Date: Wed, 17 Jul 2002 03:01:04 +0000 From: Lucky Lucky Subject: Good Life Chapter 18 Here I guess I have to say in no way do I know or claim that any of N'sync is gay or bisexual. If reading about this type of material is offensive to you please do not read anymore. And if you are under the age of 18 you should not be reading this. Thanks. I see many people who recommend stories and I thought I would take a moment to do just that. Stories I strongly recommend are: JC'S Hitchiker - I think it's the best story posted at Nifty! It's about JC and Jack and all the boys. Excellent story line and very well written. Also deals a lot with Justin! Looking forward to the next season. Thieves - Written by the author of JC's Hitchiker. A great story involving Lance and Mitch who is a hustler, but questioning that role. I understand the author has received criticism for this story, but I think it is well written and people need to be able to adapt to new story lines from their favorite authors. Keep up the great work! On The Streets - A great story about Kevin (BSB) and Jared who he met in England. Very well written and a great story line. ANOTHER huge delay. I apologize. I have been really busy studying for a big exam in two weeks, but I am taking a break and decided to write chapter 18. Everyone who reads, please email me and let me know you are still reading and enjoy the story. Even if it is to vent about my slacking! Enjoy, and thanks for your support. Oh yeah it was pointed out to me I messed up the Sparky nickname. Anyway, Sparky is what Noah calls Justin. Chapter 18 PREVIOUSLY "Noah, I want to be with you always. I want you to stay with me forever. Noah, I want you to live with me past just the summer. I want you to move in permanently." I saw Noah look down. He did not speak right away. He hesitated and I thought I saw a tear drop from his eye. I watched him play with the ring. And then.I could not believe it. He took it off. Placed it on the table and stood up. "Justin. I am sorry. I can't do that." He was crying, and he turned away and headed out to the beach. Did I just lose Noah? What happened? Lets Continue. ****NOAH**** I couldn't believe what I had just heard. Justin wanted me to change my whole life. He wanted me to be in Florida with him. I had worked so hard to get where I am. Could I really just throw that all away? And what about his life? Where would I fit in? I mean this summer has been so much fun, but what about when they go on tour. What would I do? Why did he have to just spring this on me like that? I thought about the ring he had given me. It was beautiful, and I do love Justin. He is everything I have always wanted in a man. Confident, Beautiful, Kind, Sexy, Smart, Successful. Why was I being so scared and not taking a chance? I could feel the tears falling from my eyes as I finally stopped walking and just sat down on the beach. Staring at the ocean and listening to the waves. I laid down and closed my eyes thinking about the beautiful night Justin and I had the other night. How could I do this to him? He had given up so much of himself to be with me and become one with me, and I turn and run. I am such a bastard. ****JUSTIN**** I was shocked when I saw the ring fall to the glass table. It sounded as if a bomb went off. I watched Noah run away from the house. Why did he do that? I loved him so much, and he told me he loved me? Was I wrong in wanting us to be together always? He is so beautiful and smart. I feel so whole when he is around. I know it might be tough for him, with school and me being so busy, but I just want us to be together. I don't know what I will do if he leaves at the end of the summer. Or have I already lost him right now? I wondered if I had maybe gone about this the wrong way. I was playing with the ring on my finger, looking at his on the table. I started to slowly take mine off, but then a feeling of love and maybe even anger came over me. Not a real sharp anger, but anger at maybe losing my soul mate. I put my ring back on and picked his up and walked outside. I was going to find Noah and we would be together. Whatever I had to do, I would do for him. All I wanted right then was to be with him. I left the house and walked out onto the beach. I had no idea where he went so I just started walking down the beach. ****NOAH**** The ocean and waves were so beautiful. For some reason I just got the urge to get naked and swim. I needed to think about everything. I undressed not caring if anyone could see, although I knew nobody could and I just ran and jumped into the ocean. Floating as the waves lifted me. I love Justin. I will change for him. I will figure out what to do about school and his travels. I am being selfish. When you find your soul mate you must make sacrifices and that's what I am willing to do. I just laid in the ocean thinking about Justin. That beautiful smile. His beautiful body. His beautiful voice. His beautiful mind. He was absolutely perfect. I loved all his quirks and problems just as much as his greatness. I was so lucky, and I hope I had not just lost him by being so selfish. ****JUSTIN**** As I walked down the beach looking for Noah, I began thinking of the first time I met him at the record company. He looked so shy and cute. Standing there in his suit and wondering what the hell he was doing there. I remembered how we both stared at each other as he walked through the door, and then quickly looked away. How that eye to eye connection was made from the very first moment. Everything I had gone through in figuring out that I was gay and that Noah was the one I wanted. Having to watch him self destruct with that asshole Trevor, and then finally having Noah with me. And us becoming one the other night. I knew Noah was my soul mate. I needed to find him. I noticed a pile of clothes near the water. I quickly saw the bathing suit I had bought for Noah. Why were his clothes here? Then I heard a splash and laughing. I noticed a body out in the water and knew it was Noah's laugh. I knew what I had to do. I stripped down naked like Noah and waded out into the water, carefully holding his ring so as not to drop it in the water. I walked up behind him and he just stood there. I knew he sensed I was there. He just stopped and sighed looking out into the endless ocean. I grabbed him and turned him around. ****NOAH**** I felt Justin there behind me. I knew it was him. And I knew he would come for me. I wanted to be with him always. I felt his hand on my shoulder and my body turned around. I stared deep into his eyes and he grabbed my hand. I felt the ring slide down my finger. It was a perfect fit of course from the perfect man. We stared into one another' eyes the entire time and he embraced me and our bodies connected. Then I realized he too was naked. I smiled at him and he smiled at me. We kissed. First just a peck, and then our tongues collided finding each other's hot wet deep mouth. It was as if it was our first kiss again. Neither of us wanted to stop. And then he pulled back. No words had yet been spoken. It was as if nothing needed to be said. Finally he spoke. "Noah, I love you with all of my heart. I would do anything for you. I am sorry for asking you change your whole life like that. I will move to New York if it means I can be with you. I will do anything to make it work. I just want to be with you always, and forever." "Justin, I love you too. I can't believe I walked out like that. I am such a selfish fool. Justin, you have a career and a life that cannot simply be changed and moved. I can do that. Justin, I want to do that. I want to live with you in Florida. I can find a new school; I can travel with you. Anything it takes. I love you so much and without you I am not sure what I would do." "Noah, really! You would do that for me?" "Of course Justin. But lets talk about all this tomorrow. I accept your ring. It is so beautiful. And tonight I want to show you how much I love you." "Noah, I am going to show you how much I love you. I want to become one with you again. But Noah, I want to feel you inside of me. I am ready and for you, because of my love, I want it to be tonight." With that, we both walked up out of the water. Holding hands, neither of us spoke as we walked back to the house. Leaving our clothes to be washed away by the tide. We would not care after the night we were about to share. ****Narrator ?**** Justin and Noah headed up the stairs to the bedroom. As they entered Justin pulled Noah close to him and put his lips to Noah's. He pressed their bodies tight together and stayed that way for what seemed like forever. The kiss never breaking and the two men barely breathing. As they broke apart Justin whispered for Noah to lay on the bed and that he would be doing all the work tonight. Noah laid down on his back and just spread his legs and stretched his arms out above his head. He could feel Justin sit on the bed and watched him lean in. Justin just began smelling Noah. First his neck and then his chest. Justin leaned back up and began kissing Noah's neck. Holding Noah's hands above his head so that he could not touch Justin. He kissed his neck and gently would slide his tongue out, knowing that Noah was sensitive to his tongue and would love every minute. He worked his way down to Noah's chest and first began sucking on his left nipple. Slowly working his tongue around feeling it harden with every new second. Still holding Noah's arms, he moved over to the right nipple. Again sucking and circling it with his hot wet tongue. Feeling and hearing the ecstasy in Noah's body and mind. Justin let go of Noah's arms as he moved down to his abs. Just licking them all over. He felt Noah's hands on his head. Slowly pushing his head down until he was at Noah's dick. Justin saw the beauty in Noah's eyes as he looked up and then slowly slid Noah's dick into his mouth, maintaining eye contact the entire time. Noah moaned and sighed as he felt his lover's mouth sliding up and down on his dick. The soft warmth of Justin's tongue gliding up and down. Justin while sucking played with Noah's sensitive nipples. Justin loved to please Noah, and he could stay like this forever. Noah just laid back and let Justin work. He played with Justin's hair and moaned Justin's name like never before. Justin let Noah slide out of his mouth and moved up laying next to Noah. They began kissing and grinding on one another. Both fully intoxicated in the beauty, touch and smell of the other. Justin mouthed the words "I'm Ready" to Noah, and Noah positioned Justin on his back. He spread Justin's legs and slid down between them. His tongue found Justin's tight pink sensitive hole waiting. He gently licked Justin and Justin could feel the intensity. Noah was aware this was Justin's first time and he had to make him ready so that he would enjoy it. He began licking Justin's ass and slowly worked one finger into him. Justin let out a gasp and a moan and Noah worked in a second finger. He could hear Justin encouraging him to go more, and Noah worked in a third finger. Justin was in total ecstasy now, and Noah knew it was time. He slowly got up and laid on top of Justin. He kissed him and looked into his eyes seeing the answer he had not even had to ask for. He positioned his dick and slowly slid the head in. He saw Justin's get wide and almost pulled out, but felt Justin's strong beautiful hands grab his ass and begin pushing him in. His dick slowly began sliding in and eventually entirely filled Justin's tight, hard, warm beautiful ass. He let Justin get used to it and just kissed Justin. Their mouths wet and hot. And eventually Noah began to work in and out. Quickening when Justin commanded him to and slowing at the same command. They two were one again. They were experiencing a new beginning. One that would have them together for eternity. It was what they wanted. Noah feeling he was close managed to gasp he was going to cum. Justin grabbed his ass and pushed him in further than he had ever gone. Noah was brought over the edge and shot his life into Justin. Justin and Noah both looked at each other as Noah pulled out. They knew what just happened. The bond was created. Their souls had merged. They also knew what was ahead of them. This turned into the most perfect night of what was sure to be a life of ups and downs. Well there is Chapter 18. Hope you will continue to read about there ups and downs. Please email me with all thoughts, comments, and advice. Let me know! These stories are a lot harder to write than I thought. I am trying hard. 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