"You were traveling through space and time...I've been trapped in this world of mine. You came down from nowhere, you're blowing my mine...Cause I've been waiting patient for a love that's mile high. Floating over galaxies, we'll fly...You got me, you got me, you got me..."
Chapter - 4
by JT Poole
Thank God we've arrived here in a safe fashion. God surely was watching over us during this journey. I tell you, I'm never taking Julie and AJ anywhere with me in the same vehicle ever again. If I didn't know any better, I'd think that Julie has a crush on AJ or something the way she's fighting and arguing with him. As soon as we were ready to get on the road back in Orlando, she smacked him one for jumping into the front seat of the truck before her. She pulled him out of the seat, smacked him and opened the door to the back and pushed him into the seat. I wanted to laugh, but I know how it feels when she throws them blows.
When we left, all was quiet in the truck until I turned on the radio. If I'd known what was going to happen with that one little action, I would have never turned the thing on. The both of them complained and bitched about the radio station so badly, I wanted to smack both of them and tell them to stop acting like children. Before I could do or say anything about the matter, AJ took it upon himself to reach in between the seats up to the dash to change the station. Oh yeah, that pissed Julie off and the two of them started arguing again and she hauled off and smacked his ass again. Getting back up, he slid back into his seat and held his face and with the look on her face, he knew not to say or do anything else. Hell, even I knew not to say or do anything. I kept my eyes on the road and kept on driving.
We here now and the two of them arguing yet again. While they are arguing, I'll just leave them out here and go in and hopefully figure out what's going on with Nicky and why he's not taking his meds like he's supposed to. Pulling out the key and placing it into the lock, I opened the door and the smell of alcohol, weed and burnt food filled my nostrils. Running my hand along the wall, I turned on the light in the room and saw Nicky lying on the sofa. I thought he was in bed, but I was wrong. Rushing over to him, I grabbed his hand and shook him gently.
"Nicky...Nicky baby wake up," I said, still shaking his arm. "Come on baby, you better be all right here."
"J-Justin let me go," he says, snatching his hand away from me. "What the hell are you doing here?"
"Nicky I'm not going to let you go," I tell him, grabbing his hand again as he tried struggling with me. "I'm here because I'm supposed to be. You're my husband and I'm yours."
"You're not my husband Justin," he says, looking away from me. "I don't have a husband no more."
"Yes you do Nicky, I'm still your husband. Because you left me and came back here doesn't mean we're not husbands anymore," I tell him as he coughs and the noticeable smell of alcohol hits me in the face. "You've been drinking. You're not supposed to be drinking Nicky."
"Shut up Justin," he says, trying to get up now. "If I want to fucking drink, I'll drink damnit!"
"Baby you're not supposed to be drinking," I tell him, wrapping my arms around his waist as he turns and pushes me away from him.
"Stay off of me damnit! I don't want you on me no more," he says, walking towards the bathroom. "You...you don't have...have the right to be here to...touch me Justin."
"Yes I do and this ring is a reminder that I have those rights," I tell him as he steps into the bathroom and turns on the light.
"Fuck you and that ring Justin," he says, slamming the bathroom door shut.
"What's going on in here?" Julie asks, walking into the room with AJ hot on her heels.
"He's drunk and he's not himself," I say as AJ eyes went wide.
"He's drinking?" AJ asks as I just glared at him. "He's not supposed to be drinking. Alcohol interferes with his meds."
"No shit Sherlock," I say as the bathroom door opens and Nicky walks out past me and into the bedroom, slamming that door too.
"What are you going to do now?" Julie asks me, turning around, bumping into AJ as she pushed him back a bit.
"I don't know, but I'm thinking," I say as she rolls her eyes.
"We don't have years for that Justin, we need to do something now," she says as AJ starts laughing and I glare at the both of them.
We've been sitting out here on the balcony for the last few hours admiring the stars and the night sky and just holding each other. When we got here, we got a bite to eat and stripped down to our underwear and laid on the sofa in front of the fire. After we had got comfortable and situated the way we wanted to be, mom and dad called me to tell me how they really felt about the whole situation of the two of us being together. To say the least, their words cut me like a knife, but I'm sure that I'll survive it all. It's only love; I don't know what their problem is. Lying here on the sofa in his arms has shown me that he's the one that I want to spend forever with. If they don't like it, oh well. They said they would cut me out of their lives if I chose to stay on this road of sin, so I guess I'll have to learn how to go on without them. I love Joe and I'm not about to give him up because they're too pigheaded to see past that stupid homophobic crap.
"Baby are you okay?" Joe asks me as he pulls me closer to his chest and kisses me on the cheek.
"Yeah I'm okay Joe," I reply, enjoying the feel of his strong arms wrapped around me and his strong muscled chest pressed up against my back.
"Are you sure? I can feel how tense you are Josh," he says, kissing the back of my neck now. "Are you still thinking about what your parents said?"
"Somewhat," I say, a few tears falling from my eyes. "I just don't understand why they have to be so so..."
"Shhhh, don't worry about that baby," he tells me, snuggling up to me as I inhaled his scent, getting lost in my thoughts for a moment. "They'll get over this and they'll see the error of their ways. I promise you that baby."
"Joe I don't think that's something you can promise me," I tell him as lifts my hand to his mouth and places a kiss to it.
"I can make that promise because they are your parents and they love you too Josh. They are not going to be able to completely cut you out of their lives," he tells me, caressing my check as I agreed to what he was saying, since it made a whole lot of sense.
"Well that's true, but I just feel like...like they are going to do something to try to make things hard for us to be together," I tell him as he leans down and kisses me on the lips.
"Don't worry about any of that baby. Our love will be strong enough to handle all things," he tells me as the need to relieve my bladder won out and I got up. "Where you going baby?"
"Bathroom is calling," I tell him, kissing his cheek, to assure him that I was all right as I walked to the bathroom.
I'm glad he's talking to me now. When he got off the phone with his parents, he got all quiet on me and went into the bathroom. When he came out a few minutes later, I could tell that he had been crying, probably about the things his parents had said to him. I wanted to know exactly what they said, but I didn't want to say anything to upset him. Maybe when we're a little closer, he'll open up and tell me what they actually said to him.
Looking at the clock on the wall, it's a little after three and we're still up. I'm tired and I'm sure he is too. We best get to bed soon if we want to get some sleep. We've been out here a little too long. Shot, I'm surprised neither of us is sneezing right now since it's cold as hell right now that the fire has gone out and we're walking around in our underwear.
With this being the holiday season, we both have a full day of work-related things to do along with some Christmas shopping to take care of. Later this morning, I have to call and make some arrangements for a photo shoot for the new show that will be opening up on Broadway. Ken made it a habit to call me to tell me that I needed to do that. I don't know why he's still doing little things to try and get under my skin. I've told him over and over again that he doesn't have a chance with me. Now that I'm with Josh, I guess I'll have to show him instead.
"Baby I'm a little tired. Are you ready for bed?" Josh asks me as he comes out of the bathroom and walks over to me. "It's really late and I know you have a lot to do early today."
"You do too handsome," I tell him as I lean in and kiss him and take his hand. "Come on, let's go to bed."
Things are finally falling into place for me now. I'm here with the man I've fallen head over heels in love with and we're lying in his bed cuddling. I'm so fucking happy right now, I don't know what to do or how to act. When mom, dad and the others find out about my new decision, I just know they are going to piss themselves, but I don't really fucking care. I'm with JT and I'm never going to leave him again.
I don't know what the hell I was thinking when I told myself that I would be screwing up my life if I called him and we got together. That was the worst thing I could do. Tonight opened my eyes to the fact that I truly loved him and that I would have a hard time with life itself if I didn't have him with me. I don't care what anyone says, JT is the man I love and I will marry him as soon as he's ready. There's no turning back now and I don't even want to.
We're cuddled up under the covers now and he looks so beautiful in my arms. I hope I never loose this feeling of having him close to me like this. For as long as I live, I'll do everything in my power to show him that I'll always love him.
"Good morning," he says, snuggling up closer to me as Miss Kitty jumped onto the bed and meowed loudly. "Chile hush, it's too damn early in the morning for you to be begging. Get off the bed and come back in a hour."
"JT she's not going to listen to you," I say, laughing at him as he pokes me in the side and then pinches my ass. "Cat get out and come back in a hour. You heard your daddy."
I don't know why I thought the cat was actually going to move. She looked at me and JT and started licking her paw like neither of us had said anything to us. Sitting up, I reached for her and before I could get to her, she hisses at me and jumps off the bed. Getting a little big mad, JT starts laughing at me and smacks my ass.
"Nice view," he says, smacking my ass again as I got back under the covers next to him. "I should have warned you that she was only baiting you to get up. Once you get up, she hisses and runs on about her business. The chile use to get me like that when she was younger, but I got hip to that crap in a hurry. Now she's at it again with you."
"Yay! I guess I'm the special one," I say as he wraps his arms around me and pulls me into a kiss. "Could I have another one?"
"I guess you can since you're going to be my husband one day," he says as we kiss again. "Mmmm, I like that Lansten."
"I like it too," I tell him as he rolls on top of me and straddles my hips. "Are we starting a new round of love making baby?"
"Yeah we are," he says, leaning in and kissing me. "This time, I'm on top of you."
"I can handle that," I tell him as he reached over to the night table and grabbed a condom out of the drawer.
I was so hot and horny at that moment, I thought my dick would explode if I didn't give it some exercise soon. My original plan when I jump on top of him was to have him fuck me, but now that my dick is hard as a rock again, I think I should take things in hand again and mark my territory again. Opening the condom and grabbing the lube bottle, I slide back on his legs and roll the condom down on my dick. Smiling at me, he moved from under me and rolled over on the bed. With his ass sticking up in the air, he started moving his ass back and forth, teasing me a little bit with what he knew I wanted.
"Oh damn baby, I'm so hot. I need you to hurry up and come down here and fuck me. I need you JT, I need that hot cock of yours up my ass and I need it now!" He screams, moving his ass back and forth like he was already in the motions of fucking. "I'm waiting on you baby, why are you wasting time? I need you inside of me.
Damn he knew what to say and do to keep me hard for him. Stroking my dick a few more times, I smiled at him as I moved behind him.
"Fine, you're slow, I know what to do," he says, pushing me back on the bed as he crawled over me this time and straddled my hips.
He smiled at me and within a quick move, he sat down on my dick and closed his eyes. He winced for a few seconds as he slid all the way down until I was buried deep within the depths of his ass. I don't know what came over him, but he must have threw caution to the wind as he sat there all the way down. He opened his eyes, smiling at me as he started breathing hard.
"Lance are you okay?" I ask him.
"Baby I'm fine. Just give me a few moments to get use to you being in me like this," he tells me as he started moving slowly up my dick and then sliding all the way back down. "Oh baby, that felt soooo good."
It didn't take him long before he was sliding up and down my dick like he had a bungee cord connected to his back or something. Looking deep in his eyes, I think he has spaced out somewhat on me. We were both moaning and his moans sounded like something Miss Kitty would produce. Wanting to laugh, I did my best to hold it in until he pinched my nipples, causing me to yelp a bit.
"That hurt baby," I tell him as he opened his eyes and started smiling. "What you smiling for?"
"Maybe because I'm happy and this feels good," he tells me as he started to move his ass on me faster and then started jerking his dick.
"No Lance, wait," I tell him, grabbing him in my arms as I flipped us over and now I was on top of him, still buried deep in his ass. "I want to be like this, looking in your eyes when we both cum."
"Oh God yeah, fuck me JT," he says, moving his ass with my thrusts.
I was thrusting in and out of him so fast, I don't think my dick would be seen if we were recording this. He wrapped his legs around my back and started pulling me in deeper and I almost lost it right then and there. He started moaning and groaning and the next thing I knew, my balls were filling and his ass was working wonders on my dick, sending shivers throughout my body.
"Oh shit yeah, work my dick baby, work it!" I scream as I feel my orgasm approaching quicker now.
"Oh God baby, I'mmmm...I'm getting close!" He shouts at me, working his hips faster now as he reached in between the both of us and started stroking his dick.
In a matter of seconds, he was cumming, shooting thick white ropes of cum flying onto his chest, my chest and some even going past the two of us, landing on the bed sheets as I continued to pound his ass. As his orgasm subsided, mine was just kicking in to full force and I stopped thrusting and held on to him tight as my body shook and convulsed. Breathing hard, I collapsed on top of him, still holding onto him as tight as I could. My cock was slowly deflating, ready to slide out of his ass as all I could do was lay there in his arms and try to catch my breathe. Reaching over him, I grab the blanket and cover the both of us back up as I felt sleep take approach.
"I love you Lance," I say, kissing him and laying my head on his chest.
"I love you JT," he says as he kisses the top of my head and the next thing I knew I was in dreamland again.
Damn, my head is killing me right now. I just woke up and I feel like crap. I don't know what it was I did last night, but whatever it was, it must have been a whole lot of fun. The way the room looks and the way my head feels, I must have been going through it. For the strangest part, I was having this strange dream. It felt so real to me. Justin, AJ and Julie were here with me and...and...I can't remember much more of it. I just know it all felt so real to me. It was like they were all here with me and Justin was with me, trying...trying to take care of me. I know that didn't really happen, but it was so real. It was like I could smell him on me, feel his touch on my skin. I know that couldn't have happened, we're no longer together, but I wish we were. I wish he could've seen that I was more important than his career. I just wish he made me a priority and stopped pushing me away. Maybe one day he'll see me for me and know what it is that I really mean to him and what he means to me.
"I guess I better get started cleaning this place up," I say to myself as I walk around the bed to see that someone was under the covers. "That's odd, Aaron wasn't here last night."
Getting a little bit scared, I grabbed the covers and yanked them back on the bed. What the fuck is going on here? I thought that was a dream! Oh my God! I'm still dreaming, that's the only answer for this right now. He's not really here. This is just my fucking mind playing another trick on me. I'll just turn around, and he'll be gone.
"No, I want more sleep ma," he says, reaching for the covers as I stepped back from the bed, standing up against the wall as he opened his eyes finally and sat up in the bed hurriedly. "Hey Nicky," he says, rubbing his eyes.
"You...you're not real, you're not real," I say over and over, hoping that the mantra would make my mind stop teasing me like that.
"Nicky baby, calm down," he says as he climbs out of bed and walks over to me.
"No! Stay away from me damnit!" I shout, holding my hands in front of me to keep him away as he takes my hands and pulls me to him.
"Nicky it's me, I'm not going to hurt you baby," he says as he looks me in the eyes and then kisses me on the tip of my nose and then hugs me, while rubbing my back. "It's me, I'm really here baby. It's really me."
"J-Justin?" I ask as he pulls back and kisses me on the lips as I breath a sigh of relief and melt back into his arms.
"I'm so sorry Nicky, I'm never going to hurt you ever again," he says as he leads me back over to the bed and we lay down. "Please baby, please forgive me."
"I...I don't know if I can," I say, laying my head down on his chest as I start to cry. "You hurt me J-Justin, you hurt me very badly."
"I know I did baby, but I promise you that I won't do it again," he tells me, smoothing my hair back now. "Just please baby, please give me another chance so that I can show you. You left me once, I don't want you to ever leave me again. I can't live without you Nicky."
"I...I...don't know J-Justin," I tell him as I look up into his eyes. "How do I know you won't hurt me again? How do I know that you won't push me to the side again?"
"I love you baby, I'll never push you to the side ever again," he tells me. "From this point on, nothing else in the world matters. If you're not with me, it doesn't hold no meaning for me."
"I'll think about it J-Justin," I tell him, laying my head back down on his chest. "I'm tired, why don't we just sleep."
"Anything for you baby," he tells me as I drift off to sleep.
TO BE CONTINUED...
I don't know any of the members of «N SYNC, Backstreet Boys or any other celebrities mentioned. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is for entertainment value only folks.