Date: Wed, 31 Jan 2001 23:20:02 EST
From: Angel36745@aol.com
Subject: Gemini4

  Disclaimer: I do not know the BSB nor have I ever met them in
person. This is just a story something I made up in my own little world. In
other words it's not real in anyway. ok now that that's over with on to
more important stuff.

  Warning: Like so many of my other stories I have no clue where I'm going
with this. Ok I've failed but I'm not taking it to the max. But I'm not
making promises so this really is a warning. There might be sex in this
story I don't know yet. You've been warned, oh and it's a little sad. Ok
this chapter is a little sad and may have sex. Just so you know

  Authors note: Ok I love these don't you? And yes I lost my mind, it was
really easy. So if you find it, tell me I could use it. OK these *** mean a
character change in the story. A name will follow the little symbols or
will be in the middle of the symbols. I'll try not to jump around to much,
no promises there either. Ok for those of you that are still upset with me
over Broken, I'm sorry. So please quit yelling at me, I know it was a
little sad. I promise I'll try to give this one a happy ending, notice I
said try. Anyway on with the story, oh and if you feel like it mail me with
your thoughts.


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**********Brian

  I held onto his hand and looked at his lifeless form. He was gone, and I
had never told him, but he told me. He had told me that he loved me before
he passed out the first time. "You were my angel Chris, you were my
everything. I had finally fallen in love with you for the right reasons. I
was so scared that I would hurt you in the end. Then I saw that to night
you were so much more than a beautiful man. I saw that you had the heart of
an angel, willing to do anything to keep your loved ones safe. I had never
seen that until tonight. I'm so sorry it took so long, to see who you
really were. Jessie's going to come in here next, he let me come first. I
promise that me and Nick will watch over Jessie. We'll take care of him for
the rest of our lives, I hope you can hear me." Then his hand closed around
mine tightly. Then something started beeping loudly, his heart was beating
again. "I love you Brian, don't leave me, not ready yet." I looked around
for a doctor, there wasn't one in sight. I couldn't say anything, he was
alive and he shouldn't be. He pulled me to his lips and kissed me
deeply. He opened his eyes and they were so green. I pulled back gently, I
prayed that I wasn't dreaming. "My chest hurts, and other places to." I
started screaming for a doctor, he was smiling.

  We were leaving the hospital, it had been four days. Some of our concerts
had been put on hold. The world seemed to be really understanding of
everything. We all promised to make up the dates that we had missed. Chris
was doing a lot better then he was when he first woke up. The doctors had
ran so many test it wasn't funny. His lung that had been injured wasn't
anymore. It was like it had never happened, if it weren't for the scar you
would never know. They told him that regardless that he wouldn't dancing
for a few months. He had asked if he could still sing without a
problem. They had said that they didn't see a reason why he couldn't. Now
that we were back in the limo, I could hold him in my arms. I was really
careful not to touch any of the spots he had been stabbed. I kissed the top
of his head, he looked up and smiled at me. Jessie had been acting
strangely since Chris had woken back up. "What's wrong Jess, you feel so
down?" Jessie looked up as if someone had shocked him. "You can still feel
the connection?" Chris nodded slowly looking a little confused. "I haven't
felt it for months Chris I thought you didn't either. No, that's a lie I
knew that you had to keep feeling it. You never said anything, so I knew,
and I'm sorry." Chris just looked at him, I could see the pain in his eyes.

  Chris took a deep breath and sat up slightly. "Jessie, it's ok, it's not
like you liked it anyway. I guess it was just me that wanted the bound
don't blame yourself." Jessie just looked away, he was holding himself
accountable for everything. "That's not the point Chris, if you had known
then maybe you wouldn't have gotten hurt. If I hadn't been so damn selfish
none of this would have happened. If you wouldn't have jumped in front of
me, you wouldn't have almost died." Chris had tears streaming down his
face. "I did die Jessie, and I wouldn't change a thing. Your my brother, I
love you, and I would die for you in an instant. I did what I had to do, I
couldn't let you get hurt if I could stop it. It wasn't your choice on
whether I jumped in front of you or not. I made that choice myself, I
didn't think twice about it. Your not to blame for anything so just stop
it, do you get me stop it." Jessie had tears falling from his eyes, he was
shaking his head. "Chris I would have thought twice, I did think
twice. Your right it was your choice to save me, if I had been watching you
wouldn't have needed to. You always think of everyone else, but no one else
thinks about you. Doesn't that bother you? That you have to be the good one
out of us? Yeah you've pulled some stunts in your life. But nothing like
the shit I've done, this isn't the first time you've taken the fall for
me." Chris jerked up real quick and pulled Jessie into his arms.

  Jessie just cried his eyes out, and I noticed that there was a small
amount of blood on Chris side. I went to move to him but Chris's eyes
stopped me, he knew he was bleeding. "Jessie it's never really bothered me
being the good one. I like it I get all the cookies and cakes." Jessie
started to chuckle slightly before pulling away. Chris hid the blood on his
side with his hand. He made it look like he was holding his sides with both
hands. He fell back into my arms and smiled sweetly. "Chris, I promise I'll
make it up to you, someway I will." Chris just shook his head and moved my
hand to his side. He wanted to keep it hidden. I could feel the blood it
wasn't so bad, but it worried me. He must have ripped a stitch when he
grabbed Jessie. "If you say so, but don't worry about it ok?" Jessie nodded
and moved into Nick's arms. It was the first time that he had let Nick hold
him since Chris had died. I held Chris to my chest and kissed the back of
his head. He really was an angel, he wasn't perfect but no one was. When we
got back to the hotel Chris stayed close to my while I helped him
walk. People were taking pictures of him and I walking. Some people were
cheering, he was a hero in a lot of peoples eyes. When he had died for a
few minutes and the world thought he was dead there were tears. Then word
got out that he had amazingly returned to the living.

  Now he was standing and walking into our hotel. It was one of the only
times I would get to hold him in pubic. I could stay by his side for the
next couple of week's but that was all. He had told me that he was going to
let Jive set him up with someone. I hadn't liked the idea that he was
willing to backtrack for me. I told him that if he didn't really want to
that he shouldn't. He gave me this look that made me feel like I was
five. Now that we were safely in our room I laid him down on our bed. He
pulled me down beside him and kissed me. If it wasn't for the small fact
that he was bleeding I would have done that all night. I pulled back and
pulled his shirt up to look at the bandages. He frowned at me and slowly
started to take them off. He gasped light as the air hit the stitches. It
wasn't bleeding that bad right now. I sighed in, he was going to be all
right and none of the stitches had ripped. "They had said I would bleed a
little Bri, I'll be fine." He pulled me back to his lips, I didn't want to
pull away but I did. He gave me a look that made him look like a lost
child. "I want to make this official, will you be my boyfriend?" He smiled
brightly and kissed me again. "If you didn't ask me I was going to ask
you." I took that as a strong yes and kissed him again. He laid down on his
good side and starred up at me.

  He was trying to remove some of his clothing. "I'll give you a hand, or
it's going to take you all night." He looked up and flipped me off, I
started to say something, but he stopped me. I helped him take most of his
clothing off, he still looked great. He laid in front of me in boxers, I
didn't know he even wore boxers. "The nurses gave me a gift after I walked
out of my room naked." I was beyond confused, why the hell had he done
that? "They tried to give me a sponge bath, I didn't like it. Then today
when they wouldn't let me walk out. I walked out naked again, they threw
them to me and told me to put them on." I couldn't believe he had gone
streaking in a hospital, no I take that back. I could believe it after what
he did to Fatima. I had such a hard time sleeping that night, make that the
rest of the week. I had been spending every night in bed with him since
that first plane ride. Nothing had happened in fact we always fell to sleep
with our clothes on. To night I planned on sleeping in my boxers. I
stripped down and got in bed beside him, he frowned. "What did I move the
bed to much?" I was really worried, he could be hurt so easily. "No, you
didn't take my boxers off, and yours are still on." Those words sent chills
up my spine, I moved to his boxers down his legs. Then I took mine off and
laid down beside him.

**********Chris

  I knew that I couldn't do all that much for the first two weeks. But I
could hold him in my arms and fall to sleep skin to skin. I pulled him into
my arms and held him tightly, my body pressed against his. I placed kisses
on his neck, my body didn't want to follow orders. I wanted to feel him,
every part of him. I let my left hand flow down his body slowly. He let a
soft moan out as I took hold of his member, jerking it slightly. He turned
toward me slowly, his lips meeting mine. I then pulled my hand away from
his member and moved it to his back. I pulled him to my body holding want
him closer still, I wanted to become one. I wanted to be where you couldn't
tell where one started and the other finished. I wanted everything he was
and could be, and I wanted him to know me the same way. His hands were
roaming my body, carefully avoiding my wounds. His hand gripped my left
butt cheek and squeezed gently. I moved down his body slowly leaving kisses
all the way. I licked the tip of his head and then took more into my
mouth. His whole body ached and his moan drove me wild. "I want you in me
Chris, so badly please I need you." I didn't need much more than those
simple words. "Turn over" he did so without question.

  I parted his cheeks and looked at his bud. I started rimming him, it was
like I had done it before. I know that I hadn't but I guess that maybe
Jessie had and it had been passed on to me. Brian was moaning loudly and
thrashing around on the bed. I inserted a finger to loosen him up a bit. I
didn't want to hurt him in anyway, I couldn't bear that thought. I kept
working on his slowly adding more fingers. "Turn back over please." He did
so slowly, he looked out of breath. I pulled his legs up and looked into
his eyes and I placed the tip of my head on his entrance. I pushed in
gently, then stopping so he could get use to it. Every few seconds he would
nod for me to push a little more. Once I was all the way I leaned down and
kissed him. I slowly started thrust into him, he was so tight. It was like
we were merging, it was everything I could have ever hoped for. "Your so
amazing Bri, oh God your so tight." I pulled him up with my good arm and
held him against my body as I rocked my hips. His moans only made me hotter
than I was before. I took everything slow, I wanted this night to last
forever. I knew that wasn't going to happen my body was screaming for
release. I wanted more, I didn't just want myself inside of him. I wanted
him inside of me, and I would do anything to make that happen. I knew that
I was getting close as was Brian.

  I slowly stopped and kissed him deeply, he was my everything. "Time to
trade places" his eyes got wide for a second then he nodded. I knew that
there would be pain, but I could handle anything for him. I slipped out of
him causing both shiver slightly, I no longer felt complete. I laid down on
my back facing him, I felt his hands moving down my body. His tongue was
flowing around my bud like magic, it was amazing. I felt one of his fingers
enter and it set me into bliss. I knew that taking Brian was going to be a
little hard to cope with. He was bigger then I was, and a little thicker. I
knew he wouldn't hurt me in any way, but no matter what there would be
pain. He continued to work on me, I was ready now, I had to be. "I'm ready
Bri" He nodded as I turned over to face him. "Are you sure your body can
handle this?" I smiled and nodded, if it couldn't then I would deal with
it. He started very slowly, there was this intense pain. He stopped for a
second started to pull out. "No, I can take this, I want it Brian." He
nodded slowly and pushed forward again. I tried relaxing as much as I
could, I kept taking deep breaths. He stopped for a while and let me get
use to it. I nodded and he continued to push in, I closed my eyes. The pain
was starting to ease a little, then he pushed a little more. I felt his
balls resting on my butt cheeks.

   I pulled him down and kissed him, I held him there for a short while. He
started thrusting slowly, there wasn't much pain. He must have his my
prostate perfectly, cause now there wasn't any pain. I couldn't keep the
moans whispering past my lips. Then as Brian started to move faster, the
moans got louder. It was like something was taking over my body. "Faster
Brian, harder, yes that's it, oh yes faster." I wanted more, I started
ramming my hips into him perfectly timed with his. He was moaning as loudly
as I was by now. I could feel myself getting closer with every second that
passed. I was entering a state of bliss and insanity. I craved so much and
needed everything he could give me. I couldn't see straight any longer and
everything else seemed to fade away. All I could see was Brian, he was all
that mattered to me. Then it was like my world blew up into a million
peace's. I knew that I cumming, it was hitting my chest and his. He let out
a loud scream as he filled me with his seed. He almost fell on top of me
but caught himself. I pulled him to my lips and held him there, our body
were coming close together. I kept my legs wrapped around his waist, I
wanted him to stay in me forever. I felt whole and complete. I rolled to my
side so I could hold him better without ripping a stitch.

  I held him in my arms all night as I drifted off into a wonderful
sleep. The next morning I woke up before him, I could still feel him inside
me. I knew that he was hard again so I decided I would wake him slowly. I
pushed him onto his back slowly, his eyes fluttered open. I started to rock
my hips back and forth while I sat on top of him. He was moaning his eyes
locked on mine. He grabbed my member and started jerking gently. He smiled
at me sweetly, then we kissed. "Time to trade places Chris." I smiled and
slid off of him slowly. I moved down his body and started rimming him
again, I started to loosen him when he stopped me. "I want you in me now, I
need it." I nodded and sat back up getting ready to enter him. I slowly
pushed in letting his get use to it for a few seconds. Then I started to
thrust in and out slowly picking up my pace. He was so tight and it felt so
wonderful. "Harder Chris give me everything you've got." I started pounding
into him like it was my last day alive. "yes, CHRIS YES!" His screams drove
me wild, it took me to another level. I jerked him off while I pounded into
him, when he blew his load I blew mine. I kissed him and slowly got out of
bed to take a shower. "Want to join me I'm sure we could make it
interesting." I smiled as I walked in and turned the water on.

   A few hours later I found out that we were late for a meeting. "Where
have you two been?" We looked at each other and then he took my hand in
his. "We were a little busy, we both needed a good shower." Jessie started
cracking up like a maniac, I just looked at him. "I found out last night
that our bound that we had, well it's back." I turned three shades of red
and almost passed out. "How many times was it again?" I didn't try to shut
him up, it wouldn't have done any good. "Oh yeah, I believe I counted
seven, but it could have been eight." I looked at Brian and smiled, it had
been ten times. Kevin looked a little down but I couldn't blame him. It had
taken me a little time to understand that he was after me. After I got to
know him a little better I saw two different people. I saw one that he used
with everyone else. Then there was the person he pretended to be in front
on me. "We got a call from Jive about an hour ago. They said that you had
called them and told them to set you up with a girl?" I nodded and looked
back to Brian, he hadn't liked the idea. "It'll keeps us all safe, and it
makes sure that Brian is safe." Jessie looked at me and shook his head
slowly. "I was willing to do that Chris, so you wouldn't have to." I smiled
at him, he just didn't get it yet, but he would.

  He was trying to be thoughtful, but I had made my choice. "That's true
Jess, but the simple truth is, I love him. I want to make sure that's he
safe and that we are safe. I know that your willing to take that fall. I
was ready to let you and not hide who I am, but things changed. I didn't
think I would fall in love, doesn't mean you can't go out and get a girl
to. That's up to you, but now you don't have to, it's covered." He raised
an eye brow and stood up and walked over to me. "I think I'll do the same
as you, no reason letting you have all the fun being the saint." He went to
hit my shoulder and stopped, his eyes grew dark. He hadn't hit me but he
had come close still no harm. I decided it was time I took a look at the
damage. I hadn't had the guts to look yet, it did scare me a little. I
pulled away from everyone and walked into Kevin's bathroom. I took my shirt
off slowly and then started to remove the bandages. I still hadn't looked
in the mirror while I had taken them off. They weren't so bad, but still it
changed everything. I was no longer just like Jessie, we could be told
apart now. Our tattoo's had been the only way up until now, now I had real
scars. I traced the scars one by one wishing I could see the one on my
back. I found myself looking at the one in the center of my chest. I didn't
know how it had missed my heart.

  The stitches were still there, but I knew the end result. I would have
little red lines that would fade. Then little white lines that would always
be seen dew to my tan. I moved my bad shoulder around a little. It didn't
really hurt all that much it wasn't something I couldn't deal with. The
scar on my shoulder was the worst since it was ripped down and then
out. The other two that I could see looked like clean cuts, but this one
was different. I guess I had been looking at myself for a while, someone
was knocking on the door. I opened the door and looked back at my scars,
someone placed their hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Brian standing
beside me, his eyes spoke more then his lips. I traced the scar over my
heart and then traced his above his shirt. He had a small smile that was
laced with sadness. "How bad is the one on my back?" His eyes didn't tell
me anything as he looked. "Not that bad, it didn't touch your tattoo." I
nodded and wondered if he was trying to spare my feelings. I pulled my
shirt back over my head and slid it down slowly. I took a deep breath and
smiled at Brian, his eyes looked hopeful. Time would pass and heal all
wounds, but the scars would always remain.

   It had been two weeks since I had the stitches removed. I had done over
thirty interviews, most stayed away from certain questions. I had gotten in
contact with my aunt in Florida, I threatened her. I had to, it was the
only way she would keep her mouth shut. I was hanging out with a girl by
the name of Eve, she was really nice. She was getting paid a lot to pretend
to be my girlfriend. That no longer mattered, since I had died and returned
to the living. Our single shot threw the roofs in sales, and Jive was
planning a tour for just Jessie and I. I told them that I would stay with
the BSB for the rest of their tour. I wasn't leaving Brian before I had to
and as far as the world knew it was because of a contract. I wasn't about
to tell them other wise, but I knew the time would come. Brian and I had
already planned everything out. We would talk every night, write letters
and find a way to see one another. I found it funny that we hadn't even
really spent any of our money. I hadn't been shopping in months, I didn't
feel like it anymore. We had use a good amount of our own off time when I
had gotten hurt. I felt guilty that I had cost the guys so much. Brian kept
telling me that no matter what they wouldn't have left my side. I knew that
was true for him it always would be I hoped.

  Time was passing so quickly, the guys had three week's off. Brian had
invited me to join him in Kentucky. I wanted to but Jive had other ideas
while we weren't running around the world. Jessie and I were back in LA
recording a video for our single, then a whole CD. I had the songs and
Jessie had the music, or so we thought. I wasn't liking the fact that we
couldn't use our own songs. So we agreed to a fifty-fifty split with the
CD, half ours half theirs. They had told us that at least this way our
second CD would be the same way. Brian had called and asked if I wanted him
to come and see me. I had told him yes, but then no because I wanted him to
have his time off. He needed the rest and peace of mind I couldn't take
that from him. So I promised to come and see him at the first sign of a
brake. I got that brake a few days later so I was on a plane to Kentucky. I
had never been the state, so I was a little worried I had heard some
rumors. My friend had told me not to walk up to any doors, that I might get
shot. I knew that couldn't be true other wise Brian would have warned me. I
was going to surprise Brian so I hadn't told him that I was coming.

  I had gotten his address from Jive, and asked them not to tell him I was
coming. I got off the plane at three in the morning so I went to a hotel. I
wasn't in Lexington, I was in a city that was near by. It looked like a
nice city but it was really cold. I think it was called Louisville, but I'm
not for sure. I stayed at a nice hotel that night, it was right beside the
river. When I woke up the next morning I called a cab and gave him the
address. He looked a little surprised that I was going so far. "Are you
sure you can pay for this buddy?" I smiled and nodded slowly which only
seemed to piss him off. I shrugged it off and watched the city fly by. Then
we left the city so I sit back and relaxed for a while. The driver was
checking a map while we drove, I would have said something if I had
known. All I knew was that the car was flipping in the air, then something
else hit us. I had hit my forehead on something hard. Then all was
darkness, I woke up in a hospital bed. I didn't know where I was or who I
was any longer. All I knew was that I was in pain so I started yelling for
help. A woman walked into the room, she was dressed in all
white. "Mr. Darken, it's good that your awake, I'll go get the doctor." I
nodded and looked around a little, who was she talking to?

  I guess it had to be me since I was the only one in the room. "Hello,
we're happy to see that you didn't enter a coma." I was still a little
confused, what the hell was going on? "Ok I don't mean to be rude, but why
the hell am I here. And who the hell is Mr. Darken?" The doctors face never
changed, he only nodded and left the room quickly. I was getting tired of
this shit so I got out of the bed. I took the needles out of my arm and
walked around. My forehead was killing me it was like someone had hit me
with a hammer. The doctor walked back in with a man with that was the same
height as I was. I know that I had seen him somewhere before. "Mr. Darken
this is your brother, his name is Jessie." I looked at him he went to move
toward me. I backed away quickly, I wasn't sure I liked him all that
much. He looked hurt, but I didn't really care, I didn't know him. "So is
he my older brother, or my younger brother?" The doctor picked up a mirror
and handed it to me. I was a little shocked he looked just like me, only I
was cuter. "Does anyone have some clothes I can put on?" The doctor nodded
and left me alone with my brother. "What you act like you've never seen a
man in a gown before." More pain filled his eyes he was such a big baby.

  I dropped the gown when the doctor handed me my clothes. I put the
clothes on and sat back down on my bed. "So when the hell do I get out of
this death trap?" The doctor never changed he just left me alone with
Jessie again. "Do you remember anything about me?" I shook my head, why did
it mean so much to him. "Do you remember anything about Brian, or singing?"
I shook my head again, he was starting to get on my nerves. "So your my
brother, do I have a really hot girl friend?" His eyes seemed to jump out
of his head. "I don't know how to answer that that Chris, I just don't." I
rolled my eyes he couldn't be my brother he didn't have a back bone. Why
did I have to be born with a wimp for a brother? Another man walked in he
was a little shorter and his eyes were so blue. I don't know why but it
made my heart do flips just looking at him. I pulled my eyes away from him,
why did I feel this way toward him. "Chris...do you remember me?" I looked
at him and shook my head, his eyes started to water. I wanted to wipe the
tears from his eyes, but I stopped myself. "No need for tears dude, it's
not all that important I'm sure." That seemed to hurt him more than my just
shaking my head. I just let it slide when he ran out of the room. Something
told me to chase him but I didn't, he might think I like him.

  I was sitting in a nice little house that Brian owed. He had given me his
guest bed room. He was a really nice guy, I kind of felt sorry for him. He
would always look at me, and every time he would start to tear up
again. "Yo, Bri want to hit the hoops, I'd like to see how good you are."
He smiled and ran out of the room, hopefully to get a ball. So we played
the game, he always kicked my ass. I also noticed that I liked his body
pressed against mine while playing. At night I had dreams of a different
life, one that didn't look happy. I was regaining my old life every night
that I slept, I was starting to remember. I now knew that I was gay, that
was easy enough to accept. The next morning I sat in the kitchen looking at
Brian. "Where's Jake?" Brian's head jerked up his eyes were wide. "I don't
know if I should answer that, the doctor said you should be left to
remember yourself." I nodded it was a sound answer, but I didn't like not
knowing. "I know that I love him, and he loves me. I just want to now where
he is, I want to go see him." Brian was taking deep breaths and started to
move away. I grabbed his arm and held him still, he looked scared. "Chris,
Jake died a while back, but your don't remember that yet." I bit my lip,
why did I have to lose everyone I loved.

   I found myself looking at CD that I had helped write and make. I wanted
to listen to it, but I couldn't bring myself to do so. I had dreams the
night before, it had really woken me up. I didn't have all of the peace's
yet, but I would soon. Then again my heart ached for Jake, he was my
everything. I remembered the lyrics to a song we had shared, I wanted to
sleep to. I wanted to join him in his place of peace, where I wouldn't hurt
any more. I walked into the bathroom and removed my shirt, how had I gotten
those scars? I had asked myself the same question a dozen times. Then it
was like flashes of light hitting me one after another. There were three
flashes of light and each one brought pain with it. Then the flash of light
became a knife which I plunged into the attackers gut. Then I was facing
myself, no it was Jessie his eyes were filled with horror. I felt a pain in
my back then I turned again to see my new attacker. I lashed out sending
the bone in his nose to his brain. I could now see Brian standing beside a
hospital bed talking to someone. I didn't understand how I could have
gotten above him, when I turned I saw Jake. I then turned back and faced
Brian once again he was saying something to me. He was saying that he loved
me, that he was sorry he hadn't said it sooner.

  Then I saw myself standing in front of me, I knew it was myself. He had
the same scars and his eyes were so lost. "Your hurting him, and I won't
let that happen anymore. So get ready I'm coming back with a vengeance." I
laughed at him, he couldn't force me out I was him. "You just want to
forget our past, and I won't let you do that." I noticed that I was in pure
darkness, the bathroom no longer existed. "I don't want to forget I just
want to move on." He was a lying bastard, but that made me a liar to. "No,
you want to forget Jake, how could you do that?" His eyes seemed to flicker
brightly in some unseen light. "I don't want to forget Jake, he was
everything to me when he was alive. Even after he died he meant more than
life to me. So don't you tell me that I want to forget Jake. I want
remember him and move on with Brian, I love him and he loves me." I didn't
know if he was telling the truth, could I trust myself? "How do you know he
loves you?" The question seemed to shock him. "Look at where we are, in his
home, has he even said anything about you being his boyfriend?" I shook my
head, it was a good point but in my favor not his. "That's because he loves
us so much he doesn't want to risk our health. How do you think it makes
him feel every time you bring up Jake?" I was starting to hate myself, or
him.

********Brian

  I had found Chris laying on the bathroom floor. His eyes were rolled back
in his head and he was shaking. I called an ambulance, then Jessie and
Nick. Nick had said that Jessie was in the hospital, that he had passed
out. This was starting to get really creepy really fast. I was in the
ambulance heading to the hospital, Nick was already there. Chris's body was
shaking really bad his breathing was uneven. They had strapped him to the
bed, but still he tried to brake free. Then he stopped, it was like he just
entered a peaceful sleep. His heart was still beating, he was still
breathing but no one was home. I was now standing in the waiting room with
Nick, he looked really worried. "I don't understand it just a few minutes
ago he started shaking real bad. Then he just stopped and his eyes opened,
but they were empty." I was starting to understand their little mind
link. I had done a little research on twins after I had started dating
Chris. There had been once case where a set of twins died at the same
time. One had been in a really bad car accident, nothing had happened to
the other one. But at the same moment of death they both died. They were
over six hundred miles apart when this happened. I just prayed it didn't
happen to Chris and Jessie. It would kill both Nick and myself, we just
loved them that much.