"You were traveling through space and time...I've been trapped in this world of mine. You came down from nowhere, you're blowing my mine...Cause I've been waiting patient for a love that's mile high. Floating over galaxies, we'll fly...You got me, you got me, you got me..."
He Got Me
by JT Poole
"I-I can't believe he just stood there and said that," I softly say, crying now and walking up the stairs to my bedroom with Miss Kitty hot on my trail. "I thought he had changed and that he really loved me, but I guess I was wrong. I knew this was too good to be true. I-I believed in him and he turned around and yanked my heart right outta my chest and stomped on it. I can't deal with him or none of this right now. I need to get outta here and quick."
Sitting down on my bed, I leaned down and picked up Miss Kitty and held her in my arms. Wiping the tears from my eyes, I sniffled and pulled a Kleenexc out of the box. The way Miss Kitty was purring in my arms would've been soothing to me, but right now in my current emotional state, it wasn't working and she knew it. Meowing loudly and wiggling wildly, I put her down on the bed and she jumped down to the floor and ran out of the room.
"Now my little baby has run out on me too," I say, getting up off the bed and walking over to the closet.
Standing in front of my mirror on the back of the closet door, I looked at myself and started crying again. What's wrong with me? Am I even worth loving? I thought I was but from the way Lance Fucking Bass just acted downstairs with his parents, I don't think so. Why is it that I give my heart to someone fully, but they refuse to give me theirs?
"I need to just get in the car and go for a drive," I say aloud, opening the closet door and grabbing a jacket and then pulling it on. "It might be my house, but I'll let them talk. When I get back he better be gone.
Walking down the back stairs and walking out the back door, I walked into the garage and hopped into my car. Starting it up and driving past Mrs. Norris walking her dog Killa, I kept on driving until I was on the outskirts of town. Parking the car beside the road, I just sat there in the dark crying while beating the steering wheel over and over again.
I'm so happy that my Nicky is with me now. If I didn't have him with me now, I'd probably do something stupid and end my life or something like that. Since the guys can't stand me no more and Randy has turned Steve and Jon against me, he, Julie and momma are all I have left that's close to my heart. I really messed up a few days ago when I did that damn interview. I shouldn't have said the things I said, but I was only trying to keep up with the hype of the business. I know that created a whole lot of unneeded stress and drama, but I didn't think the fallout would be this bad. I'll do my best to try to smooth things over with the guys later, right now I'm working on making things right with my husband.
With the bus coming to a screeching halt and me and Nicky being almost thrown to the floor, I hopped up quickly and searched the floor for my pants. With the power going out in the room, looking for anything was a hard task. Finally finding something to put on, I opened the door to see that the rest of the bus was dark too and mom was standing in front of me with a gash on her forehead. What the hell is going on? Why have we stopped like this and what the hell was that loud noise? We were sleeping peacefully until now.
"Momma what's going on?" I asked her as she hugged me and pulled back looking at me like she was checking me over. "Momma what happened to your head?"
"I don't know what's going on Justin, but I think there's been an accident," she tells me, pulling me to the front of the bus to see the driver for the dancer's bus talking with the driver from my bus.
"Momma tell me what happened to your head," I say to her again as she touches the gash on her head and notices the blood.
"It must've happened when I hit my head just now when the bus stopped," she answers, turning around to sit down as the power on the bus came back on.
"What's going on guys?" I ask as the drivers looked up at me and then the other one looked down at the ground.
"Justin there's been an accident," my driver tells me as the other driver looked up at me and then stepped up to where I was just as I saw Lisa, Lex and Rory running towards the bus.
"Hold on a minute," I say, stepping past him and off the bus to see what was going on.
"Justin! Oh Justin!" Lisa screamed, tears streaming down her face.
"Lisa what's wrong?" I ask her, noticing the looks on all three of their faces. "What's wrong guys, tell me damnit!"
"It's Julie," Lisa says, hugging me and holding on tight.
"Julie? What's wrong with oh no," I say, pulling away from her and running up to where the other bus was.
Getting up to where the other bus was, I saw what had actually stopped us. Looking around at everything that was going on, I didn't move from the spot I was in when I saw some men standing around someone lying on the ground. Doing my best to focus on what was going on, my suspicions were confirmed when AJ came running towards me crying. Holding my head down and letting my own tears flow, my body went limp and I fell backwards but not to the ground. I looked up and saw my angel Nicky standing there with his arms around me.
"S-she's dead," I say, burying my face in his chest as he started rubbing my back as I felt some wetness on neck, probably from him crying too. "She's dead, she's dead!"
"Shhhh baby," Nicky says, rubbing my back and holding me tighter as I continued to cry on his chest.
"Why her? Why did she have to die?" I ask, looking up as the men lifted her body onto the stretcher and loaded her into the back of the ambulance that was on the scene near her.
"I don't know baby," he says, rubbing my back still. "Come on Justin."
"No, I...I need...want to see her," I say as I tried pulling away from Nicky and he wasn't budging. "I need to see her."
"No Justin, you can see her later. You don't need to see her right now," he tells me, holding onto me tightly.
"Baby please just let me go see her," I tell him as he shook his head and still wouldn't let me go.
"Justin you don't need the way she looks now as your last memory of her," he tells me, rubbing my back, trying to comfort me.
"He's right Justin," I hear momma say as I felt her arms wrap around me too. "You don't need to remember this event as the last time you saw her."
We stood there for a few minutes with Nicky and momma holding me. I couldn't believe this was all happening. One of my best friends had been killed in an accident and I didn't get a chance to talk to her, to tell her that I appreciated her and that she was a good person that anyone could ever have as a friend. I would never get to see her smile, hear her laughter or fight with her ever again. The reality of what was going on finally kicked back in when one of the firefighters' screamed that the bus was going to blow and everyone needed to get away as quick as they can. With that said, police and firefighters were doing what they could to clear the area out.
Things started moving kind of quickly for all of us from that point on. We got back to our bus and told the driver what was going on. The dancers from the other bus piled onto my bus and some got onto the crew bus. Getting away from the scene like the firefighters said, as soon as we pulled away, the other bus exploded, sending a strong wave of heat and fire outward. When the explosion was heard, mostly everyone covered their heads and ducked while I turned and looked around as I saw the red, orange and yellow light going up into the air and surrounding the whole area.
It's too early in the morning for someone to be knocking at the door. Who could that be at this time of morning? Getting up out of bed and grabbing my robe, I cover myself up and then walk over to the door and open it to see Joey's brother Steve standing there looking back at me. With the evil expression on his face, I can already tell this isn't going to be a social call.
"Good morning Steve, how are you doing?" I ask as he looked down and then back up at me. "Steve?"
"Is my brother here?" He asks as he looked back down.
"Yeah he is," I say, sighing as I pulled the door the rest of the way open so he could come into the room. "I'll go get him.
Walking into the bedroom and shaking Joe lightly, he opened his eyes and looked at me funny. Smiling at him, I pointed to the door and he shrugged his shoulders and then got up. Pulling on his robe, he walked into the other room to see his brother.
"Steve what do you want? Did mom send you here to get me and bring me back home?" Joe asked him as he looked down.
"Yeah she did. She wants you home for the holidays Joey," Steve tells him.
"Well sorry that's not going to happen. As long as she feels the way she does about me being with Josh, I won't be there," he tells him as Steve shook his head.
"Look bro we don't need this drama right now. It's the holiday season and she's driving everyone up the wall because you're not there. Please just come home," Steve says as Joe shook his head.
"I'm not going back home until she can accept the relationship that me and Josh have," Joe tells him as Steve glares at me again.
"Joe just go home and be with your family for the holidays," I tell him as he shook his head.
"No baby, I'm not going to leave you. I want to spend the holidays with you and that's what I'm going to do. If mom can't handle that then oh well, but I'm not going to toss you aside because she wants me to," he says, walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me. "If she loved me and really cared, it wouldn't matter that I'm with you. That shouldn't matter."
"I know Joe, but it's the holidays. Don't piss her off more. Just go, I'll be alright right here," I tell him as he shakes his head and sits down on the sofa pulling me into his lap.
"We'll have our own little holiday right here," he says, kissing me on the cheek and waving at Steve. "Tell mom I said no. If Josh isn't welcomed, then I'm not coming back."
"You're throwing away family for him?" Steve asks, pointing at me.
"Josh is my family just like the rest of you guys are," Joe says as Steve shook his head and turned around at the door.
"He's not your real family like we are Joey," Steve says, making a face and then sighing.
"Yes he is," Joe says, glaring at Steve now. "You're my brother; he's my lover, that's family."
"Fine, have it your way Joey," Steve says, opening the door and walking out and then slamming it behind him.
"Joe why don't you just go home and spend the holidays with them? Don't make all this trouble for me," I say, getting up out of his lap. "I'm not worth all of this stress and drama."
"Baby you're worth all the trouble, stress and drama in the world," he tells me as he pulls me down and kisses me on the mouth. "I love you Josh and I'm not going to let you go for anything. You might as well get used to me being around for a very long time."
"I love you too Joe, but they are your family. I'll be right here when you get back," I tell him as he frowns at me.
"Are you trying to get rid of me?" He asks me as he looks me in the eye now.
"No I'm not trying to get rid of you, but I don't want there to be a rift between you and your family because of me," I tell him as he wraps his arms around my waist and kisses me.
"If they can't accept that I love you and want to be with you, then fuck it. There will just have to be a rift," he says, kissing me on the mouth again. "I love you and I need you."
"I love you and need you too," I say as he slips his hand under the robe and start fondling me.
"Oh God baby, I need you now," he says, caressing the skin on top of my legs and then moving his hand to my dick. I want this and an I want it in me."
"Mmmm, yeah baby, I want it in you too," I tell him, grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the room towards the bedroom. "I want to ravage you and badly."
"I know the feeling," he says, stopping me from pushing the bedroom door open. "I love you Josh."
"I love you too Joey," I tell him as my arousal took over and I pushed him up against the wall, kissing him with everything I had.
"Mmmm yeah," he moaned as we broke apart, both of us panting. "Bed..."
With no further hesitation, I pushed the door to the bedroom open and we started kissing again. The two of us kissing and moving around and circles had no idea where we were. Hitting the edge of the bed, the two of us fell down, still connected, our kissing non stopping.
"Oh God, I need you in me," he moaned, pulling his arms out of the robe and then wrapping his arms around me.
"Yeah," I say, doing my best to get out of the robe too.
He was lying back on the bed moaning loudly as my lips worked on his abs and teased at his nipples. I didn't know if I could handle any more of this foreplay. I was trying to keep things fresh, but my dick had a mind of its own.
"Josh baby stop teasing me! I love you, you love me. Save the foreplay for some other time. Just go ahead and give me what I want," Joey says, crawling back on the bed a little bit and opening the bedside table drawer and pulling out a condom and a small bottle of lube.
Looking down at him and then kissing him again, he handed the condom and the lube to me and the mood of things with us changed. >From the way he looked and was breathing and the way my dick ached, love and romance was long forgotten. From the glint in his eyes and the way he smirked at me, he wanted what I wanted. Hell at that point I wanted wild, raw and unbridled non-stop sex.
"Damn baby," he growled, sounding like a tiger in heat as he started caressing my chest, turning me on as he leaned up to me and started licking around my neck.
"Shit yeah baby," I say, pushing him down on the bed and pushing his legs open.
With him looking down at me, he smiled at me and I grinned up at him. Lifting his hips up off the bed and moving his balls out of my way, I licked my finger and started playing with his hold. That did it. Joey was moaning now and loudly. I was looking for a sign and me playing with his hole told me everything I needed to know.
"Oh God baby, I can't take it," he says, wiggling his ass around as I kept probing his ass with my finger, adding another one to stretch him open for what was to come. "Oh shit Josh. I need you...the real you in me."
"The real me? You have the real me in you," I tell him, teasing him with my fingers still as he smacked at my hand.
Letting his hips rest back down on the bed, I took his cock into my mouth and started sucking. His cock felt nice in my mouth and it had a manly musky taste to it. He was moaning and bucking his hips up to thrust his dick more into my mouth.
"Baby your mouth feels good," he moans out, still bucking his hips. "More, I need more baby."
Pulling my fingers from his ass, I kept on sucking his dick as I opened up the lube bottle. Pouring some of the liquid in my hand I started smearing it around his hole. Teasing his hole again, I started slipping my fingers back into him and then pulling them back out, causing him to whimper.
"Stop teasing me Josh, fuck me," he says, pulling his legs up and holding them up with his arms, exposing his ass to me. "I need you inside of me."
Removing my fingers from his ass and letting his dick fall from my mouth, I moved back up to him and started kissing him. He was so hot now that he wasn't enjoying the pace at which things were moving at, he sat up on the bed in a hurry and pushed me backwards, almost knocking me off the bed.
"Joe," I say as he smiled evilly at me and grabbed the condom and the bottle of lube from their spot on the bed. "You could've knocked me off the bed."
"You're not going anywhere off this bed," he says, hovering over me as he got down between my legs and started sucking on my dick.
He's been torturing me in this bed for almost an hour. He knows what I want him to do, but he's trying to make this last I guess. I'm horny right now and I'm not trying to make this last all day, I want him to fuck me hard and fast and then we can get on to the love making. I've been hot and bothered for him for the last few days and I'm tired of waiting to get a dick in my ass. I want him and I'm going to have him right now.
"Oh God baby that feels good?" he says, running his fingers through my hair. "I'm ready to fuck the hell out of you."
"Mmmm yeah, that's what I want baby," I say, stroking his dick a few more times and then grabbing the lube bottle and condom.
Looking up at me, he smiled at me and then pulled me down on top of his body so that we could kiss. Working my ass up and down on top of him, I used that movement to tease his cock under me, turning him on even more. Leaning down and kissing him quick and passionate, I spread my legs wide and reached behind me to massage some lube into my ass. Moving my ass up and down, simulating our soon to be sexual act, he groans and places his hands on my hips.
Getting up off of him so that we could change positions, I laid back down on the bed as he got up and lifted my legs, moving me around on the bed to get me the way he wanted me. Playing with my hole and slowly stroking his cock, he inserted his fingers back into my hole and started finger fucking me. Oh God, this just felt too good, but I still wanted the real thing. I was so horny by this point, I was willing to fuck just about anything. With him groaning and grunting with each stroke of his dick, I just wanted to shoot my load any which way I can.
The scene before me was enough to send me over the edge while I was stroking myself. Not wanting things to end too quickly, I stopped touching myself and looked down at the man I loved. Leaning down to kiss him, he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight while he wrapped his legs around my back, further exposing his ass to me.
"Baby is it time?" He asked, moving his ass under me, causing our cocks to rub together, building up a whole lot of love friction. "I'm dying here."
"I don't want you to die baby. I know you're a fighter, you can hold out," I tell him, smirking as I teased his ass with my cock by running the tip across his hole, causing him to shiver and whimper.
"Baby don't stop," he moaned out, gyrating his ass more now, trying to coax my dick into his ass. "That felt really good."
"I know it did baby," I tell him as I smack his ass and reach back to his ass and tease him some more.
With the insertion of my fingers back into his ass, he moaned loudly and clamped down with his ass muscles on my fingers. Feeling his whole body vibrate while he moaned, I couldn't help myself any longer. Damn, this is just too hot. If I don't do something quick, I'm going to cum and everything we've done so far will all be for nothing. Inserting another finger into him and scissoring my fingers in his hole to loosen him up again, he started gyrating his hips again as his moans got louder.
"Baby you better fuck me now before I start jacking and take over things," he says, wiggling his ass in my face. "I need you Josh, fuck me baby, I know you want to. I see how red your dick is. Its desperate for this Italian Ass."
Not wasting any more time, I stroked my dick to keep it hard and got ready to enter him. Opening the condom and rolling it on my dick, I slid right on inside of him to the hilt. Damn, his ass feels good wrapped around me. Oh shit, that's what you call loosening him up. Making myself at home between his legs, I settled into a nice rhythm, moving in and out of his ass. With the both of us groaning and moaning now, Joey pulled me down to his chest and started kissing me deeply. Speeding up my thrusts into him, he started panting now.
"Fuck me Josh, Fuck me!" He screamed out, working his hips faster to meet my thrusts.
"Oh yeah Joe, move that ass, move that ass!" I scream back at him, thrusting faster and deeper into him.
"Ohhhh yeah, Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh!" He groaned out, holding his legs wide open for me as I pushed into him harder and faster.
"Damn this is so hot!" he screams out, meeting my thrust for thrust now. "Fuck me harder!"
"Your wish is my command baby," I tell him as his hands found their way to my hips and he started pulling me harder and faster into him.
"Oh God yes! I love this," he says, panting now, doing his best to catch his breath while trying to wipe the sweat from his face. "I love you Josh, fuck me baby!"
"I love you too Joe," I tell him, pushing his legs further back as I stood up on my knees, fucking his ass in an almost upright position now.
We were in bed fucking for God knows how long when he started stroking his dick. Feeling my legs starting to cramp up, I started thrusting into him faster. With the both of us working together now to achieve our goal of orgasm, I felt that familiar tingling feeling in my balls and it took control of everything.
"Oh God baby, I'm getting close," I say as Joe pulled me down to him so that we could kiss as he was still stroking his dick and I was still thrusting into him.
Within seconds, he started moaning very loudly and I felt his ass muscles clench around my dick and he was cumming between the two of us. With his ass muscles milking my dick the way they were, I was soon falling over the edge and I wrapped my arms under his and pulled myself closer to him as I thrust deeper and harder into him, making sure to get every lost drop of cum out of my balls.
"Oooh shit yeah!" He screamed out as I was still pumping his ass.
"Oh yeah, yeah, that's it...oh yeah," I breathed out as I collapsed on top of him, doing my best to get my breathing under control.
"Thank you baby," he says, holding my face in his hands as he kissed me. "I love you."
"I love you too Joe," I tell him as I couldn't fight the situation any more and I laid my head on his chest and soon I was out cold.
TO BE CONTINUED...
I don't know any of the members of «N SYNC, Backstreet Boys or any other celebrities mentioned. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is for entertainment value only folks.