed his eyes. "Here I am" I replied "Are you ok?" he asked as he sat down next to me "Yes I think so, although my head hurts a bit" I said as I rubbed my head. "Well, you drank a lot last night, didn't you?" Brian asked and I really wasn't sure what to tell him "I don't know" I simply said. We chatted for a while and then we went inside. My brothers came down and I made breakfast for all of us. I made an easy breakfast since I had to get started on the Christmas dinner. When we finished our breakfast, I put all the plates in the dishwasher. I went upstairs to get showered and dressed, while Brian stayed downstairs chatting with John. Paul must have noticed that something was going on with me because he followed me upstairs and asked what was going on. At first I told him that there was nothing wrong with me, but after a while I decided to tell him since there was no point on hiding anything from each other. "Brad and I kissed last night" I said as I sat down on my bed and brought my hands to my head. "What? Why?" Paul asked preoccupied as he sat down next to me. "I don't know, we were just talking and all of a sudden we kissed" "and ?" "And what?" I asked "What did you do?" Paul asked and I explained what happened after we kissed. He listened carefully to every word I said. "Well, you did the right thing, Brian doesn't deserve this" Paul told me. "I know, that's why I felt bad, you think I should tell him?" "I don't really think it's a good idea" "Why not?" I asked "Well, let's just say, he won't take it well" "I guess you're right" I said We chatted for another while and then Paul went downstairs with the others. I went into the shower and stayed there for a few minutes. I stood there with the water running down my body. I spent a few moments like that and then I noticed that it was getting late. I finished showering and then I put a towel around my waist and walked back to my room. As soon as I walked in, I noticed that Brian was laying on my bed with his eyes closed. He looked so sweet and cute, so I did my best not to wake him up. I noticed that he was already dressed up and ready to go. Quietly, I walked to the closet and pulled out a few clothes. I started to get dressed when I felt a pair of hands around my waist. "You smell great" Brian said as he sniffed my hair "Well, I had a shower" I told him and kissed his lips "Are you ready?" he asked "Well, almost" I said as I pulled his arms apart and walked back to the bathroom. I put some gel on my hair and did a few more things before I told him that I was ready. I grabbed his hand and led him out of my room. We went downstairs and my brothers were starting to clean the house up. Brian, as helpful as he always is, immediately helped too. I decided to get started on that Christmas dinner, so I went into the kitchen. I walked over to a cupboard and pulled out a cooking book that had my recipes. I flicked through it, looking for something delicious for dinner. I knew I had to make turkey, since my brothers liked it really much, I also decided to make some mashed potatoes and some other side dishes. When my brothers finished cleaning up the house, John came into the kitchen and noticed that I was busy cooking. "Hey do you need a hand?" John asked "No thanks, I can do better on my own" I replied without taking my eyes of the food. "Ok, then" and then John walked out of the kitchen. While I was cooking I was thinking of all that had happened the night before. I was thinking about Brad and Brian. I mean, what happened the night before was just something strange that should never happen again. I was a bit drunk and I didn't know what I was doing. I knew that eventually I would have to tell Brian, but I wasn't sure when I should...Brian then came into the kitchen and put his arms around my waist. "Hello J" "Hi Brian" I said as he rubbed his hands on my stomach. "Listen, I'm going to go downtown for a while to catch up with the guys, do you want me to get you anything?" "No thanks Bri, I'm fine" I replied as I turned around and kissed his lips. "Ok, then, I'll come back later" he said as he kissed me again. "Have fun, and don't be late tonight" I told him sounding like a mother. "Ok I'll see you then" and with that, he walked out of the kitchen and out of the house. I went back to my cooking and continued thinking about Brian...I don't know how much time I had spent cooking, but when I looked at my watch it was already late. By then, I had finished cooking and everything looked really delicious. Just then, my brother Paul came running into the kitchen really happy, I wasn't sure what was going on with him, but he quickly told me that Jacob was coming for dinner! I was so glad that I started jumping around. I was really happy that I would be able to see my brother Jacob again, I mean, I hadn't seen him in a long time. That's when I remembered that I had not bought him anything and I knew I had to go and get him something "Do you want me to go?" Paul asked "Nah, it's ok, I'll go, I want to get out of the house for a bit, plus you don't have very good taste for presents" I said as I walked out of the kitchen and headed towards the front door. "Shut up!" Paul replied and smiled "Anyway, I'll catch you later" "Have fun!" Paul said and then I closed the door behind me. I got into my car and headed towards the mall, I was already thinking what I could get him for present. My brother Jacob was always very nice and he would be pleased with anything you gave him, but I knew that he especially liked coats and sweaters, since it's always quite cold in England. I also knew that he liked all kind of outrageous clothes, so if I could find something kind of retro or groovy, I'm sure he'd love it. By the time I got to the mall I had already made up my mind on what I was going to get him. I parked the car and then I started walking through the stores. I couldn't find anything, probably because it was late on Christmas Eve and everybody had done their Christmas shopping, you could easily notice it since the stores were practically empty, I mean all the good clothes and nicer things were gone and the only things left were not very nice. I was starting to get desperate since I was thinking that I was not going to be able to get anything. I walked into a store and noticed that it still had some nice clothes. I started looking through a clothe rail and I found a great leather coat which looked really cool. I looked at it and then I pulled it out. Strangely, as I pulled the coat from one side of the rail, somebody else pulled it form the other side. I looked up and saw that it was Liam. "Oh I'm sorry" we both said in unison as we grabbed the coat "You can keep it" he told me as he let go of one of the arms of the coat "No, it's ok, you can keep it" I said as I handed him the coat "Hey, you can keep it if you let me buy you a cup of coffee" He said "So you really think I'm that easy?" I answered and we both smiled. "So what do you say?" "Yeah sure, a coffee would be nice" I answered and smiled. I grabbed the coat and then I went over to the counter and paid for it. The guy at the counter wrapped it for me and then we both walked out of the store and headed towards a nice coffee house that was in front of the store. Once there, we sat down and a waiter came over and we ordered two coffees. We started chatting and talking about this and that. Liam was a great guy, I mean he had lived in New York for a long time, but you could easily see that he was really well off because he was wearing some very great clothes and I could see that he also had a Rolex. I could detect that he was wearing expensive cologne. We started talking about us and life in general. I more or less told him about my life and my job. I found out that Liam an account assessor or something like that, he worked in Wall Street, so he knew a lot about finance and things like that. Without noticing, a couple of hours went by, that's when I realized that it was time for me to go. "Well Liam, I better get going, otherwise I might miss my Christmas dinner" I said as I got up from my seat. "I don't think they would start without you" he said sweetly "Well, you don't know my brothers, when they are hungry, they eat, no matter what" I said and laughed. "Let me walk you to your car" "Thanks, you're very kind" I said as I pulled out my wallet. I was about to pay when he put his hand on mine and stopped me, then he paid. "Remember our deal; you could buy the coat if you let me buy you a cup of coffee" "Thanks Liam" I said as I put back my wallet in my pocket. We walked out of the coffee house and then we headed towards the parking lot. On the way there, Liam kept making lots of jokes that I just couldn't stop laughing. "Thank you Liam I had a great time today" I said as we reached my car and put the coat in the boot. "Hey, don't thank me, it was nothing, but let's hope it isn't the last" he said as he smiled. "Ok, it won't be the last" I said and smiled too. "Here" I said as I pulled out a piece of paper and wrote down my phone number and handed it to him "call me anytime you want" "You bet I will" Liam answered as he put away the piece of paper. "See you around and have a happy Christmas" I said as I gave him a hug. "Happy Christmas too" he said and then we broke the hug. I hopped in the car and then I drove away. I raised my head and I saw him through the mirror as I drove away from there. On my way home I did a lot of thinking, had I gone too far with that hug? Although it seemed perfectly normal at the time, I began thinking that maybe Liam could have gotten the wrong impression. He probably thought that I was some easy guy who just hugs everybody. But that is not true, although sometimes I think I show my emotions too much and they can cause some trouble. I knew what was done was done and there was nothing I could do about it, so I thought I could better get over it. By the time I arrived home, it was getting dark. And I could see that my brothers had turned the Christmas lights on. I really loved how they looked. I parked the car in the garage and then I got out of it with the coat. I walked into the house and I headed towards my room. I had to get ready for dinner. Probably my brothers heard me coming in because they immediately called out my name as I was walking up the stairs. "Jack, is that you?" Paul shouted "Yeah, that's me" I said aloud for him to hear. "Good to hear you're home" John said and I could hear that both of my brothers were downstairs. "Ok, I'm gonna get dressed and then I'll come down" I told them "Did you find anything for Jacob?" Paul asked "Yes" "Bring it down and show us" "In a minute" I replied as I walked into my room and closed the door behind me. I walked into my room and then closed the door behind me. I went into the closet and grabbed some clothes. At first I wasn't sure what to wear, but then I opted for a pair of pants and a nice shirt. I went into the bathroom to get refreshed and to get my hair gelled. I was ready for dinner almost in no time. I walked out of my room and headed downstairs. My brothers were in the living room, putting all the presents that we all had bought under the Christmas tree. I just looked at them and smiled. I walked over there and put Jacob's present under the tree too. "Looks like we're done" Paul said "Yeah, we're done" John said happily. "So what did you get for Jacob?" he said as he looked at me. "Well" I said as I walked towards the kitchen to check on the food "I nearly didn't find anything, but luckily and thanks to Liam, I got him a great coat" "Liam? who's Liam?" John asked "Didn't I tell you about him?, he's a guy that I met at a nightclub and I ran into him today" "Be careful with what you do Jack, you don't want to hurt Brian" Paul said as he walked into the kitchen "I'm not doing anything wrong, I just saw him and we chatted for a while, that's all" I remarked "Don't do good things that seem bad" Paul said "I'm not doing anything, ok?" I said again. "Listen, you know that Brian..." Paul was saying, when the bell rang. "I'll get that!" I said as I walked out of the kitchen. I was not really in the mood to get into a fight with Paul. "We'll continue this later on!" Paul yelled as I opened the door. I was speechless as I opened the door. It was my brother Jacob. He was standing there holding some presents. I just hugged him tightly, I was so happy to see him again. We hugged for a while and then I led him inside closing the door behind me. "I'm so happy to see you" I said excited as I helped him carry the presents. "I'm very happy too, it's been a long time, hasn't it smiley?" he said as he smiled at me. Jacob usually called me smiley, because I was always smiling. Although he was the youngest out of us, I shared a lot of things with him. We both loved partying a lot, and I was sure that during his stay here, we would have a lot of fun. John and Paul came over and they hugged him, meanwhile I took his coat and put it in the closet. We were very excited to see each other again. We sat down and we started talking about our lives. I don't know how, but he knew all about my life, he knew about Brian and everything. I, other hand, knew hardly anything about his, which made me feel bad. But he immediately filled me in with al that had happened in his life. He told me how he managed to get the money for his restaurant. He got help from a few friends and he opened it in Brighton, which is in the southern part of England. While I was living there, my parents took me to visit it, and I really liked it, it's by the seaside. Anyway, Jacob opened his restaurant and little by little he started making money, he told us that now he expanded his restaurant and he even opened another one in London! I was so happy for him and I also started making plans to visit him in the near future The bell rang and I got up from my seat to see who it was. "Who are we expecting?" Jacob asked "We'll we're expecting Brian, Sean and...?" I asked "My new girlfriend Jennie" John said proudly. "You've got a girlfriend?!" Jacob asked in disbelief "Why, is it hard to believe?" "No, not at all" Jacob said and we all laughed. I opened the door and it was Brian, he had also brought some presents and a bottle of champagne. "Hi darling" I said as I kissed him "Hi sweetheart" he replied as he stepped inside. I was about to close the door when I saw Sean's car park at the front. "You go ahead, I'll be there in a while" I told him, he smiled and walked into the living room. I could see that he was saying hello to my brothers. I didn't bother to close the door; I just waited there for Sean. He stepped out of the car and walked over to where I was standing. "Hi Jack, Happy Christmas" he said as he hugged me "Hi Sean, happy Christmas to you too" I replied. We broke the hug and we both went inside. As soon as I closed the door, I heard the bell ring, I immediately opened the door and it was Jennie. "Hi Jennie, come on in" I said as I gave her a kiss on the cheek "Hi Jack, so good to see you" she said as I led her inside. At the living room, my brothers and Brian were just chatting. I took Sean's and Jennie's coat and put them in the closet. They were all getting to know each other while I went on check on the food. I walked into the kitchen to check on the turkey. I opened the oven and I could see that it was well cooked and it looked great, it also smelled very nice. I closed the oven door and I was about to walk back to the living room when I found Brian standing there looking at me "Hi there" I said as I walked closer to him "Hello, you need any help?" he asked as I kissed him "No, not really, everything is ready; we'll have dinner in a while" "That sounds good" he said as he rubbed his stomach "Hungry?" I asked "Very" "Just wait a few more minutes" I said as I kissed him again, grabbed his hand and went back to the living room. Everybody were sitting and chatting. Brian and I just sat down on one couch and listened to what they were saying. Practically, the conversation was spinning around our jobs (my brothers and I) and our past. Brian and Jennie were just listening and laughing to the jokes John was telling. Jennie then told us a little bit about herself. She was French and you could instantly tell that by her accent. She had been living in Paris until she got transferred from her job here to the US. She worked in some kind of Computer Company and she was very intelligent as well. Jennie was quite a tall blond woman. She had big blue eyes and she was very easy going and I was really getting to like her a lot. John had picked her out perfectly and I was really happy for him. He had never been really in love, but I could tell that he really loved her by the way he looked at her and the way he talked about her. Time went by and then I realized it was time for dinner. "Shall we make our way to the table?" I asked them and everybody agreed immediately. We walked to the dining room and they sat down. I walked over to the kitchen to get everything and I told my brother John and Paul to help me. Jennie and Brian wanted to help, but I told them that it wasn't necessary since they were the guests. They both smiled at me. We brought back the food to the table and we all sat down. I was about to make a toast, when Brian interrupted me. He was very polite and he asked if he could say a little prayer. I told him to go ahead and we all bowed. As I listened to his prayer, I felt very good. I don't know why, but the way he prays just makes me feel good, I wish I could do that. When Brian finished his prayer, I stood up and made a toast. "To Christmas and to the hope that we have a great Christmas" I said as I raised my cup "To Christmas" they all said in unison. "Go ahead and help yourselves to the food while I slice the turkey" I said as I grabbed a pair of knives. As soon as I said those words, Brian and John just dove into the food, Paul and Jennie were more polite and carefully served themselves. I had sliced a very good portion of the turkey and I passed it around for everyone to serve themselves. "Oh my god Jack, this is delicious" Jennie said as he tried the turkey. "I know, it's great, isn't it?" Brian immediately said "Thank you both, you're so sweet" I said as I tried the turkey. "Did they help you?" Jennie said referring to my brothers. "Not really" I said and we all laughed "We don't really know how to cook" Paul said sheepishly "Yeah we do, we just don't cook as well Jack does" John admitted "maybe I'll cook something for you another day Jennie" "Thanks John" she said and smiled "I don't think you should" I warned her "Why not?" she asked interested "Yeah, why not?" John asked too "Well, remember `tortilla night'?" I said nonchalantly. John's face expression suddenly changed since he remembered that night. We all started laughing at him. "erm...well, I still can't work out why those tortilla chips exploded" he said and we burst out laughing. The rest of the night went great and we just laughed and laughed. We all had drunk quite a lot by that time, except Brian, he had just had some a glass of wine and that was all. When we finished dinner, I started to put the plates away and everybody helped me to put them in the dishwasher. It was quite late by then and Jennie decided it was time for her to go. John didn't want her to go at all, so I told her that she could stay in one our guest rooms. "I think I'll give too much trouble" she said sweetly "None at all" John said quickly "Are you all sure?" she asked again "Yeah no problem, plus you're now part of this family" I said and noticed that Brian was looking at me "you're also part of this family Bri and I love you" I walked closer to him and kissed him. He immediately cheered up. "You're staying tonight right Bri?" I whispered him "If you want me too" "I want you to" I assured him "That's all I needed to hear, I'm staying" he said proudly. I was really tired and I decided it was time for me and Brian to head upstairs. I said goodnight to everybody and then we went upstairs. My brothers and Jennie stayed downstairs, but I was really tired form the long day I had had. We walked into my room and I immediately fell on top of the bed. Brian took off his clothes and helped me out of mine. As he started taking off my clothes, he started to kiss my face and my neck. He slipped my shirt all the way down and he kissed his way down my chest. He unbuttoned my pants and took them right off. I was just standing there only in my boxers. I went into bed and was about to go to sleep when Brian started caressing me. He started running his hands all over my body and I knew instantly that he wanted to have some fun tonight. I was a bit drunk and I was not in the mood for anything but to sleep. He continued caressing my body until he slipped my boxers off. We were both naked by that time and we could barely see each other, cause the lights were out. "Come on baby" Brian pleaded "I'm not feeling that great Bri" I said as I sat down on the bed. He didn't listen and he continued, he lied me down on the bed and then he positioned himself on top of me. I could barely see a thing, but I could make out the outline of his hard cock. He grabbed my legs and lifted them up. He then moved forward a little bit until the head of his cock was just touching my butt. "Maybe no tonight Bri" I said again "Nah, tonight it's gonna be" he replied as he shoved his cock inside my butt. It didn't hurt since we had been fucking for a while now and I was used to the feel of his cock inside me. At first, I was reluctant, but as soon as he started banging me I felt better. I was really into it and I loved the way he banged my ass. I started moaning well. I grabbed my cock and I started jacking it. He kept shoving his cock in and out of me and I moaned and moaned. We went like this for a while and he was probably on the verge of cumming, because I could feel him tense up a little bit. "Yeah baby" he said "Oh Brian" "Yeah baby you're the best" he said as he fucked me "Oh yeah fuck me" I replied, since I knew he liked when I talked dirty to him "fuck me good" "I'm pretty close baby" he continued saying "Umm yeah fuck me Liam make me yours!" I said as I was cumming. I said without realizing what I had just said. Brian stopped dead in his tracks. He didn't say a word, he just withdrew his cock form my ass and got up from the bed. "Liam?" he said quietly as he sat down on the edge of the bed. I crawled over there and hugged him. As soon as I put my arms around him, he got up. "Who the hell is Liam?" he asked upset "He's nobody" I said quickly. I wasn't sure what to do at that moment. "What do you mean nobody, you just said his name while you were climaxing!!" he said really angry as he picked up his pants from the floor and put them on. "Who is he anyway?!!" "He's no one I told you, he's just a guy I met at the club the other night" I told him as I walked over to him "And you slept with him didn't you?" Brian asked looking away form me. "No not at all" I assured him "But you sure want him to, don't you?" Brian insisted "No, it's nothing like that Brian" "I don't believe you, then why did you say you wanted him to fuck you" Brian said upset as he started getting dressed. I couldn't say anything else, I just stayed quiet "That's not how it seems bri" I said calmly "Then what is it? Will you tell me because I have no idea" Brian replied upset. "today, I ran into him again at the mall and we had a cup of coffee, but that was all" I explained "while I climaxed, I had a flashback on all that's happened today, and I could have said any name I could have said Jennie or John or even the Santa Claus that I saw today at the mall" "What?!!, that's the worst excuse ever" "What? No, that's the truth" I said again "First" he said "Jennie? I don't think so, you're gay and not into women. Second, John? That's just sick, and Thirdly, Santa? Come on, that's just stupid" "The bottom line is that you want this Liam guy to fuck you and it slipped out of your mouth at the worst moment possible" Brian said still upset "No, that's not true" I told him "I love you" "Don't you ever say that again if you don't mean it" he said as he grabbed his shoes and stormed out of the room. I followed him quickly but he didn't listen. "Brian please wait, let me explain" I said as we went down the stairs. He didn't even bother to turn around. He just continued straight to the door and opened it. John and Jennie were still in the living room, but as they heard all the noise they came closer. "When a person is drunk" Brian said as he was about to walk out of my house "that person usually says exactly how he feels about something". "Let me tell you that..." I started but he put his hand on my mouth and I just looked at him. "I guess I've learnt tonight how you feel about our relationship" he said as he walked out of the house. Paul came over and noticed that Brian was leaving and he had no idea what's going on "Wait Brian, where are you going? You've got no shirt on man" Paul yelled at him. Brian looked at himself and noticed that Paul was right, but he continued walking to his car. I don't know what was going on with me, because I was just standing there without saying a word. "You haven't opened your presents yet" Paul said again "Jack already gave it to me" he said as he looked at me "and thank you for it" he said angry as he got into his car "What's the deal with him?" Paul whispered at me. I didn't listen, I just ran out of the house only wearing my boxers towards his car. It was freezing outside, but I didn't care, I just wanted to talk to Brian. I knocked on his car window but he didn't look at me, he just drove away. "Wait Brian please!" I yelled as I ran after his car. He speeded up and disappeared in the midnight mist. I just stopped running after a while and tried to catch my breath. I knew that Brian was really upset and it was entirely my fault. I walked back to the house and by that time, my three brothers and Jennie were standing at the door looking at me. Jacob quickly came over and put a coat around my shoulders. My feet were frozen and so was all my body. I went inside and probably everybody was waiting for an explanation, but they didn't venture to ask anything. I started walking up the stairs without looking at anyone. I went into my room and sat on the bed to think on what had happened. I had really no idea why I had said Liam's name. Did he mean more to me than I thought? A great amount of unanswered questions started to flood my mind. I was really sad and bummed that I started crying. Tears began to run down my cheeks and then my chest. I was still just wearing my boxers. I sat down by the window looking at the stars and crying... I cried till I fell asleep... *********** Well, that's it for this chapter, all the feedback is welcome, just write to: jack_ga_2002@yahoo.com bye for now "Enjoy life and always be yourself" Jack