Date: Tue, 8 Oct 2002 03:59:39 -0400 From: JT Poole Subject: Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter 10 Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zipcode because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole99@msn.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ======================== I Want Your Love - Chapter 10 by JT Poole // Lance's House - 3:00 PM The Next Day // "Hello, yeah this is him, what! I will be right down there." Lance stated hanging up his phone. "What could he have been thinking, this boy is starting to get on my nerves now. First he has a problem with Joey being in love with Justin, Second, he has an accident, now he's trying to kill himself in the hospital. I can't deal with this drama anymore." Lance screamed as he grabbed his keys and walked out of the house. // JC and Justin's House // "Guys, wake up, wake up! Damn, you discover you love each other and now I can't get you out of bed." JC stated. "We're up, we're up. What's the problem Josh?" Justin asked opening the door. "We have to go back to the hospital, Lance just call there's a problem with Chris. I am going to head to the hospital, you two haven't left this room all day, take a shower and meet us at the hospital." JC stated as he walked away from Justin. "What happened, did Lance say what was wrong?" Justin asked. "No, but I will find out when I get there." JC stated. "I hope he's okay, he looked okay this morning when we were there, what could have happened so soon." Joey asked. // The Hospital - ER Waiting Room // "Look lady, I just want to know where Ashley is, we have been here since 4 this morning, where is he?' the young man stated. "Young man, as I said before, a doctor will come for you when they are done working with your friend. Could you please sit back down, I have work to do." the lady behind the desk stated. "Look here you skanky old bitch! We have been sitting here all damn day, and every time we come up here looking for some assistance, you give us the run around! Either you take us to Ashley, or we are going to go through every room back there until we find him!" the young man stated harshly. "Okay have it your way, SECURITY!!!" the lady stated as two men approached the desk. "Oh fun, we get to play cops and robbers! Come on guys let's find Ashley." // Hospital - Chris' Room // "Why are you here Lance? I don't want to see any of you right now, just go home and leave me alone!" Chris stated. "Chris, what are you trying to do? The doctor called me and told me that you tried to kill yourself, why?" Lance asked. "I don't want to talk to you or anyone, just leave me alone Lance!" Chris screamed. "Fine, I will be outside with the others, Chris we want to help you." Lance stated walking out of the room. "I don't need any of you guys, just leave me alone!" Chris yelled a final time. // Hospital - Waiting Room // "I don't know what to say guys, he doesn't want to talk to any of us and he's deadset on not wanting to see any of us. He acts as though he doesn't want us around." Lance stated. "I am going in there, I am going to talk to him and ask him what his problem is. We are just trying to be his friends." Joey stated walking past Lance into the room. Joey entered the room to talk to Chris to see what it was that was bothering him so badly. Trying to calm his friend down, Joey walks over to the bed and starts rubbing his fingers through Chris' hair. Finally getting Chris to calm down, the two men start to talk about what has Chris so upset. To Joey's surprise, it's him. "Chris I am sorry, I told you how I felt, but I didn't want to hurt you. I see now I hurt you anyway." Joey stated. "We can't control who we love, but Joey I love you, I have always loved you since we first started this group." Chris stated. "Chris, I love you in a way, but not the same way that I love Justin. How would you have felt if I told you I loved you and then left you for Justin. I told you from the beginning that I had feelings for someone else. You told me you had feelings for someone else, but I had no idea that you were just saying that to keep from admitting your true feelings for me." Joey stated. "Well I didn't want to tell you, I didn't want you to be with me because you felt you had to be with me. I didn't want you to pity me and be with me because I was in love with you like that." Chris stated. "I wish you weren't, I don't want to see you in pain like this. I want you to be happy and in love with someone that loves you and only you. If we were in a relationship together I wouldn't fully love you Chris, in the back of my mind, I would still be loving Justin and that isn't fair to you." Joey stated. "I know, and I guess I better get use to the fact that you and Justin are together and we can only be friends." Chris stated. "I still love you, you are my best friend and my fuzzy little elf." Joey laughed. "Hey, watch it FAT-ONE. I still love you too, but I know it's not the love I want, but who knows, there's someone out there that will love me the way I love you." Chris stated. "Glad all of this is straightened out, can the others come in now and see you. We came here to see you and no one else, so don't be pushing us away." Joey stated. "Yeah, tell them to come in so I can apologize to Lance for the way I acted towards him." Chris stated. // Down the Hall // "Ashley are you okay? We have been waiting all night to see you?" the young man asked. "Yeah, I feel okay, but I am afraid we are going to have to postpone most of the concerts until that cast comes off my leg." Ashley stated. "I don't care about all that, I wanted to make sure you were all right. I can careless about the concerts, your life is more important." the man stated. "Look, I am glad that you care that much about me, but as I said before, I don't like you in that way, I know you want me to, I wish I could, but I can't." Ashley stated. "You are a spoiled fucking brat! I have been here with your bandmates since this morning when they brought you in and all you can think about is what your feeling." the man stated. "Look here Mr. Ryder Strong, don't make me have the guys come in here and kick you out! If you haven't forgotten, you have been tagging along with us. No one asked you to come along with us, you are the lovestruck puppy that wanted to follow us. If you can't deal with the fact that I don't have feelings for you, LEAVE!" Ashley screamed. At that moment, the rest of O-Town rushed into the room to see what the commotion was. Figuring it out, Erik and Trevor escort Ryder outside of the room to talk to him in private. While talking to him, they explain to him that Ashley is not in love with him and that he should leave him alone, but he doesn't get it and storms off down the hallway. "I wish he would get it that I don't love him. Has he been with you guys all this time?" Ashley asked. "Yep he's been here since we brought you in this morning. I told him to go home, but he refused to go, said he needed to be by your side. He really has a crush on you Ash." Jacob stated. "I may be gay, but not that gay. Ryder Strong can goto hell for all I care. All he wants me to be is some guy to hang on his arm while he appears everywhere. I am not out and I am not going to out myself and mess up our careers just to be his boyfriend, besides, I have my eye on someone else." Ashley stated. "Do tell, who is it?" Jacob asked. "Well you must promise me first that you won't get mad, and you must also promise me that you won't tell the others about it." Ashley stated. "I promise, I promise. Go ahead and tell me." Jacob stated. "Okay, okay it's Chris from N Sync." ============================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole99@msn.com AIM: swainsboroGABoi ICQ #: 146925768