Date: Wed, 26 Jun 2002 19:04:38 -0400 From: JT Poole Subject: Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter 2 Boybands - I Want Your Love - Chapter Warnings and Disclaimers: 1) If reading this is in any way illegal in your town, state or zipcode because of your age, religion, or other government rules you shouldn't read this. 2) If you don't want to read about male/male gay sexual relationships, go away. You shouldn't waste your time with this story. 3) I don't know any of the members of 'N Sync or any other celebrities that may be mentioned in this story. This story in no way is meant to imply anything about 'N Sync and any other celebrities sexualities, personalities, or anything else. This is a work of pure fiction. Questions and commentary can be sent to "jtpoole99@hotmail.com". I want to hear from everyone out there that is reading this story, tell me what you think whether it is bad or good. ======================== I Want Your Love - Chapter 2 by JT Poole //Joey's House// "Joey look man, I don't know what's going on with you, but I want to help you. I am your friend, don't close me out like this Joey." Justin said from the bottom of the stairs. "I am not closing you or anyone out, I just need to be left alone." Joey said as he walked past Justin into the living room. "Joey for a guy like you, you hold a lot of secrets! When you hold a lot of secrets, you are carrying too much around. I wish you would just let me help you, whatever it is, I will be okay with it." Justin said as he sat down besides Joey. "Just, there is nothing you could do to help, so why don't all of you just take the hint and just leave me alone." Joey said as he was starting to get up when Justin grabbed his arm and kissed him on the lips. "I am so sorry Joey, I didn't mean to do that, please don't tell the others." Justin said as he started to cry. Joey didn't know what to do. Something he had been dreaming of for a long time happened, Justin's lips touched his lips and he had a feeling of happiness wash over him that quickly faded. "Justin, why did you do that? Why did you just kiss me? Have you lost your mind or something?" Joey asked as Justin stopped crying and just got up to leave. "I'm sorry Joey, please, just forgive me for what I have done." Justin said as he walked out of Joey's front door towards his car. "Justin! Justin, wait come back in here!" Joey shouted, Justin ignored him and drove away. Joey stood there in his driveway wondering why he got upset the way he did for Justin kissing him, the guy that he wanted to kiss him, the guy that he had fallen in love with. //2 Hours Later - Justin's House// "Curly what's wrong? Why are you sitting in here in the dark crying?" JC asked as he walked into Justin's room. "Josh, I just want to be alone right now, I am not having a good day, just leave me alone please." Justin said as JC sat at the edge of the bed. "Come on Curly, you can talk to me about anything, tell me what's on your mind." JC rubbed Justin's back trying to sooth him. "Josh, it's...it's something I need to deal with on my own, maybe I can tell you one day, but right now, I just need to figure some things out before I can say anything to you or anyone about it." Justin stated as he rolled over turning his back to JC. "Curly I understand, when you are ready to talk, I will be here for you." JC said as he walked out of the room. //Jake's Biker Bar// "Look man, you have been here for two hours straight, I think you have had enough for right no. Is there something wrong man, you have been knocking back shots every since you sat down." the bartender said. "Just affairs of the heart, that I can't deal with, someone I love, but can't tell them I love them." Joey said as he knocked back another shot. "Well man, it can't be all that bad. You are still living, you have your health and everything. AS long as you are still alive that should be all that matters to you." the bartender said as he took Joey's shot glass and walked away. "Hey bring that back, I am not finished drinking yet!" Joey shouted as the bouncer walked over and escorted him out. The bouncer escorted Joey outside and talked to him for a couple of minutes. The bouncer called a taxi for Joey and paid the fare for him. The taxi driver pulled up outside of Justin's House where Joey got out and said thank you to the taxi driver. //Justin's House// "Coming...I'll be right there." JC shouted as he ran to the door. "Jayce, is Justin home? I need to talk to him, it's very important." Joey said as he dropped his head down. "Yeah sure, he's upstairs. Joey have you been drinking?" JC asked. "A little why? There's no rule or law that says I can't drink when I want to!" Joey defended. "Sorry, I was just asking. Justin's in his room, you know where it is." JC said as he walked into the kitchen. Joey slowly closed the door and headed towards the stairs. Stopping in the entry way to the kitchen, Joey started at JC for a couple of minutes without JC's knowledge then headed up the stairs to Justin's room, where he found Justin reading something on his computer. "Justin, can I come in? I need to talk to you and it's very important that we talk." Joey said as Justin turned around. "No Joey, we can't talk now, I need to just let things settle before I talk. I am sorry for what I did Joey, I hope you forgive me. Now could you please leave?" Justin stated as he got up and ushered Joey to the door. "Justin, please just listen to me, we need to talk, I think we have something in..." Joey was cut off as Justin closed the door in his face. "Joey just leave, we have nothing to talk about right now, I don't know what can be said right now!" Justin shouted as he broke down and started crying. Joey walked away from the door, he started crying as well. JC was walking up the stairs when he heard the sobs of the two men. He looked at Joey, then ran towards Justin's room to see what was going on. Joey just continued to walk down the stairs, letting himself out of the house to head home. "Curly what's wrong? Why are you and Joey both crying?" JC asked as he hugged Justin. "Nothing Josh, just nothing, I need to be alone, just leave me alone." Justin stated as he laid down in his bed and pulled the covers over himself. JC walked out of the room wondering what could have Joey and Justin both so upset. It seemed that both of them are hiding something that they want to tell, but they keep refusing to talk about it. Thinking of what's going to happen next week when rehearsals start, Josh looked on with a confused face and dialed a number on his cell phone. ========================== TO BE CONTINUED... Comments or Suggestions Contact Information E-Mail: jtpoole99@hotmail.com AIM: swainsboroGABoi ICQ #: 146925768