Date: Tue, 8 May 2001 08:23:47 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mel J <melanjea_bsb@yahoo.com>
Subject: Games of Desire-Chapter 7

Disclaimer! This is not true and it has no reflection
on Nysnc or BSB and there sexuality or sexual
preference!
   Sorry about this taking so long to get out.. hope
you are enjoying this!-Mel

  Games Of Desire-Chapter 7

By Mel

2001


       Kevin sat down on the bed, waiting for Lance to
make a move. He didn't have to wait that long. Lance
sat down beside him, and touched a nipple, the alcohol
in his system making him a little reckless.
  Kevin raised one eyebrow at the bold move, but his
body shuddered at the caress. It had been a long time
since another man had touched him, and his body
started humming. He wanted more.

    "You know I came over here to talk to you about
Justin," Lance said, in a lust thickened voice, "But
now I just want to fuck you."
  Kevin's whole body jolted. Lance's deep voice had
gotten deeper, if that was possible. Kevin's eyes
turned impossibly green. Their lips met, and parted.
Oh dear lord. The kiss deepened and their tongues
teased one another, bodies leaning closer.
    There was desperation in that first kiss, born of
loving people they couldn't have.

     They pulled apart slowly, panting. "I am
interested in hearing what you have to say," Kevin
said, cupping Lance's jaw, and rubbing his thumb along
the jawline,
   "But right now.. I just want you." And his lips
came crashing down on Lance's. They tumbled back on
the bed, maneuvering their bodies closer, until there
was almost no space between them.

    It didn't take long for Kevin to shed his boxers
and Lance to slip out of his clothes. Heated skin met
heated skin.
   Kevin's hands wanted to touch every inch of Lance's
skin, all at once. His desire for what he couldn't
possibly have fueled him, and Lance was experiencing
the same thing. It drove them.

      Lance rolled Kevin onto his back, licking his
way down to his throbbing erection, leaving no inch of
skin untouched. Kevin  moaned, arching his back. It
felt so fucking good, it was hard for Kevin to catch a
breath.
   "Lance..please" he gasped, trying to get Lance to
focus on his aching dick. Lance traced Kevin's tattoo,
and Kevin practically growled. He needed so much more,
this was torture. Delicious torture.

     Lance was finding it hard to breathe himself. He
may have lusted and loved Jc for a while now, But
right then the only person he was really thinking
of...was Kevin.
   He knew Kevin couldn't take much more, and lowered
his mouth over Kevin's cock. Kevin's body bowed as
Lance took him all the way to the base. "Oh
fuck..Lance..I.. cant..believe..oh shit!"
    He cried out, his fingers twisting the sheets as
he tried to hold on.

     Lance increased the suction. He loved the taste,
the feel of Kevin's thick cock in his mouth. Kevin
screamed.

    JC sighed. Justin had stopped responding to him,
and rolled away. He knew who was on his mind. It hurt.
He knew that it was time to let Justin go, he just
couldn't bring himself to do that.
   "Baby, what is it?" He asked, hoping his voice
didn't crack. Justin forced himself to turn around. It
wasn't Jc's fault. It was his.

    "Nothing.. I just. I don't want to bring this up
today." His eyes begged Jc.

    JC's blood froze. He knew what Justin was going to
say. He was going to leave him. He forced himself to
relax.
   "Ok, sweetheart, we can talk about it later."
Justin looked grateful.
   "Just hold me, ok?"

    JC nodded, and pulled Justin into his arms,
feeling his heartbeat. He just wished that it beat for
him. Tears welled up in his blue eyes and rolled down
his cheeks.
   Justin knew Jc was crying, and felt his own tears
start. They may have been holding eachother close, but
they were miles apart.

    Nick watched Chris sleep. He loved just being able
to hold him, and it happened so rarely. It wasn't just
that the bands were supposed enemies, It was also the
way the rest of the group would react.. not to mention
his family. He shuddered slightly as he thought of his
mother's reaction if she found out that he was gay.

    He slipped out of bed, and wrapped himself in a
sheet, opening the balcony door and watching the
lights of the city. He ran a hand through his spiky
hair, thinking.
   He knew it was way past time to tell his bandmates.
He just didn't know how to do it. He hoped his
bandmates would support him, but he was scared of
their reactions.

   Strong arms came around his waist. "Penny for your
thoughts." Nick sank back into Chris' arms.
   "I've been thinking. I think it is time. I don't
want to hide it from my friends.. I want to tell the
group." Chris sucked in a breath. He had been wanting
Nick to tell his group for a while.
  "Really?" Nick turned around to look his lover in
the eye.
   "Yes. And I want you to tell yours." Nick stood
still for a moment, then relaxed. This had been coming
for a long time.

     "Yes." Chris kissed him. He knew this was not
going to be easy for either of them, but he couldn't
hide his feelings for Nick any longer. It was way past
time.

    The sun was rising as they woke up, wrapped in
eachother's arms. This was the day. They just hoped it
didn't destroy everything they had worked for in the
process...tbc...